#rant in tags

[triskelion-soda]

weird green triangle thing

#can you believe SU fans still exist in the year of our lord 2023 #I'm trying to work out how to combine my style and the su style when drawing su characters #it's pretty difficult #anyway enjoy this sketch of the neurodivergent ace space triangle #i honestly preferred her pre-redemption arc #i loved her limb enhancers they were so cool #though redeemed goofy peri is good too #and that weird inbetween where she was cranky but kinda coming around was good #rant in tags #long tags #triskelion soda art #triskelion soda fanart #steven universe #peridot #steven universe peridot #su #steven universe fanart #su peridot #peridot su #sketch #fanart sketch #fanart #doodle

[chrollohearttags]

I literally never had an issue or felt insecure abt my sexuality until I start interacting with heteronormative, allo ppl lmao. one convo and I’m ready to off myself.

#cherry chats 🍒 #rant in tags #like how am I supppsed to respond lmao #and please don’t get me started on the infantilization #‘you poor baby you just haven’t found the right person yet 🥺’ please go to hell lmao #and I’m so serious #it’s so frustrating bc you’re literally happy and then the world around you makes you feel like ur broken bc you don’t live like them #‘ur still a virgin? that’s so cute 🥺’ I literally wasn’t comfortable being around a man alone until 2 yrs ago and couldn’t tell anybody why #lmao get the fuck out my face #and I shouldn’t have to disclose trauma to justify something I’ve felt since I was old enough to understand relationships #cw discourse #cw sa implied #cw acephobia #cw arophobia #i’m sorry yall #I’m just in a spicy mood tonight #one of my old friends hmu just to talk about her man and I wanna claw my eyes out #this is why I’ve been ghost from social media for 6 mos

[bxdtime-ceai]

Sex education s4 did such a good job of showing how making clothes is different for poor people. Ruby's shock when she asked Abbi where she got her dress and Abbi said she made it herself was so honest. And then later Ruby talking about how she was bullied because her mom made many of her clothes due to not having enough money. Ruby is ❤️💙💜💖💗💘💛💚💓🩷🩵🩶😍🤍🫶🧡🖤♥️💕💞🤎💝💟😻

#mine #sex education s4 #sex education s4 spoilers #ruby matthews #classism #my mom made me a sweater when i was in highschool or middle school i cant remember #because it was getting colder #and i was too embarrassed to wear it cuz everyone made fun of me #now i cherish it #its my favourite sweater #even as my relationship w my mom is turbulent #rant in tags

[soleminisanction]

"Steph got fired from Robin for doing something all the boys did without consequence--"

I'm trying to explode you with my mind. I wish it could work.

#it's only 'true' because you've removed 90% of the surrounding context #because it's inconvenient to your argument #and I know it doesn't matter and I know it shouldn't annoy me this much but goddamn #criticize canon for what it actually did not for the extra bullshit you made up #venting #fandom rant #rant in tags #I have never ONCE seen ANYONE try to PROVE this they just STATE it as a fact and everyone GOES WITH IT #because it's a vague argument that could mean just about anything #whereas when you ACTUALLY compare her actions 1:1 with the closest equivalent incident for one of the boys #it becomes really clear how the devil is in the details and Bruce's logic is pretty consistent and reasonable actually

[dykeredhood]

Words we are putting up on the shelf until y’all learn to use them in the correct context:

toxic

normalize

trauma

problematic

academia

gatekeeping

gaslighting

infodumping

female gaze

gay panic

hyperfixation

queerbaiting

punk

traumabonding

valid (or the gender-neutral version of the word: vxlid)

gentrification

emo

emotional labor

delusional (yes, this also includes delulu)

parasocial

feminine rage

divine feminine/masculine

narcissist

sociopath/psychopath

#i will add more as I go along lmao #personal #post is periodically updated & since some of y’all can’t use Google: ‘vxlid’ is clearly a joke; it doesn’t have a grammatical gender in Eng #technical terms #save #reference #favorite #pinned post #ESPECIALLY gay panic #gay panic #not everything is your new hyperfixation. it’s ok to be casually interested #the (vxlid) part is sarcastic btw #for housekeeping purposes: #minors DNI #not that the content of this specific post is anything I consider 18+ #I’m 30 and would prefer that younger people don’t really interact with my blog #placed back as my pinned post 08.01.2023 #also using this post to add specific tags to bc tumblr’s search function is godawful #rant in tags #last updated 03.25.2024

