#i'm a coward

[probablyday]

millennial nerd woosterposting part 2 act 1 act 1

previous woosterposting: millennial nerd bertie wooster for some reason

i took 8d6 damage writing this and now i deal 8d6 psychic damage to you

Selections from J33V3S 1S TH1S YOU, which does not and should not exist oh god it hurts just to type it

#goodbye followers #woosterposting #do i dare to tag this with homestuck #i also considered having madeline bassett just be Grimes #cursed content #jeeves and wooster #bertie wooster #jeeves #madeline bassett #gussie fink-nottle #pg wodehouse #truly do not know what will happen if i use the homestuck tag in 2023 #it's probably fine #right? #i won't do it #i'm a coward

[biosillystims]

Stimboard of They Might Be Giants, requested by @dingleberry940, enjoy! (Sorry for the wait)

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i didnt really know what to put in this stimboard since it wasnt clarified so i just tried to capture how i envision the colors and music

#stim #stims #stimming #stimboard #tmbg #they might be giants #john linnell #why are there two johns this is so confusing #ill tag them both.. #john flansburgh #i'm a coward #song #music #i'm a coward tmbg #cards #rainbow #card #rainbows #stars #carousel #ripping #distruction #poker #singing #paint #cake #food #painting #yippee #gif

[sensoryserenity]

"I'm a Coward" | They Might Be Giants on YouTube

[Part 4/4]

#they might be giants #tmbg #i'm a coward #i'm a coward tmbg #john linnell #john flansburgh #cards #playing cards #card tricks #card shuffling #red #black #white #destruction #ripping #stim #stims #stimmy #sensory #sensory content

[probablyin-bed]

waaahhhh I rlly wanna try writing but I don't want to embarrass myself especially when the writers who I follow on here are so ridiculously talented like why would I even try ?????

#i'm a coward #i'm also high #I just want to try tho #eddie munson #stranger things #eddie stranger things #st4 #eddie munson x reader

[bionicle-ramblings]

That feeling where you're neck deep in a fixation for a fic and want to talk about it with someone because ✨️input✨️ but you're scared to do it because you don't want to be annoying or step into "too much" territory, but you're own definition of "too much" could be different from someone else's definition of too much, so you might as well be a dog chasing its tail at the moment:

#ramblings #fic progress #bionicle #i'm a coward #I'm happy to dm anyone interested i just feel bad because I'm “conditioned” to ask before talking about a fixation #don't want to be “barging in”-y #and I feel bad because I feel like I'm “fishing” if that makes sense #idk if anyone's interested I'll DM but that's where I'm at

[sophieswundergarten]

Uhhh respectfully with regards to your post complaining about how Susan is said to be bad at school, please be aware that you basically saying that Susan being bad at school = they say Susan is stupid. There are LOTS of reasons why very intelligent people are bad at school. Including but not limited to learning disabilities like dyslexia, neurodivergencies like ADHD, PTSD, etc. It's ableist to equate "bad at school" to "stupid" so please just be aware of that for the future! Thanks so much! I really loved everything in that post of yours except that one thing that made me kind of uncomfortable and I thought you probably didn't know so thought I should let you know.

Thank you for your concern, Anon! I really appreciate how politely you worded this instead of outright yelling at me.

The irony of this situation is that my sibling and I actually have struggled with school over the years due to various neurodivergences/disabilities like dyslexia, dyscalculia, and OCD tendencies. And I am incredibly insecure about this!! Because I am very new to actually being a part of a community where I can talk about this stuff, and I have worked really hard to hide all of those things my whole life.

I almost went in another direction with the post, and suggested different things Susan may have struggled with, because I wholeheartedly believe she was NOT stupid. But my own anxiety took command there.

My initial idea was that the teachers and adults who were observing her from the outside wouldn't have recognized the reasons she was "no good at school". Either because they didn't have the context of what happened in Narnia, because she worked hard at hiding it because she felt the pressure to be a "good girl", or just because in that timeframe people didn't know about as much about learning disabilities!

Because the idea behind that post was about how the people in England/"our world" misunderstood Susan, and how she had to decide between playing the part people expected of her (Which may have included being pretty over smart) and choosing to be herself.

But, as I said, I chickened out and kind of skimmed over the topic. I didn't mean to imply anything, and I'm sorry for how that may have come off.

Thank you for pointing that out to me, because I hadn't realized how my own nervousness about speaking to something I deal with can come off as ableist or insensitive. The line between being honest and objective and sounding like I'm complaining or begging for attention is something I am incredibly wary of, and I don't have a lot of experience with conducting myself correctly around this topic.

Once again, I really appreciate how kindly you mentioned this and explained it to me. I will work to be aware of this and be more careful in the future.

#I hope this is a good apology/explanation #I really really didn't mean anything by it #I had a half-formed post I'd been working for the past couple days #About different neurodivergences that the Pevensies and others might deal with #Because I had this idea that maybe Susan DID have dyslexia #And Narnian script was just easier for her to read and more dyslexia-friendly #But then she had to go back to proper English and typewriters and stuff #BUT AS I SAID #I'm a coward #So I really appreciate this!! #I hope I did okay

[i-drop-level-one-loot]

That was a big one I am so sorry omg. Also I'm sorry for being a coward and only using anonymous :')

Actual image of me browsing incognito:

Lmao, as a nervous wreck I completely understand ❤️ there's a reason why I don't have my real name attached to this blog, and I don't have my Likes visible ❤️

#i'm a coward #and that's okay #because no one needs to know who i am anyway lol #it's okay if you only ask anonymously #i don't judge #you're perfect #thank you for interacting with me

[doodle17]

"Wait wait wait, Garten of banban 2 scared you? What are you some kind of baby-"

Yes. I am the biggest coward you will EVER meet. I am so easily scared it ain't even funny. Like, I find baldis basics and granny scary just leave me alone

#Doodles rants #garten of banban #i'm a coward

[idliketobeatree]

i have something to say about crowley's and aziraphale's respective choices in ice cream during the body swap but i run this blog under my own name and. i simply shan't

#i haven't seen this take anywhere but #i'm a coward #:( #good omens #ineffable husbands #the body swap #aziracrow #marcela talks

[lilly-white]

I just got an email from a big indie author who was completely promoting AI artwork for cover art, like......... “it poses ethical issues, of course, but in the meantime it’s such a cheap way to make covers yourself! And not have to nurture your art skill for years!”

