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thevampiresiren · 4 years

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Helping Yoongi Shave

Word Count: 2.5K

Genre: Fluff, Humor

WARNINGS: Soft!Yoongi, Tooth Aching Fluff, Cursing, Slight Suggestive Themes (nothing major, just some suggestive flirting and a little talk of sex. Yoongi also puts his hands on the reader's butt)

Summary: Yoongi needs to shave, but he's too tired to do it himself. So he teaches you how to shave him.

A/n: So… This is the very first Fanfic that I wrote and I’m not going to lie; I was a very nervous about posting it until one of my friends read it for me and loved it. I’m not sure if I’ll be doing this stuff as a part of my blog ALL the time, but if I can think of anything and if it comes out good; I’ll definitely post it. Also I just REALLY wanted to do a Yoongi shaving fanfic because I think helping your significant other shave is SO intimate and involves a lot of trust. I hope you guys like it!

I was passed out on the couch in the living room when I woke up to the sound of keys jingling outside the apartment door. As Holly got up from laying next to my feet, I picked up my phone and saw that it was around 1:30 am. As the door opened, I heard the brown toy poodle bark happily while he was spanning around in a circle while footsteps stopped to where he was. "Shhh, Holly. You're gonna wake Mom up." My boyfriend whispered petting the fluffy canine.

"Too late, she's awake." I yawned while stretching with a smile on my face. Yoongi looked up from petting Holly.

"I'm sorry, Jagiya. I thought you were in bed." Yoongi said while taking his shoes off, setting his work bag down, and walking over to me. I smiled as he tilted my chin up to gently peck my lips. When he pulled away, he laughed loudly. "What?" I asked.

"Nice bed head, babe". He said smirking while nodding at me. I ran my my finger through hair and sighed. "Hey, don't be upset. It's cute." He said standing up and kissing my check. I felt a slight roughness on my skin once he made contact. I look at his upper lip and chin, smirking.

"Nice stubble, babe." I copied. He touched his face and groaned. "Don't be upset. Its cute." I mocked. Yoongi smiled.

"I'm gonna go get changed. I'm too tired to shave tonight." He said yawning while walking to our bedroom. Holly and I followed not far behind and he laid down in his little bed starting to doze off again knowing his dad was home. I walked in and saw that Yoongi had put his glasses on and changed into his black sweatpants that hung loosly on his hips and was topless. He was by no means the buffest man in world, nor did he have majorly defined abs; but he was toned enough that you could see his pecs, and when the light hit right at the correct angel; his faint abs from him most recently working out would show up. He was perfect. His arm muscles slightly moved as he threw his clothes into hamper. I was too busy admiring him before he broke me from trance. "You okay over there? If I didn't know any better I'd get the feeling you're checking me out." He said with a cocky smirk. I smiled and pushed myself off the door frame I was leaning on.

"Nah, I think your hideous and by no means attractive. And you do it to me all the time." I said jokingly.

"Your loud noises from me pinning you down two nights ago and those dark marks say otherwise, baby girl". He said smirking. I blushed while trying to cover the "love marks" on my neck and where my shoulders met.

"Shut up and let me enjoy my hot boyfriend's body when we aren't fucking." I said laughing. Yoongi let out chuckle before he went off to the master bathroom to brush his teeth. I changed out of my day clothes into nothing but his white Fear of God shirt that hit my mid thighs and put my hair in a high ponytail.

"Aish! Its so fucking bad" Yoongi groaned loudly. I looked in and saw him examining his facial hair, clearly upset with how fast it was growing. "Yoon, just shave it tomorrow before you go to work. You need sleep." I said walking over to him. I knew he was beyong exhausted by how irritated he sounded and by the slight bags under his eyes. It was comeback season and I knew he was over working himself a bit. He was eating healthy and was taking care of himself like he has been, but I still worried about him. "I can't, we have an interview in the morning and we have dance practice. Plus, I need to finish up a song in the home studio once I wake up." He said leaning his head against the mirror pouting; his raven bangs falling and covering his eyes. I wrapped my arms around his bare torso and leaned my cheek on his broad shoulder making him shiver at the contact. "What if I do it for you?" I said quietly.

"My work?"

"No, dumbass." I said pulling away laughing while he turned around. "I mean shave your face." I said poking his chubby cheeks and kissing his pout.

"You sure you're not to tired to do that for me?"

"I wouldn't be offering if I was."

"Yes you would, because I'd do it too for you."

"I've already gotten at least 4 hours of sleep. You've been up since 6 am. I have more energy and I don't want you stressing out over it. Let me do it, baby. Let me take care of you." I said seriously.

"God, I can't wait to make you my wife." He said sighing. I laughed loudly "Who said I would say yes if your proposed?".

"We've talked about it and you were weak at the knees when I told you I would give you as many kids as you want and I would find a way to make it work for you, the kids, and music. Plus, you let me take your v-card. You've already said yes based on that like I did." Yoongi said laughing.

I blushed. "Just go get your damn razor and everything else." I said crossing my arms over my chest. Yoongi turned around and opened the medicine cabinet to pull out his shaving cream, aftershave, and the black leather case that he kept his razor in. He set everything in front of the sink and scooted out of the way for me to work. I opened up the case and saw exactly what type of razor it was. Anxiety shivered through my body as I pulled the razor out carefully. I just came to the realization that I had never actually SEEN his razor. He usually was using it on tour or even over at the dorm with the rest of the guys. Whenever he did shave here, it was in the shower.

"Yoongs..."

"Yeah?"

"This is a straight razor...". I said quietly.

"I know. It gets closer to my skin and the shave lasts longer. It works better for me than a normal one.". I carefully opened the blade far away from either of us at the risk of us getting cut. I stared at it and my anxiety just continued to grow. These were dangerous and I'd never used one before.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Yoongi said looking at me concerned while reaching out and gently rubbing my shoulder.

"I'm scared I'm going to pull a Thomas Brown Hewitt and slit your throat while I shave you. I can't afford a lawsuit as big as you." I said casually as I carefully set the razor down after I slowly put the blade back. Yoongi busted out laughing loudly at my comment.

"You'll do fine, Kitten." He said calmly after he collected himself. "I'll show you how to use it on yourself first if that'll make you more comfortable.". I thought for a moment and nodded my head agreeing. Yoongi grabbed the shaving cream and turned the water on so it was hot but not scolding. "Fuck." Yoongi said looking down, his deep raspy voice just slightly about a whisper as he just noticed what I was wearing. I smirked at him with a face that said "really?" .

"Sorry, you just look really fucking cute." He said blushing. Yoongi showed me how to put the cream on my legs which was no different than I normally do. He then grabbed the razor, instructing me to put my hand where his was. He lightly wrapped his large hand around my wrist, and started.

"Okay, so the trick is to go with the grain of hair; never against it. It can cause bumps and ingrown hairs. Also keep your hand at a 30-degree angle. Anything more will cut yourself. Make sure the skin is always taught as well. And go slow and gentle. Like this.". Yoongi began helping me shave where my ankle was and guiding me with the right amount of pressure. After a few more strokes of him helping me, I had enough confidence to do it on my own. It wasn't as hard or scary as I thought. After 20 minutes, I had both of my legs shaved and set the blade down on the sink. I ran my hands down my legs and noticed how smoother my legs were. I had no cuts, bumps, or anything like I normally would. "I DID IT YOONGI! I DIDN'T KILL MYSELF!". I yelled extremely happy that I didn't have to go to the ER, wrapping my arms around Yoongi's neck . He laughed at how excited I was.

"I told you that you could do it. Are you ready to try it on me now?" He said picking the blade back up. I smiled and told him to sit down on the counter of the bathroom sink. Once he was sat down and his glasses were off, I put the water on and shaving cream on his face. Just when I had turned to grab the razor; I felt a large warm hand on my wrist. "Um.. wait a second."

While I went to look over at Yoongi; I felt a soft, light, pressure on my left cheek followed by a muffled sound. I looked between my face and part of my hair covered in white, to Yoongi's right hand also covered in white and the right side of his face showing his skin underneath. It took me a second to get over my shock before I began processing what had just happened. "MIN YOONGI." I yelled, waking Holly up, making him barm from the disturbance of his sleep before going back to bed. Yoongi busted out in a full-on laugh attack causing him to almost fall off the sink before catching himself. As I washed the shaving cream off of me, I looked annoyed but also amused at him being playful. "I want a divorce already." I said laughing with him. Once we both settled down and Yoongi had his face covered in shaving cream again; I grabbed the razor and was about to start shaving him when my anxiety started getting the better of my again. Yoongi sensed my anxiety sparking and grabbed my hand that wasn't holding the razor.

"Hey." Yoongi said while he looked up at me lovingly, running his long fingers over mine soothingly. "I trust you okay. I know you won't hurt me." He said before kissing my knuckles, careful not to get the shaving cream on my hand. I nodded smiling and slowly started shaving him. Several minutes in shaving him, while I was concentrating, I felt Yoongi's hands reach behind me to my upper thighs, pulling me closer. He gently started rubbing soothing circles on them and messaging my ass.

"Keep it PG, Min. I have weapon and I'm not afraid to use it." I said jokingly making him chuckle.

"You know what you in my clothes do to me." He said with a tired smirk. His dark lashes hit his cheekbones as he relaxed under my touch. I smiled at a how serene he looked, and it took everything in me not to kiss him. Once I was done, I rubbed my nose against his causing him to open one eye and smile. I grabbed the washcloth and gently cleaned whatever was left of his shaving gel. I grabbed his Invictus aftershave and put some on his face.

