#i rushed this but mehhhh

[my-prison]

cough... hey guyss

#clone high #candide sampson #principal scudworth #eww #take thissss #i rushed this but mehhhh

[kurapikasjudgement]

COCKWARMING

C: Undecided

W: Smut (Obv), Dom-ish reader, Teasing, Rivals/Enemies to Lovers (ish), College AU, Young and Stupid, Both of you guys are cocky/ arrogant, Reader fucks around a bit, Reader is shorter than him, Projectile Confessions, Fem Bodied reader, Reader is called a slut, women, and refers to their genitals as a pussy, Reader wears a skirt

E: This was originally a very, very ooc Nanami fic and then I was like mehhhh its to ooc. (Stop liking this istg its sooo bad)

“Yeah he literally came after I sat down, I swear guys can never fucking last,” You told your friend, them agreeing with you. You heard a snicker from behind you, quickly whipping your head around like the nosy person you are. You saw him sitting at the table behind you.

“What’s so funny?” You asked, your mood changing from annoyance to anger.

“Just that you are twisting the story. See I find it differently, the women always cum from just a thrust,” He smirked.

“Are you challenging me?” You asked.

“And if I am?” He leaned in.

“Meet at my dorm after our last class. Don’t make threats you can’t keep,” You glared, turning around to gather your stuff.

To your luck, there was a party, meaning your roommate was not in your dorm.

You sat down on your bed, waiting to hear the knock of your enemy. But after 5 minutes passed, 10 minutes, 15, and so on, you began second guessing yourself. Maybe he was at the party, maybe he was just joking, maybe your wasting your time. I mean, COME on. How weird does it sound that you’re about to fuck, like you’ve always wanted right? But now that it’s happening it’s just so-

Knock Knock

You practically leaped out of your spot, eagerly rushing to the door. Before you opened it you made sure that you weren’t smiling like an idiot.

You nonchalantly opened it, trying to seem cool.

You looked up to his eyes that peered down at you. He had a stern look while you were fighting to hide your utterly captured one. He was just so hot.

“Are you having second thoughts sweetie?” He teased, snapping you out of your head.

“I’d never back down, what about you, darling?” You smiled.

He stepped closer, closing the door behind him. Somehow you didn’t notice how he leaned closer, soon enough capturing your lips. He slid his hands down, grasping your ass as you leaped up, wrapping your legs around his waist. He slightly bit your lip, slipping his tongue in as your lips parted instinctively.

He sat on the edge of your bed. You almost couldn’t pull away from him, not wanting to lose this moment that you’ve waited so long to experience.

“Gotta do what you came for,” You mumbled, sliding your hands under his sweatshirt. You quickly found that he had no shirt under, feeling his abs under your finger tips. He was quick to take his top off, not wasting another second. Your hips grinded into his as your lips became focused once again. His hands glided up your shirt, undoing the clip of your bra. You took your shirt off completely, letting your bra fall as well.

Your lips were taken in his, hips grinding against each other.

“You gonna cum before my pussy even touches you?” You asked in the spaces between you.

“We’re just getting started, darling,” he smirked, reaching a hand under the skirt you wore for him.

“Wanted it to be nice n’ easy for me to slip in? R’ you just a slut?” He questioned, clearly referring to the fact that you chose not to wear underwear.

“Lotta talk for a guy whose cock is just ready to burst from a little grinding,” You counter.

You made quick work of his pants and boxers, eyes widening slightly when he sprung right up. You lined yourself up with him, slowly gliding down just to tease him.

“Don’t cum yet,” You smirked, watching as he bit the inside of his lip slightly. You could tell he couldn’t take it much longer as his grip tightened on your hips.

“Need a little push?” He asks, slamming you down on to him. You let out a moan and him a low groan.

“Bet I don’t even have to move to have you all tired out,” You challenged. He kissed you harshly, as if you were going somewhere.

“Feels like you’ve wanted to do this forever, got something you wanna tell me?” You teased.

“What do you want me to say?” He said, holding back everything in him to move.

“How much you want me. How you fantasize about having dates and fucking me afterward.” You said, projecting everything about yourself onto him.

He stayed silent, and you took that as an anwer. An answer that told you that everything you feel towards him, he feels it too.

