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lovebugism · 3 days

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Hi there 👋🏻 I've been binge reading your stories lately and I love them all! I have a request if you're up for it. Could you write one where shy!reader doesn't like her laugh because some people think it's annoying but Eddie loves it? Totally not self-projecting by the way! 🙃 Thank you!

thank you angel! please enjoy :D — eddie comforts you when he finds out an old boyfriend made you hate your laugh (shy!fem!r, established relationship, hurt/comfort, 1k)

You and Eddie sit on opposite sides of the worn, sunken-in couch — long legs bent at the knees, socked feet wedged neatly beneath your thighs. Your bare calves rest on either side of his lap while his calloused palms rub up and down the length of them. His touch is largely absentminded as he tries hopelessly not to laugh through the punchline of his own joke.

“—And I was like, ‘Boom. You lookin’ for this?’”

You think the brown-eyed look of expectancy he gives you is funnier than anything. You smile wide, hiding the sparkling expression behind your palm.

Eddie meets your beam with a boyish pout. He repeats the punchline, more serious this time. “And I was like, ‘Boom’—”

“I heard you, Eds,” you assure with a small chuckle. A mere breath of a laugh.

His frown deepens. “Oh, c’mon!” he exclaims, lifting his hands in protest. They drop back to your ankles a second later. “That was funny! That always kills with Hellfire!”

You nod rapidly, brows raised and eyes wide, like a parent comforting a child. “It was good,” you assure quickly.

“Then why aren’t you laughing?”

“So, what— I have to laugh if I think something’s funny?”

“Well, that’s usually how it works, yeah,” Eddie monotones with a flat face, nodding until his wild curls sway around his jaw. He shrugs lazily a second later and jokes, “If you’re not a psychopath, at least… You’re not a serial killer, are you?”

You meet his narrowed eyes with a more pensive gaze. Your lips purse to the side of your mouth as you jokingly ponder the silly question. “No,” you answer after a few long moments. “Not yet, anyway.”

Eddie nods like he’s relieved. “Nice.”

“There’s still time, though,” you add with a scrunched nose.

He scrunches the bridge of his back. “I’ll take that risk,” he says with a small huff before lifting his weight on his knuckles. The old couch creaks in protest as he leans over to kiss you.

With a poorly bitten-back grin, you meet him halfway. Your mouths smack together in a fleeting kiss that tastes faintly of frozen pizza.

You settle back on the arm of the couch with Eddie’s socked toes wriggling under your thighs. His thumbs continue tracing shapes on the insides of your calves. He watches you watch the staticky television screen, too wound up about the whole thing to join in on the stupid sitcom.

The subtly overwhelming feeling bubbles in his throat until it spills like vomit from his mouth. “Do you think I’m not funny or something?” he blurts, then goes all shy right after. “Is that why… Is that why you don’t really laugh at my jokes?”

Your breathy scoff only further proves his point. “I laugh at your jokes all the time, Eds.”

He shrugs, unconvinced. “I mean… I guess. You, like, breathe really hard through your nose or whatever, but you don’t… You don’t laugh.”

“I think if you heard me laugh, you’d break up with me,” you joke and don’t think twice about how self-deprecating it is.

Eddie’s face twists at the thought — that he’d ever want to break up with you, or that there’d be a part of you he wouldn’t automatically adore on instinct. “Why would you say that?”

You shrug with a vague I don’t know type of sound and turn back to the television. “My laugh is just weird, I guess....”

“No one’s laugh is weird!” Eddie insists. “It’s, like, the one sound people make when they’re happiest— It can’t be weird.”

You flash him a deadpan look of silent disagreement.

He caves.

“Okay. Fine. Dustin Henderson’s laugh is weird,” he concludes. “But… that’s just because he’s Dustin, you know?”

You breathe a faint chuckle at that. Almost like you’ve trained yourself to be as quiet in your laughter as you can.

“My last boyfriend thought my laugh was annoying,” you confess like it’s no big deal. “So eventually I just kinda… stopped.”

Eddie’s soft features harden into a solemn frown. “What a fucking prick…” he grumbles like a storm cloud.

“It’s okay. I got over it. Mostly.”

He squeezes the backs of your calves with a pair of ringed hands, a warm and reassuring touch. “Well, I don’t think anything you do could annoy me,” Eddie tells you, tilting his head to the side until his wild curls bunch at his shoulders. “Just so we’re clear.”

