#idk how i'll cope

[satoriberry]

finished watching matpat's finale, i think i'm gonna combust

#berry.rambles <3 #ive never mentioned being a fan of him i know #but game theory and film theory have been and will remain such important pillars from my childhood and my yt prime years #ahhhhh i remember religiously watching his hello neighbour videos #and his ddlc theories in summer 2018 #god i'm feeling nostalgic #i'll miss this little guy #idk how i'll cope #but remember #thats just a theory #a GAME THEORY #sorry i had to do it lolol #game theory #matpat

[magdasabs]

God, I rewatching my Grey's Anatomy DVD's and I forgot how mich I hate Erica Hahn. This women is unlikeable as fuck.

Hahn and Minnick were probably the two worst characters in the entire show, what did the lesbians do to deserve this

#don't talk to me about grey's universe cause I'm devastated over s19 #idk how I'll cope

[buglaur]

#ts4 #sims 4 #missing her big time.... #gotta update everyone in the save with the new skin details i use nooooo #in all honesty idk how i feel about rox's gen roles anymore #5 kids.... no thanks #and... i may or may not move virgil to the macmahon save #he can be the babysitter #when i finish playing the rancher save i'll move them over too #i can't cope with multiple gps i need everyone to be in the one place #i haven't updated my game in months tho i gotta start sorting stuff out :( #/roxana #← sooner or later i will have character tags

[perfectly-clear-from-here]

trying to mentally cope with the fact that like in 2 weeks I'll be seeing miles in the flesh after he's literally been the sun that I've orbited around for an entire year and im failing absolutely miserably at it.

#might faint who knows #pre gig jitters are always intense but jesus these ones have a bit of a kick to them 😭 #bit spicy innit #also the gig is like the day after i send off my applications to uni which is. the worst comical timing ever idk how I'll cope 😭 #*throwing myself around the kitchen and breaking multiple sets of dishes in the process* #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #miles kane

[autistic-echo]

Emperor and his hero

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reference + close ups below cut

painting by Robert Anning Bell

#PLEASE appreciate this it took so fucking long #kinda hate how martin's hair turned out idk why i had so much trouble with it but i have given up so i'll just have to cope #oc: avuen #the elder scrolls #tesblr #oblivion #hok #hero of kvatch #champion of cyrodiil #martin septim #martin septim x hok #tes #oc #original character #clip studio paint

[cutter-kirby]

okay so i’ve been gone all day so i’m finally posting my fionna and cake initial thoughts. and since i’ve seen only a few people talking about my second favorite alternate finn, i’d thought i’d share the big thing i was thinking about during episode 5.

how the fuck does farmworld finn have that many kids???????

so i’ve always thought that farmworld and ooo operated on parallel timelines, and the show seemed to follow this too, but literally how does a 29 year old have a dead wife and a preteen kid, especially fw finn, who i seriously doubt was mentally and emotionally ready to start a family so soon after the crown was destroyed. so unless the show changed its mind and farmworld is suddenly farther in the future than ooo, i have no idea how fw finn has such a big family (cause like. the show clearly wants us to think that they’re all biological kids as opposed to adoption).

let me share my initial theory for who jay was. when i first saw him i thought he was going to be little sibling.

i mean. the years match up perfectly here, so i have no idea why they went with the option that completely messes up the timeline.

also to clear up a misconception the flashback at the beginning is almost definitely during the year ice finn spent alone freezing people (between jake the dog and crossover) before prismo's meddling destroyed the crown in the nuke, so that part holds up at least.

i could be missing something that makes all of this make sense. i'll probably rewatch this episode tonight if there's any info i missed i might add it idk

#side note adult farmworld finn is so fucking cool #my man was forced into being an ice wizard and got himself a flamethrower arm to cope #godspeed buddy #also the man's raising 5 kids BY HIMSELF. please help him #where the fuck are his parents????? where's little sibling????? #it sucks cause we'll probably never see him again #i love fw finn sooooo much you guys AUGH #he just needed to talk to simon for like 5 seconds and then simon would've realized how stupid his plan is #okay yeah i'll make a meme of that later #anyway maybe i'm missing something but idk #jay should have been little sibling end post #adventure time #the rest of the kids are fine they're clearly younger #but jay's like. as old as the timeskip what the fuck happened #fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #farmworld finn #ice finn

[hella1975]

me: yeah i didn't project too badly onto taob haha *sees a quote from taob randomly on a tiktok webweave about girlhood*

