#i started creating my new character

[quiltedlovers]

*through gritted teeth* this will be worth it this will be worth it this will be worth it

#growing weary of the grind lads #i was not cut out for the zero free time lifestyle #but it’s just until the end of the semester #in January im cutting back my hours at work #and i only have 5 classes next semester #tentatively hopeful to be able to have one day of no school no work no commitments in my week then #that’s supposed to be saturday this semester but i have so little time during the week i have to do my little chores plus so much #schoolwork which like. I shouldn’t complain about because I’m fortunate to have the physical health and the resolve to go at this pace and #to perform well in school while being able to pay my way without debt #but nobody should have to go at this pace to make everything work u know #me and one of the dnd homies are in the same boat schedule wise and im really grateful to have their perspective on it being necessary to #have at least one thing you do just for yourself scheduled in to make sure you don’t completely neglect yourself #also that madman is planning another fucking campaign that neither of us have time for but you know what I did on my break at work yesterda #i started creating my new character

[skeletoninthemelonland]

"The Exocannis Ressurection"

#been experiencing (seasonal) difficulties to feel satisfied with my art. especially if it's digital #i can't make fanart of other things i enjoy besides fnaf or listen to new music without feeling 'unknown' to it #everything is too much. new stuff becomes overwhelming and discouraging. people might not like it. (IT KEEPS HAPPENING RAGHHH)) #so im breaking the cycle by trying something that i came up with months ago (AGAIN) #as some people might know. the character i drew here is Hunter. and he's my OC #he's from a story i created during the pandemic. it was originally called 'The Other Side' #i got obsessed and started making art. it truly felt like i was part of a huge community. when it was just me in my room #i feel like i said this before. but after Behind The Codes. this story is probably going to be the next thing i'll be working with #starbsart #original character

[skinnypaleangryperson]

#I don't understand how mentally ill people claim that they hate work #And don't come out of literally every single shift with about 5 #with every single new shift with about at least 5 #000 #New thoughts about how wrong this all is and how detrimentally painful it is and why #I've literally started writing a multi-million word along philosophical rant #to certain fictional characters that I pretend are my partners because I'm in so much pain every day that I have so much to say #that not even ranting about it on the internet comes close at this point #it relates back to that whole philosophy about how mental illness naturally creates creativity #because I'm not even meaning to write this damn novel or philosophical paper. #it's just the fact that I literally have to or I feel like I'm going to implode

[briviting]

neeew sona reeeef

#(plays finfin once) uh oh #I love paint 3d for allowing me to create a silly-looking new millennium render without having to learn blender #I've said new millennium on this blog way too much recently #for clarificaton: I'm vimbry. but his name is vimen! and to make it more confusing - vimbry is short I. vimen is long I #sometimes I like to draw their design without vents or tail and different ''horns'' #but I was too lazy to demonstrate those here so. a footnote lol #also I'm glad I finally started to draw my sona in glasses bc the idea of a robotic character needing them is funny to me #logically you could fix the eyes but nah. just put corrective lenses in front of them #sona #fursona #vimen #art attag

[ywpd-translations]

Ride 750: Blue sky

(Thank you to @monkeyingaround for helping me with a couple of things in this chapter!! <3)

Pag 1

1: Right?

Hahaha

2: 'morning!

'morning!

Did you bring the thing we talked about yesterday?

Pag 2

1: Summer is here

Pag 3

1: Yeah

2: Look at the color of the sky!!

3: It's a crisp blue sky!!

Well, the color is sky blue, after all

4: Ka....!! You're seriously so narrow-minded! Your eyes are so narrow, too, and that's why you're not close with our kohai

My eyes have nothing to do with... huh!? The kouhai!?

Se... senpaii!! Teh

5: Huh?

Pag 4

1: Rokudai!!

Naruko-san, Imaizumi-san

Good morning!!

Why are you greeting us with so much enthusiasm?

2: You have a huge bag as usual. What is it?

