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anabanana-romanova · 10 months
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🎶✨️when you get this, put 5 songs you actually listen to, then publish. Send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨️
Dang only 5?
Ok
Clair de Lune by Claude Debussy- I am absolutely in love with this song and it's a problem. I've started trying to learn it on piano and let me tell you it is HARD but so pretty and worth it. I generally listen to this one at night when I'm getting ready for bed or when it's wet and cold. There's also and orchestra arrangement of it by Guy Farley from Silver Skates (2020) that I also love which gives it a romantic spin and holy heck it is heaven
I Wish I Had a Hundred Years by Fernando Velázquez (from the movie A Monster Calls) - I genuinely can't remember how I found this piece but it's absolutely gorgeous. It's melancholic yet hopeful yet bittersweet and it's everything mixed into one. I love it so much. It's very calming and orchestral and it makes me feel things. I often use it when writing my book cause that's the vibe of my book
Muuskia by Pärt Uusburg- I'm doing this one with my choir at school but it is the most amazing piece of choral music. If you Google the translation it's even better and UGH ITS SO GOOOOOOOOOD the Baltic in me adores this (it adores Anoj Pusèj Dunojèlio better because it's Lithuanian. I cried when I listened to it in my aunt's traditional Lithuanian dress and felt a heartbreaking longing for home)
Beginning of the End Movement by The Newton Brothers (from the Haunting of Bly Manor)- again, I have never seen this movie but this piece is so beautifully sad and I use it a lot when I'm writing too because it's a quiet, longing sadness not an angry violent one that makes you sob
Turnadot/ Act 3: "Nessun Dorma" by Giacomo Puccini and the BBC Concert Orchestra- this is actually an orchestral arrangement of one of the most epic opera pieces ever and hooooooooooly it's so good. I love this one more that the opera because I love hearing all the different parts of the orchestra. It's so epic and dramatic and it genuinely sounds like something out of a movie. So good honestly. The end with the timpani- *chefs kiss*
HONOURABLE MENTIONS:
The Blue Danube Waltz- Strauss
A World to the Wise- Giacchino
North and South Title Theme- L'Orchestra Numerique
The English Affair- Howard Harper- Barnes
The Thief- Howard Shore (from Hugo)
Because I'm too lazy to copy and send I'm tagging (no pressure you don't have to):
@kaslynspeaks @gracemeadow @falloutchemicalday @laneynoir @lorrow2 @tintinology @speckleddandelionicecream-blog
And anyone else who wishes to
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persephoneflouwers · 1 year
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Angels fly, BUT ALL THE LINES ARE PSYCHOLOGICAL/PHILOSOPHICAL APPROACHES
If every star is an eye in the sky, You'll see angels fly
This curious post was born because the first time I listened to this song I remembered the anecdote a certain Plato tells in his books: Tales the philosopher used to fall on the ground because he spent so much time looking at the sky and studying it instead of watching where he was going. This was the beginning of the proverbial “having the head in the clouds” and worked to stereotype philosophers as the distracted clumsy always in their own world kinda people. It was only later at night that this super-weird post was written. I had fun ngl!
Nothing really matters, nothing really hurts
Moderate existential Nihilism, according to which life is without intrinsic value, meaning, or purpose. Kinda surprising coming from Louis (!!!) but that should say a lot about the album from the title straight to the last note of the last song. Ah! Louis, Louis.
We can't talk about it, It'll only make it worse. There's a time for saying who did what, Where it went wrong
Critique of practical reason: now you can believe it or not but the closure to this book is literally “two things fill my mind with ever increasing wonder and awe: the starry heaven above me and the moral law within me.” And only that is a reason to gasp! The mention of sky and stars AND what’s right and wrong in the same sentence? Wild! Anyway it’s a lot, but it’s quite fun to find these references. I guess Kant would be at least intrigued by the line “there’s time for saying where it we t wrong”… both the concept of time (read below) and the inevitability of making mistakes in humans agenda make this verse a splendid gem in my eyes.
I wanna hear all that, but right now All I need you to know is You'll be okay, we can talk tomorrow + One single word, it could wait till the morning
Apology of emotional procrastination: this is what I just made up because I own procrastination as a lifestyle. In a way, he’s trying to prioritise the moments and even though talking is actually a good way to learn and grow, it is also something he can postpone.
I'm on my way with some time to borrow + I'll knock on your door, it'll save me from calling
Authenticity of time: I could genuinely write en entire essay on the concept of Time in Louis’ songwriting and in Philosophy. They all wondered what time is, how we perceive it, what we can do with it. I could give you just a few names (Aristoteles, Eistein, Hegel, Nietzsche), but my favourite one will be Bergson. He talked about the interior time, non-dividable and non-ripeatable, stocked in our conscience, in which the various moments interpenetrate each other without interruption.
Look at the horizon, Just to make you feel small?
Subversion of metaphysical solipsism: big words, strong words even. But he’s basically saying the world is bigger than me (lol) and you’re not in this alone. You don’t exist on your own. It’s cool, but also sort of an impasse bc yeah world has bigger problems, but that doesn’t mean you can’t struggle for your own shit yk?
Put the pain in my heart till now, You don't need anymore
A simple Epicurean philosophy 🎶: aponia!! and ataraxia!! We going deep lol You don’t need the pain duh put it away now. He’s so cute tho to store the pain in his heart and make it easier for the other person, but it’s an interesting take as obvious as it sounds. You can’t the pain along with you if you want to heal. Easier to say than to be done.
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allamericanb-tch · 6 days
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crimson rivers thoughts (16)
@tastetherainbow290 this was genuinely terrifying to read
chapter 38
REGINALD 😭 marlene you menace
pocket sized sirius i love marlene
marlene telling james about dorcas 
mcgonagall is tatted i love that for her
huey just trying to be nice and then regulus just being regulus 😧
"Poor Huey is having a really bad night," 😭😭
"Yes. I recognize it, because I, too, have had intentions to get in your pants.” oh james
“shiny topics” is james a niffler 
jegulus
STOP TALKING ABOUT SWAPPING SPIT mono is making me bitter about this
🎶ooooooh shut up and dance with me🎶
barty mention
voldy 😧
dorcas pov <3
dumbledore mention booo
i’m scared for when the war starts
dorcas trying to keep marlene safe
🎶i almost doooooo🎶
“Yeah, but it's not like I want you any less when I'm sober." ahhhhhhh
oh no they’re fighting now
“Dorcas wants to give her the world. Dorcas can only give her nothing.” ok just break my heart then 
oh no what did voldy do
rip walburger and onion black
chapter 39
wow were just really jumping in here aren’t we
barty
“he wasn't even heartbroken the first time he stepped up and saw the flower from the previous day right where he'd left it” the first time… does this imply there are many flowers left
vanity 💔
cream cheese bagel this is so gardenofrunar coded (not tagging bc you haven’t read this far yet but if you do catch up and read this HI TWIN how does it feel being the cream cheese bagel moot)
sirius is so dramatic i love him
“"It's not a date," James and Regulus announce at the same time.” sureee it’s not
“Writing more sad boy poetry, no doubt,” 😭
james is down bad (crying at the gym everything’s coming up teenage petulance)
effie ❤️‍🩹
oh no the quarter memorial is the quarter quell 😧
don’t make them go back in the arena please 
“the door won't just magically open for him” (mere moments later) “The door proceeds to magically open”
james losing it when he finds out regulus is here 
everyone offering to make regulus a plate and every time he’s like “no i ate but thank you”
regulus being horny 💀
“Regulus can swim now”
they’re hugging ❤️‍🩹
wait did dumbledore kill grindelwald
oh no not catching fire
this is going to be devastating isn’t it
i knew it was coming and yet i was still surprised
chapter 40
“On Regulus' twenty-sixth birthday, James shows up at his door not with a flower, but with a hat.” eeeeee (don’t lure me into a false sense of security)
and now it’s sad
oh they’re kissing
baby
“on my fifteenth birthday, I wished on the sunrise that you would kiss me” no but james starting liking regulus when he was 15 ?!
hanky panky
"You'll always be my Reg” ❤️‍🩹
“Safe sex is important to Barty” you’re a real one, barty.
james keeping sirius updated on him and regulus 😭
BROTHER FUCKER 😭 sirius is a menace and james eats it up
we’re getting the rules for volunteering 
im so scared right now
REGULUS 
sirius volunteering 💔
REGULUS VOLUNTEERING?!
baby
i’m going to cry there are tears in my eyes right now
the mayor is aberforth?!
effie no ☹️ zar don’t do this to me please
“Sirius stands there in the arms of the parents he's only ever truly known, and he weeps.”
