#idk if this is intelligible to anyone but me

[fictionfixations]

tamashina-mina event (aka the sunset savanna jp event)

so anyway because i cant read jp (the translated vid is in parts so thats why im posting multiple links)

leona brushes it off but

so LISTEN. The chamberlain whatever his name is isn't happy with Leona for not putting his intelligence to help the country

but when he DOES provide an idea (aka actually mining the mineral resources) its shrugged off because they're all for being with nature

so what im understanding is leona is proposing to actually make use of what the land has to, yes, make a profit, but also it could help with all loads of things? like spreading water to be a little more easily obtainable once having the funds to idk throw away money for the good of the people (i mean. they're already rich aren't they? i don't really get it but also the world runs on money. i dont know if there are any benefits to it just sitting there, or if there are cons to digging them out or not but leona seems very passionate about it.)

but so its like this then

where if its not modernized then people will just. not live modernized. and i get that ig, wanting to live with nature (well not really but i mean its all down to preference isnt it? which im not an outdoor person so uh)

maybe it'll make more sense in the EN version (whenever it comes). or maybe i need someone to dumb it down to me like im 5.

but anyway you see my point right?? Leona provides an idea (is very invested in it) that goes to the good of the kingdom (making more profit but its also like they dont have to mine ALL of it he at least just wants them to make use of it at least instead of not even touching it)

and then it gets shot down because. basically. tradition. ???

anyway heres my idea: if someone like Ruggie Bucchi can exist (i mean as in someone born in a poor environment) in the Sunset Savanna, then clearly there can still be something done to keep people healthy and in comfortable situations without compromising idk the beauty of also being able to live with nature at the same time? to help make it a bit more convenient in the process at least? (like there could be a system that brings them water, but it could still be in a well so they can still do that process by hand, there will just be more water so they dont have to worry about idk running out? i dont know how wells work but i imagine they can run out eventually)

and if anyones like 'oh but we wont make a profit' then propose ANOTHER way we can make big income. aka MINING the MINERAL resources so it could be like nothing even changed or that we might be even making more than we usually are (but also probably supervised so they cant take advantage and just i mean get rid of the entirety of it? cause. its.. important right? so some but not all.)

maybe i just dont understand this, maybe im biased towards leona who knows, but i kind of also feel like its dumb to just brush it off. and i mean who knows maybe hes proposed it many times before, maybe hes shown them so many ideas and proofs and proposals related but they mightve been flawed in some way i dont know and thats why they refuse. who knows. it just rubs me the wrong way

its also kind of related to people brushing off leona just as being lazy and stuff like that (also did you know he only failed ONE year? he joined NRC a year late) but leona isnt really doing anything to try to change peoples perceptions of him because 'thats what they think of me, why should i bother?' like people hating on him for being [something something] compared to falena so then just. takes that in and is like 'okay so people think of me this way. if thats how they view me, then whatever.' hes still very competitive and all that stuff but theres also apathy in 'people will think whatever they want of me, why should i even try to change it?' (and hes probably heard all kinds of things at a young age that really stuck with him and shaped who he was. which goes from being really hurt by it to not even caring about peoples opinions anymore. dont get me wrong it can still affect him because the part of him that got hurt by it the first time is still there but yknow)

but so then the chamberlain is like 'why dont you use your smarts for the country'

and leonas just like

THEN SAY SOMETHING TO MAKE HIM NOT SAY SUCH THINGS??? (you knew him as a kid surely you could do something) like. theres. just. such an utter lack of trying to convince him otherwise. and i guess to him it would sound so fake so he might not be convinced at all. but then if you stop trying at all then he'll think that he was right in what he thought people thought of him and wont try to correct anyone. or in fact will correct anyone if they think positively of him.

i mean theres also not wanting to say it in front of other people. but. listen. if youre afraid of what the people think then it will affect the other negatively.

like for example if you try not to do lovey-dovey stuff in public then your lover will naturally feel like youre just trying to hide them away. or that you might feel ashamed.

so if the chamberlain tries to convince him when they're in private but in public he doesnt. then you can see what kind of conclusion leona would come to, right?

its kind of a tough situation because i honestly dont know what youd do in that situation. its just. i feel like they could communicate better. that there could be things to be done and it just frustrates me.

yes he does go on to say that leona is strong

and that he believes in him basically but

it just. doesnt feel like enough. and it could definitely be on leona for also not being willing to listen so hh. and i also get the chamberlain has a lot of responsibility so he cant just be there all the time and everything hfeuishfdi

#tamashina mina #leona kingscholar #twst #twisted wonderland #twst wonderland #thoughts #Youtube

[drippyboycunt]

one of the hottest things about pussy imo is when you get someone so worked up that all you have to do is line up the tip and it pulls you in

like damn, you really were made to take my cock, weren't you baby?