“Makes me mad how much I like you,” You mumble.

“Let’s make that a reality yeah?” He tells you.

You clench slightly at his words, feeling him throbbing inside of you. That was enough to send him over the edge.

“I won,” You smiled.

“Cheater.”

#x fem!reader #enemies to lovers #rivals to lovers #etl #dom fem reader #college au #projecting #confession #kurapikax #kurapikasjudgement

[helioxed]

Trick or treating!

#trick probably involves murder and arson HSJSBDMN #anyway happy halloween #i rushed this but mehhhh lmao #madness combat #madcom #hank j wimbleton #hank madness #deimos madness #sanford madness #hank madness combat #deimos madness combat #sanford madness combat #putting so many tags on this cause I'm proud of this lmao #and uhhh #halloween #ig lol #uno's art

[unxpctedlygreat]

btw the octoling girl is like, very adorable

#100/10 would protect from any harm and would fight C Q Cumber for her #my brother helped me finish the octo expansion so I get to play with this cutie #and i got to see Marina throwing herself at Pearl in a very cute way at the end #and (bigger spoilers) my brother didn't manage to beat inner agent 3 yet and I reaaaaally don't envy him doing it asjhkjhd #I keep dying in turf war there's no way I'm winning against this monster of a squid (but they're cool anyway so it's fine /coughs) #splatoon #splatoon 2 #Morgane plays Splatoon #on a semi-unrelated note #I miss my weapon from the first game.......... #splash-o-matic with suction bombs and bomb rush? perfection. beautiful. irreplaceable. #sploon2's splash-o-matic's sub and special are mehhhh #so now i'm using a sploosh-o-matic ;; but I dont like the sub and I miss throwing bombs everywhere #anyway #too many tags

[sequoiainthebox]

ZPM ZPM ZPM ZPM

Idk if this is something for the ask but here’s something I never posted-

The nights are darker in the alpha valley

(It was too rushed and just a test for new watercolor paper so mehhhh :P)

#zpm #zisteau #sequoia talks back #sequoia.png

[justlikejohn]

bee and puppycat: lazy in space - opinions!!

SPOILER WARNING!! big fat spoiler warning! i will be talking about the entire series, so please don’t read this if you haven’t watched it!

also, a disclaimer: im not an animator, or a writer, or a professional of any kind! these opinions are not conclusive or correct by any standards - i just need to infodump my feelings lol!

disclaimer #2: yes, i watched a pirated version. no, i can’t wait until it’s released officially, because vrv is not available in the UK. i’m sorry if i sound passive-aggressive - i’m bitter towards streaming services and television companies for not letting me show my support to the creators. 

POSITIVES:

- the animation is gorgeous. GORGEOUS! it keeps the same cute charm as the first season: with its soft shapes, great colour schemes, quality animation and an overall excellent atmosphere. it’s so nice to look at! the backgrounds are comparable to steven universe imo; they’re stylised but they fit and compliment the aesthetic of the scenes. i don’t think i can fault any of the visual aspects here. 

- the characters are so charming and relatable! i think that it’s a big improvement from the last season - i felt cardamom wasn’t given enough screentime to be fully explored, and i wanted to see more of the wizard family, but that’s exactly what the creators went and did! the longer episodes and premade setting gave for much more time to flesh out the characters. (and they were all so distinct and adorable!!!

- the music is as good as ever. fitting, charming, emotive, wonderful! when lazy in space gets released officially, the first thing i’ll look for in the soundtrack! (fav track is probably the motif that plays when the villains are on screen. very evil.)

- the wizards are SO CUTE!! gosh, i adore their family dynamic. each of them is so interesting! with big families in stories, i find they tend to be grouped together as one entity instead of representing them as a group of individuals who’ve grown up together. i wish i could pick a favourite, but i genuinely can’t! 

- cardamom has grown on me. i’ll be honest: at the end of season 1, i didn’t understand the cultish adoration of the purple-haired-junior-school-kid-with-a-hammer, but after lazy in space, i understand his character a lot more. 

- puppycat’s story is so compelling! his avoidance of his problems, his ship, his flashbacks..... gosh, the plot just gripped me by the collar of my shirt and tossed me across the room. i crashed through the wall with the power of FEELS! 

