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gamingdotcom · 4 months

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i am still fighting with myself abt whether or not im attracted to women

#idk anymore.#i just dont know #the signals? so conflicting #i almost want to give up trying to figure it out

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cliffburton · 1 month

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maybe i'll be a cliff uploads blog again, i'm gonna work on reposting everything i posted with that ugly filter i made when i was like 13... oh how the time flies i've not changed ever since

#incantations #is that good?#idk anymore.

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shmingleping · 9 months

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I just want to cry.

Part of me knows I did the right thing, because if I didn't do it then, I'm not sure when I actually would have felt "ready". My mind is causing the most problems for me right now. Anticipating, waiting...I'm nervous and hope it doesn't get any worse than what's going on right now. Not that right now is bad really, not when compared to the countless times I've tried this sorta thing before. So far, no withdrawals at all. Just my mind telling me I should have waited, had more time to use, another visit with my dealer... I have the smallest amount of shit left, but feel afraid to use it now just in case I'll actually have to resort to using it if I do end up in precipitated withdrawal. I'm afraid of the physical symptoms of that, but also what's really scaring me is what's going on in my head. The dreams I've been having. The thoughts that won't stop. It's too much and I now have nothing to use to escape it all. I'm not sure what to do, or if there is anything I can do. My head won for the majority if not all of my life. I've tried to escape it, quiet it. Now there's nothing stopping it. That's scary. Maybe that's why I'm constantly feeling on the verge of tears. Idk. This is all feeling like too much. I can't undo it though. I don't fucking want to, but I have no choice other than to just sit with it. Fuck.

#personal #thoughts #no one will read this anyway #sobriety #drug use #tw drug use #tw sobriety #idk anymore.

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ccssketchbook · 2 years

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I know this is super overdone and that everyone has already drawn Marc as Sailor Moon Knight, but I've never seen anyone draw Steven's version of the costume.

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ijltln · 1 year

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everything just fucking hurts rn

#idk anymore.#I'm done #I'm tired and I'm done #if ur reading this: this might be goodbye #but who am i kidding lmao #miserable for eternity

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dracoj · 8 months

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what they dont tell you about adulthood is that it’s startlingly easy to go long periods of time without having any fun at all not even a little bit. btw this makes ur brain try to kill you with knives and hammers.

#j rambles #girl help. idk what’s even going to work anymore

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fairycosmos · 8 months

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ping ponging back and forth between seeing immense beauty everywhere and feeling deeply like i am in hell

#i can barely follow my own thoughts anymore idk whats going onnnnnn

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silverskulltula · 1 year

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listen hobbit pussy could be mediocre (doubtful) but even if it was it's still followed by a 17 course homecooked meal and the kind of weed that would make sauron scared. lithe beautiful immortal elven pussy has no power compared to the simple, hardworking hobbit. and it goes without saying that you cannot handle dwarven pussy.

#texttula #idk what i'm even saying anymore but deep down i know that i'm right

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the-chessboard-is-personal · 1 month

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[humming love like you (SU)] oh im Thinking again huh. shit

#vent #..ish ?#idk anymore.#the fuck up won't shut up!#here ill put that tag there too.

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thechurn · 6 months

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bro did i just get hit on ir was this girl just being extrovertet and nice.

#anne talks #idk anymore.

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