🎶this is the last time i’m asking you this🎶
sirius calling effie mum ❤️‍🩹
andromeda <3
dora ☹️
“they’re ruined too” 💔
regulus and sirius are liars but i guess that just comes with being a black
no this is so sad things were just getting good for them
zar why would you write this
“james "sit down" potter and regulus "im sat" black” i love the end notes but this does NOT make up for what you did
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dakotakazansky · 3 months
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🎶let spotify predict your 2024!🎶
shuffle your on repeat playlist and the first twelve songs represent your 2024
Thank you @startrekfangirl2233 for the tag, this was really fun.
January: Villain-K/DA, Madison Beer, Kim Petras, League of Legends
Straight up villain, straight up villain Yeah, no feeling, yeah, no feeling I'm alive, but I'm dead Hear my voice up in your head Watch it fill you full of dread 'Til you go pow
February: Electric Touch(Taylor’s Version)- Taylor Swift ft. F.O.B.
I’ve got my money on things going badly, Got a history of stories ending sadly, Still hoping that the fire won’t burn me, Just one time, just one time All I know is this could either break my heart or bring it back to life
March: I Did Something Bad-Taylor Swift
I can feel the flames on my skin Crimson red paint on my lips If a man talks shit, then I owe him nothing I don't regret it one bit, 'cause he had it coming They say I did something bad Then why's it feel so good? They say I did something bad But why's it feel so good? Most fun I ever had And I'd do it over and over and over again if I could It just felt so good, good
April: Little Girl Gone- CHINCHILLA
Wow You're so fuckin' stupid Been a while since my head was this polluted Lucky I know my own worth … Little girl gone, got a gun from a gangster Run little girl, run little girl, bang, ha Say that again, I didn't quite hear ya Messed with the wrong bitch in the wrong era I been at work and I got my badge of honour Honey, I've changed so much since I last saw you
May: Last Night-Morgan Wallen
No way it was the last night that we break up I see your tail lights in the dust You call your momma, I call your bluff In the middle of the night, pull it right back up Yeah, my, my friends say, "Let her go" Your friends say, "What the hell?" I wouldn't trade your kind of love for nothin' else
June: Heartless-The Weeknd
'Cause I'm heartless And I'm back to my ways 'cause I'm heartless All this money and this pain got me heartless Low life for life 'cause I'm heartless Said I'm heartless Tryna be a better man but I'm heartless Never be a wedding plan for the heartless Low life for life 'cause I'm heartless (heartless)
July: Monsters-All Time Low ft. Demi Lovato and blackbear
Thinking about you, you're in my head Even without you, I still feel dead Why do I run back to you, like I don't mind if you fuck up my life? Dead, thinking about you, you're in my head Even without you, I still feel dead Why do I run back to you, like I don't mind if you fuck up my life?
August: My Type(Little Attitude)-Bryce Savage
And she's an earth sign, she likes wine Got me grounded like it's worth time, so fine She likes sippin' 'til the sunrise, all night She likes energy and sunlight and good times, uh And she dress in all black, she likes that I have an arm covered in all tats, we drive fast Listen to the songs from our past on full blast Never looking back, she likes that, oh, she likes that
September: Main Attraction-Jeremy Renner
Roaming through the city like the track of time The freedom is mine Riding the lines You know how I like it, yeah Pedal to the medal, I'm your soldier We can take it for miles And let it all wild Just how I like it
October: Hate Me-Ellie Goulding, Juice WRLD
Hate me, hate me, tell me how you hate me Tell me how I'm trash and you could easily replace me Tell me that I'm strung out, wasted on the daily Prolly 'cause there's no one around me numbin' all my pain Prolly 'cause there's no umbrella to shield me from all the rain Probably because you're the one playin' the mind games You hate me because I don't let you play no mind games They give me migraines and damage my brain Date me, break me, easily replace me Hopefully you see it clear, hopefully it's HD Bet you wonder why the last few months I've been spacey In your head, I sing
November: @ my worst- blackbear
Don't try to call, do not disturb, I do not want to speak This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies I'm just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories I'm not ready for you to forget me
December: Villain Era-Bryce Savage
She's in her villain era, chapstick on with dark mascara You better send a prayer up, hoping that she'll maybe spare ya She's in her villain era, chapstick on with dark mascara You better send a prayer up, hoping that she'll maybe spare ya (Spare ya)
Well Spotify really said we gonna be in the villain era.
No Pressure Tags: @desert-fern, @horseshoegirl, @thedroneranger, @roosterforme, @sarahsmi13s, @teacupsandtopgun, @cherrycola27
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startrekfangirl2233 · 3 months
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🎶let spotify predict your 2024!🎶
shuffle your on repeat playlist and the first twelve songs represent your 2024
Thanks for the tag @sailor-aviator!
January: INDUSTRY BABY (feat. Jack Harlow) by Lil Nas X & Jack Harlow
I told you long ago on the road I got what they waiting for (I got what they're waiting for) I don't run from nothing, dog Get your soldiers, tell 'em I ain't layin' low (Bitch, I ain't runnin' from nowhere)
February: Good Girls by CHVRCHES
Good girls don't cry And good girls don't lie And good girls justify, but I don't Good girls don't die And good girls stay alive And good girls satisfy, but I won't
March: Firebird by Galantis
Under the stars awaken to the sound of a firebird Under the sky, half-naked, oooh oh oh oh Under the stars awaken to the sound of a firebird
April: Set Me Free Pt.2 by Jimin
This one is in Korean so I'm going to use the translated lyrics
Look at me now (Me now) I won't hide anymore, even if it hurts Going insane to stay sane Raise your hands for the past me Now, set me free-e-e
May: Charlie Be Quiet! by Charlie Puth
I'm not making the same mistake Won't be putting my heart on display I'll just water my feelings down I'm not going out looking dumb Telling all my friends how you're the one
June: Somebody by Dagny
Don’t remember the words I know how I felt Is this trouble again? I never felt like this with somebody I never thought I'd feel like I do I never felt this close with somebody Somebody, somebody but you
July: Memory by Kane Brown & blackbear
I wanna live life fast, I don't know how to slow down I wanna get high, I don't know how to come down Help me now, I'm runnin' on empty And I don't wanna be a memory
August: AMYGDALA by Agust-D
This one is also in Korean so I'm using the translated lyrics
I don't know your name, your name, your name Travelling to memories I don't know your name, your name, your name Come on, let's erase them one by one, yes, one by one
September: My Universe by Coldplay & BTS
This one is also in Korean so I'm using the translated lyrics
I fly to you every night (Fly) Forgetting that it's just a dream I meet you with a smile (Meet) Never ending forever, baby
October: STAY by The Kid LAROI & Justin Bieber
I do the same thing I told you that I never would I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could I know that I can't find nobody else as good as you I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey
November: MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT by Elle Duhé
In the middle of the night In the middle of the night Just call my name I'm yours to tame
December: Wanted - String Mix by OneRepublic
Yeah, I just want to be wanted, oh I could use a little love sometimes I just need to be needed, oh Like to know I'm crossin' someone's mind
This is giving a weird mix of looking for love and finding the freedom to be myself.
No pressure tags: @desert-fern @horseshoegirl @dakotakazansky @sarahsmi13s @teacupsandtopgun @roosterforme @thedroneranger @cherrycola27 @callsignspark @mak-32 @beyondthesefourwalls @roosterbruiser
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thatwouldbee-enough · 4 months
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😅🎢🎶🛠⛔🌞❌💲🧐🎃🦅👀🤗💞🤲😬⌛ anyfandom!
Ahhhh thank you so much for this! Sorry it took a while there were so many to answer <3
😅 What's a story or scene you've created that you're a smidge embarrassed exists?
Anything from the very very early days of my AO3 account lol. They weren't bad but there's definitely so many things when I go back and read them where I would write things a lot differently now
🎢 Which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?
Oh man. Interpreting wildest ride in two different ways here.
1 (craziest/most disturbing): Let Me Crawl Up Into Your Mind
2 (wild ride plot-wise): Fate and the Fall
🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?
