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#i think i am most eager to be done with all the move stuff + the hosting stuff so that i can like
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oh my god friends i have had a MONTH. there are still many small parts left to this move but almost all the really big stressful stuff will be behind me by the end of the weekend. i have a precious window of 24-36 hours now where i can be totally alone in my space before my dad arrives sunday evening for a whirlwind 48-hour visit to drop off my car and do some work around the house. he leaves tuesday morning and then my bff liz arrives tuesday afternoon for six days (although that will be fun and not stressful i think, since we don't have any big Tasks to do and can just explore/hang out/relax). but then after that i will be SETTLED!!! i can develop ROUTINES!!! i can start COOKING FOR MYSELF instead of eating out all the time at odd hours!!! i can actually have a single blessed thought about like, idk, creative projects or fandom stuff or literally anything besides this six-week move!!!!!! i cannot wait!!!!!
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jingsyuans · 6 months
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listen listen, Honey, normally I love being feral and horny but tonight I have wholesome:
Hand holding *gasp* before marriage lmao
I feel like our favorite overgrown lion man, Jing Yuan, would lowkey become soft like marshmallow fluff if you're the type to play with his hand while you're sitting by. This man is internally giddy like a school boy, which tbh he probably never got to indulge in normal stuff because ya know how it be so this is such new territory for him.
If you put a kiss on his hand his heart is racing yet he looks calm, especially on the little scars he most likely has on his hands.
Intertwine your fingers with his and this dumbass (affectionate) is lowkey flustered because wow his heart has never fluttered this fast before when he's done this with others in the past. If you rub the back of his hand with your thumb and give his hand a gentle squeeze you will make him blush, it's faint but it's there.
I absolutely adore this it got me realizing how touch starved I am 😔 I love messing with hands… just thinking about playing with Jing Yuan’s hands idly has me feeling weak. I love the idea of him loving it just as much, too.
Just… idle. Sitting by him while he reads or signs papers, taking his non dominant hand in yours. Feeling across his knuckles, softly pressing and squeezing down his fingers. Drawing patterns in his palms. Itching down his wrist and then moving back up to his knuckles again. It has him smiling the whole time, occasionally moving his hand against yours or squeezing back to reciprocate.
You start to do this almost daily. Whenever the two of you are near eachother, your hand will find his and start doing the same thing all over again- tracing knuckles, drawing patterns, pressing on fingertips. Every so often a kiss here and there.
Sometimes the two of you will be in the middle of conversation- something comfortable and that doesn’t involve work, like talking about your day or what you have planned for dinner. And you like to take his hands in the midst of all this, and he has long since learned to simply go with the flow. It’s something close to a love language, he’s realized. You’ll play games with your hands as you talk, or simply hold them as you swing your joined hands back and forth.
It’s so simple and domestic and silly and Jing Yuan can’t help but adore it, adore you. It’s gotten to the point that his hands are your property, and anyone else touching them is a no-no. A simple brush of hands on accident while exchanging items and paperwork just doesn’t happen with Jing Yuan- he makes sure that no one else touches them. Maybe that’s one of the reasons they’re always crossed behind his back before you enter the room and he finds himself reaching for you, eager for you by his side and that familiar touch of yours.
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eemamminy-art · 15 days
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not obligated to answer this but if you have anymore thoughts about alex sdv (or stardew valley at all) please share. i am obsessed with alex
Oh hell yeah anon you've activated my current hyperfixation 😁 I have a google doc where I'm dropping my headcanons and a bulleted timeline for a Alex/m!farmer longfic I've been writing in my head that's up to about 13 pages now ahaha so here's a few things!!
When he first moved to Pelican Town he was actually really quiet and reserved because he was still grieving heavily, so he never really got close to the other kids. He talks about how he played gridball with his mom so I think once he got the chance to play that in school (in another town no doubt) I think he came out of his shell then and made some friends, but all those friends lived far enough away that after graduating high school he's been pretty lonely and never could connect with the other people his own age in town.
He never goes into the saloon to my knowledge prior to the 10-heart event dinner scene, so I headcanon that it's because he doesn't drink alcohol and doesn't want the temptation to try it. I don't remember if it's said explicitly but I got the impression his dad's abuse stemmed from being drunk so I imagine Alex refuses to touch the stuff out of both principle and fear of becoming like his father one day.
I said it in another post but I headcanon him as gay and suffering comphet. He's built himself up as this cool popular guy, so he tries to emulate the sexist straight guys he's seen in movies but there's absolutely nothing behind it. He says something rude to a girl and then is like uhhh (shit what now) bye! 😅 I want to think that in getting to know the farmer he not only does away with that facade but also gets more comfortable in his sexuality!!
and on a sidenote to the above: I hc most of the town as gay or bi and I am toying with the idea of Abby being transfem! Sam/Seb is a given, and maaaybe they're in a poly relationship with Abby but I'm still undecided!! I like Maru/Penny as a concept but need to marinate on that a bit more, I see them always sitting together and it makes me happy but I need to think more on how they met and what their relationship would be like. I don't have anything solid yet in terms of other characters' gender or sexuality headcanons exactly, other than Caroline and Jodi being bi and desperately yearning to run away together 🥰
But back to Alex!! With how his storyline goes of trying to impress others with his jock persona, then trying to switch gears and be super booksmart, I headcanon that he gets close to the farmer via the farmer tutoring him so he can take a community college placement test. :3 My thought for why he's in the rut he's in is that he wanted to play college gridball but his grades in high school were so bad he has done nothing with himself since graduation and has just been stagnating and becoming more and more bitter (which only amps up his shitty attitude when the player first meets him). So trying to get educated is doubly good for him because he can work toward his sports dream (in a way) and try to impress the farmer. Though of course, the thing that brings them closer is Alex learning to be true to himself 😊
This is getting long, so last thing: he's actually a really well-rounded homemaker but does not even think about it really. George has been disabled for a long time, so all of the handy work around the house has to be handled by Alex, and he's so eager to help out his grands. :3 They put a roof over his head so of course he'll climb up onto it to fix the leaks when it rains! Evelyn is always cooking and baking and Alex is so soft for his granny he has been in the kitchen helping her for as long as he's lived with them, so he's actually got a real talent for cooking and baking too! One of the first things he learned after moving in with them was the proper way to set a table, and the best way to wash dishes efficiently. He's spent enough time at Haley's house having no chemistry with the poor girl, but found Emily's whole sewing setup really fascinating and she taught him to mend the holes in his letterman jacket when he asked so he knows how to hand sew! These are all skills that he has but doesn't recognize as skills, he just inherently has this desire to help the people in his life so he picks up this and that to make it easier!
Anyway! Thank you for letting me ramble 😄 Alex is really sweet and soft underneath the mask he wears, and he's been rotating in my head for the last few months hehe
I had bought sdv when it came out but barely touched it, and started it up again on a whim earlier this year and I'm so glad I did!! I really adore the game and it's bringing me a lot of joy currently 🥺
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thoughts on submissive gyuvin at 3:10 am
my first time writing smut, i feel like this turned out awful but i did my best ok 😔 because it's the first time i do it i don't know how to tag most of the stuff,, sorry
my random thoughts about submissive gyuvin. word count 591. warnings overstimulation, dumbification (?), sex without condom, finishing inside. no proofread.
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"a-ah... i ca-ah! i can't believe you're doing this to me" were the only coherent words dropped from your boyfriend's mouth.
hours of overstimulation ended up with a destroyed gyuvin, his hair looking messy and his body all sticky covered by a mix of sweat, saliva, and sexual fluids of all the orgasms you took out of him, a few of them being yours too. poor gyuvin was being fucked so well by his partner that he couldn't even tangle two thoughts together to form a simple sentence, just babbling words as a way to express how fine it felt.
every bounce to his dick made him drop a moan as if it was an automatic setting in his body, please don't make fun of him, it's so hard to handle it :( your cunt sucking him for the who-knows-what time in the last few hours, milking him dry till the last drop.
"you think you can cum again, sweetie?" you asked, in such a sweet voice that made the boy think he could finish by only hearing you. the riding became more hectic, your pussy slamming into his dick harder, filling the room with the sloppy sound of your bodies roaming into each other, desperately looking for the so-desired orgasm.
"i can't, i c-can't" cried, his head moving from side to side, denying repeatedly. "it's too much..." his groans were accompanied by a strong grip on your hips trying to calm your peace, an act that was contradicted by his hips rocking with yours.
"you can puppy, just one more and we'll be done, you've been so good today" your words became more needy, one of your hands left his shoulder to caress his face and forced him to look at you, maintaining visual contact while reaching the last stage before ecstasy.
tears unleashed through his eyes, gyuvin's dick was so sensitive that it felt as if it burned him but at the same time the sensation came to be addictive, only you could make him feel like this, all submissive and dumb by fucking him senseless, how humiliating it was for him; being so big and ending up dominated by you. luckily for his sanity both your climaxes were around the corner, minds dizzy with pleasure and leaving all the work to your bodies, like animals fulfilling a primal desire.
between moans and muffled words, your boyfriend's orgasm came, filling your pussy up with his cum not before holding you strongly as an eager act to maintain you motionless, heavy breathing was the only thing resounding in a room where all kinds of vocal and corporal sounds could be heard just a moment ago.
"puppy, i didn't finish," you said, your faces being so near that your lips were almost touching. it hit gyuvin like a truck, dropping him out of the cloud that was taking over his mind and making him land in the real world, he knew what you meant by saying that. "i guess we will have to go for another round... if that's what you want, of course,” your lips brushed his, ghosting his attempt at kissing you.
he could be tired, overstimulated, sensitive and a lot more, but leaving you unsatisfied wasn't an option he was willing to take, mainly because of his pride, but secondly because despite ending up defeated by you and your immense sexual appetite he enjoys it, it would be a lie to say he didn't, you must be so happy! getting to ride your boyfie again while he whimpers <3
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Soft Dom Bangchan x Female Reader Sub!
Genre: 🌶️🌶️🌶️
Word count: 3k
Warnings: oral sex (female and male reserving), fingering, orgasms, sexual content included I am going to say this is strictly 18+ MDNI fan fiction. 
Summary:A sub needs a dom, a dom wants a sub but what happens when feelings overlap with contracts and love creeps in? Will a contract remain only a contract? Or are emotions like love too hard to keep in check?
A/N: would also like to dedicate this story to @daceydeath, thank you for always putting up with my deluluness, also thank you for putting up with my drama fill life honestly. I wouldn’t be still writing if it wasn’t for you encouraging me. Also thank you so much for writing my summary xx
Y/N POV 
Chris drives you back to your house, spitting out the front. “Wait, I’m going to walk you to your door”, he smiled, getting out and opening your door. 
Chris walked you up the steps as you found your keys. "So you sure you don’t want me to come in?” He said, walking closer, making you fumble for the correct key. 
