#I’m just still so fucking mad?

[rosicheeks]

🤦🏽‍♀️🙃

#I can’t stop thinking about it #I keep replaying the morning over and over in my head #my friend said she thinks I should write a letter or text tell them #and I’m thinking about it #the more I’m processing it and it’s kinda sinking in #the more angry and offended and hurt I am #idk I know super vague post #and since you guys keep saying you like my crazy dumb Rosie rant posts maybe I’ll do one telling you guys what happened #I’m just still so fucking mad? #and she has NO idea how badly she fucked me up #she’s texting me like nothing happened and I’m like ???? ok sorry but I can’t just move on from this #anyway fun fact and update about me and my life #I’m looking into a php 👌 #partial hospitalization program #if you didn’t know what I was talking about #so that’s suuuuper duper fun (hope you can feel my sarcasm) #but at this point in my life I feel like I need it #not gonna get into that right now cause ooofda one thing at a time #but this whole situation reallyyyyy set me back in my progress and healing so thanks buddy 👌👌👌 #you are lucky I love your dog so fucking much otherwise I probably would never talk to you again #shut up rosie

[whereismyhat5678]

I had a clear vision with this one.

I did NOT need to spend that much time on this BUT DAMN IT IT’S FUNNY-

Context: Peppino was annoying the fuck outta’ him and it got so bad he wanted to take him home.

He was done with his bullshit- 💀

#Pizza Tower #TW: Alcohol #I’m a LITTLE upset that the last panel only came out….okay #I don’t like how it looks- I COULD DO BETTER #But that was my third attempt at drawing it so I got tired AND I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP- 😭 #But it’s okay. It’s not GREAT but it’s okay and I’d rather have it look okay than bad- #Anyways the idea of Peppino annoying the absolute FUCK out of Gustavo while drunk is too funny #I tested it today and yeah he snapped at me- #It was mostly cuz I was doing stupid shit and he couldn’t control me 😂 #And then he drove me back home which was nice- and still funny #Gotta mention how much I love drawing Gustavo mad- #He’s an absolute sweetheart but I’m telling you- bend the straw too much you might just break it. #And he had a migraine so I made it worse- 💀 #I love C.AI bro it’s a masterpiece ✨✨ #Took me a bit but I had fun. And I like the first two panels they looks great #Peppino #Gustavo #Drunk #Art

[rainbowinbeigeboots]

do you ever just cry while thinking about how tender creature is with lisa or are you normal?

#something about that peach ring proposal scene just gets me and the way he just looks at her with so much love #granted it could be because i’m really depressed rn but damn does that scene in particular get me #i’m so mad the site i usually use isn’t working for me for some reason rn #and i could go to my local theatre since they’re still showing it but god i’d have to get out #but also god i REALLY need to watch this film rn bdcause it unfortunately is my current comfort film/hyperfixation #and i can’t justify paying the digital price for it while i already preordered the physical copy #save me lisa frankenstein save me #somehow gotta make it to fucking sunday when i’m going to see it again #until then i’m just gonna stare at gifs and cry about how sweet they are #lisa frankenstein #meaghan rambles

[astronomodome]

Feeling conflicted about the cyberpunk thingy impulse is going for because like yeah it’s a great theme and I like the aesthetics a lot but what I really like most about cyberpunk is the themes of corporate alienation and/or transhumanism etc etc which I know will not be addressed at all and in fact it’s kind of stupid of me to expect that at all from a minecraft series. Does anyone else get that or just me

#this is an issue I’ve been having with mcyt content in general you know. not ragging on impulse specifically #it’s just… I find it difficult to reconcile the quality of narrative focused mcyt content with its complete lack of commentary #should it have commentary? I believe it could if it wanted to. I don’t think it has to #but then you see these genres being… skinned and worn as cloaks #taking the aesthetics and story without any of the meaning behind it #and when it was just Minecraft builds that was expected. I guess it is still expected and I’m being a huge snob #but like. mcyt narrative is so fucked from a quality standpoint. you can’t even have villains who are other mcyters because people #will get mad at them #is that an unrelated issue? maybe. but I don’t think so #idk. mcyters aren’t expected to be storytellers and they don’t need to be #but I see these things happen over and over again and it’s just uncanny to see something that walks like a story talks like a story #but at the same time has absolutely nothing of value to say #it’s very early on so maybe there will be something done with this concept but I doubbbt it. I would be very pleasantly surprised #astro speaks #hermitcraft #not putting this in the impulse tag cause he would be more likely to see it #and I don’t want him to feel like he has to address this at all #it’s more just me noticing a trend

[waterberry-strawmelon]

just gonna go ahead and say this in advance—

if Riz does indeed come out in junior year, and he says, “I’m ace” or “I’m asexual” when referring specifically to his lack of romantic attraction, aromantic people are allowed to be upset about it.

