#id is in alt text for all of these but I know fuck all about proper fashion terminology so. I did my best ok

[itsdefinitely]

i had a vision

#Haha What Episode 9 Is The Most Emotional Ever? #nooooooo noooooo look we're all in episode 4. everything's fine #i think it would be very funny for simon to have ranted about his fucked up life #and then for prismo to be like “yeah i know. i was there” #simon petrikov #prismo the wishmaster #fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #adventure time #adventure time spoilers #id in alt text #definitely art

[art-that-fucks-you-up-tournament]

SET SIX - ROUND ONE - MATCH THREE

"Electric Fan (Feel it Motherfuckers): Only Unclaimed Item from the Stephen Earabino Estate" (1997 - John Boskovich) / "Untitled" (Portrait of Ross in L.A.)" (1991 - Félix González-Torres)

ELECTRIC FAN (FEEL IT MOTHERFUCKERS): it makes me literally insane that’s all that’s left of him and he made sure it would stay remembered, something something the last trace of a breath immortalized the only way it could be. Feel it, motherfuckers. (courfeyracs-swordcane) (also submitted by callixton and weeweewhirlwind)

UNTITLED (PORTRAIT OF ROSS IN L.A.): It fucks me up SO MUCH. The artist's partner was named Ross, and died of AIDS in the same year this was created. The ideal weight is roughly the average of an adult man. The allegory there... people taking the candy, decreasing the weight, the same way people took away from Ross and every other victim of the AIDS crisis by refusing to help, to do anything at all. Except this has an "endless supply" of candy. People can take and take and it keeps coming back. They can't get rid of us forever. We will prevail and we will rebuild and I WILL be fucked up about this forever (ceaseless-rambler)

("Electric Fan (Feel It Motherfuckers): Only Unclaimed Item from the Stephen Earabino Estate" is an electric fan encased in plexiglass with vinyl faux etching and a plexiglass base with casters by gay American artist John Boskovich--Stephen Earanbino's partner. It was the last item left in Stephen Earabino's estate after his death by AIDS and measures 56 7/8 x 22 3/4 x 12 1/2 in. (144.5 x 57.8 x 31.8 cm). It is held by The Museum of Contemporary Art in Los Angeles.

"Untitled (Portrait of Ross in LA)" is a modern art installation consisting of wrapped candies (constantly removed and replaced) by gay Cuban-American artist Félix González-Torres after the death of his partner, Ross, by AIDS. The weight is equivalent to a healthy human male - approximately 175 lbs (79kg). It is located at the Art Institute of Chicago, Chicago.)

#art that fucks you up tournament #polls #atfyu polls #id in alt text #did you know wikipedia has an entire page on Art of the AIDS Crisis #i am SO sorry about this matchup. like genuinely. i am torn. #GOD i cannot express how these two make me feel #feel it motherfuckers. feel his breaths. take the candy and know that we are always coming back. that is him and he is here. #idk how to insert this information but john boskovich was not left anything by his lover's family. the refusal of his love by others... #he only got the fan because no one else wanted it. more in the rbs under my main though. #ross in LA has a lot more propaganda but we're going to cycle it. if it doesn't make it past this round we'll post it all.

[monster42069]

#… #the muscle research yes please for fucks sake but also it’s like dentists seem to already know all of this and have spoken to me about it #(jaw can’t align itself without breaking off my front teeth) #I adore how English he made this to catch attention haha #orthodontics #dentist #teeth #no id in alt text #medical #saved to read the actual studies it’s taking from l8r & hoping it’s not behind annoying paywalls or fucked up translation (study from Japan)

[joshuaalbert]

Top 5 outfits excluding uniforms

oooh interesting interesting. I’m staying away from like Period Costume for this (ex. the big goodbye) just for the sake of narrowing things down but those tend to be really well done. also halfway through this just devolved into analysis sorry

1. troi evil milf dress. on a note that I’m sure is totally unrelated, marisa tomei as mona lisa vito in my cousin vinny was a formative influence for me

2. like I’m largely Whatever about vash in general but I liked this little indiana jones adventuring ensemble. it’s functional it looks good and i like the style even if it’s not wildly complex or anything

also this started to get really long so im putting it under a cut

3. listen do I feel like I’m gentrifying poverty by including bell riots julian bashir? yeah a little. but like blame him for showing up to the past in a tailored outfit with alternating patterned/solid layers and interesting lines. it’s a good look for him ok.

4. I’m cheating and using two here partly because if I do not look at sito jaxa image every day I will die forever but I liked these two outfits as really good establishing ones for bajoran fashion. I like the looser knits, more natural textures, and silhouettes that hang or flow a little more to create a really distinct contrast to the extremely structured look of cardassian fashion.

5. actually im continuing the tangent of like ones I just think are interesting for one reason or another but the trill outfits in this scene! we don’t see jadzia out of uniform a ton, and when we do her outfits tend to be pretty. simple? they’re usually fairly monochrome and nothing wildly interesting with the silhouttes. i think in this episode with the other two trill outfits and also with lenara’s other costumes we see that they do favor pretty simple silhouttes without a lot of layers, but they also go for metallics and fun swirly designs. lenara’s outfit here has more going on and does have some levels to it but like if your wife from lifetimes ago is gonna be there you’re gonna go all out you’re gonna wear something standout and i respect it. also the blue crossbody sash thing and worf’s baldric....idk if the parallel is intentional but i am seeing it

also bonus one historical look just bc I felt like I was missing out if I didn’t include this guinan outfit. I wish they didn’t shoot this episode in a way that makes me feel like there’s something fogging up my contacts but despite that it seems like there’s a lot of detail here and I think she looks fresh

honorable mentions off the top of my head go to every wesley sweater, robin lefler’s dress bc i think it’s fun, ro laren’s jacket in preemptive strike (i think the jacket and the shirt is a little much but i like the jacket), and every quark suit