You said, "I'm sure," after you had found the key and putting it in the lock. 
“Not even a goodbye kiss for your master?” He said, raising his eyebrows.
“Nope”, you smile in his face before opening your door, Chris grabbing your wrist. 
You turn your head to look at him as he leans in. You pull your wrist free and step inside. Knowing full well Chris won’t come inside. “I’ll see you Friday,” you said before closing the door in his face. 
…………
CHAN POV 
“Hey, Grace…..could you maybe help me with something?” I had 3 days to get everything Y/N needed in order to feel comfortable at my house. 
“Sure, Channie, anything for you” Grace was a fantastic friend.
“I need Y/N to feel welcome, so could you help me maybe do some shopping for whatever she needs?" I wasn’t sure what I needed for her as I'd never provided anything for my girls before. However, I wanted to change things up this time. 
“Oh, okay....when do you need me?” She was eager to help. 
“Today if we could” I didn’t want her to think I was too excited. Honestly, I’m probably the most excited I’ve been. 
“Sure, give me an hour. I’ll meet you at the shop," she said before hanging up the phone. 
…….
I had a shower and got ready to head out to the shops. My palms are sweating. Am I doing the right thing? Am I moving too fast? Am I coming on too strong right now? 
These are the questions replayed in my mind all the way to the shopping centre. I sit outside the food court waiting for Grace to show up. 
“Channie”, I hear, looking up to see Grace walking towards me with a massive smile on her face. 
“Hey, Grace," I smile, but hiding my nerves is difficult. 
“What’s wrong, Channie?” She said, brushing my shoulder 
“do you think I've made the right choice….this isn’t coming on too strong, is it?” I was worried Y/N might not like my jester and leave me. 
“She will love it….hell, buy me some clothes. I’ll be your sub,” she winked at me. Grace was a rather charming person. 
“Ha, funny,” I said sarcastically.
She shook her head at me “okay, so let’s start with clothes”, she smiled as she grabbed my wrist.
Walking into the lingerie shop with Grace was probably the most nerve-wracking thing I’ve done. “Channie, these are so cute," she says as she points to the lace products. Imagining Y/N in these made my cock twitch in my pants “yeah, they are….do they have black and red” I smiled at Grace, who was jumping up and down. 
“Do you know what size you are looking for?” the shop assistant asked. I looked over at Grace, who knew precisely what size Y/N was. 
Grace grabbed a couple more things from the shop that Y/N might like, and as the shop assistant rang the clothes up, she said. “So, are you two love birds up to anything today?” 
Grace laughed. "Oh, we aren’t dating. These are for his girlfriend." She looked so shocked. 
“Oh, I’m sorry…usually couples come in to buy this stuff,” she said, packing it all in a bag. 
“It’s all good…how much did that come to?" I said, pulling my card out.
“$398,” she said as I tapped my card. 
“Thanks,” I said, grabbing the bag from her hand. Grace linked her arm with mine as we left. 
“So, clothes next”, she said, dragging me into a clothes shop. Grace liked to spend money, especially on other people.
“Here, Channie…she’ll need all of these”, handing me so many different kinds of shirts, shorts, sweatpants, hoodies. You name it, she pulled it off the rack. 
“Okay, I think we are done in here”, she smiled, leading me over to the counter.
“I don’t want to know….just tap my card,” I said, giving it to the girl before she could tell me the price. 
“Would you like a receipt?” she asked as I took my hand away from my face. 
Could you possibly put it in the bag?" I asked, closing my eyes because of the length of it. 
The girl rolled it up and placed it in one of the bags. "Thank you for your help," Grace said, smiling as she handed me the bags. 
“Please tell me this is it,” I said, begging at this point for my poor wallet. 
“Now, the essentials” what could she possibly mean by essentials? 
"Essential?" I ran after her. God, she is quick on her feet. 
“Shampoo, face wash, you know, stuff like that,” she said as she walked into a supermarket. 
I was at this point struggling to carry all the bags, so I grabbed a troll and followed her through the store. 
Ring ring 
“Oh, look who it is…must be her lunch break” Grace waved the phone in my face showing me Y/N's name. What could she be calling her about? Why isn’t she calling me on her break? 
“Hey babe,” she said, answering.
“She’s not yours”, I growled softly so only Grace should hear. Grace shoots me a look of confusion.
“So, did you sign the contract?” My ears perked up at the question. “Oh wow…..so it went well then?” What could she say if only Grace would turn the volume up so I could hear.
“Put it on the speaker", I whisper to her, and she turns away. First, who does she think she is? That’s my sub she’s speaking to. Second, THAT'S MY SUB. 
I tried to get closer, so I could hear, “YOU ARE KIDDING….HE DID WHAT TO YOU?…. I didn’t think Channie had it in him.”
“Oh fuck, they are definitely talking about what happened." Grace places her hand on my face and pushes me away for more space. 
My sweetheart, I'll call you back when I'm done....I'm just shopping. We can talk more, Channie, later." she replied. 
“Okay, you have to tell me what she said?" 
“Wouldn’t you like to know?" she scoffed. She’s not planning to tell me anything. 
“I would, actually," I scoffed back. I’ll call Y/N later. 
“Okay, we are done here”, all the different body washes and hair ties. 
“She’s lucky to have you, Channie,” Grace said softly as she waited for me outside the shop. 
“Well, that’s it, you have everything”, she smiled, hugging me tightly. 
“Honestly…thanks for your help today”, I smiled. I can’t, however, let go of what Y/Ns send about me.” Seriously, what did she say?” Grace just laughed as she walked off. 
……..
Y/N POV
Sitting alone in your house on this cold Wednesday night at roughly 7pm, you began to think about Chris and what he might be doing. 
“Fuck it, I’m trying to call him,” you said as you picked up your phone.
He answered within two rings. “Hello,” he said, breathing heavily. 
“Oh, sorry, did I interrupt something?” You felt stupid for calling.
“No…I’m just practising…what’s up….are you okay?” 
“Yeah…I uh….just wanted to uh.... see if you were still ok for Friday?” You panicked, god why did you say it like that? 
“Hahaha….I haven’t forgotten about it….I’ll be there at 5pm" you could hear the smile forming as he spoke. 
“Oh okay…..good…that was all really,” you said before hanging up on him. 
He called back immediately and said, "Hello." 
“Rule number one…..never hang up on me again”, he growled down the phone. Your body got goosebumps.
“Sorry, master”, you said, your voice shaking. 
“Good girl," he whispered down the phone line. The music faded into the background as he stepped outside. 
"Are you sure you're okay?......does my baby girl need anything?" You needed something from him, but how would you get him here? 
“I do actually….did you, uh, maybe, want to come over?” Without being too forward, Chris should hopefully get the hint. 
He was fumbling around for his stuff as he replied, "Oh ah...me coming to yours?". 
“Sir,” you said down the line.
"Mmm" he replied 
“After practice is fine”, you giggle.
“Right….haha…I’ll come over after practice”, he pulsed momentarily. “I’ll be there for at least another hour.” 
“That’s okay…I’ll see you soon.” 
……..
Knock knock 
"Come," you say, getting off your couch and walking towards the door. 
You opened the door, and there he was with his fluffy, freshly washed hair. "Hey", you smiled softly at him. 
“Sorry I had to shower,” he said as you opened the door to let him in. 
He stepped in and removed his shoes. "Should we watch a movie?" You know full well why you invited him over.
“Oh yeah…that sounds good” was he playing it cool or did he have no idea what you were up to? 
You take his hand and walk him over to the couch. He sat down as you walked to get some drinks. “Have you eaten?” 
“No, actually, I forgot," you think as you stare at how cute and fluffy he seems, and your heart starts beating a little bit faster. 
“Ramen?” You said, picking up a packet of dry noodles.
“Oh yes, please”, he smiled as you filled the pot with boiling water. 
You make the ramen handing Chris the bowl with chopsticks.” hope it tastes okay” you smile as he takes his first bite.
“Oh my god….this is amazing,” he says, chewing. 
“It’s just instant ramen," you laughed. 
"It doesn't matter. This is so perfect”, he continues. 
He sat and ate the ramen while you scrolled through Netflix, looking for something to watch. “Thank you,” he said, placing his bowl on the table. You turn your head towards him. 
He leans in and pecks your lips. You chase him as he pulls away. “Oh, I see….is this why my baby girl invited me over?” He finally caught on. 
You nod your head “yes, sir…..I need you,” as you run your hands up his thighs. “Please, Sir…..I’m desperate” Chris completely ignored you. It wasn’t until your lips hovered over his mouth that he grabbed your hands. 
“Ah, ah, ah…baby girl….this is not how it works….you don’t just get what you want because you start whining and pleading… if you want me to fuck you…. You're going to have to use that mouth first” you slide off the couch and onto the floor.
“What do you want me to do? Please sir,” you say softly, sitting on your legs before him. You look down at the ground and wait for his command.
Chris slowly pats your head “there’s my sweet girl” he uses his finger to lift your chin as he leans down. Suddenly, his lips hover over yours, and his breath hits your mouth as he says, "Undo my belt.". 
He sits back and slumps his body backwards, readjusting his hips so his clothed member is now inches away from you. “Go on….not so confident now, aren't we?" he says, looking down at his belt, then flicking his eyes back to you. 
You slowly unbuckle his belt pulling it out and dropping it on the floor “good….now undo my jeans” you loved how in control he was, knowing exactly what he wanted. Once again, slowly undo his jeans, pulling the jeans and his underwear down. He lifts his lower body so they both come off, revealing his huge cock. You gulp at the size, grab his shaft and hold it as you gradually lean in and start to lick his balls. 
"Mmmmm, baby girl”, he would moan, getting comfortable on your couch. 
You start to pop and suck his balls, making his cock erect. "Fuck, you are making me so hard,” he says, combing your hair.
Using your tongue you lick up from his striatum to the head wrapping your lips around his cock. 
Sucking the head of his penis while slowly playing with his balls. You begin to take more of him in your mouth, making eye contact as you bob. 
"Shit," he growled deeply. You could feel the vibration of the growl. His hands rack through your hair as he holds it in front of your face. 
His grunts continue as you begin to lick up his shaft. “Do you like that master?” You say, his head tilting back as he hums “you are doing so well” you smile as you continue, this time popping his balls in your mouth. His body twitches as he begins to get goosebumps on his legs. 
“Does sir want to come for me?” You whine as you start to pump his cock with your hand. 
“Not yet…keep going” he can barely get the words out. 
You take him deeper so the tip of his cock reaches the back of your throat. As he bucks his hips, you begin to gag slightly, and your eyes water. As he realizes his load down your throat, he says, "That's it ba...". 
“God….you are such a good girl”, he moans as he gets his breath back. His words give you goosebumps all over your body. 
“Come here,” he says, helping you up from the floor and pulling you onto his lap. 
