#i seriously dont wanna do that😭

[greenbetula]

after 500+ years i've finally decided on my ocgram's name 🥲

#i'll call it “evegram” from now on :D #it's named after the warden. eve! #i tried to name it after myself but all of them sounded weird haha #i might lean more on the religious references (probably) #also since i have 7 prisoners. there is a voice in my head telling me to base them of the 7 deadly sins #and while i think that's a cool idea #i seriously dont wanna do that😭 #my stuff #my ramblings

[whisperingn1ghts]

Remus with longer hair would be pretty <33

Another version of the picture thingy!!! Cause I'm indecisive lmfao

#broooo idk how me thinking 'omg what if i made Remus with longer hair and in a skirt' would turn into all this #and ofc at the end it got turned into moonchaser #😭😭😭 #lowkey a bit hesitant to post this but we'll see #anyways SKIRT WEARING BOYFRIENDS!!! THEYRE SUXH BOYFRIENDS AHHHH #also also james is also wearing one causeeee you know when you wanna do something but you feel scared so sometimes someone else ALSO does #it with you so you wont be all whveusbrhdbejshd ??? yeah #i dont make sense 😭 #anyways #this is all just a bunch of imagines HHWHSBEUDBD #james potter #remus lupin #moonchaser #wolfbucks #this was fun i wish remus was my boyfriend #UMMM pls don't take this seriously it was just a fun thing to do ahh #ANYWAYS I LOVE THEM I WANT THEM TO KISSSSS #AHHHHH #wait also i forgot to show their height difference (its only a bit) hwhsheksie so just pretend that james is a little taller

[sweatyflytrap]

Max not wanting Charles as his teammate because two top drivers shouldn't be in one team vs wanting Lando in his team while saying he is young and has a bright future

#SIR DO U UNDERSTAND WHAT U ARE IMPLYING HERE #i don't think max really plays mind games but his honest views are enough 😭😭 #he does not take any of these mfs seriously except lewis and lewis has a trashcan for a car so that doesn't even matter right now 😭 #i need all the WDCs to actually speak their mind #i need to know who they rank and how well the rank them #and not oh he is good #NO TELL ME COMPARED TO YOU HOW GOOD DO U THINK HE IS #u want him in the same team as u because u dont think he can do better than u? #because i wanna leave fhe future of the team to.him? #what do u mean Max

[purpleshadow-star]

I'm watching this girls review/talk about all of the Percy Jackson books, and tbh I've never seen someone with so little media literary. She's turning me into a Jason Grace defender, and I don't even care for Jason that much.

#im just so annoyed watching her videos #tbh idk why im still watching them #maybe a morbid sense of curiosity? idk... #the way she talks about the books and characters makes it clear that she didnt understand them at all 😭😭😭 #ESPECIALLY Jason #idk im just annoyed i needed to get this out of my system #i dont wanna talk bad about anyone but i dont understand how she's coming up with half the stuff she says #ill prob stop watching her soon bc i srsly dont know why im putting myself through this #but seriously i never thought id feel as defensive of jason as i do rn #anyway #riordanverse #percy jackon and the olympians #heroes of olympus #jason grace #random #low key rant in the tags #rick riordan

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#holy fuck. knock on wood. fingers crossed. press my thumbs. i think the pain is cycling down #like probably its this bad bc my body is weak from fighting an allergic reaction and i think lam1ctal can cause some menstral issues #but like holy fuck. i cannot go thru that again. just hours of being nauseous and crumpled in pain #i was very very very seriously considering going to the hospital. but like ive ridden in an ambulance before and i dont wanna spend like #1000 dollars to go like 10min down the road. bullshit. god i hope its stopping #it was just like so much pain i didnt kno what to do. absolutely intolerable. ugh. #please dont let this happen tomorrow 🙏 please please please. i have to teach #and ny roommate is staying here the next 2 nights after not seeing her for like months #y now? 😭 im gonna have to b like hi *visibly disheveled* if i talk i might puke. bye. #i wish i could just sleep thru this. ibuprofen is not helping 😭 #im just worried if i went to the hospital theyd make me wait for hours in the waiting room. shaking with pain. and then id b fine by the #time they got to me. like yea srry i was jusy being a lil bitch abt a normal bodily process lol. god. ppl with high levels of chronic pain #how tf do u do it? i dont think im strong enough. but i guess u probably get used to it. god that sucks so bad #ugh. i wish my mom was here. i want her to just pet my hair until i feel better 😭 but nooo shes going off to have fun in canada #so she's gonna b even farther from me than normal 😭 #unrelated