"Okay, I'm think done." I said proud of myself. Yoongi put his glasses back on and grabbed the handheld mirror I had held out to him and examined his face closely. A huge smile hit his lips and he wrapped his strong arms around my shoulders and pulled me to his broad chest. "You did amazing Jagi. Thank you." He said as he muzzled his face into my neck.

"You're welcome, Yoons." I said tiredly as I ran my fingers through his soft locks, laying my head on top of his. The faint smell of his aftershave along with the smell of him in general hitting my nose made me feel tired as I gently messaged his head. Yoongi hummed quietly into my neck before placing chaste lazy kissing to my neck, chest, below my ear lobe, cheeks, temple, nose, and finally my lips.

"I love soft, cuddly Yoongi." I said giggling. Yoongi looked at me with a soft smile, our noses touching.

"I thought you loved rough, dominate Yoongi?" He said rubbing our noses together.

"Ehh, I like all sides. I'm an easy woman to please." I said looking at him smiling before telling him it was time for us to go to bed. He yawned while nodding and we headed to our bed, setting his glasses down on the nightstand. He pulled me close, so my head was laying on his chest and placed his hand on the side of my face. Our centimeters away from each other he smiled and looked into my eyes with his full of love, care, warmth, and passion. "I love you so much, Jagi." He said tired while stroking my cheek bone. I leaned it connected my lips to his in a sweet but passionate kiss. We both pulled away with giant smiles on our faces. I responded looking tiredly into his eyes. "I love you too, Yoongi.". I layed my head on my pillow, my face buried in his neck breathing in his scent while he buried his in my hair, arms wrapped tightly around me. "I can't believe you smashed me in the face with shaving cream." I said quietly.

"That's what you get for staring at me and then parading around our bedroom in my shirt and your lace panties you brat.". He responded letting out and airy chuckle. I smiled before closing my eyes and falling asleep to his light breathing.

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fydream · 4 years

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✰ how to be a heartbreaker

↳ so what happens when park jisung, the school’s infamous fuckboy runs into the new girl at school? out of boredom he decides it’ll be fun to have someone new to play with, but little does he know, she’s learning how to be a heartbreaker.

a/n: hi! an authors note before this chapter begins! 1. yes i know the formatting is different but that’s only because this chapter is 5.9k words long!! (yes you heard me!! 5.9k!! that’s the most ive written for anything published on this blog!!) so there will be a cut bc i know it’s annoying to scroll past long posts haha. 2. i know i didn’t mention it in this chapter but i just wanted to say that if you did want to listen to music while reading this, during y/n and jisung’s scene you should definitely listen to euphoria by bts and that jeno and donghyuck’s song is i.l.y. by the rose. i hope u guys enjoy!

An hour or so later you're running out your front door to meet Jisung, who already regrets saying he'll wait.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry-" You apologize. "I didn't mean to take that long you must've been bored out of your mind!"

"It's okay." Jisung reassures. "We won't be there that long, we might be a little late to hoco if that's okay with you."

"That's fine!! Just let me text Donghyuck that I'm with you then."

"Okay."

The ride to where Jisung is taking you is quiet, nothing but his various hums to the music he plays as as he drives. It's nice, it reminds you of the first time he gave you a ride home. Quiet, but comfortable.

Instead of looking at your phone you look out the window, then take a second to look at Jisung before looking back out the window again.

You so weren't slick about it either because he notices how you quick you look away and how eager you are to sneak another glance.

"What?" He asks. "Why'd you look at me like that?"

"It's nothing.." You mumble, trying best to hide the smile that's slowly creeping up on your face.

"C'mon." He insists. "Tell me!!" He tries to make it sound like he doesn't care about the topic that much, but his vocal chords work against him as it comes out as a whine.

"Nothing.. It's just.. You look like that, and I look like this.."

"What, you mean beautiful like always?"

Jisung makes note of how quickly your cheeks turn pink at the comment he made.

"You can't just say that!" You argue.

"Yes I can, you're my date tonight after all. What kind of person would I be to not compliment their date?"

You open your mouth, about to speak before he cuts you off from your thought. "And don't worry y/n. I'll take that look as a compliment itself." He snickers.

"Hey!" You shout, earning another laugh from him.

"Hey Jisung?" You ask once the giggles die down.

"Hm?"

"Don't tell anyone I've said this but um.." You start, trailing off at the last part. "Donghyuck has uh, told me things.. about you." You notice how he looks at you, how the expression on his face quickly changes from happy and carefree, to concerned and worried. "I know you probably know what I'm talking about.. I uh- I can kinda.. tell.."

"Yeah." He whispers, trying to block out what you just told him.

"But y'know. I think he's got you all wrong."

"You do?" He asks, a bit too eagerly.

"I do." You say. "From the past how many weeks? Of knowing you, we've gotten close. And I don't think you're anything like that, at least, not anymore.. I've seen the difference between how you act in class and when you're with Jeno and Jaemin, than how you are when we're together and I'd like to hope it isn't just an act. I'm not stupid, y'know."

"I never said you were, I never thought you were either."

"I know. You're not too hard to read, y'know."

For once, Jisung is left speechless. This is the first time anyone has really brought this up on him and he has no idea how to respond. Questions begin to flood his thoughts as he begins to wonder what do you know. Do you know the real reason why he asked you out? How long have you known? What if you never want to talk to him again?

"I-" He tries to speak, but nothing comes out.

"It's okay. I don't know everything about you." You scoff, watching as the boy next to you lets out an exhale. "I don't know that much, but I know enough."

"Enough?" He asks.

"Enough to know that if you are going to break my heart, you should do it right now. Because this is the part where I'm about to tell you how much I like you, and I don't want you getting that satisfaction."

Once you're done talking, you give him a smile. It's a small, innocent, bittersweet smile. It's one of the smiles you would give out to other girls who were ever mean to you, it's subtle, but it gets the point across.

"So what'll be? Park Jisung." You ask, awaiting a response.

Jisung has many things to think about right now, the most important one being driving. He still has yet to process everything you just told him, let alone figure out what to say.

"I.. don't know what to tell you, y/n." He sighs. "I don't want to hurt you.. Can you give me a few minutes?"

"You can have all the time in the world, sweetheart."

When Jisung finally decides to talk to you once you've reached your destination. If you're going to be honest, it was the most awkward car ride you've been in.

"Okay." He starts, closing his car door. "I know that was way more than a few minutes but I just wanted to tell you this here."

The spot that he had taken you to was a little hill area, on the other side of town. From the top of it you could see the sun set as it's golden rays covered the place you called home. You weren't going to lie, it was beautiful indeed but you didn't care for it at the moment. What you wanted to know was what he was going to say.

"I was.. gonna tell you this here no matter what happened so uh.. Here goes nothing?" There's hesitation, and you can already tell that whatever he was going to tell you was something big. "I'm not here to break your heart, y/n. I know, that's what you thought and probably what everyone else thought too but.. you're different. I know this."

Your brain wants you to call bullshit on that statement but your heart prevents you from doing so. The logical part of you believes that it's probably all a lie, an act just to get you to fall for him. You know this. You know the stories, you've seen the receipts of what he's done to people before you, and you can only assume the things he'll do just to make you fall for him. But if you knew this, then why does it still work?

"Am I really different?" You ask, looking up at him with shaky eyes.

He chuckles.

"Well, yeah. For starters, you're the first girl to ever call me out on my bullshit like that so.." He jokes. "I know.. you're scared. But you shouldn't be." He whispers. "You really are different. I promise."

"Listen, Jisung." You start. "I really want to believe you. It's just hard, because you haven't really given me a reason on why I should."

"That's okay. I understand." He says softly. "I didn't expect you to."

For a second, your heart breaks. It would've continued if he didn't continue talking right then and there.

"But what if I told you all the reasons why you should?" He asks, giving you a shy smile.

"What are they?"

"Well first of all. You're smart. You're smarter than I'll ever be. You've figured me out in what? The span of three months? You don't give yourself enough credit than you deserve. Second of all, you're really passionate about a lot of things. Like that time we argued in the library over the best Stranger Things season? Even though you were wrong, you kept arguing against me."

"Hey!" You exclaim, while Jisung gives you a smile in response.

"Third of all, you're really cute. Don't think I don't notice how your nose scrunches whenever I make a comment you don't like, or how easily you get excited over the simplest things. Remember when we walked to the cafe across the street from school? You got excited because the place had good boba, out of all things. Do you know how ridiculous you sounded?"

"Well- yeah! That's because it was a cafe! And not a boba shop!" You defend.

"I'm kidding." He chuckles. "Also, did you know that whenever you get embarrassed over something not only your cheeks turn pink, but your nose does too."

"You can stop now.. y'know.." You mumble.

"These are just a few things that I like about you, y/n. Do I need to tell you all of them for you to believe me?" He asks, looking at you innocently, as if he didn't just give you the biggest ego boost of all time.

"I believe you." You giggle as he pulls you in for a tight hug.

"Thanks, love." He whispers, placing a light kiss on the top of your head. "Now it's your turn. What were you going to tell me in the car?"

The next hour or so is spent with you two talking about each other, both of you giving out compliments as if there were no tomorrow. If it weren't for the sun being completely gone then you two probably wouldn't have noticed how long you've been alone together.