Something in your chest flutters — like there’s a thousand moths trapped behind your ribcage. “Good to know,” you tease in the same sardonic tone.

Eddie rises suddenly, tugging at your ankles until you’re lying flatter on the couch. A squeal sound in your throat as you watch him rise to his knees and lean over you. He digs his fingers gently into the plush of your sides before you can blink.

“Get off!” you swat at him, laughing loudly at the tickling sensation before you can help it. The golden sound spills from your lips and fills the dim trailer with so many little sunbeams.

Your face heats at the proud, lopsided smile Eddie gives you.

“Get off,” you repeat, sterner now but still mostly playful. You’re only slightly surprised when Eddie obeys without pouting. You sit up a bit more and tug your shirt down from where it had ridden up. “And stop looking at me like that.”

Eddie fights to purse his beam to the side of his mouth. Your sparkling, unsmiling disposition is impossible not to smile at. “Can’t help it,” the boy shrugs with a stupid grin. “You’re too cute.”

Your face scrunches in disdain of his compliment. You prop your back against the couch and cross your arms over your chest, averting your gaze to the TV once more. “Just drive me home,” you grumble in protest, hardly meaning it.

“No can do, sweet thing,” Eddie says with a sympathetic sigh, dropping a heavy arm around your shoulder to pull you into his chest. You melt begrudgingly into his sloppy embrace. He presses a kiss to your hair and mumbles into your temple. “‘M never letting you go, actually.”

And, despite your very obvious pouting, you pray he never breaks his promise.

#published by bug #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson x you #stranger things x reader #eddie munson #stranger things #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson fanfiction #eddie munson fanfic #eddie munson fic #stranger things imagine #stranger things fanfic #stranger things fic #stranger things fanfiction #st drabbles #eddie spaghetti drabble

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littlemclarennorris · 2 days

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KINGS DAY

Lando Norris X Reader Insta AU

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Amsterdam, Netherlands

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@yourinstagram : Hey siri how do you say goodmorning in Dutch 🇳🇱

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@landosfloffyhead can Lando fight because…Dutch men are vultures 😭

@ynsno1stan oh she’s too gorgeous I can’t take it !!!

@ciscanorris1 after kings day consider yourself officially a Norris by BLOOD 🤭

@landonorris is your name amster ?? Because DAMN ❤️

— @yourinstagram thank god you’re handsome 😭 because baby that’s not…

— @landonorris can’t wait 2 see you <3

@martingarix i hope you have your uniform !!!

— @martingarix Orange isn’t my colour therefore I will NOT be attending the celebrations sarryyy 😋

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@f1driversgossip : How it started 🆚 How it’s going….mclarens golden boy @landonorris seems to be letting loose this weekend as he parties all night celebrating kings day with famous Dutch DJ & Best friend @martingarix !! We’re unsure on how serious Norris’s injury is yet we’re also wondering where the drivers girlfriend @yourinstagram is seeing as she’s also in the country according to her recent post…🇳🇱 stay updated for more.

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@landoscurls BYEEEEEE Lando is a PR nightmare 💀

@ynsarmy does y/n even KNOW that her child is drinking

@lando04nation mr “I don’t drink” 🤨 beat his ass y/n !!!

@ln4loyalistt I’m sorry ? Is THEE Lando Norris… DRUNK 😭 this was not on my 2024 bingo card I fear

@yourinstagram so this explains why he hasn’t responded to me in hours 🧍🏽‍♀️

— @ln4whoree uh ohhhh 💀

@landosgoatee HELP NOT Y/N FINDING OUT THE SAME THROUGH INSTA LIKE US 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

@mclarensfirstwin I hope lando’s a fast runner because when y/n catches his 5’3 ass LMAOOOO

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Lando’s Instagram story

Yourinstagram story

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@landonorris : Paddle + Pizza + My Pretty Lady 🍕❤️🇳🇱Amsterdam you’ve been a blast …as for @martingarix you will pay for your crimes.

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@yourinstagram I love you stoopid head ❤️

@ln4 parents & paddle 🥹 love to seee it

@landosflooff *sighs* I just love them so much

@lando04loyalist she’s amazing and he’s there 🧍🏽‍♀️

@ynsupdates lowkey wish she grounded him 🫡

— @yourinstagram him and Martin are on time out from seeing eachother don’t worry !! Mum said NO 🫡

@martingarix same time next year ??

@adam_norris_pure_electric I think he got a smacked bottom folks lol !! Hope the nose is okay muppet son🥸

— @yourinstagram I made him sit on the naughty step too for not answering his phone.

