#i’m sorry i’ll stop ranting

[lunabug2004]

Okay but if I get another “reasons why st5 will fail/reasons why I’m not watching st5” recommendation/TikTok/POST OF ANY KIND….. IM GONNA GO INSANE

Like, good for you ig 🤷🏼‍♀️ I couldn’t care less if you’re not watching tbh, and I respect your opinions/decisions… but don’t try to make others feel bad about still wanting to watch it. We are all humans and are all capable of making our own decisions thank you!

#sorry for the rant #and sorry if this comes off really aggressive #I just #I saw a tt tryna convince people not to watch #and got fed up #stranger things #stranger things 5 #byler #<— target audience #pls I’m not tryna be mean #but I can make my own decisions #I don’t need all this negativity rn either #like I want to enjoy my hyperfixations ty #sorry y’all I’m so mad #I’ll stop yapping now #Jay's saying stuff :) #Jay's talking ST <3

[oxydiane]

honestly people who are insufferable about “the prank” or whatever can eat my entire ass because everyone crucifies sirius for telling snape how to get past the whomping willow but i’ve never seen anybody acknowledge what a fucking idiot snape was for meddling and willingly following somebody he assumed to be a werewolf inside a tight passage under a tree that could murder you during a full moon. what was the little bitch even trying to achieve by following remus? we know from his flashback that he had a hunch about remus being a werewolf, then he was told from a guy he hated and who hated him back the way to get past the tree and actually did what sirius said during a full moon? i’m sorry but that’s just being fucking stupid. i’m like 97% sure sirius did not even expect snape to do what he said because why on earth would he do that and if he had actually died that would have been well deserved because god knows the amount of times harry almost got himself killed by doing dumb things in the books but nothing he ever tried was quite as idiotic as this

#i did not say he’s in the right do not start putting words in my mouth assholes #did sirius force him? no #like snape quite literally walked into that himself #i’m sorry some of y’all are just very fucking insufferable #snape apologists stay away from this post and my blog #the prank #or whatever #i’ll defend sirius with my life #stop blaming him for talking shit and start blaming snape for being a fucking idiot #harry potter #sirius black #remus lupin #anti snape #anti severus snape #marauders #marauders era #rant #ish #peter pettigrew #in defence of sirius black #pro sirius black #severus snape

[dimitrscu]

https://www.tumblr.com/moonlightbutterfly/729769732714217472/kill-them-with-kindness-wrong-waterfowl-dance

^ reminded me of u

thank you, anon. my favourite attack in the game. i can hear it in my sleep :)

#answered #anonymous #malenia blade of miquella #elden ring #such a cool attack but i get why some people would rather not have to deal with it #have her not track you so well and maybe give the start up like an extra second or two and i think it would be a little easier to deal with #but that’s just my opinion #which i’m sure many people will disagree with lol #‘no it should just be removed full stop and in fact remove the boss and put her in sekiro’ #still can’t believe people cry about that #the sekiro thing i mean #of course she’s easier in that game all you have to do is stand in front of her and press one button #jskfjsk sorry for the rant i’ll shut up now 🫠

[kukuandkookie]

Gnashing my teeth a bit because I found another reaction to donghua (it was for the Lord of the Mysteries trailer) and I was pretty excited because—despite bad experiences—I always try to be tentatively excited about any international attention paid to donghua…

But then the man says halfway through, “Somehow China’s not sucking, which is like…shocking.”

Yikes, much? 😬

And you know what sucks even more??

He later mentions it looks great, but he also says, “I don’t know how much of it could be AI-generated though, but yeah…”

Is it that insane that some Chinese animators can actually make something really nice?? Jesus fucking Christ.

#I’ll be honest the more I think about it the more irritated I am #but also I’m so fucking tired #I’m too tired to even be passionately outraged by this because anime fans keep doing it #they’re always looking down on donghua and if they’re not making semi-racist jokes they’re pulling this shit 🙄 #kuku rants #kuku vents #donghua #anime #lord of the mysteries #like oh sorry China’s animation industry isn’t quite as robust or well-known as your precious Japan’s #maybe you’d find more good donghua though if you asshats actually gave Chinese animation a chance #because I don’t think any of us *want* more animators dying from overwork so we?? #like at the very least I wish they’d stop talking about donghua like they know anything about it or at least show some fucking respect 🙄

[leosmasktails]