#because yes of course some people irl say ace to mean both bc that’s how they personally identify #but in fictional media the distinction is necessary. especially with how few canonically aromantic characters even exist in ANY mainstream/ #popular media. #I assure you I’m not invalidating anyone who is ace and they mean that to include lack of romantic attraction. #But to look at this from a MEDIA PERSPECTIVE its irresponsible to do this w/out clarification that they also know the word aromantic exists #because otherwise that’s just a conflation of asexual and aromantic without any nuance #and an erasure of aromantic people who are not asexual. #Plus—name a single fucking time a character in mainstream/popular media has said the word aromantic. #Because I can name several instances where they say asexual. But I can’t think of ONE where they say aro or aromantic. #(Maybe that Isaac kid does in season 2 of Heartstopper? But I haven’t seen it so I’m not 100% sure.) #anyways. #the way this fucking fandom—and ANY fandom with a canon aro character—discusses the aromantic spectrum #is blatantly just to remove their own personal guilt for shipping that character with other characters and erasing their orientation. #because yes aromanticism IS a spectrum!! But when people talk about fabriz and say ‘he can still be ace!’ (Which is aro erasure) or #‘he can still be aro!’ They never SHOW riz still being aro or having any kind of complex relationship with romance. #I’m angry and I’m allowed to be. #I get that a ship you liked may be hard to let go of or something #But I’d be much less mad if all the fabriz fans said ‘yeah I know Riz is aro in canon and he and Fabian would never get together. #I just like to imagine it sometimes in fiction/fanon!’ Then that would be a WHOLE different conversation #Because then they’d at least be acknowledging that riz doesn’t feel romance in canon. That fabriz is something that actively #Goes against the canon characterization of one of those characters—and that’s fine. Just fucking ACKNOWLEDGE IT. #But most of these people either WANT fabriz to be canon/believe it WILL BE canon #OR I guess feel uncomfortable confronting the fact that they ARE erasing riz’s aromanticism so they don’t even acknowledge it at all. #fhjy #fantasy high #d20 #dimension 20 #riz gukgak #aromantic riz gukgak #fhsy

[shima-draws]

Also it really sucks bc I want to draw but I CAN’T bc I’m in a lot of pain rn. Sitting here like

#AUGHH. I’m still in physical therapy btw. #I was doing p good for a while until I sat in the car for a 5 hour round trip and that fucked my back up SO bad #So I relapsed. And my pain has been Bad for the past couple weeks #Not nearly as bad as it was at the beginning but my pain levels are back up #Which makes me so MAD bc I was at the point where I barelyyy felt it #SIGHS #Well. I’m getting dry needling done tomorrow and that should help #Not SUPER fond of the idea of needles getting poked into my back but at this point I’ll do anything #My therapist says everyone who’s done it under his care has felt a lot better afterwards #And I trust his judgement so. #I’ll be poked and prodded at tomorrow morning lol #I just want this to be over. It started in May. It’s October now #It’s been what. Five months?? FIVE???? #It’s almost been half a year since this started oh my fucking god. Killing myself #Shima speaks

[lemonlumens]

he’s all of him. and sonic is there too ig

#sth #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #my art #shadow the hedgehog is cool as fuck. the best character design ever created. he has a gun? #i used to go by darkness so i feel some sort of kinship with him #wait i’m literally just now realizing how corny it is that i used to go by darkness and now go by LUMENS. oh my god. #ANYWAY. i drew the first stuff right after i watched the shadow fandub. the last i have no such excuse for #i may be in hell. #i have now technically played a sonic game for the first time. team sonic racing which i definitely acquired legally. #i’ve pretty much never played those types of racing games before. #god sonic characters are sort of fun to draw and also hellish. quite different from the only other animal characters i’ve drawn b4. #i may be getting hyperfixated on sonic :| #this is what metallic madness zone act 2; dreams of an absolution; knight of the wind; +100 other sonic ost songs on repeat does to a mf #i said i wouldn’t do this but maybe i should make a sonic sideblog? #sonic is the sort of franchise that’s popular in abstraction but niche in genuine interest #if i’m still into this in a week or two i’ll make a sideblog #god these tags are long #shadow #sonic

[mcrmaidlesbian]

Ima need yall to STOP comparing zuko to characters who don’t deserve to be compared to him. Y’all compare him to the most heartless characters or people whose empathy was nowhere near his, and I’m tired. Like I wish I wasn’t so offended but damn I really am.