You straddle him, your clothes vagina sitting on top of his throbbing shaft. He tucks your hair behind your ears. “Good girl”, he kept humming as he placed kisses down your jawline to your neck. 
“Don’t you think I deserve a reward, Channie?” you say, running your fingers through his hair. 
“Mmmmmmm”, he hums into your neck, gently kissing your neck and pulling your shirt down your shoulder, exposing your skin. 
“Take this off”, he growls as you rush to
Lift off your shirt.
Chris kisses down your collarbones and pulls your bra cup to the side, revealing your nipples. 
He uses his tongue to flick your nipple, your head flinging back as you moan. Chan shoves his mouth around your breast and sucks it, using his tongue to swirl and flick your nipples. 
You start to grind your hips, making his cock harden again. He unclips your bra and rolls it down your arms laying you down on the couch. 
CHAN POV 
Why do I always find myself giving in to her? She makes me so weak. Her lying in front of me half naked. I couldn’t help myself. "Take your pants off”, I growled as I latch back onto her breast. I could feel her beneath me squirming to pull them down. I sat up to help her remove her clothes. "Where's your bedroom?” This couch was too small for my liking.
“Down the hall and to the right”, she was out of breath. 
“Excellent,” I said while I pulled my pants back up and buttoned them. I picked her up off the couch, and she wrapped her legs around my hips. 
I carry her into the room and lay her on her bed, her legs still wrapped around me. "Let go”, I say, pushing her hips down. She unwrapped her legs as I knelt on the ground. By holding her hips to my face, I pulled her body closer to mine. 
Placing pressure on her lower stomach, I kissed her inner thighs. It has been a while since I’ve gone down on any girl, and needless to say, I was hungry for it. 
She was trying to move her hips while I slowly traced my lips closer to her core. "Don't move….or there’s no reward”, I would say, trying to assert some sort of control.
She immediately stops what she’s doing. "Good girl,” I say before I part her dripping lips with my tongue. 
Holding her stomach, I can feel her breath as she tries to hold back her moans. I lick upwards, swirling my tongue around her entrance before sucking her clit. 
“Mmmmm, sir, please”, she moaned as she ran her fingers through my hair. In most cases, I would not allow her to do this, but this once, I’ll let her massage my scalp. 
“Right there," she moans. I begin to pop and suck on her clit. At this point, she really couldn’t control her body movements. I wrap my arms underneath her and lock them in place so her lower body doesn't squirm as much. Her hand moves from my hair to grip the bed, and she lets go, her arousal dripping from her centre as I ride her through her high. 
“You taste so good,” I say, kissing her stomach, but I’m not done yet. It would be rude of me to just let her finish once. After all, she took care of me first. 
Y/N POV 
His fingers trace your inner thigh. He grabs your thigh and squeezes as he spreads your legs further apart. You gasp as he trances his fingers over your dripping pussy. “You started it”, he whispered into your ear. That should teach you to underestimate a pleasure dom. 
He kisses your ear before whispering, “does my baby need more?” You nod your head as he slowly slides his fingers into your core. 
"Oh," you moan as your body arches, allowing his fingers to slide deeper inside you. 
Using his thumb to circle your already-stimulated clit, he begins to finger you. Multiple orgasms are something you struggled having with your other doms. However, Chris seemed to achieve it quite quickly.
“Shit”, you breathe out as your body starts to shake. Chris would kiss you as he pressed harder on your clit while curling his fingers inside you hitting your G-spot perfectly. 
Moaning into his mouth, his breath brushing against your lips, "cum" he said, making you reliase around his fingers. It amazed you how easily he could make you orgasm without trying. 
“Good girl”, he smiled before kissing you again, pulling his fingers out. 
Fully satisfied with yourself, you begin to giggle. "What?" Chan says, placing his hand on your hips.
“That wasn’t a part of my plan tonight”, you grin before pecking his lips. 
He began to laugh “well, that will teach you” he rolled you on top of his body, and you are now sitting directly on his clothed groin. 
You lean down to kiss him while you begin to roll your hips. Chris broke the kiss “we will get you cleaned up... were is your bathroom” 
A/N: thank you all for reading as always liking, rebloging and commenting is appreciated. 
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okay legit question. and i'm eager to have this discussion. can you help me understand why you think that izzy scene was comedic? if it's purely based on those pathetic whimpers he made at the end of the scene, i'm honestly not convinced. god knows i've made pathetic noises like that when i've been genuinely upset about something. yeah that shit's awkward but isn't dismissing the noise as comedic sort of relying in the expectation that drama should be pretty?
and this ask wasn't meant to sound dismissive of your opinion btw, or defensive of izzy. (i love that weird and evil little freak for being a weird and evil little freak and thats all.) i'm just confused as to how that scene could be read that way.
Ok so lets start off with that in season 1 Izzy is not granted like even a shred of sympathy in any similar situation. We've seen this man cry before and when it happened Ed and Stede were making sex noises in the background and there was a jaunty little tune over it. Generally when writers and directors want us to be sympathetic to a character they build an emotional connection to that character and they just haven't done that for Izzy.
But moving onto the scene itself: This is the extended joke set up in season one of the disconnect of treating a pirate ship like workplace with HR. They're having like an intervention for Izzy and using the words "unhealthy relationship" and "toxic" to talk about toe chopping, which is excellent. I know the internet vernacular has kind of made these the go to words but you get how "toxic relationship unhealthy boundary setting" is not generally how television characters talk about stuff like this. Jim and Frenchie are out here using modern therapy words.
Then Archie starts talking about how much Rhino Horn Ed does which is incredible. they could have said he's doing weed, they could have said he's doing opium, they could have said he's doing a more modern drug, ofmd doesn't shy away from that, but instead they went with the most esoteric ye olde Viagra pull ever. Ed's doing fucking RHINO HORN???? Superb.
Then there's the the fact that Izzy clearly hates every second of it. Like these teddy bear capybara friend shaped men (Fang and Frenchie) are just like "hey you ok bro?" to a guy who HATES expressing any emotions so much that he spend like a whole season trying to stop Ed from doing it. Like you can feel how bad he wants to throw himself overboard from embarrassment
Then there's Fang. Dionysus an Emmy for that man. He pats Izzy on the shoulder and then Izzy pushes him away with the weakest I'm fine in history and then he goes in and gives him a hug from behind which is very much reminicent of like a hold a medical professional would use to subdue someone who is a danger to themselves or others without harming them. And then he just starts rocking him
And then there's the actual breakdown itself. I want to preface this with that I understand that in real life you might make some weird noises during a breakdown. But this is not real life. Usually when actors have breakdowns on stage or tv they have to decide what choices they're going to make. You can do a pretty cry, you can go overdramatic and comedic, you can make the audience uncomfortable in a veriety of ways. What Con has chosen here is air being let out of a balloon, He snorts like a pig, he whimpers. You know when you blow up a balloon and you pull the valve tight and it makes a screaming sound. His choice to heem heem whimper is histerical. And then he makes the sound and fang gives out a soft "am I crushing you" as if Fang thinks he's making the noise because of physical discomfort.
and then like everyone else's reactions. They're all so uncomfortable. Fang is like It's all right it's all right while Jim looks to Archie like "are you seeing this?" and Archie looks back and forth between them and then Frenchie is doing this with his face
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and then there's the music. My god the music is just the sappiest shit ever over this??? like the whole thing is hillarious. Emmys for all of them
Edit: I forgot the funniest part. This whole thing is this Tweet
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now, consider. jack taking morris’ blankie as revenge for oscar stealing and destroying medda’s book.
it takes him a long time, but he figures it out eventually, that it had to have been oscar that took it. they’d been the only ones outside of the family that had seen it that day.
the next time medda visits the brothers, trying to work through everything and maybe see if oscar’s willing to confess to taking the book, jack goes with her. he calls it a “surprise”, and they both know it won’t go over well - least of all because neither of the brothers deal well with surprises - but medda’s too wrought to really fight it. she knows her boys fighting is inevitable at this point, and she’d rather they at least do it where she can try and mediate.
needless to say, it doesn’t go over well. oscar is furious when he sees medda and jack at his and morris’ hotel suite door, but medda manages to bargain them in to sitting down and talking for a minute or two. morris is as eager as he always is, joining medda on the couch when she invites him over, rocking and chewing his fingers and talking quietly with her. oscar’s occupied with his brother, making sure medda doesn’t say anything to upset him, so jack pretends he needs the bathroom and goes off. and, once again, he sneaks into the brothers’ room and swipes morris’ blankie from the edge of his bed - even more worn now than it had been then.
he doesn’t have a plan. he’s not thinking particularly clearly. he doesn’t even fully understand how much it means to morris or why, to him it’s still just an object, he doesn’t understand HOW significant it is to morris - he assumes morris must’ve grown out of it, at least mostly. he just wants to hurt oscar, desperately. he wants to get revenge for his mama and every awful tear she’d cried over her lost book - revenge for how oscar had shrugged and averted his gaze when medda’d asked about it a minute ago, said he didn’t know anything in that cold tone jack hates so damn much - and he knows the best way, maybe the only way, to hurt oscar is to hurt morris.
when the “conversation” immediately, inevitable, all goes to shit when jack returns, he leaves quickly with medda, not putting up any sort of fight for once. oscar’s shouting and morris is making noises as they’re kicked out, but jack feels some cold, hollow bit of satisfaction, as he leaves with morris’ precious ugly blanket stuffed under his jacket.
WHAT IN THE ACTUAL F-
Ohohohhoho T/w: Cursing, violence, angy Os, fighting, did I mention violence?
This one got so fucked up, y'all. I'm (kind of) sorry.
‼Warning this is my most graphic one yet‼
‼I am begging you to proceed with caution‼
‼Super graphic stuff has red text warnings before and after‼
Nox I hope you're proud
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Oscar raises seven kinds of hell. He knows it was Jack. He knows he did it on purpose. And he knows Medda is gonna defend him with all her might.
He doesn't care.
There's nothing stopping him now. Morris is a wreck. He's wailing and screaming and physically sick with not having his blanket. There's nothing Oscar can do to console him. There's nothing more for him to do.
He leads Morris out to the car, has to practically drag him out there. Morris is clinging to a massive bag of sour skittles, he's chewing on the soft flesh in the palm of his hand, he's whimpering and howling and shrieking.
And Oscar's done with it. He's done with Jack Kelly thinking he can do anything he wants and get away with it. "C'mon Mo, we're goin' to see Medda."
That, at least, has an effect on Morris. He's quieted from full blown screeching to loudly sobbing into one of the pillows they kept in the car. Oscar makes sure he's buckled in before he starts driving, knuckles white as he holds tightly to the steering wheel.
He makes the trip in record time. He swerved into a parking spot, throws the door open, and slams it shut. He moves to the other side, helping Morris out before he storms up to the front door, pounding on it.
He's going to drop Morris off here. He wants Medda to see exactly what her precious little Jackie did to his baby brother.