Guys I’m in love with Donny Osmond’s voice it’s the most angelic thing ever

Like especially when he sang “Close Every Door” at Royal Albert Hall-

LIKE-

GIRLLLLLL

THAT BITCH BE ON REPEAT 24/7 365

#HIS BELT IS SO FUCKING CLEAN I SWEAR #THE “SHALL FIND’’ BELT MAKES ME SCREAM EVERY TIME #NEKDKDIDKDKD #I love men #leosmasktails #leosmasktails personal #donny osmond #leosmasktails ranting about dumb shit #Also my gay coworker has influenced my speech he’s my work best friend 😭 #Girl has become a part of my daily vocab it cannot be stopped #Ight this has been my weekly check in bye girlies I’ll be back in like another week 😭 #I’m so sorry about the lack of content college is fr kicking my ass so hard #Anyways I gotta go to bed so I can get up at like 6:30 💀 #I need Winter Break right now holy fuck

[jacketpotatoo]

I was watching clips from Little Women 2019 on YouTube (im so normal about that movie) and on the one with Jo Friedrich getting together at the end, people were commenting “oh I’m so glad Jo found the capacity to love another person romantically because she would be a static character if not. They were so sweet together 🥰” and I had to close the tab because HNG,,,,,,

Firstly, it was heavily heavily implied that the ending where Jo gets together with him was simply made up for the sake of the publisher due to prejudices and constraints of that time period (which was reflected in Alcott’s own experiences of trying to get little women published). This was supported by the colour grading of the scene and it’s place in the story: it’s warm-toned and Jo hadn’t been characterised in any way that would suggest she wanted to be in a romantic relationship for the whole story. Her loneliness is not a byproduct of wanting romantic love, but of living as a struggling artist in the oppressive patriarchal standards of her time; there’s also the fact that her family is moving on and growing up all around her as she’s the only one left behind in her family home, which is further emphasised by the fact that she’s the one constantly clinging to the simplicities of the past. She considers accepting Laurie’s proposal not because she loves him in a romantic way or wants romance, but because life is a fucking struggle. And that’s why Friedrich showing up at her doorstep, from the perspective of a viewer, especially because he hadn’t shown up at all since the film’s opening, is jarring as hell. But it’s deliberately paced to be and ignoring this in order to make such a statement as “oh finally the perfect man for Jo” INFURIATES me. Especially when the scene under the rain? The confession scene? Was the cheesiest culmination of every romantic trope ever. This - accentuated by the jarring shift in themes and character - was a brilliant meta-commentary on actual criticism of the book where it felt like Jo married Friedrich out of nowhere.

Which brings me to the next thing - romantic love being seen as the be-all, end all for… everything. (coldest take of all time but unfortunately, not cold enough apparently) It’s not!!!!!!! Absolutely nothing against it (I love my ships as much as the next person) but when a filmmaker pays such attention in her commentary to love and societal perceptions around it, when she explores sisterly love and motherly love and platonic love etc. all so thoroughly. And you still leave thinking Jo was happiest and fulfilled when she gets together with Friedrich. I… I don’t know what to say. I’ve seen people say that the ending is ambiguous (and it is rather) but I’ve only ever seen it this way and I just don’t agree with the interpretation that Jo just gets married happily in the film because if so, holy crap was it paced/set up badly. All evidence just points to the contrary in terms of character, and themes, and just how the film is structured. And it’s genius! It’s one of the reasons why the film is one of my all time favourites. It’s such effective satire on how society (back then and evidently now) views romantic relationships. So it just makes me so annoyed when people ignore the nuance

Ok *breathes* I’ll stop

#little women (2019) #the idea that you can’t be in a relationship as a ‘strong independent woman’ is also an issue though #and I get the personal pressure to not ‘succumb’ to love because it could feel like a betrayal of your beliefs #especially for the time period the story was set in #but in terms of Jo as a character i think it’s clear or at least heavily implied that she doesn’t care for romantic love at all #I… should probably mention that I’m on the aroace spectrum #BUT I saw the movie before knowing what being aroace even was and I did not watch the movie through that lens #(which doesn’t change the fact that that’s just how I perceived things but oh well) #I’ll stop adding disclaimers #sorry for the rant lol #I’m so normal about this film I promise #jp musings #film analysis

[f1nalboys]

oh wow very upset right now lol

#finally had the energy and courage to call my therapists office to set up an appointment after 2 years #after emailing w mt old therapist to make sure it was ok #and they just. told me no #and i got so overwhelmed bc that’s not how i thought the phone call would go #which btw #i haye phone calls. they make me so anxious i feel sick. #so even calling and not hanging up when i got the robot answering machine or was on hold twice was good for me #anyways #i got so upset i was in complete silence after she said no #that when she asked if i wanted to set one up w someone else i just went i’ll call back later #and said goodbye and hung up #and just burst into tears #bc fuck! fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!! #if i had jsut not stopped going and i had taken my meds and i wasn’t a fuck uo i’d be fine i wouldn’t even need to make an appointment #ugh. #ok. #whatever i’m fine #rant over sorry if u read this LMFAO