Thank you so much!!

Why are you thanking us!!

Oh, Kinaka is here too

Good morning!!

3: We collected

4: everyone's laundry at training camp, and now we're putting them to dry!!

Yes

Don's take it all on yourself!!

5: It's towels and t-shirts used at training camp that we don't know who they belong to!!

Ah yeah, but even so

Pag 5

1: And the weather is nice, so putting them to dry is nice!!

You already finished drying the first round?

An extreme manager spirit!!

2: What about the other first years?

Ah, they haven't arrived yet, teh

They're not coming?

3: I'll kick them out

Huh...!

What a fast decision!!

4: Think about it again, please!!

Hmm, then let's kick out half of them

Waaa.!!

…. that's what I meant, Hotshot

What?

5: Ah, uhm... by the way, uhm... what about Onoda-san?

Ah, he should be here soon

6: Ah, he's not a morning person?

….. no

Pag 6

1: After training camp, Onoda-kun....

2: Fu fu fu

Ratatata, to the sun...

3: I want to go together... fu fu fu

5: Far

6: Far away..!

Fu fu

That student on the city bike i so fast!!

Pag 7

2: Good morning, everyone...!!

3: He watched everything I recorded while we were at the training camp, and now he's here!!

All the anime!!

4: Look, he's gleaming!! That's the face he has when he's in a good mood because he watched a good anime and came to school while singing its theme song!!

Ohh...

5: Interesting... he watches anime, and... his face is gleaming....

You're taking notes about Onoda-kun's life?

Pag 8

1: Ahh, I'm so happy that “Kawazanyou wa at shiro”, shortened in “Kawashiro”, really has good animation as the preview reviews had said

Oh, yeah?

Imaizumi-kun, will you watch it too?

I'll think about it

Think about it...!!

2: And the second part of “People of the dead”, “the bloody battle” was so scary but so good!

Oh, yeah?

3: You have never seen it, but Onoda-kun

4: He hums an anime song during races

5: And he becomes super fast!!

7: Th.... that's so cool...!!

Pag 9

1: Now!!

2: Third years

Make up supplementary lessons for the members of the bicycles racing team that were away for trainig camp

3: It'll be boring like every year, but we'll get through it

Yeah

Tch, supplementary lessons?!

Pag 10

2: Apply this formula

3: Therefore, the value we're looking for is...

6: Go, Rokudai

For us, too

Pag 11

2: Another three minutes

3: I can see a light!!

He's coming

4: Ohh!!

5: I wasn't expecting this, Furuya

Yeah, Murakami

6: The only one among us first years who could run the whole 1000km in this training camp in the time limit is-

Just a little bit more!

You're in time!

Press on the pedals one last time!

Pag 12

1: The former manager and beginner, Rokudai Renta!!

Pag 13

1: The only survivor

2: Two minutes before the time limit, 23:58, the first year Rokudai

3: completes the 1000km...

4: and is ranked

5: sixth

Kinaka-kun!!

Pag 14

1: You did it, Rokudai

2: Kinaka-kun!!

Ugh-!

3: Thank you, Kinaka-kun.... I could have never done it if you hadn't been there, Kinaka-kun, teh....!!

You did it with your own strength

Guaaaa, thank youu....

Pag 15

1: Cough cough

Are you alright!? Is it your throat, Kinaka-kun!?

You slammed your elbow into it

Teh!?

Hahaha

3: Alright now, let's gather around, give an ending ment, and then leave

Yeah!!

4: Please make a firm ending speech, captain!!

Ah....!!

5: Right... a speech... I have to say some wise saying.... wh- what should I do

Kakaka you can just say whatever you're feeling!!

6: Anyway, finally

Pag 16

1 / 3: All six members who will fight in our last Inter High

Pag 17

3: Are here!!

Pag 18

1: Thank you so much!!

Thank you!!

-you!!

-you!!

2: I'm tired..