"Oh my god." Jisung exclaims. "What time is it?"

"Uhm.. Seven fifteen?" You respond, quite confused on why he was suddenly freaking out.

"We have to go, now. They're going to close the doors in like ten minutes."

"Oh. Okay!" You smile, eagerly skipping back to Jisung's car with his hand intertwined with yours. "We better get going then, huh?"

"Y/n said that she might be late because she's with Jisung already." Donghyuck tells Renjun and Chenle once pull up in front of his house.

Renjun had driven both of them together due to them only being a block away from each other. Donghyuck on the other hand was going to drive you, but when you texted him that you were already with Jisung he decided to ask Renjun for a ride. "Sorry for the inconvenience.. by the way." He mumbles, buckling his seat belt.

"It's alright. Where do you think they went?" Renjun asks.

"Hell if I know. This is the most I've seen Jisung do for anyone." Donghyuck retorts, clearly bitter about being ditched by his best friend.

"Should we be worried?" Chenle asks.

"I don't think so." Donghyuck responds. "Y/n is her own person and she can handle herself, plus what the fuck is Jisung even gonna do? They probably went to take pictures or something."

Chenle shrugs. "I guess so. How are you doing then?"

"What do you mean?"

Chenle shrugs again. "You know what I mean. During the time you two fought you barely said anything to each other, it was just her hanging out with Jisung. Then, even after you made up she ditched us to hang out with him and even now they're probably on a date before the dance or something. How are you dealing with it?"

Once Chenle is done talking, Renjun shoots him a glare before hitting him lightly on the back of his head.

"Ouchie.. That hurt!" Chenle whines. "Aren't you supposed to be driving Junnie.~~" He teases.

"Yeah but I'm also trying to make sure no one fucking cries tonight." He hisses. "Why would you even ask that?"

"I dunno. Was curious I guess?"

"Haven't you heard the phrase curiosity killed the cat?"

"It's been alright." Donghyuck says to prevent Renjun from harming Chenle any more. "I haven't really thought about it I guess? I mean.. I was the one who assigned her to Jisung after all so.."

"Do you think she y'know? Likes him?" He asks.

"Chenle!"

"Whaaaat?? I'm just asking."

"Zhong Chenle you will drop this topic before I stop this car and make you walk to homecoming alone."

"You wouldn't do that. You love me too much."

"Don't try me." Renjun threatens, turning on his blinker.

"Okay okay.. god.."

"Are you two done arguing now?" Donghyuck asks, rolling his eyes. "And no, Chenle. I don't think she does. If she did she would've told me by now."

"Alright Hyuck.. Whatever you say."

Sooner than later the three arrive at school where Renjun drops off Chenle and Donghyuck to hop in the line already forming before leaving to park his car.

"Ask any more questions Lele, and you're walking home." Renjun threatens before Chenle slams the car door on him.

"I mean it this time!" Renjun yells as he watches the two boys walk away from him.

"So." Chenle starts as Renjun drives off. "What's your answer?"

Donghyuck gives him a confused look. "Answer?"

"To y'know.. the question."

"I already told you."

"No silly, I meant your real answer."

Donghyuck is silent for a second before he decides to answer.

"How did you know?" He asks, and Chenle giggles.

"You just told me." He laughs. "I didn't think you'd walk into that one, Hyuck."

"Oh shut up." Donghyuck teases. "It's not like it would matter or anything."

"I supposed you're right." Chenle hums. "But if it did.. Then what?"

"Then I'd tell her to get out of there." Donghyuck whispers to himself.

"Hm?"

"Oh- uh, nothing. I dunno." Donghyuck responds. He knows he has no chance in fooling Chenle but even after that response you'd know not to bother him about the topic anymore.

Once Renjun is done parking he meets up with the two boys and they discuss about how their night will go. While the line slowly moves Renjun argues with Chenle that they should take photos first. Chenle argues back saying that he wants snacks and that all the good ones will be gone if they wait too long. While this goes on Donghyuck has been sending you frequent texts.

[hyuck: hey! we're in line now! see you in a bit?]

[hyuck: are you on your way soon?]

[hyuck: pls hurry.. renle fighting.. dk what to do..]

Needless to say, you haven't responded to any one of them, leaving Donghyuck wonder what you were even doing.

After successfully waiting in line and making it through their schools quick security check, Chenle, Renjun, and Donghyuck had finally made it inside the gymnasium where the dance was being held.

Once inside they move to an quieter place, where they could talk without having to yell over the already loud music that's being played.

"What about you Hyuck?" Renjun asks. "What do you want to do first?"

"Hmm? What? Sorry." Donghyuck responds, checking his phone once more before pocketing it. "What's happening?"

Renjun frowns. "You weren't listening, huh?"

"No, sorry." He apologizes. "Y/n hasn't texted me back yet and I don't want to do anything until she gets here y'know?"

"Don't worry Hyuck, it's possible they're still outside or something. They just opened the doors y'know."

"Yeah I know.. I'm just.. yeah."

Ten minutes later, you still haven't responded and the music is loud, but it's not loud enough to drown out Donghyuck's heartbeat as he frantically awaits your arrival. As each second passes by he begins to regret letting you go with Jisung, because you're never late, but the second that he lets Jisung control how your night starts you're ten minutes late and they're be closing the doors to the dance soon.

Renjun begins to notice that you aren't here either and decides walk over to Donghyuck to ask if he knew where you were.

"Hyuck, is Y/n here yet?" He asks, tapping his shoulder lightly.

Donghyuck gives no verbal response, instead he shakes his head while he fiddles with his phone checking back if you happened to text him. "I don't know where she is Junnie.."

"Hey, it's okay." He reassures. "It's not like she's in danger or anything, I know you don't trust Jisung that much but I doubt he'd do anything to hurt her. She'll be here soon, okay? I promise."

"Junnie~~" Chenle whines, popping up from behind them. "I'm boredddd. Can't we just do something already?"

"Lele, not now." Renjun shoos. "We're talking here."

"It's okay." Donghyuck says. "You guys can go do something, it's fine. I don't want to keep you from having fun tonight."

"Are you sure?" Renjun asks, he knows not to believe Donghyuck but he's getting quite annoyed at the fact that Chenle keeps pulling at his arm.

"Yeah. It's fine, if anything happens I'll text one of you."

"You heard him!! Let's go!!" Chenle exclaims before grabbing Renjun by the arm to drag him to god knows where.

"Chenle!" Renjun yelps. "I-I'll text you Hyuck! We won't be gone for long. I swear!" He yells back at him.

And then the two were gone. Leaving Donghyuck alone, by himself.

One of the worst feelings in the world is feeling alone, in a place full of people.

He doesn't know why he let them go off without him, maybe it's because he wanted to be alone, or maybe it's because he didn't know any better. But standing alone on the sides of a school dance, with no one to talk to really shows how lonely you are. He knows none of you meant to do it to him on purpose, it's just him overthinking things after all. But if he was okay with them leaving, then why did it hurt?

Deciding it was awkward enough to just stand there and people watch, Donghyuck decides to go back on his phone. He checks your text messages only to see no response. "Great." He thinks to himself. "You said you would be here, but you're not. I guess you did spend a lot of time with them after all."

Donghyuck feels himself about to cry when someone taps his shoulder. He closes his eyes trying to fight back the few tears that threaten to spill before having to talk to whoever was with him. He didn't want to answer any questions on why he was crying, only knowing that if someone asked him if he was okay he wouldn't be able to control them.

When Donghyuck looks up from his phone, the last person he expected to see is standing in front of him.

"Hi." Jeno greets. It's short, and airy. But it's just enough to get his heart racing. Is it from fear? Worry? Or is it from the fact that his ex, just so happened to catch him at the wrong place and wrong time.

"Hi." Donghyuck responds. It doesn't mean much because he didn't put any emotion into it, instead he decides to focus his attention elsewhere. He looks past Jeno towards the entrance of the gymnasium in hopes of seeing you walk in, spoiler alert, you didn't. "Chenle and Renjun picked the worst time to leave.." He thinks to himself. "I can't blame them though, after all I did tell them it was okay."

"You um- You look beautiful." Jeno compliments, giving Donghyuck a half-hearted smile. "So I've been told.." Donghyuck murmurs before attempting to push past the boy standing in front of him. "Listen. I don't have any time for this right now. Y/n said she would be here and she's not so-"

"Hyuck- Donghyuck, wait." Jeno starts, grabbing Donghyuck's wrist to prevent him from going any further.

"What the fuck? Let go of me!" He yells. It's loud enough to get the attention of a few people around him, but the music the DJ is playing is way to loud for them to have heard what he said.

"Hyuckie, I- Will you please let me explain?" Jeno practically begs, this is the first time that he and Donghyuck have interacted in person since the break up and he can already tell that he's blowing it.

"Don't- Don't call me that." Donghyuck states, hesitant to answer. "You've already explained yourself enough."

"Hyuckie.. Please. We haven't talked in months, you haven't let me say anything."

Of course, Jeno had to find Donghyuck in one of these moments, where one of their songs was being played by the DJ. It was one of the songs that Jeno had showed him, meaning it left such a big impact on his heart. He doesn't know what to do, does he accept Jeno's offer and let him explain? Or does he continue the rest of his high school career pretending that Jeno doesn't exist, leaving many questions unanswered.