I feel like in the indie author community there’s this prevalent “pirate life for me” attitude and though I am not a paragon of virtue myself, i just wish there could be at least a small benchmark of quality and work ethic or something? If you’re a TINY bit interested in AI artwork then you’ll know it functions off an enormous database of stolen artwork & can reproduce artists’ styles who never consented for their work to be used in such a way, so you SHOULD NOT be supporting it, if you want to support artists. But for many of us indie authors our main preoccupation is not “producing art & supporting the arts”, it is instead cutting costs as much as possible to maximise benefit - even if that means throwing fellow artists under the bus, or pushing out absolutely baffling packages of tropes we call “books”???

Would we be happy if a novel-writing AI came along that could generate just-about-legible books? Maybe some of us would be. Because for some it’s not even about what you’re fucking saying at all, it’s literally just about pumping out as much barely good-enough shit to get to that 50k/year you’re so desperately after. And I know this is the “pedantic take” that every indie hates, but come on, we’re creatives too as well as business people, you can’t just go on pretending you aren’t frustrated as shit with people who take the “minimum viable product” concept as far as this?!

So yes your Midjourney cover looks like shit and I’m not gonna buy it. Sorry you couldn’t stoop to pay an artist

#writer life #writing tracker #indie adventures #ai art #'we can't all hone our art skills' yes you can though. YOU CAN PUT IN THE FUCKING WORK #don't justify yourself with these weakass excuses for your own incompetence #'it's an ethical problem but it's so handy' this was literally the tone of this newsletter #so i'm replying here instead of to him lol because like #i'm a coward #and also i feel like i can't talk about ethics when we are all using Amazon to get paid #but to make my fucking books i learned how to write. learned how to draw. learned how to use indesign #some of these jokers are like. paying ghost writers + using AI covers + formatting with free software that does everything for you #and then patting themselves on the back so proud to call themselves 'author' #WHAT DID YOU LEARN? #HOW DID YOU GROW? #you did not #you're the same idiot but richer #'worker smarter not harder' fuck you

[sensoryserenity]

"I'm a Coward" | They Might Be Giants on YouTube

[Part 3/4]

#they might be giants #tmbg #i'm a coward #i'm a coward tmbg #cards #playing cards #card tricks #words #summer breeze #confidant #losing side #red #white #stim #stims #stimmy #sensory #sensory content

[aerithstrelitzia]

do I plan on making a TC oc that may or may not be kinda self-insert-y to ship with Derek? yes absolutely

#rbs are off. can't have the cr/nge c/lt/re police after me sorry #I'm a coward #anyways #trauma center #derek stiles #selfship #<- I guess #aeristrel.swf

[spring-souls]

people of the Amazing Digital Circus fandom

I have a question

I want to watch this show but don't do well around horror and/or heavy psychological distress

should I avoid watching this supposedly fantastic piece of media

that is all

#amazing digital circus #glitch productions #i'm a coward #please I need to know this

[wanderingmind867]

Four things that have traumatized me over the years, and that I now have an involuntary hatred for:

Coraline: I saw this movie as a child. It mesaed me up. It gave me strong nightmares. I'm still terrified of it. F**k You, Neil Gaiman! And F**k Henry Selleck!

FNAF: This game came out when I was in elementary school. I couldn't escape it. Even still, I hate it! Those terrifying designs shall haunt me forever! It's the only one of these scary things that my morbid curiosity never made me look into further. Now that there's a movie, I'm terrified what state the ads could put me in.

DHMIS: This nightmare of a fever dream actually became a hyperfixation for a few days. But it also made me literally unable to go to sleep without panicking about having a nightmare. So now I don't ever want to see it again. Also, it's soured me on kid's television and gave me a slight fear of puppets. I never want to see it again!

Every Stephen King story or movie (besides Misery, for some reason): My Mom loved Stephen King. Every Halloween, she'd want to see him movies. I saw some of them because of her, and nearly all of them traumatized me. Like, nearly every single one. Except Misery didn't scare me as much, funnily enough. So I might be more afraid of things that can't actually happen. Because a lot of the things that scare me are the things I don't understand (there's exceptions, but this is at least slightly true).

So there you have it! The Four things that have scared me most over the years! There's more, but these are the top 4! Hopefully I never have to face any more horror like this ever again. And to those who made these 4 things, I can only say one thing: I hope your death is painful. I hope you feel how your films made me feel (namely, like I was being haunted by my own thoughts).

#easily scared #I'm not afraid to admit #i'm a coward #I'm very easily scared #asd #autism #adhd #actually autistic #vent #rant #anti halloween #I hate horror #I wish it didn't exist

[programmergirll]

A 2009 creepypasta is preventing me from sleeping

(It's suicidemouse.avi)

Here's me explaining what happened on discord :

#suicidemouse #can't sleep #I literally have school tomorrow #help #I'm scared #I shouldn't be scared of a 14 year old video #I'm literally 16 #I'm a coward

[gold-steins]

love how i've made multiple posts about being a writer and haven't posted a single 'poem' i've written...

#i'm a coward #also don't know exactly what to post