#my posts #idk if this is intelligible to anyone but me #but i mean like you line your dick up with their hole and their pussy just pulls you in lol #but saying it like that sounded less hot idk maybe i'm crazy #queer nsft #queer ns/fw #trans nsft #trans ns/fw #t4t nsft #t4t ns/fw #trans mlm nsft #trans mlm ns/fw #mlm nsft #mlm ns/fw #mlnb nsft #mlnb ns/fw #nblm nsft #nblm ns/fw #nblnb nsft #nblnb ns/fw #gender neutral dom #gender neutral sub #ftm top #ftm dom #ftm bottom #ftm sub

[claraoswalds]

So what's wrong with Clara, then? There's nothing wrong with her. Why haven't you made her immortal? Well, look how you turned out.

#dwedit #doctor who #userveronika #usertennant #userteri #scifiedit #ashildr #twelfth doctor #clara oswald #twelveclara #* #honestly idk if this will make sense to anyone but me but #the doctor saved ashildr and the doctor saved clara but ashildr is clara and ashildr is the doctor too.......... and so is clara #or more intelligibly: ashildr's arc at its base is the same arc that twelve and clara have together. except she plays both roles #ashildr starts as clara and ends as the doctor. like you can SEE the moment it switches from ashildr-as-clara to ashildr-as-doctor #but clara ALSO starts as clara and ends as the doctor. (''we could you know... stop off on the way'' ''gallifrey. the long way round''). #and the doctor gets to watch the exact same storyline play out in front of him without ever realizing it and incapable of ever stopping it #.....does any of that make sense. i'm writing these tags at 3am so idk fjdkslsls #but really this gifset is just 'ashildr: the twelveclara redux'

[skitskatdacat63]

Screaming at the fact that some tiktok history meme artist I follow put out a psa that they *don't* in fact like Napoleon(despite drawing him a bunch) It's okay to appreciate a flawed figure 😭 please I swear

#napoleon fandom is truly like fernando fandom #like people who cant admit they like smth bcs it comes off as problematic #not that fernando's problematicness comes anywhere close to napoleon JSKFKGKLV #i just mean i think its funny to have to preface that you dont like a figure #despite your whole acct being of that figure. 'yeah yeah hes intelligent but he WAS A TERRIBLE PERSON' #i swear to you its okay to like someone who has flaws 😭😭 #liek yeah idk. ik its a real life historical figure in this situation #but yknow liking him is not like you're instantly condoning anything #its okay to appreciate a historical figure but still take issue w the terrible things they did yknow #idk jist find it very funny to constantly draw a person but be like IM JUST MAKING FUN OF HIM OKAY #clearly you have some level of fondness lmao #but yeah idk reminds me of the people who will be like 'i love fernando' but need to bring up crashgate in the same breath #tho i realize how insane it is to anyone outside of me that im comparing yknow. napoleon and nando sjfkkglg #its true okay believe me i said so #catie.rambling.txt

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

so, final verdict: I’m neutral on the Netflix live action avatar. It’s ok. It had some really effective scenes that made me super excited and cheering at my screen, and one particular scene that actually made me tear up, but also a lot of clunkiness and odd characterization and narrative choices that weakened the experience. Overall, it was decidedly average to me, but I’m really really hoping it doesn’t get cancelled. What a treat to see an entirely poc cast kicking ass on my screen. Now someone please give them a better script and dialogue for season 2.

#also if anyone is mean to cast I’m kicking you in the shins. they did great with what they had. #…what the hell did they do with yue though. what was that. #also I have. very mixed feelings on actively seeing the airbenders get killed. #idk. they could not keep a consistent tone for the first half of the show. #it definitely suffers from netflix-isms too. everyone is more serious/more ‘you’re not taking me seriously ughhh’ #I also wasn’t perfectly happy with the depiction of the spirits but I may just be being nitpicky #storyrambles #I have a lot of thoughts actually #my mom really liked it though and if I’m too negative in front of her she’ll get annoyed with me. :/ #but yeah. I am neutral about it. In the way that some things were awesome and some things irritate the hell out of me #also I wish I could go and tell script writers that it’s ok to show and not tell. I promise your audience is intelligent. Take my hand.