Panic starts to fill Donghyuck as he looks around to see if anyone had noticed him and Jeno together. It would cause a bunch of talk, considering that fact that they were both pretty popular and that teenagers loved to start rumors.

He notices Jaemin as he spots Jeno from across the room, by the way Jaemin is walking towards them he can tell that he was looking for Jeno himself, clearly unhappy and very confused where he found him. He glances back at the entrance for a split second before looking towards the direction that his two friends had gone off in, only to see them walking back towards him, just as confused as Jaemin is. He can see the concern rise in Renjun once he sees who Donghyuck is with, as he grabs Chenle's arm to drag him across the makeshift dance floor that their school has created, where Chenle had decided to stop to talk to a few friends.

He looks back towards the entrance and to his luck he sees you and Jisung walk in. Thankful, he lets out a sigh of relief because he sees that you're here and that you're safe. He notices the smile that you have on your face and though he was a bit far away he can tell it's a genuine smile, like one of the one's you would show him when it was just you two hanging out. "I guess I worried for nothing." He thinks to himself, as he watches you two skip in, hands intertwined.

And amongst all this commotion happening at once, his ex, out of all people had to come up to him and ask him a question he knew he wouldn't be able to answer. So what does he do? He panics, of course.

"Oh my fucking god.." Donghyuck mumbles to no one in particular. Jeno seems to hear it but he doesn't process it because he's too busy being dragged by Donghyuck who was attempting to blend in with the big group of people who happened to pass by.

When Renjun, Chenle, and Jaemin end up where Donghyuck and Jeno were previously standing they're left more confused on where the two went. Though it's loud, Donghyuck manages to pick out Renjun's voice yell "What the fuck?" over a crowd of teenagers.

Donghyuck smiles to himself, knowing that he successfully got away. He didn't think it'd work, he'd only seen it in movies before and you know what people say, it's just movie magic after all.

"Where are we going?" Jeno asks innocently.

"Outside." Donghyuck responds, leading their way towards the "exit" sign on the other side of the gymnasium.

"Why?" Jeno asks once more, and Donghyuck turns around just to shoot him a glare.

"So no one. fucking. sees us." He grits through his teeth.

Needless to say, Jeno doesn't ask any more questions after that.

"Where is everyone?" You ask Jisung through the fit of giggles you let out.

"I dunno. Jeno isn't answering his phone so I'll call Jaemin, yeah?" He responds, just as giddy as you are.

"Oh, I was talking about Renjun, Chenle, and Hyuck."

"You can hang with us for a bit!" Jisung insists.

"I know but I haven't seen them all day." You pout. "I'll hang out with you after!! Besides, they're my best friends after all. How would you feel if I took you away from Jeno and Jaemin?"

"My dear you're allowed to do that any day of the week. I like you better than them anyways." He teases.

"Oh shut up. You know what I meant." You snort. "Can we just go find them please?"

"Yeah, hold on- Hi Jaemin!" Jisung says through his phone. "What? Sorry.. I can't really hear you. Is that Renjun? Why is he yelling at you?"

Your ears perk up hearing the name of your friend leave Jisung's mouth. "Renjun?" You ask, looking at him curious. "Are they okay?"

Jisung nods at you while trying to hear what Jaemin has to say, it's hard considering the fact that there's not only loud music coming from his phone speakers but the voice of an angry boy as well, and to add onto that, the same music being played just a couple feet away from you.

Pouting, you look at him. Jisung can tell you're worried about your friends by the way that your pupils shake as he pulls you into another tight hug, hoping to ease a bit of the worry.

From then you can kind of make out the conversation on the phone, it's something about Jeno and Donghyuck being together then suddenly disappearing out of thin air, like a magic trick.

"Where are you?" Jisung asks.

"We're in one of the back corners." Jaemin yells through his phone. "The uhh.. One on the right, your left."

"Okay. We're on our way." Jisung says before hanging up.

"I guess our night of fun had to end somewhere." He tells you before you two head further into the gymnasium to meet up with your friends.

Once you meet up with the three boys you're greeted with a hug from Chenle while you watch as Renjun and Jaemin argue.

"So they were right here?" You ask tapping Renjun's shoulder.

"Yeah. And then all of a sudden they disappeared." He says, quite frantically.

"Y'know worrying isn't going to do anything." Jaemin taunts.

"Yeah! And you making snarky comments doesn't help either!" Renjun shoots back.

"Can you two stop bickering a second?" Chenle snaps, surprising all of you. "We have no idea where the fuck they went and for the past five minutes all you two have done is argue? Why haven't we checked anywhere yet?"

"Because, Lele. They could be anywhere. We're in a room full of teenagers." Renjun states.

"For once, I agree with this one." Jaemin adds on, earning a glare from Renjun and a facepalm from Jisung.

"Okay? And? Have you ever thought about the fact that they could y'know, be outside?" Chenle asks.

"Why would they be outside?" You ask.

"Because it's loud in here, and it looked like they wanted to talk."

"So.." Jeno says, swinging his legs back and forth. He was currently seated on top of one of the picnic tables your school had, while Donghyuck was standing across from him, leaning against the corner of a wall.

"You said you would explain, so explain." Donghyuck states.

Jeno takes a deep breath as he stops swinging his legs, he looks at the ground before looking up towards Donghyuck who was already looking at him, clearly annoyed at the fact that Jeno was stalling.

"It was a dare." He starts, before Donghyuck cuts him off.

"Yes I know. We all know." He spits.

"But theres more." Jeno says once again. "As you know, Jisung dared me to ask you out and me, being the asshole I was back then, I agreed and decided to do so.." He pauses for a second. Trying to think of what to say next.

"Listen are you gonna keep stopping or are you going to tell the story?" Donghyuck comments, it's only been two minutes and he's already fed up with Jeno's bullshit.

"I am. I'm just trying to think about the right words to say."

"Why? So that I can fall back in love with you?"

"No, Hyuckie-"

"I said, don't call me that."

"Why?"

"Because Jeno!" Donghyuck yells, voice cracking as he tries to control the same tears from earlier from falling. "I am still in love with you! Each time I hear you say that stupid nickname my heart does leaps and I can't fucking stop it!"

His voice is loud enough for you to figure out where he is, and while the other students outside look around trying to find out what's going on, both you and Renjun take off running towards the sound of Donghyuck's voice.

Arriving in time to hear Donghyuck finish the last words of his sentence he can't tell if he's hurt or if he's relieved to see you. A sense of relief washes over him once he spots you, Renjun, and Chenle running in his direction. But then he sees Jisung and Jaemin, not that far behind you three, and he feels hurt, betrayed to say the most.

"So this is why you asked me, huh?" He scoffs, looking at Jeno with glossy eyes. "So you and your friends can get a little more enjoyment of my misery."

"Hyuckie- I-" Jeno starts.

"Save it. I don't ever want to hear from you again, Jeno. I can't believe I even believed you would tell me the truth."

Nothing more is said as Donghyuck walks away from all of you, and Jaemin and Jisung run towards Jeno. It's quiet, despite there being the sounds of the muffled music that's only being played from a hallway away, it feels like a horror movie with the unsettling silence between all of you.

Renjun is the first one to talk. His voice not only startles you, but grabs the attention of Jeno, Jisung, and Jaemin who happened to be a few feet in front of you.

"What the fuck happened?" He asks, looking at Jeno in the eye.

"I wanted to tell him that I'm sorry.. and that I missed things the way they were.." Jeno says, voice barely above a whisper.

Both you and Chenle can tell that Renjun is about to start yelling and if someone doesn't stop him now then fists will be thrown. Renjun is about to start talking again when Chenle interupts him.

"Junnie." He says softly, placing a hand on his shoulder. "It's not worth it. Let's just go find Hyuck, okay?" He eases.

Renjun takes a second to sigh and relaxes before deciding to head off with Chenle, he know's it'll only make things worse but he really wants to tell the three boys off and possibly throw a punch or two. "It's okay.." Chenle coos at him.

"Y/n, are you coming?" He asks, looking back at you.

"Uhh.. Yeah. Just give me a second. I'll meet up with you in a bit, okay? Just text me where you are." You say quickly before glancing over at Jeno and his crew.

Chenle looks at you, confused on why you were looking at Jeno. It only takes him a second to realize what you were doing before he walks off with a hesitant nod. "Um.. Okay.. Just uh, don't be long. I know Hyuck wanted to see you."

"Thanks Lele. You're the best." You say, before talking off towards Jeno.

"Lee Jeno." You state, standing where Donghyuck previously was. You earn a few glances from Jisung and Jaemin, ask if they were asking each other why you were here and how long you've been there. It's not because they were doing anything bad or wrong, it's because of the fact that they were caught being nice and genuine to one of their friends, something that barely anyone has seen before.

"Y/n." Jeno sniffs, trying his best to wipe away the tears that had managed to leak out. "What are- What are you doing here?"

"Save it." You say, walking towards him. You push Jaemin away as you take a seat on top of the table next to him. It earns you a glare from Jaemin, but you shrug it off and ignore him once he start's complaining that you stole his spot.

"Just- Just tell me everything." You sigh, awaiting a response from the boy next to you.

Jaemin shoots you another look before Jisung walks away with him, knowing this should be a private conversation. They don't go far though, just out of earshot.

"This is my fault." He starts. "If I just continued letting him hate me, then I wouldn't have hurt him like that.."

"It's not your fault, you just wanted to explain things. Do you want to tell me what you were going to tell him? Or is that too personal?" You ask.

