livingprophecy

[livingprophecy]

hello i promise i’m not dead but i understand if you want to unfollow/have already— i do eventually want to come back to this blog but being online feels more like a chore to me rn and i have to break that mentality first. i am officially starting my first job next week though, and moving to a completely new city 13 hours away from home,,, so wish me luck!!! i hope i’m back here soon.

#mobile. #ily all 💖 #mental health is actually on an upturn #just not there yet with tumblr etc #i’m feeling good i have a good job i have a good relationship and a good apartment #i just need to get to that apartment and get set up lmao #am i worried about being lonely out there? totally. but i also am prepared for a bit of it #it’s room for me to grow and i haven’t had that #not with an abusive father #so idk i’m just vibing truly LMFAO #ily all so much

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NEVER MIND I DIDNT WAIT LONG ENOUGH

about to finish my replay of me1— i didn’t know if you had enough paragon you just don’t have to do the final fucking boss fight

#LMFAO OKAY #I THOUGHT I WAS GOING CRAZY #THIS THING IS FUCKING TERRIFYING IN 4K GRAPHICS #mobile.

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about to finish my replay of me1— i didn’t know if you had enough paragon you just don’t have to do the final fucking boss fight

#suicide tw / #mobile. #LIKE BRO? #I WAS SO READY FOR THE SAREN FIGHT #AND THEN HE JUST SHOT HIMSELF #BC I CONVINCED HIM HE COULD REDEEM HIMSELF #IM #I DIDNT KNOW THIS WAS AN OPTION #I MAY HAVE DONE EVERY POSSIBLE SIDEQUEST TO GET PARAGON POINTS BUT I THOUGHT I DID THAT BEFORE #anyways male shep run is going phenomenal JFHDKSBSKSBSJGSJS

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bruh what was sab s2

#sab s2 spoilers / #sab spoilers / #mobile. #i want to note i haven't actually watched it but i got spoilers since i won't be able to until #like end of may probably #and now idek if im gonna watch it KLNSDKLNGKLADSNG #LIKE HUHHHH??????? #i'm #i don't even know what to say at that point #they butchered everything i love most why would i even bother #i'm convinced people who like it just don't have the critical thinking skills to have read the books #both series tbh #cuz wtf was up with some of the k/anej stuff lmfao #idek dude i'm #going through it irl and now going through it bc of sab #i told sarah i would rather be writing my thesis than watching the show KLNASKLDGNAKLDGN #IT STILL IS TRUE

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tired of pretending i think joel made the wrong decision at the end of tlou. was it selfish? yes. was it wrong? fuck no.

#mobile. #me appearing from my weeks of silence to say this before the finale tomorrow #listen i’m gonna die on this bill #ellie didn’t know she was going to have to die but not only that #they didn’t fucking tell her #she was talking about the places she wanted to go once her and joel were done #she thought she was gonna live #and i don’t acknowledge tlou2 like at all so i don’t even wanna hear that ellie would have rather died #because i do not think it’s true #she finally was happy. you think she wanted to give that up? #yes joel made a selfish choice #for love he’d risk the entire world. it’s beautiful. #and the fireflies were manipulating ellie’s guilt— her survivors guilt of everyone she’d ever loved had died or left her #so yes maybe she felt like her death would have served a purpose #but that doesn’t mean she wanted it #and that doesn’t mean they were being at all truthful about it #idk dude #yes it was selfish. yes it was the right thing to do. #get that kantian bullshit away from me idc about the greater good

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the height difference isn’t actually that big but i know in my heart of hearts that tifa is taller than cloud

#mobile. #i will die on this hill #not SUPER taller but like. enough that it’s noticeable and she hit her big growth spurt first #and then yknow. cloud go thrown into a mako tank so #i wouldn’t doubt that fucked up puberty for him cuz he was 16 #FJDHSKSBKSHSKSGS #SHORT KING CLOUD OKAY !!!! smh #and 6’6 seph / 6’3 zack i said what i said

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like zack’s death scene is rough enough in advent children but the way he drags cloud’s head against his chest to tell him he’s gonna live???? i’m gonna walk off a fucking bridge

#mobile. #anyways i’m sobbing through the ending of CCR if it isn’t obvious #fucking christ #FUCK #anyways why would they put cloud saying ‘i won’t forget’ #that’s just. fucking cruel #knowing that he does #i wanna walk into the ocean and not come back

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me: not writing currently bc of how busy i am/not enjoying the whole writing thing in general

also me: ……………. but joel starter call

#mobile. #JFHDJSBSKSBSJHSKS this is mostly a joke #but you wouldn’t believe the amount of joel muse i have rn #(actually it’s easy enough to believe lmfao) #💃💃💃💃💃💃 #THATS MY DAD!!!!! THATS EVERYONES DAD!!!!! MORALLY GREY FUCKED UP BUT VERY ALIVE DAD #cries loudly about the winter section and how i’m gonna hear pedro call bella baby girl

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KISSES TO THE SKY FOR THE KELCE BROTHERS BUT SPECIFICALLY TRAVIS MORE

#mobile. #GO CHIEFS BABEY WOOOOOOOO #EAGLES GET STOMPED #💃💃💃💃💃💃💃💃💃💃💃💃💃💃💃 #football tag.

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MERRY FOOTBALL!!!!!