Yes!!! Some songs from recent writing playlists:
this is me trying by Taylor Swift
The Cause by Tommy Lefroy
Paul Revere by Noah Kahan
reckless driving by Lizzy McAlpine
Letter to an Old Poet by boygenius
Partners in Crime by FINNEAS
tolerate it by Taylor Swift
Colorado by Renee Rapp
You Could Start a Cult by Niall Horan w/Lizzy McAlpine
⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?
So many 😬
🌞 Do you have a preferred time of day to write?
Honestly either early in the morning right after I wake up or middle of the night lmao. Middle of the night has given me some of my best writing for real but at what cost
❌ What's a trope you will never write?
I don't like to say never on any tropes because I think with the right idea any trope can be done well. Some things that I tend to stay away from are heavy mental health fix it style stories because 1) I don't feel qualified enough to write that well and 2) I don't find them super interesting usually. Exploring darker storylines is always more fun for me, or mayyyybe the occasional fluffy romance lol
💲 Would you ever open commissions?
For fanfiction based on someone else's intellectual property, no, because there are legal issues there. For writing in general maybe, but I don't see a huge market for that
🧐 Do you spend much time researching for your stories?
Way too much time
🎃 Do you write fics for certain holidays? Which is your favorite holiday inspired fic?
Occasionally! Maybe Sleigh Bells Ring for a favorite. Most of the holiday pieces I've written have been very fluffy lol
🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?
It's a mix. Usually seat of my pants, but if I have a lot of details worked out in my brain already then I'll outline
👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!
I have a TBOSAS piece that I'm working on where Coriolanus's punishment after cheating in the Games is to be sold as a sex worker (similar to how Finnick was in THG series) rather than being forced to enlist with the peacekeepers and he ends up with Strabo Plinth as a client.......
🤗 What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?
I cannot recommend enough just... doing it. Everyone worries so much about it not being good enough, but just like every other skill, you'll never get better without practice and just doing the damn thing over and over again.
Also read a lot. Read fanfic and actual books. You pick up a lot of things as a writer when you're reading other people's work. Sometimes you'll see certain ways of writing dialogue or inner monologues that you love and want to incorporate into your own writing. Sometimes you'll see things that pull you out of the story or don't flow well, and you'll learn that it's something you don't want to include in your writing. All of it is useful.
And MOST importantly, please please please learn how to properly format your dialogue 😭 (this is just a pet peeve of mine, but SO MANY fics don't have proper dialogue formatting)
ex: "This is the correct way to format a spoken sentence," she said sternly. "When you write a spoken sentence followed by a dialogue tag, the dialogue tag is PART of the sentence, so you should end the 'spoken sentence' with a comma, and then add the dialogue tag (starting with a lower case letter if it's not a proper noun), and then the sentence ends."
"This is correct too!" she exclaimed.
"This is also correct," she explained, "because the dialogue sentence hasn't ended, it was just interrupted. When dialogue is interrupted, but the sentence hasn't ended, the dialogue tag is surrounded by commas, indicating a whole, ongoing sentence."
INCORRECT EXAMPLES:
"This is not the correct way to format a spoken sentence." She said, crying a little bit on the inside.
"Neither is this!" She exclaimed.
"And neither is this." she sighed, rubbing at her temples as intentionally writing dialogue incorrectly began to trigger a headache.
💞 Who's your comfort character?
For Hamilton/Amrev, it's probably Hamilton. Sorry, basic bitch answer.
For TBOSAS it's Sejanus <3
🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?
A snippet from the TBOSAS AU with Coriolanus and Strabo Plinth that I mentioned above 🙈
But fighting? Fleeing? He thought back to the arena. The way his heart had pounded as he smashed at Bobbin until he laid unmoving on the ground.  He refused to let that sort of response control him again. He was better than base instincts. Especially here. This wasn’t life or death. All he had to do was play things smart, and he would come out on top again eventually.  And then everyone who ever tried to make him feel small would pay. 
😬 Which of your fics would you be most horrified for friends, family, or coworkers to stumble upon?
Literally any of the smut lmfao.
But specifically the Henry Laurens/Alexander Hamilton fucked up intern AU, Let Me Crawl Up Into Your Mind, and A Royal Affair are probably all up there for top contenders
⌛ How long does it take you to write a fic, or a chapter?
Highly dependent on a lot of different variables (what I'm writing/whether it requires research/what else is going on in my life/level of motivation and focus/etc). Anywhere from a couple of hours to a month lmao
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chaosbled · 1 year
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@nonhumen said: 🎶 (pick ur top five songs for them good luck)
CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!
Verse 1 { Boss!Chuuya & ADA!Dazai }
Remember When ( Push Rewind ) — Chris Wallace
I'm sitting with an empty glass, & a broken heart Thinking to myself 'What have I done?' 'Cause as my future got bright, We started losing light & I couldn't see that you were the one
So can we push-push-push, rewind? Go, go, back in time? When we were kids sneakin' bottles of wine Take, take, take me back I wanna go back, back to what we had
Do you remember when we started this mess? My heart was beating out of my chest Remember when we stole your dad's car? I never thought we'd take it that far Oh, we were flying so high, yeah Partners in crime, so why we'd ever say goodbye?
2. Heatwaves — Glass Animals ( Feat. Iann Dior )
Usually I put something on TV, So we never think about you & me But today I see our reflections clearly In Hollywood, laying on the screen You just need a better life than this You need something I can never give Fake water all across the road It's gone now, the night has come
I've been thinking 'bout what life could be Imagine there was only you & me Woke up from the longest dream Baby, now you got me on my knees I've been waiting on you just to get my hopes up But we can never make it there, I can't help but feeling scared What's it gonna take for you to finally show up? Water in my eyes make it hard to see 'cause
Sometimes all I think about is you Late nights in the middle of June Heatwaves been faking me out Can't make you happier now
3. How Do You Love Someone? — Ashley Tisdale
Momma never told me how to love Daddy never told me how to feel Momma never told me how to touch Daddy never showed me how to heal Momma never set a good example Daddy never held Momma's hand Momma found everything too hard to handle Daddy never stood up like a man
It's hard to talk, to see what's deep inside It's hard to tell the truth, when you've always lied I've walked around broken, Emotionally frozen Getting it on, getting it wrong How do you love someone Without getting hurt? How do you love someone Without crawling through the dirt?
4. Shut Up & Kiss Me — Orianthi
You're too loud, I'm so hyper On paper we're a disaster & I'm driving you crazy It's my little game I push you & you push back Two opposites so alike that Everday's a rollercoaster I'm a bump you never get over
This love, hate, relationship You say you can't handle it But there's no way to stop this now So shut up & kiss me Kick, kick, scream, scream Call it quits But you're just so full of it 'Cause it's too late to close your mouth So shut up & kiss me
5. Gravity — Against The Current
Do you remember feeling invincible? When there was trouble, It was us against the world We kept running, running through the night Chasing the sun 'til anything felt right Can you save me now? I get lost up in the clouds Can you save me now? You were my gravity Now my world is shattering
You left me out there With no one but myself In an open field for the lightning to strike me down I was the moon, you were the sun I can't seem to shine now that you're gone Now I'm out of orbit Because you left without warning Are you somewhere better now?
When you went away, thought it'd never be the same Would the nightmare ever end? If I could do it again I wouldn't change a thing 'Cause it's made me who I am & now I'm shattering
Verse 2 { Boss!Dazai X Bodyguard!Chuuya }
Safe & Sound — Taylor Swift, The Civil Wars
I remember tears streaming down your face When I said 'I'll never let you go' When all those shadows almost killed your light I remember you said 'don't leave me here alone' But all that's dead & gone & passed tonight
Don't you dare look out your window, darling Everything's on fire The war outside our door keeps raging on Hold onto this lullaby even when the music's gone
Just close your eyes The sun is going down You'll be alright No one can hurt you now Come morning light You & I'll be safe & sound
2. Sorry About Your Parents — Icon For Hire
I'm sorry about your parents, they sound like bad people Your daddy sounds like a jerk I guess your mama didn't know the gift she got when she got you I'm sorry about your life, you had it pretty rough Bending over backwards, never good enough You poor thing, it must suck to be you & I know it's not your fault, it never is, is it?
