#i wanna move to europe

[enbyaxolotl67]

My brain is so fun bc ill just be scrolling tumblr or reading a fanfic and then my brain will decide "ok we're done now go to sleep"

but instead i'll just sit there and go from "heheh these silly lil guys are getting up to some mischief :]" to "I just really don't like where I am in my life, timeframe-wise, and I would feel better if I could change my path, but that's unfortunately not an option for me due to my age, environment, and lack of general resources" in the span of 20 minutes.

#like giving myself lecture on my current mental status and just sobbing #i really. really need to sleep #i wanna move to denmark why cant i move to denmark #or iceland #or finland #denmark's nice #just not motherfucking america pleASe #i wanna move to europe #i want free healthcare #i want free college #america is bullshit dude #what the fuck is wrong with me dude #adhd #god why am i like this #neurodivergent

[zkyfall]

Alright, dear friend, let's get real.

For your 'make me admit stuff' game, how about... 1-92?

:)

Look, I just want to know!

I'm onto you. You're trying to out stalk me! WELL that ain't gonna happen, I'm the raining champ for a reason 😘

But I will answer some of them:

7. What happened tonight? Vodka

10. What is the last beverage you had? Vodka

24. What do you want right this second? Vodka

92. Do you want to get married? Sure, I think it will lower my taxes, but you'll need to clear it with your boo first, unless this is a buy 1 get 1 free deal ? 💍💖🕊🕊

#thank you for asking~ #happy almost friday #im srs about those taxes #i wanna move to europe #ask game

[tumblasha]

europe is so interesting. they treat me like a cute kid, backpacking across europe at age 21. the next second they ask me why i'm responsible for gun violence in the united states.

#it's just so irritating #after my first night out in barcelona i introduced myself as peruvian exclusively #bc fjweiaofjreaogehw #they care sm abt american ex-pats gentrifying lisbon #(which is a problem) #but they don't care about literally any of the other clear as fucking day problems in their continent #i introduced myself as american #(texan moving to californian) #and then asked for my opinions on anti-queer laws; pro-gun laws; and why i still 'support' the country #i just happen to live therefjewiaofjreioag #this one parisian thought that we never learned abt the renaissance like #how much do u wanna bet they never learned abt any usa renaissances (harlem; french language rebirth in louisiana; etc) #cw: gun violence mention #gun #gun mention #so at least now i know i can't live in europe long-term #dash rambles #tonight is a night to think abt my spain speed-run #and then move on to portugal where hopefully they understand me #if it weren't for the tourism (english-speakers) i would've been in trouble in barcelona bc catalan doesn't sound as spanish-y as it reads

[orchidyoonkook]

Personal

Hi.

How did you get over your quarter life crisis?

Because I’m trying not to fall into the vast unyielding void. And I’m failing hilariously.

#TAG RANT. CAN IGNORE. YOON JUST NEEDS TO GET HER THOUGHTS OUT. #filler tag to push the rest of the rant down past the cut off point. #i literally don’t know what I’m going to do with my life and I can’t decide anything. #do I stay in flowers #do I leave flowers #do I try and get into film again #do I move to Europe #or delay that and go back to school for the one thing that’s always brought me pure happiness #or do I move out of my city #but in all of this I have to consider my partner and what he wants #but I don’t know what to do. i don’t know what the right thing for me is and I can’t afford a therapist so I ramble on the internet in hopes #of a shiny beacon of something rings into my head and figures everyhting out for me #like. I’ll be 25 in April. a ways off. but I’m 25 and I haven’t done anything. i don’t know what I’m supposed to do?? i had a life plan that #was derailed so hilariously hard by COVID that cannot be mended. and this is the first time I haven’t had a plan or a solid goal and so now #I’m floating in the middle of the pacific wondering which direction to turn in hopes of finding land #i have nothing to work towards and I miss who I was. i want to be that again. i wanna be her again. but it’s so difficult to do that. #anyway. rant over. needed to get that out. thanks for reading if you did. #this actually made me feel a lot better hope moly.