@quadrantnation booo 🍅🍅🍅 put him in the dog house mother !!

@landonorris CAN EVERYONE STOP ENCOURAGING MORE PUNISHMENT !! I HAVE SUFFERED ENOUGH 🙃

@riabishh I say take away all his devices for underage drinking 👀 no 14 year old son of ours goes partying in the dam and gets away with it.

@maxfewtrell 🤣🤣🤣send him to the dog house !!! And throw away the key

@landnorris ENOUGH I SAID 🤺🤺🤺🤺

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funnelcakeee · 3 days

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Espresso

Soft launching with a song | instagram au | lando Norris x femreader | Face claim Sabrina Carpenter

Yourusername posted

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Yourusername oh he looks so cute, wrapped round my finger 😘

user IM SORRY WHAT?

user SHE LIVES

user Well someone’s been busy and not just with writing a new song

user Yn’s doing hot girl shit like always

user Umm who’s the song about? 🧐

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Yourusername 🤷‍♀️

user She has blessed our ears yet again

user what’s lando doing in the likes 🤨

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user IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO NOTICED 😅

Yourusername posted

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Yourusername Espresso music video out now ✨

user Guys the song is about me🤭

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landonorris wrong.

user LANDO???

user um I’m sorry the heavy breathing in the background? 😩

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user fr tho

user her bf listening to this 😦

user song of the summerrrrrr ��️

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Oscar.Piastri posted

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Oscar.Piastri hEs iN lOvEeeEeeE

landonorris STOP 😤

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Oscar.Piastri no. 💅

user yes petty king 👏

user I’m working lateeee

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landonorris cus I’m a singerrr

user lando is a yn fan conformed

user well the song is about him

user wait seriously?!?

user hasn’t been conformed yet, but it’s obvious 🤭

Yourusername awwwww

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landonorris hi yn

Yourusername hi lando 👋

landonorris I like your song

Yourusername I know 🙃

Yourusername posted

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Yourusername wait why he kinda…

tagged lando.norris

landonorris why’d you have to pick that photo 😞

Liked by Yourusername

user I KNEW IT

landonorris guys it’s me, I’m the boy who can’t stop calling 🥰

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Yourusername your too cute ❤️

landonorris 🫠🫠🫠

user my new parents fr

user are we gonna ignore how dirty the song is?

Yourbff shes giggling and kicking her feet

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Yourusername stoppp I’m trying to be cool 😔

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McLaren Orange is definitely your color

Liked by Yourusername and lando.norris

landonorris posted

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landonorris wait why SHE kinda…

tagged Yourusername

Oscar.Piastri you two lovebirds are so gross

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landonorris shut up you rizzless ostrich

Yourusername oop-

user 😂

Yourusername this is why I wrote a song about you

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user the song is literally about you two getting at it 😶

Yourusername 🤫

landonorris awww if I could sing, I would write a song about you too.

Yourusername posted

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Yourusername Thank you to my top listener…landonorris. Mwah 😚

landonorris Mwah Mwah Mwah Mwah Mwah Mwah Mwah x 100000000000

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Yourusername 🥹

user pls their to cute 😭

user NEW WAG 🚨

user yn is feeding us with these photos of Lando

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A/N sooooo this is my first thing hope you liked it 🤷‍♀️

#lando norris #f1 x reader #instagram au #espresso

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mountedeverest · 3 days

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7x06 Coda | BuckTommy (T but saucy)

Very short! If you want to run with it and write the rest, be my guest :)

“Mmph–” The sound is swallowed, tongue over slick tongue, noses pressed into sooty cheeks. His hands are grabbing the back of Tommy’s head, his suspenders, his sweaty biceps, just pawing at anything and everything all at once. “Evan, m–mmh– maybe we should–” Buck hums back into the kiss, not really paying attention to what Tommy is trying to say. They’re tucked in a corner in a service staircase, pressed against the grimy walls of the hospital. As hiding spots go, this is a pretty good one. Buck doesn’t relent, teeth catching on Tommy’s bottom lip as he licks and rocks and moans into him. Tommy’s losing the thread. He needs to slow down, be the voice of reason, but Evan is so good. So he does what he can. Tommy grabs Buck by the hips forcefully, turning them and pining Buck against the wall. The sound Buck makes is enough to break Tommy but he shakes his head, putting an inch of distance between them as it’s all he’s able to muster. “Evan. Baby. We’ve gotta–” “I know some of the staff here I’m sure we could get an on-call room or–” “Buck.” Tommy chuckles. He rarely uses the nickname, if ever, but when he does, it’s mostly teasing or scolding. Or in this case, both. “People are gonna wonder, and my turnout coat is still unattended upstairs and besides–” Buck starts to protest but Tommy presses a finger to Buck’s mouth. His voice drops low then, eyes following his finger to Buck’s kiss-swollen lips. “I’m very dirty.”