- i’m so ready to explore bee’s dad’s story. ever since i saw dadbox in season 1, i’ve fallen in love with the ideas and stories the creators could make of bee and her dad’s relationship! bee reminds me of myself, and i love my dad dearly, so bee’s dad is such a comfort character for me. 

- HHHHGNNHH I LOVE MOULLY. HE’S SO SOFT AND BEAUTIFUL AND I WOULD DIE FOR HIM. that is all.

NEGATIVES:

- i found the pacing of some of the episodes to be a little off? it wasn’t a huge deal, just things here and there. for example, did anyone find the scene where puppycat tries to stomp on the cricket just too long? sometimes i wanted more of a scene and sometimes it meandered. even so, it didn’t affect my viewing experience that much.

- the designs of the villains were underwhelming for me. they weren’t bad, and i loved the hands, but the actual villainish guys were kinda meh in my opinion. (also the green guy’s voices really irritated me lol)

- i’ll be honest, i didn’t like violet as much as i thought i would. when she was asleep, the mystery and the aesthetic of her hospital bed and her tears were great, but as soon as i saw her in puppycat’s flashback. mehhhh, honestly. (also she has another very annoying voice. i don’t know who voiced her, but i’m not a fan.)

- i wish we saw more of deckard tbh. i understand that from a story-telling perspective, it was vital for him to be essentially absent from the episodes if they explored the way that he’s needed at home and how he’s in a different place away from his family etc.... but i missed him lol

- i didn’t understand bee’s five... spirit(?) thingys. the cliffhanger was fine; that’s not what i’m criticising - it’s just that the introduction of the ghosty looking bees were abrupt and unexplained. the last episode felt a tad rushed. now, if i was confident there would be a season 3, i wouldn’t mind so much, because i would then be confident they would be explained... but, based on the production drama (and subsequent delay) of lazy in space, i am not optimistic. i am hopeful, but not optimistic.

CONCLUSION:

overall, a wonderful continuance of a brilliant cartoon. i have a few nitpicks, but they’re completely overshadowed by my love for the whole show. i hope with all my heart that there will be a season 3! gosh, my life would be complete at that point. i adore this cartoon!

#bee and puppycat #cartoon #bee and puppycat: lazy in space #lazy in space

[sleepyone2three]

How dr3 go

I haven't been home the last few days so I haven't been able to continue since episode 9 of Future Arc and episode 8 of Despair Arc. But, either way, you're gonna get some (more than likely repetitive of my previous posts) rambling on my overall now 😅

I'm not loving it like I wanted to though and I think it has a lot of the same issues with rushed pacing/not enough character building that DR The Animation (still need to read manga and am confused to why it's also named The Animation but mehhhh) had. Like, it took me a long time to give the games a chance because of how not into the anime adaptation I was. I'm really glad I eventually did though because you get so much more time with the character and thus connect with and care about them so much more in the game. The same issue of me not caring about these new characters dying happens with Future Arc they get so little time to actually begin to resonate with you before being offed. I get little to no time with really getting to know them and what motivates them so why should I invest emotionally in them in the first place? Also, shit, Kyoko got done dirty and I'm still mad. I think it had the potentrial to be really great if it'd been given time for proper pacing and fleshimg out of characters. Honestly, I would've even preferred to see it be it's own graphic novel just to get the proper time it needed (also I really want to know more about Towa city is holding up/how certain WoH surrvived, and get not Komaru/Towa content ;-; 1 rushed episode does not suffice.)

As for Despair Arc... man it bums me out this all got condensed so much. I wanted time to actually get invested in our Ultimate little sister and see how her death affected Fuyuhiko and Peko. I would've like to see the girls find the body and learn why the heck they were all in the researves coarse building anyway. I would've liked to see Chiaki maybe try to bring Hajime to one of the game days she sat up for everyone and see him interact with the class, let him start to see that they don't actually care if he has an ultimate talent or not only for Nagito to send him of the edge by making some stupid off hand remark about hope and talent. I want to see clss 78 interacting with each other while Junko messes it all up. I'd like to see Junko finding and molding the WoH. I'd like to see Izuru be Izuru for more than five minutes before Junko corrupts him. Basically, I think this arc desearved to be twice as long, if not longer, and get its own series. I'm sure I'll feel even more strongly about this once I've gotten a chance to actually read Zero but who's really to say at this point? Also, as I'm now reading IF, I need to say that Mukuro deserves so much better. She was the true victim of this series and it hurts me so.