#I did actually go back to lower decks to see if I could get a full outfit shot and i could not it was always blurry #thought it was due to my tears but alas it was not #id is in alt text for all of these but I know fuck all about proper fashion terminology so. I did my best ok #I know I took a turn on this one but I saw something to analyze and the endeavor was doomed but hopefully it’s interesting anyway lmao #ty!! #ask game

[mabaris]

was tagged by @kirkwallgremlin to make some OCs using this picrew 💜💜 i’ll tag @wardenskeeper, @minoan-ophidian, @catgirlpygmymarmoset, and @heniareth if y’all want to do it!! 😊✨

top row is Eileen Cousland and Borri Tabris, bottom row is the blorbos from my brain, Idora and Herain

(i don’t normally get very attached to my dragon age pcs but borri is the One that’s stuck in my brain with cement 💖)

#ty!!! this was fun #i like how it looks like eileen and borri are making eyes at each other bc in reality they’d fucking hate each other #also fun fact. i’ve had idora and herain since i was like 16 #but i’ve literally never told another person their names. i’ve shown like 3 people my drawings. other than that No One Knows about them lol #and i haven’t even drawn them in. several years #but i make them in like. every picrew #and i still think abt them all the time lmaoo #secret lore unlocked #it’s weird that they’ve grown up with me #when i was 16 they were 14-15 and now that i’m 23 i feel like they’re ~24 #math doesn’t quite line up but. u know it’s all fake anyway #one of these days i’ll actually return to the thing they’re from #mine #id in alt text #the uszh

[samuraisharkie]

did I SERIOUSLY get called an “absolute walnut” from a tumblr checkmark blog. AIEJGKWJGKDNGM. if I saw sainamoonshine irl I would maul their ableist condescending ass within an inch of their life. not worth it to fight with them bc they clearly don’t care about anyone else’s perspective but jesus fucking CHRIST what a piss poor refutation of me calling them ableist. And in three paragraphs no less!

#I knew it was going to be bad when that serious reply started with action asterisks LMAO #deliberately misinterpreting what I meant by ‘alt text is not for jokes’ too. bitch you KNOW I didn’t mean it that way. die #sainamoonshine is having an absolute TANTRUM that people wanted. a full ID?? #and someone asked for one more than once???? and then you just unload on someone literally just asking for full ID. #their defense isn’t even good 💀 it didn't NEED to be explained it was just for me I didn't think people would want all the WiNdoW dReSsiNg' #what so only people who can see the image without accessibility readers can get the full context?? #so the ppl relying on screen readers don’t get to see the behavior you’re talking about in your caption?? that’s just for the 20/20s?? #the condescending pedantic ass way they did that. I KNOW I shouldn’t reply further but ohhh boy do I want to lol #the violence in my chest when ppl are so rudely and proudly ableist all while thinking they’re not. I think Id genuinely scar them for life #the other reason I’m not gonna do this is because catgirlcowboy was just asking for a fucking ID not tumblr drama #and I KNOW they’d get caught up in it #blogs like that love to make their messes as big and loud as possible #speaking of which I am so sorry an ugly ass double checkmark blog acted out at you for wanting accessibility catgirlcowboy. holy fuck #also I’m never blocking a motherfucker who clearly doesn’t like me but is asking ME to block them lmao #why don’t you do it you little spineless cunt?? no?? won’t do it?? can’t muster up the courage?? too bad then! #I’ll just filter their name out and never actively block them LMAO

[taxi-boi]

#transgender #transmasc #genderqueer #f slur #it was just so so fucking funny to me at the time #bro couldnt even shout it cus he didnt want to get in trouble #the only reason i heard him at all was because there was like. no background noise at all really #i didnt even stop when this happened for all he knows i kept walking blissfully unaware #this happened awhile ago too i just remembered it and had to bring it to visual medium #got that faggotry supreme swag/pos #it was a pretty small school so its possible that they #knew who i was and still chose that slur over litterally anything else #but they were probably just a junior high kid cuz i didnt recognize them #either way i count this as a win #soery about my shit handwriting (not sorry) #id in alt text #MYART #forgor to tag that

[illym]

Double comic upload, since these two are tied together pretty tightly. I did the one on the left a few months ago, so the comments aren't very tied together.

Bridget might be the funniest girl alive. And so is May, for expecting anything else from Johnny's brand. Anyway, cutie patootie art style. Everyone looks adorable.

I'm experimenting with using more fonts to mirror the original fonts, but I'm worried they affect legibility too much. Let me know what you think of the fonts in the last panels.

Please if you understand Japanese go read what May says in the bush and tell me what it is that was such a pain in the ass.

Translation assistance: @masked-and-doomed + anonymous @magicalgirlfia

ID in alt.

Cleaned and original comics below the cut.

Specific assistances:

@.masked-and-doomed: Figuring out what the fuck was in the bush in the left comic, first panel.

anonymous: Figuring out what was in the bush in the left comic, first panel (again (x3)).

@.magicalgirlfia: Translated what was in the bush in the left comic, first panel (for the final time. I hope.).

I considered changing May's line to "I know you're trying to be [ stronger / cooler ], but don't follow Sol's example..." because I really didn't want to deal with irritating people on this post. On the other hand, this comic is about how Bridget was handling her gender in XX era, so changing it could be a bit disingenuous. And again, I don't like making changes beyond better understandability in English since I don't read Japanese.

Couple of transfem friends pushed me to use the more accurate one, since they felt it was pretty accurate to some of their experiences.

I wasn't going to not post this comic. It's genuinely hysterical.

All of these panels are so cute. I love them.

May, girl, I hope you trip and break your nose. Never use such tiny squiggly handwritten text again. I had to consult SO many people. I'm still not confident in it.

SHE DID HER HAIR LIKE JOHNNY. Bridget ur so cute.

