#i'm gonna cry 🥲

[builtintripping]

never forget...

read again?

no you did not see me repost this, shh

hemlo!! thank ya'll so so much for enjoying this lil comic series!! i know it's been a year since the first part, but most importantly i finished it 💀✨️

every single tags ya'll leave on me posts and past questions i recieve about this au is super appreciated, they make me smile the widest you have no clue!! im just a lil mad at myself that i couldn't expand on this au more so yall could have had more crumbs. irl stuff happened + still getting the hang of drawing and socializing again after years of doing neither of those 😭

but still, im glad i could share this comfort comic i made for myself, and for you guys too. it's a pretty personal one despite the characters not being mine 😅 i hope that you can walk away from this story believing (entirely or not) that someone out there still thinks of you, whether they're from a late/absent loved one who still wants the best for you or a dear friend who will make room in their hearts for you. life will never not be hard, but if you keep them close to your heart, adulting will be bearable 🫂

thank you so much for reading 💕

#as for this au's future (from me) i actually also have a spongebob and jimmy version of how timmy reveals to them the forgor thing #but i honestly dunno if i can get back to them soon. i'm working on a go comic that i already started #plus burnout. i wanted to take a break 🥲 maybe someday i'll revisit the idea #but go hogwild on playing around this au yourself idc how much u wanna strangle them i am still gonna cry at that shit 😭 #but seriously thank you everyone. i wish i could have done more but thank you thank you thank you. really #nicktoons unite #danny phantom #timmy turner #the fairly oddparents #fop #nickelodeon #comics #fanart #my art #artists on tumblr #fancomic #i forgor lor

[twenty-orange-balloons]

I hate this queeeeesssst 😭

#cell rambles #genshin impact #I almost beat it and then thes ruin guards just start blocking me in #and I get stuck and can't fight back #I'm gonna cry 🥲 #I'm gonna forfeit this quest until I am so OP it doesn't matter lmao #I don't NEED to do it so I'm going ignore it #the* #going to* #my hands hurt 😂

[ineed-to-sleep]

My therapist told me today that I'm one of her patients who's made the most progress in the last two years and honestly I have a feeling I'm getting a good grade at therapy

#which is ofc something real and achievable #but fr fr tho I'm so proud of my progress 🥲 I think most ppl don't really acknowledge how much therapy is actually hard #like exposing yourself. being vulnerable. opening up about your fears and insecurities and really shameful things #and being open to try a new perspective and actually going through the motions of putting yourself out there #putting things to the test and feeling wrong and having your body react like a prey animal the whole time #and still push through and keep trying again and again until your brain finally assimilates that this is you now #this is how you want to think and live your life now and you're not gonna have it any other way #it's hard and you don't do it perfectly and you go back to your sessions and you try again #there's hard truths we have to admit about ourselves there that we aren't always ready for #but you just keep going and things do eventually change #even though sometimes it feels like a painfully slow process #and idk just hearing her tell me that she sees me. that she sees how hard I'm trying. man. it's. im not gonna cry #sleep.txt #it's been real. fr fr

[jinhyun]

my s-class album finally arrived to chile (not in my hands yet) and i always preorder from this one online store bc the girl sorts the pobs depending on who transferred her the money first unlike other stores that just sort them randomly, and today she texted me letting me know that the albums arrived and in my mind i was like cool she's gonna ask me to choose a pob i hope there's still hyunjin's and i open the chat and the message was along the lines of "your limited s-class album (hyunjin pob) arrived" and like. DUDEEEEEE the fact that she remembered i stan jinnie and she saved me his pob i 😭😭😭😭

#ig i made an impression bc for this cb i sent her the money THE MOMENT she opened preorders and we laughed about it #and i was like i'm sorry as a hyunjin stan i go into war mode when it comes to pobs 🥲 #i was like the 8th person on the list to choose the pobs when they arrived so i'm sure she wouldn't have done it if i was further down— #—and there were no jinnie's left but. it's the fact that SHE REMEMBERED that i wanted hyunjin y'* #<-my finger slipped lol anyway yeah 😔 i feel perceived my day was made i'm gonna cry

[spokelseskladden]

Btw, I'm gonna do the practical driving test tomorrow so I'm kinda shitting myself lol🙃

#im so nervous hahaaa #please god let the control question be sn easy one #if it's about trailers im gonna cry cause i suck at math when im under pressure 🥲😭 #please be something I'm secure about im begging

[retro-memo]

First trailer

Second trailer

This is going to be pain

#sky children of the light #I'mma going to cry #I just know it #Sky: Two Embers #🥲 #We already saw a child losing their mother in the game #Now we have to watch it in more detail and emotions? #FAM I'M NOT GONNA BE OKAY

[ends-of-the-wayward-storm]

I HAVE ACQUIRED MASTER CHEF MALLEUS (ten thousand dishes later T-T)! Now to commence hoarding keys and gems for the Glorious Masquerade event like a dragon. (I know it's coming, I swear.)