My other main issue has to do with showing and not telling. Because, dear lord, both arc to reliant on revealing with words rather than visual cues. It's probably just cause I've had it drilled into my head the past few years of film classes and I'm really big on screenwriting but film is a visual medium and it kills me when it's not utilized to it greatest potential. We, the audience, don't need to be told something by a chatactet when you can just as easily and more powerfully show it. "A picture's worth a thousand words," is a saying for a reason.

I'm gonna stop now cause I probably sound pretentious and like I care way too much/am over reacting. I'm just really bummed because I want better for this series. The games have all built upon and improved different story and writing aspects as they've progressed and it's just despair inducing to see it go to waste and fall apart in the anime. But maybe that's the point and this is all just a ploy by Junko.

#danganronpa #danganronpa anime #dr3 anime #dr3 #dr3 future #dr3 despair #ramblings #review #despair #makoto naegi #kyoko kirigiri #mukuro ikusaba #warriors of hope #hajime hinata #nagito komaeda #fuyuhiko kuzuryuu #peko pekoyama #natsumi kuzuryuu #toko fuwaka #komaru naegi #ultra despair girls #danganronpa another episode #film nerd #i care too much #whoops

[kfawkes]

Hey! I don't think any of us want you to feel rushed to write. Take however much time you need, and we will be here. I hope you're feeling better soon. ✨

Thank you ;.; I just feel bad cause some of you have been so patient and I wanna so bad but mehhhh lol.

But thank you 💕

#ask #answered #fawkes talks

[astriiformes]

OK so like I never actually finished Artemis Fowl, because I couldn't get over the idea that Artemis just casually kicks his mental illness aside in the last book, which is what the beginning of it made it sound like, but I'm starting to feel like I might be missing out? Honest opinion, is it worth finishing?

Yeah, the way that was handled was a little… mehhhh. I think part of it was that he actually did have a longer recovery period, but since we didn’t see any of it (which, I suppose makes sense from a writerly standpoint) it felt…. rushed? I have more thoughts than just that but they’re difficult to formulate at the moment. 

I’ll say this – if you’re in it for the plot, I can’t tell you if it’s worth finishing or not. In my opinion it’s pretty loose and weird, and sort of all over the place (which was definitely becoming a trend in the later books…) but some people might actually be fans of that. I don’t really have an opinion either way

But if you’re in it for the characters….. my guy………. I highly recommend finishing the series. There are so many amazing friendship moments between them and I teared up more than once over the last book.

My opinion is probably a little touched by nostalgia – the earlier Artemis Fowl books were one of the most important staples of my childhood, and I remember a very dear friend and I passing each other notes written in Gnommish code because we’d memorized the alphabet. So finishing the series had some emotional impact for me that honestly had nothing to do with the book itself. But I’d say it’s probably worth it if the characters are important to you, and it does give a very nice sense of closure.

#also Scribe recommended an absolutely amazing fic to me that sort of ties up loose ends after the last book #and I have to honestly say it made me just as emotional as finishing the book did #so that might be tainting my opinion too #Anonymous

[foundcarcosa]

clxiv.

1. Can you remember what you were doing at 8:15 this morning? >> Sleeping.

2. In your phone’s contacts, who is the first person listed under the letter ‘R’? When did you last see that person? >> I don’t have anyone listed under R.

3. If someone is sticking their nose into your business where it isn’t wanted, how would you deal with that? Would you say something to them? >> It doesn’t bother me enough for me to feel the need to correct the situation. My ‘business’ is not classified; the only business I will keep to myself is that which involves others who are more interested in privacy than I am.

4. What did you have for lunch today? Or, if you haven’t had lunch yet, what do you think you will have? >> I had a Morningstar burger on a slice of multigrain bread with a slice of gouda.

5. Is there someone you desperately want to see/speak to atm, but you can’t? >> No. Dead Man Rust / O’Dim is back, which makes me happy. Xibalba feels more complete when there’s a triad of Us.