But you retired so early on

Yeah but the senpai's race was so intense

I know, right

3: Ahh... this year even just watching it from here made my heart rate increase

4: Yes!! It was an intense training camp!!

Pag 19

1: We're counting on you, Rokudai

4: Oi.... Issa, wake up

5: The teacher looks incredibly angry!!

6: Huh? That daifuku is half the price!? Really, Naruko-san?

It's no use, he's sleep-talking!!

Pag 20

1: Everyone worked really hard at the training camp

3: It's coming soon this year, the Inter High

#yowamushi pedal #yowamushi pedal translations #yowapeda #yowapeda manga #yowamushi pedal manga #yowamushi pedal spoilers #ride 750 #i'm sorry but page 14 is my new personality ;A; #if it wasn't clear enough already: I LOVE ROKUDAI AND KINAKA SO MUCH THEY'RE MY MOST PRECIOUS BABIES #AND THEY HAVE THE SWEETEST LOVELIEST AND MOST PRECIOUS RELATIONSHIP #AND HUGGED!!! i love when my fave characters huuuug and it doesn't happen enough but it did now!!! watanabe loves me and i love him #after last chapter i started writing a fic when just this happened and now it really did asdahjfgksfgs #useless to say that i am still writign the fic bc my feels are stronger than ever #watanabe really has the talent of creating new characetr and making them my new faves #first with the mtb boys and now these two #also this chapter was really for me huh #my imanaruuuuuuu #they really are always together sadjlasdgjad funniest pair ever #i feel like writing another fic now #also also roku-chan taking notes abotu onoda sfhasdgad hes such a fanboy i love him #also have yall noticed that onoda hasnt done anything yet mhhh sometimes watanabe forgets that hes his main character lmao #how could i forget otaku imaizumiiiii #and naruko telling rokudai the hime hime singing thing that makes onoda faster lmao #the otaku racing team #cant wait for roku-chan to also sing it during this IH

[brainworms-all-night-long]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

So, what's your prediction for how it ends? Because my expectations have been broken

Heeeey, I knew I wanted to put tiny drabble I had in my head to words for this one but couldn't decide on how many rebukable details I wanted it to have to the point of just debating waiting until the 11th, but than I got a sudden new year's burst of motivation so I drew and wrote something vague at last!!

[281 words]

☆-–-–-–-–-–-•-–-–-–-–-–-◇

Nine did expect a ripple of energy to surge through him and snatch his consciousness along as the Prism was fixed and finally seated in its rightful place. At this point he was fine with that really, maybe even grateful.

What he expected less was cold stone beneath his head that pulsed with a headache and weak control returning to his limbs.

Soft red ambient light sat upon stone walls that slowly registered to Nine's blurry vision and for a second he believed he was back in New Yoke. That he, or someone, perhaps hit his head and then left him lying on the concrete, that everything in his recent memory was just a very weird and long-winded dream.

That theory had a couple of holes in it however, as it would be highly improbable for the Eggforcers to just leave him lying there for Chaos knows how long disrupting their precious "order" and two, the source of the red glow doesn't seem to poisonous be neon lights of the city but...him instead?

With a pained grunt and some struggle Nine managed to sit up and collect himself just enough to stare at his own hand and legs, which appeared translucent and glowing red, for some reason, familiar shades of red.

The second he let his bewilderment about his state fall he looked around and up, taking a note of a fallen scrap of an eggforcer and a long stone bridge connecting two rocky platforms high above.

So, still in the Prism cave then. Most likely got flung off the platform and into a ditch while hitting his head, but than, did putting the shards together not work out after all?