What he doesn't expect is blue-eyed Davey to open the door.
His brows furrow as he recognizes the brothers. "What-"
"Out of the way," Oscar demands, trying to shove past him, eyes searching behind him for Medda.
The boy doesn't budge, frowning at him. "No. Why are you here? What do you want? Jack's-"
"Don't." Oscar snaps at him, and Davey's mouth snaps closed. "Where's Medda?"
Morris's hand finds the back of Oscar's shirt, tangling in it as he tries-and fails- to control his sobbing.
Davey turns to call for Medda over his shoulder, though he still doesn't step out of the way.
Medda emerges from the kitchen, smile on her face as she starts talking without looking up.
The smile falls as soon as she takes in the scene.
She hustles over, waving Davey out of the way, and ushering her boys in. She looks them over, checking for any physical damage. She tries to reach out for Morris, but he cries out, and Oscar moves in seconds, hand gripping her wrist to stop her. "Don't."
"Don't talk to her like that!" Davey scoffs from his spot across the room, indignant that they're treating her this way when she's just let them into her home.
Oscar turns a searing stare on him. The kind of look that-if looks could kill- would've had Davey gone six times over.
"You'd better shut your trap. Lucky I ain't already broke your nose and busted your teeth," Oscar snarls at him. "It's your boy's fault this is happening in the first place."
"My boy- you mean Jack?" Davey asks, almost a laugh in his voice.
"Think somethin's funny?!" Oscar jumps to his feet, lunging for Davey, but Medda takes him by the arm, holding him just out of reach.
He turns to her with an incredulous look on his face, but she just shakes her head. "Oscar, you know you can't stay if you're going to fight."
He swallows hard around the heat rising in his throat. He has to stay complacent. He has to take every hit to his pride so Morris can be safe.
He chokes on it.
Oscar shakes his head, yanking his arm away from her. "Take care o' Mo."
(It's about to get hella graphic plz be careful. I'm gonna put more red text at the end of the graphic stuff)
He storms out, going to the car, trying to ignore the wailing and weeping he can hear, even from outside.
Davey's suddenly beside him, hand on his arm, saying... something. Oscar can't hear it past the roaring in his ears. He can't find it in himself to care enough to listen.
He slams his head against Davey's, watching with dim satisfaction as he crumples to the ground. Oscar digs through his pockets, pulling out his wallet, finding his license. He punches the address into his gps, tossing the card back down as Davey stirs.
He climbs back into his car, and heads off.
He finds their house with relative ease. He marches up to the door, banging wildly on it, demanding to be let in.
The door swings open, revealing the man of the hour.
Jack Kelly
Oscar doesn't even wait for him to say anything before he pounces, both of the men crashing to the ground. Oscar has him pinned before Jack can do much of anything, and just starts whaling on him.
He doesn't think. He can't think. There's too much in him. Too many emotions. Too much anger that he's always just pushed down for Morris's sake. But, Morris isn't here.
Jack finds an opening enough to shove him off, and he tries to pin Oscar, but he isn't as practiced.
Oscar stands, chest heaving with his breaths as he kicks Jack down again. "Where is it?"
Jack is struggling to breathe, and Oscar can see it in the way he's moving and wheezing and struggling to stand. "Where's Mo's blanket?"
Jack staggers to his feet, breaths still coming out in wheezes. He glares at Oscar, trying to comprehend just what was being asked of him. He's seriously doing this over that fucking blanket? Nothing's changed. It's been almost two decades since they lived under the same roof, and Oscar Delancey hasn't changed one bit.
(This is the end of the super graphic stuff. There's mention of it further down, but nothing like what's between the red)
Still, he knows first hand that Oscar won't stop until he gets what he's looking for. Jack nods, holding tightly to his aching ribs, and disappears into the hall, leaving Oscar standing in the foyer alone.
Jack gets back quickly, throwing the blanket at Oscar-stupid ratty thing was worthless anyhow. "There. Now, get out."
Oscar holds tightly to the blanket, checking it over for damage. At least, more damage than it had had before. "You got a lotta nerve comin' to our house and takin' Mo's stuff. Him ain' done nothin' to you."
Jack has the audacity to laugh. Face beaten and bloodied, and he laughs?!
Oscar steps forward again, taking a sick sort of satisfaction in the way Jack cowers away from him.
"It's just a stupid blanket!" Jack huffs out, leaning against the wall. "What the hell does it matter if I have it or not?!"
"It ain't yours. That's what matters 'bout it. You don't get to do whatever you want," Oscar sneers, clutching the blanket tighter to his chest as he starts for the door. "Oh, and Kelly?"
Jack raises a brow, a soft "Hm?" escaping him.
"If you ever even think of hurting my little brother again, you gonna lose everyone you care about." He slammed the door closed behind him, going back for the car.
The drive back to Medda's, Oscar thinks over everything that had happened. His stomach sinks at the thought of what he might find when he gets back. Morris clawing and hitting and trying to find him. He isn't sure what he'll be like when he gets there. They've never been apart longer than a few minutes. And here he is, storming off. He's no better than the adults they grew up with, letting his anger take over and control him.
He's such an idiot.
He pulls back into his parking spot, Davey long gone from the sidewalk. He takes the blanket in his arms and makes his way to the door once more. He knocks, much softer than before, eyes welling with tears that he tries to hide when the door swings open again.
Medda pulls him in, wrapping her arms around him, one hand patting his back, the other curled securely around the back of his head. He gives a half-hearted attempt to push her away, though he ends up just sobbing against her chest for a moment. When he realizes Davey is sitting just across the room, he does pull away, wiping at his eyes.
"Where's Mo?" he croaks, and Medda gives him a small smile, patting his cheek.
"He's in your room, dear."
Oscar frowns at her. "He's... what?"
She leads him down the hall, to the very last door on the left, and opens it for him.
To say that Oscar is floored would be an understatement.
It's exactly like he remembers. Right down to the blue walls with the little daisies painted on them.
But
"Why?"
"I told you before you left, hun." Medda ruffles his hair, a show of affection she knows she may never get to do again. One she knows she's only getting to do now because both brothers are too vulnerable to deny. That Oscar doesn't have the energy left for a fit about being touched or doted on or pitied. "My kids always have a home here."
Oscar almost can't move. He's too overwhelmed by the thought that she'd kept it exactly how he'd left it.
And then, his eyes land on the sleeping form on the bed, and he crosses the threshold.
Medda closes the door behind him, and Morris whines as Oscar climbs into bed next to him. He tucks the blanket under Morris's arm, and kisses his head.
"Sorry, Mo... I had to get your blanket."
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DC Titans WIPs (November 2023)
Okay, so - I am the type of person who actually benefits from people ‘bugging’ me when it comes to my WIPs. I know a lot of authors say that they don’t like being bugged or hounded down for their work, but I am the opposite. So I have made this list of my Titans WIPs so you guys can 'bug' me into finishing some of them.
The only time this doesn’t work for me is when you’re bugging me/asking me about work from a fandom that I’m not currently working on. (aka asking me about Lessons For A Genius when I’m not currently working on Criminal Minds stuff) - but if it’s a WIP from a fandom that I am currently working on and someone is really enthusiastic about it, asking for updates, ‘bugging’ me about it, then I know that they are anticipating that work and that they look forward to me posting it, so it makes me more eager and excited to work on it, and I will actively prioritize that work over other stuff. 
So, I have made this list of my Titans WIPs. Most of these are from months ago or even years ago, and this isn’t even all my WIPs from this fandom - I have just included the works that I am most excited about and most likely to finish. Realistically, do I think every single item on this list is going to get done within the next few months? No. But I hope that I can get four or five items on this list done soon, on top of editing reposts and possibly starting new ideas. 
This is a really long list and realistically not everything is going to get done, but if you see something on this list that you think sounds cool, send me a message and bug me about it and it will definitely move up the list in terms of priority. I know a lot of these are untitled, so if you want to come into my inbox and talk about one, just send me the number of it or talk about the general concept, etc.
Completed Fics That Need To Be Edited:
(I am actually surprised by how many of these there are. Last time I was working on Titans stuff and lost steam, I left quite a few blurbs unedited, so look forward to these coming your way.) 
First Kiss With Gar Logan - Gar Logan x Reader, Fluff, set during S2, 2k words est. - This one is described all in the title; mutual pining, mostly fluff; a short fic describing what your first kiss with Gar would be like. I know the reason I didn’t post this one! This one was intended to be part of a series called the ‘First Kiss’ series where I showed a situation of the reader (in each case, it’s a different reader character) having their first kiss with each of the Titans characters; very random and funsies, and I am probably going to continue this as a series like intended if people like this one EDIT - NOW POSTED
EDIT: now titled Miss Nectarine - Untitled Donna Smut Blurb - Donna Troy x Fem!Thick!Reader (Plus Sized Reader), Smut/PWP, set during S2 (Titans ‘return home’ era), 2k words est. - This one involves the ‘caught masturbating’ trope (one of my ult favs); Donna walks in and sees you touching yourself, and with your gorgeous curvy body revealed to her, she can’t hold back anymore. The reason I didn’t post this one is because I thought it was crappy and I was too tired to edit the issues out of it, and now that I have come back to it, I am excited about the concept and the bones of it and I am lot more excited and energetic to edit the issues out of (I feel like this could be 4k or 5k with editing because I really love the ideas behind it). I have definitely not written enough Donna smut and there needs to be more in my catalog. NOW POSTED
Great Dick, Sweet Personality - Gar Logan x Male Reader, Smut/PWP, set during S2, 3k est. - This one involves the ‘accidentally sent you my nude’ trope; you are trying on lingerie in your room for your own enjoyment and snapping pictures of yourself cause it feels good, and then you accidentally send one of them to Gar; you freak out and demand that he delete the picture, and you find out that he likes them, rather than mocking you for wearing the girly underwear, and then smutty smut (Gar is a bi king, I love writing him with a male reader) 
Main WIPs
A lot of these have a good chunk of the fic written and need to be finished, and some of them are just an outline of what the fic would be. I have put them in the order of what I am most excited about, and like I said - if you guys get really excited about something, it will be moved up the list. (Though I don’t think this list will actually be edited to reflect that, it will just be moved up the list in my mind, or put on the ‘coming soon’ section of my pinned post to reflect that I am prioritizing it.) 
Snowed In - Gar Logan x Fem!Reader x Jason Todd, Smut/Emotional Angst/Ending Fluff, set during S2 (AU version of the S2 ending), 1k words so far, 15% done so far, 10k est when finished - This is a Christmas themed fic; it will include a different ending for S2, so all the Titans are living at Titans Tower and operating out of San Francisco; however, everyone is going to different places for the holidays, and Jason, the reader, and Gar, are all dreading ‘going home’ for Christmas, so they are putting off leaving for as long as possible, and this gets them stuck in the Tower during a massive snowstorm; when the Tower’s generators run out of power, they are forced to snuggle together for warmth, and thing leads to another - threesome smut, confessions of feelings, and also, them chatting and explaining they didn’t want to leave leads to a lot of emotional catharsis; I rarely do holiday themed fics because I can never get them posted ‘on time’ but maybe I can actually do a Christmas fic this year?? 