Jeno is hesitant to answer. His first initial thought is no, but as the seconds go by his answer changes to yes.

"Start from the top. What happened?" You ask.

You're gentle, and being patient with him. It's something that he's thankful for. It's also something that reminds him of Donghyuck, because whenever the two of them had disagreements Donghyuck would always wait for Jeno to explain, this was the first time he hadn't.

"Okay well.." Jeno sniffs. "If you didn't already know.. Donghyuck and I used to date. Our relationship started off from a dare but as our months together passed by I began to enjoy his company a little bit more. I don't know what it was, and if you asked me I wouldn't be able to tell you but there was just something about him that I ended up liking. Maybe it's the way that his hair flopped on his face each time he ran up to me, or maybe it's because of how tightly he hugged me and how gentle his kisses were, but it was something." He pauses for a second, reliving through a few memories. "I ended up catching feelings.. and as soon as I figured out that I did, he found out how we got together."

"Oh." You sigh, not looking at him.

"I was going to tell him that I meant everything I told him.. All the 'I love you's' and the 'You look beautiful's' but he just wouldn't let me talk.. And then you guys came and that just- that only made things worse.. and now- god.. now he's gone. He said he never wants to see me again."

"I'm sorry, Jeno. It's my fault." You say softly, taking all the blame. "I'm the one who brought everyone here, if it weren't for me then you probably would be talking to him right now."

"It's okay." He reassures. "It's not your fault.. You just wanted to help your friend. I'm sure it would've gone poorly even if you weren't here."

"I doubt that's true."

"Are you kidding me y/n? He hates me! And he the worst part of it is that he has every right to do so.."

"I didn't know people who hated each other confess to each other about still liking one another." You joke, hoping to earn a laugh from Jeno. "Besides, it's not like you won't see each other again. You still have time to make things better, plus you have me on your side."

"My side?" Jeno asks.

"Well yeah. You still like him don't you?"

Jeno sighs, he's lucky you aren't paying that much attention to him because if you did you would've noticed the way he looked at Jisung and how it hurt him more to let you keep going on like this. Nonetheless he lets it happen and he wonders if he really does deserve your help.

"You're too good, y/n."

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writemywaytoyourheart · 5 years

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"Definitely my idea"

a/n: hello again~ I hope you like this week's post and it helps you get through the week ❤️ enjoy~

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Genre: FLUFF ❤️

Warnings: none :)

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"I'm.....going....to lose it....in a second."

You can barely pant out the words as you lie on the apartment floor in an exhausted sweaty heap. It was the middle of summer and 100° in Seoul where you lived. And to make it even better, your air conditioning wasn't working.

"....what do we do?"

Your boyfriend was a few feet away from you in his own sweaty defeat; his arms and legs splayed out so he looked like a starfish. It would've been a funny image and you would laugh at him but you didn't have the energy to do anything but lie there and think about anything you ever did wrong to deserve this.

You didn't answer him and just stared into space. You were in a tank top and short shorts, trying to have as little clothing on as possible because of the heat. Your eyes were unblinking and you looked like you were in a daze. This heat was going to be the end of you.

He looked over at you and poked your arm when you didn't answer. You just groaned miserably.

"Come on, y/n we have to do something. I'll die if we stay like this. I at least need fresh air."

He grunted, lifting himself up with obvious struggle until he sat on his bum with his legs sticking out. Then he started pulling at your arms to lift you up as well. You made disgruntled sounds, protesting his actions. He just ignored you and kept pulling you up until you were in a seated position.

"Maybe we can go get some ice cream and then go to my place, I bet the air conditioning is working, none of the boys has messaged that it stopped."

Your eyes light up at the mention of ice cream and you struggle to your feet. He chuckles at you as you pull your hair off of your sweaty face.

"Ok! Ok, let's get ice cream and then go to your dorm. Why didn't you think of that earlier? Ohh, I want..... I don't know what kind I want..but I'll think about it. Ok, get up boy! Why are you still sitting there??"

He loves it when you get so childlike and innocent, and he just sits there and smiles at you until you start yanking on his arms for him to stand up.

"Alright, ok! I'm coming, I'm coming."

"Hurry! I'll melt at this rate. I refuse to die until I get my ice cream!"

You then rush back into your room shouting at him not to follow you because you were getting changed, and quickly shut your door.

He laughs at your cuteness and sits on the couch, listening to you rummaging around in your room. Not even a minute later you come running back out and he takes in your appearance in surprise; you had on a pink skirt and a short sleeved shirt with ruffles. You had knee high socks in your hands and you came to sit next to him on the couch so you could pull them on.

"Wow, that was quick. You ready already?"

"Mhmm, I want ice cream now! No time to take forever."

You grabbed your shoes and yanked them onto your feet, hurriedly tying the laces. He just smiled like a dork at you when you took a hairband from your wrist to wrestle your hair into a high messy ponytail.

Once you finished, you stood up quickly and turned to face him.

"Well come on now slow poke! Last person out the door pays for the ice cream!!"

Then you bolt for the door grab your purse and throw yourself outside. He just shakes his head and smiles, walking out after you.

He wasn't gonna let you pay anyway.

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Dragging yourself down the sidewalk, you keep muttering to yourself and your boyfriend who was a step ahead of you, how tired and hot you were. And how you forgot how far away your favorite ice cream stand was.

Eventually you run right smack into your boyfriend's back when you weren't looking up and he suddenly stopped.

"Ouch! Yah! Why did you stop?....oh ow, I think I broke my nose."

You wince, gently touching your nose and feeling around making sure it isn't broken.

He turns and looks at you, then cradles your face in his hands,

"Oh gosh, I'm sorry baby, it was an accident, I thought you were farther back. Are you ok?"

"No, it hurts." You sniffle, then wince again.

"I'm really sorry baby, here let me see..."

He gently removes your hands from your sore nose and turns your face to the right, then the left, inspecting it carefully.

"Oh, oh gosh."

"What? What is it? Is it swollen?? Is it crooked??"

"It's pretty bad, baby."

"Oh no, really? What, what do we do?"

"uhh, here I think this will help." He leans down and kisses your nose. You glare at him and smack his shoulder.

"You jerk, you did this to me! Does it really look that bad?"

He laughs and kisses your nose again, shaking his head gently.

"No, baby. You're just as beautiful as always."

"oh....thank you-"

"....just with a crooked nose. No biggie."

"Yah! Come here you, I'll make sure you get a crooked nose too since you like it so much!" You grab onto his shirt and bunch it up in your hands shaking him around, although you could barely move him an inch.

He just laughs and laughs, and pretty soon you can't help but laugh too. You two must be quite an image.

Suddenly he turns around and pulls you onto his back. You yelp then start laughing again. He carries you piggy back as he tells you,

"See, baby. The reason I stopped was because I figured you'd like a ride to the ice cream stand."

You snuggle into his shoulder and whisper into his ear.

"Thank you love, you're so sweet."

He just smiles and pushes you up farther when you slip a bit.

"How's your pretty little nose, love?"

"Hehe, it's ok, actually, I think I can smell better now."

"Oh really? What can you smell?"

"Mmm, your hair smells great to be honest."

He laughs and hikes you up again; giving your leg a small squeeze.

"Thank you, that's very kind."

"Anytime."

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Finally, you arrive at the ice cream stand, and before your boyfriend can put you down you plant a kiss right on top of his head; making him chuckle.

"Thank you for carrying me, I can pay for the ice cream." You smile sweetly at him.

"You're welcome, love, I love carrying you around, it just shows you how strong I am." He smirks then ruffles your hair, taking your hand and leading you two up to the stand before you can respond.

"What flavor do you want baby?"

"Oh, I thought about it on the way here..... I think I want just chocolate today. How about you?"

Your boyfriend smiles and turns to the man running the stand.

"That sounds good to me too, can we get two medium chocolate ice creams please? Oh wait, baby do you want a cone or cup?"

"Um, a cup please."

"Alright, two medium chocolate ice cream cups please."

The man smiles kindly at you two and nods. Then he turns to get the ice cream you ordered.

You hop up and down slightly; imagining the cold, delicious chocolate ice cream that was about to be your relief from the blistering heat. Your boyfriend squeezes your hand a little and kisses your cheek. The man turns back and hands you each a cup of the ice cream, still smiling as he tells you the price.

"That's 6 dollars."

Your boyfriend hands you his cup, you take it, confused, and once he makes sure your hands are full he hands his card to the man. You realize what happened and start to protest.

"But I said I cou-"

"I know what you said baby, but just let me take care of it this time, ok? I promise I'll let you buy next time."

You squint suspiciously at him, but hold your tongue. It's too late to argue anyway.

The man gives his card back, you hand your boyfriend his ice cream and you two find a bench in the shade of a big tree.

Once you sit down you start eating the ice cream with the tiny little spoon that came with it. You're enjoying the cold sweetness so much that you don't realize that you have ice cream dribbling down your chin, the brown chocolate very close to falling on your pretty pink skirt.

Until you feel your boyfriend's finger wiping at your chin. You look up and smile sheepishly, rubbing at your chin to get it all off. You see your boyfriend is smiling so wide his eyes are crinkling so much you can barely see them. You blush and he tucks a piece of your hair behind your ear.

"Could you be any cuter?"

"H-How is making a mess of my face in the middle of the park cute?" You keep wiping at your chin, scared there's more ice cream. He takes your hand and kisses it.