#sonic prime #starting off new year stronk💪 #ok ok so basic idea for this was #you know how in the physical proces of breaking something. after putting it back together its not the same thing anymore yea #you can slap on as much ducktape or glue on a brocken plate but it will never be whole again? #sooo something similar happened to the prism and while I swiftly ignore the fact that its a magical rock that most likely has the power to– #–seamlessly fuse together again #and so since thats the case. the stuff it created with it's shattering also wont be the same as before #maybe I could mix in some theories that the shatterverse always existed its just sonic broke through the geteway to it by shattering the roc #but that just adds more holes to my cheddar cheese of an au theory so we'll leave that be #Nine was ultimately bribed back down from his silliness and defeated he put the prism back together #when that happened everything that was already in the cave stayed there but our fellow prime characters were back as well #nine just got very conveniently thrown way back so that no one knew of him until he made himself known #also sonic and shadow suffering temponary amnesia but Ill write that out somewhere else #so tada!! shaky foundation for my copium prime bros au!! #prime bros #miles nine prower #nine the fox #me does arts #actually finished doodl #me when I finish writing #also its 5am so uh. sorry for any logic inconsistencies-

[daphnalia]

tori was fucking awesome but giving hermie/anthony/the literal joker a 4 is factually incorrect

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #I EAS GIGGLING #ANTHONT BURCH YOU ARE SO FUNNY AND I HOPE YOU KNOW IT #A 4?? yeha maybe the pacing was a bit quick BUT IT WAS FUCKING FUNNY #and the joker makeup #this man deserves every award ever created idc #urgh he was so funny and added so much to hermies character while still not going off plot or whatever it was so great anthony burch ur coo #...ur cool but yk what would make u cooler?? MENTIONING YEET BIGLY IR KILLA DEMALL #I DONT EVEN NEED PROPER CONTENT ANTHONT PLEASE I JUST NEED ONE TEENY TINY COMMENT THAT HALF THE FANDOM WILL IGNORE AND NEVER TALK ABOUT #i hate it when my brain does that thing and focuses on shit that will never be brought up again #because it has been literal months since this fixation thing started #MONTHS. and its STILL GOING. #btw yeah if ur new here hi welcome to my silly tumblr blig #50% of it is yeet bigly #40% is me begging anthony to add yeet bigly or killa demall content as if he will ever read this #and the rest is me shitting on willy stampler! #i love tagging

[gophergal]

Behold, the six "unique" roles of Stonevale, one of the colonies in Fading Hollow.

I've been thinking about this setting a lot lately, including all the characters. Honestly, I want to make every cat individual under the hood, but that is slowly driving me mad. For now, here are six of them:

Chief Ra'shira - the leader. Aggressive, irritable, but fiercely loyal to kith and kin.

Deputy Haystalk - her second in command and gentle younger brother. He has spent the majority of his adulthood smoothing over the trouble his sister's temper causes

Raven, the Seer - religious leader and second eldest cat in the colony. A grumpy bastard for the ages. The only company he enjoys is Mera and his sister, Blueshell

Mera Yari-tsa - a lifelong queen who has had a paw in raising every litter in the past 50 moons, earning her great respect. The most knowledgeable midwife in the hollow

Acorn - a senior messenger. He won't retire until his former apprentice, Puff, is ready to mentor another cat to take his place

Puff - a young messenger. He seems empty headed and the wrong body type for his position, but he has a fantastic memory and a knack for social situations

#gopher writes #gopher art #fading hollow #original art #cat art #worldbuilding #original characters #cat ocs #no idea what else to tag this tbh #this setting has basically been divorced from warrior cats at this point tbh. just because i keep adding shit #the more i build it the more i see this less as a warriors fanclan set and more as an individual story that owes a lot to wc #also- most of what ive posted about FH is still canon. the Yari-tsa are basically masters of childcare. this is still post apocalypse #however. new shit has been added. a calendar. strange mutations. ect #i also try to keep to some basic genetics. will have to create a family tree at some point. not looking forward to it tbh. #on the bright side the laws they live by are different. so we can deal #my plan is to make a webcomic of this. starting with a few fun nonlinear comics to give y'all a feel for the flavor of the setting #kinda like a pilot. then start the first arc. wish me luck. still a while before i get to any of that though lmao

[umbrace-rambles]

My OPOC crew is finally finished WOOOOOO that took like. a week. but I am incredibly happy with them, they're finally real <3

Hope y'all like the blorbos, the start of their story is set around the current animanga situation. Post-Wano if you will. It gets kickstarted by the fall of Kaido and Big Mom and the consequences that brings to their territories and the world. They're going to have an extremely bad time starting out in the middle of the current world situation👍

They're mostly independent cause I don't enjoy canon and OC interactions all that much beyond using it as setup or for character development. That said, I do have an idea for one drawing/comic that is incredibly stupid and will likely do for the memes.

