#i wanna channel that energy

[blindmagdalena]

hii can we get a stalker!homelander fic plss

you aaaabsolutely can, dearest! the fic I’m working on right now (Center Stage in a Gilded Cage) starts with HL stalking the reader over the course of several weeks before ultimately deciding he’s going to “rescue” her from her abysmally mundane little life… what? no, it’s definitely not kidnapping! who told you that?

spoiler: it’s kidnapping

it’s already quite long and he’s only just done the kidnapping part, so I’m not entirely sure when it will be done, but it’ll coming! 🖤

#she does not take it well #but he’s sure she’ll adjust #i’m really working on the atmosphere of his penthouse with this one #I want it to feel like a third character #it’s very phantom of the opera inspired if i’m being honest #how erik’s lair seems to have a mind of its own #i wanna channel that energy #it’s pre-s1 so he’s broken up with maeve and madelyn’s baby is getting all her attention #and i’m writing him ffffairly delusional here loool he has REALLY convinced himself he’s doing a sexy thing here #ask and you shall receive #darling anon

[todayisafridaynight]

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #jo sawashiro #ichiban kasuga #snap sketches #i insist upon giving ichi Annoying Little Brother Energy until i am dead #i kept getting reminded of those vids were kids call their teachers by their first name and i saw one teacher about to throw hands #and i knew what i had to do.... #is that ichi's streamer name Maybe. maybe it's specifically his second channel for stupid clips like this ☠️ #can we forgive me if i do my mineda|week entry tomorrow. double upload. #i didnt think this would take as long as it did but It Did </3 #i already know what i wanna draw for the flowers prompt and im p sure i know what i wanna do for tattoo/au #ok bye

[yo-yo-yoshiko]

They’re besties~!

#toqger #ressha sentai toqger #toq5 #toq6 #also no spoilers please! i'm watching very slowly and i hear there is a twist lakdfalek #drawing silly little guys for mental wellness lol #after a harrowing week i am now healed waahaha #kagura… my sweet girl #strongest giiiiirl~! #the toqgers are so baby i’ve been wanting to draw some of them for months now but nothing’s come out right #i really wanna draw tokachi and his superhero oc lol! #finally some good art #he belongs on team artists #i somehow channeled both their energies simultaneously today #fan art #man... i really really like drawing eeheh

[puppyeared]

I made a lmk oc

#they’re supposed to be some sort of experiment to see if people could recreate Sun Wukongs stone egg. the goal was to make a more controlled #and tame version using carved wood and cultivation. but eventually they got worried about it becoming too powerful and scrapped it #eventually they come to life and live in the abandoned temple they were built in #their bottom half is made of wood because when they came to life their creator/s left them unfinished when they scrapped the project #they had to carve the rest of their body out of hunger and frustration because they couldn’t eat or move much by crawling on their top half #this is also why they spite their creators and hate irresponsible creation. because of abandonment issues and feeling like they have no #purpose or direction in life #their power is also very limited to due being man made since they were originally a wood carving #meo gave me the idea but one reason would be because they’re half finished. the sculpture was still half stump so it was completely untouche #that half can channel power in its raw form but the other half cannot once it’s been carved by man #so technically they could have the same level or potential for power as the stone but that was dampened #the other thing is how they were created to be a duplicate or recreation of a stone monkey and a celestial looked at that and was like #‘we’re not doing that again’ LMAO #i think the case of them carving their own legs doesn’t take away their power though. that balance was made #before they came to life so carving the legs or not can’t affect it anymore. like making a cake and slicing it #their energy levels are also naturally low because of that so their movements are sluggish and they aren’t very active overall #constantly lying in the sun to charge their batteries and get some stuff done. just like me fr #I actually don’t know what I’m gonna do with this character besides Put Them In Situations with other ppls ocs.. so if you have #a lmk oc you have been warned /lh /j #I wanna make some backstory art for them though.. maybe even the animatic treatment if I can get through dear wormwood which is 25 #SECONDS OUT OF 3 MIN BTW #doodles #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #lmk oc #monkie kid oc #myart #my art #xin ya

[capricores]

sagittarius gemini virgo and pisces placements when u tell them they cannot successfully study and become fluent in eight different languages at once

#astrology #sagittarius #pisces #gemini #virgo #me and my sag mercury gemini moon pisces rising and my learning eight billion languages at once.... #ive forced myself to channel my fixed sun energy and just study TWO at a time but its so hard to commit omg #focusing on Japanese as well as my partners native language rn #but I wanna learn my two besties native languages too #but they’re all HARD languages w minimal resources #crying!! #and now I wanna go back to studying Spanish French and Indonesian too #mine

[seahydra]

Event starts soon everyone wish me luck for the next 12 days or so as I fight for my life to get wife card