And then y’all compare zutara with ships that are just so……….. why just why???? “Why??” doesn’t even cover it like i ask with all the love in my heart to please shut the fuck up

#i would be so much harsher bcus I’m still so fucking mad about one thing I saw like I really am how dare you #like what do you do do you go to the person and just express full anger or just keep it to yourself I honestly don’t know #it’s not like their opinion will be changed so it will be a waste so yes lemme be passive aggressive #atla zuko #zuko #atla katara #katara #avatar the last airbender #pro zutara #atla zutara #zutara

[ask-lts]

Yo laugh! Wanna go on a killing spree with me? I'm planning on heading to the local orphanage.

[ please read the tags :( ]

“Just because I’ve tried to kill Player once or twice doesn’t mean I’m insane!? I’ve changed ya creep..”

#ask-lts #lts roblox #late to school roblox #roblox late to school #late to school laugh #lts laugh #wcgc-glitch2 #please. #please don’t characterize Laugh as a murderer. #that’s just fucked up #just because Elsie made it so he kills you once or twice doesn’t mean he’s ACTUALLY like that #you should realize that he’s still a kid #hes dumb as fuck yea but it doesn’t mean he would KILL PEOPLE. #maybe you see Laugh like that but I don’t. I just see him as a chill guy not an insane person #I’m not mad just disappointed people characterize him like this

[noirsongbird]

man, sometimes you start plotting out an AU, and you realize that it is going to be of interest to basically no one, so you sigh and decide that it stays on the discord forever

#specifically I’m playing with a gortash redemption postcanon #but it comes from a sort of ‘bad timeline’ ie on my very first run I fucked up Astarion’s romance and never got his act 2 scene #moved on to act 3 without realizing I had done this #got COLD dumped #and just started extrapolating how fucking miserable my Durge would be about it #like Ryla would still slog through and save the world #but I’m durgetash garbage so part of saving the world #in the end #meant killing the only person who ever loved Ryla #and he regrets it. and he’s miserable #and alone #so he goes to withers like “please just one more resurrection #Enver deserves the chance I got #to try and be better #and withers is like well. This makes my favorite mortal happy AND it will make bane SOOOOO MAD. #I see no downsides #so gortash gets a lil true rexzy and he and Ryla get to go on a life changing field trip #but NO ONE wants to read this and I fear for the wank that might come #since Astarion looks kinda. Bad. in this AU #and I’ve had people get mad in my comments over characters that haven’t appeared onscreen/had a chance to speak for themselves yet before #and it was really frustrating and upsetting #and I just don’t wanna do that again

[angelnumber27]

*he spilled my cup of paint water all over everything idk why I said he spilled watercolors I just woke up girls

I literally walked away for two minutes tops to make coffee and came back to his ass sitting on this water color palette and my painting open after spilling my watercolor water all over it

Look at that face. He knows he did something wrong hahahha

#I really wish I had a pic of him just sitting on the watercolors bc it was hilarious #like he looked so innocent and cute and I just knew his was was covered in various colors hashahwhwha #but i was more concerned with the toxicity so my immediate reaction was to try to clean his paws the best I could #and research #it won’t cause any skin or gastrointestinal issues so we’re good thankfully #he will be fine don’t worry lmao it’s water based watercolors #gonna watch him close just in case #grabbed him asap and a wash cloth and took him to the sink #but yes to reiterate it’s NOT TOXIC AND HE IS FINE I PROMISE #also thank goodness I grabbed him immediately before he started prancing around on the white carpet bc I would be yelled at for weeks #u have four bloody scratches on my face but there are not rainbow foot prints all over the house and he is safe so I am fine with that #i** #they’re ^ #the way cats attack you and think they’re being punished when you’re literally potentially trying to just save their life #or help them #like unhooking their claw from somethin their stuck too #and like I give a fuck about clothes as much as my cat but there’s paint all over my favorite robe too now hahah #legit thiught the red streaks on my face were watercolor hahahaha so I was like oh shit that blood #I’m not mad #after I found out it wasn’t toxic and that he didn’t step all over the wet carpets and that he was okay i laughed for like 15 minutes #I’m still laughing like… y’all ☠️ #please excuse my voice I’m a little sick and I sound like a southerner ew #like why do i sound like someone’s Christian Baptist mother offering someone cookies #Queso #my cats #lmao