[wizardologies]

I wish I lived in California

#I feel like I’d get on well with the locals #part of me wants to move to Europe #and the other part dreams of California #not even to try and make it big I just feel like I want/need that experience #my astrocartography has moon and Pluto lines intersecting in socal #I’m tired of New York I don’t wanna be here anymore

[szollibisz]

Looking at job ads and seeing how even the highest paying ones in hungary are only like half the wages of the exact same jobs but in austria... If i could speak german i would just take the L and travel multiple hours everyday

#if i worked 40 hours/week in a lidl in hugary that would be around 1400 euros...... #and that's pretty good in hungarian standards #unfortunately i wanna move to western europe #and like. there's austrian part time jobs that pay the exact same #unfortunately my german knowledge runs out at ich verstehe nicht and entschuldigung #szolposting

[mwagneto]

okay google how do i move out of eastern europe but stay in the eu but go somewhere i speak the language but somewhere that has healthcare and somewhere where i dont need to become a construction worker and also somewhere that is not germany. thanks

#i wanna go to aotearoa I've always wanted to but it's so FAR AWAY. also i need somewhere cold also i #love authentic gothic buildings too much to leave europe. but omfggggg #like it's truly so. i dont want to move somewhere where english isnt a main language but the #uk is out and ireland is unlikely and canada is just somewhat nicer french usa and nz is 4 days travel away. blows up #whatever i have 4 semesters of uni left to think about it. it just feels like im #hurtling full speed at the inevitability of living the rest of my life in Germany #i dont want to live in germany idek why but im sooo. like omg nooo 😭😭😭 #partly because it's such a cliché but also coz it's such a vacation country for me like we #went there for vacation like. unironically at least 3 times every single year #insert joke abt *getting back at the 10000000000 german tourists that come to hungary every day* that I'm too sleepy to make #it's so . like i used to have a specific goal in mind (uk ☹️) but then SOMEONE had to go and leave the eu #and also the uk sucks fat shit like csöbörből vödörbe omg. but now i have no #real goal so im just drifting w the vague knowledge that any second now I'll have to pack all my #shit up and escape before it's too late. but where 😀😀😀 #i have no qualms abt leaving my f*mily behind but I'll miss budapest #and if i left Europe I'd miss it too especially coz even canada feels really far let alone nz which yknow. 3-4 days of travel #it's the lack of goals that's killing me like OMFGG HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WORK HARD AND #STRIVE FOR SMTG WHEN I HAVE NOTHING SPECIFIC IN MIND... #i mean ''get the fuck out'' is something but it's not Enough. i need to be insane about a #place that's accessible. all the cities/locations im crazy about are inaccessible for one reason or another #bristol and wales are in the uk. nz is on the exact opposite side of the planet. life so sad. #canada is the most likely one honestly but like omgggg. godddddjfdnffnfjfmmf #they should invent a budapest that's not in hungary. they should invent a hungary that isn't comically awful #barking #ok to rb #eastern europe #like im fluent in 3 languages and i can get by in like 10 other ones i Could brush up on any language relatively quickly if it came to that #but it's like. 1. I'd have to pick a location 2. learning a new language also means #getting an entire new personality as well which yknow. idk if i have the capacity for another one rn #i should just become fluent in the ones im somewhat good at but idk which to pick

[soldier-poet-king]

Once again I am asking drivers on the 401 to Not Be Like That

#i live in hell. and its the toronto area. #IM SO TIRED OF THE HIGHWAY #but the transit system is SOOOOOO shitty unless you live directly downtown (cant afford that shit) #BUT EVERYONE DRIVES SO BAD. I JUST WANT TO MERGE. PLEASE LET ME MERGE #i dont wanna get into an accident or itll make my fears so bad ill never drive again #but these bitches just be out here weaving thru traffic with NO CONCERN FOR ME #uSING MY DAMN BLINKER LIKE IM SUPPOSED TO AND NOT SPEEDING #anyway #i slept very poorly (ie. barely any uninterrupted sleep) #and so i feel awake but my emotions are. hm. bad. and having a jackass in a lexus almost hit me #and then get mad at me. makes me feel REAL BAD #and emotionally. it's monday. i had yesterday off for easter. #i either need way more money to move into the city proper or preferably a job in a Not Urban Sprawl Hellscape #let me LEAVE #god. ottawa would be good. or smthn like my college town. 75-100k to half a mil. ideal size #I just. hate urban sprawl and bad infrastructure. so damn much #not to be like. WELL IN EUROPE THEY DO IT BETTER. but in terms of transit and city planning #OH YEAH THEY DO

[yardsards]

this cold snap combined with being Obligated to visit my shit parents has me fantasizing about the fact that some day i will move hundreds -perhaps thousands- of miles away from here