Detective Grayson and The White Rabbit - Dick Grayson x Fem!Villain!Reader, Smut (with the barest amount of plot), technically doesn’t take place in the Titans!verse (but definitely inspired by Brenton Thwaites version of Dick), 3k words so far, 40% ish done so far, 7k est when finished - you are a famous masked villain in Gotham (a thief known as the White Rabbit) and you have an attraction to Nightwing, particularly because of his very famous ass, and one night, when you are arrested by Dick Grayson (disappointed that Nightwing didn’t show up to the ‘party’ that you set up just for him), you recognize that ass waltzing away from you, and you call out Detective Grayson; and in order to keep his secret identity a secret, you ask for one thing in return (to get fucked by the birdie vigilante that you have desired for so long). This is actually a kind of cracky idea that came up from a conversation between me and Star, and I loved it so much that I ran with it. Long live Nightwing’s royal ass 
A Knife Called Lust (The Sex Pollen Fic) - Gar Logan x Fem!Reader x Jason Todd, Angst and Smut, set during Season 3, 12k words so far, 30% done so far, it’ll probably be over 40k when it’s done (and it was originally intended to be a oneshot, but I think it would work better as a 3-shot); this one actually won a poll on my old blog, and then I girl-failed to actually get it done lmao; you are Jason’s childhood friend, and when he dies, you fall into Gar’s arms, and then the two of you find out Jason is alive (and Jason harshly rejects any attempts you make to get him to come home); and when Gar is hit by a mysterious chemical made by Crane, you go to Jason for help (it was sex pollen and a threesome ensues) 
Untitled Gar Smut (The Face Sitting Fic) - Gar Logan x Fem!Reader, Smut (the barest amount of plot), set during S2, 3k words so far, 50% done, 6k or 7k est when finished - This is based on a request I received on my old blog; Gar and the reader are sparring, and the reader wraps her legs around Gar to take him down, and this ends with her accidentally ‘sitting’ on his head; he loves the feeling, and asks her to do it again - this time, without pants on (very simple and smutty, cheers) 
Untitled Donna Fic (The Rage Chemical Fic) - Donna Troy x Fem!Kryptonian!Reader, Angst, set during the flashback era of S2, mostly just an outline atm - this is based off a request from my old blog; you are dosed with a chemical that Cadmus is working on (in the hopes of using it on Superman) and you end up in a blind rage; Donna, your lover, is the only one strong enough to fight you and inject you with the antidote (there is some angst where you try to kill Donna and she uses her calm, loving words to temporarily stop the rage) (this is structured like an episode of Titans, set during the OG Titans era)
Untitled JayGar fic (The Mockingbird Fic) - Gar Logan x Fem!Reader x Jason Todd, Hurt and Comfort, slight AU of Season 3, mostly just an outline - this is mostly inspired by the tiktok edit(s) of Jason and Gar, comparing their two styles of love, with the song lyrics ‘Daddy’s gonna but you a mockingbird, I’ll give you the world’ for Gar and ‘I’ll break that birdie’s neck’ for Jason; while the Titans are working in Gotham, several bomb threats are received; you, Jason, and Gar are at one location checking out one of these threats and someone sneaks up on you and sexually assaults you; Jason beats the man to death while Gar holds you and shields your eyes (showing how they care for you both differently but in ways that protect you) 
Untitled Donna Fic (The Death Fic) - Donna Troy x Fem!Reader, Angst and Smut, slight AU of Season 2, mostly just an outline - you and Donna are dating and in love and she gets shot by Deathstroke and dies (a much cooler death than dying from a carnival ride); she gives you her lasso as a last sign of her love, and when she somehow miraculously comes back to life, she comes back to you to get it (and to fuck you brainless to prove that she’s real when you think that she’s just a hallucination). I came up with this idea before I saw Season 3, and it was inspired by gifs of the scenes of Donna being in the forest after she had come back to life
Dick Confronts Your Abuser (not yet titled) - Dick Grayson x Fem!Reader, Hurt and Comfort, set during Season 3, 2k so far, 10k est when finished - this is similar to the fics I have already written for Abby and Ellie (and I would definitely be willing to write this prompt for other Titans characters, because it’s very close to my heart); what it says on the tin; you are in an unhappy, abusive relationship and when Dick finds out, he beats the shit out of the guy (Dick is also your ex and pining to get you back)
Untitled Enemies to Lovers Fic - Dick Grayson x Fem!Powered!Reader, Smut, set during Season 2, mostly just an outline - you are the daughter of Barry Allen/The Flash, and you have the power to slow down or speed up time around you; you have been an annoyance in Dick’s life since childhood, often using your powers to mock him and pull pranks on him; after the incident where he accidentally lets Doctor Light go, you continue mocking him, and the annoyance flares its head into attraction, and the two of you end up fucking on the mats in the training room (and you end up using your powers for good for once - making his orgasm longer and more satisfying than he ever could have thought) (I really love this idea and idk why lmao) 
Sequel Ideas:
(A lot of my fics could have sequels, and a lot of people have asked for certain fics to have sequels, but these are the fics I have thought about continuing the most and fics that I am the most excited about giving a sequel to.) 
Emergency Contact (sequel would be called The Jaws of Life) - Jason Todd x GN!Reader, Angst and Smut, set during season 3; this would be a reunion between Jason and the reader after Jason dies and comes back to life (reunion sex) 
Free Use Day (sequel would be called Shibari Whore) - Poly!OG Titans x Fem!Reader, smut, set during the flashback era; this would be a fic about Dick discovering his desire to be submissive; Dick becomes a rope bunny, and during their next play session, Dick is submissive and ‘used’ alongside the reader 
Missing You - Gar Logan x Fem!Reader x Jason Todd, Smut, set outside of the canon; I am thinking about a sequel and maybe even a third part to this, where Jason and the reader have phone sex with Gar now that they know he’s listening (and a part where they have sex with him in person) 
Now You See Me - Gar Logan x Male Reader, Angst, set during Season 3; I actually really love this fic so much and I’d love to write a sequel for it; with the Titans living in Gotham, a place that was once your home, when Hank gets into trouble with the bomb in his chest, you dive into your dark past in order to help him, and call in someone unexpected, but capable to help save Hank’s life - your father, Viktor Freeze
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One Piece advent Calender Door 15
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Door 15: Ice? No thank you
“Thank you again for joining me”, smiled Nami. “Sure thing. I also got the last stuff I needed but this was pure coincidence I met you” Both of you chuckled. “So~ getting something for Luffy?” “Meat on a stick” “He and his meat” “I am more confused why he isn´t married to meat yet”
Nami bursted in laugher, nudging you. “It´s true! And you know it” “I know but still, Je~” “you know the truth hurts” “But there are rare moments of him” “What do you mean?” “By you. Especially when you two sleep”, she smiled softly. “I´m a hugger, Nami” “And you can´t tell me he hates it! We both know he loves it” A flush came over your cheeks as she nudged you as “Je, look!”
Following her finger, there was a big ice skeing ring. Your eyes widen. “O-Oh Nami-” “COME!”, she dragged you to the ring and you waited for her while she stood at a line.
“Here we go! Quick, on with them and then we go on the ice” “Why are you so eager?” “I haven´t done this in ages. Come”, smiling, she dragged you onto the ice, you directly supporting yourself on the railing, as your feet gave up and you groaned, falling on your butt. “Are you ok?” “I can´t Ice skate!”, you admitted with red cheeks. “What? But you have ice magic as well” “That doesn´t mean I can do it” trying to stand up, your feet moved away as you dug your hands into the railing.
Hearing laughter, you turned to see Nami, laughing at you. “You remind me of a baby deer on ice!” “Don´t pull chopper into it!” She laughed further, her cheeks redened as “Here, hold yourself on me, Je” Zeus came forth and helped you stand. “Ah, Thank you Zeus. You´re so kind” “Ah~ Je~~~”, he blushed up and you smiled. “Kinda ironic, don´t you think”,the Navigator sirked at you. “Kinda ironic, nag nag nag~”, you mocked her. Holding the railing again, Zeus floated over to Nami. “And? Can finally stand?”
“Oh, I don´t-KNOW!!!”, you began taking a small step forward before moving your arms fastly, nearly falling backwards again but zeus moved you forward, nearly falling over at the front, knees bend, face inches from the eyes, arms outstretched, you stopped. “SAFE!”, you shouted and only heard Nami laugh. “Oh Je, I can´t remember the last time I laughed this much!”, she admitted and took your hand. “Come, I help you” “NO! NA-”, tugging your hand, you lost balance and met face forward with the ice, sprawled like a starfish, groaning. You only heard Nami and a few others laughing. “Just leave me here to die. Please” “Je, Hold yourself on me, I get you out of the ring” “Zeus! You´re the only sweetheart here”, looking at the cloud, you grabbed him and he lifted you easily up, bringing you out and to one of the benches it had. “Thank you” “Of course”, he smiled and you grabbed into your pouch to get a glass of a cloud. “Here. All for you” He beamed and dived in, making you laugh before getting rid of the skates. Nami was skating around and you were fine simply watching her.
“I have to tell this story to the others” “Nami, I will never hear the end of it!” “As it should! Ha~ just thinking of it brings me joy”, he admitted. “If the boys where there, they would pee of laughter” “Yes, they so would” “They would laugh more than On Dressrosa The stone Goblins voice” “The what?!” “Ah eh...Pica was his name”
Arriving the Sunny, Nami went to the kitchen. “Guys! Toda was the most funny day I had in a long time-” “NAMI NO!”
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knife-moth-mc · 9 months
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Listen idk what y’all out in this mcrp to make it so blorbo (actually I do, its genuine care for the story you’re creating and sincere commitment to creating cool characters with arcs that are both interesting and have a satisfying payoff) but I have not had a special interest this intense in literal years. I am incredibly attached to EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER do you know how rare that is. In almost ANY other media there’s at least one i dislike or at the very least see as wasted potential but there’s literally NOT A SINGLE ONE I don’t absolutely love with haven. You guys are creating something great
It's the raw passion i think. We're not really bogged down by outside interests, so we can just do what we want. The nature of improv is such that we often end up with genuine reactions to turns of events, but we also plan ahead enough to make sure arcs are cohesive and no one gets left behind.
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This is the redacted version of the timeline i made for the events leading up to the convergence. I asked everyone what they wanted to get done before then, wrote each thing on a piece of paper (or rather had someone scribe for me bc my wrists are fucky lmao), and moved them around until they clicked. Some of the plot points did end up getting dropped or moved to later in the timeline (such as the shearing, as sleep noted in his last stream! That was originally intended to be part of the ramping up of the wall conflict leading to the convergence!) but almost everything did get done and i think for the most part people were happy with how it all turned out.
