#i was given space and it was fine with me

[chvoswxtch]

frank? can I have an americano? was just thinking about the greys anatomy quote "oh screw beautiful, I'm brilliant! if you wanna appease me, compliment my brain!"

CRISTINA IS MY FAVORITE

yes you absolutely can <3

blurb below the cut

order for frank with a shot of grey's anatomy

The elevator already felt small with Frank’s large frame taking up most of it, but with your silent simmering frustration filling the rest of the confined space like a dense fog, the heavy tension made it feel even more cramped. Subtly turning his head to look at you, Frank was clueless about why you seemed so pissed off. Everything had gone according to plan without a hitch. No bullets were fired, no blood was shed; the only violent thing that had happened all night was you shoving the retrieved key card into Frank’s chest when he met you in the alley behind the hotel.

Frank couldn’t tear his eyes away from you, not just because he was trying to figure out why you were so angry with him, but also because of how good you looked. The elegant gown looked like it was made to be worn by you, and the color suited you perfectly. Your hair was in a different style than normal, and he realized he’d never seen you so dolled up before. It suddenly dawned on him that he hadn’t mentioned your appearance once all night. Was that why you were upset? You thought he didn’t notice?

“You uh, you look beautiful.”

Frank thought it was the right thing to say, but the way you snapped your head in his direction and glared at him with fire in your eyes, he quickly knew he had been very wrong, and he was now even more perplexed. 

“Oh screw beautiful, I’m brilliant! If you wanna appease me, compliment my brain.”

It was your goddamn plan that worked flawlessly. You’d managed to talk Frank out of jumping straight to beating the shit out of his target to get the information he needed, and instead presented him with a seamless plan to get the information yourselves. All you needed was the man’s personal key card to gain access to his office where he kept his restricted files, and you’d found out he was attending a charity event that weekend, which created the perfect opportunity to swipe it.

The plan was simple. You attend the event as a guest, innocently collide with the target, charm him long enough to pick his pocket, and make a stealth exit. Frank’s role was to keep an eye on you with a sniper rifle from above, ready to strike if necessary. Initially, he’d been stubborn and given you push back. He didn’t think it would work, and he didn’t like you putting yourself at risk. It was like pulling teeth trying to get him to agree to do things your way, and he kept reminding you up until the moment you went inside that he didn’t like it.

But it fucking worked.

It was perfect. You got in, got exactly what you needed, and got out in record time. The guy probably wouldn’t even realize his key card was missing until Monday morning. But did Frank say anything about how smoothly things went? No. Did he admit that he had been wrong to doubt you? No. Did he even acknowledge that your way worked? No.

Watching you cross your arms over your chest while you let out a huff of irritation, it seemed to finally click for him why you were so pissed, and Frank let out an amused chuckle which earned him another glare from you. Reaching out with his hand, Frank pushed the emergency button to stop the elevator, and when he caught the look of confusion interwoven in your expression of annoyance, the edge of his mouth quirked up in a faint smirk.

“Alright, fine. You were right. Your way worked better. It was a damn good plan, and I shoulda listened from the start. That better?”

Still glaring daggers in his direction, you stared at him silently for a moment before turning away to face the closed elevator doors.

“I’d like that in writing.”

“Think I got a napkin somewhere in the truck. That work for ya?”

“Don’t forget to sign and date it.”

Frank just shook his head at your snappy reply, pressing the emergency button again to get the elevator to continue its descent, letting out a light chuckle.

“Yes ma’am.”

#court's 4k followers celebration #court's 4k friends celebration #court's cafe #frank castle #frank castle x you #frank castle x reader #frank castle request #frank castle blurb #the punisher #the punisher request #the punisher blurb

[aynut]

