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vanillawaiver · 23 minutes ago
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man. why must i feel the need to post art all the time. why do i stress myself out so much. i love to draw, and i should do it because i love it. i shouldn't create like i have deadlines to meet or people i might disappoint, because my art ALWAYS suffers for it. i need to let myself sleep. and play video games. and watch youtube videos. and talk to my friends. all without worrying if i've already done enough "work" for the day or if i'll have time to do it later. i deserve to be able to do that.
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seelied · 30 minutes ago
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i have a pretty high pain tolerance but god i’m dying
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bauliya · 43 minutes ago
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everyone who tries to argue how aang was right with me is so funny like. i'm literally an indian pahari, he is in every way, down to his politics and culture and his air temples located in villages like mine, ripped off from my own culture and history, and I AM TELLING YOU he was wrong, that shit doesn't work, atla has a horrible politics, and you, an american, are fighting me. you're insane
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thebuttsmcgee · 44 minutes ago
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#this week has been miserable para moi. ughu.#not to be all woe is me and dramatics but man this shit sucks. ah well#I rewatched the first season of the amphib of ia. so that was neato burrito. uhhhh I watched some of spawhn.#that was okay. ya know the more I rewatch it the more I think everyone that I listened to on the internet that knew about spawhn#and would say 'yea hes cool but man is his writing iffy and way too power fantasy and the religion stuff is iffy as well' the more I realize#they were right lmao. to a certain extent tho these past years no longer being a christian has I dunno given me a better perspective? I gues#anyways reading thru some of it and watchin the animated series made me go like 'wow! what a fucking mess!' on the religion stuff.#they (they is todd mcfarlane) made god AND satan reborn as wanda's kids like what the FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT#and then like everyone in heaven were used as soldiers becuz god and satan wanted war becuuuuuz? yea. hrm.#look. all I want is an anti hero from hell that uses his power for the betterment of humanity and earth. also a sick ass design.#like I kiiiinda get ya would kinda hafta get into SOME religious territory in order for it to work. maybe.#Scorps seems to make it work without it tho so I dunno.#my point is that this shit was way too edgy and shouldnt be taken too seriously. but some stuff is excellent. usually not the mcfarlane ones#uhh anyways I ate. chicken taco. uh. I think drank sprite. yea. hm. hope yall had a great day tho!!!
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greentrickster · 2 hours ago
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You want to know something wild? If it paid a proper, living wage and didn’t come with a ridiculous 12-hour workday and possibly swing-shift, and had proper breaks, my ideal job would probably be some sort of factory work. Swear to anything you care to name, I did a stint in a factory my dad used to work for one summer and I loved it. The people who were my bosses were friendly and polite, I liked the semi-mindless nature of the work and also that it gave me some decent physical exertion, and my creativity went through the roof that summer! I had to wear hearing and eye protection, a safety helmet, protective gloves, and a high-visibility vest, that was the kind of job it was, and I still enjoyed it so much! I was really sad when the summer was over and I had to leave it. I actually tried to get re-hired as a full-time worker (the program I’d been in was legit just a summer thing for employee’s kids), and I made it through the preliminary application, but then they had us do one of those computer survey/test things that everyone on this site knows are bad and I didn’t make it past that stage. Even though people already working for the company knew me and, if they’d been asked, would have been able to confirm I was a hard worker who would be a good hire. -_-*
Basically, what I’m saying is, there are people out there, people like me, who would actually very much love to be doing factory work. I even liked working the cash register for retail work when I first started doing it - it wasn’t the baseline job that made me quit, it was the pay, the way the customers treated me, and the way upper management treated me (I only had problems with one of our floor managers, and even our store manager was a pretty goof egg, I’m talking corporate). There are people like me who genuinely want to do those ‘low grade’ jobs. It’s not the baseline service that bad, there’s nothing inherently bad about working a cash register or semi-mindless factory work, those jobs only become bad when the pay and treatment you receive for doing them are bad.
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inoblivicn · 2 hours ago
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and then ares LIVED
athena had calculated every possible outcome, weighing the options, planning every move down to the second.  it still did not account for 40% of the fight.  once the gods reached the streets of olympus, there was no knowing how things might turn out.  being in charge had been a massive responsibility, but having her father and psuedo-mother at her side, no matter how brief, had made a difference in her confidence.
she wasn’t one for blind faith, but it was the only thing that kept her moving forward. 
somehow, freya had become like a lieutenant to her.  watching the girl reunite with her mother had brought athena unimaginable joy -- but she still felt responsible for freya, watching over her at every chance she got.  that didn’t mean freya wasn’t a worthy companion.  she fought fierce as her father, and athena knew that their strategic moves were better because of her.
the two of them had remained at the rear, commanding the other gods where possible and leaving the rest up to chance.   but somewhere within the bowels of olympus was the leader, hiding away from the fight, and it was their job to flush him out.  athena had a bag strapped over her shoulder full of a god tier tear gas.
poseidon and percy’s earthquakes cleared most of the path, and the rest was up to athena, stabbing her way through monsters with mighty heaves of her spear. it felt like a miracle to reach the main hall, running through the halls, the sound of their feet and heavy breathing muffled by the shouts and rumbling behind them.
