#i'm actually going crazy

[saddayattheraces]

WHAT is Aziraphale even doing just TELL YOUR DEMON BOYFRIEND WHAT IS GOING ON YOU'RE LITERALLY BREAKING HIS POOR HEART AAH

#good omens #good omens 2 #crowley #aziraphale #i'm actually going crazy #I thought we stopped doing the secrecy thing 4 years ago?? #these idiots are testing me

[biggesttmntfanintheworld]

I'M ABOUT TO PUKE

THE AVERAGEROTTMNTSIMP LIKED MY POST!????? MINE!!???? I'M ACTUALLY GOING CRAZY ONE OF MY FAVORITE TMNT POSTERS ACTUALLY LIKED SOMETHING THAT I MADE!!

#I'M ACTUALLY GOING CRAZY #THIS IS NOT A DREAM RIGHT??? #GJEDJYJSYGSHXCHGAU

[meownotgood]

SHOGO SAKATA DID BOYFRIEND ASMR SHOGO SAKATA DID BOYFRIEND ASMR SHOGO SAKATA DID BOYFRIEND ASMR AKI HAYAKAWA VOICE ACTOR DID BOYFRIEND ASMR

#Dotnenwna #DON'T TALK TO ME RN #I'M LOSING MY MIND #I'M ACTUALLY GOING CRAZY #I'M SHAKING RN NOT JOKING #DON'T SPEAK WITH ME.

[starsickkk]

mirror imagery in the eighth sense

i've noticed there are a lot of mirror images used in the editing and i wonder what significance there is to it, if any. is it merely for added visual interest? or is it more M E T A than that?

episode 3:

episode 5:

episode 6:

yes the car is a stretch but still it's odd

even in the trailer:

#the eighth sense #i'm actually going crazy #the other odd editing thing i'm scratching my head over is the cut to black screen thing #IS IT ALL INTENTIONAL?? #t8s speculation

[d0rky-0utfits]

I've been laughing at this image for way to long now

#ratposting #I'm actually going crazy #when your dad deadnames you over the phone

[the-ineffable-dance]

Just a little reminder... this is the way Aziraphale looks on the way back into the bookshop at the beginning of the Final Fifteen.

The Metatrash has just told him to "Go and tell your friend the good news," and Aziraphale is headed back to convince Crowley to return to heaven to be an angel again.

That is not the face of a happy angel.

THIS is the face of a happy angel...

Or this one...

Especially this one...

No... what you have as he returns to the bookshop after whatever was said with the Metatron is not happy. That's the look of a man shaped being desperately coming up with a plan. Who knows that danger is staring straight at them, and suddenly he's in a perilous dance that he must do perfectly in order to protect Crowley.

He doesn't want to go back to Heaven. He has to.

#I'm going crazy trying to figure out what the actual conversation with the Metatron was #my poor angel is fighting for Crowley's life #aziraphale loves crowley and will do anything to keep him safe #good omens #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley #aziracrow

[navarice]

actually afraid for my life and mental state after the show comes out because nicola coughlan herself said that this season is incredibly romantic and sexy but if I'm breaking down walls and running up and down the street simply because polin TOUCHED HANDS???? i fear i may not survive to see the rest of the season dearest readers.

#bridgerton #polin #penelope featherington #colin bridgerton #no one understands what i'm going through #no i understand colin has to beg #but hear me out #we have seen them for three seasons #we understand their full story #they actually have a running narrative #and this season will be the culmination of that #GOOD LAWRRDD #and luke and nicola have such a??? #intimate vibe??? #why are they steaming up the room they just LOOKED at each other through a MIRROR #am i crazy? #is this insane of me? #and i dont wanna hear ANYONE COMING FOR THEM i know all of yall found anthony hideous in s1 #bridgerton season 3

[anewp0tat0]

I tried but not very hard to see what the anniversary date was, and i decided to just prepare myself for the 16th or the 18th... it was the former. so, as always, but this time truly by accident... happy belated 17th birthday Black Butler!! I truly hope this year is amazing for us.

this year, I decided to use an idea I had wanted to try for a while but I never thought I would be able to pull off. and I still probably couldn't in the best way.... but regardless, here is a made up last chapter scenario.