COMFORTING A PERSON FOR DUMMIES

#CLICKBAIT🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵 #god its just. how do you comfort a friend who got their really favourite Thing partially destroyed without overstepping boundaries or #being weird about it #this Thing was damaged by a classmate she barely knew and didn't even let them borrow it (fuck that bitch) #like. i dont blame her honestly and i dont think theyr overreacting because that Thing was really important to her #and i know that these types of incidents can kinda put you in a bad mood or have a mental breakdown since *i* also went through this #but the only thing i did was cry then eat then sleep #i was given space and it was fine with me #but everyones different. and that comfort i was given will not have the same impact towards other people #unfortunately i do not know the other methods #like i try to give them space just let them cry and all that but what im really worried about is that #I DONT TALK. I JUST STAY BESIDE THEM. #AND I FEEL LIKE IT'S GIVING 'JUST BE HAPPY ALREADY' #'IT DOESNT MATTER. STOP CRYING AND BE NORMAL' #ghrhgrhhhrhrhjrhhruhhghrhhhrgfhr whay #how do yall do it??????? #imalso kinda nervous bc what if i mess up?what if i say smthn weird?but if i ignore her wont that kinda giving i dont care abt her feelings? #and NOW SHES KINDA IN A BAD MOOD AND CHATTED SOMETHING IN A GC AND I LEFT HER ON READ #AAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGHHHHHHHHHHH SHES MAD #I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO THIS. SHES MAD NOW. I KNOW ITS NOT ABT ME BUT IT MAKES ME GUILTY- #SOMEHOW?????????? #LEAVING SOMEONE ON READ *ESPECIALLY* WHEN THAT SOMEONE IS MAD WONT THAT KINDA GIVE I DONT CARE ABT THAT??????????????? #i hope shes doing okay. i hope she was able to let out some feelings and was able to get the comfort she needs. #aynut

[pathschosn]

Alright, I have updated my rules with one very very important section that i'll copy and paste below this. This is probably going to ruffle some feathers and might even cause some hate towards me but i want you to know that keeping this blog a safe space for myself is important. I have no interest in being here if the things I see on my dash are upsetting and angering for me. If these things bother you, you are free to hard block me right away.

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VERY IMPORTANT NOTICE ; i am an avid supporter of people that write as female muses . i will not tolerate any kind of down playing or over sexualisation of female muses to the point where their personalities and actual interesting points are not recognised . female muses are not here to be your ship fodder and they are not here for you to use only for fantasies .

this brings me swiftly onto female characters that identify as lesbian or are canonically heavily implied as lesbian . i will absolutely not tolerate anyone taking a canon lesbian character and changing their sexuality so that they can be paired with men . it is something that will result in me hard blocking you without any warning . i'm going to give you some examples of characters that , if i see them being written as anything but lesbian , will result in me hard blocking you ; ACHERON , ROBIN , JINGLIU , YUKONG from Honkai : Star Rail & RAIDEN EI , ARLECCHINO , NAVIA , CLORINDE , BEIDOU from Genshin Impact .

note about clorinde ; while originally i thought clorinde might have been bisexual due to the connections between her and the famous French swordswoman she was based off , there is still absolutely 0 in game references to any kind of relationship with men . the only canon romance she has is with navia as far as we can see from the game . so therefore , i personally think that Genshin Impact's depiction of clorinde is lesbian . so until we know more about her , this is where i will stand for now .

Every single one of these characters are HEAVILY implied to be lesbian . while you might argue that 'nothing is really canon' i implore you to be aware that because these games are made in China , any kind of LGBTQIA+ representation in media is BANNED and therefore Hoyoverse has to be very careful with the way in which they give us diverse representation .

... and to be VERY clear , i am not doing this because i hate/dislike any other sexualities . myself i am a demisexual lesbian and i have seen FAR TOO MUCH LESBIAN ERASURE in the hoyo communities to the point where it just makes me sick . you can do absolutely anything you like with other characters , in fact i welcome seeing more diverse LGBT+ representation on my dash . i do not have any issue at all with that , i just really believe that the characters who are heavily implied lesbians should stay that way .

#galactic lesbians!!! out of character. #alright well ..............;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; lets see how many followers i lose through this #fndkjdskq #im sorry but also not sorry ? because im tired #as a woman and as a lesbian i am fucking tired #i have suffered through lesbian erasure for long enough i think #and now i just want to curate a space for myself that is safe #where i dont have to worry about being upset or angry on a daily basis #even if this means keeping my circle very small thats fine #i just want to enjoy this hobby in peace without seeing my sexuality #be thrown to the trash at every given moment #so if this upsets you #its probably best you block me and go on your way

[fayevalcntine]

I don't actually think the show does well enough in terms of handling Claudia's backstory and internalized feelings re: a lot of what happens in the latter half of the season, but apparently that's an unpopular opinion of sorts in this fandom.