Part of what makes Haven work so well is our willingness to hear someone say "i want to do x" and respond with "okay, how do we make that happen?" Mouse does an incredible job translating our ideas into actual usable mechanics, but it's also interpersonal stuff. Like, in the time leading up to the ironing, i went to navn and said "i need moth to have tnt. If you try to give it tnt it will not accept the tnt. Please solve this problem" and they managed it so smoothly. Or, i gave navn and sleep justification for sending k to ohio, and sleep masterfully wove it into the metaplot. Or, during the lux stream not too long ago, i was frantically texting mischief and jackdaw asking if we could do lux spying on moth showing jackdaw its scars, and this did end up happening and it was such a good moment for all three characters. I know all these examples involve me but, you know, most of the examples i was involved in enough to know all the details involved me.
We make each other better. I could never, ever, not in a million years have written moth and anathema's story on my own. I suspect a number of other havenites feel similarly about their plots. I am so so so glad and grateful to get to be a part of something this raw and powerful, with people this open and talented, and I'm beyond delighted that we get to share this with others it resonates with. I'm looking forward to everything we have planned, and keeping an eager eye out for anything we don't.
Sorry if any of this is incoherent i'm having a flare and it makes words hard. Idk how to put emojis in posts so imagine i put a peace sign emoji here
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lilover131 · 1 year
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Clear Card Chapter 71 Analysis
I’m back! Happy March everyone! I apologize for the delay in posting this analysis! I’ve had some personal stuff going on that has kept me quite distracted, but I finally buckled down and got this done! I sincerely appreciate the patience of anyone who was waiting!
 This chapter definitely has a much warmer vibe (although bittersweet) than last month’s, so here is my gif of the month for this chapter.
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Without further ado, let’s talk about it!
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The color page this month is relatively simple and shows Sakura standing while surrounded by the many different outfits related to the Two Alices play or “Alice in Clockland” depending I guess on which timeline it is. It’s nice to see all of them in full color now (which certainly helps with fanart. Haha), however something about this image definitely gives me the vibe that there is more to come in regards to this. I don’t think they’re done with the original timeline just yet.
 The chapter begins with a typical Sakura morning as she runs around frantically getting dressed due to oversleeping. A friend very quickly pointed out that the house actually has an entirely new section added to it that wasn’t there before, and this is very likely Akiho’s room.
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I find it really comical that Suppi mentions how Sakura absentmindedly turned off both her alarms and went back to sleep. If you saw it happen Suppi, then WHY DIDN’T YOU WAKE HER UUUPPPPP? Lol. I am somewhat surprised though to see Suppi there (though I guess I shouldn’t since they were seen to be there for the end of the play), because the original reason he and Nakuru showed up was because things were happening in Japan. I wonder what the reason is for their arrival in this particular timeline? Is it just a visit, perhaps to see the play or meet Sakura’s twin? In that case, I wonder if Eriol and Kaho are there as well, since they couldn’t travel before due to the risk of Kaito bringing the plane down.
 Can I pause for a moment too to talk about how cute Sakura’s new uniform is? I love the all black look (even the ends of the sleeves are black now instead of white), and the addition of the leggings is just so freaking adorable!
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Sakura comes down to see Akiho cooking breakfast, and it warms my heart to see her actually cooking. That was something she wanted to learn before to cook for Kaito (they’re croqueetteeesss toooooo), so to see her doing it independently makes me think of what could’ve been had she continued to learn in the other timeline. I think over time, she would’ve turned out to be a great cook, so this new timeline pretty much proves that. The narration from Sakura explains next that Akiho had bad health since she was little and that she spent a lot of time living with their great grandfather for treatment before recently moving back in with them. I’m not entirely sure why it was necessary for her to move for treatment, but I doubt CLAMP will go into any detail about that because that would probably introduce more plot holes or headaches for them to try and cover up. Hahahaha. I suppose it really isn’t important anyways, but I actually am really happy for Masaki, their great grandfather. He was devastated losing Nadeshiko, so I bet having Akiho around probably made him really really happy. Maybe this also means that Fujitaka and him had a better relationship to start, but I’m not entirely sure what the implications of that is.
 Speaking of Fujitaka, in the next page, he arrives downstairs and greets the both of them. He eats alone with the girls since Touya had an early morning shift and one after class too (jeez this boy never stops working), but Fujitaka is eager to try what Akiho cooked. He tries it and immediately loves it, and the way Akiho just lights up after being praised for her cooking is just so precious.
 It’s explained how Akiho transferred to her school that year and was in the same class (just like in the original timeline), and despite having been separated most of their lives, Sakura is looking forward to making a bunch of happy memories with her to make up for the time lost. This reminds me a bit of how Syaoran was turned into a toddler after Sakura wished they would have met sooner. But Syaoran reminded her that they had a whole future to build happy memories together. 
 The two of them start walking to school, and as it starts to snow, Sakura becomes and overly protective older sister and starts wrapping her scarf around Akiho (who already has a scarf) to keep her nice and warm. Hahaha. Akiho asks if Sakura will be cold now without her scarf, but she insists that she’ll be okay and that she doesn’t want Akiho to get a fever. Honestly, I love seeing protective Sakura. Normally, it’s everyone else around her protecting her, but seeing her on the other side is just so freaking cute.
 Tomoyo naturally appears shortly after and commends Sakura for being such a good big sister, and Akiho mentions how she’s been feeling better than usual and not feeling any pain (oh lord, she’s been feeling pain? Poor thing…). Sakura and Tomoyo both say they will look out for her if anything changes, but Sakura adds on that Akiho is very precious to her. Tomoyo comments that maybe a sister complex runs in the family, and that one honestly made me laugh pretty good.
 When Sakura arrives to school, Syaoran is there waiting for her and the two talk about how cold it got overnight. After being asked if she was under the weather at all, Sakura answers that she is doing just fine as well as the cards. She mentions talking to the Mirror card the night before, and this seems to confirm that the Sakura cards are back with her, though in this timeline, I’m not sure that Syaoran would have ever taken them away. This does call into question though whether the Clear cards still exist or not. Somehow I have a feeling they do but are floating in some place cut off from time (maybe in the book where Kaito likely is?).
 Syaoran asks her why she wanted to talk to the Mirror card, and she tells him that she has been pondering on the thought of telling Akiho about everything that happened while they were apart, including her magical adventures. Syaoran thinks this would be shocking for her (though doesn’t seem to imply in any way that this is a bad idea), but Sakura thinks that even if she was shocked by it, that Akiho would likely believe her (I mean, it wouldn’t take much to convince her since you could literally show her). Syaoran seems somewhat saddened by the thought that she can’t use magic, but Sakura focuses on how Akiho is a kind and very strong person (girl, you have no idea). She’s asked if she trusts her, and Sakura answers that she does, to which Syaoran comments would make sense since she’s her twin. But Sakura states that even if she wasn’t her sister, she would trust her, and that time together isn’t always needed to help know how one feels.
 Syaoran smiles at her in understanding, and Sakura blushes (naturally) before mentioning that she would also want to tell her about him, such as the day they met and how he always came to her rescue. She finishes by saying she wants to tell her about the “most important person in her life”, and lord I can’t help but swoon a bit at this. And just when I thought my heart was already bursting at this cuteness, they knock it up another notch by holding hands and touching their foreheads together, and OMG I CAN’T DEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL.
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It's so nice seeing them be able to touch again, but I just absolutely adore the way these two show their love to each other. It’s just so pure and warm and *clutches heart again*
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 Sakura talks about how she hopes too that Akiho can tell her all about her most important person, and it’s at this point that the pain comes back. Lol. Kaito’s absence really does hit hard with these words, but there isn’t much time to ponder on it before Sakura is suddenly thrust into the dream world and sees…the cloaked figure.
 Admittedly, I was not at all expecting this whatsoever, especially in the middle of such a sweet scene, but omg the hyyyyyype. I feel hyped because it feels like it’s one step closer to things ramping up again. But I gotta say…when the hood came down, my jaw pretty much dropped. Hahaha. It’s LILLIE!!! She’s younger in appearance it seems, and she claims that she is there to meet Sakura in a dream. I am so so so curious to see what all of this is about and what it all means. Why is Lillie younger? Is this a dream from Lillie’s past (dreams after all bend the rules of time)? Or has she been reborn in a new life and is now the same age as Sakura and Akiho? I really want to know the implications of this timeline on Lillie’s existence, but obviously I’m just dying to hear what it is she has to say. My hope is she has a way to save Kaito, but I suppose we’ll just have to wait to find out.
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There are definitely lots of questions to be answered, and I hope CLAMP starts doing so in the next month. Until next time everyone!
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reilliane · 2 years
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HELLO YES I COME BEARING 4NEMO HEADCANONS !!!! buckle up bc this is a lot longer than i thought itd be 🥲
an au where reader interacts with DCKZ (or DICKZ or another version of 4NEMO’s rival group) and childe and kaeya getting all up close and personal with fleur!reader just to get on 4NEMO’s nerves (ik it wouldnt make sense considering zhongli is xiaos dad (?) and is a professor if i remember correctly but lets just pretend ok 😭)
4NEMO catching a glimpse of fleur!reader dancing with eula!!! i want to see how they react
ESPECIALLY XIAO. DANCE MAJOR XIAO seeing fleur!reader dancing with eula and its either he’s very impressed or very disappointed. either way he finds himself wanting to dance with reader one-on-one :) it can be to help her improve (if it sucks) OR to have fun coming up with random choreography with her (even tho he tells her no its not for fun she just has a lot of ideas and is creative and hes taking advantage of it so he can come up with stuff for 4NEMO music videos. to which she goes “aw xiao u just called me creative and complimented me”)
also i saw that one thing where you responded to an ask about 4NEMO’s conversion to 5WIRL and i raise to you: venti, aether, xiao and kazuha getting increasingly more talented in their respective roles in 4NEMO because theyre petty about heizou being talented in all of their categories/being the jack of all trades :)
in venti’s case he doesn’t even try to hide it 😭 like heizou will pull up some new ideas for songs and the next day out of NOWHERE venti pulls up a forty-two page google doc filled with song ideas, music video concepts, and like. budgets? and links to pintrest boards hes made about them?
for aether he feels kinda bad about getting competitive about it bc they’re teammates + rlly good friends come on man but also he’s like “but see you will also improve if you do this, so technically its in the best interest of the entire group. plus….. impressing y/n” (in the end he just gives in cause he is a fucking simp just wants to better himself there’s nothing wrong w that right?) he’s obvious because he’s. eager :’)
xiao is probably the second most obvious one about it because of his whole angsty emo dance major act. what do u mean heizou’s already come up with the rest of the dance?? no, no see he’s done stuff too ok he’s come up w some stuff too look. no look at this. what do u MEAN hes jealous? he is NOT. he is not petty or. or. u know what whatever just come listen to what he has to say about heizou’s ideas if u wont listen to his own >:( (in the end more than half of heizou’s moves r scrapped and xiao Wins)
kazuha is probably the most subtle about it? he’s kinda like venti ish because heizou will come up to reader one afternoon with some random lyric ideas and concepts that he wants kazuha to help him with but kazuha doesnt know that now does he and then the following days after kazuha overhears their exchange the reader is handed a few ideas. it starts off with a few poems scribbled on scrap paper kazuha thinks would be good for a song until it escalated into there being an entire drawer in the readers desk filled with his musings and concepts and ideas and 😭
i’ll send more over when i have the time !! have fun envisioning these readers and writers alike <3 i am in the car rn and getting kinda dizzy help
have a wonderful rest of ur day!