[etherylelixyr]

Idk what to do

#ideally id just isolate myself from them until i feel better #but the thing is. i can't do that to my friends. #because as much as i hate myself and want to die. my friends dont. or atleast X doesnt #is this a bpd-splitting moment? #idk.. #because it's like. fine. i see how it is. u like them more. well fine. go be with them. then #obviously you dont want me. #so ill fucking leave- #but it's... not like that. ik. logically it's not like that #thats far from the truth. #but my brain rn. cannot comprehend that. i can't comprehend that. because it doesnt make sense to me #why tf would anyone want me around when they can have someone better? smarter? skinnier?? nicer and more well spoken. #elegant and brilliantly intelligent and everything im not #obviously they wouldn't want me. i know who id choose in that situation

[cashmere-caveman]

maybe my memory failing me means i am due for a rewatch again but do we ever get to see what happens w mirandas body? do they just have to leave her corpse propped up in the market square. like obv no one takes her dead body back to the ship but idk. it makes me so sad and so angry that she didnt get a proper burial which, yes, obviously, (to an extent) is the point of it all but i like to think that maybe abigail still had some fondness for her left, despite the fallout, and maybe arranged for her to be laid to rest somewhere or sth.

but the last shot of miranda in that cheap box, propped up, pale and apart from the chaos as around her the city descends into a war zone is so fucking haunting bc u could argue (as flint does to himself, justifying his actions) that it is for her. all that fear and that violence and panic happening is from a pirate attack that is made /in her name/

and idek where i am going w this bc i dont really have a point to make or a metaphor to spin except to say that maybe it doesnt matter what happens to the mortal remains of her body bc flint is carrying the important parts of her w him anyway but damn. i just think. miranda [gestures w increasing urgency as i fail to verbalise any of my emotions]

#black sails #idk this isnt important but i just thought u know. #no one flint ever lost in the show had a grave he could visit and isnt that fucked up somehow #obv thomas first of all due to obvious reasons #then gates who was given a sailors funeral #then miranda who got left in charlestown #also eleanor to some degree bc while i am sure she got a nice grave whether that be in nassau or england it's not like he couldve visited #and then w silver there is no grave at all and never will be (to him) bc silver will outlive him #idk idk idk. maybe w silver u could argue that the grave for him is flint's own bc silver just couldnt be that person anymore #and when he and flint split from each other so did silver who was loved split from the silver who goes on #is this intelligible to anyone at all do u get what i mean!!!! im gonna gnaw off my hand this is driving me insane #cavetext

[godblooded]

if you write a greek muse, meanwhile, i am kissing you on the forehead with enthusiasm and thanking you for your contribution.

#ooc. o kaptain. #[gods. Greek peeps. anybody Greek adjacent. it brings me such joy to see my culture like. actually celebrated?? I’m gonna binge pjo this #weekend and it’s brought me a renewed sense of joy that I don’t often get to feel. seeing people respectfully handle Greek gods and #goddesses. seeing people discuss mythology with nuance and the nuance as it ties into modern tales. this is the stuff we have always wanted #in a society as a culture — the intelligent way that even something as ancient as what is and was a religion can have an affect on culture #and the way culture interprets media. religious stories and mythology as a tale. pjo is some good modern mythology as a discussion and i #seriously love that. if you ever want to have a conversation with a 🇬🇷 I would be overjoyed to talk about anything. recipes. tradition. #language. I just want you to know in any capacity if you write a Greek you bring me joy. I know it sounds silly because… it’s Greek so it’s #different but I’ve never gotten to see myself represented enough (Wonder Woman brought me joy as a kid) and this new pjo renaissance is…. #so warm to me. idk if anyone in pjo IS explicitly Greek (THOUGH DIONYSUS IS PLAYED BY A GREEK) or if culturally it’s explicitly explored but #just know: a little Kat is so so happy to have you here in every capacity. it’s healing to my heart. σαγαπο πόλη. #(fuck me I hate conjugating) σ’αγαπώ*]

[ttransthirteen]

I love trans people sooo much and they can be girls too what an incredible blessing.. what a wonderful world..

#I’ve always loved girls soo much I’ve always been a girl guy #but I meet trans women and it’s like. idk maybe this is how cis ppl feel. like she understands me more than anyone else ever could #ur my other half we were born for each other #but I feel this way about ever pretty and intelligent tgirl I meet

[pr]

i feel like i have nothing to show for my identity besides the fandoms im in or the people im associated with and it makes me...sad.