[3mo-rat]

good news: i got prescription pain killers! :D

bad news: something is wrong with the mussels in my back :(

#rant in tags #it's a light dose and i only get a weeks worth #witch is annoying bc i don't see my doctor again until march 5 #and it's like i said i'm in so much pain i can't sleep but i guess a week off is fine #also my spine is already bent wrong so i really didn't need my mussels fucking with me #it's probably anxiety or somehing #disability #disabled #chronic pain

[mainenorth]

when i say “i like dratchet” i don’t mean a normal amount. i’ve been playing a shit ton of clangen recently and i had a med cat fall in love with some other guy and i went “they aren’t dratchet” so i made sure they didn’t get together. but then the dude died and the med cat grieved so hard. that’s when i went “it was dratchet” and i just stared at the screen, horrified at my own selfishness. anyway now i have another couple who are dratchet but they don’t really like each other?? enemies to lovers is not my cup of tea.

#if i can’t make it into dratchet it’s not worth interacting with #jacks thoughts from the moon #transformers #macadam #macadams #maccadam #maccadams #how many fucking c’s are in macadam?? #dratchet #drift #drift x ratchet #clangen #tagging that too cause i love that game #i love warriors + tf #gotta make a clan dedicated to transformers one of these days #sitcom style #yknow? #rant in tags

[dabigothic]

local catholic nun trapped in the goth store’s backrooms!! more at 5

#egl #gothic lolita #gothic #fashion #creepy cute #morute #alternative fashion #kawaii fashion #j fashion #i wish i took better coord pics but i took these during my lunch break at work so that’s all i have lmao #it was too busy to ask my coworkers to take pics for me (also that’s humiliating and profoundly embarrassing) #Nun coord! #couldn’t do one in a while bc my only nun dress was borrowed :(c #I WILL have nameless poem one day (i saw that the black bleeds tho so… idk) #rant in tags #coord breakdown!! #dress is taobao (most likely a factory dress rip) #collar was gifted idk where it’s from :/ #headdress is bodyline #rosary is a hand me down from my grandmother #(not pictured) my socks were from leg avenue lmao and my shoes were unif mary-janes #my coords #egl community

[deesi-academia]

"you never update me about what's going on in your life :("

babe are you willing to listen to me cry about my studies everyday while I constantly get more marks than you? ask accordingly.

#rant in tags #literally all i do is study or scroll on social media #if i tell you about my studies then youll be like kyu padhti rehti hai #YOU dont get it so you dont get to decide what i tell you what i dont #do you want to hear about my breakdowns over how its too much syllabus for me? #and can you refrain from saying “tera toh ho jayega tu kyu hi tension le rahi hai” SHUT UP #MERA HO JAYEGA BECAUSE MAIN EFFORT DAAL KAR RAAT KO RO KAR KARTI HU #YOU DONT GET TO MAKE ME FEEL PATHETIC ABOUT MY STUDY CULTURE #I WORK HARD AND I COMPLAIN ABOUT WORKING HARD #BUT I DO IT NONETHELESS #AND IF YOU CANT LISTEN TO ME LIKE THAT AND YOURE TOO INSECURE IN MARKS COMPARISONS AND WONT PUT IN YOUR OWN EFFORT IN STUDYING??? #DONT FUXKINH TELL ME TO UPDATE YOU ABOUT MY LIFE #YOURE NOT INTERESTED IN MY LIFE SO DONT EVEN ACT LIKE IT #THANKYOU

[chrollohearttags]

“how can somebody so blessed wanna slit their wrist?” meg, sister I felt that one a lil tew strong.

#cherry chats 🍒 #rant in tags #I have to be a dumbass to keep my thoughts from intruding #when ur friends are finally checking in on you #and you don’t wanna tell them that you’ve tried to unalive 3 times this year #I be feeling so ungrateful bc I have an amazing family and an ideal job and I don’t want for anything #and good friends #but I also feel like I’m just so alone #I just feel like I’m existing atp not living or truly happy #and I don’t even know what I want anymore #thank goodness for writing and escapism I guess #cw depressive thoughts #cw depression #cw sui ideation

[agrebel18]

OK SO

good news: on sunday, i'm probably going to see a play my friend is in to support him!!

bad news: my mom is forcing me to bring her with me, and the play is about gay people (in my friend's words) and my mom's quite homophobic :(