To put it simply, Claudia reminiscing about her past life prior to being a vampire in all but 6 lines is not a proper exploration of said life. In comparison to her parents getting a more expanded view of theirs (Louis thankfully had at least one episode prior to being turned while Lestat's backstory is even going to be repeatedly hinted at in season 2), she mentions a dead mother all but once (twice if you count an easy lie she tells in 1.06), an aunt beating her, having to deal with perverts at the rooming house she stayed in, and not having any more children to play with during the night because she's now a vampire. Again, all this is explored in less than 10 lines total. This isn't really us getting enough info on her so much as barely getting the most basic information that we can get on her past, and again, it's also not a proper exploration of a child suddenly going from an abusive poor household to a rich people's home, with two strangers that suddenly become her parents, and her becoming completely estranged to the life she once knew. Claudia remembers her past life in comparison to her book counterpart because she's 14, yet somehow I'm supposed to accept that she is completely fine with all of these changes until she suddenly isn't?

Subtlety is also not this show's Forte nor is it even the thing it's remembered by: we have Louis referencing books that are clearly meant for us to look up, we have a 10 minute domestic violence scene where the white vampire deliberately tries to kill his Black partner. This just makes the lack of info on Claudia obviously glaring because she is also raped, but her rape is never even talked about BY her. It's hinted at by Louis, it's nagged for more information on by Daniel, it's mocked by Lestat. The only time we even get Claudia referring to Bruce is in a scene that is clearly meant to serve as a not-so-subtle hint that Louis is being raped by his husband? So again, a hint of a moment that Claudia gives is again turned into a message about what Louis is going through. When a show has more men talk about this traumatic incident that happened to this girl than the girl herself, then yeah, it IS glaring and unless Rolin and Co. make some effort to rectify a general lack of attention they give her, or turn it into some commentary about how a Black girl's story is shaped and disfigured by all the men in her life that abused her, then it's still pretty glaring and lacking.

#interview with the vampire #claudia #claudia iwtv #the same can even be said for her 7 year university streak #all we got is three scenes in total: the scene where she meets Bruce; the scene prior to him assaulting her #and then her hiding in the walls #its not until ep6 that we even learn how she may have travelled by hiding in the back cars of trains #and stuff like this IS relevant because she's a black girl perpetually 14 in appearance #if any of y'all take this to mean I'm demanding that Claudia relive the trauma of being raped I will bite you #I simply don't like that she's sooner mocked for experiencing assault than being given any space to process it on her own #and I'm sorry but Rolin's post-episode explanation being a dismissive 'well she went through it but she's tough' doesn't cut it for me #I think it's fine to be weary about the writers' possible plans re: this

[acesammy]

I get too insane when I think about the arcs they robbed from Sam in the late seasons

#Lucifer comes back he’s barely given space to be mad and scared and horrified #god shows up he doesn’t get the opportunity to confront him abt the years and years and years of faith; only to be destined for Satan #Mary comes back and he doesn’t get to bond w her like dean does and DEAN gets to be the one who’s mad at her #even tho she LITERALLY SOLD SAM to the DEVIL #10 years before he was even born #It’s so fucking SAD #and like I’m ok that Dean got to have his moment with Mary /but Sam deserved it too/ if not /more/ #I’m glad Dean went off on god but it would’ve read as more /real/ to me if /Sam/ had gotten to do it #BC SAM WAS THE ONE WITH FAITH #HE WAS THE ONE PERSONALLY BETRAYED #And at the end of the day this to me ends up reading as Sam being the fucking kindest and most beaten down character EVER #but I know that it was just bad writing and prioritizing dean over Sam #It’s fine #I will just be bitter forever #at least the first 5 seasons are the only ones that count amiright? #Sammy #spn

[oathofkaslana]

my most unpopular hi3 opinion is probably just that i like how hi3 has comics i think second eruption would have been a lot less compelling if it was portrayed the way early hi3 was developed. i also like being able to see the details before the main trio's time because it solidifies the story as something bigger than those three characters, even though the game starts off focusing on those three. i do think the visual novels could have been chronicles though. but its also like. we wouldnt have the beautiful art for 7s......