[bunnyb34r]

Lmao we got this new guy on Tuesday and I only really saw him in passing but he seemed nice

He was off yesterday as was I

He came in today, worked maybe 2 hours, said "fuck this" clocked out and QUIT AFSFFSFSGDGDG

We can't even retain people with a new manager 😭😭😭

Granted we DO work 4am shift and he was working grocery which is heeaaaavy bullshit that needs restocked daily so like I get it but 😭

I guess they're having a big hiring event and it's like cool cool so for every 5 we hire, we retain 1 for a year+ period. So...

#marquilla #id LIKE to have someone help me in the kids dept but i dont wanna train them and i just need help on days im not here/ from 8am onwards #otherwise stay out of my section im busy 😤 #but seriously i do try to not be territorial sggdgddgg it's just that i know what im doing and it's a small section like go do basics til i #go home shoo #im hoping they'll put people in grocery and candy bc thats where we really need people tbh #last mass hiring event i didnt even bother learning names and faces for 3 months lmao #work talk #anyways i GET it and dont blame him for leaving but it's just so funny how this keeps happening 😭

[volos-wish]

I see people are theorizing that Clive is alive, and rewatching the ending, it does seem like he could have simply passed out from exhaustion. But Jill running out and crying feels like it leans towards him being dead, mainly because Eikons can sense whether they're alive or not. Like when Clive knew that Jill was still alive after fighting Odin. So wouldn't Jill have known for a fact in that moment that he was dead, and if not then why cry?

Unpopular opinion but I do actually want Clive to be dead. I like tragic endings without "happy" endings.

#its also midnight so dont take this to seriously im sleep deprived and obsessed #like the theories do have good points as to why and how he's alive #but why would jill torgal and gav cry #because jill would knwo if he was alive or desd like he did with the odin thing #augh #i just want clive to be desd is that so bad 😭 #bitterweet ending #idk i think i just dont wanna acceot joshua dying and clive living #either they both die or joshua gets to live dammit 😭 #also as a ffxv and crisis core fan idk why people expect the protag to live #bro this is ff #though i guess this is also the same perosn who refuses to let yshtola die #y talks #ramble in the tags #ff #ffxvi #ffxvi spoilers #clive rosfield

[orcelito]

This is like legit kind of stressing me out. I own all these games, bought them nearly 10 years ago. How are they all worth $100+ each?!?!?

Also yes I know the p2 innocent sin is with the cd soundtrack. That is the version that I have. I still have the cd in a box in my living room 😭

They all still have their booklets, too... if I decided to sell them, I could get a pretty penny for them...

#speculation nation #persona #BUT I WONT bc i still love them very much #seriously considering sticking innocent sin in the psp. i miss eikichi. #like im.not Genuinely stressed but it's just fucking crazy knowing that that first pick has like $600 worth of games in it #over... 3 games. god damn. #the p3p isnt the same version i have but my version is straight up unavailable on there. so. #crazy. wild. fucking astounding. #by just doing nothing i have acrued a great amount of value of video games #I DONT EVEN WANNA THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH MY WHOLE GAME DRAWERS ARE WORTH NOW 😭😭😭 #I HAVE A LOT OF OLD GAMES MAN... IVE BEEN AT THIS SHIT FOR WELL OVER A DECADE... MAN........