"I'm a feminist" bridget saturday

Original comic uploaded, for clarity:

#guilty gear #bridget #bridget guilty gear #bridget ggst #may gg #may ggst #may guilty gear #jam kuradoberi #sol badguy #axl low #illym translation

[kiwinatorwaffles]

two aroaces try to figure out dates 28 injured 3 dead

(image description in alt text and under cut)

Image description:

The first page of a three-paged comic. Panel 1: Edgeworth crosses his arms with an uncertain expression, saying, "miss maya, i hope you don't mind me requesting your help on such a short notice. Panel 2: Edgeworth lifts his hand to his chin, saying "i want to show wright appreciation by inviting him to a date, but i have no idea what to do. i was wondering if you had any advice or ideas from the perspective of someone who also doesn't experience romantic attraction. Panel 3: Maya grins and says, "oh yea, totes! i can help! lemme quickly just--" Panel 4: Maya pulls out her phone, scrolling through her Ao3 page titled "mayoinnaise." She says uncertainly, "um…. date ideas right… erm…. ok gimme a sec…."

The second page of a three-paged comic. Panel 1: Maya and Edgeworth have a back-and-forth conversation, starting with Maya's speech bubble. "how about going to the countryside and horseback riding and having a picnic?" "horseback…? the countryside is hours away…" "okay um… just a picnic then?" "i'm allergic to pollen." "sounds like you're just allergic to dates. "apologies…" Panel 2: Maya says, "wait i have a great idea!! you should get drinks and watch something on tv until he gets mega drunk and starts crying at you because you're so beautiful!!" Below Maya's speech bubble is a little bubble titled "Maya vision:" where Phoenix is blushing with his tie around his head, saying "miles i love you" with a bunch of "u's" stretching out. Panel 3: Edgeworth, unamused, says "…you know maybe i should've gone to larry". Panel 4: Offended, Maya replies, "hey!" in all caps and bolded italic text. "do you think LARRY would have better advice? he'd be all like," Her speech bubble cuts off here, switching to one that mimics Larry, indicated by a small Larry head beside the speech bubble and text saying "Larry voice". It reads, "edgey boy you should take him to your place and fuck him raw!" Panel 5: Edgeworth, looking sick, replies, "…good point. now excuse me while i go throw up."

The last page of a three-paged comic. Panel 1: Maya scrolling desperately with a speech bubble consisting entirely of ellipses. Text on the corner of the panel reads, "(on her 7th ao3 page)". Panel 2: Maya suddenly exclaims "dinner!" in italicized all-caps. "nothing bad ever happens with dinner!" Panel 3: Edgeworth closes his eyes and presses a finger against his temple, saying, "last time we had a dinner 'date,' wright ate his salad with a butter knife…" Dejected, Maya replies, "right. that time. post cancelled no dinner i guess". Panel 4: Maya looks back at her phone with one hand up in defeat and says, "man, i'm sorry… pretty much all i write is homoeroticism and angst! maybe we should ask larry…" Edgeworth's speech bubble reassures her, "i appreciate the help regardless…" Panel 5: A context box in the top-left of the panel reads, "meanwhile, phoenix:" Phoenix sits on the couch outside the office with a confused expression, thinking "wtf are they talking about". There is text in the bottom left corner that reads "(they kicked him out of the office)".

End ID.

#ace attorney #miles edgeworth #maya fey #phoenix wright #wrightworth #narumitsu #phoenix wright ace attorney #kiwi’s scribbles

[oldmemoria]

okay heres the fucking thing about this script controversy that some people don't seem to get.

just gonna say it blatently:

strap in babes this is gonna be a long one!

The way Miguel O'Hara is written in the leaked transcripts is blatantly racist, here's why from a Latino himself!

all wrapped up in a sweet little bow for everyone who doesn't know how to comprehend what they're reading, cheers!

er. i mean.

¡Salud!

Miguel fans are not mad that they depicted him in a bad light and that they made it clear that he is in the wrong

WE FUCKING KNOW. WE'RE NOT STUPID.

Miguel has been depicted as a morally grey asshole since the early 1990s, which is when Spider-Man 2099 was initially debuted. And while yes, the movies are.... inaccurate, to say the least, it still stands.

The issue here is how he is depicted. They directly call Miguel O'Hara, a Latino man, an ANIMAL (he is directly called an animal TWICE. FUCKING TWICE.)

[1st image id: Miguel leaps onto Vulture, Clawing his way in past the renaissance armor. he is an ANIMAL. (keep in mind ANIMAL is literally in all caps.) /end id]

[2nd image id: Miguel SLASHES at the walls of light that surround Miles. Clawing the energy field apart, an animal in the throes of bloodlust -- /end id]

I need you to really soak in the fact that he is called "AN ANIMAL" twice. I'm awful at alts and ids but I feel I must so you can read it in plain text. sorry if they suck.

Our issue is not that the writers seem to have a bias against the character. a lot of writers write characters they dont particularly like and in turn tend to write them from a foggy lense of their own perception. An example would be Kate Cary and how she didn't like Crowfeather, a character she had to write about. I'm sure some of her bias seeped through. but this is different.

writing a Latino man as a bloodthirsty animal, implied to be called a predator because they call one of the people he fights (im not sure if its miles or the vulture, im leaning towards believing the former.) his "prey", THOSE ARE ALL RACIAL STEREOTYPES. ALL OF THEM.

[3rd image id: But Miguel can only see his prey: /end id]

There is no context to be needed here, the context is that this is miguel we're talking about and that they call him an animal. it does not matter if he is a villain or not (which he isnt, factually he fucking isnt im tired of having this conversation, fuck you). it matters that he's depicted in a racially insensitive way.

and this person brought this up pretty well actually, I didn't even think of it:

[4th image id: Tumblr user @/404-505 saying:

i want to be so mean to them

they couldn't write miguel crossing the border and stealing a job so they wrote him crossing into another universe and stealing his own identity

they couldnt write miguel as a drug addict so they gave him spider steroids instead /end id.]

They bring up a really good point about these clear stereotypes being seemingly. . . disguised behind points that are narratively relevant? This could literally just be pure coincidence, but noting how the writers wrote him before... it isn't looking too good for them. Sorry. Not sorry.

It is clear that there is some kind of bias against miguel that led to really disgusting, racist retoric. Whether or not it was intentional or if it was a first draft or whatever, the writers, which may i remind you were white, still wrote this at some point.

it makes me question whether or not they hated him because of his "bullshit utopia", their words not mine, or because of their own racial biases.