#HELLO?????? yeah zuko they girlhooded you. yeah no they transed your gender #idk if this makes sense but ur coping mechanisms are just sooo she/her #like do you have any idea how baffling this was like no tags no search no nothing it was just there by sheer luck #i saw it was a webweave about girlhood and i was like ohoughhee this will be good #got a few slides in. hello i recognise thAT FUCKING QUOTE WHAT IS HAPPENING #like it's such a niche quote and out of context like it was it could have been from ANYTHING #AND it wasn't credited which i'll get to in a second #but honestly i felt like a mother identifying her child through something incredibly niche like a single freckle or some shit #bc i was like 'this is such a nondescript quote and isnt a big enough moment for me to remember vividly and yet somehow i Just Know' #and low and behold i double checked with a cheeky ctrl+f on taob AND I WAS FUCKING RIGHT #WHAT THE FUCK #im a tad fuming there was no credit like the person used like 12 images and only 3 of them are Non-Tumblr Writing Quotes #and NONE got credited #like i get it's hard enough to get art credited but i feel with artists there's still a general conensus that you're SUPPOSED to tag them #but with writing people honestly just treat it like it's free real estate and the thing is it kinda IS especially if it's fanfic #but also..... why would you not just say who wrote that? like you clearly like it enough to put in ur little slideshow #so why not give credit where credit is due. annoying. bc now im like if this happened by pure fucking chance #then how many times has this happened when ive literally been totally unaware of it? #how many times have MY WORDS just been flung about tiktok without any acknowledgement that i wrote them? #idkkkk just how writing especially amongst tiktokers is treated as a lesser or watered down artform #that doesn't require the decency given to 'actual' art. i might just be being cynical bc i dont like tiktok tho lol #like girl (taob) what the hell are you doing at the devil's sacrament #taob

[angelnicknelson]

just thinking about how nick and charlie both deal with everything going on in ep 8

nick seemingly can't go to sleep. he's overthinking. actively trying to find charlie to talk to him. seeking a reply/answers. he's worried about losing charlie

and then charlie is seemingly over-sleeping. trying not to think by switching off. actively hiding/running away from nick. and doesn't want to talk. he's worried about nick getting hurt again because of him

it screams extrovert x introvert to me

#it also fits them - both of their ways of coping is kinda how i would expect them to you know? #i would react like nick in a similar situation. not sleeping and overthinking. #and then eventually get to the point where i would think - maybe i'll sleep this away #anyways i'm terrible at these kind of meta/rambly posts so idk might delete #but i pointed this out during the watch party and wanted to make a post so ? #heartstopper #heartstopper 1x08 #nick nelson #charlie spring #angelnicknelson

[bueris]

okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead

#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere #i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art #but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely #certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like #university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government #i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour #party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead #also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be #idk #it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking #also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most #part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it? #ik therapists have therapists but still #i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going #the way i wanna #I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life #if not then gap year to work it out #should probably look at unis for english language too then #sigh #ucas website i may as well marry you #ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol) #yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up #yeah #shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical #they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices #crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love. #sex jokes about that #why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine #bue waffling #vent post

[mysticfemme]

Just sent off two job applications for positions at Cambridge university 😌 fingers crossed besties

#i applied for jobs in the past but never gotten asked for an interview #so fingers crossed that they actually want to interview me #although idk how I'll cope in an interview eek #esp at Cambridge university :o #uh oh #panic #rants n rambles

[drill-teeth]

By the way I'm mean now, and I will no longer be a people pleaser and no longer feel obligated to interact with folks who stress me out or are weird to me or force myself to reply immediately to people I do like when I'm going through it. If I don't respond to you immediately, it could be for a number of reasons. I could be fucking busy because I have a full time job. I could be tired and in pain because of my chronic pain and exhaustion. I could've straight up forgotten to reply because my memory sucks. I could just not be up for it. I could be frustrated with how you're treating me and not ready to bring it up, which that avoidant behavior is on me but also you're still not entitled to my speedy replies. I could also be fucking sick of talking to you if you've been consistently creepy to me and not wanna hold your hand through why that was fucking weird, which is also avoidant but you know what? My life doesn't revolve around making other people so if I choose to bounce sometimes I really don't think that makes me a bad person lol.

And I honestly don't care if waiting for a reply stresses you out because like. If you know me and are kind to me you should know me well enough not to assume malice from me taking my time and if you were a creep to me then honestly you can just deal with it.

#sorry im not getting into details but someone was really fucking weird to me after knowing me for like five days #and honestly its nothing new for people to take advantage of me being willing to listen #and pushing my boundaries and not listening to me but getting upset at me for not coddling them #and you know what? im not your trauma mommy! #we're all traumatized!!! cope and go to therapy! instead of being a jerk creep to strangers to you on the internet! #idk im trying to internalize that like #i dont HAVE to be someone's stepping stone on their journey to healing #especially because of how often i just get stepped metaphorically on lol #no one's entitled to me holding their hand through their trauma especially if they're not gonna reciprocate at any level #i'll gladly listen for a friend who deserves it #but not everyone deserves it! #and sometimes i cant at a given moment! even for friends!