I don't know if I will end up sharing more of them than this but feel free to ask about them if you want to? Individual info cards of each of them below:

#one piece #op oc #one piece oc #one piece original character #The ones that have bounties already had them before they joined + added Jean's first bounty cause... captain #the rest won't get a bounty or their epithet until later in their story when they start to get more famous #some of them also get a second new epithet further down the line. Like Rye goes from “the griffin” to “white comet” #I love Jean cause he's like anti-main character. he wants anything EXCEPT being the king of pirates. let the man rest (no) #these cards + info is pretty much right as they start ish. The OG crew that sails from WCI are Jean. Tomogy. Garza and Chat #Everybody else joins later #I blame their sudden existence on my WCI rewatch. it inspired me #Bless honestly because I've been wanting to create a OP crew for the longest fucking time but I never found something I liked #Until them. my beloved chaos incarnate of a crew #Also relevant to let you guys know most of their names are puns or play on words. in proper OP fashion #I have some vague general ideas of their development as they navigate around and some more random drawing ideas of interactions/scenes #but the info in the cards is about all I have fully developed so far. they're fresh babies #my art

[vt-scribbles]

Something seriously lacking in my art is the ability to tell a story in a single illustration.

I've gotten so used to drawing my characters standing around doing random things that I've never practiced telling a full tale/putting implications into my pieces that require more thinking/looking.

It also comes from a lower amount of details in my works by default [since I like to get pieces done fast], but I'm tired of using that as an excuse.

#vent #kinda #sorry I'm just having a rough one tonight but I'll recover lmao #I think the AI art thing is really getting to me cuz like. #Anyone can make pretty images if they study and practice hard enough #[not to detract from people who don't tell stories with their images!] #but something in my brain wants to fight back because AI will never be able to Tell a Story through its images. #It can't make narrative choices through its regurgitation of random elements. It will never tell a cohesive and interesting tale through #detail choice #the worst it can do is create surface-level 'pretty' images by smashing together a bunch of mushed up information #but storytelling? that's human touch #that's intention. Thought. Choices. #and idk it's really bothering me lately that my images almost never... 'say' anything about a character. #this does not apply to anyone else's art I look at #it's just a standard I'm starting to feel my head apply to my own work and nobody else's. #which I'm taking as a sign that this is something I'm unsatisfied with #but the thought of starting to develop a completely new skill like that? terrifyingly daunting. #Sorry for the wall of tags I'm havin' some hella moodswings tonight #happens a lot when I get inspired by art I see #which I'm trying to work on but yaknow #it's a long process #anyways how's your night goin #I'm gonna cheer myself up by eating some amazing asparagus casserole

[nekoro-san]

I really like the mystery female sss character design ( and her eyes look kinda a 🐱 so it’s opposite to Yuri as a 🐶). Based on her interaction with Yuri in chapter 81, she seems a little more carefree than him, which his is more serious. She seems to be a new recruit and under Yuri unit, too.

And Yuri boss now has to babysit these “kids” under the sss care now. Her dynamic with Yuri would be fun to watch because it’s could be a fun dynamic like Yuri with Anya.