6. Do you and your significant other have a special song? What is it? >> I don’t think Sparrow and I have a song. Garth and I have, like, a whole playlist by this point.

7. If you HAD to sing something on karaoke, what song would you choose? >> Having sung karaoke enough to know where my strengths lie, I have a few standbys: anything by Pearl Jam (Jeremy is usually the song on karaoke lists, so that), Ziggy Stardust (usually the Bowie song found on karaoke lists, although if another song is featured it’s also a candidate), Smells Like Teen Spirit, and any U2 song (One is good, although a bit slow for karaoke, I’ve always thought...?). The Trooper (Iron Maiden) is also one I have fun doing, but I gotta be ready for that. Mostly I try to stay away from songs sung by people who have markedly higher voices than me, which is usually female vocalists but not always-- I did try Rush once... never again.

8. Can you remember the last time you felt ill? What was wrong with you? >> No.

9. What time is it now? Are you tired? >> 9.06p EST. No.

10. If you wear make-up, do you take it with you, to reapply throughout the day? Does your make-up stay for a long time after you first apply it, or do you find that you need to reapply often? Are you wearing any make-up atm? >> On the occasions that I do wear it, I take any lip colour I’m wearing with me for reapplying purposes, since that’s usually the first thing to go. Mostly I don’t wear makeup so I don’t have to deal with constantly checking on its status in the first place. No, I’m not wearing any now.

11. What if you found the last person you kissed, in bed with the last person you texted? >> Self-cest???? Nice.

12. The last person you held hands with - have you ever kissed them? >> Yes.

13. Can you remember what your parents bought you for Christmas last year? >> ---

14. Think about the person you fell hardest for. Why do you think your feelings for this person were so strong? How is he/she different compared to everyone else you’ve had feelings for? >> I don’t like to measure relationships in such a fashion. I don’t even like to think of it as ‘falling’, in fact.

30. Have you ever caught your friend cheating on their boyfriend/girlfriend? If you have, what did you do about it? If you haven’t, what do you think you would do? >> I have never witnessed such a thing, but if I did, I would not know what to do about it. I don’t like to interfere in other people’s relationships, but I also think that as someone’s friend, I should do my best to caution them against behaviours that could harm others. But maybe they’re not interested in that. So then what point would there be for me to interfere...?

31. When your last relationship ended, how long was it before you felt ready to think about being with someone else? >> Well, my last romantic entanglement went on while I was still in my current relationship, so... like... ???

32. Has any of your friends ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend that you found attractive, and you would secretly have liked to have for yourself? >> Yes. And that was not a good thing. It turned out exactly the way I should have expected, and I deserved the consequences.

33. How many guys do you know named Matthew? >> I don’t currently know anyone named Matthew.

34. Think about the last person that made you cry. Would that person be there for you if you needed help? >> No one is responsible for my tears.

35. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to sleep last night? Do you remember what you talked about? >> Sparrow. Nope.

36. Has someone of the opposite sex made you cry at any point during the last 24 hours? >> No.

37. Is there anything you would like to say to your most recent ex? >> We’re still friends. If there was something I felt the need to say to him, I’d just say it to him.

38. If your friends are sexually active but you aren’t, does that bother you? Have you ever felt pressured to have sex before you were ready, because your friends had done it? >> It doesn’t bother me that most people I know have more sex than I do. If I wanted more, I’d have it. Tinder does still exist.

39. In your opinion, what is the difference between having a crush and being in love? Have your own experiences helped you to realise that there is a difference? >> I have no interest in comparing and ranking states of affection and love. It’s all love. It’s all good. Pass the blunt.

40. Did the last person you hugged have any of these letters in their name: T, R, K, P, J? >> Yes.

41. What’s the most unhealthy thing you’ve eaten in the last 24 hours? >> This fried shrimp, probably.

42. What was the last compliment you received from someone of the opposite sex? >> I don’t remember the last time I received a compliment from anyone. Unless Sparrow calling me cute because I was being silly in Meijer counts.

43. Who did you last say ‘I love you’ to? What colour are that person’s eyes? >> Sparrow. I don’t remember. --Yep. Five years and I still don’t remember.