#eliot posts #i'm not yet sure where tho #roughly considering georgia bc it's one of the more blue of the southern states #california is always an appealing idea but the cost of living Scares Me #could also move outside of the states #prolly to south america but europe could also be neat like spain or italy or somethin #i've only done surface level research on what it's like to like in various south and central american countries #but a few of em sound good for my wants. especially uruguay i think? #alas most of the pros and cons about emigrating from the u.s. are written by the Type Of Person to blog/vlog abt that type of shit #so their complaints are shit where it's like. that just sounds like how most ppl outside of like los angeles live their life #or shit that is very much like what ot was like growing up in my rural hometown #this one bitch was weeping and moaning abt there being no amazon prime 2 day shipping #anyway tho #i do know that the immigration process is very tough (tho especially in europe) #so that would have to wait til AFTER i've spent a few years here in the states setting up a stable life and saving up money #also definitely need to get better at spanish (or learn portuguese if i wanna go to brazil) bc my spanish SUCKS i talk like a preschooler #this one lady on youtube was boohooing about ''i thought i could just learn spanish through immersion'' LIKE BRUH #you just EXPECTED the locals to accomodate you when you didn't even teach yourself RUDIMENTARY spanish beforehand??? #whadda fuck

[fae-queen54]

RANT BELOW i’ll prob delete later bc i’ll prob regret it and just wanted to get out some frustrations

anyone else’s autism make it hard on them to understand social cues only with people who act the same as you? bc like i spent most of my junior year english class talking to this guy whose super sarcastic and funny and grouchy but in a good way. and like we’d annoy each other and make ab how we aren’t friends and wish the other would skip a day or two so there would be peace and quiet. but we’d spend so much time in class talking to each other instead of doing work or ignoring each other.

the jokes however did my autism no favors bc like i want to be his friend but it feels super lame to refer to him as my friend if he doesn’t feel the same way. but i was super confused bc he’d act the same around his friends and i began thinking maybe i was taking everything to literal.

then on the literal last day of school (last day i went bc i finished my finals early) i made the comment “you’ll be happy to hear you have to see me the rest of the year. i take my last test next period” bc one walk to our separate math classes together. and we teased each other back and forth ab it bc he still had to go the rest of the week while i finished early. he made a joke saying he’d make sure i’d go the rest of the week by dragging me there himself. i told him that would be pretty hard since he didn’t know where i lived other than a general direction and he said he’d find a way. i just laughed and said “stalkerish much?” where his response is what is leaving me super confused. he said “yea i definitely don’t care that much. i only talk to you every morning in english” and i can’t fucking tell if he was also joking or being sarcastic or he was trying to say he thought we were friends. bc like he’s got other friends, esp in our english class.

now i’ve been out of school for like a week and this is literally all i can think ab in my free time. like i asked my family members ab it since it’s caused me so much confusion (for the longest time i refused to mention him outside of small pieces like “[he] wouldn’t shut up and kept poking my arm” or “[he] was snoring so loud today in class” bc last time i talked ab a boy they were convinced i had a crush). i asked my little sister(whose in no way neurotypical but is way better at understanding social cues compared to me) and she kinda made me think he was saying he thought we were friends. but then i realized my biggest mistake was talking to my meddling sister for advice. she offered to ask him when she saw him for practice later this summer and i forgot she would be a freshman next year and would be in show choir with him.

but thanks to all this and my not very good understanding of how to handle and cope with emotions i’m super confused. bc like i somehow made it through the whole school year basically trying to become his friend ig without getting his number or snap or anything and i rlly hope he doesn’t have tumblr or at least find this bc this would be all too much like the real events to be considered a coincidence in his eyes.

kinda just looking for advice bc i’ll prob see him over the summer thanks to my sister’s show choir shit and the only people i know irl that i’d go to for this didn’t help much.

#autism #lgbtq #autistic problems #i’m so fucking tired of trying to understand subtext and shit #you have to be blunt w me if you want me to get it #like stop my rambling mouth for a minute and just fucking tell me #and what sucks more is that since one of his parents is in the military he might fucking move again #how am i supposed to get answers out of him if he fucking moves again #he literally lived in fucking europe before he lived here #like are we friends?are you gonna move far away before i get answers? #are there certain steps to making friends? like at a certain point are we just considered friends? #i just wanna know where i stand dude

[professionalbeard]

family going wild bc one of my cousins got engaged to a dude literally named christian 💀💀💀

#muzzie family drama he’s white too btw i wanna know the whole drama but #her parents cut off everyone in the family so this is like 3rd hand info #also it’s always the ones who move to like europe/the west as adults that end up wilding and doing the most like this LOL #personally i could not give less of a shit btw i just think it’s hilarious to post ur white dude on facebook would keep it to myself #personally

[valiah-posts]

So, due to my gastritis, I feared drinking milk, even if it didn’t have lactose.

And now, I’m having my first cup of milk in months!

And it has additional vitamin A and D!!!!

I’m so happy :>>>>>

Also, a bit of a parenthesis here…

People have told me that, lactose intolerance is common in places like Africa or South America. I mean, as a South American, I can say almost everyone knows at least ONE person with lactose intolerance. (If they’re not the lactose intolerant themself lol)

But I’ve also heard that in places like the U.S or Europe, the most prominent allergy is gluten allergy or peanut allergy. I don’t know how much of that is true, but I’ve seen ton of representation of these allergies in U.S media.