Mm, I get it, give me a little credit I remember when I was that pathetic Wear my scars on my sleeve, for all the world to see Like look what they did to me quick, lay on the sympathy thick You probably have the right to feel how you do You were mistreated & cheated out of the childhood you needed & now you'll never succeed if you're so convinced you're defeated If you're obsessed with your yesterday then you're destined to repeat it
I-I know what it's like staying up all night nursing wounds It takes more than I have, Pick fights with the past, I always lose Oh, don't you know? That's no way to live
3. Arms — Christina Perri
I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart But you came around & you knocked me off the ground from the start How many times will let you me Change my mind & turn around? I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown I hope that you see right through my walls I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
The world is coming down on me & I can't find a reason to be loved I never wanna leave you But I can't make you bleed if I'm alone I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth & I've never opened up I've never truly loved 'till you put your arms around me & I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
I hope that you see right through my walls I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling I'll never let a love get so close You put your arms around me and I'm home
4. If My Heart Was A House — Owl City
You're the sky that I fell through & I remember the view whenever I'm holding you The sun hung from a string Looking down on the world as it warms over everything Chills run down my spine As our fingers entwine & your sighs harmonize with mine Unmistakably, I can still feel your heart Beat fast when you dance with me
We got older, & I should've known ( Do you feel alive? ) That I feel colder when I walk alone ( Oh, but you'll survive ) So I may as well ditch my dismay Circle me & the needle moves gracefully Back & forth If my heart was a compass, you'd be north Risk it all 'cause I'll catch you if you fall wherever you go If my heart was a house, you'd be home
5. You & Me — James TW
I didn't mean to hurt you So why'd I let you walk out the door? You say that you don't know me You don't know who I am anymore But if you knew the truth, then Then you wouldn't feel insecure 'Cause if I didn't have you I wouldn't have nothing at all
I wish you could see yourself through my eyes I always forget that you can't read my mind I know one day we'll look back Stories on the tip of our tongues A library full of pages Remembering when we fell in love All of the broken hearts & the stupid mistakes Have got us to where we are, it was worth all the pain Yeah, we'll look back We'll look back & laugh
As long as I got you & me Moving through this world as a two man team I'll always have everything I need You don't even realize what you mean No one could fall for you quite like me No one could get me so perfectly You don't even realise Oh oh oh You're all that I need
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thatdoodlebug · 1 year
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Aaaall the Fanfic Writer Emoji Asks!! 😈😈 (Or if that's too many, every other one 😉)
✍ Do you have a beta reader? nope.
🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.
redemption, definitely. not always clear cut, but muddying the lines between hero and villain. I am a sucker for it.
🎢 Which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?
my beauty and the beast au fic. i never expected it to get the love it did, and it was definitely a story i put more time/love into than i thought i ever could, especially for such a random idea.
✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉
i guess my strongest point is finding the 'voice' in the characters I write? At least that's the compliment I get given the most; that people can imagine them saying these things. Which is what I strive for when keeping the characters...ic.
💋 First kiss fics. Love em or hate em?
I love 'first anything' fics. The emotions, mistakes, nerves...all that kind of stuff. it's fun to write (and relateable lol).
🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?
often yes! i create playlists to inspire a 'mood' in scenes I'm writing for example. i don't really have any looped songs right now.
🛠What tools/programs/apps do you use to write?
google docs.
⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?
so many. oh so many. i couldn't even tell you what.
🙋‍♀️ Do any irl people know you write fanfic?
yeah
🍦 What’s the sweetest fic you’ve created so far?
uh..im not sure. readers would have to tell me that.
🍷 Do you drink and write?
no
🍆 Do you write the spicy stuffs? If so, what’s your most popular nsfw fic?
i write some spicy, but it's often relegated to oneshots. Don't know what my most popular nsfw fic is.
🌞 Do you have a preferred time of day to write?
i seem to write best really late at night, or really early in the morning.
💖 What made you start writing?
wanting to continue exploring fictional characters I enjoyed and adding depth to them.
💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?
i love it, complimentary or kindly critical. <3
❌ What’s a trope you will never write?
hmm I really don't know.
💲 Would you ever open commissions?
no. its hard to motivate myself to write for the joy of it sometimes, so its difficult to force yourself to write for others even with money in mind. I think your heart needs to be in the writing a lot of the time, so writing for money based needs is not personally my way to go.
🧐 Do you spend much time researching for your stories?
not really...i fluke so many things.
🏆 What’s your most popular fic?
Forest of Beasts, Titanic fics and this Walking Dead fic
🎃 Do you write fics for certain holidays? Which is your favorite holiday inspired fic?
I enjoy writing christmas themed fics.
��� Have any of your readers accurately guessed major plot points? Care to share which?
i don't think so. i tend to have a lot of people 'hoping' the way a story will go, but they don't seem to guess how it will get to that point.
🎨 How do you feel about fan art of your stories?
I LOVE IT SO MUCH.
📈 How many fics do you have?
published...about 30? unpublished...hundreds xD
🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?
if its a chaptered fic i will try to have an outline, or at least an ending in mind, so i have something to work toward. it keeps me motivated.
👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!
nothing as of yet.
🤗 What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?
just write. it doesn't matter how shit it is, honestly. as everyone says, you have to keep writing to get better.
💞 Who’s your comfort character?
currently rick grimes.
🧠 Pick a character, and I’ll tell you my favorite headcanon for them.
what about Merle Dixon?
🤩 Who is your favorite character to write?
overall, and since its the fandom im currently in, i think i should say Rick Grimes. he is interesting in how he develops in canon, and expanding on that is fun.
🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?
n/a
😬 Which of your fics would you be most horrified for friends, family, or coworkers to stumble upon?
any of my spicy ones. aren't we all a bit touchy about the erotic stuff hah
🎉 What leads you to consider a fic a success?
when its complete, honestly lol.
✅ What’s something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don’t mean to?
antagonistic characters/rivals learning to understand each others pov, for whatever reason.
📚 Would you ever want to turn writing into a career?
i would, i just don't have the constant drive. I envy anyone who can just keep writing and not reach the dreaded block.
⌛ How long does it take you to write a fic, or a chapter?
if im really into it, ive drafted up a chapter within the day, and then edit/proofread with fresh eyes the day after.
🤯 What’s a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?
action can get a bit gnarly for me.
💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?
uh i don't know. i guess i did get emotional toward the end, writing my beauty and the beast au. not sure it broke my heart though...
💥 How do you feel about criticism?
i will take it if its constructive and not someone being a troll.
🤭 Do you have a favorite tag to use when posting your works?
uhhh maybe 'accidental ship'
🥰 How do you feel about reader interaction? Are you open to receiving questions about your fics?
i love them. ive made some of my best online friends though reader interaction. and its absolute flattery to have anyone wish to talk about my fics at all. <3
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gretagerwigsmuse · 2 years
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✨🎶⛔️🙋‍♀️🍦🎨💞🤩
okay first thank you for sending these (i never actually get responses when i do them so much appreciated), ANYWAY we're gonna cover a lot of ground here so....
✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉
oh god i hate giving myself compliments, but i'd have to say that i think i do a really good job with the little details? like i've been extensively researching where the banquet/party in the follow up to "even when we're wrong in every way..." is going to take place, to where the reader lives (also there are no dry bars in san diego??? a hate crime?? so now i have to think of an alternative)? and all this stuff that seems so fucking small and inconsequential in the long run, but actually makes it so much more enjoyable for me? i also think i write really natural dialogue, which stems from me reading the dialogue out loud like twenty times (and occasionally even 'blocking' out the scene, which sounds so fucking lame). also 'hates giving compliments' yet writes a fucking novel for this one my ass?
🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?
i'm almost always listening to music because i can't be alone with my thoughts and am one of those people with over 100k listening hours every year on my spotify wrapped. i've been writing a lot of the sequel to "even when we're wrong in every way..." and have made a playlist! pls follow my spotify, i'm shameless at making hyper-specific playlists for every possible feeling i have. and if i ever make a playlist about something, you know i'm all in
⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?
this made me laugh way too fucking hard - YES i literally have like 100k+ words of fics i've scrapped. most of them are just me running out of inspo or me not being super into the fandom anymore
🙋‍♀️ Do any irl people know you write fanfic?
