#i wont stop either

[blessedshortcake]

I feel like the autism is going too far

Ive been watching megamind at LEAST twice a day every single day for like a week or so

#im typing this as its loading in rn #its 10pm #im gonna watch it at least 3 times before i sleep #in a row too like not randomly twice a day #and i love it so much #i wont stop either #lol #megamind #autism #yea im tagging it

[skunkes]

the sun was in my eyes

#june is yellow again... #a doodley #i feel a bit better now that i wrote all that stuff out. but i cant tell if itll stay this way #its like it accumulated for months of relief and its all coming out now! and it wont stop #either way dont worry...i will take all future crises on the matter up with a physical journal #i just had to purge it into the void...im sorry :( #im going to sketch some comms and go to bed! ^_^ i love being alive...and i love everyone

[swervesbar]

Happy Megatron Monday! Time to bully everyone's favorite old man. Also:

#tf #maccadam #earthspark #optimus prime #megatron #mo malto #megatron monday #oh my god earthspark is GREAT #megop #is this megop? why not yeah its megop. sometimes marriage means teaming up with a child to bully your husband #i couldnt stop seeing this and now you wont be able to stop seeing it either #sorry not sorry #worm art

[soup-child]

You know what I really hope Hero DOESNT show up in the final battle she deserves to just be at her nasa internship I want her to show up at the epilogue and just be like see you could do it you don't need me

#willy stampler has respected one (1) boundary in his life ever and thats leaving hero the fuck alone #like hes probably heard the prophecy and probably is like well if i leave her alone she wont try to stop the doodler and now by extension me #also hero is perfect and i want to see her again but it should either be im the epilogue or if she does show up she should complain the #entire time as is her right #dndads #dndads spoilers #hero oak

[spitinsideme]

What would it look like if demon ragatha and nun pomni had a argument and what would happen when the argument is over

honestly ? they dont have many arguements (unless nun pomnis catholic guilt acts up) but it really is just demon ragatha acting stubborn and nun pomni telling her to listen

ragatha isnt good with arguements becayse shes not used to them, shes the queen of hell whatever she says goes and no one woukd eve4 even dare to say otherwise !!! nun pomni does not care and will argue with her if needed but she has to take on a mkre .. authorative approach ? youknw the thing of the bears and it goes "if black, fight back" and how some animald will be like tamed or fought or made to listen if you show poerr ovrr them and make yourself seem stronger or whatrvrr ? yeah, thatd what nun pomni does (and demon ragatha ends up listening and doing what nun pomni says becaude demon ragatha is stubborn, not stupid. she knows whats best for them both)

#pomni x ragatha #buttonblossom #ragapom #tadc fanart #jesterdoll #tadc pomni #pomni #the amazing digital circus #pomni fanart #tadc ragatha #the amazing digital circus ragatha #ragatha tadc #ragatha #ragatha fanart #ragatha x pomni #pomni tadc #the amazing digital circus pomni #pomatha #demon x nun au #demon ragatha #nun pomni #i love makin ragatha silly #what if i told you all that ... that pomni likes to tell ragatha what to do in bed ... #and ragatha will either do it very amazingly and wont stop until pomni is shaking and a mess #or she will not do it until pomni begs #wnat if i told you all that .. that woukd be crazy #ragatha is a generous lovrr she will usually do whatrver her love pomni wants (even wear a muzzle ... and maybe a leash ... scandalous !)

[ganondoodle]

watching a video of someone playing an older game (not even THAT old) and constantly having to hear them go 'omg can you imagine how much more pretty and good this would be if it ran at 60+ fps with highest end graphics of the current modern games and in 4k???' over and over while also commenting on some graphics looking slightly muddy and how ugly and shitty 30 fps is

and i just cant help but get incredibly annoyed at that, cant you just appreciate the game for what it is?? the constant focus on smoother everything and graphics so detailed it looks faker than the real world is such a limited view on games- more polygons and higher res textures doesnt equal better ffs

i, and i might out myself with an unpoluar opinion here, but remakes are in my opinion often rather unecessary, just rerelease the old game, just make it avaible for people, officially, you dont have to reprogramm the entire thing!! maybe upscale it a little so it doesnt get stretched into a blurry mess if possible but even that i will work with no problem!! there are cases where its pretty much an entirely different game (FF7?) and i get seeing one of your fav old games get some new paint can be really cool, not arguing against that- what i dont like is that those remakes replace the original as that isnt made avaible, only the new version- like i wish i could play windwaker on my switch, but i cant stand the "HD" remake of it and i know if it ever were to get ported it will only be that version like the original doesnt exist anymore and my earlier point that many people consider more fps, more polygons, more resolution as automatically better

i dont need games to be running at 60+ fps, 30 is enough, sure id like it to run smoothly on that without huge drops, but when its stable 30, why would i need more? more often than not i prefer simplified graphics bc they often focus on the most important parts of what they are trying to achieve or work with an interesting style to compensate and i LOVE THAT, also id like to not have to download 100+ GB even when i would turn it on its lowest settings anyway, save me the space- and that is if i even got hardware that can run it at all, my computer struggles with slime rancher and i dont have the funds to buy the newest consoles nor computers

im not against remakes per se, but the fact that the old will more often than not disappear entirely and remain unavaible forever and that higher end graphics are automatically seen as better drives me nuts