#TWST #Twisted Wonderland #Master Chef #Culinary Crucible #Glorious Masquerade #Malleus Draconia #So it's July. And Halloween is obviously in October. #IF I DON'T GET HIS CARD I'm just gonna cry. #I hoarded like this last year. #I'm getting flashbacks to my pulls T-T #I'm so happy I got Silver's card though.😭😭💖💖 #OH WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED TREY'S BIRTHDAY'S IN OCTOBER. #My heart.🥲🥲 #Storm yells about TWST.

[daz4i]

how to stop thinking any good thing someone says to you (like compliments or being proud of you or other positive expressions such as these) is a lie just to be polite or bc they're biased and thus can't judge you work and your being objectively bc they love you. asking for a friend

#lovebombing won't work on me i will automatically assume there is an ulterior motive there #i may be off on what it is. but i won't trust it either anyway #(joking btw ik i'm not immune to abuse tactics. that's actually part of why i'm vigilant to all that i think) #(but not only) #i think my main issue is i know in my heart these things can't be right. the bigger the compliment the less i believe it #bc i'm below average and so is anything i create. propping it (and me) up as smth unique feels disingenuous #in my heart i do want this like i wanna be told nice things but they usually make me feel worse lol #bc i still think i'm shit and now i feel like i can't trust that person either. #(still. if someone is mean to me or even just harsh instead. i will cry) #also while this is already very deep and digging into my core the next tags are gonna dig into therapy level deepness lol #i think this is actually why i only want ppl to be sexually attracted to me honestly #smth abt it being like. a physical reaction. makes it easier to believe for me #also smth you can express smth you can do to prove it beyond just saying words #(i will sometimes still doubt it when i have a steady partner of any sort lol like i'll ask if they just indulge me or actually want it) #which is why it's fucking me up sm that i'm getting uglier 🥲 i'm already not great - being trans and fat limits a lot of your options - but #things are getting even worse lol 🥲 who knew that was even possible #all this isn't really a very good base to stop hating yourself. so my self loathing is only getting worse every day #thus making any good word harder to believe. and the cycle continues #. yknow when i started typing this post i did not expect to go on for this long #i am on these sleeping pills that make me lose my filter i'm sorry 😔 #vent

[hypocriticaltypwriter]

OF COURCE WE WANT ART ADVICE!!! YOUR ART IS BEAUTIFUL!! I seeth with jeously and weep from its beauty! I wish I knew fucking portion and colors and lines and hoe to make my art pretty!!

A MASTER! A MASTER!!! MISTRESS OF THE DIGITAL ART!!!!!!! MASTER MASTER OF DIGITAL ART!

I can't ever figure it out I'm just still learning layers and how to move things around- HOW DO YOU GET IT SO FUCKING PRETTY WHAAA *(weeps)*💖💗💖💗💖💗💖

Oh my goodness Michael... I don't have any words for how sweet this was. 🥺 You just made my whole night! 🩷

Im truly flattered that you enjoy my content when I sometimes find it hard to see the goodness in it- but the fact that you came into my askbox to tell me otherwise tugs my heart strings and make me melt. Thank you!!🩷🩷🩷

#I'm gonna go cry in the corner now 🥲 #cherry rambles #cherry answers #ask

[eohachu]

me @ tang lian

#. THERE IS GOOD IN THE WORLD #. who woulda thunk that a cdrama ending is gonna make me cry from JOY #. I'm — 🥲 #r watches #r watches the blood of youth

[torgawl]

old man yaoi (byron and havel) vs old man yaoi (barnabas and sleipnir)

#i'm reading everything we know of ultimania so far and i'm hollering at byron and havel 😂 #i love the insight we have on metia and the moon it makes me appreciate the ending even more :') #okay but how is barnabas 70 at the end????? BRO #he own everyone fighting him at 70???? #also him anabella and sleipnir have like REALLY good genes cause there isn't even a hint of a line in their faces agsjsh #i honestly thought vivianne was like... 40? #i am a bit shocked to understand she was in her 20s because but to be fair they gave her like white hair how am i supposed to know #also!!!!! gav is so young 🥲 he's a baby what #he does have such younger sibling energy i am gonna cry i love gav so much #final fantasy xvi

[eepybubble]

guys... guys there's only one episode left-

#i'm gonna cry #and they just finished recording #🥲 #toh #toh s3 #borf barks

[eternallyanxiousandstressed]

.