[jaeyunluvr]

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK??@??@?@

HEESEUNG COVERED LOVE WINS ALL BY IU???????

no because what the fuck wait wait wait i need to process this wait waitttttttt

gimme a minute a single minute

*inhales* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

*exhales*

#i seriously need help #i cannot do this #heeseung please send me to heaven rn #or hell idc just come kill me #how does he sing like that #trust me i cried actual tears #sniffling as i type rn #they second he said 'my lover' i quite literally broke down #heeseung i love you to the sun and back #NO BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN HE SANG #THE LOVE WINS ALL #BY THE IU #idk if im even alive rn #idek how to breathe atp #i dont wanna know how to live #i just don't care if i die rn #my heart started beating too fast #literally physically it hurts #oh heeseung you're a godsend #how dOES HE SING LIKE THATTTT😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #i have lost the will to live #he's so so beautiful actually #i love his voice so much #the urge to kiss his whole face #and give him a tight hug #and die in his arms #kayz talks!

[florida3exclamationpoints]

I can't believe I get paid less than the sales associates ahahajhahahahahah

#not that they dont work hard #but they dont have smth to do every second of the day #theres not always a customer #sometimes they're genuinely caught up on everything and they fiddle with stuff on the computer #which is fine good for them seriously #but im never caught up 😭 im busting my butt for 8 hours straight and for what! not a good paycheck!! #i really do like this job. dog treat baker is like. omg dream job #but the company isnt the best and i need to start saving real adult amounts of money #like. i wanna stay here as long as possible bc the actual work is fun. but it SUCKS that that's not gonna be a long time #bc most everything else about the job is bad!!!!! #omg imagine making a living wage 😍😍 #im so TIRED of being ALIVE #😘✌️

[kimmkitsuragi]

"if i finish this i will watch a horror movie" thing kinda backfired it's 9pm lmao

#will i still do it. yes. probably. #it would probably be more fun in the night too so yeah #but god fucking damn it can i please just finish this thing #i cant even be properly mad at myself because ive been Actually Working in these last days lol #at last!!! #it feels like i can actually finish the whole thing next week :') #i started this at the beginning of September goddddddddd 😭😭 #if i took it more seriously from the start it would've been done by now lol #but i guess at least im making progress #i am kinda getting nervous thinking abt deadlines and actually applying even tho i still have like a month for one school #and 2+ months for others lol #there's one in italy that's earlier than that but not sure if i wanna go for that one tbh so........ idk #but since it's wayy cheaper and i dont have many cheap options and i fear the same thing (aka not being able to go bc #of money) will happen again this year lol #so yeah just. not sure in general. #if i think too much about any of this i start to question everything anyway lmao so i shouldnt <3 #i gotta visit my old uni to talk abt some letters too which i Know for a fact they would write #but it's so nerve wracking to think about butttt i gotta do it this week/early next week so..... #(this week means actually the next week in this case i guess lmao since it's friday rn) #bc they said 2 weeks notice sooooo im guessing that would be okay but u knowwwwwww ugh #okay. my goal is to just do this thing today #then finish the whole project tomorrow #then do the other readjustments for the other projects in a few days hopefully #then go to school #yeah. doable. perfectly doable #i gotta arrange the (redacted) and (redacted) meetings too lol buttttt yeah #🗒 #wow i didnt intend to write this much tbh anyway

[skitskatdacat63]

have you ever…. taken your placement exam (sorry bud just checkin in bc i saw your tags earlier)

Hello!! Sorry, I didn't want to answer this until I actually did it! Thank you for encouraging me and checking up on me, I really appreciate it :DDD

#but seriously ty bcs knowing that someone else knows abt my struggle makes me actually wanna do it(if that makes sense) #like i am just the ultimate procrastinator but if someone else asks im like OH god now its not just me thinking abt it shdkfkfl #i guess its just avoidance(since this has to do with something i gotta do in the future) #my cat also came in to check on me :) scared the fuck out of me tho #but like anyways should be fine! when i submitted it it didnt say anything about lateness or anything #just about when id get my results back...which is scary (: #mostly just a little AGHHHHH at my prof bcs i wish he wrote a whole guide to how to fill out my info #like please i am clueless and i dont wanna accidentally fuck anything up 😭😭 #okay well thats probably the last school thing i have to for a bit :D #i think i said but i just completely lost all work motivation after i finished all my finals and forgot abt this #again tyyyyyyy hehehe :) #ig i can peacefully go back to monaco 2009 now! #catie.asks.