#like im not that smart. im definitely not talented at anything. im not particularly funny or hot or emotionally present or good at advice #like im...nothing. so i have all these arrangements of interesrs i have that im like not an expert on #but have approximate knowledge of many things #but i feel so fucking stupid all the time because thats...all i am. no one else is just these stupid online identities #but online is all i have. i have no dreams anymore. i have no skills or places to pursue. im just #here. and when that delusion is shattered that none of this really matters this is all just trivial and easily discarded #by people with real lives and real intelligence and real skills im just....reminded im made up of painted straw and sticks #and nothing about me means anything really. im so dumb and annoying and not a good friend #i wish i was anything. anyone. something. #idk. its on me. im 26. i should matter or be a person but im.. #im not. im not even a presence in the fands i frequent bc everyone smarter than me jas already said things better #im just here. piggybacking on the insight of others until they grow up and i stay here #im 26 and i have no dreams and no brains and nothing. i hate me. #to delete

[hartmannyoukaigirl]

lies on the ground. disintegrates. Kills myself

#was talking with an arab person online and she said 'you speak arabic of this dialect.. right? you speak a bit weird' #we are both from the same country and speak the same language and dialect #but im .. :(... : my words always come out weird #online it isnt noticable but irl i get called retarded within 2 seconds of meeting anyone new because of the way i talk #idk what im doing wrong but evidently its everything ?? #this sucks #irl its really not my fault bc i literally. like from the day i was born was unable to pronounce certain letters #but getting called weird online makes me feel like its an issue of my intelligence #AAAA i hate interacting with people. bye. smashes head into WALL #i know i talk weird but like . jk r jerfjfnfbr i take a little effort to be understood ... . . . . . but its bothersome....:(

[pagesfromsungi]

I really, really want to know more about the secret underground intelligence network Diluc joined in his little murder stunt across Teyvat, but will Mihoyo give it to me? Likely not. But I have so many ideas, so now with little to no context about anything below; The Secret Underground Network Lore! (WIP)

Summary: 

The Secret Underground Network, or SUN, is an international underground information network that is dedicated to Teyvat’s prosperity. With their centuries-long knowledge, SUN is privy to knowledge that even the Archons have and operates in deep secrecy because of it. Should Celestia get wind of their inner workings, they would all be destroyed. 

At its core, SUN’s final objective is to keep Teyvat safe and prospering at all costs. It would keep Teyvat safe from even the Heavens themselves, should it come down to it, for Gods are nothing to the non-believer.

Functions; 

SUN’s objective is one that can be carried out in many different ways. As such, operators typically have their own objectives they carry out, and occasionally the network will assign organization-objective missions. 

The network’s recruiting system is a volunteer-based one. People of interest or like mind to the network’s operators are often scouted and then approached for recruitment. Because recruits and operators willingly give up their time, names, and even lives for their chosen objectives, they are referred to as volunteers. 

Volunteers can climb up the rankings of SUN by completing organization-objective missions, aiding other members, gaining more connections, and proving through time and effort that they are not a flight risk or a possible information leak. 

The rankings only serve to increase how many of SUN’s secrets a volunteer knows and has the bonus effect of earning other operators’ respect and acknowledgment, holding more influence within the organization. Most volunteers can go through their entire careers without learning a SUN secret and still complete their objectives. 

Rankings lowest to highest;

Volunteer 

Senior Volunteer 

Director 

Alumni 

SUN Volunteer codes: 

For a long time, SUN was forced to use a number of general codes. Due to the sheer number and widespread locations of volunteers, it was impractical to change these general codes. Thus, these general codes are only used for first contact, security checks, and encoded vague dialogues. Volunteers would then establish second contact with one another and make their own codes to provide another layer of security. 

Now, with the invention of the improved Dodocommunication Devices, or Dodo Devices, SUN volunteers can more easily communicate with one another. 

(Note; Due to the true nature of Sumeru’s Akasha System and Terminals, SUN volunteers are not recommended to use them without a Mirage device. The Volunteers in the Akademiya are tired of wiping the terminals of leaked information.) 

Verbal and written trade of information; 

Q; Have you looked at the stars lately? (Has anything come up with your objective? Any new information given or gained?) 

Answer 1: “No, my guests are sleeping. I have creaky floors, and I wouldn’t want to disturb them.” (No nothing has come up/My enemies are inactive/nothing new and nothing given or gained.) 

Answer 2: “Yes, they’re quite bright.” (Yes new things have happened) 

Q 1: “Maybe we’ve seen the same stars.” (Does your new thing relate to my objective?)  

A 1: “If the gods are kind, then we have.” (Yes.) 