HA no this is hilarious because i literally tell everyone now and all my friends who are so much fucking cooler than me and know absolutely nothing about fandoms etc. LOVE it??? they call them stories tho, not fics which makes me sound so much more legit?? and last night i finally got them all the read "and even when we're wrong in every way..." and the gc was going through it...😉
🍦 What's the sweetest fic you've created so far?
ironically, i feel like my sweetest fic is also my saddest? it's dual pov and shows both of the characters over the course of the school year following their breakup at the end of a summer romance on the cape (total au, my fave). and just how one of them, cassandra, processes her feelings of inadequacy and being the ultimate 'mirrorball' girl, while the other, harry, works through all the trauma and grief associated with his dad passing away that fall and his subsequent slip into addiction and recovery, making him THE ultimate 'this is me trying' boy. and they finally finally work their way back to each other and are all the stronger for it? it's also my most personal work, i def cried through writing at least three of the chapters - don't get me started on the therapy chapter...😭
🎨 How do you feel about fan art of your stories?
so i've never had anyone make fan art, BUT one of my absolute BESTIES on twitter made an actual EDIT for one of my fics??? like it's unfucking real, i think about it FREQUENTLY
💞 Who's your comfort character?
oh god so this VARIES but i've consistently adored the version of harry bingham i've created in my fics and if you've ever watched the society you're probably like 'jordan he's the literal worst' AND YET i've fixed him and trust fund coke boy brown haired men with daddy issues are my kryptonite. i also go absolutely feral for kendall roy and now bradley bradshaw (i would love to write a fic of him going through therapy and processing his trauma one day)
🤩 Who is your favorite character to write?
similar to the above, i have to go with harry. i cannot express the hold that writing and exploring his character has on me? i think it stems with them absolutely dropping the ball with his character on the society and also with me identifying with some parts of his character? ALSO now i'm super attached to my smart aleck reader (as sol and i are dubbing her) from "even when we're wrong in every way..." like the sequel/follow up shows such a different side to both her and bradley and how they're working through their relationship six months later. i think one of the things i like most about her (and him to a larger extent) is that i have to show that she doesn't agree with - and even like - this rather large part of his identity and yet they still love each other and are absolutely crazy for each other?? it's been a really fun exercise. plus the smut is fun
THANK YOU FOR SENDING THIS
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mtnkat3 · 1 year
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Dontcha know?
I love & adore you .
Even when...
Things are f*cked up because of trials & tests. When I am outta the loop & not understanding.. When I think I'm doing things right.. but I upset you..? I never want that btw! It rips my soul to pieces when you .. are upset with me! Just like I sssssooooo wanna talk to you .. look into your eyes.. know how your soul is feeling. I wanna whisper your cherished name.. just as badly.. I wanna hear & see you say.. all the things you called me.. maybe even new ones. But. I will not give that.. to the world. You're my Bears..Angels I won't give more.. but dang it all! I need you! To hold your precious face in my hands & make sure you see.. me. You've always had a power.. a connection.. a sway with me... I don't know if I was right.. about my fantasies.. but something tells me.. & I'm praying on this. To make sure it's of God, & not the adversary tricks. Something.. more... oh pray to God so! It would explain everything! My life, dreams, goals.. everything.. whimpering softly.. everything.
So.. am I happy with you ..? I am beyond the moon & stars to know that you exist! And that God Created you! & He Created me to walk beside you! I am ecstatic that I feel we are so close to being .. together. Physically. No more separation. No more world tearing us apart. Circumstances.
No more flipping what ifs! That & why.. argh! I just.. long for you .. to growl.. &...
I love & adore you .
Dontcha know...
It's why.. I work.. I listen.. I await. It's why I have endured. Life. The years .. & all the struggles. Why I endure the humiliation. Exposure. Vulnerability. Of opening my soul & laying it bare. Like this. I wanna write you love letters .. not this. Not here. I wanna write you .. texts.. post its.. send you voice recordings.. short lil videos during the day.. even the boring crap, not just the frightening crap, or the great stuff. I wanna hear you smile. To know your soul is happy. I wanna see... your soul in your eyes.. free of burden.. of the past.. of feeling the memories.. of knowing now.. I'm there. Your eyes are lightened..
I am walking the bridge. And I am the bridge. I think I was too drowsy writing that last night. Glad almost thru the turkey! But you know.. God knows.. & of this.. I am becoming.. more.. certain.
I just am terrified of messing up & hurting you .
I just.. it makes me wobbly.. my chest ache.. my body trying to cry.. my soul's screaming... I need to get this right. For you . For us. For me. For God. I need to get my life right! So I won't give up! My Bears .. Angels .. ... come, fall into me.. 🎶 You do know.. right? Only God could stop me lovin you .. 🎶 I don't think He wants that either though. He wouldn't be giving me glimpses.. the little by little. The showing my soul so I hold you close & feel your love surround me. Fill me. A power chord.
I love & adore you .
Dontcha know.....?
~True love never dies & true love always waits.~
Your listening carefully closely quietly daughter.
Your complex quirky warrior queen daughter.
~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. ✝️🌺🐾🐯
☔😯😖🙊⚓🙏🙇‍♀️
🌂🔗⛓🧰📋🗓⚙⚒🛠🏗🧱🔐🏰⚔⚖🗽🦅🕊
🥧🍁🧣🥾🍋🥤🥨🥓🍳🥮🍯🍼☕🍫🍎🍑🍒
🐯🐾🐐🦉🐢🐛🦋🌱🌺🌹🌻🌷🌳🧶🧵
⌚💡⚡🌠🌟🚀🗝🔱⚜💝🐻🦌🧩♠️♾🎯🌎🧭🕯🎶💋
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katesharmasheart · 3 years
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Vrijdag 10 mei 2019
Z: Ridiculous.
S: No, I’m being serious. Look at me, say you don’t want anything to do with me, and I’m gone.
Z: I don’t want anything to do with you, Senne.
Z: Fuck. Senne. Senne, you don’t have the right to be pissed at me. S: I’m not pissed at you.
Z: Look, this is the exact reason why I can’t have any feelings for you. I’m trying to do the right thing, but you on the other hand, you are so… You are so selfish. You think that the whole world revolves around you. You think that you got the right to get everything you want, but you don’t have any rights on me. Okay?
S: Okay. Anything else?
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lovinkiri · 2 years
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Hot Villain Deku smut! Quirkless hero S/O feels bad bc Deku has done so much for her, and she feels she’s contributed very little to him. So, she tries to make up as much as she could, like cooking him meals, cleaning his clothes, giving him massages, and so on even when she’s tired. She even dresses up in things like a maid outfit, a sexy gown, Neko ears, and even a female version of his villain get-up. What really got him was a naked apron, all while cleaning up in front of him…
Cater To You
Author's Thoughts: 🎶It's the least I can do, let me cater to you🎶 This reminds me of that song, hence the title. I'm a sucker for pleasing your s/o ☺️ Also, I decided to give each outfit separate headcannons because the different reactions will not be if ignored 😌
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Maid Outfit
He comes home to find you dusting
And since he's a lil perv, he immediately notices the curve of your ass when you can't reach something
And he's on your ass (literally) in a second like "Need help?"
You try saying no but eventually you let him help you out cause he won't stop asking
So he lifts you on his shoulder
Does not matter how big you are, Izuku is strong as hell
You barely weigh a thing to him
Carries you around a bit so you can reach the highest spots
When he puts you down, you ask how "work" was while you go back to cleaning
"Huh? Oh, yeah, I caused a building to collapse- Could you come closer?"
"Zuku, I'm supposed to be cleaning."
"Seeing you like that has got me making a mess of myself and I need you to clean it up."
Sexy Gown
God this has gotta be the outfit you give him a massage in 😩
He comes home and now the lights are dimmed
The atmosphere was so romantic
But he left the lights off when he left
So at first he thought someone broke in and "just dimmed the lights so they could see better without attracting attention to the house"
Villain or not, he still over thinks everything 💀
It wasn't until he noticed he was stepping on rose petals that he realized it had to be you
Because otherwise, whoever broke in wanted to fuck him
He followed the trail of petals to his room and found you in the bed
And he looked you up and down at least three times
Immediately has his hands on your sides and hips, rubbing up and down
"What's all this, rosebud?"
You simply hush him and start to strip his costume from him
His hands are restless as you, fidgeting at his sides
You lay him down on the bed and he grips the sheets to hold back from getting up and laying you out on the bed
As soon as you start massaging, he's moaning
The man is stressed, all the time
And every knot undone forces out a broken whine
"O-Oh fuck rosebud, yeah.. R-Right there.. !"
Neko Outfit
Screw just the ears, why not a whole outfit?
Fake plug in or clip on tail
With a short skirt and a tight shirt
And some gloves and socks with paw prints on them
Yeeeeesh 😩
He can't take his eyes off you
He's on the phone with the league but he has no clue what they're saying
He's just going "Uh huh.. Uh huh.. Yeah.."