#personal #i just think they used the comics medium pretty well esp compared to early game #and something about beware the herrscher being the first animated short means so much to me #it does kinda suck having to go from one to another though like i do think second divine key or just. the divine keys in general #couldve been in the story as an ex chapter #esp given how late it is #im fine w alien space though #mhy criti #hnk3

[angeltannis]

warming back up after this stupid neck injury by drawing my favorite she/him 🧡

#overwatch #overwatch 2 #brigitte lindholm #brigitte overwatch #brigitte ow #baphomart #this took me WEEKS and it was intended to be as simple as possible hhh stupid bulging discs #ANYWAY #she's my boyfriend. he's my wife. #my thoughts on Brigitte's relationship to gender are complicated and involve way more thought than any Blizzard writer has ever given her lo #she grew up being p much One of the Guys with Torb and Rein and so everything was cool and fine #then as she got older and realized people were starting to expect different things from her than from the guys #The Dysphoria hit lol #i think she's still figuring things out but will eventually find comfort in a sorta in-between space #he's a lesbian and one of the guys and also perhaps Most significantly of all. A Sabaton fan

[thats-a-lot-of-cortisol]

My mom just sent a message to the family group chat suggesting that my siblings download the 'For the Strength of Youth' magazine on their Gospel Library app and talked about how much the youth magazines helped her testimony growing up and like, cool. Fine. Don't know why the 'sending random spiritual thoughts in the gc' thing started out of nowhere when it hadn't been a thing for a decade but this is just another one of those, and you're ofc allowed to talk about things that are significant in your life.

I don't think sending the 'What I Did When Someone Close to Me Challenged My Faith' article right afterwards was strictly necessary though 🙃

#hi bg mutuals 👋 i'm gonna vent about this from time to time. if any mutuals dont want to see it block the 'apostake' tag #trying not to read too much into it b/c I think I did last time something like this happened #and i dont want to make an ass of myself even if neither time would actually be in front of my parents #but like...i know that they know that one of my sisters is clearly PIMO #they went through her phone a couple weeks ago and i have no idea if they read my texts w/ her #but if they did they probably saw the conversation i had with her about some of the really common shelf-breakers #and telling her to take looking into it at her own pace b/c it's scary and overwhelming #(a conversation SHE started btw) #and when i talked to my parents about the larger context of that whole situation i talked about not having space to step back #and their response was that they give plenty of space b/c they dont make her go to seminary??? #that's not the same thing as letting her openly question & potentially leave the church idk what to tell you #like. besties i dont know for sure what caused it (which is NOT making things better. it just feels potentially passive aggressive) #but from my end? it sure looks like it might be a reaction to that. probably not JUST that (friends exist) but. #if you think I'm whispering anti-mormon rhetoric into my siblings' ears just ask me. i'm very much NOT doing that #i'm just. talking? to them? when and if they come to me with questions? #and not making my answer 'well there's a reason our parents raised us in the church! ☺️' #(an actual argument given in the article my mom sent) #hate it. thanks #apostake #jay rambles #ok to interact #im not challenging anyone's faith. my patience though? INCREDIBLY challenged #gotta figure out how to work my way around a 'hey please dont send spiritual thoughts to the gc *I'm in*' talk tactfully #they've been pretty chill about me leaving over-all?? at least to my face #haven't pushed me to go to church w/ them; was fine with me not visiting for easter; didnt try to convince me to not drink coffee; etc #it's just. frustrating that they're not giving my siblings that still live with them that same grace #my sister's 17 ffs #it's very possible im way overreacting to the article. but what is tumblr for if not screaming into the void #religion #mormonism

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

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#also I know we don’t know anything about who or what inspired Ed’s the autumn variations album #so im not saying Taylor was the inspiration for this #but ‘page’ has always felt… resonant and given what we’re hearing this week #feels like it’s quite TTPD coded #not saying it’s about her just to be clear #I’m just saying the theme of someone cutting you down then ghosting you which leaves you in a tailspin is familiar #(the chorus maybe isn’t as relevant) #(but I am taken with the ‘I’m a half-read story / i was fine in the shelf / why’d you take me down as if I needed your help’) #(‘no prior warning no one to catch when I fell / now that you’re not around I’m not doing so well’) #and the ‘I’m in love with the ghost of you’ line #and ‘I look at what we had and I don’t understand’ #‘Punchline’ is also… one that feels very relevant and is very similar #‘put me down so I’m in my place / say it’s over for breathing space / all I was was a route to change / is this just growing up?’