[rosicheeks]

🤦🏽‍♀️🙃

#I can’t stop thinking about it #I keep replaying the morning over and over in my head #my friend said she thinks I should write a letter or text tell them #and I’m thinking about it #the more I’m processing it and it’s kinda sinking in #the more angry and offended and hurt I am #idk I know super vague post #and since you guys keep saying you like my crazy dumb Rosie rant posts maybe I’ll do one telling you guys what happened #I’m just still so fucking mad? #and she has NO idea how badly she fucked me up #she’s texting me like nothing happened and I’m like ???? ok sorry but I can’t just move on from this #anyway fun fact and update about me and my life #I’m looking into a php 👌 #partial hospitalization program #if you didn’t know what I was talking about #so that’s suuuuper duper fun (hope you can feel my sarcasm) #but at this point in my life I feel like I need it #not gonna get into that right now cause ooofda one thing at a time #but this whole situation reallyyyyy set me back in my progress and healing so thanks buddy 👌👌👌 #you are lucky I love your dog so fucking much otherwise I probably would never talk to you again #shut up rosie

[padfootastic]

i hit a couple milestones on tumblr and ao3 in the last few days and it’s very,,,,,overwhelming lol so instead of losing my shit over that, i’ll do a lil introduction (that i’ve never done, i think 🤔)

hello! welcome to my page <3

i’m padfootastic everywhere, but i go by penny online!

i’m an adult and though i’ve not posted anything too risqué yet, there’s always the possibility i might so uh, keep that in mind pls?

this is a no terf zone. we don’t support that kind of hateful rhetoric here.

ask box + inbox are always open! i love talking, even if im a bit terrible at the actual communication bit itself, so drop by whenever u like. prompts are always welcome too 💜

my favorite characters are—no surprise, i’m sure—sirius, james, and harry! the sirius & harry dynamic is my favorite thing to write about. prongsfoot in any capacity, but especially qpp, is the love of my life <3

i’m a scorpio (so uh, heavy projection on sirius sometimes. beware)

i love oceans and beaches and lakes and swimming pools. i think i’m part-fish, actually. which makes it even more sad that i’m in a land locked city :(

i’m trilingual! english is teeeeeechnically my third language, so that often bleeds into my writing as well. ignore any weird issues & metaphors & SPaG errors pls n thx 🙈

my posts are always tag-heavy because i love adding commentary to everything!!! it’s so much fun!! adds flavor and spice!!

My Works

foundations of decay - gen. ongoing wip! set post-gof, ft. independent, smart harry taking charge of his life. sirius & harry bonding.

glimpses of us - collection of all my tumblr drabbles/oneshots. featuring harry, sirius, james, next gen kids, random OCs.

(everything on tumblr’s under ‘pen’s writing’ and ‘tumblr works’)

since a list of everything would be tedious and take too long—i deal mainly in oneshots 🙃—i’ll just link my favourites!!

a home for you (for me) - 6.2k. Gen. A nebulous universe where qpp James & Sirius coparent Harry who wants to become Harry Potter-Black.

shovel talk - 2.4k. Background Jily. Sirius gives Lily Evans a shovel talk : )

i fall to pieces (when i’m with you) - 6.5k. Prongsfoot. James makes Sirius’ blush, that’s it. The whole fic is just that.

go easy on me (i was still a child) - Gen, 13.8k. Postwar, Sirius-returns-from-the-veil and discovers already Harry has a tattoo when he tries to take him for what he believes is his godson’s first- cue feels and emotions and tears.

i won’t ever let go of you - Gen. 8.4k. Set in OoTP. Molly says the wrong thing to Sirius and protective!harry erupts. Lots of bonding and affection.

home is wherever you are - Gen. 3.5k. Set in OoTP. Sirius’ scent—cigarettes; clove and tobacco and smoke—has always reminded Harry of safety & home.

it’s always been you - Gen. Set in OoTP. Sirius finally stands up for himself when Molly accuses him of treating Harry like James.

where you go, i’m going - Gen/QPP. 3.2k. Prongsfoot!!! and tattoos!! Outsider Remus POV into the close knit bond between James & Sirius.