We cannot know because miguel is the only mexican character on the cast. I know Miles is Puerto Rican, but there are differences between how they were portrayed. also Puerto Ricans and Mexicans come from competely different cultural backgrounds that share simularities but are still different dont even try i will destroy you.

Using another users words again, but:

[5th image id: Tumblr user @/transmiguelohara says:

Don't talk to me about the Miguel parts in the script. I'm so disappointed in how the writers view him.

The difference between the way Miguel is written (antagonist, not the villain) vs Spot (the villain, whats to kill Miles' dad and everyone he knows) is soooo.....I don't know man it just screams racism in sorry. Describing Miguel as a bloodthirsty animal? Repeatedly? Treating him like he's mindless and has no motivation beyond having a hair trigger temper? It sucks man. /end id]

It also strikes me that now that we finally have a brown-skinned miguel, they write him like, well. this.

I don't really know if this is petty or not, but I want to wrap this back to the way the fandom also sees Movie Miguel.

Because TRUST ME it is not good either.

Miguel O'Hara Vs. FANDOM: Spoilers, it's been troubling since the beginning.

From the beginning (and by beginning in this case I mean since he was announced to be a character in this movie) Miguel has been continuously sexualized, beyond belief. He is repeatedly called "papi cholo" which NEED I REMIND YOU "Cholo" is a derogatory term used to call someone, usually a mexican person, a criminal or a delinquent.

FUCK YOU if you are not Latino OR hispanic and use this to describe people. from the bottom of my heart.

I'm pretty sure the majority of the people who called/ still currently call him "papi cholo" are mixing it up with "papi chulo" (white people moment.) which means something completely different but is still troubling as hell.

"papi chulo", which is slightly different in the way, just directly translates to "big daddy". Which again, Latino men being overly sexual "Latin Lovers" is ALSO A RACIAL STEREOTYPE. also its just blatant fetishization. Point blank fucking period.

Not only that but I notice a lot of art and fanfiction depicts him doing a lot of violence, or being very overbearing and demeaning, or in short terms.

a lot of people write him as physically and sexually aggressive.

fuck do you mean he growls during sex i can and will send you to space with no return.

which

for the millionth time

racial stereotype

halleluiah or however you spell it.

Having him say random spanish phrases you don't know the meaning or connotations of in your fanfiction is icing on the cake at this point.

fucking end me.

it isn't even only sexual depictions, since he's been shown in the movie, a lot of people seem to just see him as this guy who goes off and tries to kill children at a hairs trigger. which uh. fun fact no he fucking doesnt.

you clearly didn't watch the movie as well as you thought you did. hes just sarcastic and generally pretty level headed through the majority of his runtime, whether its implied by how characters around him act, or its just what we see on screen.

He doesn't necessarily have anger issues, the moment we see at the climax of the film is quite literally a mental break. he is not acting in a way that he usually would because he was cracking under the stress of holding the multiverse together with some scotch tape and orange glitter glue.

Also side tangent but he also has a mental break in the comics that's a little more... droopy and sad as compared to the movie, but it still happens. he has shitty mental health is what im saying. he only really lashes out angrily when hes at his wits end because that's how he grew up. he was taught to suppress his feelings and seem smaller when he was upset.

he is the result of abuse and neglect. of course he wouldn't be amazing at emotional regulation.

Which before anyone says it no, this is not an excuse for his actions. just an explaination that isn't "hes an angry animal that has it out for miles UwU" that everyone seems to have in their brain. I'm tired of you all. truly.

the sentiment that hes agressive and angry and his only emotion is anger and upsetness unless he's horny which is when he experiences all these emotions tenfold is. racist. idk how clear i have to be for people to get it through their damn skulls that the way the fandom depicts him is harmful. do i need to slap you in the face with a fish until you understand. do i need to burn your fanfiction. will you get it now that a 15 year old latino boy has to scream it in your face.

and dont even get me STARED on how inaccurately he is written

this is a more light hearted section because idk. feels like i should have it because this part is just comical, pun intended. How can you fuck up this hard guys.

I was gonna give them the benefit of the doubt because "Miguel has fresh trauma!" "He only shows up for like 10 minutes!" "insert 3rd reason!" for his drastic change in demeanor and personality, which, without context, are valid reasons for him to be a little different. trauma fucks you up man. we only see 10 minutes of him. but at this point im chalking it up to complete incompetence

it doesnt take that long to read a comic book guys. you could have done a little research, I know you can do it.

first off:

[6th image id: Miguel's SPIDER-SENSE goes off! He races to the edge if the building and peers into an empty alley -- /end id]

LMFAO WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN "SPIDER-SENSE"

Unless you didn't get the total of TWO jokes that they made in ONE scene (the vulture fight scene), Miguel doesn't have a spider sense. at all. He has elevated senses, but he doesnt have a spider sense.

guys

guys.

you made TWO jokes IN A ROW about it. YOU WHACKED HIM IN THE HEAD TWICE WITH IT. HOW DID YOU FORGET

I cant help but laugh! this is a rookie mistake! these are seasoned writers! They could have done at least a little research, or at least remembered that he doesnt have one, no? is it that hard? or does his lack of a spider sense only matter when you're making fun of your least favorite character? thats what I thought.

this one is less funny. not to sound like a stereotypical comic nerd but this infuriated me a little bit I'm not gonna lie.

[8th image id: tumblr user @/darksidecorner reblogged tumblr user @/spiderxpawz with:

They definitely didn't

a screenshot of the script reads:

AN INDUSTRIAL TANGLE OF HUGE PISTONS -- the literal DARK UNDERBELLY that undergrids Miguel's bullshit Utopia.

Miles doesn't know where to go... but he doesn't need to: SOMEONE YANKS him up into the safety of an alcove.

the user then continues:

This in particular made me PISSED because they quietly canonized that Miguel is CEO of Alchemax while conveniently ignoring that he did everything in his fucking power to BETTER Neuva York. Downtown wasn't built by him. It was built by people WAY before him.