🧦 <3
OMGOGMOGGOGM 🧦 ANON YOU REALLY SENT IN A 4NEMO PROMPT AEEEEEEE I'M THRIVING I'M LIVING- ROLLING ON ME BED LIKE A WERM GOBBLING THIS THING UP-
/cough cough - Ah, 4nemo, I miss writing for 4nemo I'll get to it after I'm done with the vigil ones~
YES LOL it would be a little different because Zhongli is Xiao's papuh but we can always think of some other universe where he's not and is a part of an idol group instead~
Childe and Kaeya will rub 4nemo's bad side so much lmao?? We all know that the Fleur universe is, despite that peeking angst at the corner, is founded on fluff and badly attempted humor-/j
They really will be subtle in their 'ohmygo what they doing to mc?? huh?? 🤨🤨 nuh-uh men'
But rivalry aside, Fleur!MC would be a good friend to the DCKZ group and whenever she'd hang out with them 4nemo would go-
"WHERE ARE YOU GOING???"
MC just gives them a grin and goes- "Tall men dorm. Movie night!"
THEY'RE CRUSHED.
Fleur!MC dancing with Eula is an absolute win. Despite MC's blithe nature, she's one who gets things right because- because lore- do remember she's referred to as 'mistress', implying.. ? 👀
DIGRESSING, XIAO WILL GET MC TO DANCE WITH HIM AFTER THAT SPECTACLE. BOY IMAGINE DANCING WITH XIAO. UGH.
He's not going to hide the slight upturn of his lips when he sees the rest of his groupmates lol. Can they tango?? No, no they can't, too bad! Guess he'll just sweep MC off her feet hehe 😏
AND YES, THE REVEAL OF HEIZOU (I always typed his name as Heizhou, what's wrong with me) has led me to include him in the LIs as a bonus one. As if there isn't one already lol.
So the LIs will then be: 4NEMO + Heizou, Zephyrus wink wonk
Heizou's introduction to the group will be a major 'boss battle' moment for the group ahaha imnotkidding- CONNECTIONS, CONNECTIONS.
ALSO JUST 4NEMO BECOMING BETTER AT THEIR RESPECTIVE FORTES IS DOWNRIGHT AMAZING LMAO- and comical. THEY CAN'T LOSE TO A NEWBIE- A newbie who seems to be too good at everything he does...
Ah, why is MC coddling him? Is he that good?? :((
YES HE'S THAT SHUCKING GOOD IT'S UNACCEPTABLE HE'S BECOME HUSBAND #5 AND THEY CAN'T TAKE ANY MORE RIVALS MAN.
Venti absolutely feels the most challenged.
He has the best friend card, thankfully, but that does not rule Heizou out of his radar. If he's petty, he's gonna be petty and MC will suck it up cause he's her bestie- okay he may not go overboard buT HE'LL BE PETTY- and at the same time x2 diligent in his work aha.
Xiao is another petty case, really. He won't hide his vexed pout when Heizou manages to outshine him in dance practice, you know, the space where xiAO'S SUPPOSED TO SHINE. It's become a one-sided rivalry.
Aether the softie for sure will hesitate about feeling slightly ill towards Heizou but he can't help it- goodness, this sweetheart man. AND KAZUHA, TOO, though yes he'd be more subtle.
Heizou definitely deviates more towards these two solely because they don't feel as dangerous as the cousins LMAO.
Ah, I can't wait to introduce the bonus LIs but there's much more to cover in the Fleur universe before that!
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quickspinner · 1 year
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May the road trip be peaceful and have good scenery.
For the fanfic ask game how about 5 (in general), 7 & 8 for Indelible, and a non list question, which WIP have you enjoyed writing for the most recently?
Ask me about a WIP!
Thank you for the road wishes friend! 
5. How do you feel about posting chapters before the fic is finished (with this one and/or in general)?
I usually can't make it to the end of a multichap fic without posting. When deadlines are not an issue, I try not to post until I'm at least halfway done and have a reasonable expectation of being able to finish. For exchanges or birthday gifts I get myself into trouble usually have less finished. Usually somewhere after the halfway point I stall a bit and flounder, so posting helps me get some encouragement and feedback and accountability for finishing. I have had a couple of occasions (Beautiful Dreams) (Indelible) where a fic turned out to be bigger than I initially planned and it turned out it wasn't as much at the halfway done point as I thought. 😂 
7. Do you listen to music while writing your WIP? If so, what? Do you have a playlist?
I do listen to music, but I don’t have a playlist for this WIP. Sorry I know I’m really boring. 😂 I listen mostly to Pandora stations, and I pick which one based on what kind of scene I’m working on. I think the last chapter was the Pink (the artist, not the color) station, and I had another one seeded with What if I Was Nothing I think. Sometimes I make playlists for WIPs, I just haven’t felt moved to do so for this fic. 
8. Does your WIP have a Pinterest board or anything similar? If it does and you want to, link it!
This isn’t really part of my process, I don’t usually make a visual reference. Making a playlist is about all I do, and I don’t even always do that. Occasionally I look up dress ideas or something like that, and when I do I generally link them in the individual chapters, but it just doesn’t occur to me to make a board for it. I had a couple for Indelible, because hair and clothes descriptions are hard for me so I did some image searches for inspiration.
Here’s the qipao wedding dress Marinette’s New Year’s dress was based on.
Here’s the hair and dress I used as inspiration for her New York look.
That’s all the visual references I have for Indelible at the moment!
Which WIP have you enjoyed writing for the most recently?
I’ll be honest with you, everything feels like a bit of a slog right now. 😆 Time has been so limited, I’ve been really focusing on Indelible because I feel like I can taste the end at this point--even though when I sit down and think about what I have to write, it seems like a lot, I am comparatively close to the end, and I’m both eager to write the reconciliation and fluff and makeouts, and worried that I won’t get the complicated relationship dynamics across properly and people will be disappointed or unsatisfied. 
But before I can get there I have to do the really depressing stuff and that’s difficult. 😂 And as usual I’ve made things more difficult on myself by sticking to one single POV, so I can’t put the reader inside Marinette’s head and explain right now what is going on in there, it all has to wait until Luka figures it out and/or they talk through it. Min ( @mintaka14 ) has been my cheerleader and sounding board and really helped me keep perspective. Having writing 
I love the story, and I love seeing the readers react to it, and I’m really excited to get to the emotional stuff at the end, and I am still absolutely getting joy out of this fic, but the process of writing it feels a little painful right now. 
I’m also working on my LBSC sprint secret santa fic, and while it’s fun and the prompt is right up my alley, I’m sweating the deadline a bit and fighting my overthinking brain about how to fit it all together. 😆 
I’m kind of eyeing the library meet cute fic and thinking I might work on that a bit in the next couple weeks as a treat, so even though I’m not actively working on it at the moment, can I count that? 😂 This month has been really hectic with doctors (all good news!) and gatherings and family birthdays and all, so I think I’m just tired all around. I will not be sorry to see 2022 out the door, I must say. 
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funkymbtifiction · 2 years
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The understanding of 2s as assertive types is confusing to me.
They are not assertive in the way the assertive triad is (the assertive triad moves 'through' or 'around' people to get things done). 2 is within the dependent stance, which means they move toward people (not away from them like a withdrawn, and not around them like an assertive type), but they are also in the rejection stance, which means they assume they won't get what they want and compensate for it in other ways.
The question being, are they assertive? Yes, they can be, but that 100% depends on what MBTI type they are. An EFJ 2 is often very straightforward in going after what they want, because they are a social extrovert who knows how to get things done, who wants control over their environment and to bring it into order (as a Je-dom). But an IFJ 2 isn't as straightforward, and an IFP 2 would be even less so, due to a general disinterest in maintaining control.
Because most descriptions of 2s say they are the most prone to falling into codependent relationships, but Naranjo for example says they're histrionic and blunt and impose themselves on other people therefore they wouldn't let themselves someone manipulate them and walk over them because they know they're wonderful people who deserve love and respect because they're so helpful.
Think about the 2's motivation for helping: it's to get love, but also enrich their pride, because you need me. I am important, because you need me. You require assistance and I am here to assist. This looks differently based on the 2, but is an underlining theme: you must be so tired, let me get you a blanket. You need someone to look after you. You need me to help you figure out how to do your makeup, or fill out that dating profile, or meet people! How can I help you?
Think about Emma Woodhouse in Jane Austen's novel, or in one of the dozen depictions of Emma. She looks around for someone to mentor whose life she can change positively (in her mind) and adopts her, all the while displaying the pride that Mr. Knightley notices (he remarks that her vanity is not of her appearance, since "it lies in quite another direction" -- ie, her ability to maneuver people around, and build connections between them, as a social 2; to play a matchmaker, because people need her help in finding husbands/wives!).
The 2's giving isn't entirely altruistic; they want to think it is, but deep down, they also want something in return -- either for you to like or love them, or for you to need them. Because if you do not need them, they have no identity. As image types, their identity is crafted around being needed -- being helpful, useful, important because they show up when they are needed, because their super-ego tells them they SHOULD, even when they don't want to. Do they get stuck doing stuff all the time that they hate? Yes, because no one else raised their hand and their super-ego hammered them with "don't be selfish, this cause needs someone to do it." Do they routinely take on too much? Yes, because it's nice to be needed... until they get home and see all the work involved, and get angry at themselves for always volunteering.
So why would a 2 get into an abusive or codependent relationship? "He/she needs me, he/she is a mess, he/she could not survive without me, he/she can't even feed him/herself!" The pride of being needed, of caring for someone, and of having them be 'a mess' without you, cause them to stay with people who don't deserve them, because if they think about leaving, the guilt trip comes back up (I am their only friend... she has no one to comment on her blog except me... who would do their laundry for them? ...). Unhealthy or immature 2s who haven't learned to set boundaries, or to ask for what they want, can get stuck taking care of "adult kids" where they are still doing everything for their child, who is 35, has no job, lives at home, and can't make him/herself a sandwich, because "mom/dad" has always been eager to do it for them.