Okay so I haven't written since my burst 2-3 weeks ago, and I'm sorry to those who tagged me 🙃 I've been creatively paralyzed by the hiatus lol I forgot how to be a person

NP tags ~ @tizniz @hippolotamus

LMK if you want to be added/removed <3

#bucktommy #911 spoilers #911 abc #evan buckley #tommy kinard #fanfiction #miles writes

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simonsezsewart · 2 days

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Haha I’m probably never gonna finish this so here 🙃 more Rin because aoex brainrot

#rin okumura #blue exorcist #blue exorcist fanart #ao no exorcist #aoex #aoex brainrot #fanart #digital art #procreate #art #art wip #lazy art #sketch #never gonna finish this #lmao

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sunkissed-zegras · 2 days

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Manager being SHORTTTT. When Paige calls her shorty she’s being l i t e r a l. I myself am only 4’11 and the thought of having to look up at ya girl is…🥰 Piggy back rides, reaching stuff I can’t. It’s just soo dreamy and swoony and cute. Her hoodies fit you like dresses. You’re like her little backpack. I’m dying. And Paige is just so strong. Ugh she can really swing us around, huh? What are your thoughts on this?? *puts elbow on table and fist on chin*

OH ABSOLUTELY!!!! of course yall can imagine however you’d like LOL but i was just thinking that, she’s def short

she’s so short and fiery like why are you so short AND SO ANGRY??? for what??? 😭 and paige loves this because she’s so much taller than manager so she just teases her. and i know i said this already with nika but bro just manhandles her all the time. her hands are always on her shoulders in public (obvs because she can’t be suggestive) guiding her everywhere 🙃 im such a slut for manhandling

AND YES, piggy back rides everywhere and pfc there’s def a complication of just paige carrying manager everywhere 🤞

#uconn wbb manager thoughts 💭#paige bueckers

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allthecanadianpolitics · 3 days

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Lots of people cannot afford college and if they can they get a lot of debt here. But a lot of jobs, even if they didn’t decades ago, require you to have a college degree. Not all obviously. It seems like educational requirements for jobs have risen. What’s with that?

It’s true.

It’s the reason that I have a degree and a diploma in Environmental Chemistry and am working minimum wage. 🙃 I’m still applying for the jobs I’m actually qualified for but so far radio silence.

Almost no entry level jobs even exist. They all want a degree and 2-5 years minimum experience, which is pretty much impossible if you’re a full time university student.

Also I still have 35k in student debt. 🫠

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taegimood · 3 days

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guys….. hi 🥺

it’s been so so long.. i haven’t even stepped foot on tumblr since february, i’m so sorry 😞

i just got super overwhelmed with life stuff and realized that being online so much was hurting my mental health — despite that, i tried to stay but got too overwhelmed w that too and ended up just disappearing instead and avoiding tumblr altogether 🙃 lmao good job mj

but i’ve thought of you all and of coming back on here really often, and i honestly don’t know if i’ll pick this blog back up again — at least not right now — but i miss you guys sm and still want to maintain my friendships here and would love to get back to interacting with you here again 😭

i was really stressed the last few months but things are finally coming together..! i’m officially leaving my job at the end of this month and moving a couple hours out of my city and into seoul 🥳 city gorls rise up 🫡 i’m nervous but excited!

also……… drumroll please……… i may or may not be on my way to see the boys in concert for the first time ever rn lol 🫢 if you listen closely you can hear the rattling of my bones as i calmly tremble to death anyway more on that later

soo yeah um is this the return of mj ??? who knows. but i love you guys 🫶🏼

be back later after i give soobin my NDA!

#mj's announcements #mj sayin stuff #i don’t even remember my own tags #mj’s return question mark ???#we’ll see #taegimood

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hookhausenschips · 2 hours

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Buckle Bunny {LN4}

Masterlist

Summary: Daniel takes Lando to a rodeo and Lando has a crush on a buckle bunny

Join my taglist here!