I can excuse and defend some comic deviation, but THIS? Holy FUCK /end id]

I honestly cant tell if I find this part funny or pathetic because seriously. he did not do this. why are you blaming him for something he had nothing to do with. i dont think he decided "hey i should build a city for rich people over poor people because reasons" when he was like... not even alive. Alchemax did this before he was even sentient. it had always been this way since he was born. he also actively hated this decision. because he actively hates alchemax.

but right MIGUELS bullshit Utopia yeah HE did this that EVIL LITTLE BABY i cant believe him

kill me.

In conclusion:

I. . . Don't really know, to be honest. I'm still processing all this. I am genuinely disappointed and upset because this isn't okay. It never will be, and if it takes yet another blunt essay with absolutely no filter for people to understand it then so be it. I don't care if this comes off as mean. This is something I feel qualified to talk about and I will express my disappointment and anger if I want to.

All of the posts I reference I have reblogged within the last 24 hours of making this post, they shouldn't be that hard to find, but if you want the links to them here they are:

https://www.tumblr.com/spiderxpawz/735344322114977792/live-mexican-reaction?source=share

https://www.tumblr.com/404-505/735289664739606528/they-couldnt-write-miguel-as-a-drug-addict-so?source=share

https://www.tumblr.com/transmiguelohara/735289238625648640/cant-believe-the-writers-have-the-same-reading?source=share

if you want your image to be removed or for your link to be removed just ask and I'll do it. but currently im kinda bummed out and tired.

goodbye.

#atsv #across the spiderverse #miguel o'hara #spiderman 2099 #sm 2099 #spiderman 2099 comics #miguel ohara #marvel critical #marvel criticism #atsv miguel #spiderman atsv #spiderverse #into the spider verse #spiderman into the spiderverse #marvel #racism #fandom racism #fandom criticism #idk how else to tag this other than #fuck the writers #i guess. #long post

[copperbadge]

Well, Still Salty.

I was cranky yesterday and I thought a good night's sleep would provide some adjustment in perspective, but unfortunately "spending yesterday not on tumblr" also offered perspective and got there first.

Up front: feel free to comment or reblog on this post (replies may be heavily delayed) but if you feel the urge to Like, I'm going to ask you to take one more step and go to https://www.tumblr.com/support, select "feedback" as the category, and enter a line or two about the new dash. It can be as simple as "Your new dash design is difficult to use and is driving people off the site". I'm not asking everyone to do it, but if you're going to Like this post, that would be a helpful action in addition. You can delete any response they send; no reason to expose yourself to the unique combination of incompetence and condescension with which they handle feedback generally.

Also up front: yeah, if I find somewhere else to go and go there, I will certainly let you guys know beforehand, I'm not going to just evaporate. I'll be broadcasting about Tumblr's replacement on Tumblr very heavily. But I can't deny that it is now an active goal of mine to find a viable replacement for this site. (More on this in a moment.) You will always be able to find me on AO3 as copperbadge, or via [email protected]. (More on this in a moment also.)

This kind of thing is why I refuse to fuck with staff now or ever; I don't trust them and I never will. Watching @wip respond to almost every complaint or suggestion with "but that would be really hard" is telling. Whoever is pushing blocks around at Tumblr wants a lucrative site that's easy to code, but lucrative is hostile to community and code is difficult by nature, and when the architecture of the meeting hall is hostile and cheap, people don't stick around.

I've been watching the site as every change made it incrementally worse, from a buggy post window that doesn't allow ease of editing to the new dash (which is the reason I'm writing this in a text window off Tumblr). I genuinely do not think I can use desktop Tumblr like this unless I can install something that will put it back the way it was, and roughly 40% of the content you guys get HAS to come through desktop. It's impossible to do on a phone or so time-consuming it's not worth it. I cannot code Radio Free Monday on a phone; it's a struggle to code it on a single-monitor laptop (I usually write it on my work computer, where I have two monitors). Even writing image IDs on the phone is difficult and something I rarely do. Tumblr is becoming an actively difficult place for me to make content, introducing friction left and right.

But where does one go? I've tried other platforms and they're either worse to use or they don't have the constituency. The problem with a lot of discourse around internet addiction is that it often points out how glued people are to their phones without asking what it is they're doing on those phones. I'm not addicted to social media; I don't doomscroll, I don't care what celebrities have to say, I don't find 140 characters useful or interesting, I don’t find most “funny” videos very interesting. I create a lot of original content for public consumption, significantly more than many social media users, and if that becomes difficult, then the site suffers more than I do. But it's undeniable that social media, and this social media in specific, is where my people are, and yeah, I like seeing you all every day. It makes it difficult to leave even when Tumblr is the best of a bad set of options.

It seems like a lot of the internet, lately, is the best of a bad set of options.

All that said, Tumblr forced a sudden, unwanted, and unchangeable reskin on me a day after I listened to a two-hour podcast about addiction while working on building a newsletter system for my author site. I spent the evening before this happened in contemplation of my relationship to social media and to my readership and how I might alter it to my benefit regardless of whether that's also to Tumblr's detriment. Their poor timing, I suppose. A lot of the theories advanced on the podcast were, to put it kindly, bunk, but one of the suggestions for people questioning their relationship to an activity was a dopamine fast -- removing something in your life that gives you quick but unsustained dopamine hits, so that you can take some time to level out and examine your behaviors. On the one hand, that's not at all how dopamine works; from the jump it's a bad theory. But on the other, pulling back from something you think may be causing you difficulty is generally speaking a good tactic.

Removing myself from Tumblr yesterday was an active process: because I have ADHD and often will forget something exists if I don't systematize my engagement with it, Tumblr is normally pinned to my browser, with the app on my phone's top screen. Removing the app and closing the window meant that while I occasionally reached for Tumblr, it was less frequently than I expected, and the lack of access reminded me why I wasn't there. I missed you guys, but I didn't miss getting distracted from work by my dash, or the pressure to respond to the volume of communication I receive through the site daily. I don't think my use of tumblr as my sole social media has been unhealthy, per se, but certainly yesterday felt both quieter and calmer after I walked away.

