#i'm queer and mentally ill

[daydreamerwonderkid]

If you don't like being compared to Tim, why do you keep posting about him?

Self-loathing.

#anon ask #dreamer ask #tim drake #red robin #robin iii #timmers is a darling mess of a person #but i don't want to acknowledge any potential similarities #between my own habits #and his #i'm queer and mentally ill #but not like THAT #it's mostly an inside joke at this point #due to how often i get assigned tim as my batfam sona #whenever i take which batfam member are you quizzes #the joke has gotten out of hand XD #not an anti tim drake post #get that shit away from me

[your-queer-dad]

Hey kids. Just in case no-one's told you today, I'm proud of you <3. I'm proud of you for existing, for the small victories today. Keep your head up and your heart beating.

#lgbt #finch rambles #lgbtq #lgbtqia #trans #transgender #queer positivity #trans joy #trans kids #youth mental health #mentally tired #actually mentally ill #mentally exhausted #i'm proud of you

[hellsquills]

Anthony being unable to play dead after Ian says those three words with questions marks:

#i came back to my spn roots just to make a ianthony joke #i bet a lot of you were in both fandoms #we're all queer and mentally ill so I'm guessing so /j #smosh #ianthony #non fandom #anthony's funeral roast #spn #hells originals

[justyourjester]

it's 420, don't forget to green out and get taken advantage of by your local predatory queer!

#it's me I'm predatory queer #freak #freak4freak #actually mentally ill #t4t #nsft #stoned

[4lph4kidz]

#unrebloggable because i dont want anybody who sees this to do so without knowing that i fucking hated dj at the time #largely bc the fan content was uh. i don't want to say bad but it was deeply uninteresting. but in the comic on the other hand? #i actually found the resulting conflict interesting and seeing two human characters have to reckon with if being mlm would change how #their friends perceived and treated them was literally the best and most grounded and most validating portrayal of what it was like to be a #queer teenager that i had ever seen. it meant a lot to me #but that wasn't really the same as shipping it #which i very much do now as an adult #teen me would hate myself but its okay me i got older and gayer and came back to this comic with a bunch of mental illnesses you're welcome #i'm not dissing rosmary btw i fucking loved it as a teenager. so much. it just didn't have the same reckoning with the reality of queerness #i was obsessed with rose as a teen. i wish i could go back. now i like her deranged gay dad instead

[objectssolitaryandterrible]

i feel like a gigantic loser at the moment. and like a ridiculous and useless sort of person. when i get this way, i like to think about the professor who reached out to me after i dropped out of this college. a typical compliment from a professor i guess but it really moved me--continues to move me.

#not my queer lit professor #this one was a poet and a very intimidating person honestly... #but i'm afraid my 'strangeness' is now turning to ugliness #because of severe mental illness symptoms / financial instability / lack of discipline / complacency #'you must take care of it' i will try.

[but-the-library-of-alexandria]

in 2024 I wanna stop hearing about betterhelp

#elise's posts #SO many youtubers etc I like are promoting this shit #fyi for those who don't know it's a REALLY unethical business trying to take advantage of the mentally ill #and before you say 'but how else am I meant to find a therapist that does online sessions' #post-pandemic most therapists offer this #and if you want the whole 'I can text my therapist for therapy anytime 24/7' thing... #sorry I know it might sound useful but it's SUPER bad for both your own mental health and your therapist's #sorry but therapists are not meant to be there for you 24/7 #that's not their job and it's really unhelpful for YOU to become dependant on a 24/7 therapist #betterhelp do not vet their therapists thoroughly #and some people say they have been evangelised to on betterhelp by preachers who ask the algorithm to assign them queer and atheist clients #many reputable therapists state that it's a terrible business model promoting unhealthy practices to patients #it claims to be the cheapest option but it's more expensive than the most expensive therapist I've ever had (I'm in the UK) #and significantly more expensive than the cheapest who was still good and probably more qualified than some people on betterhelp #you pay extra for the middleman #(being allocated a therapist you didn't choose and vet yourself isn't great anyway imo surely you want agency in this huge decision?) #and I'm sorry but pride counselling is a branch of the same company #please just look for therapists that specialise in your needs through a regulatory model and get in touch with them directly #not all of them have waitlists and tbh if every therapist on betterhelp is available whenever what does that say about them

[wild-at-mind]

Had a really stupid conversation via minor emotional breakdown with a queer friend about what makes an LGBTQ person 'assimilist'. From what she said I'm kind of forced to draw the conclusion 'if you say you're not assimilist, then you're not'.

#i love her but none of it makes any sense to me #i think i really just wanted her to see that this kind of rhetoric is no good if you're fundamentally unable to see yourself as having valu #to a community- which is where i'm still at sometimes unfortunately. #i would say that i may not be the only one since mental illness + self esteem issues + being lgbtq are not exactly unlinked #but i have basically never found anyone else who has my particular hangups...maybe online once ages ago #so in my own mind i'm the most assimilist lgbtq who ever existed- not even worthy to call myself queer #and it's nice that she thinks i am not like that and in fact am 'one of the good ones' #who is not assimilist- look i know that 'one of the good ones' usually means the opposite ok i know! it's just an impression i get #she's like telling me obviously i'm all good because i look like i do but all i can hear is #that if i didn't look like this then i'm an assimilist #i fucking hate my brain honestly no one asked me to have a mental breakdown at their house (thank god i didn't cry) #and then go home and that's when i cry because i saw a trans guy's 'this many years on t' post and i felt like shit because #i haven't done anything about transitioning in ages and i'm not even out at work :'( #like i know i'm an assimilist because my main reason for not coming out at work is not wanting to do the beaurocracy #of changing my name on my email and every fucking log in i have on everything- telling every single person i interact with #i just can't it's too much and my line manager is worse than useless #but i have 'my job is computer and doing emails all day' privilege so i don't like to talk to people about it