"It's all gone love, and I don't know, I just find it cute. It's one of the many things I love about you."

Your blush creeps up your cheeks and becomes a deeper pink.

"H/N, you can't just...just say things like that out of the blue." You cover your face with your free hand.

"Why not? It's true."

"I know, it's just, oh nevermind, eat your ice cream before it melts, silly."

He turns back to his ice cream smiling to himself.

"Ya know, you shouldn't have gotten chocolate, H/N." You say around a mouth full of the sweet treat.

He turns back to you when you speak,

"Oh? Why not?"

"Didn't you see what the special was today?"

He shakes his head, confused. You snicker and say casually,

"It was mint chocolate..."

He rolls his eyes and takes another bite of his ice cream once he realizes that you're messing with him.

"I told you, I won't discuss that flavor anymore. I won't have this discussion."

"But you told me it was fun that day that you guys debated whether it should be a thing or not!"

He huffs and keeps eating his treat. Ignoring your playful teasing.

"I'm sick of debating that flavor Y/N, gosh, you know for days afterward we all kept bickering about it? I thought that was all in my past."

You poke his sides playfully making him squirm until he cracks a smile. You laugh and kiss him on the mouth then jump up and start running before he can grab you.

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After you two finish your ice cream and play around a little, you both decide it's time to go to BTS' dorm to cool down in the air conditioning.

Riding piggy back again, you hug your boyfriend tighter, all the way to his dorm; which isn't too far away.

You couldn't wait to see the rest of the boys and play a game together.

Yup, this was definitely a better plan than lying around in your sweaty apartment.

You smirk and tap your boyfriend's shoulder to get his attention.

"Hm?"

"I told you this was a better idea than staying at my place."

"Hey! This was my idea!"

"Hmm, I don't remember you saying that. I'm pretty sure it was me." You say slowly, acting confused.

He just shakes his head and grumbles,

"it was my idea...."

You just giggle and kiss his hair again. He keeps grumbling but you can tell he's trying not to smile.

"Definitely my idea.."

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punkscowardschampions · 5 years

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Tommy & Meena/Meena & Ro

Slides into ya DMs a million years later

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We'd have to have been going some to be dealing with pregnancy scares at that age even by my ma's standards Meena: 😏 Isn't it on your required curriculum? Meena: Can't blame you Meena: It has been a lot of fun Meena: It'll be good to see you too Meena: 😨 No thank you, I'll leave that to Ali, she's got it covered Meena: No way either of us could keep a child alive 😂 Tommy: You got me 🥊 Tommy: It looks it & the socials never lie Tommy: It'll be fab to see you too! 💙 Tommy: How've you been, girl? Meena: Naturally, filters need not apply Meena: Me? I'm all good Meena: Nothing to report, no pregnancy scares or slightly predatory older men Meena: How's the London life? Tommy: 👍 Tommy: Me either Tommy: Only the teachers 😂 Tommy: London's capital D dramatic but I'm surviving 🤩 Tommy: like you said, required, yeah? Meena: Don't even joke, Mr. Lucas, this new teacher, is soooo sketchy Meena: not that he's likely to go after me 😂 but there will be drama worth reporting there Meena: mark my words Meena: and don't lie, you so LIVE for it, don't you? 🙂 Tommy: Oh my god colour me unsurprised and deeply disturbed Tommy: Trying to big you up without calling you a lolita and all that jazz Tommy: but noted Tommy: Shame the news came too late to get my sister learning from the nuns Tommy: 😂 Meena: Thank the Lord we can rule out everyone but Caleb pretty much for Rio's daddy Meena: she's so cute 😍 Tommy: Right? she's his double Meena: Nah she looks a lot like Ali too Meena: still, Mr. Lucas has not gone that far is my point Meena: she hates him, its so funny 'cos your Ma can't even be mad 😂 Tommy: Yas! Glad she ain't protesting too much Tommy: None of us got time to be dealing with that level of drama even me 😏 Tommy: Ma can ALWAYS be mad tho Meena: I wouldn't like to say Meena: Trying to get me to badmouth all your family today...are you print screening this?! 🙊 Tommy: Only if it gets juicy 😂 Tommy: what'll it take to get you to throwdown on 'em? Meena: 🤐 Tommy: It's been good catching up Tommy: Soz I'm not better at it Meena: No, it's not all you Meena: I'm not the most social of bears Meena: and its been a while Meena: but it was nice 🙂 Tommy: we should get a drink when I'm back 🍹 do it proper Tommy: no pressure like and even less drama Meena: You got it in you to leave it in London? 🤔 Meena: but i'm up for it Meena: I don't drink drink though, just an FYI Tommy: I'll do it for the craic 🍀 Tommy: Still gonna dance on the tables tho, yeah? Meena: 😳🙈 guess so Meena: anything you do, i'll do backwards and in heels Meena: thems still the rules, last I checked Tommy: 👑💚 Tommy: Love it Meena: Okay...Can I just vent at you for a hot sec, Ro Meena: More than free to comment any way you see fit (of course) but also as free to say nothing if you can't or don't wanna Meena: Just need to get it out 'cos what even Ro: Oh...of course Ro: Go ahead Meena: [Screenshots Tommy in her DMs] Meena: so I know its awkward 'cos familial ties and whatnot but WHAT THE WHAT Meena: He's been ignorning me for what, 6 years? Meena: Perhaps a little dramatic but basically Meena: and now we're just meant to move on as if a. those years didn't happen and b. the ones BEFORE didn't either Meena: am I being insane? I tried not to sound it with him but I am at such a loss rn Ro Ro: Um...I'd say it's rather awkward regardless Ro: What was he thinking? Ro: You are most definitely not insane, in fact, I applaud how together you remained Ro: It's a nice idea, in theory, to reconnect, but that's all it can be and surely he must see that Ro: The past can't just be erased when it's convenient Meena: Ugh, thank you! Meena: I can tell you're not just yes-manning me and it is so appreciated 😘 Meena: You'd think it had been a couple of days, the way he just tried to pick up there Meena: I get it...I wish it was possible in many ways Meena: but if we're going to be anything more than passing acquiantances ever again then I'm afraid we need to have a convo more awkward than that one even! 😬 Ro: Exactly! Ro: We'd all love a quick fix but they simply don't exist, even if you are a McKenna Ro: I'm frankly at a loss for words Meena: I mean...guess it was a nice gesture? right? Meena: God, feel like I'm 9 and he's pretending to like me so he can laugh about me with his friends at break Meena: Ridiculous Ro: I suppose so, if misplaced and poorly timed Ro: Well that's hardly surprising considering you were a child when he last talked to you Ro: You don't have to go for a drink with him just because you agreed then, remember that Meena: I know Meena: but I don't know Meena: I think I want to? Meena: Maybe he wants to say his piece in person Meena: although, in that case, perhaps give an indication in the text! Meena: Walking into an ambush Ro: You don't have to decide now at least Ro: And you can always call me if it does turn into an ambush Ro: I'll act as if there's an emergency Meena: Ooh, good plan Meena: never felt like I was in a romcom before Meena: almost exciting except i feel a bit sick Ro: I understand that all too well Ro: Another idea, cliche though it is, would be to channel this situation into composing a song Ro: Just don't let him know he's the subject Meena: it might be time to embrace the clichedness of it all Meena: the others would be proud Ro: They certainly would Meena: if not a little curious where all these deep feelings had sprung from Meena: oh the shame 🙈 Ro: True, but have no fear, my lips are sealed Ro: Whilst we're on the subject though, how do you feel about him getting involved with the band? Meena: Thanks, Ro 💛 Meena: I mean, I don't mind...I don't WANT to mind, it should be fine Meena: He's a part of my life as long as you guys are but that was admittedly far more abstract when he was more Meena: gone Meena: I am going to try, it would be good for the band, and me, to get over this Ro: Never mind the others, I'm very proud of you, Meena Ro: And for what it's worth, I think that's the right move, after all, he won't be away at school forever Ro: Should he decide to come back home for good you too are bound to interact more Meena: Exactly Meena: Can't ban him from Dublin and activities with his fam Meena: but I also don't think I need to exile myself...far too cliche for words and I frankly, don't want to Meena: I feel better for having talked it out...I just felt absolutely insane, like I was in topsy-turvy land or something, there for a sec Meena: Thanks again Ro, it means a lot Ro: What are friends for? No need to thank me, I'm just glad you feel better Ro: A very strange day for you indeed Ro: Tomorrow is a new one though at least and I'll be here if you need to talk again Meena: Truly! So strange manners were dropped at the door Meena: When we talk again I WILL ask how you are and what's going on with you Meena: I promise 😘 Ro: I have no doubt whatever Ro: But you're forgiven Ro: If there was ever a time for such an entitlement it was now Meena: 💛

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Ep. 8 - “People will probably think I'm lying even if it is the Bee Movie script” - Amanda G

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163848143303/reward-challenge-survivor-auction

I NEED TO KNOW WHO VOTED WHO DSFJSDHKFJDSJ. Did emily/amanda/ali vote together with someone correctly??? Also so iconic how emily <3 and my espresso pals didnt get votes. This really makes me want to win the next immunity so I'm closer to merge and I can meetup with them and get the details

This is my first auction and I'm really curious to see how this is gonna go down

OK Wow my alliance arent snakes and im alive! the vote went exactly how it was supposed to go! Nayeli went home and so did her idol! So now I know that the dragons alliance (Emily, Amanda, Will and I) are a solid 4 person majority! Which means were most likely going to make it to merge knock on wood! As long as the hosts dont try and of that bullshit and swap us again we should be all set!