#spy x family #yuri briar #sxf spoilers #SxF chapter 81 #sxf fanart #And I’m still suspicious of this new girl because I’m not sure what’s the purpose of her role in the story #but I felt like the recent arc starting to focus on the sss and there is possible we can try to see a different light #since the story still being the black and white of each system #also it’s not like I would decide to drew this out of the blue #but there are more jp/kr fans starting to drew Yuri with this new girl #and it’s inspired me too #now I’m also delusional to imagine that Gwen and Miles in Spider multiverse as them now #since Yuri voice actor voices Miles as Japanese dub and I can’t help to imagine that was Yuri lol #I know the recent arc is getting serious with indentity but I’m still positive thinking things will turn all right #also it’s not like Endo create these characters out of the blue #I felt like they would have some involvement in the story soon #my artz #I’m deadass will write a comic series of them if they interact more in the future #and not only but most yuri fan in twitter would do it too without me #so the new chapter got updated and her name is Chloe #I was right all along 👀 #sxf yuri #SxF Chloe #Yuri Briar x Chloe

[bluelolblue]

Random yapping about my two oc's inspired by John Wick characters

I actually have oc's that are based on Santino and Chidi

It's just that they're anthropomorphic animals 💀

Romano (belgian malinois, this dog breed is giving me Italian vibe idk, I have Romano for like...5 years(?), one of my first oc's) - inspired by Santino

Amando (jaguar) - inspired by Chidi

They had a thing but it's kinda toxic bc Amando just used Romano (still wip tho)

But they're WIP (just like my other oc's lmao)

Basically a bodyguard to another wealthy family, Amando felt confident enough to fuck with a son of another wealthy but Italian family, Romano (the lore is still wip bruh AAHH)

I was like "Ooh hot big Spanish guy gives me jaguar vibes...new oc." And then "Oooh Romano my Italian boy~ I have a new toxic boyfriend for you :D"

*sighs* I love you Romano I'm so sorry you're going through a lot...

I wish I could draw them omg but I can't 😭

#santino d’antonio #john wick #chidi jw #oc's #im not a furry i just like anthro animals #they're so interesting like you have so many options for anthro animal character #but anyways yes #i remember how i was so inspired after watching john wick 4 like #i just started making new oc's #but Romano is one of the first ones back in the 2019 i think #thank you Santino for inspiring me king #i have few other oc's that are based on him RAAAH #and john too OH MY #thank you chad stahelski for creating john wick movies and sharing your oc's with us #john wick one of my biggest inspirations fr #thank you for reading my yappings

[johanthefriskiestofbits]

oooooo please tell me (who knows nothing on the subject) about orv swap au

hehehe. hehehehehehe. hehehehehehehhehehehhheheheh <- guy who is so normal

the premise of orv swap au (name has yet to be finalized) is this: what if kdj and yjh swapped narrative positions (reader <-> character) but very little else? what if a video game player enters a time loop to save his favorite character from dying over and over again and also to end the apocalypse?

admittedly it's not super fleshed out yet (a lot of the changes this premise would introduce are still not hammered out yet) but here are some points under the cut (novel spoilers ahead!)

orv swap au starts with pro gamer yjh who feels :/ abt his job, but hey, it pays the bills. despite (or maybe because of) his relative popularity as a pro gamer and networking with the agency/sponsors/people to impress, he's kind of isolated in a way that's detrimental, a facade of someone he's not whenever he's on camera

something to play around with is the idea of agency? maybe this yjh doesn't feel like he has any and has his hands tied between the lifestyle and being under public scrutiny and not having enough of a support system to leave everything behind. maybe he doesn't know what else he would even do. maybe he's aimless and drifting with nothing to hold on to.

his favorite video game is what i've been thinking of as World's Hardest To Play Indie Game (not based on difficulty but just on the experience of consuming it) a boring, exposition heavy, player-hostile, poorly designed, slightly buggy mess of a barely-playable game: twsa, a game that was not finished upon release and experiences with sporadic updates every now and then.

the ending tree to this game is so convoluted its insane. also theres no save states so if you die (very likely) u restart babeyyy.