[solarsaurus-sex]

do u think i should ask my friend if he'd be down 2 let me pop my pegging cherry on him. just so i can see what its like.

#pls. #god. #killing myself #coming back normal #see i think it would be good on him coz hes experienced it already and were into similar things and theres no possibility of smth between u #so if he lets me practise on him and guides me around a little bit just to get an idea of it #then thats awesome #i love this guy coz theres literally no possibility of romance or feelings its so freeing its like yes god thank you #which ironically opens up for MORE opportunities like this #like i feel more open to doing dirty stuff or other such things with ppl when i know that theres no way we could catch feelings #like ew lol #once you put any of kind of relationship marker on it it makes it feel like its an obligation which ruins it #DONT RUIN WHAT WE HAVE just be normal. god #if i can just have some history of pegging and using a strap 😭😭😭😭😭 then in the future when im looking seriously #so im not walking in blind like 'hey ik i seduced u into this bed that were in rn but just as a forewarning ive never done this before' #ARE YOU CRAZY no way i would leave #patrick pls be my muddle dummy PLS #its the most shameful thing. i dont wanna ask for it.

[selffagellation]

i am literally going to cry why is this not in my hand right now

#.............now we're gonna have to see if the formatting of this post works #but i seriously miss longswords so much 😭 #just the google images tab makes me wanna cry #yall dont UNDERSTAND how GOOD THEY FEEL #so #fucking #satisfying #please i am begging you just take a second to really imagine the kind of stimming you can do with a nice solid sword #IMAGINE IT #F E E L IT #god im gonna explode im literally just gonna explode

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#my brain: what if u just lay down and listen to radiohead all day #me: ...hey uh r u doing ok? #i might do it lmao bc i need to read papers and write stuff #so i could justify if. just laying here and listening to radiohead as i work #im just feeling blah. itll pass soon enough #sending out another round of emails to a bunch of old men like: pwease let me join ur lab? #bc all the photosynthesis guys are old ass men apparently. mostly white or indian #thry r doing some rad cyanobacteria stuff in india. also in Germany #sigh... energy where? how? #im just so tired. is it anemia? oh fuck its probably pms nooooooooo #i have to go out in the field starting Thursday 😭 i dont wanna deal with the agony of my body in revolt #on top of hours and hours of tedious field work rip #skip me pls body. pls dont do that to me #lmao one of the guys emailed me back already and copied another professor 😭 like my guy thank u for taking me seriously #also hes from an area of the us i would love to visit at the v least so 👀 #unrelated #oh god. the intrusive thoughts r kicking up. shut up. shut up shut up. #waste of time. shut the fuck up. go away #so fucking annoying. brain why? stop beaming me stupid terrible impulses #dont listen to them. i dont have time for that shit. shut up

[ratvich]

meep

#vent #didnt really wanna mute/close dm but i know its for the best. huff -_- #and i wish i could say anything without the threat of getting psych ward'd looming over me #and now i cant even tell him about stuff lest i want to be tattled on to my mom 😐 bro get my mom outta ur contacts #i dont know what hed count as 'my life being on the line' so i just wont risk it tbh #sigh whatever #i know i have homework to do but i dont really care i just wanna go home and x #i need to like drop out or something or like anything at all seriously good god kill urself already please dude 😭 #WHATEVER ! #i dont care #honestly wouldnt even care about getting psych ward'd if it didnt also mean multiple blood draws and falling behind in school #lame. whatever. whatever whatever whatever