I'm so happy that I'm finally in the majority!!! Host Ali even said, "Congrats for your first vote in the majority! woooo!" I'm honestly very happy about it and I'm stoked for the reward challenge. I feel confident and even if I don't get something good, it doesn't matter. Nothing can get me down right now.

WHEW is all I can say tbh. I'm so overwhelmed but everything played out how it should. Things are looking up!!! Nayeli's idol is gone!!! I have everyone in the tribe on my side I believe!!! Um!!! I'm still a nervous wreck but happy because things worked out.

ok im gonna start playing messy af now lol lIKE NO MORE BS i should have known nayeli was a target bc she had a idol fuckkkkkkk and they purposely split the votes bc I'm assuming ali told them that we were in an alliance. IDK WHAT TO DO LOL!!!!!! bc i don't wanna be anyones bitch and be like awwww keep me here and ill do whatever you want lol. i don't wanna trust ali though like really ?????? like you obviously don't like our alliance and I'm gonna start flipping now. idk who to trust but its definitely not someone who outs their alliance the minute the first time we go to tribal. like when was nayeli going after you ali!?!!??!?!?!?!??! never LOLOLOLOL fucking idiot and hell realize that. i wish he would have used that info and told her and we could have used the idol!!!!!!!!! anyways its evident he has more alliances and i wanna fuck him up i hate men

idk what to do I am very alone in this game and its evident from the 2 votes and also WHY WOULD ALI LET THEM TRY TO IDOL ME OUT!!! FUCK YOOU YOURE NOT A GOOD ALLY NOW I CLEARLY CANT TRUST YOU AND IM POPPING OFF ON HIM RN

ok i don't like abbey or will just bc i don't like talk to them at all, i don't like ali for reasons mentioned before, and emily n amanda G LIKE WHAT DO I DO WITH THEM !??!?!?!?! they were a part of the whole skeem (pls god help me spell that word) so how can i trust them ?!?!? i wish i had someone else to help with this game to tell me what to do saifnsaifndsionfdsio i really need to come back n glo up

Lol nayeli getting voted out??? Hmmm looks like the alliance I had with Ali is over since he is now clearly a RAT

ALI KEEPS SAYING I KNOW YOURE MAD N I REGRET IT LIKE NO YOU DONT!!!! you willingly made that decision just own up to it and stop bullshitting it. i hate when ppl do that like you made that move OWN IT BITCH!!! like if i ever made jury or whatever I'm not bitter like i would vote for ali in a heartbeat if he blindsided me again goddamn it but don't say i regret it and i feel bad like ITS YOUR MOVEE!!!!!!

i got played rip and i know it was amanda lynn that told emily about my alliance with nayeli n michael n ali fuckkkkk GTE HER OUT!!! i knew she was no good from the start bc she was playing other games n hosted a bunch and we got out some person who wanted her out who was in my alliance week 1 like I'm an idiot great! THAT MAKES ME SO ANGRY

I'm excited to see what sort of things are up for action and I hope I can get my hands on something advantageous. I don't really have too much to say

Ok time to get confident and win something to help me since there's no way I'm getting an idol through searching. I hope the auction gets me a good prize cause I need it. http://www.rophydoes.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/07/glee_1375.gif

I'm nervous because I'm gonna most likely be getting in a call with Will and after Ricky going home I don't know what's going on in his head

How I have felt this whole game being attacked and unsure of who to trust I just gotta get a little bit longer to jury http://i.imgur.com/6NUZjGp.gif

I knew Gwen would be mad but my girl Emily told her that amanda Lynn spilt the tea and that she's a rat YAHAJWHQHAHAHAHQH

http://youtu.be/MqyixybVn2I

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163853320623/auction-results

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163852968898/tribal-immunity-8

I bid on a parchment... And I don't know what's in it. I'm really nervous to find out because no matter what I say, people will probably think I'm lying even if it is the Bee Movie script. I hope it's a vote steal or something like that, that would be a game changer. I'm also super stoked that Emily also got an item, but again, it could be the Bee Movie script.

Y'allllllllllllll This auction? The opposite of nut! Amanda Lynn (I believe Amanda Lynn won it I forgot already) has the power to look at one person and see all the alliances they're a part of??? UM?????? I'M IN LIKE TEN ALLIANCES GIRLIE THIS IS NOT GOOD FOR ME!!! I should have bid on that oh my god. But now I have a parchment with beneficial information to the game? Fun. Ali T has a spy glass??? Gwen has something I forget but it's something good I think. God! I'm scared. These are all things that can really hinder my game. I'm like very worried. I'm just hoping no one uses their advantages against me. ESPECIALLY the alliance one. I................. hate my life

So I got what I wanted at the auction. I didn't really want anything because I was afraid I could be targeted because of it and I didn't want to outbid anyone. My torch is pretty lit (so punny) so I'm really happy! The other tribe getting a disadvantage in the next challenge is iconic tbh so wig! Francie having her person challenge advantage is scary because I think she's already good at challenges so I have to watch out for that. Amanda Lynn getting the power to talk to a voted out person is honestly the only thing I would want. I would love to be able to talk to like raf because I don't think I am allowed to anymore since he's out of the game and I'm still in. It was super cool to see Amanda G and Emily slaying the auction as usual. Amanda G could have a vote swap or steal or extra vote or something so if I remain aligned with her and we both make it to merge then that will be great. I was shocked that Mo gave me his money on his way out, I thought he might not really be with me so that was a nice surprise. I need to start making sure he believes that he is my closest ally so I can be safe on this tribe. He is very loyal and I think he plays based on his emotions and wouldn't turn on a friend and that is basically me except for like once when I voted out the two people who went to rocks for me at F6 at F5 and F4 whoops! But yeah as long as I have him I think I'll be good, especially because I think/hope he isn't as close with Amanda Lynn and Francie so if they want another espresso member out it would be him. Michael wasn't at the auction so that was iconic. Also Amanda Lynn went on a mini bidding war with me for the best item aka torch, so I should make sure I let her know that me bidding wasn't against her and I don't think her bidding was like a move against me; so that there can be nothing assumed that would make us not as close. I miss the INFP's :(

SHIT man Amanda G got an extra vote!!! I love this girl and how we tell each other everything. I told her about my merge idol clue!!! We're excited!!! Okay I'm a little more at ease. I just gotta watch out for that alliance thing that Amanda Lynn has. That's scary. And I KNEW I should have bid on it. Oh shit now Ali is telling me about his item - I love having everyone trust me - HE GETS TO SEE EVERYONE'S VOTES!!! Guess I can't lie to him about the vote anytime soon lmao. Ugh we have a 10% disadvantage this tribal, and that's RUDE because Espirito has a 50% ADVANTAGE with Amanda Lynn and Francie like WTF!!! Never mind fjasnkjflnkads I'm gonna go play free rice and learn some grammar goodbye

Guess who is stupid and just realized Gwen is the one with the alliance revealer. LMAO! I guess I gotta vote her out fdnsfjknad she is not getting a hold of my one hundred alliances no sir.

I got an extra vote!! I'm pumped, but also nervous. If I get blindsided and voted out, it's not transferable. I feel secure with this and the idol and since Emily told me she has a clue to the merge idol, we can get very far in this game together and I'm pumped!

I just realized I said I'm pumped twice and I apologize.

I can ask a question which could be good but I have to figure out how to word it to maximize the usefulness. I'm glad my auction was on good nite and not wasted whew

EXTRA DETAIL:

Ashley used her question this round and her question was:

What is the exact location currently of every possible prize ( idol vote stealers advantages etc) you guys have created for this game?

The answer she got was:

- Somebody on Salao has the re-hidden Espirito idol, so there is no idol to be found for the Espirito tribe - The Salao idol was found and re-hidden (meaning someone went home with it), and currently nobody has found it - Those are the only idols currently in the game - Gwen still has the alliance revealer - Ali T still has his spyglass - Amanda G still has her parchment, and that item cannot be transferred - Amanda Lynn has not used her knowledge/closure item - The contents of Emily's envelope will only be revealed to her at the point when its contents become relevant, but she still has the envelope - Will still has his necklace w the feather - Francie still has her 15% advantage

This is a good challenge just bc of the cause it's going to. Honestly, I can't stop laughing about the "buy yourself out of the auction" and the useless torch items from last night. Also, re: actual strategy and stuff, apparently Nayeli and Michael were somewhat a duo for some time before the tribe swap. I'm glad Nayeli is gone because it breaks up that alliance there.

I'm so tired I feel like being lazy on this challenge but I don't want to be the reason we lose and I definitely don't want to get the smallest amount of rice so I'm just going to get rice all day I guess! I hope we win and I'm glad I didn't get the disadvantage in the auction, hehe, sorry abbey

re: free rice guys my brain is melting this is too repetitive

My only plan for this fake idol right now is to wait until a major move needs to be made, and then lure someone into trusting me and give them the "idol" to play at a tribal council where - in reality - they'll be blindsided. There's plenty of people in this game right now who are big targets that trust me enough to where that would work - realistically I shouldn't have told Abbey but that shows her that I trust her 100% right now and that's what I need at the moment. If I had to take out any of old Espirito (besides Abbey) at any point, I could probably do it with this - Ruthie, Mo, or Amanda G especially, I can see them being big social threats post-merge - but I could also pass it along and convince someone to give it someone else. Regardless it gives me a bit of power right now and I like it.