twsa (video game) does have multiple endings, all of which happen when kdj, your main character, dies. some are farther into the apocolypse than others, some paths require meta knowledge of future events or character actions or items or whatever. the "true ending" is either analogous to the original 1863: kdj makes it to the end at the cost of everyone he loves, or hsy's modified 1863: kdj makes himself enemy of the scenario to secure a way out for the kimcom remnants.

there's branches on the choices tree where everyone dies and everything sucks and is bad forever and theres choices to make where kdj gets to make a family and they don't really get to settle down but they can get pretty close to it among the ruins of the apocalypse. through all his testing, yjh finds that these endings are nice but peter out - to get to the end of the apocalypse yjh has to claw his way there inch by painful inch, through betrayal and sacrifice, and he still cant fully get past it

i originally wanted to finagle a yoohankim 3 way swap but i couldn't figure it out. swap aus are a lot easier to work with when they're even numbers, at least to me, so this au features a ysa who is a video game company employee by day and by night she really has become god this time (and also a terrible indie dev). and this is how jungdoksang can still win !!!!

also yjh's coworker from Real Life hsy :) i haven't decided if she's like an employee for the same agency, or if she's someone else in the gaming circles that yjh interacts with sometimes (in my heart theyre in like some sort of discord server together), or something like that but she's around. whatever she does she is twitter cancelled for something. to me.

the only other character swaps are lsk and yma. yma is yjh's estranged sister (in broad strokes there's a vague bad parent situation going on here) (they used to be close until they drifted apart and slowly started hating each other [there is an abyss between them that neither of them can bridge]) (he feels that she betrayed him and threw him under the bus so he left [maybe he gets kicked out]) (she feels that he abandoned her to whatever situation they have going on [he didn't even try to take her with him]) and he has to find her when the apocalypse starts. yjh older sibling to yma gives us a whole different little dynamic to explore from kdj ysk (there's different levels of responsibility and guilt and blame when you're talking siblings that are soooooo interesting to me. sorry that i see any set of siblings and immediately try to figure out how to make them worse)

lsk is kdj's mom who appeared into existence at some point with kdj and they were both just adults. that's weird isn't it. oh well. i guess she can become a transcendent later too for funsies

everyone else stays in the same configuration of Real Person vs Character to me this is a very important aspect

this point has no precedent with the swap, nothing particular that would change to cause this, but it would be so funny if lgy was a little gamer boy who is an avid yjh hater. hates that guy. shows up to competitions to boo him. tunes into yjh's silent no-mic speedrunning streams to mald in chat but yjh +mods don't ban him bc its kinda funny.

anyways the apocalypse starts when yjh and his coworker/fellow gamer hsy are on a train to twitchcon and lgy is also there (also headed to twitchcon) and he brings bugs because he likes them but also to sabotage yjh specifically. its just funny if this happened. you understand

instead of having reader-related skills and abilities, yjh's skills are video game player based! he gets flavor text insight on people, location, and items, things like that. notably, he has the ability to reset, to bring himself back to the beginning of the apocalypse

orv swap proper follows yjh as the Player of the Game (Consumer of the Narrative) who lives hundred of lifetimes in this ruined-world-become-reality "replaying" [read: time looping through] the game to reshape it to save his fave character from self implosion (kdj with no dissociation is very prone to dying. all the time.). to revisit the idea of playing with yjh and the idea of agency, of creation, the only way to get past the apocalypse is to go off the beaten path, to choose options that weren't even there in the game. when in space, at his darkest point, yjh becomes a writer. in this story, at his darkest point, he has to become a creator too

please do not ask me how the epilogues go i dont know how the epilogues go (i don't want to throw yjh back into a train for milennia after he Just went through a thousand resets so i'm sending kdj for that but i havent fully planned how or why)

anyways, hope that helps!!! :)