So now, European, American, and maybe Australian folks. I wanna ask something…

How common are lactose-free products in those areas? And what is the price difference between normal milk and non-lactose milk?

I’m genuinely curious :000

#non-lactose milk my beloved <3 #i wanna move to Europe. and i wanna know if my consumption of milk products will be altered by the prices #and like. for real. I’ve never met a single person with peanut allergy in my life

[mxbitters]

im gay im tired it’s 2:37 am and i have the overwhelming urge to fold my partner’s socks

#ok so the logic here is they have a sort of cube storage deal thing w clothes but it also means things kinda just. go in there #like. not folded. socks are like.. matched but not folded and that could Not be me but yeah like if we're putting them away i'll fold them #i want to make a gesture of love that's really like meaningful #reading out loud it sounds like jester of love. jester of love.. thats me actually #idk im a jester of love that wants to put away laundry and bake bread together and go swimming shirtless for the first time w them #i wanna wash their hair. i wanna do each others makeup. i wanna scratch out the gross graffiti by the train tracks together #i wanna sing in the car together i wanna hold their hand when i get new piercings i want us to get a place and not have to worry #the idea of moving to europe isnt something i've quite comprehended yet but i really do think i wanna do it #i want to have a place to just collapse i want a garden i don't want to be scared of the world #i wanna embrace it!!! i wanna embrace it. i wanna hold them i wanna wake up before the sun wakes me and make them breakfast in bed. crepes #i know nothing about crepes actually but i know their grandma gave them this special cast iron pan specifically used for crepes #so like once i learn i think thatd be just a really nice thing to do :) #oh god man it's almost 3 i'm tired i also wanna find ebi i wanna hold him rn i need my catttt :( #i dont wanna get upppp but i need himmm

[shisogelee]

man i'd say 80% of the time i love living in scotland... the other 20% i'm overtaken by deeply visceral annoyance of the state of the uk right now like i can't bear it. the repression, the way people love absolutely drowning in misery and taking down everyone else. the deep dysfunctions, the addictions that the way the government fuels them. hate it

#i just want to progress professionally as much as i can so i can move back to europe with a good job #the fact that if it hadn't been for money i probably would have been in paris this year.... wanna die lol #susie.txt

[sanasanakun]

The likelihood of me moving to Vegas within the next year is so high and yet so low that I feel like I'm floating in a limbo of "what the fuck am I even trying to do with my life" and it's making me so nauseous I could dieeeeeeee

#to go to law school or to not go to law school is the real deciding factor #and I really don't wanna go to law school because I don't wanna do more school #but the alternative is get a phd which is.....more school #maybe even longer than law school #ahhhhhhhh #I'd only move to vegas to do a PhD but law school is....spensive #personal #life update #I love Vegas sm I know most people say it sucks to actually live there #but the Mojave is so beautiful and fun to hike in I love being there #but yeah idk sooo stressed about life in gen rn #first things first though is I gotta run away to East Asia and Europe for like...ehhh three months #just to give myself time to think lmao #I will have no money rip

[soldier-poet-king]

just had to explain the surrealist art movement and specifically dali’s metamorphosis of narcissus to my mother and it’s 11pm and im too tired for this shit???

#franposting #i dont even particularly LIKE dali #but i felt the need to defend his work from an intellectual perspective #bc like. i GET it/ surrealism makes SENSE in it's historical context esp post ww1 europe #and it's about weird symbolism and puzzles and not necessarily like. aesthetically pleasing artworks #do i want to hang it in my home? no. is it still super important and ineresting? yeah #hell i LOVE dadaism. again. art isnt JUST about aesthetics ok. #anyway tldr my brother somehow ended up with a GIANT ASS version of this painting after helping out at a church fundraiser #idk how it got there or why anyone thought dali was be appreciated or popular at my immigrant/working class/largely conservative parish. #\but like. alrighty then #lets dust out the nearly decade old art history lectures where my prof was an elderly british probably alcoholic but otherwise lovely #other than the fact i was the single italian-descent and everytime we moved to italian art she called on me like i knew stuff??? #she did the same thing to the single dutch guy in the class when we did northern renaissance #the VAST majority of the small lecture were WASPS so it was just #me n oliver out there like. no professor maam we DO NOT actually know anything #abt italian/dutch art #like oh here's a raphael. francesca you wanna talk about it #MAAM??? IDK SHIT. IM IN THIS CLASS AS AN ELECTIVE FOR FUNSIES