they searched the entire first floor and found nothing, not a soul, no traps.  the feeling in athena’s stomach was sick, uneasy.  something felt wrong.  but still, athena pressed on, freya at her side, and they moved onto the lower level first.  she ran past empty rooms, silver eyes scanning each crevice.  she gave up hope of finding cronus here, when she came to a skittering halt outside the final room.
her heart leapt into her throat, stomach churning with nausea.  instinctively, she reached for freya to guard her eyes, but it was too late.
ares hung from his wrists, chains connected to the ceiling above him.  his bare chest was covered in a layer of nasty gashes, still oozing golden ichor that dripped to a large puddle on the floor.  athena might have believed him to be dead, were it not for the shallow rise and fall of his chest.  the worst was his face -- though obscured by shadow, athena could see the damage that had been done.  a deep, bloody gash covered one of his eyes, and athena could not tell if there was anything beneath it.
athena rushed forward, gripping her brother’s face in her hands, eyes wide and fearful.   “ares...  ares, please, wake up.”
silence followed her request, her heart beating in her chest.  and then ares shifted, a pained moan escaping his mouth.   “w-what?”
@ichoric​
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miraculoushedgehog · 2 hours ago
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Hard pill to swallow: just because your mental illness might inform some of your behaviors, it doesn’t mean that it will change how people feel about you.
It’s a situation where it can either be no one’s fault, or everyone’s fault, but people are not required to overlook your neuroses just because you’re mentally ill. In the same way, you shouldn’t feel guilt for being sick just because people dont like it.
Just the same, you shouldn’t be lashing out or latching to people in an unhealthy way in the name of needing mental help, and people shouldn’t be dismissing and invalidating people with struggles and different needs.
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fairygodbinch · 2 hours ago
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why cant I just be satisfied and happy with things I have a good life a good family I have a roof over my shoulders and the ability to go out and do things I like why am I so sad and upset there’s no reason for me to be upset everything I freak out about is always the little things that don’t mayyer
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iamnotokwiththis · 2 hours ago
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Have to get a chest x-ray tomorrow bc I've been having nightly shortness of breath (c0vid has been ruled out) and I'm supposed to have an inhaler on me that was prescribed to me today but my dad doesn't want to get it until tomorrow -__-
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jesterjamz · 3 hours ago
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good night
#olly orates#OH was today a day#but at the same time. it wasnt that interesting#YEA i talked with friends YEA i streamed YEA i wrote more thmmm. thats just a day for me.#apologies for yelling about my ocs by the way i know none of you give a shit probably. but i love them.#i wanna do more w/ my ocs also but ive been so focused on the thmmm & we never use the [redacted] server anymore & its just. .#i want 2 draw my ocs more. that's gonna be a plan for after i finish thmmm#IN OTHER NEWS I THINK I'LL HAVE TO STOP BINDING FOR A COUPLE DAYS !!!!!!#fun !!!! /s#& i'd recommend this is where you stop reading the tags or just skip over this part i'll tell u when its over <3#my chest is starting to rash up badly it fuckign hurts right now & its all red & shit hgnhgng#so yea. i'll have to abstain on binding just because the rash hurts really fucking badly i'll tell my mom about it in the morning.#if i remember#ok its over now you can continue reading from here <3#anyways. i hope you all have a nice night. i'll try & get some good sleep. hope tomorrow's different. cuz all the days seem the same to me#i know theyre different but i do the same things. i go 2 school. i yell on tumblr. i write thmmm. i stream. i sleep.#& repeat !!! i wanna be a fucking superhero for fucks sake. i wanna be like author .#i wanna save the world i wanna make a fucking difference. but im not gonna be able to.#im just some kid! & it sucks because i have to deal with school & friends & writing & aughgughgh#im. gonna go to sleep now. have a nice night everybody . i love you all <3 & i mean that#hope ur having a better night than i am & i hope i didnt just absolutely ruin your mood jflksdfds
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lanfan · 3 hours ago
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at the hospital again guys 😔
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should-be-a-tua-blog · 3 hours ago
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I was listening to Mitski's "Class of 2013" after a very tiring day and when "And I'll leave what I'm chasing for the other girls to persuit " part came by started bawling like a child because right now I relate so much....
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freetobegrace · 3 hours ago
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Like, the ONE post-2010 american show that I’ve liked [LOVED] and started watching in the past. hm. I’m skimming my comprehensive list, I think in the past 3 years, has been Betty. It’s HBO, of course. 
The OTHER American shows that I couldn’t keep watching bc #triggers BUT WERE very the vibe were both:
UK Produced/English Writers
HBO Distributed
Lasso falls into a weird category bc it’s like 60% american 40% british I’d say that’s the split for me, and it like entirely takes place in England, so I’m not going to count it as an American program
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thenerdcommander · 3 hours ago
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I swear my appetite on my period is like
Normal mealtime hours?  Can’t eat anything bc I have cramps, not to mention all food in any quantity makes me bloat and feel gross all around the moment it enters my body.  Appetite is nonexistent anyway.  Not hungry.  Food = sick.
At night when I can’t eat or snack, or when the meds kick in?  Hungry.  Famished.  Starving.  I have never had a single meal in my life.  But if I cave in and eat?  Regret all my life choices.  Wish I truly have never eaten a single crumb of anything ever.
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