you can also see this comic on webtoon here. whatever your fancy, if you please :>

#I don't know if this thing makes any sense or if it means anything at all. or if it looks like anything actually carefully put together #but hey it was nice! so I hope it brings a little bit of pleasant feelings... or terrible ones idk #i was going a page a day fully intending to finish by the 13th the latest but yeaaa things came up. but whatever this is the last day that #I'm in america until some months later so it's still a special day for me! so it still counts. and also do specifics really matter so much #at this point #sadly while I wasn't rushed this time I did intend to use the remaining days i had to revise the visuals framing and diologue. so I'm not #100% confident. but c'est la vie #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #ciel phantomhive #digital art #and... I would be absolutely lying if I didn't try to put just a little bit of dadbastian undertones in there. it's what I do #but I think it's up for interpration. after I decided that I was gonna draw in my own style instead of trying to replicate yana's(as fun as #that would be) i decided to go crazy

[jessaerys]

sun visits the moon at spk headquarters and gets so so so sleepy

#death note #my art #meronia #mihael keehl #nate river #mello dn #near dn #mellonear #trying out this new thing where i post quick art that is entirely for my own self-indulgent amusement here #this was an exercise in letting go of a piece as soon as possible and you can tell i failed because i couldn't stop retouching it #here and there. OLD HABITS DIE HARD but [with passion and confidence] expect a drop in quality/finishedness #kind of very into the colors here i like exaggerating their colors and saturations. their sun and moon codedness compels me #i also think people aren't as much into this ship because they assume they have very rigid [pardon my language] seme/uke roles and i'm like #[standing on soapbox] [crazy ex gf voice] the situation is actually a lot more nuanced than that #but these tags are long and i can't get into the push and pull power dynamics of it all. mello can heel is all i'm saying #ok that's all i have work to get back to drawing for work ( <- girl who just took a two hour break from drawing to draw) #brothercrush.txt

[beatcroc]

pest control TWO!!!!! heres the first one

adn heres the obligatory bonus bc i can't help myself :')

#i already threatened that little basard twice in these i may as well make good on it #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #the noise #fp ''oh god wait that is not a real rat and also tastes awful'' moments. he doesnt actually have any interest in eating that thang ok #even if seeing a small scampering little guy like that WILL activate his prey drive without fail #peppino loves it he thinks it's the funniest shit in the world for fp to go after noise. so he is always encouraging this. #but anyway yeah. fp is *really* not the one noise should be worried about. #arting #pizzaposting #i still have lots of tag room thjis time so im gonna do some tangential nonsense rambling. e #fp gotta be like crazy good at hunting i think. not just for strength and predator instincts but also bc like #he doesn't have much in the way of a scent or body heat or anything that would give him away as an alive thing #not to mention he's uh... not particularly organically-shaped a lot of the time #so esp. to smaller prey that don't like... memorize a landscape; if he holds very still he's like completely undetectable #total ambush king. though i'm sure hes also very good at #persistence and pursuit hunting since he has peppino's speed and no way of getting muscle fatigue. ultimate beast #fortunately he doesnt care that much and doesnt really need to eat so hes not devastating the local ecosystem or anything #except for the rats.

[soulfireblue]

thinking about tubbo and his relationship with leadership. how he asked forever if he could be president for a day and got added to a long list of names of people who would take over for the person before their name on the list. how he asked to be leader of soulfire and everyone was like "uh yeah sure i guess" on that first day and didn't really take it seriously.

and then fast-forward to now, he's going into purgatory 2 with a whole team behind him supporting him and his leadership. they want him to lead them again without even knowing what's to come, and they still call him coach and captain. it doesn't matter that they lost the first time. it doesn't matter that he's the youngest on the island. he's won people's respect, but more importantly, he's found a family in soulfire, and they've all found a family in each other too. it doesn't just come from a place of respect. it also comes from a place of love. and he's come so far since he was first released from that ice prison. they all have.

before purgatory, no one took tubbo seriously. he only had morning crew. bad was his enemy because of ron and fred. bagi hated him for the hole. he didn't have an egg. so much has changed since then. i mean, just think about what bad said when he showed tubbo the base! think about how bagi's desire to go to purgatory was to save tubbo and the other members of soulfire, how she's said so many times that she wants him as her coach again.

he's found respect, and he's found love of every kind in places he never would have even thought to look. i don't think there's any truer definition of found family than team soulfire.