But that's a temporary relief, because you are my community, and not only do I not want to leave my community, it's a resource for me. One of the reasons I do things like Radio Free Monday and the weekly Hug on Saturdays is that I try to make sure that resource is reciprocal. Leadership involves service. Leaving would be easy in the short term, but in the long term, leaving my community without having another place to meet it, or another community to go to, would be harmful to both of us. I'm already someone who isolates, and while I have a strong brickspace circle of friends, they fulfill sometimes different needs.

Though I do appreciate the wild vote of confidence from the comments to my last post telling me people would come with me where I went. That means a lot to me. I will attempt to make it either unnecessary or as painless as possible. Just know, I see your faith and friendship and I appreciate it.

Sometimes at my old job I'd be in very tumultuous meetings where a lot was discussed and not much agreed on, and the most useful thing to me was always to say, "What are our next steps? What would you like me to do because of this meeting?" So what are next steps, all this being the case?

First, I'm going to be off Tumblr, mostly, for another couple of days, because clearly I need the break and a few days won't matter too much. Again, I will be back either to continue on the site or to let you guys know, at length and volume, where I'm headed. The former is much more likely.

Second, I'm going to be actively looking for both a widget I can install to reset the dash (recommendations welcome, I currently don't even use xkit) and a wholly new platform that's a realistically viable alternative. Even if the dash gets reset, the shitty post editor is here for good. Attempts to source alternative platforms in the past have taught me that it needs to have a mobile-friendly site or an app, a similar structure to tumblr, and a reasonable chance of actually attracting users. That's a heavy venn diagram unlikely to be fulfilled anytime soon, but I'm now invested in finding it, instead of just passively waiting for it to happen to me (as Tumblr did when it pulled me off LJ).

Third, I do have an email newsletter in the works! I'm just wrestling currently with setting up how people sign up for it. This wasn't meant to be "my main broadcast platform"; it's meant to be a once-monthly email to share book news, targeted at people who aren't on socials or who just really love content from me, I guess. :D The plan was for me to assure Tumblr users that it was not extra content, just select content repackaged into a digest. But it will be one way to ensure that if I'm moving around outside of Tumblr, you'll know about it. I hope to have a link to a signup page soon. (I'm....dealing with some code issues.)

Fourth, I'm going to be combing through the last ten years I've spent here and pulling anything I think is of value into an archive. For now everything will remain here as well, and I'll let you guys know if I think that's going to change, but it's clear that this space is moving only one direction, towards a place I can't exist, and when/if it crumbles I want to have already evacuated what's important.

So there you go. I'll possibly be posting sporadically (the Saturday Hugs are queued six months in advance so that'll happen) but if nothing else and if not sooner, I'll be back full-time next week starting with Radio Free Monday. I appreciate your patience and your kindness in the meantime!

#tumblr #social media

[dairyfreenugget]

New PK gijinka for a new gijinka AU

Alt text + AU info under read more

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ID start: A doodle page depicting the Pale King from Hollow Knight as a human. The first doodle in the top left corner labelled "pre-hibernation" depicts him during this time as a king, with a youthful sharp face, long elf ears, he's looking to the side with a scowl. He wears his hair in a low ponytail, with a black, spiked crown atop his head. The next two doodles depict him after the Hallownest's collapse, as an older man with a large X shaped scar on his face that cuts the left side of his lips, exposing his teeth and gums, and a V shaped notch in his left ear. He wears his hair in a messy bun and wears a hood and a shirt underneath with a popped up collar. He looks down and to the side, looking far more tired and guilty than his younger self. The second of the two doodles depicting his older self has his hood up, casting the majority of his face in a shadow. End ID.

PK is alive or reborn for the 3rd time and after the fall of his kingdom he conceals his identity out of shame

He travels the abandoned ruins of his kingdom and meets survivors, and through this he meets Hollow when he arrives in dirtmouth. Shocked to see them alive and speaking and so clearly *not hollow* he pretty much runs away the first time they see each other. He later stumbles onto them again after having some time to sit on this revelation and decides to walk ul to them to apologise for his previous behaviour. They don't seem to recognise him, which he decides is for the best and doesn't reveal himself

He ends up settling down near dirtmouth and so the two continuously stumble on each other and start bonding and getting to know one another through these sporadic meetings. At some point the topic lands on family and Hollow says their parents never loved them, their mother disappeared and their father used them and never thought anything more of them than a tool. Obviously it stings and PK tries to protest, saying that every parent loves their child, which turns into a small argument until Hollow snaps with tears in their eyes that he doesn't known their parents. They're both self-centred cowards who never loved them. Then adds their father is dead anyway and it's probably for the best. PK backs off and apologises quietly for pressing while Hollow quietly sobs. He then sits down next to them and quietly asks if they have any other family, and they mention their sister who visits them occassionaly but not that often now that they've recovered, she's very busy, but it's okay because the people of dirtmouth are nice and help take care of them. PK can see it's *not* okay but doesn't press it, he already made them upset and he doesn't want to do it again. They ask about his family and he gives some vague answer about an ex-wife and children. Still dunno if Ghost is alive here

Months pass by and ironically enough the two develop a very mentor/student and then father/child kind of relationship (which probably eats at PK and will be such a huge shock for Hollow when they find out his identity)

Hollow kind of sucks at keeping their wounds and bandages clean so when PK smells the infection on them he forces them to sit down as he cleans their wounds, reapplies sterile bandaging and gives them medicine, all the while chastising them for not taking care of themself. Hollow sheepishly admits they don't know how and were too nervous to ask for help, but then also jokingly calls PK dad when he keeps fretting. In a sort of "Okay, okay, I get it, DAD" way. Which makes him freeze and for a one terrifying second he thinks *they know* before realising he's just fucking stupid and it was a joke. But Hollow remembered that one discussion they had and how he brought up having children in the past so they think they made a social blunder and just give him that sheepish look.

"Ah...is- is that a sore spot? I'm sorry—"

"No, no, it's- it's okay, kid. I just...wasn't expecting that."