You cooked earlier so now you're just doing dishes
But Izuku notices how you've looked so sleepy all night
He asked about it earlier but you insisted on doing the dishes
So he muted himself on the phone and called for you
You walked in, eyes lidded and he beckoned you closer
You did so and he pulled you on his lap
"C'mere, pretty kitty. I can tell you're sleepy."
"No, Izu, I've gotta-"
"If you're that restless, I could put you to sleep. As long as you can be a good kitty and stay on all fours."
Female Deku Outfit
As soon as he sees you walking around in this?
He's frozen
Can't move, can't speak.
The only thing his eyes can do is follow you
But if you some into reaching distance, he will pull you by the waist after a moment
"Are you sure you don't wanna be a villain, Doll? So far, I like it when we match."
You aren't getting any cleaning done
He won't let you go, you're stuck in his arms
You guys start making out, which leads to riding him
"This is what you wanted right? Such a mischievous little villain."
The Apron
He got home and took his hero suit straight off
It was just one of those days
He plopped on the couch and called for you, just to see if you there and were down to cuddle
Then you came out only wearing an apron
And the man's jaw dropped
By now, he's seen you in tons of different outfits
But seeing you naked was better than anything
Because it was just you
No gimmick, no theme, just you
And he found nothing sexier than you
He watched you go around cleaning the living room
The moment you bent over pick up his hero costume, he was on you
You could feel his cock poking your ass through his underwear
"God, you're such a tease baby"
His fingers found your cunt and you gasped as he began rubbing quick circles into your clit
Made you cum on his fingers at least twice
Then he popped them into his mouth, savoring the taste with a quiet "Mmm.."
Bent you over the back of the couch and just 😩
Completely lost control of himself
I mean he broke the couch gripping it so hard
And he didn't stop
He just let his head fall beside yours and growled into your ear
"Fuckin' take it, take it"
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messofhell · 2 years
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STANDING THEM UP BECAUSE YOU'RE SICK
note: these past few days(or maybe it was more? my perception of time is fucked rn so i have no idea lmao) sucked. no ideas whatsoever and even when i did have some, it was either too short, too long or unfinished (like many of my drafts atm😩) low-key planning to add charas to this post? if my brain decides to cooperate that is😑
chara(s): emma
wn: is it fluff? no idea, but definitely ooc and an unedited mess
SANO EMMA
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... was so excited when you asked her out that she didn't catch a wink of sleep that night. the next day, she was really tired, but she somehow managed to get ready and get to the place you two agreed to meet at just on time. a small café she mentioned was one of her favourite.
"they're not here yet, huh..."
a quick look around allowed her to see that she was the first one to arrive so she took a seat at the table you reserved and waited. five, ten, fifteen... the minutes kept passing, but no signs of you ever coming. the other clients and waitresses were starting to give her odd looks and she looked down to her hands, clenching them.
they're just late... she thought, trying to reassure herself as she ignored the chatter around her. right! just late...
she pulled her phone out of her pocket and checked for any missed calls or texts from you, but there was nothing. what greeted her was the time she had waited for you to come, at least twenty minutes...
"......."
she wasn't sad per se, but disappointed in both you and herself. in you because, no texts, no calls... and since the day before you were completely fine, you probably stood her up. in herself for getting her hopes up, for getting so excited, for not realising that this would be the outcome. right now, she just wanted to go back home, take a shower and forget about today. but...
🎶🎶🎶
just as she was about to stand up and leave, her phone that she was still holding in her hand started ringing and she gasped. the name that showed up on the screen was yours, she had half-a-mind to not take the call, but finally, decided to hear what you had to say. when she picked up, the first word she heard was 'sorry...' followed by a 'are you still waiting...?' from you. your voice was groggy and she heard some shuffling noise, as if you were tossing around on your bed, causing her to frown.
"where are you, (l/n)-kun/chan?"
the call of your last name had you wince, but you didn't dwell on it since you definitely deserved it. instead, you focused on the matter at hand. her. well, no, you were the problem and though just apologizing didn't feel like it was enough, it was all you could really do right now, stuck in bed with a damn fever that just popped out of no-fucking-where.
"i-i... really wanted to see you today. i know it's cliché... but i literally have flowers f-for you in the living room."
the more she heard you talk, the more she realized that what she mistook for grogginess from just waking up was actually your croaky attempt to speak despite your sore throat.
"... and that's what happened... i'm sorry for not calling you sooner emma, i..." a cough left your lips followed by a curse and a small smile curved up on her lips. "i get it."
you didn't stand her up, you were just as excited as she was, even though a part of her was telling her not to believe you so easily, the other was just so happy to hear you wanted to see her just as much as she wanted to see you. she stood up from her chair, sticked her tongue to the people in the café, then turned around to leave, phone still next to her ear with this new piece of information that both reassured her greatly and worried her.
"how are you feeling right now?"
you glanced at the thermometer in your hand and groaned. "like shit... 38.5°C it says..." you threw the tiny object at a random corner of your room, even though it wasn't really its fault you were sick, and tossed around again, pressing your face against your pillow. " 'm thinkin' it was that guy from school... *cough* has to be...!"
"really? hmm, he was coughing a lot so maybe? ah! now that i think about it..." a flash of the guy you speak of coughing on your face popped up in her mind and she sweatdropped. "i think i know how you got sick..."
"yeah? well, tell that r-reason they owe us a date, a-actually, no, i mean..." you coughed again, this time flustered by what you said, but then shook your head with another groan. "haa, damn, whatever... y-you're the one i wanted to see..! kind of wishing you were my pillow right now... 'was even planning to sneak out earlier, but my parents stopped me..."
"your pillow?? sneak out? to see me?"
her heart swelled with happiness and she giggled as she listened to your sick mind's rambling about how much you wanted to see her. at some point during your chat, she finally reached your house and knocked on your door. your parents were the ones who opened it and, not wasting any time, ushered her towards your room as you kept going on ways to get out of the house, despite not really being able to get up.
"you won't need to, (f/n)-kun/chan." her voice overlapped with the one your phone and, when you pulled your head away from your pillow, you noticed her walking up to your bed smiling. "let's have a date here instead!"
on her way to your room, just like you said, there was a bouquet of flowers on the table, they were so pretty and exactly the ones she liked. but, what made her happy was the fact you were telling the truth and, just that fact, had her sit next to you on your bed, her hand running through your sweaty hair with an affectionate grin as she leaned down to peck your forehead.
"next time warn me, okay? i'll come again if you're sick."
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gennabi · 2 years
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i'm not going anywhere
takashi x reader (no prns) • 1.5k
platonic; fluff, slight humour, comfort
ft. takashi x hakkai (romantic), slight chifuyu x reader (platonic)
[ aka taka being a bff n brother figure , reader and hakkai has some sort of bff vs bf rivalry , slight slander to hakkai lol (i love him i promise) , a bathing scene so there's nudity , taka crying n relying on reader bcs yes saur true , luna calls reader "-chan" only to emphasize closeness ^^ ]
🎶 lean on me - seventeen
request :
hay!!! so like i was wondering if you could do a Takashi Mitsuya x reader where like they're SUPER duper close to eachother but doesn't have feelings
this kind of scenario where like they take a bath together, nun else they just chill and talk. PLATONIC FEELINGS ykk?
im sorry if i dont make sense this is like my first req ever T T
SORRY I NOTICED THIS SUPER LATE you accidentally sent it to my submission instead of asks but thats completely fine, ill just off my submission from now on so misunderstandings wont happen again :)
BUTTT YESSSS I KNPW I SQUEALED WHEN I FIRST SAW THIS 😭💖💖 i want bff taka to baby and scold yes you saw that right me so bad :(
dw abt it!! this is my first request here too so im grateful more than anythg :D 💖💞💞
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"you forgot your morning coffee."
takashi strides into your class at seven sharp, doing what he's been doing for the past year without fail. you take the canned espresso from him, the cold surface slightly jolting you awake as you smile, "thanks." he looks down to your desk and sees the half-filled worksheet and sighs. "what did you do last night?." his voice similar to the tone he would use whenever luna and mana did a mistake. but he's not your brother so you literally have no reason to hang your head down low.
yet your reply comes in a mutter anyway and takashi frowns, and now you feel like a disappointment (ironic how you're thinking this as if you won't repeat it tomorrow) as you clear your voice. "chifuyu found a link to the jujutsu movie yesterday so...," you trail off as you lift your head, takashi's eyes piercing into yours. you gulp. "yeah.."
the lavender-haired guy heaves out another sigh. then, he sits himself down on the chair opposite you. you blink. turning the book so that it faces him, he begins to do his thing as his hand skillfully circles here and there with the same pen─ your pen ─he's been using for the last month. maybe you should buy him a matching one.
you don't notice you've been staring at him for the past few minutes until he lightly taps your nose with the pen.