#atari.txt #I usually don't even bother with events but. Come on. This is like her best card yet #Also I have to channel her energy and go all in for the one I love. I cannot fail him #I wanna take it a step further and try tiering but I know I have NO shot lmfao

[musubiki]

timeskip oscar details + special item

#the cat witch's guild #tcwg #tmaomal #oscar #art #ocs #original #timeskip #im still on the fence about taking his oatch away or not #patch on face is peak character design i dont wanna let go of it yet #anyway. he gets the arm of camongyf #pronounced cah-mon-guy #aka the first witch kings kingdom and army #back when magic and machinery werent very seperated #the arm channels the witches magic to use mochis energy spells #so he can make whatever the fuck he wants with that arm #timeskip oscar has more combative power

[san-wren]

uwah i'm rly falling down the plave rabbit hole 🙈 i also like the concept that they're from different universes, like look at em !!

i know the Wait for You mv starts with yejun but imma start with bamby cuz look at him go! cool dancer guy in tech wear! love it

and by the looks of it, eunho lives in the same universe as him

their universe is all futuristic, like a neo-seoul/blade runner type of vibe. also these two seem to be the protags of the story, esp since they're also the protags in 6th Summer too

and then we have hamin!!

he seems to live in a matrix type on universe, which is rly pretty but it seems rather lonely. at least bamby and eunho's universe seems to be populated(?)

also prince noah!! my bias so far

his concept is my personal favourite. i love fantasy vibes and i just love long haired princes haha, i don't have much else to say tho. his concept is the most simple to understand imo

and now i get to yejun! he is who i'd say my bias wrecker is

but i'm rather unfamiliar with his universe. it's kinda atlantis or like an underwater science lab? at first i thought he was an equestrian at first cuz i saw his clothes in a live before watching the mv. other than that, he seems to be a marine biologist

and then look at them all together !! they're happy and in the stars 🥰🥺

#plave #플레이브 #my sister doesn't wanna hear me talk about them #so i'm just channeling my energy here LMAO #man these guys are so cool i love them

[wyrm-with-a-why]

Sierra Ann is becoming one of my comfort YouTubers she’s so sweet it’s so sad to see the hate she gets

#not transformers #gonna pop in a tw that her channel does discuss eating disorders #but she’s recovered and is happy with her body #and I wanna get there and spread her just positive energy

[thekittyfox2999]

if i could

I would go back in time for an hour to kidnap Arthur Conan Doyle and make him listen to my headcanons about sherlock.

#sherlock holmes #i don't think i'm the only one #who would put a victorian man through torture #just to confirm that there is something not normal between them #i'm so socially tired rn #i just wanna eat #go home #and draw in peace #why are my surroundings always so fucking loud #when will people shut up😤 #sometimes i think i channel enough sherlock energy #that i would cave in and do morphine #i have yet to find any #haha #i'm not mentally stable

[xamaxenta]

Can I get a yeehowdy in the club for our baby ?!????

#xam doodies #ANON PLEASE KNOW I DID IT FOR U #portgas d ace #uh cowboy #i wanna be a cowBoY BAybe!! #some issues with his waist but that can be fixed when im awake #also hands. it wasnt my night to do hands dndjfbe #this man becomes beefier with every sketch and i wouldnt have it any other way #saucy bitch #channeling his Tube energy

[tigirl-and-co]

i wish i was good at art so people would be interested in my ocs.

except that's a lie. i don't even really enjoy making art besides doodles. what i love is writing. so i think what i actually want is for everyone to fall in love with reading.

and like obviously i get it. im weird. i spent a large part of my youth reading wikis for games i never played, shows i never watched. i still do tbh. i have always loved seeking out superfluous information. bc it was *like* reading a story, except you only had the separate pieces and had to put them together like puzzle to get the whole story

it's a bit like history, now that i think about it.

and i LOVE finding somebody who has OCs with thousands of words of backstory. that's the fastest way to get me interested. a simple doodle and then a wiki entry of information.

idk. i guess im just venting a bit. it feels a bit unfair. every pro-OC post is geared towards artists. people who love to draw. but I just don't. i mean yeah i like making little doodles, but frankly it's about the same enjoyment i get from solving basic math equations.

and fucking obviously i love and treasure all my artist friends. if you are seeing this and you love to draw your OCs, I love you. I would never begrudge you your happiness.

it's times like these i wish forums hadn't really died out. i want a community. i want to make that connection. but i feel ignored bc my talents don't align with the current state of things in the greater community.

whatever. whatever. i just hate venting bc i worry about making people feel bad but sometimes I feel bad. and ive never been able to talk about feeling bad without getting yelled at. Which isn't healthy, of course, and I know that, and Im slowly trying to break the habit of just shoving it down. and Ive had a drink so im willing to be more open so uh. there, i guess. i feel like dogshit that i have neither the energy nor the inclination to draw my OCs and that it's literally fucking impossible to get your OCs noticed through writing. nothing really to be done about it. that's just how life goes. not all hobbies are meant for all people.