[pallases]

PASSED ALL MY CLASSES YIPPEEEE

#personal #the engineering chronicles #on the one hand how the mighty have fallen etc but on the other. thank FUCK this semester is over #it wasn’t even that bad objectively like if i hadn’t had the musical im pretty sure this semester would have been a breeze. but w the #musical everything was so scattered i never had time to do hw and i had to skip classes to meet w ppl for group projects bc the only time #any of us were available was in the mornings except then the meetings would go later than planned and i wouldn’t be able to make it to #my morning class and. etc. rehearsals till 10 like 5 times a week just did not work on in this regard. BUT WE DID IT <3 scraped a b- out of #physics w my highest test score in that class and will likely end probability w a b #<- he put in my final exam grade (88 🥳) but there are still three labs that need to be graded so technically my grade could fall to a b- or #c+ but neither is likely #still mad abt that 60 i got on the last exam bc if i had done as well on that exam as i did every other exam for this class i could have #ended w a b+ or a- but. whatever i’m just relieved this courseload is over with. even if i will be thrown right back into everything in a #week at least there is this week for me to relax and not feel awful for failing even more classes this year lmao

[determinedowl23]

So obsessed with when a Nintendo game releases and the fans just go “nah…… I could do it better” and make some of the greatest aus known to mankind

#owl hoots #nintendo #this is specifically about: #totk #pkmn sv #the indigo disk #(teal mask doesn’t really have that issue) #splatoon 3 #side order #don’t get me wrong I genuinely love all of these games #It’s just that the stories (which had AMAZING POTENTIAL) all fell flat- especially at the end #It’s been three months and I’m still so fucking salty that Terapagos was so underutilized #Granted I haven’t actually watched horizons yet so I’m hoping it had more lore revealed in that? #Idk for side order and indigo disk especially there was so much hype (wave 2 dlc moment) and logical theorizing about certain elements #and it just never happened #(IM SO MAD THAT THERE WAS NO NUCLEAR WASTE IMAGERY IN SIDE ORDER THE REVEAL TRAILER HAD SO MUCH HYPE FOR IT AND FOR WHAT) #lol rant over. things don’t need to be good to like them. I love them all (it’s okay if you don’t tho)

[1800bugaboo]

This is why I hate Gwiles shippers and they will always be weird to me because if somebody says they don’t like them here they go being pressed asf writing think pieces about how why that person is wrong. Like just because somebody doesn’t feel the chemistry doesn’t mean they watched the movie with their eyes closed.

#Gwiles shippers will be like “oh you hate interracial couples” and just get extremely fucking defensive about the ship like bro who cares. #I swear these mfs are so insecure I knew that from the moment people started shipping Margo and Miles and they were in their feelings abt i #Nobody who is secure about their ship gets defensive and mad when others ship the person in their ship with someone else #Like I’m sorry to tell you this but some people don’t care about their relationship and find it boring. It doesn’t matter that Miles went #Across dimensions for her people her #it still won’t change the fact people find it boring asf

[goneinthemourning]

really sick of ppl being pissy at literally everything I say. sorry I shoved a stick up your ass ig, dw you wont hear from me again.

#if you happen to see this I’m not mad I’m just fucking tired of caring. so I’m not going to. have fun. #ur still cool but I’m done #crimson chatters

[zootopiathingz]

So apparently two of my co-workers were talking shit about me and another new hire bc we’re “dead weight” and said that we should get less hours or just quit. Another girl overheard them and reported them to the manager and they got in trouble. I didn’t know about this until today so idk when this happened but man I’m so pissed

#what hurts most is that i actually liked these two people. I thought we were kinda friends.. #like yesterday we were so chill cracking jokes and singing together n shit #and today I find out they think I should just. leave??? just quit my fucking job??? #I’m not worried bc my manager wouldn’t do that to us (bc she’s actually a decent and reasonable person) #but still. in what world is it fair for me to get paid less bc I’m not as fast paced as these other mfs #like ok. I’m slow. but at least I’m still doing my job #I show up on time I don’t take long breaks I almost never ask for time off #I need my paycheck just as much as they do. if not more bc my mom and I are actually broke #so sorry to break it to those mfs but I’m not going anywhere🤷‍♀️ #vent #lady luxo rambles #I’m mad and disappointed and hurt all at once #guess my anxiety is right when it tells me everyone secretly hates me lmao