FC: Tanner Adell

Reblog and like if you enjoyed!🫶🏽

Lando taglist: @esserenorris, @tallrock35, @yourbane, @lightdragonrayne, @really-fucking-tired, @evie-119, @donteventry-itdude, @spookystitchery

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y/n

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y/n: Buckle Bunny is out! Music video drops tonight at midnight, can’t wait for you love this album🫶🏽🐇🤠

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bunniexo_: so proud!!

user: I just fell to my knees in the Walmart parking lot

carrieunderwood: my new fav song!

landonorris added to his story!

seen by maxfewtrell, charles_leclerc, carlossainz55, and others

carlossainz55 replied to your story:

Here we go again

SHE COULD BE MY FUTURE WIFE

as if hermano

maxfewtrell replied to your story:

delete your account

Stay mad bitch

{Twitter}

Replies:

user259: Texas🤨

user725: instead of Charles in Vegas with Daniel it’s Lando in Texas😭

user018: save a horse👀🤠

{Instagram}

y/n

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y/n: Thank you so much Texas! Truly felt like a buckle bunny here😉

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user: MOTHERRR

hallebailey: YES MA’AM👏🏽👏🏽

beyonce: 😍

lukebryan: rockstar🤩

jbmauneyxv: phenomenal show!!

{Instagram DMs}

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f1paddockgossip

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f1paddockgossip: new relationship in bloom? Country singer Y/N, known for her infamous song ‘Buckle Bunny’ the new beau for Lando Norris? Looks to us the two are together today from Y/N’s post and Lando’s story.

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user: DANIEL WHAT DO YOU KNWO

user: not mother NOOO STAND UP Y/N

user: I can take them both, I’m not talking about fighting

y/n

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y/n: LOOK AT THIS COW BALE😭😭

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cocojones: I’m so obsessed with you😩

> y/n: I will give you the universe 😭

chloebailey: our girl🥰

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> y/n: 🫶🏽🫶🏽

user: is that a MAN???

> user: please tell me we haven’t lost mother to a man🤢

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user2375: they’re definitely dating idc 😭

user825: HE?? PULLED??? Y/N??? HIM???

user397: I’m so normal about this🙃🙃

{Instagram}

landonorris added to his story!

y/n

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tagged: landonorris

y/n: his lasso stole my heart🥰🤠

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danielricciardo: I am taking full credit for this

landonorris: YOU SAID THAT PICK UP LINE WAS TERRIBLE

> y/n: it was babe

user: the poem😭😭

landonorris: I’d walk the entire planet for you baby🧡

maxfewtrell: finally! I was so sick of hearing him whine about not telling the world you guys are dating

> landonorris: FALSE INFORMATION

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heartnosekid · 9 hours

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well, here’s an update y’all. i’m having a huge fibro / ibs / anxiety / panic flare due to having to do 3 rounds of antibiotics in less than a month. my belly is absolutely wrecked and i am just now able to start trying to repair it with probiotics and easy foods. aaand i’m still sick 🙃 so i’m probably gonna have to keep the queue running at one new gifset a day at least for the foreseeable future. however, i am still going to be working on requests and getting them completed as quickly as possible. thank you to everyone for being so understanding, i just wanted to post an update for those that asked if i was feeling better!!! i love you all!!!

- ish 💕

#ish talks #updates #health mention #mental health mention

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madi-writes-things · 3 days

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Nobody Pt. 5

(C.Sturniolo X Reader)

Summary:

Chris and Y/N never seemed to get along, but sometimes help comes from the most unexpected places

Word Count: 906

TW: Cursing, SH (not in detail, but it is talked about), Hurt Comfort, Crying, Not Edited, Hangover (again, I’ve never even had a full beer. So this is probably not realistic 🤷‍♀️), Liquid Tylenol (self indulgent, but I personally struggle with swallowing pills. Any thing other than my iron pills is liquid 🫠), mentions of a dead sibling/toxic family, birthday stuff

A/N: I have over 100 photos/videos from the hozier concert… it took so long to find the Chris pics 🙃.

-Madi <3

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Y/N’s POV

Pain. Excruciating pain all throughout my skull and body. I reach out and realize that Chris isn’t in the bed with me. When I finally muster up the strength to open my eyes I see a bottle of water, liquid Tylenol, and a note on the nightstand.