[spare-habitat]

totally not fuming with intense jealousy over people with t4t polyam queer relationships

#btw I am only praying for your success I am just insanely jealous of you LMAO #I can't interact w ppl to save my life & the chances of ever actually getting a t4t queer mentally ill polycule is slim :( #I'm also not visibly queer so many ppl assume out the gate I'm cishet so queer ppl never approach me lmao #I am trying to slowly transition into looking more queer but a lot of cool clothes are texture/temperature nightmares #I honestly just need to dye my hair at this point- that's like 101 how to signal you're queer to others #diary entry #personal diary #trans 4 trans #t4t #polyamourous #ambiamorous #transgender #nonbinary

[friendofthecrows]

Plural character who is both a lesbian and a gay man but only sometimes bisexual

#this would be one of the most relatable experiences of all time #I've been looking at a lot of plural polls lately and the notes where people describe their systems #and man I'm just thinking you can get so funky with queer rep if you have no respectability politics concerns #Especially!! With neurodivergent and/or mentally ill characters #You can have lesbian vampires but they're both in the same human body #You can do ANYTHING #I'd eat that shit up #hal rambles

[fluffykitteninabox]

me 5 years ago: I'm not gay, I'm a straight ally, I just think girls look aesthetically pleasing and would like to try kissing one one day. But that doesn't mean anything, I still like boys. Besides, attraction isn't even real! Everyone just exaggerates it to fit in! No one actually wants to have sex, that's just absurd and silly!

me of 3 years ago: haha I was so stupid back then, so glad I figured out this biromantic asexual thing. Anyway I'm glad I don't have any more complicated stuff like gender to worry about. Crossdressing is so cool though. My favourite role I've ever played was in Assemblywomen by Aristophanes, because I got to wear my dad's suit. I looked so handsome, I even had a thick moustache and everything! But no I'm definitely not trans, I still like my boobs like... 30% of the time. That's totally normal though every girl hates their body in this day and age, it's the result of capitalism. I'm just a cis ally. Anyway here's my transmasc OC, that definitely doesn't look anything like me I swear, and his shape-shifting demon non binary boyfriend who can give him magic sex change surgery with a finger snap!!!

me right now: haha... ha... hahaha

#lgbtq #queer #asexual #trans #genderfluid #this is like my ocd diagnosis all over again #past me looking at various mental illnesses to self diagnose on the internet: well one thing's for sure #out of all these hundreds of mental illness I'm absolutely certain that I do not have this one! #my psychiatrist 7 years later: so I have some news for you

[daydreamerwonderkid]

Timberlina is taking over my dumb goop brain, fucking asshole

#tim drake #red robin #robin iii #late night shitposting #sleep deprivation is getting to me #consumed with the thoughts #of one particular blorbo #like goddamn all the batkids have their special issues #but tim is such a special brand of trauma and mental illness #like no shit #the transition from being such a diehard fanboy #to outshining his og idols in terms of strategy and intelligence #but still being a goddamn queer teenager #with anxiety and self worth issues #he's really just doing it all #and so good at pretending to keep it together #i want him to have a ✨️mental breakdown✨️ as a treat #holy shit being a tim drake fan is an experience #I'm gonna blame him for my insomnia kicking back in #what a douche #holy shit can you tell I'm exhausted

[eddieshellscape]

This scene better fuckin happen in the new Mario movie:

*the scene sets, probably after an action scene from the main characters, it is contrasted with a chill vibe. Luigi is just with Bowser because he kidnap.*

Luigi: ... So, uh, what do you usually do around here.

Bowser: Well we just have to wait for Mario to arrive so I can (insert evil thing he wants to do here)

Luigi: So we just sit here?

Bowser: Well usually I kidnap peach so i can make her my bride...

*Luigi and Bowser stare at each other.*

End Scene

#bowuigi #writing #i'm mentally ill #i cant write dialog for the life of me #I cant WRITE for thé life of me #help me #anyways they're gay #let them be gay #don't be scared nintendo #don't be scared illumination #LET THE QUEERS BE FUCKIGB QUEEEEEEEER #thank you for coming to my ted talk

[gayastrophilehistoryfreak]

It's so hard to focus on writing an essay for English about gender equality when I keep getting confused about what my pronouns really are despite me being born a girl, or when I think of this girl from school and I keep getting this mysterious feeling that I'm supposed to be with her but I'm still so fond of the boy who sits right next to me but he has a gf and everytime I see him with her it pains my heart but I never let myself cry about it, then I'm also daydreaming about jegulus and wonder if I am enough to be someone's lover or am I even capable of being loved and be enough for them and my head feels so crowded that I wish there was an off button so I could have a moment of peace.

And my mom says that I'm the most normal person she knows.

#jegulus #confused #queer #adhd #do i have a problem? #am i mentally ill? #I think I love her #But does she love me? #I'm not enough #So empty #But crowded #What am I thinking #I don't even know anymore #I want the love they have #But I'm not yours #In my head #we kiss under the stars #I wish

[lex-iconic]

Late night boob posting again

#its cause I need attention #is this the right place to get it #absolutely not #but I'm mentally ill so #I get a pass #transfem #transgender #bimboification #lesbian #bisexual #queer #me

[dandylion-s]

This image appears in my brain every time a character who is obviously queer says they're straight.

#like you can say that all you like but i know better #no offence but you're a hollywood person and I'm a mentally ill girlblogger #i know better #this is also just the queer experience #ted lasso spoiler #ted lasso #ted lasso season 3