So they continue to bond over the months and PK becomes a parental figure to Hollow, which he feels so damn guilty about and thinks they'd hate him even more if they ever find out the truth

Any time they bring up how he always wears that hood and covers his face he tries to wiggle out of actually answering it, but knows his time is running out

I'm thinking Hollow finds out in some sort of situation where they end up hurt or in danger. Dunno how it happens but I did imagine the scene after that, where Hollow's in shock and denial and PK tries to free them from the ropes they found themself in but they keep thrashing so he finally yells at them to stop moving or they'll hurt themself, clearly very worried for them. So they do and they allow him to free them and take them to his home where he patches them up, all the while they're in complete shellshock

Hours later when the atmosphere cleared up a little PK gets them something to eat, all the while not being able to look them in the face, and says that he understands if they hate him and want nothing to do with him after this, but to just stay and let him take care of them until they recover. Then they can leave and never see him again.

Hollow just eats in silence until they finally get the courage to ask about that conversation from months ago, asking if this is why he was so insistent on their father loving them.

"I...That...It.....my— my feelings...don't really... matter, if I never showed them anyway, if I...when I hurt you despite them."

OH and obviously Hollow starts opening up more and more to him the more they bond and eventually they just cry to him how they don't understand why they still love their parents despite all the hurt they've caused them, how they want to hate them because it'd be so much easier to, and all PK can do is just hold them and let them cry into his shoulder as guilt just eats him up inside

#hollow knight gijinka #hk gijinka #pale king #hollow knight #doodle #spooky arts #I LIVE #sorry for not posting much i dont like to post WIPs on here and majority of my work rn are WIPs #been posting plenty on my patreon though and some of my work there should be already public if you wanna check it out #OH YEAH and got a new phone on a payment plan 👍 thank you everyone who helped me :]

[fanby-fckry]

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22 hr. ago

I had the weirdest dream last night?!!

I don’t even remember what happened, all I remember was this voice at the end: “You CAN’T trust him. He probably just wants you to draw his stupid horse.” What?!? I follow people who draw horses! I like horses! Why are they being attacked in this way?

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1 min. ago

It was a premonition.

#sir. #i cannot draw your horse #i can’t draw at all actually #please commission an artist #id in alt text #irl source

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1 hr. ago

gotta love knitting needles. i can make a scarf. i can make a hat. i can stab your eyes out. i can make mittens.

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1 hr. ago

What was that middle part?

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46 min. ago

i can make a hat

#irl source

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1 hr. ago

Any Overlord dead after 1940 can’t make quality entertainment. All they know is WcDonalds, recycled content, planned obsolescence, be bisexual, eat voot loops, and lie.

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49 min. ago

Fight me irl you fake ass motherfucker! I can’t suspend your account but I can kick your ass!

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49 min. ago

I don’t believe you can do either of those things, Vox :)

#real radio demon broadcasts #irl source

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3 hr. ago

i can't do this anymore! i mean i can, and i will, obviously. but i can't fucking do this anymore!

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50 min. ago

Area Man Who Has "Had Enough" Wakes Up Next Morning at 6:30 AM to Commute to Work Again

#irl source

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52 min. ago

The fucking fake Alastor account stole my joke!!1!

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51 min. ago

Son of a bitch his post has more notes than mine!

#un-fucking-believable #he should be hiding in shame like the real alastor #but he’s out here stealing my fucking posts??? #fuck this fuck this fuck this

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1 hr. ago

What should I get at international hellhouse of pancakes?

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1 hr. ago

alright

#id in alt text #irl source

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⚪️ Anonymous said

isn’t it disrespectful to write fics about someone you killed irl?

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Jul 3

I have no respect for Adam. Hope this helps! <3

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2 hr. ago

can’t believe Niffty managed to Kill Adam a second time

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2 hr. ago

#niffty lady #adam

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2 hr. ago

any overlord dead before 1940 can't use modern tech… all they know is radio, make shitty dad jokes, smile, be asexual, eat people, and lie.

#shitposting in 4k #vagueposting in 4k #irl source

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5 hr. ago

Look at this shit-ass sine we found in the living world

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4 hr. ago

[Image Description: A sign for Lucama Global Methodist Church; Those who eat the Devil’s corn will choke on his cob! // End Image Description]

And it’s spelled, “sign,” sir.

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4 hr. ago

country boys make do

#thanks for the id Moxx #irl source

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5 hr. ago

Fanby’s Fake Dash Masterpost

#meta #fake tumblr dash

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#unreality cw #id in alt text #and #id in caption #suggestive #fake tumblr dash #fanby’s fuckery #helluva boss #hazbin hotel #moxxie helluva boss #blitzo #angel dust #alastor #vox hazbin hotel #niffty #charlie morningstar #millie helluva boss #loona helluva boss #striker helluva boss #crymini

[oensible]

metro hockey au

khan is actually good at hockey and went pro under a different name when he was younger, but is so bad at teaching artyom because he's intentionally vague and mysterious and philosophical about it and artyom doesn't really understand what he's talking about. he probably told artyom some shit about lying in wait for the right opportunity like a wolf and waiting for your pack to set you up for the kill and artyom went ok 👍. and then went to practice and started panicking because he doesn't know what a screen is yet. miller hates him so fucking bad because he's artyom's amateur league team coach and captain and organizer and fundraiser etc. etc. and he's really hoping artyom will be able to take over for him so he can finally retire

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[ Image description 1: Digital color drawing of Artyom from Metro 2033 in ice hockey gear and trembling with big, cartoonishly miserable and wet eyes. Colonel Miller/Mel'nik from Metro 2033 is in the foreground, wearing a hockey helmet, pointing at Artyom and yelling "Shoot the fucking puck" (written in all caps). Both of them are wearing black hockey gloves with the red M logo associated with the Spartan Order in Metro: Last Light on the backs of their hands, indicating they are both members of the same hockey club. Neither of their helmets have face protection because I forgot to draw it. The background is low detail but they seem to be on a nondescript ice surface. Image description 1 end.]