#ganondoodles talks #random #sorry i got annoyed #was listening to jacks bloodborne playthrough and he kept going on about making it higher res and it reopened my old wound of #more details dont automatically means better #and how unavaible the original versions are #and how they bascially stop existing once a remake exists #just give me the option pls #its ok to like remakes but pls ... i want the option #bc rn i really just have to hope my gamecube and ww disc keep on working #and my TV too bc its the last of its kind that still got a scart connection #and once any of that breaks i got only emulation as a way to play it #and given how nintendo has destroyed botw emulation i suspect that wont be an option for long either #and that is just ONE game

[odysseys-blood]

i think its very fun to consider the mc as another king like obviously not the same way as the devil kings but in two ways: one being that you are the descendant of the wise king, solomon, and what he had has been inherited by you, but also as in the mc having rule over a very small, but wholly devoted kingdom.

and by that i mean minhyeok.

sure it was a kids game, him swearing his loyalty to you and you ordaining him as your knight, but that kids game became his reality. he is your only subject but he will never leave you. whatever he can do to protect you, he'll jump to it in a heartbeat even if in the end it costs him his life. but a king cannot be a king with no one to rule, which is why when it was your turn to save him there was no hesitation to literally make a deal with the devil to keep him alive. and he will wait as long as it takes until you return and he can be by your side again

#cliffnotes/.txt #whb #what in hell is bad #ive been rotating loyal/minhyeok stuff in my head ugghhhghh #also funny i named my mc that before i knew what was going down in the game. thats just what i picked before starting #ive never changed it either #i just knew ☝🏽 #i also like to think of this as being something that puts the mc on more level footing with the others bc of solomons influence but also #their own role playing king since childhood #how long does an actor play a role before its no longer just a role yknow #when the curtains wont drop it starts to become reality because theres no one else you can be. the play isnt ending #because somewhere along the way it stopped being just a play. its a way of life now #edit: i forgot to say but the knighting thing is in one of minhyeok's side stories! #i believe in ch2 or 3 i went to find the screenshots to make sure i didnt make up that convo in my head #then forgot to check where it actually was.

[marsbotz]

happy rick and morty episode day. anyone else feel the fear of god

#LOLthese r just doodles from class but i like them so . here you go #rick and morty #rick sanchez #morty smith #and One jerry but i wont tag him lol #oh and #hologram rick #my favourite guy who i miss so dearly #ALSOOO featuring um. rnm if they were slugcats. #EMORTYIS HERE TOO but i wont tag him either i think. #FOR THE RECORD idgaf if he comes back i think his story is fine as is. i just miss him #I LIKE HIMMMM hes sillayyyy #the top bit is based on this one comic i seriously can’t fucking stop thinking abt. cuz i was thinking abt rick listening to breakcore #LOL i think they would have super opposing music tastes and they just fight over the radio constantly #also cat ear headphones rick. bc i thought the idea of him being like a stereotypical streamer girl was funny #morty you gotta join my SMP. imagine- imagine the views we would get morty #my fav doodle of these is the holorick one i think . silly #artsbotz

[between-two-fandoms]

Saw a hc post where the person said Tommy shows up for Buck because no one showed up for him growing up and now I need Buck to kiss his boyfriend silly and spoil him with attention and affection so I can stop thinking about sad gay men all the time.

#evan buckley #tommy kinard #bucktommy #kinley #firepilot #although if they do kiss each other silly i probably wont stop thinking about them then either #otp: im ready for something #they're in love your honor

[newvegasceo]

mr house never being able to replicate his courier six because they never let him scan them, so all he has are a few shoddy recordings he took to recreate the courier from. his replicas of courier six are flawed: none are as perceptive, resourceful and proactive. they aren't good at out-of-the-box thinking or improvising. their problemsolving, diplomacy skills and technological innovation ideas fall short of the original and are just another disappointment every time. they end up hollow shells like jane, marilyn and victor. letting new vegas go, ruin itself in pursuit of recreating his perfect right hand again, hope for another fruitful partnership and bright future of the mojave like they did before is so delicious it makes me sick actually send tweet ✌