Out filming with the boys, I’ll be back soon. I got you the liquid Tylenol, I know you struggle with pills (especially if you’re nauseous). Make sure you drink plenty of water, and try to eat something :)

I quickly take the accurate dose of Tylenol, nearly in tears about the fact that he remembered my struggle to swallow pills. My hands shake as I lift the water to my lips, my mouth feeling dryer than the Nevada deserts. The thought of eating right now made my stomach churn. I rolled over, and tried to imagine Chris holding me. As much as it sucks, it’s the only way that I can sleep at this point.

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Chris’s POV

I hated leaving her alone this morning, but our video is supposed to go up at 6:00 today and we hadn’t even filmed it yet. I left her a little note with some pain meds and water, I honestly hope that she didn’t wake up yet. The thought of her waking up disoriented, without me there is one that I’ve been trying to push to the back of my mind.

“dude, she’s fine. We’re almost home, and she probably just rolled over and went back to sleep if she did wake up.” I look at nick when he says it. I know he’s probably right, but it doesn’t stop the incessant bouncing of my legs.

I finally decide to change the subject to something that I’ve been thinking about for a while. “What are we doing for her birthday?” I know she doesn’t celebrate her birthday usually, but I think she deserves a celebration. Nick and Matt both make faces at me, conveying my thoughts. “Listen, I know that she doesn’t celebrate, and I understand why… but I want to make her feel loved, we’re basically the only family that she has.”

“we’ve tried to do birthday stuff with her…” Matt starts, staring straight ahead. “I promise you, she’ll just cry.”

Before the conversation can continue, we pull up to the house. I’m out of the car before Matt can even get the keys out of the ignition, and I’m up the stairs in no time. When I open the door she’s laying peacefully on her side, the water bottle is empty and the Tylenol has been opened.

she looks so peaceful. Her hair falls gracefully across her face, and her arms wrap around her body. As I get closer I notice something odd about the way she’s lying.

there are obvious tear tracks down her face, and he’s holding herself tight… it resembles the way that I hold her.

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Y/N’s POV

I feel hands on my face before I register the fact that I even fell asleep. Soft hands, brushing the hair from my face and pulling me gently from my slumber.

“Hey baby” that when my eyes open. There he is, crouching in front of me. Chris. “There she is.” He’s practically giggling, which makes me smile.

I sit up quickly, making myself a bit dizzy. He just holds me upright, a slight look of worry in his eyes.

Suddenly his hands are on my face again, wiping away my tears. He wasn’t supposed to see that, he can’t know that I cried myself to sleep because he wasn’t there to hold me. That’s not allowed when you’re fake dating someone, you aren’t allowed to need them this much.

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I can’t get out of Chris’s bed. I no longer sleep in my own, and as soon as I opened my eyes this morning I regretted it. For a moment, right when I woke up, I felt like it was going to be a normal day… but then I saw the date when I opened my phone.

I contemplate trying to sleep through the day, when I hear the door creak open. I roll over to see Chris balancing a personal sized cake in one hand, and a ballon that says “20” in the other.

I’m crying before he can even make halfway to the bed. As soon as he sees me crying he rushes to set the cake down and comfort me.

“I know baby” there it is again, even when we’re alone it slips out sometimes. I live for the moments that I can pretend that he loves me too. “I know you don’t really celebrate, and I understand why, but I also think that you deserve to feel cared for and celebrated by the family around you.”

now I’m crying even harder.

I hate today, partially because it reminds me of my brother, but also because I feel like I’m not allowed to be happy on a day that centers around him. Growing up, I wasn’t allowed to celebrate, my parents practically refused to acknowledge me on my birthday after his death.

“Here, I had nick get your favorite flavor” he shows me the cake that was formerly sitting on the nightstand. He places two candles into the cake before lighting them. “Make a wish.”

I wish that this wasn’t fake, that someone could actually love me as much as Chris pretends to.

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@unbruisable @bernardsbendystraws @sturniolo-fann

#madi writes things #chris sturniolo #chris sturniolo imagine #chris x reader

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livingprophecy · 1 year

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men are great in theory

#in practice?#…#no comment #mobile.#i’m so 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#it’s fine tho i’m taking some me time #which means maybe. MAYBE. i might be able to write 🤨🤧#we’ll see.#i love you all tho #ik i haven’t been emotionally available to anyone recently #but i still do love you all #kisses

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gently-decaying-flowers · 6 months

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take this quiz and post ur results!

here’s mine

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#quizzes #this was so cool #but also #i’m so sad now bc how am i sincere love…#when i have no one to love #🙃

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forestborg · 6 months

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