[lunar-wandering]

i seriously need to move out cause my room isn't big enough to hold all of my stuff anymore and it's genuinely causing problems

#like... ive got a lot of merch and books #and lil dolls and notebooks and pencils #and clothes. so many clothes #and i have things crammed into every single shelf in every place that will fit #to the point there is NO more space #so i've had to resort to putting things on the floor #i haven't seen my desk clean in years cause i had to start putting books and drawing materials and cards on top of it #for context: i have the smallest bedroom in the house #my parents kicked me out of my much larger bedroom when my brother was born #and shoved me into what WAS basically an office #im one of those ''there is one clear path in and out of the room'' people #it'd be fine if i was allowed to have my stuff be in other places in the house i think #but if my parents catch even a Single Thing that is not a Family Item or Theirs in the living room #its immediately being yelled at to ''take your shit to your room'' hours #i'd give stuff away but like ive ALREADY given away the stuff im willing to part with #like the stuff i don't get joy from anymore/don't use anymore #i just... need more space #cause literally EVERY part of my room is being used to hold something #if i like... lived in a space where my stuff could be in more than one room #like where i could have MORE SHELVES to spread things out on #this would not be a problem #also the school giving me like a thousand things and no place to put them (i didn't get a locker like everyone else) #DEFINITELY made things worse. 90% of the stuff on my floor rn is school stuff and papers

[tuiyla]

i don’t know how else to tell people that the problem with Leighton’s story isn’t Leighton’s story, for which I would love to be so proud of her, but that it simply wasn’t written well

i’m sorry y’all can’t “Tatum was meant to represent this!!!” and “Leighton has realized that!!” your way out of this when the writing simply did not put in any of the effort. also lmao you wanna know why I’m salty over Tatum’s treatment? cause how she ended was literally not what they’d been writing for 3 episodes. not once did Leighton look like Tatum was reminding her of bad parts of herself, not once prior to the fundraiser was Tatum anything but chill, supportive, and into Leighton for exactly who she was

it just feels so cheap and like I’m still happy for Leighton and happy for y’all if you can run with poor writing but I simply cannot tolerate it, I have to hold the show to higher standards than Leighton kissing any girl at any given moment in time

#okay now I've reeeeeally said piece #so i'll only be reiterating through asks #but goddam forgive me if i want tslocg's writing to be better than glee's lmao #y'all are giving the writing too much credit that it doesn't deserve basically #the only reason i'm so gung ho about tatum is because of WHAT THEY GAVE US FOR THREE EPS #talk about misdirection #cause then they rip it away for a storyline that doesn't work without the effort put into it #tatum you remind me of everything I want to change about myself 😤 #bitch WHERE you've never given any signs that that was the case #feels like there are missing scenes here oooor just pure bad spacing and laziness on the writers part #trust me i do not like being mad at writers of shows i like #alas #someone has to lol #but since i really do not know how else to say this now that was it #tslocg #leighton murray #leighton x tatum #tatum tslocg #fuck me i guess for thinking the writing was consistent #also to note i have no beef with alicia she's fine whatever #but you cannot tell me this was a story well told #okay someone take the tags away from me

[izzy-b-hands]

I get two fucking sentences in on every new draft for every new idea lately, and then my brain goes 'hm, no, actually that's stupid/boring/cloying/not going to be something you can write at your current ability'

I am. vibrating with rage at my brain rn over this bout of writer's block. Bro we literally want to die whenever I go longer than like. a fucking week without writing SOMETHING; why the fuck are you making this harder!!!!!! Just let me write a full fucking thing even if it sucks!!! but i literally physically start to feel sick and can't push myself to keep typing as soon as the above thoughts hit. I have a stupid number of untitled, barely started to almost completely done drafts, for multiple fandoms (mostly our flag tho admittedly lmao), all of which have been started within the last maybe fourteen days.

i wanna scratch my brain out of my fucking skull lmao. free to a good home after i get it out, if anyone else wants to try and rehabilitate it