"did you even hear what i was saying? honestly, what would you even do without me, y/n?"
"taka-chaannnnnn."
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is this why people say they hate rain? you muse to yourself when the white, now-transparent shirt starts to become one with your skin, exposing your body and now, everyone is going to fall in love with you. you would have to shoulder this big burden of being thousands' crush. they're going to think you're effortlessly sexy and-
"don't tell me you forgot your umbrella too."
your bestfriend's voice disrupts your thought process and you reply with a side glance. only then you notice his other best friend standing beside him. you can recognize that almost bald, blue-haired guy anywhere. how dare he took away your position of takashi's fanclub leader. though you're not entirely opposed to it since the guy's been giving your best friend literal heart eyes just for literally breathing. idiots. one of these days, you might as well trip hakkai and make takashi catch him or something.
shaking your head, you pout. "was only waiting for you, taka." takashi purses his lips at that before saying, "sorry y/n, toman has a sudden meeting today."
right. toman.
"then i guess i can't really beg you to change your schedule then," your pout deepens, "toman is important after all." the first division captain slips off his sweater and instructs you to lift your hands before putting it on you. he then taps your cheek as if it'll help comfort you. it helps. "when i'm finished, promise we'll take a bath later together okay. we'll use that bath bomb you dearly love, is that okay with you?" he says this as he looks at you. and it seems to do its magic when your eyelids flutter close and hands reaching out to hug his form. "that, and you better let me hog the blanket tonight." you mumble and he simply nods. (and hakkai in the back is now curving his lips downwards. how dare you take a bath and sleep with taka-chan before he can?)
your best friend unlatches himself from you after a moment, patting your head as a sign of parting. "i have to go now. take care, bub." you wave them off as they continue their walk and you hug the sweater tighter. you won't be looking au de naturel anymore but you suppose it's fine since it's your best friend's clothing covering you.
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you were playing fortress with luna and mana when the bell suddenly dings. the three of you rejoice and choruses of "taka-nee is back!!" echoes through the house before the door is opened.
takashi chuckles when his sisters immediately lunges for each of his legs, their tiny hands holding it like there's no tomorrow. he makes an effort to walk into the living room and you immediately reach for his bag to help the trudging guy. and again, takashi's future boyfriend is here. hakkai catches the way your eyes look him up and down and immediately defends himself, "i'm babysitting those two." your expression lightens and you skip to him to whisper, "don't lie, you want to ogle taka's body right? not like you haven't done it though."
when takashi turns and spots his best friend cackling while his other best friend drops to the ground, a soft smile blooms onto his face.
ah. they're getting along well.
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"man, i'm so tired~" you whine as you start to discard your clothes meanwhile your best friend checks the water temperature. he makes sure it's slightly warm before filling in the bathtub. you were searching for your favourite bath bomb when he replies, "tell me about it."
"i still don't get why the school insists us to change to our uniforms after p.e." a prompt 'aha!' leaves your lips when you find what you've been looking forward to and you continue, "it's not like you immediately shoo the bad smell away just because you wear another uniform. it just adds the amount of smelly clothes you have to wash! and also the club activities! why did i even join them in the first place.. sure it's fun but i didn't ask for the president position..!" you wail out as you close back the cabinets dramatically.
he lovingly rolls his eyes and begin to unbutton his shirt, "isn't hakkai the vice president though? depend on him a little, i think he's very reliable─", he immediately corrects himself, "no. he is reliable." you take your usual spot on a small chair beside the tub as you wait for the water to reach a certain level. when it does, he gets in and you throw in the bath bomb. "it's mine but you're the one using it first, huh." you jokingly scoff and he chuckles.
you let the silence fills the air then as you start to wash his hair with the shower. you pump out the shampoo before your hands work skillfully through his scalp, massaging every single spot with precision. you have chifuyu to thank this ability for. you don't know how and why he knows how to massage, but you swear he's a jack of all trades.
you thought takashi had dozed off when he suddenly starts, "you have to learn to depend on others you know." and you just had to burst your lungs right there and then because, "say that to yourself then, taka." "this is why i hate you."
"no but seriously," you wash off the shampoo on your hands, "would it be that bad to say 'hey, i'm actually struggling right now'? you know i'm always here, right?"
and it's true. even now, he's asking about you first. right after an important meeting and his first concern is to know how your day went. it's unfair, you think. he's your best friend but you're his best friend too.
he feels the water running through his hair when you continue rambling, "you don't even have to explain if you don't want to. you can just say 'i don't feel good today' and i'll do everything to make you feel better. cuddles, food, even money─ not too much money though, i'm not that rich. but anyway, my point stands. rely on me a bit, yeah?"
you're met with no response so when you stand to get a better look, takashi is immediately ducking his face away from you, "dude, what the f─ shit, you're crying─ oh, um─ fuck what do i do─." in your panic, you try to copy a scene you've seen from a movie in attempt to soothe him. cupping his cheeks so that he looks at you, your fingers delicately brush away his tears.
takashi cries beautifully. not that you want him to ever cry again. but his tears are silent, his sobs contained to himself and himself only. you don't think this is the first time he cried. but you're glad that this time, and the next ones, you'll be there right beside him.
"hey. hey. i'm here. takashi, i'm here."
you stare at him with a heavy feeling in your stomach, watching as he tries to blink the tears away but at your words, he feels like a baby again and those tears fall down faster. "it's alright, come here." you try your best to give him a hug from your position and he immediately caves in.
his hands loop around your neck a little tighter when you whisper for the nth time, "i'm here. it's okay."
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bonus:
"why is it so quiet in there?," luna pulls hakkai's sleeve and points to the toilet, "y/n-chan is always baam this and that but it's so quiet today." hakkai softly smiles, "i'm sure they're alright. or y/n-san would've been screaming," and the two little girls laugh at that, nodding their head in agreement.
"now, who wants to watch jujutsu kaisen 0?"
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rumblelibrary · 3 years
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Hi~~🎶
I have a request 👀
Sometimes I feel that the reader is too patient lol with the endless teasing.
I just imagine her having enough and saying fuck it, I'm going to do this on my own and she just get up and sit afar and goes to town with herself then...(and this can be with anyone from the Danny bunch, because I love them all) saying he's sorry, kneelling in front of her but she puts one foot on his chest mantening the distance telling him to enjoy the show because that's all he will get today. maybe in the end they only masturbate turn on by watching eachother.
I hope this make any sense (/_\)
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Setting Limits [Ernst Schmidt x Fem!Reader]
Word count: 1.6k
Warnings: SMUT, femdom, fingering, masturbation
Author’s note: I LOVED THIS PROMPT, it haunted my days and nights, thank you for sending it to me <3 Please I want more kinky stuff
“Quiet” Ernst voice rang through your ears, you let out a soft groan pushing your face in the pillow, hair falling over your face as your back tensed trying to reach for a space of control over yourself.
Oh, you hated this. You already had to always dwell round, act like nothing was going on, see each other in the dead of the night or hidden in some utility room, once even in the engines room. Every exchange of glances had to be followed by you two checking out if anybody noticed and the result was that the crew paired Ernst with Tam for some reason unknown to you. Maybe because he shared the knowledge of her mother tongue, but you didn’t like the thing, why can’t he be paired with you? Is that so impossible?
A moan broke out of your lips breaking your thought process. Oh yes, also that, Ernst kept the reins of the relationship, the secrecy of it all making him bolder into his teasing game, he was always hands on you, finding new ways to make you think of him, desire him, even annoying you in the process.