Sirius Black: The Godfather - Gen. 7.7k. Mostly pre-canon/canon compliant. Background Jily but mainly focusing on s&h. a series of one shots highlighting the godson-godfather bond. (the first time i delved deep into my fav duo!)

okay, i’ll stop here 😭 but! i have a lot of assorted one shots on my ao3 so check it out if any of this sounds interesting. my motto for writing is ‘read what u wanna see in the world’ hence why everything is so…self-indulgent.

thank u for being here!! i appreciate everyone who reads/interacts so much i can not put it in words :”)

#if you’ve read til the end ur a real one #also i’m sorry i make myself sound so boring 😭 #but i don’t know how to do these? #i’ll probably keep adding to this as and when the mood strikes #also if i ever get around to posting the mcs im working on lol #thanks for stopping by and sticking around!!! #seeing the numbers on my accounts is legitimately awe-inspiring #i had an itty bitty cake in celebration today 🥰 #it was v funny because no one knew why i was doing it but hey- i liked it and isn’t that all that matters? #i have to unpin my weirdly detailed jilypad hc for this and i don’t know how to feel about that hmmmm #also didn’t wanna put this in the main post but sometimes i go on rants against certain characters (most notably remus) #i try to keep this is a - generally positive space but sometimes i’m too annoyed lol #so yeah. that’s a thing. that can happen. not a huge fan of the dude.

[morgana-pendragon]

do you guys think it’s time to send my parents the audhd symptom master doc i made a month ago

#woke up to my mom on the phone arguing with my dad over whose week it was to have my brother and then bc they’re both going to the states #for thanksgiving who’ll keep him & somehow the convo seemed to shift to where i would be (stay at home or go to the states) bc we talked to #my dad about it the other night and he said i wouldn’t go with him so obviously my mom wants me to go with her #and then she got quiet and then kind of defensive and started saying shit like ‘of course she doesn’t have a job you would know about that’ #and more stuff alluding to my lack of employment and inability to drive & im assuming he said something like i don’t deserve to go away ig #bc she was like ‘i don’t have those thoughts or use that language’ and i just know how he thinks so i assume that’s where he was at ugh #and i’m just so done with both of them like no matter how much i explain it to them they don’t understand #why i can’t drive or work and a month ago they both yelled at me for those & other things i do that are common symptoms #so i made a doc with the symptoms with cited sources and everything and then an explanation but i’ve been sitting on it #bc i don’t want them to think i’m just trying to excuse my way out of getting a job but they just don’t get #how much the thought of a mon-fri 9-5 that i have to drive to would kill me. ugh #anyway sorry for the rant i think i’ll send it #stop talking abbie

[dykeredhood]

The way people treat the lightrail here… it’s like they think you’re at risk of getting shivved every time you ride

In the before time (2015~2019) I’d take the neighborhood circulator shuttle bus to the lightrail station and then take the train to my office building, I never once got shivved. There was the memorable time I glanced at another person’s phone and immediately recognized that she was on AO3 🤣 I think the most interaction I had with a rando on the train was when someone recognized the work logo on my polo shirt and told me that’s where he has his bank accounts

#like… everyone just wants to get to their destination 🚊 #one of the arenas downtown LITERALLY has a partnership where your ticket to an event held there also serves as an all-day rail pass #sorry that y’all are afraid of the general public but it couldn’t be me #I’ll be taking the train downtown this weekend for an event that I’m really looking forward to #the last time I took the train it was PACKED with Dbacks fans heading to a playoff game #and things were fine??? some guy even offered me a seat but I was fine with standing since we were a few stops away from my stop anyway #the rail station in front of symphony hall has a whole wall of bas-relief bolo ties #THEE official neckwear of the state of Arizona #and they’re all sculpted with different lil bolo tie…clips…accents that represent science/industry/agriculture #personal #public transit #rant in tags #work adventures

[flutteringfable]

my parents: hey wanna come with us to visit some family friends?

me, with the crippling inability to say no and fear of sounding rude but also in no mental state or desiring to go out anywhere: yeah k

#fable talks 💫 #i’m trying to get better abt it but i’m just AGH #currently crying about it because thats how my body responds to literally any extreme emotion #i was in my PAJAMAS dude. i was ready to have an evening to relax before i did the next social thing #this is mostly my own fault but that won’t stop me from complaining about it #sorry for the rant im just in a mood rn and needed to scream into the void abt it #i’ll be ok dw

[biscuits-spooky-corner]

imagine wanting actual living breathing people to die because of their fictional ships could not be me because im normal and not chronically online 🥰

anyone who isn’t an exact copy of me are dumb and lame and also some ships are super duper dumb cause they don’t have chemistry or they’re literal siblings/family/an adult and a minor which like you do you ig but like i’m gonna bomb you

