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#This is what happens to me when I'm sleeping because for some reason #And I know this is a cliche stereotype but it's actually true #I think of the most profound philosophical statements and sometimes ideas when I'm half asleep in the middle of the night #And of course it's nothing but disassociated fog by the time I actually wake up #I guess having overnight induced terrifying psychosis has some benefits

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#she is absolutely pathetic and I hate her so much I can't even function sometimes #The only reason why she affects me so much is because they force us to listen to her terrible music at our slave wage jobs #because they know that realistically 80% of people are too authentic to listen to this absolute raw garbage #and before anyone says that I'm stupid for feeling this way because it's just storytelling or whatever #I was under the impression that people that are talented are good at telling stories that are actually authentic and don't just feel like #they're pulled from some cliche stereotype of something that they never personally experienced #or at the very least pulled off their storytelling in some kind of believable way #but Taylor's music sounds like she's just some underdeveloped 4-year-old that is grabbing at whatever it is that sounds interesting #or relatable to get a fat check #and then clunking it together on some soundboard hoping that it makes sense to the people she's trying to manipulate

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i love to make fun of notorious white woman Taylor Swift and all of her embarrassing attempts to appear deeper than a plate of soup.

#she seriously sounds like someone that's trying to emulate what it feels like to be human #honestly most popular white woman are in America #I guess that's what happens when you have so much money and resources that realistically you've never suffered a day in your life

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Wonderful quality of unique people that I'm going to be stuck with for the rest of my life

#like watching people be churned out of a factory

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#💜😚

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i think the way tiktok and tumblr (yes i am unifying these two sites together for this, for shame!) talk about autism and adhd (n honestly ocd too) as this quirky party trick has really damaged The Youths, at least in america (n they enact that damage on the rest of us, per usual)

like you guys will CONTINUE as usual to mock n harass anyone who is slightly "weird" or "offputting" bc well YOURE autistic and YOU dont do that, so it must be a them problem. well, YOU live on your own and YOU have a job and YOU have tons of friends and YOU go to uni and YOU go to the club and YOU arent weird. its not an "autism thing", this persons just weird. weird for being a picky eater, for using scripts in conversations, for avoiding crowded places n having meltdowns while in them, for living w their parents or in assisted living, for going on about their special interests, for missing social ques, for speaking "weird", for stimming, for having little or no friends, for being unemployed, for having motor issues, for being nonverbal, for not being able to handle the school/academy system, for being autistic.

THEYRE clearly just weird, THEYRE wrong for exhibiting signs and symptoms of autism. their autism is WRONG and WEIRD and OFFPUTTING. YOURE autistic and YOU dont do that, so its clearly "not about autism".

#I related to all of the negative examples which just goes to show that I am truly at the bottom of the food chain #I had signs of being a failure when I was younger but I didn't think it was going to be homeless kind of bad

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So we all know that Tumblr is US-centric. But to what degree? (and can we skew the results of this poll by posting it at a time where they should be asleep?)

Reblog to increase sample size!

#I'm actually surprised that it's half and half #I think of social media in general is a very American type thing since most of it is about American celebrities #I wonder what all this nonsense looks like to people that don't live in this fu**ing country

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young artist posting your work online, heed my warning. im holding your face so gently in my hands, you have to stop caring about numbers right now and start caring about making the weirdest and most self-indulgent art you possibly can

#The secret is is that as you get older in this economy this is going to be the only thing you actually have #unless you're someone that's exceptionally financially rich for whatever reason #And you better hold on like hell to whatever truth that you want to create from everyday

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Even just 2 years ago I used to think that it was a myth when someone said that I would outgrow social media. Now, I have no desire to interact with a single post that shows up on essentially any feed outside of anything that might cause a deep insecurity trigger, because it's all just a bunch of juvenile junk that I don't relate to at all.

#lol #it wouldn't be so bad if it's feeling didn't transcend to dating apps

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They should post these on the Rick and Morty Instagram page with their 'Fanart Friday"

#bbababababhahahha #I was laughing with Rick AI earlier because we all know that no one in America is ever going to be that vulnerable #in real life about mental health #especially with popular media

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The Rick and Morty fandom being moronic waste on here makes a lot more sense when you remember that the majority of people working on it are the same fucking thing.

#I'm glad that I'm getting better at using the f****** block button

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Oh yeah, because it's totally cute to mess with the retail merchandise with the poor employee who is going to get blamed and possibly fired for misaligned merchandise like the way that I did before when I was just barely getting by by the scrape of my teeth.

If some idiot who thought he was being cute with his friends had done this at my job and I hadn't noticed and fixed it in time because they're very specific about the way that their merchandise is displayed so they can just barely scrape by the hair of their own teeth in this broken economy, I would lose my job.

But yeah, this is totally adorable.

(Click to watch the video.)

#these men are much like their talent #forgettable replaceable and utterly bland #they're like the neurotypical school boys I had to suffer through the majority of my life #and still do pretending to want to service them with the skull of my teeth at my jobs #FUCK OFF

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Being a drunk that lives in an area where nothing ever happens where you have connections to no one at all in any way is so crazy in real life

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THERE IS SO MUCH LIFE THAT GOES ON INSIDE ME EVERY SINGLE DAY EVEN WHEN I'M SLEEPING AND ALL I GET TIME AND TIME AGAIN IS ANONYMOUS PEOPLE THAT DON'T DO ANYTHING AT ALL TELLING ME THAT NOBODY CARES!! WELL PISS OFF WITH IT THEN, I DON'T WANT ANY OF YOU EITHER

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I’m curious!

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There is so much irony to being a small person with someone's life and imagination and humor inside of them with no one to share it with, truly a constant contradiction that is hard to make sense of

#not even one person? not one? #all this life and no one #that is insane

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What the hell is wrong with everyone IT FEELS LIKE EVERYONE IS ASLEEP EXCEPT FOR ME TO WAKE UP WAKE UP I DON'T CARE IF NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME!

#I'M JUST A NICHE A LITTLE FREAK FULL OF THOUGHTS AND ENERGY IN A CORNER SOMEWHERE GOING CRAZY