So there you are, 3 am on the station’s clock, your military green shirt tucked up to expose your chest without being taken off, your panties still on your bare legs, but Ernst’s hand in them. He laid fully clothed behind you, hot breath against your neck and his hard on prodding on your bum exposing his following desires while his fingers curled inside you deliciously, your wetness spreading onto them, a soft squeaky sound coming from you, his thumb propped up to brush your clit while he went on fingering you. It felt like an eternity, he kept going on like this, fast and slow, more fingering and then more rubbing your clit, never giving you enough balance to reach the ultimate pleasure. “Oh, look at you, so needy, a proper slut for me” he groaned against your neck, your body tensing as he just knew it, he knew what to do, he knew how to make your toes curl and legs tremble for more. “Quiet”  He scolded you again when you moaned once more, another orgasm almost flushing over you as he slowed down the pace killing it. He leaned his head on side hearing you mutter something. “Fuck it, that’s it” You groaned slapping his hand away and pulling it forcefully out of your panties, propping yourself onto your elbow and slipping off his touch. “Y/N” he called you not expecting such a reaction, he was shocked, he didn’t expect anything like this and his little game died “what are you doing?” He looked confused and for a moment his heart sunk into his chest, you moved away from your tangled bodies and stood up. You didn’t answer to him, but sat on the chair in front of your desk, the faint blue lights in the room shining over the two of you being he only source of light. You looked at him dead in his eyes, his ruffled hair made him look almost adorable, but you knew there was a cheeky bastard underneath that façade.
“I am doing this on my own”
You sentenced substituting his hand between your legs with your own and a pleasure moan left your lips almost immediately, to be able to control your own pleasure felt already amazingly after so much going around it. He stared at you, a new rush of desire washing over him, his mouth opening and closing speechless as he tried to focus, to decide what to say to switch the power once more, but the sight of you like that switched off any reasonable process. “Y/N” he called you again, you ignored him, your soft whimpers filling the air in the room softly but consistently, he sat there like an idiot, his hard on pulsing into his joggers painfully. He reached aside and picked his glasses to observe every detail of you. You noticed his growing interest as you moved one of your legs up leaning your ankle on the desk, you were still focusing on your clit, the wetness already soaked your panties, but you were taking your pace, your time, your pleasure. You heard him move, wrestle the tangled sheets off his body as he moved closer to you. He navigated around the bed toward you as he leaned to get his hands onto your legs.
“Don’t”
You just ordered, your eyes shooting open to stare at him, his hand few inches from your skin.
“Y/N, don’t play with me”
“Who’s playing? You made me wait too much Ernst”
The soft sound of your wetness being spread signalling him that your fingers moved inside you, his mouth opening once more while he was standing still like he was waiting for words to be put inside it. 
“Y/N” he murmured claiming your attention once more “c’mon, you know that I always satisfy you in the end”
He kneeled down, his head leaning in toward your core, hoping his other talent will get him through, but no. Your leg bent and your foot pushed onto his shoulder keeping him at safety the distance. Oh, you know well that talent of his, but you experimented that already, while this new sense of power was new and intoxicating. 
“No touching here”
He made a loud groan of disapproval, followed by a more clear “Scheiße”
“Quiet” you scolded him just like he did with you just a little before, he clasped his lips together shut.
“Get comfortable, because that’s all you’re going to get tonight”
He licked his lips slowly staring at you, his breath itching as a he gulped down a big lump of saliva, his eyes not knowing where to go first, your breasts, your disheveled state, your hand still hidden from your panties forbidding him part of the show. He got comfortable on his knees, his legs apart as he propped himself up on his feet, hands spacing down onto his own body pulling down his pants and boxers, you smirked pleased to see his erection already leaking of pre-cum and painfully hard.
“So poor my baby” 
You cooed him, a huffed groan coming from him, your hips shifting, a little glimpse of hope shining onto his eyes, soon to disappear when you just pulled the panties off your legs, he soon realised that only move almost triggered a groan among his lips.
“Verdammt” 
“I know, I know” you baby talked him, he always did it with you, now it was his turn to have a taste of his own medicine.
You thew those soaked panties onto his lap, a grin playing onto your lips.
“You can touch those”
He picked them, the wetness spread on them making something snap in him, his fingers recognising the result of their own artisan work onto your body, his left hand onto his cock starting to pump it. A little triumph feeling came over you, he was helpless. Your fingers now showing him how it is done as you could finally enjoy your own. His huffed grunts giving you nothing but more gratification, you arched your back, here it comes. Your lips hanged open as you whined his name, only that was worth seeing his pupils blow, your leg’s muscles tensing when you let out a moan  that showed all the delight of a so long awaited orgasm. He didn’t last the end of that sinful sound, that was the end of him as he came messily over his own shirt, legs aching from the position he was keeping and a sense of excitement soon following. Part of him felt exhausted, but your newfound dominance kept him going, you saw it as you closed your legs resting both of your ankles now on the desk, no matter the cuteness of his glasses slightly falling off the bridge of his nose, the rosy cheeks, the panting breath, you could tell what was going on in his mind. He crawled closer to you, looking for his prize. You didn’t care what he wanted, if a kiss or a second round, you picked a ruler from your table pushing it onto his shoulders.
“I am going to rest now, I made myself very happy” you stated, loud and clear.
There wasn’t going to be anything else, you were standing true to your own words.
“Give me a kiss, just one”
“No”
He frowned, hands moving to pull up his bottoms as you noticed he put your panties in his pocket. He really thought to be so whip-smart that you wouldn’t realise something like that was missing? Nevertheless, he kept playing the mad one, a proper sulking child pulling his pants up and shirt down over it no matter the stains with harsh moves and huffed curses.
You just smirked more, you were affecting him.
He was ready to leave you alone, but then he stared back at you while standing in front of the door, expecting maybe a change of mind from you.
“Maybe tomorrow, go to bed, it is late”
The sense of victory creeping over you as he left, you pressed a button locking your door before crawling back to the soft sheets.
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jaysdimples · 3 years
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summary: when namjoon can't sleep, he reflects on his thoughts and feelings
word count: 595
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pairing: namjoon x reader
genre: angsty?
warnings: nothing major, just some cussing
a/n: i don't know what to say except i wish i wrote something happier since it's his birthday lol 😅
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'4:13am'
The clock reads as he opens his eyes before rolling onto his back to stare at the ceiling. His head turns to the side, your sleeping form next to him coming into view. Sighing, he gently removes the covers and slips out of bed to make his way to the kitchen.
He enters the room and opens the fridge, grabbing a bottle of water. Leaning against the counter, he opens the bottle and takes a sip. Running a hand through his messy hair, he closes his eyes for a moment before a loud call of his name echoes in his head.
🎶 And I really wanna work this out cause I'm tired of fighting... 🎶
"Namjoon!"
Her voice rang out, so loud as if she was standing right there – he stares into the kitchen, watching the argument from a few hours prior unfold before him like a movie.
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"Why are you walking away while I'm talking to you?!" She shrieks, following after him. He stops short and turns abruptly, staring down at her short stature. "I'm not doing this right now. I'm tired of fighting with you."
She scoffs. "And what? You think I get off on having screaming matches with you over the same shit? Get over yourself Joon." Rolling his eyes, he chuckles and shakes his head. "Well maybe if you just let shit go we wouldn't be doing this every other fucking day."
🎶 Won't say a word but the stories you write, they tell me enough... 🎶
"Let shit go? How am I supposed to let shit go when you won't talk to me?! What, do you think I don't hear your songs? The things you write?" She sighs, running her hands down her face. "I'm just trying to be there for you and you're pushing me away. All I want is to love and support you and you won't let me Joon.."
His face softens as her words hit him and he watches a couple tears fall down her face. "Y/N-" He whispers, cutting himself off as she continues speaking.
"You know what, I'm sorry." She bites her lip, whispering. "I'll just- I'll leave it alone from now on." She nods, giving a somber smile as she wipes her tears. "I'm sorry.." Whispering with finality, she places a gentle hand on his bicep as she passes him and heads into their bedroom for the night.
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Namjoon sighs and runs a hand down his face, taking his water with him as he goes into the living room and sits on the couch, setting the bottle on the coffee table before placing his head in his hands – the argument playing over and over in his head.
"Joon?" Your tired voice pulls him from his thoughts. "What are you doing up this late?" He looks over at you standing in the hallway entrance, looking at him worried.
Sitting up, he takes a deep breath and pats the spot next to him. "Come here baby.." His raspy, sleep-filled voice softly called out to you. As you take a seat, he places his hand on your thigh, rubbing his thumb against it. "I couldn't sleep. I've been thinking about what you said earlier.. I think it's time I stopped pushing you away and just let you in completely."
You take hold of his hand and squeeze lightly. "I'm here Joonie."
He smiles over at you, bringing your hand to his lips before he begins speaking, finally letting you share the burden of his troubles as you both spend the rest of night confiding in each other.
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