#HAPPY SUPER BOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #we have made tons of snacks #we have alcohol #we are vibing #love y’all 😘😘😘😘😘 #mobile.

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back to crisis core brainrot; in a resurrection au, zack ties a pink ribbon to his sword hilt 😭

#mobile. #it also wouldn’t be anything like buster he wants buster to rest #it would be like his basic broadsword from when he was a second #and he’s had enough silver for a lifetime so it would be a black and bronze sword #anyways i’m thinking about zack always

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actually i do have one more thing to say about the hogwarts game because its the same fucking debate as "free speech means i can say what i want," people are like "you can't tell me not to play the game!!!!" fine! but i can criticize you fucking endlessly for it! so eat glass!

#mobile. #jkr / #hp / #transphobia tw / #antisemitism tw / #LIKE AKLSDNKLNASG??? #OKAY WHATEVER FINE PLAY THE GAME #I'M GONNA CALL YOU TRANSPHOBIC/ANTISEMETIC STILL #yall are the ones choosing to play the game that's directly antisemitic!!!! #the game that's lining the pockets of one of the most outspoken anti-trans individuals in the world!!!!!! #i'm just fucking . YALL ARE SO DUMB!!!!! #yall (general) not yall (my followers)

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like maybe i'm just a little cynical but if you don't understand why trans/jewish people don't want to interact with you after you say you're playing the hp game when it's been expressly described why we dislike the idea of people playing a game about blood libel where the money is going directly to a woman supporting anti-trans bills... you might have to re-think your definition of allyship

#jkr / #antisemitism tw / #transphobia tw / #hp / #honestly this is the last i'm gnna talk about the game #cuz its genuinely so upsetting seeing everything i have #its genuinely exhausting being trans on the internet sometimes #we deserve to have some safe space. #and if you don't understand that... if you're acting like we're the crazy fucking transgenders #who won't let you enjoy your little nostalgia game #that's got shittier game dev than games from 1997 #then idk what to tell you at this point lmfao #like i really don't care about your fucking nostalgia #find another series to enjoy #it's not that hard #lmfao #i'm so sick and tired of this debate like #it's really pathetic at this point. #block me! literally block me! #bitches have done it before! wouldn't be the first time and it won't be the last! #long sigh #again i'm not engaging in anything so if yall wanna send anon hate like last time it's just gonna get deleted #though i am gonna laugh at you with people in my dms first too #KLNASDGKLNASDKLGNASKLDGN #goodbye you fucking losers #mobile.

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do you ever think about how aerith’s mom probably thought zack was a shitty boyfriend, just up and abandoned aerith, and trusted cloud even less for the same reason.

#do you ever think about how zack feels like he has left behind the worst legacy #his living legacy is cloud for a reason #because everything else he’s done has been a failure #even keeping cloud safe was a failure bc he died #while trying to protect him #do you ever think about how all zack wanted was to be a hero #yeah. i do. #mobile.

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okay like obviously fuck the hp game we already established that but. holy shit for a 2023 release game that is the ugliest fucking game i have ever seen.

#hp / #jkr / #LIKE??? JFC IT'S SO UGLY ADSKNGKLNDG #yeah this is really a AAA game for sure #it looks like it came out in 2008 #and people saying the magic system is more complex in DARK SOULS???/ #yeah fuck off i hope this game flops for so many reasons #including the transphobia but like also cuz it's ugly #as a trans person i can say that i want it to fail cuz it's ugly i think KLNADSLKGNASDKLGNKLASDNG

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men are great in theory

#in practice? #… #no comment #mobile. #i’m so 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 #it’s fine tho i’m taking some me time #which means maybe. MAYBE. i might be able to write 🤨🤧 #we’ll see. #i love you all tho #ik i haven’t been emotionally available to anyone recently #but i still do love you all #kisses

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people who were at least A LITTLE in love with zack by the end of crisis core — a comprehensive guide by me

aerith. i really don't have to expand any more on this, that's his other half, his perfect match, all that shit.

cloud. again, don't have to expand too much, he loved zack so much he basically became zack. the sincerest form of flattery and all that. plus he's the SOLDIER who remembered his name and like, actually cared about him. that's his bestie that he was not 100% heterosexual with.

sephiroth. bro the way that man looks at zack is not heterosexual, after the bit in junon where he's literally making heart eyes at zack.... yeah he's more than a little in love.

kunsel. listen the two of them are just homies that also would've made out with each other. i'm not wrong.

cissnei. the fact that mail you (zack) receive from her goes in the "friends" file and she tells zack that he's the first person who's ever wanted to celebrate her??? the way she lets him go because she recognizes he deserves better????? that's some love bitch!

tseng. definitely was still way too obsessed with aerith but it was there for sure.

#&. 𝐙𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐑 ) for the both of us… you’re gonna live. you’ll be my living legacy. #why am i posting this? because everyone should be in love with zack #zack the puppy deserves everyone's love and bitch he had it! #the only person i'm willing to argue didn't romantically love him just a pinch was kunsel and that's cuz #that's just homie behavior ??? #but it wasn't bc i say so #anyways sephiroth is gay for zack and also angeal and also gen and also- #KLASDNGKLASNDGKLASNDGLKASNDGK #pre-nibel seph obvs i'm not talking about after #me waiting for the remake to get up to the golden saucer so i can go on my date with tifa like *taps watch*