44. If you took away the first and third letters of your name, what would you then be called? >> Oan.

45. Name 7 things that make you happy, and explain how it might affect you if you had to give them up. >> Mehhhh.

46. Think about your Facebook profile photo. What kind of assumptions do you think a stranger might make about you, from seeing that photograph? Would any of these assumptions be correct? >> I have no idea what sort of assumptions a stranger would make about a perfectly simple photo of my smiling face.

47. You buy a bar of chocolate, but you decide that you don’t want to eat it now, and put it in the fridge. When you go back later, half of it’s gone - someone else has started eating it! Who are you most likely to blame? >> Sparrow, and it’d be fine, because first of all I don’t even much care for chocolate.

48. Choose 5 friends, and talk briefly about each person’s longest/most serious relationship. Who was the relationship with, and how long did it last? >> Listen...

49. Do you think it’s wrong for someone to commit themselves to a long-term relationship at a young age? Explain. >> Not inherently. There is nothing inherently ‘wrong’ with having an LTR at a young age. There just isn’t. The ‘wrong-ness’ comes with context -- say, a young person being pressured into entering an LTR when they aren’t ready. That is wrong, because it is non-consensual.

50. Is there something happening in the near future, that you’re looking forward to? >> There are plenty of things I anticipate happening in the near future worth looking forward to. Waking up is one.

#surveysofsamedi

[eldritchsurveys]

297.

How much money did your last vacation cost? >> I don’t know, I didn’t pay for it. Have you ever taken a physics class? >> No. Do you still have any living grandparents? If so, how old are they? >> --- Have you ever driven a truck? >> No. What are your thoughts on celebrity idolization and ‘fangirling/fanboying?’ >> I see no reason to be judgemental about it except in the particular instance where people are being disrespectful (like tweeting lewd things at the celebrity’s twitter account, or being particularly invasive about what little privacy they have, or, you know... flat-out stalking). But in most cases, people just get buckwild about a TV show or a pop star or whatever and that’s cool.

What is the messiest area in your home? >> Probably the kitchen.

Who was the last person you called? >> --- What’s your favorite computer game genre? >> Role-playing games. Do you have any exes your parents never liked? >> --- Do you ever keep things just because they might be useful someday? >> I don’t make a habit of that, no. I figure if I really need it sometime down the line, I’ll just get a new one then. Do you take public transportation to work? >> --- What extracurricular activities did you do when you were growing up? >> I didn’t do any organised activities. My father kept trying to put me into activities and I didn’t like any of them. I just wanted to be left alone. Has anything unusual happened to you recently? >> Not by my standards. Do you like chicken korma? >> Never had it. Are you frequently in a bad mood? >> No. I’m most frequently in no mood at all.

Do you ever fill out surveys while in a bad mood? >> I usually don’t want to fill out surveys when I’m in a bad mood, because I’m sure it’ll just make me ruminate about stupid shit. Which would just prolong/intensify the bad mood. Which I don’t want. Who’d want that? What was the last type of tea you drank? >> I don’t remember. Now I want tea, but it’s way too hot for that kind of beverage. Have you ever been severely mentally ill? >> Severely? I’d say not. What was the last website you were on, before this one? >> FXnetworks.com. Where is the most interesting place you could go that’s within day-trip distance from your house? >> Oh, I don’t know. Do you ever rearrange your furniture? >> Nah, there’s really only one workable arrangement because of the size and shape of the rooms and the furniture. Have you ever been to Toronto? >> No. Have you received financial help from your parents in the past 5 years? >> I haven’t received financial help from the person who raised me since I left home for the final time (at eighteen). Are you a fast or a slow eater? >> Slow. I hate being (or feeling) rushed to eat. What room(s) of your house did you last vacuum? >> The living room. How old were you when you had your first relationship? >> --- Why did your last relationship end? >> Mehhhh. What was the last thing you purchased from a small local business? >> I don’t remember. Do you get dental checkups at least once a year? >> No. Is there anyone in your family/household whom you frequently argue with? >> No. Do you live in a high cost-of-living area? >> No. Have you ever used chewing tobacco? >> No. If you could change one thing about today, what would it be? >> I wouldn’t change anything.