#qsmp #tubbo #qsmp tubbo #qsmp team soulfire #soulfire #qsmp soulfire #team soulfire #crazy to think about how just months ago qtubbo was just the crazy kid with the controversial hole #and he's still the crazy kid with the controversial hole but that's no longer the only thing the others notice about him #they actually notice him now. they love him #and he loves them #he'd felt so isolated from the other islanders before #but at long last people outside of morning crew have his back #they take him seriously #when he tries to explain himself they actually listen #when he needs support he's encouraged rather than disregarded #sunny has been a huge part of that but so have the other soulgayfire members #there's just so much love there #i really hope they get to work together again in purgatory 2 #and i'm super excited to see etoiles going with them :D #on the subject of this post even though etoiles wasn't on soulfire he also ended up gaining that respect for tubbo #the group that was brought to the purgatory boat has such good vibes i care about them so much #and even pierre who still antagonizes him also told sunny to take care of him #i wonder if tubbo even knows how much he's loved #it's certainly new to him #i think if they'd known about fred's funeral they would have been there #tubbo doesn't expect anyone to be there for him and doesn't realize how many people want to be there #they're the found family of all time #the eye guys offered him power but he's already got it! he's got the love and respect of soulfire/morning crew and sunny and the other eggs #and that's all he needs

[stabbingandorbeingstabbed]

i can't believe they did no press before or during tour and this whole time i was like Well maybe we'll get some clarity when it ends !! and the only thing that is clear is that gerard loves to hang out with that guy from fender

#i'm bad at WAITING i want the doc NOW #or like at least an announcement about it. or any kind of acknowledgment like i'm going crazy without them actually

[dykeomania]

...bro, no. okay, see this is the fucking problem [pulls down mic, TW, SA ment] if you are at any point writing anything "dub-con" or "cnc" and the reader is like, completely incoherent, completely unagreeing to everything that's happening, doesn't fully know what's happening, and at no point during the fic do you disclose or hint or underline that this was some kind of consensual agreement (and/plus) there is no aftercare, that is not cnc. that is not dub-con. that is r*pe. you just wrote a fanfiction about r*pe.

#i just read something and i'm not going to draw any attention to it at all i'm not going to do that #but that is crazy #please if you're going to write things about that then educate yourself on what cnc and what dub-con is #look into how to actually effectively write it because like #it really feels like people use those words to double down on their r*pe fantasies which is a completely different ball game #holy shit #i have no words

[seance]

TAKE A SWIM IN THE DIRTY WATER, DARLING, CHILD, TRUE LOVE OF MINE

#thewitcheredit #witcheredit #thewitchersdaily #the witcher #userbecca #useravia #userava #ughmerlin #geralt of rivia #yennefer of vengerberg #jaskier #cirilla of cintra #edits #netflixedit #i'm so sorry but i can't get this song out of my head #i need to put it somewhere to try and free myself from the spell!!! #probably i'm the 1000th person to make this but i was going crazy #thanks ily guys #special thanks to becca who always reminds me the power of this color combo #and jagoda and ava for showing me that this font can actually slaps hard

[insignificantfailure]

I'm slowly losing my sanity

#personal #vent #venting #depressing shit #mentally tired #mentally fucked #tw depressing thoughts #i'm sad #anxienty #im going insane #going crazy #actually mentally ill #mental illness #mental health issues #tw depression #actually ocd #actually cptsd #complex ptsd #anxitey

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance - La Cité des Cloches

#kingdom hearts dream drop distance #khddd #la cite des cloches #scenery #my gif #the battle music that plays here creates such a cool and grand atmosphere #i'm so used to spending most of my time in the town or at the cathedral that i forget how dark and gloomy this world can be #sora has to walk past thousands upon thousands of skeletal remains and we don't even get a single cutscene of him reacting to any of it #but i like that there are at least some big open spaces that let you go crazy with flowmotion and climb up the tall buildings and towers #and that you can actually climb up the cathedral from the town square below #but one of my favorite parts in the whole game is playing through riku's side of the story in this world #i love the themes it explores and the insight it provides for his character. so good