#ulysses warned my courier house would sooner or later put her face on a robot servant and he was right!! and she knew he was!!! #but the way house went about it in my headcanon is making me sick in the stomach!!!!!!!!!!!!! #the devnotes?? that allied courier was his first true prodigy/son/daughter IN 200 HUNDRED YEARS??? sickening. i love it #add a fucked up romantic-not-really-only-pining storyline into that already crazy cocktail and im eating it up!!!!!!!!!!! YUM!!!! #my courier is a technophile but she's got a shred of self-respect and wont let (out of pride mostly) house scan her brain #she dies ensuring the continuation of new vegas setting it up to prosper only for house to let it go to shit.... the drama......... #because he cannot imagine a world without his partner who has changed the world around them so much in such a short life.... #so he sets out to recreate even a shred of her glory so they may continoue to reign over the mojave but he fails miserably over and over #and his pursuit blins him to the shit stirring on the streets and the area that even his army of securitrons isnt able to stop #either the nv clans successfuly rebel/make the city go to shit while he's too busy working on the courier copies #or some outside party infiltrates and gets his ass while he's not looking. rip #either way my courier is always the death of mr house whether they are allied or not bc i love doomed narratives #personal #delete later #fallout #? technically #till we get season 2 of the tv show im able to brainstorm ideas as to what happened to nv after fnv ended!!!! SOMEBODY STOP ME (dont) #im cutting this extremely short my thought on this are pretty long i couldnt fall asleep on monday bc ulysses' words were haunting me

[munchboxart]

Yay I finally managed to make my 2023 art summary! First half of the year was a little disappointing looking back (in terms of both amount and quality). I think I managed to make more personal work this year, thankfully, which is what I wanted last year

#i think i had more examples to use this year compared which is good #esp the latter half of the year #in terms of improvement? i am starting to draw backgrounds.. #i dont even think i have a 2022 art summary good lord (i think its bc i did mainly comms and barely any personal art...) #i also started making my own merch which is a step forward! ive been meaning to make them since 2021 #itll arrive either tomorrow or thursday. ill share them when i get them #this year has also been less consistent in terms of art style. i wont say if thats good or bad #i had a bit of an art crisis in the middle of the year and then i had reached enlightenment in november #which is that i will stop gaf abt the amt of other people liking my art #i want to be those niche artists who stick to their own lane and post their 50 million merchs of their fav ship. that will be me!!!!!! #im having a junmui plush manu'd in jan so im excited #i also plan on making photo holders and standees and etc etc later on #art summary #munch art

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

ohhhhmygod im gonna be sick. actually nauseous and i did it to myself - there was a spider on the countertop and i Panicked, grabbing the first distance-killer i could grab. it was a grease cleaner spray. i buried it in the stuff, walked away to recover mentally, came back

it fucking fell apart and dissolved into the cleaner. i both feel horrible and im disgusted beyond words. how the fuck do i get rid of it

#slamming my face into a wall repeatedly #i cant leave it there to deal with after Sleep #bc my cats like to go onto the countertops when no one is looking #and i dont want either of them to get poisoned #but i cant rinse it into the sink with the faucet hose bc there's stuff in the sink #but idk if i can bring myself to do dishes with That next to me #and my fear of spiders is so intense that i Cannot get close enough to take care of it with a towel or somethin #im very good at fucking myself over in various ways! #if i had an appetite id lose it. permanently #what if! instead of dealing with it! i curl up in a corner and cry #except im not gonna do that ive filled my tears quota for the year & doing nothing wont help anything #sorry for venting again i just. ohhhhh this is horrible this is Terrible #if i still had my whacking stick id tape a big wad of paper towels to the end and clean the mess up that way #from a Distance! #absolutely unprompted #i wish i wasnt so terrified of spiders #they scare me So much.... #the point of feeling physically ill! and like sobbing! or panicking! and this spider was Big! #i wish they'd stop coming into the house.... i hate killing them but i cant function knowing theyre there #but i can't force myself close enough to put them in a cup and bring them outside #so now i have THAT on my counter. disintegrated spider. #life is too fucking much lately... jesus.... i should really just bite the bullet and get this shit over with #no use waiting a month in perpetual terror unease and guilt. do it scared yk yk #im tired of my chest hurting and not being able to eat! i dont like it! i need change! terrifying horrible change!

[saspitite]

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i should?

okay, i’ll take a peek inside…

woah.

it’s a huge, half-underwater cave, and there’s some strange plant-like growths hanging from the ceiling. it smells a lot like musty cloth. 