[extraordinarilyextreme]

consider. post-canon LLH as a ghost. watching over FDB. 《阿拉斯加海灣》 and especially these lyrics:

别再让人走进他心里 最后却又离开他 Don't let anyone else enter his heart only to leave him at the end 因为我不愿再看他流泪啦 Because I don't wish to ever see him cry again

上天啊 这些晚上我对你说的话 Oh heavens, everything that I've said to you these nights - 你别不小心漏嘴告诉他 我怕会吵醒他 Please don't accidentally let it slip and tell him; I'm afraid it'll wake him from his sleep

#fanghua #cdrama ramblings #mysterious lotus casebook #sorry this is how im trying to cope while writing this canon-compliant fic #if im going to be sad you'll all be sad with me #also if anyone wants to hear me talk about a hanahaki AU #it's living rent free up here #someone please take it out of my brain cuz idk if i'll ever write it

[coldflasher]

the flash should have ended with barry quitting his job at ccpd to become a stay-at-home husband and that's on that

#the fun part is it genuinely could have ended like that. i have no idea. still haven't watched it #NOBODY TELL ME BTW #THAT IS NOT ME ASKING FOR SPOILERS. I'LL GET TO IT #but honestly it's the only thing that makes sense. i have genuine reasons for this #namely: how the fuck is iris. an incredible but ordinary non-speedster woman. meant to look after a baby speedster #ordinary babies are already making it their life's mission to die. eating shit they shouldn't. rolling over and suffocating. #idk i don't know about kids but i know babies are breakable and will roll off tables and god knows what else #now imagine you have a toddler and she can literally move at hundreds of miles per hour #how the fuck was iris meant to cope? #i still maintain that when they did the 'she put a power dampener in nora' plot it should have been like. not a control thing #but also yeah. literally a control thing because HOW THE FUCK ELSE WAS SHE MEANT TO LOOK AFTER HER BABY #if barry is gone and she's a single mother. assuming no other speedsters are around to help her. what the fuck else was she meant to do? #of course she had to suppress her powers because how can you stop your toddler running into traffic if she can run 1000 times faster than u #how do you keep her in her crib at night if she can phase through the bars? #in that sense. yeah it's fucked up. but you can understand it. you can empathize. what other options did she have? #so yeah stay-at-home dad barry is the only thing that makes sense for genuine safety reasons #he is quite literally the only one who can keep up with the kids #they dropped the ball on nora is all i'm saying. again. fic that lives in my head where original nora's death actually means something #and we get a new nora who is ACTUALLY a different person. as she would be considering her whole upbringing was different #and she has to somehow live up to the memory of a version of her that was erased from time #part of barry and iris can't accept that that specific version of their daughter is gone and it's not her #THE ANGST POTENTIALLLL #in my head she doesn't even go by nora because she's like. THAT'S NOT ME. SHE DIED. WHY CAN'T YOU ACCEPT WHO I AM AND LOVE ME FOR ME #she goes by dawn bc yeah im still kinda sad they didnt use that name #fictional characters give ur kid an original name instead of always naming them after dead ppl challenge #my fics #my meta

[c4n1d43cup1d]

what if i designed a layton body pillow what then

#i definitely wont sell it because idk how the hell to do that #but ive got a body sketch down #i want that des body pillow so bad. so to cope with not being able to have it I'll design a layton one

[soulsillk]

I hate the SM2 plot so bad, I hope Insomniac blows up

#I can't take it #idk how I'm gonna be able to cope playing the new game #I legit am finna just cry and scream at all the parts I hate and then afterwards I'll pretend none of it happened like a crazy person #marvel #marvel's spider man #sp4 #p

[piplupod]

whyyyyy do people think disordered eating is healthyyyyyyy i am going to explode myself soon i cannot live around these people any more my god

#i dont even want to say what all was said lol it's so fucked up #maybe I'll just go back to starving myself and becoming more underweight just to earn mothers approval (sarcasm) #actually u know what. even if i did that she'd probably get angry at me for it lmao she'd be pissed that I'd be losing weight when she isnt #I CANNOT TAKE MUCH MORE OF THIS IM HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME #THESE PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING AWFUL #I WANT OUT OF HERE I REALLY DO #I dont know how to cope w this honestly #i keep trying to twist things to be tolerable but jesus fucking christ the ED is starting to rear its head again #theyre just so fucking mean and stupid and fatphobic and i have to spend so much time around them #its impossible to block out #i keep finding myself thinking i dont need to eat veggies bc ''theyre basically poison'' and im just ARRGHHH #GET OUT OF MY HEAD PLEASEEEE I DONT WANT TO BE THINKING LIKE THIS #idk how to cope w this bc i HAVE the science disproving them and I've spent time undoing fatphobia in my own brain #and my family just keeps setting back my progress bc it is impossible to block them out entirely #i want to crawl out of my skin and jump into a deep lake and never resurface #im so tired of this all and idk what to do. tearing my hair out a little bit #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #fatphobia tw #dieting tw #ed tw #ask to tag