#rant #don't mind me #i forgot my earbuds at home today so now i'm stuck with all my thoughts at work #i sobbed at my desk for about an hour straight #the only reason i stopped was because it was break time and i didn't want him to see me crying. cause then he'll feel bad #i thought i was doing well. i didn't feel the pain. we were laughing and joking around #and then i sat down at that damn desk and everything came rushing to the front of my brain #and now i have to go back to my desk because break is ovwr #and i'm probably gonna cry again #yippee 🥲

[dirtytransmasc]

(mild vent)

when your autistic and someone gets mad at you for not doing a thing, because you've been paralyzed all day (and for the last month tbh) and yell at you, partially justifiably, because you were asked multiple times over the span of days to do it, but you couldn't get your brain to work, so while yelling isn't the best solution, you understand their anger, while doing the thing they wanted you to do, and not letting you do it or them, so now you feel stuck, because you can't move on without "making it up to them", so know your crying like a little kid in the bathroom, over something you know for a fact they aren't even mad about anymore, and would probably apologize for yelling at you for if they noticed you were still upset, but your brain is literally fixated on the event, and your to afraid to start a conversation, because you know you'll probably only make them mad again, cause as much as you love and trust the person involved, they aren't perfect, and are neurotypical and will only see your explanations as excuses.....

not me, no, not at all.

(I'm fine don't worry, just having a funky little moment where my brains trying to implode over a little more than nothing and I'm trying to logic it back into staying vaguely calm)

#the childhood trauma in me is currently shaking crying ripping their hair out sniffling unconsolably #its been almost an hour since this event happened #the logical and vaugly not traumatized part of my brain is attempting to deescalate my brain space and the breakdown im having #its not working #autism #so fun and quirky #im gonna lose my marbles #I love havjn disproportionate reactions to things #and trust me #im being nice to myself #but I can acknowledge when im acting irrationally and still be kind and understand my trauma responses/autistic behavior #I can say: #this is an accepted and ok reaction to an event I faced and how I perceived such event. getting overwhelmed and feeling big feelings is ok #and #you've been crying for the last hour over something that could have been fixed with a 5 minute conversation you're too scared to have #both are happening #they're cohabitating in my skull #still not doing too hot #lucky me 🥲 #I'm too tired to be autistic right now #my throat hurts from crying #I dont even really know why im crying anymore #so thats nice

[thetruemek]

I can't really help with your finances but think of these as an irl friend taking you out for coffee! I hope it cheers you up a bit

This is so sweet I actually teared up??? Thank you so much bestie I love you 😭💕💕💕💕

#mek garbles #omgggggg #nooo I'm gonna cry you're too sweet!! #i wish we could go have some coffee for real tho 🥲💕

[moregraceful]

You already know of my conviction that is dykewife Brady. They're so rugged and elegant bc of course they can multitask. And like Brady is really truly so intelligent and aware and people focused, yet I can definitely see their own journey and needs falling to the wayside because of that. Just imagine the moment where they put things together and feel like shit is finally making sense 🥺. She makes me emo and she's so dear to me. Also I have a theory Brady also needs glasses like Matthew ( he has these clear ones ppl that we've never actually seen him wear, just sort of tucked into his collar one time) and Keith. And I can just perfectly picture Brady in the lowlight of a hotel room on the road with reading glasses balanced on their nose reading a copy of stone butch blues with a terribly endearing focused nose scrunched sort of face. Also thinking about high femme trans lesbian Timmy as well bc I can. The trans laser stops for no man. Like Brady feeling so focused on Jim for some reason and being internally conflicted bc she's one of them and shouldn't be singled out (maybe even fretting about the nickname thing bc omg I don't want to upset herrrrr.) But like Timmy definitely figured it out ages ago and wants to let Brady put it together for themself. Then they just do the lovey dovey thing. Happy tdov!!!! I hope ppl give you money and treats and are very nice or I'll fight them! Mwah!

- 💖

💖 anon your mind!! I love it, no notes. Transfemme Brady is the reality I just live in honestly and your thoughts are perfect. High femme trans lesbian Timmy....

#my day is going great!! i saw my sister for the first time in two years!! #and she gave me a bunch of clothes from a menswear store in europe and she was like #you said none of your clothes fit and you don't have a sense of style :) so now i'm gonna help you :) #i was being burned for dressing like shit and being given an enormous gift all at once...nothin like having a little sister man #cage replies #💖 anon #THREE YEARS sorry i haven seen her since january 2020 #did i cry at the airport last night? no. but i did hug her for so long and so tight she started throwing elbows #siblings 🥲