#surveys #survey #random survey

[parachronismx]

Incoherent, randomized memories

A few years back, They broke into my car while I was at work. They stole my back pack. They also broke into my coworkers car. And stole one thing of his. I found my ID and wallet inside his car. This was, after a patron informed us that two cars had their windows shattered in the parking lot. My backpack was a good backpack. It had a patch of bub. It took me a while to reacquire it. I was very disappointed in the fact that my window was shattered while on the clock and that they had taken all my notes. I filled a police report. I had important school papers inside. When I went to tell the counselor for another set of documents, she scoffed at me as if I was making up the story. I wish I would have. Instead of having to pay for a new window. They used to break into my car a lot, back where I used to work. It was not a nice feeling, coming out of work and finding your property damaged. Since I was a part time worker and student, we didn't get compensated for damage to our property. Because we are expandable. Its a shame... But, union representatives do work on our behalf. If you are not afraid of speaking up, good things can happen. I mean, in all honesty I never complained for my employer to pay for any damage my car acquired. I sucked it up and paid the fees out of my own pocket. There was only one instance in which I tried. It was after they stole my catalytic converter. That one, cost me a good penny. And I was actually willing to try and get compensated for that. Only, being part time, we got a run around. No rights granted to expandable employees. By proxy, I was expandable. 😶😕 Oh Well. I still have the same car. Repairing it when I can. Investing money into it. To buy a new car, I need financial stability. I'm almost done paying off immediate pending debts. Need a few more months before I can go back to school. Start progressing once more. Slow and steady. No rush to a acquire the impending school loan. I haven't taken that financial dive yet. Not a big risker. Since odds are usually against me. Mehhhh End of rant

#personal rant #blah blah blah rights

[ab3lle]

2016 update! (part three) (last one)

August, 2016

I got an offer from ums. that time i was checking thru sms. 

“Tahniah, anda di tawarkan ke Universiti Malaysia Sabah, kos HC13.”

What the hell is hc13 and i was actually expecting something related w food. (yeap science again just for the sake of ibu) eg: food tech, nutritionist, blabla. but it was actually an e-commerce. and never once in my life i heard about e-commerce. i did a lot of research. i asked everyone what is e-commerce. i checked the job oppurtinity. i was reluctant at first. bcs i told my friend, i mmg want to further at sabah but i wont go if got a nonsense course. i was really clueless that time. but my dad really support me. he asked me that it was ok. just go w the flow. thats it. i finally accept the offer. went for the orientation. and was really close to jiji since then.

September, 2016

I fall in love w the beauty of labuan. people at labuan started to address me as bella/belle instead of nab. so whenever i heard someone call me ‘nab’ at labuan, i feel weird. basically, whenever i am at labuan, its alright to call me bella/belle. anw like ji and tia, they still stick to nab instead bella/belle. i also went hiking too for the very first time in my life. at bukit kubong. 148 above the sea. one of the highest places at labuan. (besides umskal building) i also starts to experience celebrating hari raya aidiladha at labuan. at first in the morning after solat sunat hari raya, we went to one of the lecturer’s house which basically she’s also once a umskal student, to have some celebration at her house. we gather w the seniors from second, third and fourth year w from both faculty, (fki and fkal). i started w taekwondo again but mehhhh. it was only lasts for a day. bcs i stopped for a while and i forgot almost everything. so sad. plus my stamina pun out. so i decided to quit. (does it sounds like i’m giving up?)

October, 2016

Ghost house to gain some money for umskal got talent event. went inside to experience it but i was really scared tho i kenal every one yg jadi hantu. theres one day i went wall climbing and i cant go any higher bcs i am too heavy (gotta admit that) and teman ji and tia played futsal at night. a productive day i can say. its also the month i started to feel like i fall for my crush when i randomly record him make a cendol. (sorry, ex-crush) like, out of nowhere. but think back, i think i fall for him earlier when i first met him at klia. used to like him. used. sewa kereta at friday for 2 hours just for the sake of nasi kerabu at kedai ganu w ji and tia lol. and oh, fki family day. i was reluctant to go at first which i didnt sign up my name at first. ended up, someone said to me, “kau tak pergi fki family day, kau siap belle bila aku jumpa kau” and i terus muncul tetiba at the bus stop, that morning. hehhh. also, umskal got talent was held on october. had some problems when kertas undi tak cukup, so kak tyka and i, run naik atas level 3 to print a new one. i freaking run. i think i lost about 2.1kg that night. that was on semi final. its actually good to have some activity to do at night besides sleep. like i usually do. during the final, which was held 2 weeks after, it was good. had some problems too. tired, but satisfied. it was my first event that i joined, and it was good. i started to drive back since i left it about a year+ not driving. yeah i dont have problem in driving except not being able to drive properly, bad in guessing the distance between the car that i drove and the car behind me, took hours to park the car, and the list goes on. at the end of october, went to kk city during the mid sem break. it was my first time reached there. i went w jiji, and her friend, hamir came all the way from johor bahru. the planning was upside down i can say lol. from the hotel, food, transportation, shopping, all messed up. sokay we learnt from experience hahaha.