As i understood it before, 2s could tolerate a lot of abuse and not being appreciated until one day after taking too much they would disintegrate to 8 and finally explode. But in Naranjo's description, 2s always have a strong connection to 8 and would demand love through assertiveness from day 1. Meanwhile 3s as attachment types, although assertive, would care more about being agreeable and nice, and maybe even tolerate more disrespect because they care more about what people think. 
Growing up with a 2, here is how I observe this pattern: the 2 is somewhat invasive in their helping (often without being asked), and then complains quite a bit about being unappreciated (no one told them to volunteer to take care of people), and gets angry, but then continues to take care of people, because "they can't do it without me." I see this particularly happening in aging 2s -- the older they get, the more anxious they are becoming, out of a prideful assumption that after they die, their family can't survive without them. They see themselves as important within the family (they are!), from an inflated ego-space of 2-ness (I am needed). It's the same as in a sexual 2, who finally has enough and flounces off, with the angry assertion that "nobody will EVER love you the way I did!"
3s meet you more in the middle, but with an eye on their goals; 2s assume a position of authority, because if you need help, and they are the ones to help you, that automatically makes them 'higher' than you. It's like the example of a 2 child feeling anxious about their first day at school, but when they see another kid crying, rushes over to help them -- it relieves their anxiety to be needed, and to be the protector/supporter in hat moment, because now they have a Purpose and that Purpose defines their role in the situation.
Now most characters who are super kind and helpful, but passive and codependent and let others push them around are typed as 9 cores. Because supposedly 2 cores, even if 296 tritypes are assertive from the beginning. 
I would look for the 8 push, yes, and the pride involved in helping; the self-guilt-tripping in that they feel that they SHOULD be more sweet, generous, altruistic, have no ulterior motives, etc, that comes from being a super-ego type. And, of course, look for evidence of wings -- the rigidity of the 1 that looks to justify their decisions (they know how things should be) or the 3 wing that is self-promoting (why yes, I am here to help/inspire you!).
For example in a forum we were discussing what type could be the character in Taylor Swift's song tolerate it. Here's the lyrics: https://genius.com/Taylor-swift-tolerate-it-lyrics. And everyone said the character can't be a 2 core because 2s wouldn't accept someone barely tolerate their love. And this character doesn't break down and tells them but is only imagining she deserves better but doesn't tell her parent how she feels but passively stays at the end. So everyone types her as 9 core.... possibely 6 core since it's a song based on Princess Diana and she was a 6. Thoughts? 
That song sounds like a 2 song. "I love you/stay, even though you don't deserve me." 2s can put up with crap for a loooong time, since they are desperate for love anywhere they can find it.
Princess Diana as a 6. Hmm. I'd have to think about that. The Crown depicts her as a 2w1, but I'm not sure "how true to life that is." What's anyone's evidence for her being a 6, and which wing would that be? Her entire life / desires / interactions with men all seemed desperate for closeness to the point of smothering, which is more unhealthy 2 than unhealthy 6. 6s feel anxious being intimate with people; 2s need/want immediate closeness.
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beansterpie · 2 years
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For the bingo any or all of the following: Griffith, Charlotte, Jeeves, Lan Xichen, Father Mulcahy
aw thanks for the ask Moth <3, I did all of 'em!! which means this is kinda long so I'll put it under a cut
in order: Griffith
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the only reason he didn't get a bingo w/ 'they're deeper than they seem' is because he's already a well written and pretty deliberately nuanced character in canon! but he gets a bingo in my heart :') undoubtedly one of my blorbos. I think his level of screen time (or page space, as it were) works well with the story, but I don't care, I wish there was mooorreee, I esp wish that there were scenes between him and Guts just hanging out during the three year time skip, but alas. I'm basically obsessed with Griffith, the only reason I'm not saying more here is becase then I'll never stop.
Charlotte:
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Charlotte is kind of interesting to me, because if we're talking strictly about her in canon, then I don't actually have that much to say. she's fine; I like her because she's a bit of a sweet and naive reprieve from an arc otherwise filled with some angsty drama queens, and she has a narrative purpose that she fulfils, but she's not a very interesting or complicated character. I think more could have been done with her, but not in a way that's distracting, at least during the GA (post-eclipse has me feeling a bit stronger about the wasted potential tho). but in terms of headcanons and stuff I've made up about her for my own purposes, then I'm very fond of her and her hypothetical journey lol.
Jeeves:
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this was kind of haarddd because while I like the Jeeves stories, I'm not deeply attached to Jeeves on his own, you know? he's a fun unit when he's concocting shenanigans with Bertie, but we don't ever really see him on his own since the entire series is from Bertie's pov (save for Bertie Changes His Mind ofc). I do wish Jeeves had more screen time especially in the later books, because while I like that their relationship becomes more equal as the series progresses, the story always ends up sending Jeeves away for whatever reason so that Bertie is forced to deal with The Plot on his own for a lot of it. that's pretty fun in it's own right too, but I just want more scenes of Bertie and Jeeves being chummy together lol. ALSO Jeeves definitely pulls some dick moves and fucks Bertie over particularly in earlier stories, which is the reason for the uncommitted 'wow! they are a horrible person' lol. Lan Xichen:
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BINGO! haha I love Lan Xichen a lottt, especially the cql version, mainly because that's the adaptation I'm most familiar with (and ngl I am attracted to Liu Haikuan specifically as Lan Xichen lmao, he's just so beautiful god). I really like what a decent person he is, and how deliberately fair and understanding he tries to be, and how despite that-- or maybe because of it-- his story ends up being so tragic. I love his relationships with others, especially with JGY (though I also love his relationship with LWJ & like, the Lan Sect lmao), and how he quite literally goes through heartbreak and enters a deep depression after JGY's death-- like even though JGY's crimes and lies came to light, to me it always felt like what messed him up the most was that JGY had lied to him about it all, and his dismay at everything JGY did wars with his compassion for the things JGY had to deal with. Idk idk, Xiyao makes me crazy lol.
Father Mulcahy:
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this one was hard too! Mulcahy is one of my favorite characters in MASH, but my feelings aren't intense enough for most of the bingo squares to like, fit... I just like him because he's nice! He tries his best despite not actually being a medical professional in an active warzone, and his eagerness to help is very endearing. I also like the contradiction of him having long moments of self doubt about his usefulness as a priest at a MASH unit vs his desire for the acknowledgement that he feels he deserves. I like the hints of his impoverished childhood where he was bullied, and got into boxing as a way to defend himself. And while we're at it, I love that he boxes and is probably the most athletic person at the MASH unit lmaooo. Something about a little nerdy priest who could probably punch your lights out but chooses not to, yannow? (also 'why do they look like that' is hearted because he often makes me think of like, bi girls that I went to college with aofiajeogifja)
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💖Sweet Revenge💖 - Chapter 17
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*Warning Adult Content*
Aaron Keene
I wake up in a strange bed, in a strange room.
It takes me a moment to remember where I am and why.
I'm at Kate's and I'm here because my shop is a smoking pile of ashes.
'Faulty wiring. Old building. Too many appliances in a space not designed for industrial use.'
My God-damn coffee maker, apparently.
The only good news I'd had was the figure I'd received from the insurance company and for the hundredth time, I thank my Grandma for teaching me to always keep my records accurate and up-to-date.
I'd had more than the usual quantity of valuable product on hand and I could prove it.
I'd lost almost everything but at least I could start over.
I wasn't nearly ready to think about that, though... the grief was too fresh.
My shop hadn't been all that special, really... the building was small, old and ugly but it had been mine and it was my Grandma's legacy.
When she died, she'd left me everything and I'd used it all on that shop and now it's gone.
After a few more minutes of wallowing, I force myself to get up and dress.
Kate's apartment reflects her character.
It's full of bright colors and cute accents.
There's also evidence of her other passion... a massive computer, three monitors and a wall covered in video game art and design schematics.
She's almost done with a degree in computer engineering and already works freelance on Indy stuff.
She might act like a ditz but she's smarter than half this town put together.
My shop was more like a hobby for her and I don't blame her for not taking it seriously.
At the moment she's visiting her parents and insisted I stay at her place until I get things figured out.
I don't know exactly what I'm going to do about my business or about my living situation but I do know what to do about one thing.
Kate's kitchen is distressingly under-stocked.
From the contents of her fridge, I get the sense that the most complicated recipe she's followed in a long time consists of two steps... open package.... heat until done.
A trip to the store and a few hours later and I have what I need.
When everything is ready, I stare down at the small, blank card, trying to think of the right words.
Only one thing seems to fit.
I uncap my pen and in my best hand, I scrawl a simple note.
~♡~
The drive across town seems to take longer than usual.
Probably because I'm driving super slow.
The charred remains of my shop is not a sight I'm eager to see.
I park across the street and keep my eyes averted from the ruins as I make my away around the back of 'Ardent Cycles' and knock on Blake's door.
It takes him a few minutes to answer and when he does I see he's still on crutches.
His physical therapist was pissed he'd put so much strain on his leg and told him he'd set himself back on his recovery by at least six months.
He said he didn't care... that he'd do it again and more, if he had to and I believed him but it's clear that he hates the setback.
Worse, he told me his investors pulled out of funding his business.
His shop's been closed since the fire and unless he can find other partners, it probably won't re-open.
It seems we've hit rock bottom at the same time but... if he's willing... maybe we can help each other up.
He opens the door and stares.
I haven't seen him since the day after the fire, when we were both too busy with emergency doctor's visits and fire inspectors to really talk the way we needed to.
He looks a little rough around the edges.
There's a day's growth of stubble darkening his jaw and he's dressed in an old t-shirt and a pair of gray sweats.
"Hi," I say, fidgeting on his doorstep.
"Uh, hi," he answers.
His eyes slide over me with a hungry look and he swallows, Adam's apple jumping in his throat.
"Can I come in?"
"Oh... sure. Yeah, come on in."
He holds the door open and steps back.
Inside, I see boxes on the floor and the walls are bare.
"Are you... moving?" I ask.
He looks away.
"Yeah. I asked the owner to cancel my lease. I won't be able to make the rent on time."
"I'm sorry."
He shrugs.
"There are some affordable spaces in Fenton. I might move there."
Something squirms in my gut and I frown.
"You don't want to stay in Ashville?"
"Of course I do," he replies, running his hand through his hair, making it stand on end.
"But that dream ended when my investors changed their damn minds."
"What if you could start a new one? A new dream?" I ask.
He looks up and his green-and-gold eyes are bright.
"Honestly, Aaron, I don't know if I have what it takes anymore," he says quietly. I swallow and hold his gaze.
"What if you didn't have to dream alone? What if you... had someone to dream with?"
I take what I've been hiding behind my back and hold it out to him.
My heart's pounding and my hand shakes.
He looks at what I offer and his eyes widen.
He takes it and for a moment he's perfectly still.
Then, he drops it on the floor.
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