#orv au #orvswap #i think i will main tag this. just the one tag tho. poorly planned au be upon ye. #orv #orv spoilers #<- for blacklists! #i only realized after creating this au that this is just how p//mmm goes except its videogame themed and hater lgy is there lol #anyways wheres that post that says time loops are about tragedy and theyre about saying i will make this right #and secret third thing time loops are about love #also each individual dynamic for the creater-player-character triangle in this is so interesting to me to explore like #you have the new kdj-yjh one (mostly similar tbh. was the crux of the au after all) which is a fun space to play in #but then you have a brand new kdj-ysa one to work with which is !!!! a writer and her character. a creator and her creation #and then you have ysa-yjh as the creator and her audience of 1!!!!!!! where is yjh that he needs to be saved? how does ysa answer that call #to love to the point of creation.... to tear the world asunder..... to create the worlds most unplayable rpg....... #lets meet again in another life. ysa reaches out toward yjh but cant reach him before she wakes up. cant quite tell him its not his fault #and Dont Even get me Started on yoo sister dynamics ill go insane #because theyre siblings but for a while (and def at the beginning of the story) it hurts to be around each other (its a betrayal #its a pang in your chest its a you were supposed to protect me and you were supposed to love me and i dont even know you anymore) #but also the swap means the 4th wall eats yma and leaves yjh begging for her back ('dont you hate her?' 'shes my little sister' #which is neither agreement nor denial but also both at once) #its ya boi #tango mango #anyways thanks for the ask im very normal about the ask

[miodiodavinci]

peace and love on earth <3

#okay the leech is gone and i took some time to sit outside #it's a very pool water summer day and that makes me feel nostalgic and okay #very 'summer of 8th grade when my biggest concerns were drawing new characters and looking at cool stuff on DA' #i'm going to try to record more and maybe then play more games to relax before i have to head to a meeting with my boss #i will say this much: #in spite of the on and off stress and occasional acidic brain pain #i think the fact that i finally started watching movies and playing games again is a sign that this semester off was good for me #because before this i'd limited myself to m a y b e one or two rounds of pmd dungeon crawling and that was it #back to working on either job things / school things / or personal deadline things #it feels good to attend to my whims and go through natural cycles of creating and recharging #instead of pressuring myself constantly to just make make make #to make up for the fact that my ADHD makes it difficult to stay with anything for long (and thus i had little to show for my work) #anyway w #time to record w

[podcast-hoard]

the problem with listening to a podcast that started in 2018 is that i really want to look through the tag but also not get major spoilers. it wouldn’t be the worst thing but i do kinda like experiencing everything new. but also i’m bad at creating myself so i wanna consume what other people have made and said so guess i’ll just try to matrix dodge major spoilers lol

#naddpod #i’m hyperfixated and all i’ve been doing is listening to it while i work and also while at home #oops #i’ve listened to 24 episodes plus some of the short rest episodes bc i just became a patreon subscriber #in i think the span of 4 or 5 days #it’s also making me want to play dnd again bc my group hasn’t met up in a while #and i kinda started creating a new character for no reason #i have so many hero forge figures made. my current dnd character has 5? separate i think #for all their various forms they take on #the tags are no longer relevant to the post this is just my public diary now

[toxtricityamped]

mutuals posting abt tpn again is reminding me of how I was like FUCKED UP obsessed with it in like 2018/19 when I was just starting middle school and I would buy every new volume each month or two when it came out and would force my best friend to listen to me give a summary of the entire series during pe class. the good old days

#me and my friend had last names near each other so we sat near each other but not next to each other at the start of pe #and the kid that sat between us hated me bc in the fourth grade oe tournament he didnt run and our team lost and i yelled at him for it #<- he actually still hates me i heard him telling one of his friends that i was a bitch even though we havent talked since like 6th grade #and i would yell over him to tell my friend abt the new tpn volumes. she didnt give af abt tpn honestly she was angel for listening to me #strega nona.txt #tpn #also that it was what indirectly gor me into pokemon??? #bc thoma was my favorite character and i thought he kinda looked like ash ketchum so thats why i started watching pokemon again #basically what im saying is tpn has created irreversible change to my life