THERE’S MORE FISH IN HERE!!!!!!

i hurriedly splash my way over to a large damp boulder, holding a pile of fish on it like a plate. i nearly start to dig in when i notice… a note next to the pile

huh?

i think it reads:

“Fortunate that you made it, darling, I hope you didn’t find much trouble getting out of that little crevice~ I was hoping to catch up with you once more. No need for introductions, of course, as we already are quite close, are we not? Do take a moment to chat with me, though. Tell me, are you familiar with that hag, the tongue-eating louse? He was such a pain to deal with this morning; I had to bribe him out of parasitizing these fish right here. Eating tongues is quite disgusting, anyways. Going over more serious matters, you may be concerned about your current conditions. Really, there is nothing much to know yet. Everything here is seemingly hand crafted by a powerful force strong enough to maintain a world of somewhat “believable” standards. Even the strongest of wills can’t seem to break the foundation of a strongly built illusion. Now, that just seems like a regular dirt-and-water world, but I digress… Really, though, who has time for such an elaborate scheme? Only the most desperate can create a world to escape to that has no escape itself. Or maybe it's the most desperate that can’t fathom “escape” in the first place? Maybe don’t stress over that, though– just enjoy this wonderful gift, you’ve earned it, my friend. –Opami”

…huh.

i’ll be honest, i don’t entirely understand…

there’s just something about this letter that feels weird to me.

and who’s Opami?

i’ve never met anyone like that in my life. i don’t have any friends

i’m really confused..

…but i’m also hungry, and i can’t really pass down food when it’s right in my face, so i think i’m going to eat for a while.

could you all do me a favor?

what else is this note trying to tell me?

answer in the replies.

#a terrible thing has happened #arg #arg horror #horror #original arg #tumblr arg #writing #interactive fiction #interactive game #poll #my polls #was planning to take a break after this anyways because i feel really sick so yeah lol #posts will stop until you guys either figure it out or i decide i have to intervene (but wont for a while mind you) #good luck o7 #ofc its gonna start out easy to test the waters tho

[angellurgy]

squeak

#when i am gone it will be no more impactful than a tree falling in a forest with no one to hear it. #my death will have a meaninglessly small impact on this world. maybe it'll have a larger impact on the incorporeal. #there is something in my soul. something hungry. a serpent of unstoppable magnitude held captive in my stomach. #it wont stop until it or i kill us both will it? like a cancer. #im so deeply sorry im so bad at responding to everyone's kind messages. even more so sorry for what will eventually happen next #i have some plans. to excise this tumor that is myself. to rid the world of this putrid filth girl who is nothing but a drain on her compan #we'll see what happens. at least i got my body to a point of self approval before. at least i tried music. at least i tried to be me. #even if it changed nothing. at least im more secure in my being. if only the people around me werent so emotionally far. if only we cld tal #if only i could live with my self approval instead of loving and wanting so dearly. instead of having a mind corrupted by love #and friendship #i was so much. i know you all barely know anything about me in reality. if i asked any you'd probably just list off kinks and species. #but still. ty those who'll remember yk... #and as backup. if it doesnt work. well. please dont hate me. im just a girl who needs out. and cant keep her thoughts inside more #i hope i can be happy in the afterlife. i hope i can see these angels and maybe be one myself. #gonna put a post on top of this to hide it from brand new ppl lookjng at my blog. bc yeah. you all dont need to hear all of this #its the last one of these for this period either way #god i wish i couldve gone to toronto. i want to so bad still. god. why did i have to realize my hopelessness now of all times #bye

[c-kiddo]

watched latest tom scott video (about a cryonics facility) and was so taken aback by him keeping on really strongly saying humans should be working to “defeat death”.. like girl it is just not happening.

(humans wont defeat death the same way we wont conquer chomolungma or mars or the ocean. we will die because we're alive like every other animal and all the stars ever, and fighting that feels so ignorant and also prevents actual action and discussion of rights as humans after death , imo. and death rights and normalising of death and mourning are actually so important. because otherwise cultures' (western, often the US in specific) fear of death leads to nonsense like people get buried in reinforced caskets and embalmed with chemicals that’ll poison the soil but wont stop you rotting)

#its just interesting to hear someone say that really comfortably and not elaborate. especially with a vry big following #idk what his deal is (credentials-wise) apart from making youtube videos but i just found is kind of wild. like i want to know more of why #he thinks that!!!!!! its interesting to me sm #(also you should watch Atrocity Guide’s video about immortalists and cryonics. its v good) #kiddo say #acknowledgment that im not a scientist either but i think its pretty clear that humans wont be immortal. our bodies just cant really do tha #i mean. unless by defeating death you mean uploading a consciousness online? which would be vry unreliable #its silly to me. stop being weird abt death challenge

[wasp-jar]

Most anticipated affect of T is no more period or cramps (please please please please please please please please please please please please)

#this isn't actually the most but still stands true #having cramps so bad that i am pretty much immobilized is sooo much fun #pain meds don't work either #so i just get to suffer #i can barely move and i also cant sleep from how bad it is #no position will relieve anything #and i am in tears #doctors would not listen to me for other meds so we'll just hope hrt comes in clutch w this #yes i know it doesn't always stop it #but that wont stop me from hoping it will #menstruation #transmasc #trans #hrt