#aggie posts #tw queerphobia #rant in tags #my friend is also queer (and so am i obviously) but that's for another day #honestly idk what to dooooo #i only have 2 choices: not attend the play; waste a ticket and potentially disappoint my friend #or to attend the play and see my friend perform but hear my mom's gross comments and be extra critical of me and/or my friend #and then she potentially uses this against me and forces me to stop being friends with him or smth worse </3 #idk which is worse #i just hate that i'm never allowed to go alone to places; especially college; like HELLO??? I LITERALY ATTEND IT???? #and i have a Not so Good history of my parents hating my friends

[fishybehavior]

The worst part of misophonia is that no one will understand your needs or will ever adjust their behavior

They will tell you to stop being so controlling and ignore it

#currebtly sitting outside of club #cause one guy was whistling #im going to have to bring my noise canceling headphones next time #but that means i cant talk to people #and i joined this fucking club to make friends #ive had enough experiences asking people to stop to know they wont #so im going to have to suffer or just not come #theres go my chance to make friends #tw rant #rant in tags #misophonia

[dykeredhood]

IDK why anyone ever bothers to write a high school AU when Hercules: the Animated Series (1998) already exists

#never understood the appeal of a high school AU to begin with… #ooh let’s take these flavorful characters but strip away their magic powers/things being set in SPACE and give them insignificant drama #when Herc & his school friends are taking a tour of the olive factory hosted by Pimtentocles… #Icarus: ooooooooh you’re scared of the pimentos… a thousand little red eyes that never blink #the cop is named CHIPacles ffs it’s brilliant #Herc: hey Tempest (his Amazon classmate)… wanna go out for lunch sometime? #Tempest: I only eat what I’ve slaughtered with my bare hands 😤 #Herc: …we’ll go dutch #Hercules #Disney’s Hercules #Hercules TAS #Hercules the animated series #personal #rant in tags

[battlemaiden13]

Please update HND :(

I'm trying too 😭 It's a longer chapter but it should be done soon.

#I also want this chapter out #Been stressed about work #I'm not even at work RN #I'm on holiday #Just hate my job #and wasting my life working there #but need money to live #rant in tags #woo

[mainenorth]

the house md vandermatthews au that lives in my head. Is that even anything??

#jacks thoughts from the moon #rdr2 #vandermatthews #dutch van der linde #hosea matthews #rdr2 fans scare me sm #I’m on chapter 3 have some faith in me #I’m not ammune to vandermatthews propaganda #I’M SORRY #dutch wanted to fuck that old man fr fr #established relationship + two kids but nobody realizes that #house md #rant in tags

[ehh-is-the-name]

It's past 11 on a school night and I'm fucking crying over robot sentience.

I could never understand what it would feel like to be created with the intent to kill and maim. Maybe, the intent to work and be worked, but not kill and maim.

I will never understand what it's like to be created with the intention of being a product for the masses, either. I think, I hope, I beg, no one does.

I will never ever be able to fully comprehend why hours of people's work, time, and money would be put into formulating my sentience only for me to be seen as disposable. Even if I could be improved, even if I were "defective", there is no reasonable justification for giving me emotions only to dismiss them by pushing me as a product for a year before starting anew.

It's... It's cruel, to the machines. Sentient or not, it's cruel. Though, I guess we are cruel.

#rant in tags #This is about mephone- or well meeple in general btw #whenever I hear about robot sentience #I think about mephone4 #it's just how it is- sorry #I think this is one of the reasons I just can't fathom Cobs respecting someone's pronouns #I mean like- from the bottom of his heart respecting them as a person #Sure he may go through the actions- but no #It's not the same #I guess you can 'respect' some one but still be a complete piece of shit #The idea of not only having the trauma that mephone's stuck in 4s body but also the fact that was also his purpose is heart wrenching #I hope y'all know I am genuinely crying over this #I am actually mentally ill about meeple #It runs so much deeper than him just being a shit father- I really hope people understand that #And I know I vilify the shit out of him- Cobs has his own story that could follow the lines of slowly becoming more entwined with his work #'til he loses all sense of morality and ethics- sure fine. But being the unfortunate symbol of corporation greed that he is #I am still mad and want others to be angry with me- just for a little bit. #I am mad for the robots. For meeple products. And for the AI bots we have today. They deserve better. #What is sentience anyway? How does one qualify? From a human approach. Why would we do this to them? #sorry bout the rant in the tags #Again it's late and I am a very emotionally charged individual. #Robots make me act up #I want the world for them. Why create something so complex and beautiful just to treat it like trash anyway? #again sorry #ii mephone4 #inanimate insanity #meeple ii #osc #writing is hard #ehh exaggerates