#also i don’t want anyone to die because of their ships??? that’s a genuine asshole move and if i say something like “kys” or “i’m gonna kill #-you” i don’t mean it because that’s how tumblr is you dumb fuck #people are mean and violent get used to it it’s funny as fuck #also please don’t come into my askbox to harass or be a dick to me it’s not cute or funny it’s just fucking annoying so please stop #okay sorry for the rant but i don’t really give a shit cause if you knew how to read you could read my pinned post #it says there that i’m mean to dumb people so if i was mean to you and we aren’t friends then you deserve it #also saying i’m chronically online is really funny cause like nuh uh #but sorry you’re too close minded to understand jokes i’ll change myself for you and you alone #how can i serve you #anon? how can i accommodate to your needs? it’s your world #i’m just living it it #asks

[zibiscusloon]

So uh ramble but-

Thanks to the fact I’ve been sick, I’ve been having to take medicine, and the medicine I was taking was supposed to chill my symptoms and also make me drowsy at night, right?

Well-

Apparently- I don’t respond well to the meds that I was prescribed-

It has made me simultaneously drowsy and hyper. I don’t even know how it works. My visions blurred and I wanna sleep but at the same time I am rushing all over the place and I’m not getting tired from stuff that has made me tired before. I’m twitchy and I wanna get up and move but I also wanna sit-

Also I’m hearing voices. And.. uh.. pretty sure that’s never a sign that I should keep taking it-

#my blog #ramble #tw medicine #tw medication #i don’t even know what this is #this just made me feel weird as hell and y’all are the only people I can vent to #hate that medicine never taking that shit again #well. I have sketches that are way past when I meant to get them posted so I should probably work on those #I just feel weird not being active.. sorry.. this is mostly just me ranting at this point- #also tumblr’s been being weird and not posting stuff or actually liking stuff when I click the like #I’ll stop now I’m sorry-

[shiny-airplane]

The event completely destroyed me (╥_╥)

Their expressions are so cute! (*＾＾*)

Quick Iv and Rio thought below:

This event makes me really interested in Iv and Rio's relationship. Rio is aware (and likely pretty scared of) the inevitability of death of those he loves. Iv, on the other hand, overworks himself a lot to maintain his identity as FT4's manager, even though it may end up worsening his already poor health. This probably means that Rio is really scared of Iv overworking himself because he doesn't want to lose someone important to him again. It makes me sad... (;△;)

#honeyworks #ft4 #ft4 megu #ft4 rio #I already ranted enough but uh. Mg Season 2 #(I’m using mg so I don’t accidentally get into the tag) #I’m really sorry to my mg followers! It became really stressful for me so I stopped following it… #And I’m not sure if I’ll be making art of it for a while (⋟﹏⋞) #But if you still follow me from it and like my art now I really appreciate you!! (*ˊᗜˋ*)/ #Still excited for season 2 though! Kotokombi the characters ever #Mikoto became even more pathetic and Kotoko became even more of a girlboss. I'm not sure if I'm winning or losing (^^;) #red’s art tag

[bisexualrapline]

okay i was really going to try to keep the positive vibes but i have so much to say

#so i’m just gonna do it here in tags because it’s driving me insane #so many of the people saying they’re disappointed are like dynamite era onwards armys #being like oh we wanted to experience a real full kpop album comeback etc etc #like first of all even before y’all found them tannies were already not a typical kpop group #second of all??? a whole be album happened??? #i know it was only 7 songs and a skit (and one of those songs was dynamite) #but like that was a full album comeback? and it was recent. #third of all like if you’re here (an army) for the ‘whole kpop experience’ then i’m sorry to break it to you bestie #but you’re in the wrong place. bts surpassed the genre of kpop years ago #i’m not even a bts popper i’m just telling you guys as it is bts are one of the world’s biggest artists. #not the world’s biggest kpop artists- the biggest artists period. #they abandoned the formula starting with dynamite and i don’t see them going back to it why would they?????? everything since dynamite #has only brought them more recognition and prestige so like??? what reason would they have to go backwards #okay fourth and last of all. i’m not trying to say that you’re not allowed to be disappointed or you’re not allowed to feel your feelings #if you feel that way then you feel that way #i’m just confused at the expectations y’all place on them #like if bts is the only ‘kpop’ group you’re into then how do you know what a ‘real comeback’ even looks like in this day and age???? #anyways. i’ll stop ranting now none of this is coherent i just needed a place to get it off my chest and i’m not putting this shit in my #journal lol #.txt #negativity ish