so apparently my blog was marked as explicit and hidden because of a reblog where I used memes that weren’t even explicit yo what the fuck—
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Me and my mother have set up a new tradition recently where we watch Impractical Jokers for a couple hours before we go to bed to leave the day on a nice note and hopefully have good dreams.
We’re currently doing that for the last time before I go back to university.
She’s said that she’ll miss it, miss laughing in the evening but won’t miss me talking along with the intro because she finds it annoying (but also lowkey funny).
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damn i see why you liked her now she’s beautiful and i’m nothing
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in moments like these, the loneliness seems vast, consuming, even. isn’t it strange? how one can feel so completely alone, despite being in the presence of others? i often wonder if it’ll last forever. like i’m caught in some wasteland and the signals are too weak to reach out for those who are painfully close but yet, just out of the grasps of safety. is it that i’m scared of the loneliness - or scared of what i’ll be left with once i’ve overthrown it. uncomfortable but familiar, i feel often as if i’ll never leave this place. entrapped within a fortress i created with reinforced walls. a prisoner of myself. my own hostage. loneliness is not a lack of people around you; it’s a lack of yourself.
the cobwebs in the corner of my room continue to collect dust as they grow a larger home.
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tired of feeling so lonely all the time when i have someone who should want to spend time with me but chills on the game with their homies all day n night instead LMAO
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[ cw: death mention / family death mention / ]
Mhmm I sure love thinking of the reality where we did get more time to really know Karai and her dynamics with the bros. Losing her hit hard in the finale, but it would’ve hit much, much harder had we known Karai longer and really saw her relationships develop with everyone.
I especially would have been interested in her dynamic with Leo, as past iterations often have the two of them clash in ideals and the like while still sharing many characteristics. Two sides of the same coin, and all that. Her specifically being the bros’ Gram-Gram also adds a whole new dynamic as well.
Imagine how interesting it would be, to have Karai start off on Leo’s side for once, showing wholly just how alike the two are at their cores and bonding as family without the worry of betrayal or animosity that other iterations suffer through, only to have Karai die anyway. Their parting hug and the desperate look of horror Leo wears later on would have hit that much harder, I feel.
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What if Eddie asks Steve about what happened with the Russians and how it affected him. Steve has never been asked how that experience changed the way he is as a person or how traumatic the whole situation turned out. I think season 5 would’ve been an amazing opening for that conversation and we get to see Steve’s genuine point of view if that day while Eddie even goes into detail about how he felt about the demobats and the upside down in general. Ugh what could’ve been 😞
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I literally woke up in the middle of the night like God will dark rise is so fucking screwed. The line that’s like. “Everyone wanted to kill the Dark King.” What’s the part where he looks at Violet helplessly, haunted, almost pleading for mercy? But of course he reveals nothing of substance to anyone. Elizabeth is too young to understand but the reader knows what “Her relationship with that boy was…unnatural” can mean. Tying him to bedposts? Failing to strangle him? What else? Never not even once seeing beyond a mythological identity Will himself didn’t know he had? What did he think was the reason? That he was just intrinsically hateful? Of course he says nothing. Of course Violet can’t trust him- he’s given her nothing as painfully real as what she’s given him. So he gives her the sword hoping at least he can die at the hands of someone he loved, but even that doesn’t work out - she gives the sword to a Visander still furious at SARCEAN. The pattern continues; no one looks at Will, who vomits when he realizes what’s happened to James, Will who is much of a liar and killer and sneak as Elizabeth accuses but nonetheless wants to be different. Even when he doesn’t remember his own past. There’s no way out for him that doesn’t hurt. Hope this obsession passes soon given the one and a half years of waiting required for book 3
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