#titi talks #vent #all the time in my youth i would tell myself I'd just get good at drawing and then draw so-and-so idea #but it's been like a decade now. so frankly i think it's just not going to happen #like i said ive had a drink (and a strong one at that) so my ability to reason is slightly impaired #but ive mostly accepted it. ive swallowed down the bitter pill that nobody but me cares #and it's not like i haven't tried art! but it just takes so much goddamn energy to produce a result worth anything #my arts a bit shit. and that's fine! no shame in that #but it hurts a lot to post into a discord art channel #that has a RULE that you must acknowledge the previous poster's art before you may post your own #and STILL get fucking ignored. like they broke the rules to ignore you and everyone after agreed with it #or when you say 'this is the one thing I am proud of being able to draw' #and somebody you hold in high esteem goes #'hey do you wanna see me do that better and in a quarter of the time?' #AND AGAIN THIS IS NOT TO DISPARAGE THOSE WHOSE TALENT IS IN ART #YOU ARE WONDERFUL AND VALUABLE #i just wish *I* had some value #my talents earn me nothing. and it hurts. #and ive even stopped writing bc i don't have the energy often #and even if i did it's not like anybody gives half a shit

[celestiowls-nest]

Dozey stoned naps on the bus home being gently rocked to sleep by the bumps and vibrations. I feel alive

#poetic or somethint #moody #im tired and wanna channel my main character energy somewhere #i can be the protagonist of my own blog :o

[revivisection]

unfortunately all the evidence points to me still being attracted to my friend

#personal #havent seen him in a while but i did today and. well! #i can't use any descriptive words other than attractive. hes just very attractive. to me. #i need to make him laugh because it sounds very nice #there's also some gender envy to it. i need to grow facial hair NOW!!!! #he's probably straight tho #like i havent asked him but the signs are pointing in that direction #doesn't really matter i dont even wanna date him i just have feelings #im a very silly flavour of aro #show me your pc games boy #also i watched the fly. good movie 👍 #'can we watch a normal movie for once?' no :) 80s horror only #some mild homoeroticism in showing your buddy how to make friendship bracelets maybe. hands. idk. #i need to channel this gay energy into finishing this fucking drawing i have on the stove #some of my fictional crushes are insane but when it comes to real men i just like normal average looking guys who like math and computers

[marsuro]

Songctober day 12: Psycho (Goldband)

In de wachtkamer van mijn dromen, waar ik onmogelijk uit lijk te komen Waar ik bloed en ik vecht, ik zweer ik doe echt mijn best, maar het lijkt nooit genoeg

#grimmjow #grimmjow jaegerjaquez #bleach #bleach art #bleach fanart #VIOLENCE #i love to go crazy and wild and feral with pieces like this #channeling this guys energy #i do wanna say that i do know that psycho/psychotic is NOT the same as violent #theres nothing inherently angry or violent abt psychotic people #just want that to be clear. #and its not where grimmjows rage comes from anyway #but i am basing this on the vibe of the song #which was based on a painting in het Mauritshuis (The Hague) #(christus in het voorgeborchte done by jan brueghel) #so in a sense im making art based on a song which is based on art #also if you’re wondering what the text means: #‘in the waiting room of my dreams where i can’t seem to get out of’ #‘where I bleed and I fight ; I swear I’m doing my best ; but it never seems enough’ #dutch music #goldband

[robinsnest2111]

I think I will survive this grueling service industry job, chronic pain, connective tissue issues and shot joints be damned.

just gotta tell myself: it's the first step of getting myself out of this hellish living situation. just gotta keep at it for a couple years, save up enough money, and it'll be the first step to get out of this hellish living situation!!!!!

#like yes i am IN PAIN and also my connective tissue issues are back in full swing making things worse #BUT THIS IS WHAT I GOTTA DO IF I WANNA GET OUT OF HERE #gotta romanticise the struggle like my favourite steddie fanfics of them getting out of hawkins and living a better life #away from painful memories and the judgement of people around them!!!!!! #like. gotta channel my steve harrington energy. that working at scoops ahoy/family video energy #just wish i had my own emotional support coworker like he does :'))))) #but if no one will show up in my life like that i'll just. make it on my own somehow #IT'S BREAKING MY BODY BUT ITS THE FIRST STEP OF GETTING OUT OF THIS HELLISH LIVING SITUATION!!!!!!!!!