[ Image description 2: Digital color drawing of Colonel Miller sitting with his hands clasped on a desk and talking to Artyom in front of him. There is a cartoon drop of sweat on his forehead to show awkwardness. Artyom's back is turned to the viewer and he can be seen slouching, sweating, and putting his pointer fingers together over his shoulder, showing he is plaintive and nervous. Above them is the dialogue—

Miller: "No I'm not mad."

Artyom: (drawing of an exasperated face)

Miller: "No you're still on the team."

Artyom: (drawing of a face exaggeratedly sighing)

Miller: "...Who told you that."

Artyom: (drawing of a face looking awkwardly to the side)

Artyom is implied to be talking to Miller, but his words are represented by facial expressions. Image description 2 end. ]

[ Image description 3: Digital color drawing of Khan from Metro 2033 looking down at a smartphone in his hand with a slight smile and look on his face where it doesn't look like he's paying attention. He is wearing a shirt with a detailed picture of a wolf and the word "Alpha" written above it in all caps. Above Khan is the dialogue (implied to be a phone call from Miller)—

Miller: "Stop giving him weird advice you're messing up his development if you keep this up I am going—" (written in red all caps. The word "Stop" in written larger and in a darker color than the rest of the text)

Non-attributed text: "beep. (Khan hung up.)" (written in black.)

Image description 3 end. ]

#metro 2033 #artyom chyornyj #colonel miller #artyom metro 2033 #miller metro 2033 #khan metro 2033 #book khan and game khan are so different lmfao #book khan would reach cursed station and go 'damn that sucks for you guys :/ anyways' and then move right along #my art

[celestial-seasonings-sleepytime]

after two months i will finally share my unhinged physiological Dark Urge head canons brought to you by a undergrad pre-healthcare student

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idk if this is a headcanon or an analysis. but.if after orin's ambush in the Mindflayer colony, durge just could not speak, their Broca's area was definitelt damaged [i unfortunately don't know exactly how deep the area is because sadly i only have access to two-dimensional depictions for studying]. also possible that part of the primary motor cortex was damaged,, by location particularly the portion responsible for sending somatic motor signals to nerves that innervate the muscles of the tongue (I believe that's CN XII, the hypoglossal nerve. not that important what.ever)so this is about where Orin stabbed them:

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so she also damaged part of the anterior portion of the temporalis muscle, which woah what a coincidence is the most important of the muscles for elevating the mandible for closing the mouth in mastication [chewing]. (which means that durge probably has a kinda weaker bite hehehe)but then additional theory: if she just tossed in the tadpole and iirc it started eating some of durge's brain, it would start by eating parts of the frontal lobe, which would heavily impact personality/expression AND MOVEMENT and the movement thing is REALLY COOL I SWEAR because literally if the tadpole started eating what was right in front of it, there's a very large chance that it would find it's way into the premotor cortex WHICH IS IN CHARGE OF GENERATING MOTOR COMMANDS SO‼️ if one of the premotor cortexes (there's two, one on each hemisphere) is damaged, i understand there to be some disconnect/problem between the initiation of the [motor] command and the execution of the command. idk if you already see where I'm going with this but I think this is such a cool coincidence I've never been so excited before 8 am in my life

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but okay. my theory is that this specific damage to the brain is responsible for all the "uncontrollable" urges. that basically this alledged damage in the premotorcortex is messing with the conscious part of the generated command but the command is still carried through to the body, right. so the actions are seeming entirely uncontrollable, right?? idk if this is makes sense whatsoever (I will add in a tidbit, it is not uncommon for people to be considered blind or deaf due to brain damage that fucks specifically with conscious perception of the senses. they can still see, but are not conscious of the fact that they are seeing. iirc these are caused by specific amage to the thalamus. i retroactively thought this would help with understanding this concept idk) so like if durge's brain was completely fine, they'd probably still go for all the murders and violence along the way. but since damage to brain, they're not consciously aware of actually making the command to do thing. (ie the "fantasize of biting gale's hand" they think about it but don't realize they're doing it) DISCLAIMER I AM NOT A NEUROSCIENTIST AND THE THOUGHTS ABOUT THE DISCONNECT BETWEEN THE CONSCIOUS GENERATION OF A COMMAND AND THE EXECUTION OF THE COMMAND MIGHT BE SOMEWHAT INACCURATE but I'm going off what i understand

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I think this also works because the amygdala, hippocampus, and prefrontal context are each not "too" far away from where broca's area from what I remember so if any of those were damaged, memory could be damaged too :fingergun: the more I think about this the more correct I am becomingso I have no explanation for how durge regains the ability to speak or whatever. [headcanon: maybe they weren't able to speak until Shadowheart cast a healing spell on them for the first time hehehe] but for sure while they're still kressa's thrall (but before gortash, orin, and ketheric properly figure out how to control the true souls) they could have just had a period of getting worse and worse because the tadpole wouldnt stop eating.I'm literally the smartest person in the world I win life there should be a job as a medical consultant for scifi/fantasy writers to fact check the impacts of injuries and translate them to scifi/fantasy terms and they should hire me

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HEADCANONS damage to the primary motor cortex is the reason for all of this

I SWEAR IT MAKES SENSE

okay this is actually so funny to me ahaha

#my partner told me “the studyblr community would love this” so here i am #alt text included #image id #this is how i study btw #the dark urge #durge #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #orin the red #durge spoilers #spoilers #physiology #neurophysiology #academia #anatomy #bg3 spoilers

[bakersfield-row]

[ID: shijima tsukishima, the protagonist from the manga shimeji simulation, stands in front of her school and looks up blankly. a thought bubble positioned to her right depicts her thinking of a rotating fish. "freaks" by surf curse plays while the fish spins. during the start of the song's chorus, the text "dont cry; I am just a FISH" appears in front of the fish.]

(ship-of-theseus-type intro post under the cut)

good afternoon (probably)

call me mju or mjus; pronounce it however you like. i write, i do photography, i watch films every now and then, im trying to get into more games, and i use linux mint. i will blow up your ford f150.

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