November, 2016

Took class photo. yeah class photo. i was lazy at first but just bcs my friend, she put such efforts to coax me and join the class photo, so i came all the way from cafe to menara. had mandarin midterm at menara. i thought i’ve done my best, but the results came out makes me feels like mehhhhh. struggling w e-commerce 3k words assignment, which i thought should be handed on 10th November but end up the lecturer said it supposed to be handed on the 10th weeks of lecture. me being me, me and last minutes works are really like a best friend. best friend for ever till jannah. told myself should change to a better me but meh. lets hope i’ll change one day. bought a new sneakers when i lost one pair of my freaking new shoes. tipulah if i said i didnt sad. but mybe not my rezeki kot. big thing happened on november i think was, tamu gadang event. from protocol to urusetia. tired but i really like the experiences. during the graduate run, i was supposedly get ready by 4am, ended up i woke up late and i was there at 4.30am or is it 5am. i really have problem when it comes to wake up early in the morning. big, problem. and i just realize the pokestop at umskal suddenly went missing. i was really sad that time. no kidding. went to palm beach resort after find some things for sispa booth. main buai while enjoying the scenery there. really makes me fall in love w nature, beach, and labuan.

December, 2016

Karkomkal event. since i joined sispa, i will join karkomkal for 3 semesters. bcs sispa is actually badan beruniform and have to take till my third semester. means what? on the next sem, others are enjoying wake up late, and i’ll be rushing on saturday morning for sispa lecture lol. indian cultural night, we (me, ji, and tia) didnt take part in that event bcs we are lazy already. and accidentally wore red, some color w them. what a coincidence. had titas presentation too on december w the most 1 malaysia group ever. 1 chinese, 1 sarawakian, 2 malays, and 2 indians. its good to get the chance to mix w all the races especially when you are out from yr zone. also, our programming group project. took us about 1 night to do it, and about less than 2 days to find and fix error and we did it. and i really thought that ‘class’ wont be came out during final but then, paapppp! 35marks. trust me i didnt revise about ‘class’. anw, we received a compliment from our tutor! goodjob mates xoxo. tak sia sia i skip ugt family day just bcs i had to stick on the screen to find the error on my group project lol. basically last class for every subject. bcs final is approaching that time. and last but not least, my 2016 ended w sispa final exam.

My 2016 update finally comes to the end. the last 5 months in 2016 basically were my first semester of degree journey. remember when i said i badly want to further in IT related? i really grateful when i didnt give up for matrics, my result was just passed, and i didnt get what my parents wants but god put me nicely in what i deserve. hence, e-commerce. tho at first idk a thing about e-commerce, but day by day, i realize it flows in me since i was small. god plans is always great. i might merungut all the time but i know everything happens for reasons and great thing will finally come. you just have to wait and have faith in allah.

And i am really sorry bcs it took me a month to do this update. but believe me, i was actually very sad, when a friend of mine, suddenly was not my friend anymore, those great time i used to have are now tinggal memories, it saddens me. really. every pictures have its own story. and i realize how people change, day by day, month by month, year by year. even myself. and i am happy for everyone, especially my friends. prayers are all goes to them. take care my lovely friends. still friend or not, still contact or have lost contact, thanks for making my life memorable. thanks bcs you used to be there. i wish you to have a better life. and those who are still w you, or w us, treasure them. bcs we dont know till when they will stick to us. till then. :)

P/s: no pictures on this post update bcs even theres no picture in this, its too long already. no. actually bcs i have problem in transferring pictures from my phone to pc. anyio.