#text post #everyone tells me i should be grateful that writing comes to me naturally and I am! but also sometimes it does This to me #and the longer it goes on the worse it gets #and affects the rest of my mental health on top of it all #brain pls some of these ideas are cute!!! fun even!!! others are gonna be heavier pieces but they might turn out okay!! #but we don't know if they'll turn out okay or not IF WE DON'T FUCKING FINISH THEM #god. sorry y'all just. pls know if ur waiting on me to finish something in progress ive posted or want to see something new from me #and are upset abt the current lack of stuff. i am also upset abt it and i am working on it i swear #also i need to address this bc im running out of storage space on gdocs with all of these #so they gotta either be written and posted or given up on and deleted for space fdlkafjlasdjf #it's nearly one thirty in the morning. i should probably just go shower #aka the place where my brain immediately gives me perfect fucking dialogue like last night THAT I FUCKIN FORGET BEFORE I CAN WRITE IT DOWN #it's fine. it was some of the best dialogue and most in character i felt id ever thought of. and i can't remember it and it's gone forever. #it's fine

[gale-in-space]

I really need to catch myself from falling into bg3 fandom wank. Gale and Astarion discourse feels like a resurgence of Team Cap vs. Team Iron Man bullshittery and it's... not good for my brain. I need to go outside. I need to read books. I need to do something that isn't complaining about fictional men 24/7

#i love the game to bits and i genuinely think it's given me the desire to live again weirdly enough #but i think i'm straddling a fine line of character analysis and. pointless bickering #anyways i'm going to uhhh try and keep this space positive!! key word being 'try.'

[musical-chick-13]

I finally saw the Barbie movie! I have. Thoughts.

#I am too deep in the Illness™ to fully articulate said thoughts but ultimately: #stylistically it was very good and it was extremely funny. I thought the message got muddied a little bit and the pacing was uneven. #I enjoyed it but I don't really have a burning desire to ever watch it again. #I thought ken was extremely annoying. #there were some really nice pieces of commentary in there that succinctly put words to a variety of issues. #but I ultimately felt like this was trying to be too many things at the same time. #like a feminist commentary AND a stylized comedy AND a celebration of weirdness/ordinariness AND an identity discovery story #and I think it would have worked better if either a) they had picked one of those and ran with it the whole way or b) this had been #formatted as a tv show so that each one of those could have been given the appropriate amount of time it deserved. I think it was just #trying to do too much in the space of a two hour movie #there were also these random bursts of like 'oh no I'm in a position of power/privilege that's so HARD I hate it so MUCH' but meant #completely earnestly? which I also found weird. #and like. the movie is fine. it's not evil or horrible or even badly-made it just didn't completely rock my world. it was a pleasant two #hours that made me laugh #mc13 watches stuff #please don't hate me I know how beloved this movie was

[timewontwait]

sonic forces drives me crazy. cool ass concepts that didn't feel executed as good as they could have been and some odd narrative choices (classic sonic just doesn't exist in that game to me I'm sorry fhsjdhd)

would have loved it if it had better narrative story telling, imo. also would have loved to see more showing of how the war affected everyone.

#🌀 — later guys! i’m outta here. ❪ ooc. ❫ #my issues with the game come from like.. the weird tone the game has #like its supposed to be a more dark and gritty story like back in the old games #but it feels like the game and characters arent taking like..the stakes very seriously #which takes me out of the game's immersion #i believe sonic being like 'nah im fine its all good' - i just would have loved to see more hints at how #being imprisoned in a small space for 6 months while the world was burning would have actually effected him #i reach and stretch for those hints with what was given fhshf like with how he beat the ever loving shit #out of zavok after being freed #and his insane passive aggressive snark towards infinite was great

[sodrippy]

felt guilty for getting an airtasker to put my furniture together bc like its so expensive and i should just do it myself. so i put together two INCREDIBLY easy pieces that arent even majorly heavy bc why spend extra money on it right?

cut to: waking up the next morning w half my back swollen to twice the size, not to mention i overslept bc my body was so tired which triggered a migraine making me oversleep even more 👍

#sat on the couch so dazed like ohh this is why. ok #sorry but being online on this site and in americanized spaces has given me such a specific kind of brainrot i hate it #anyway sometimes u gotta spend money you just gotta. its fine. its not lazy and it Is necessary and thats ok #sucks bc i genuinely really enjoy putting things together its so fun i just cant really do it anymore #maybe by 6pm i will have the mind to finally start the new season of succession