A 2: “The stars are plentiful, so I doubt we have.” (No.) 

A 3: “The sky is always moving, so eventually, we’ll have seen the same constellation.” (Maybe, lets talk more/trade info to check.) 

Random code words: Rabbit (An abyss mage) Bull (Abyss herald) Deer (Abyss Lectors) Snake (Black Serpent Knight) Wild creature (Hillichurl) Wolf (Fatui) Raven (treasure hoarder) A pair of glasses (Vision user or Delusion user) 

#genshins underground intelligence network #genshin impact #genshin headcanons #WIP #greatly inspired by the VFD from A Series of Unfortunate Events #The Hernixel or whatever they're called (Alice's groupies) are probably allied with SUN? #It'd be funny if they were so it there now #if you are just BURNING with questions (lol) idk message me about it #I mean I'm going to post about this whether anyone is looking or not so #Answers will be found eventually

[fingertipsmp3]

What just fucking made three loud clicking sounds at the back of the house 🚨

#i love having a deaf dog at times like this #kim would’ve leapt thirteen feet into the air and then stared at me like ‘ellen i’m scared 🥺 should we check it out.. omg i’m gonna shit #myself omg omg omg please tell me i don’t have to bite anyone PLEASE’ #but mabel is just like ‘i sleep’ #i don’t think it’s anything honestly. like if we had an intruder there’s no way they’d be able to be so quiet #like there’s blatantly nothing in the kitchen which means they’re in the office which means they Would have knocked something over by now #i’ve lived here for twenty years and i can’t go in the office without knocking over most of the furniture #i shut mabel in there earlier so i could answer the door without her trying to escape and she managed to step in my knitting bag #the clicking is therefore either the clock being weird or something with the boiler or possibly a hallucination idk #there is something very funny though about hearing weird noises and your dog just not giving a shit #i’ve only had highly alert; intelligent retrievers all my life and now i’ve got a deaf terrier with zero survival instincts #i AM the guard dog. i’m guarding mabel. i am constantly fucking vigilant. it’s so funny #personal

[szczylpierdolony]

i am constantly haunted by the feeling of not being cool and interesting enough. my clothes aren’t fun enough, my makeup is boring, my nails are simple, i don’t have enough different jewelry pieces, my personality doesn’t make up for any of this either so i’m stuck being so goddamn boring and uninteresting bc i don’t have good stories to tell or anything smart to add to the conversation and it’s so exhausting

#i wish i could be almost anyone else sometimes #esp since i’m constantly seeing ppl with fun clothes and makeup everywhere #man’s talking to ppl who are so well read and intelligent and have diverse hobbies #but i’m just.. idk #insanely unremarkable #which isn’t bad necessarily i don’t need to be special but if i’d like to be at least interesting enough for ppl to want to be friends w/ me #sorry if this is a lot i’ve been seeing a lot of cool ppl on tiktok and i feel like crap #📓

[prokaryotics]

having a lot of death anxiety recently. won’t be killing myself about it

#idek why either like #i haven’t lost anyone close to me or around me in a long time #i’m approaching 25 tho which is maybe why ?? like i’m 23 n i know that’s young #it’s also like a religious crisis as well LMAO #idk just thinking it’s a little cruel we’re intelligent enough to be aware of our own morality #:///////// #*mortality lmaoooo #lou.txt

[barnbridges]

the internet's reaction to the guy who makes right wing dating app propaganda making takes about the american healthcare system and being against the wars in the middle east is so ludicrous like. maybe people need to remember that like... the people of any political opinion have these opinions out of certain concerns. nobody has a political opinion because they feel their life is perfect as is and should stay such. everybody wants SOMETHING and is concerned about SOMETHING, and you need to be mindful of that when analyzing political discourse from any side. this is very much a warning against falling for the alt-right, whose concerns might be valid or based on reality, but whose methods and desires are simply nonviable, discriminatory or detrimental to the issues they're bringing up.

#i just heard a guy yelling at the right stuff guy PICK A SIDE DONT HAVE GOOD TAKES #and like #it annoyed me so much #because that's how you get pulled into the alt right #by listening to random weirdos and agreeing with them on something and being like maybe he has a point #and like ofc anyone on any part of hte political spectrum has a good take sometimes #sometimes if a child is starving the only conclusion si the child must be fed #idk i fucking hate people being like oh all rightwing opinions have to be braindead soulless and ghoulish #no a lot of right wing politicians are highly intelligent and manipulative #dont fall for small issues and forget what you REALLY want #wouldnt be achieved by voting for certain goobers because they promise you less taxes