I'm stressing out about rice but I just hit 40,000 so I'm hoping everything will be fine!!! Espirito better flop at this challenge lmao

I feel like I've been playing free rice for so long. I have almost 27,000 grains and my brain is fried (rice.) Please help me

Tea: I don't want to go to tribal again until the merge! I hate tribal at this point!

I am so nervous for the deadline. I'm thinking the announcement might be merge and I'm praying it is so I can get back with Bryce. I don't want to go to another tribal council until merge, so I'm hoping that Salao pulled through and won.

I literally have been sitting and clicking on my computer ever since I woke up this morning. I got 59,250 grains of rice...........we better win I swear to GOD!!!! That damn 10% disadvantage will really hold us back and I'm not happy about it.

ok thank god emily n ali tried super hard and i did really decent in the challenge so i can pray i have immunity and hopefully keep winning it until a merge LIKE I DONT WANNA GO HOME!! emily ali n amanda are still being really nice to me tho. also i told amanda g i wanna go really far with her so lets hope that makes her want to keep me. I'm going to try and tell her that if she votes me out then like theres going to be 2 bottom people out of that 5 person alliance and we can balance that out with me and ill actually be her ride or die

The Espirito tribe loses immunity

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163887476263/immunity-results-8

OH GOD FUCKING BLESS WE WON IMMUNITY that means no scrambling, no mess (for now), and hopefully someone I don't know or who's out to get me gets voted out that would be.... a dream wow

...........shit. I don't want to go to tribal, but the alliance I'm in has plans in place from last tribal for this one. Us former Salão members + Mo have majority so we should be able to target someone (likely Ashley) and get them out successfully as long as we stick together.

Fuuuuuuck, the last time I was this nervous was the fourth tribal council. I really don't wanna go home though and all I can do now is rely on social game.

I'm so happy!!!!!! I don't have to vote anyone out tomorrow!!!! I'm so happy!!!! Salao CRUSHED IT!!!! I don't have to turn on anyone!!! My day wasn't wasted!!! God - I am so happy. I spent so much time earning rice... I truly hate myself for it. But Gwen will likely use her alliance thingie on Amanda Lynn in merge, thus exposing her! That'll be great considering I want her to be voted off before she can secure any individual immunities. I think merge is tomorrow night. I can't believe how iconic this is. I'm yelling!!!! I can't believe I might actually be making merge??? AND I have a merge idol clue??? ICONIC! I just love life right now. Now I have time to read and work on scholarships tomorrow now that we are immune and my show is over!!! Wow - this is so great. I love Salao and I was really stressed about having to vote out another tribe member.

Something I'm worried about though is how I exposed Amanda Lynn to Gwen and that will probably blow up in my face. I can always claim I didn't say the things I said or whatnot... But I can't wait to be reunited (HOPEFULLY) with Bryce and hear all of the things that have gone down on Espirito!!! More INFPs calls!!! Oh my god - things are looking up??? I'm hoping I'm not reading too much into hosts asking us to be present after tribal... But I think we're merging??? I hope so!!! Oh my god!!!

Also, you would think that after like twenty hours of earning rice from answering questions about English grammar, I could write a nice confession essay sort of thing. I'm just too excited. I'm sorry. AHHHHH!

This comp is such a risk cause some people have irl stuff while others have plenty of time. It's luck and sadly we lost again. Let's hope our tribal can be easy like last time and we agree on who goes. I'm just trying to get to jury cause I know there are people,that want me out. Now to see what's the general feeling around

thankful we fucking won omg i needed that!!! and everything does seem really cool wit amanda g n ali. I'm not sure what I'm going to do at merge at all but well have to see what michael is doing and maybe we can start fucking shit up

I'm not ready for my game to end

We lost JFSKDHJKDSHFDSJKFHDS. I really didn't want to lose so I'm a flop. I had been pretty calm and happy sitting out for a tribal for once so to be back here is unfortunate. Mo wants ashley out and idk who else is the target but hopefully not me. Im gonna talk to Amanda and Michael and see what they think

Im so ready for a merge, if its another switch im gonna cut someone, I legit did that challenge for 4 hours and and off an on all damn day! so I better make merge *prays* also lets talk the tea on Amanda Lynn, so Emily and I are close allies so we talk ALOT, she tells me Amanda Lynn made so many alliances and then she ratted the alliance that SHE made without even telling me about she told me that "she was my closest ally" Im ready for Queen GWEN SAGGLICOA to take her weave off come merge (please be merge) and Emily and I can stay under the radar!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Ashley says people are deciding between me and Mo, but I think Me, Francie, Mo, Amanda are all voting her so it should be good. But I don't know how well I can trust them. Francie says she doesnt talk to Ashley often but Ashley mutineed for a reason so it might not add up

https://youtu.be/7k9-9lCT0t0

Amanda and I have been talking today we've convinced Mo and Bryce to vote Ashley. Everything seemed to be going well but then Ruthie told the Feminism chat that Mo and Bryce were planning on voting Ash. Who told Ruthie??????? (shit??)

At this point you have to wonder what Ashley is doing telling people who's names are up that they're up bc it's messy. On the bright side, now Michael is considering voting Ash. We didn't try to get him to vote for her before because last time we brought up her name Michael tried to talk us out of it so he might have some kind of connecting with Ash. However, he's considering voting for her now (or he's playing us in the chat) so maybe it'll work out?

Michael randomly is seeking drama which is a choice... I just let him know what Ashley told me and he tries to make it seem like I'm hiding things from him when she literally didn't give me a name...

*Aaron Burr voice* “I'll keep all my plans close to my chest” (unlike Toph did) aka I'm going to try to keep my connection with Amanda on the DL bc I don't really need anyone knowing how close we are

I just want to survive this tribal then I'll be happy I don't even know what's gonna happen but I wanna be there for it. It's prob gonna get messy and I love seeing it !!! Yeah I know week one I didn't want to see it but it's much later in the game time to mess stuff up

Mo VS Bryce.... HMMMM. I would rather Mo stay but i don't want my alliance to think that I'm like... being too pushy about it so I'm happy to just sit back and vote whoever they want. I want to turn into someone that is just borderline chill so I can just... blend in a bit and make it to at least merge which I think is... SOON!

My perfect game is going out the window because Ashley wants to vote me ;(. So either no perfect game or game over lol, I guess I can be fine with receiving votes then.

Hoping everything goes well

I'm a bit nervous for Espirito's tribal because Bryce is still on that tribe. I really hope he isn't on the outs and that he makes it out alive tonight. I think we're going to merge after tonight, so I hope nothing bad happens to him.

I am so paranoid but im trying the fun method of ignoring my problems and pretending they dont exist!! Also amanda Lynn and her fear of idols is really messing with me because she doesnt want me to tell anyone other than mo and francie that im voting ashley but thats problematic because ruthie and michael want to know JKDSFHFKS. maybe im being played!

God, I hope tonight is the merge. Also, I'm praying that Bryce stays tonight!!! I think he will be fine because he's very under the radar, but I'm still very nervous! :0 I just don't want my game to blow up but... I feel like it'll happen soon especially because Gwen is planning on exposing Amanda Lynn soon with all of her alliances and whatnot. How did Gwen figure out that Amanda Lynn was leaking all her information? Me. I'm literally such a rat dkjfa;fdjs I-I can't handle myself. At least I have a few people that will help me vote out Amanda Lynn if possible. I know Gwen will be against Amanda Lynn, Ali will (We compared notes last night and I told Ali that Amanda Lynn has exposed a lot about him and his alliance), Amanda G will, Bryce might, Michael might (because he's close with Gwen), and who knows what else we can do!!! I'm so nervous!!! Merge? I want it. Merge? Keep it. I just don't know what I want honestly. Hoping for the best.

My heart is in my stomach right now. I'm so nervous about this twist, I'm hoping that it's merge so Emily and I can be reunited with Bryce. I really hope that we can get together and dominate until final 3.

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163925353903/tribal-8-ashley-voted-out-5-2-bryce-received-2

LAST WORDS: I have no clue what happened more than likely someone is lying so I was rudely voted out for no reason. All I wanted was one more week then I would have gladly sit back and let them fight it out. I'm proud of myself tho cause it was a struggle from day 1. Idk why this game is so crazy but I have never had a game like this. I had stress and anxiety from start so I had to work extra hard and I'm just done with the game. I'm all for being a snake or engineering a blindside but you can't play in a game where you can't trust anyone. I literally had no one I could trust for the entire game. Ruthie is loyal but I wasn't working with her until we were forced to. Once we separated I felt better knowing I could play my own game without rumors swirling. Honestly I really am disappointed in the game overall because I really couldn't play a normal game I'm used to where I strategize and make allies and big moves cause I was too busy trying to keep myself out of target. Too many people switching their minds and flip flopping make the game messy and while I don't mind messy it way too early. Jury phase hits then yeah let's get messy but prejury is too early for that. At this point I think Ruthie and will are only ones that deserve to be in the game cause they are playing well unlike the rest who just follow along and don't know how to make their own choices. I can't respect the snakes that flat out lie to you either which there are several of. Being a snake is one thing but what they are doing is rude and not game play. It's taking it personal and I have absolutely no respect for that.

Ashley becomes the final premerge boot of Survivor Azores

#imthegreatergood #episodes

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