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grizzly-bear-official · 10 months

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quirked up grizzly bear with a little bit of swag busts it down salmon style

are they goated with the sauce?

#bear barks #not bears #i slept for 12 straight hours last night it was insane #i needed that so bad

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jacenotjason · 7 months

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Can we just get some rambles about your AU, like nothing specific, just like little details you haven’t had the ask or idea to express artistically? I just love any little details about this AU (Howdy’s little finger beans)

AAAAA oh my god YES here’s some rambles from the depth that is this AU! Random factoids and snippets and hehehheheh

(Oh hey and checkout the AU itself!)

Hiding this under a ‘readmore’ becasue FUCK I WENT ON A RANT HAUIDA- i tried to stop i swear

OPEN THE FLOOD GATES!!

I HAVE PLAYLISTS FOR ALL THE CHARACTERS!! Ive been thinking about how to share them for awhile bc I LOVE these playlists and they help my brain rot on this AU but mm! Just wanted to get that out there im holding onto these

Something people didn’t catch was that in this animation, which is supposed to take place around the time Eddie moved into the neighborhood, he had his mail hat! But, currently, he doesn’t! That’s not because he lost it, Howdy actually stole it! Howdy immediately attempted to scam Eddie when he first arrived, stealing his hat and trying to sell it back to him, but he did not know that Eddie would not give a fuck. Howdy thought Eddie cared way more about his job then he actually does. So, Eddie’s hat is still currently decaying under Howdy’s desk.

All the characters have trauma or something depressing about them… except Julie! I’m not sure why but I just.. never came up with something reasonable for her backstory. I came up with a lot of ideas, but a lot of them seemed to cliche and controversial? Like, one of my ideas was some sort of sex working trauma, but I thought oooh of course you gave the most feminine character the sex working backstory! Another idea was eating disorder trauma, but again, ooh i gave the fem one the ED! The same thing happened with SA trauma, it all just felt so… cliche. And I felt like I would get a lot of backlash if I tried to implement this. So.. im still working on it!

^ originally Franks backstory was going to be completely SA related, but I changed that. Still not spoiling how, though.

^^ also I really liked the sex working idea! Because I think it would be interesting if thats how Eddie and her met. Not that Eddie bought sex from her, but that they like worked together and slowly became friends! Eddie kept her safe n stuff, beat the shit out of ppl that didnt pay yknow? Explored a deeper level of understanding between them

Ive been daydreaming about attempting to make my own little bootleg “play fellow exhibition” not nearly to the extent that Clown did, but just some sort of fake “restored” things! Maybe even fake interviews with those that remember the show! Ive even recorded some lines, of my own voice, of fake voice clips restored from the show. I haven’t had the confidence to post any of them just yet aa. I think my Eddie impression is IMPECCABLE though. Maybe bc I have a southern accent

^ also if this isnt obvious this AU is still a show being restored by a team, the show is just the adult parody ive created here. Ill be sure to specify if i ever post something restoration-lore-related!

The number of fingers they have is inconsistent, and that is not lore related! I am just an idiot! You might notice that sometimes they have 5, sometimes they have 4. I.. have no actual reason for this. I literally just.. forget! Im literally currently drawing a piece with Julie and Sally where they both have 5 fingers. Why?? Bc the reference I used was of two human girls so!! Just wanted to put it out there, that is not on purpose

I hide a lot of secrets in my art. Bc its fun. If you ever see something in my art thats a little too dark, feel free to up the brightness and see what you find. Does something sort of look like Morse code? Feel free to try it out! I’ll give you a hint, I have used both of these techniques to hide secrets in my art already. The Morse code one is really hard to find, though, so props to you if you find it!

I like to think that the AU’s show is like Rick and Morty. It started out this comedic, very clearly adult-humored show, but slowly the characters had lore! People started watching not for the humor but for the interesting characters. Like when Rick was revealed to have a depressing story with his wife and all that, it was the same as when ppl first found out about Frank’s strange amnesia and PTSD. Like “?? Who put lore in my funny adult comedy??” Yknow what i mean

^ i like to think there was some mind-bending moment where it was revealed Frank doesnt remember anything about his childhood and everyone watching was like :O

Originally in the show, (like season one), the characters were the way they are to make fun of those things. Confusing, but what i mean is that Poppy was a trans woman to make fun of trans people, Eddie and Frank were to make jokes about gay ppl, etc. but SIKE once the show got more seasons and got lift off they became actual characters instead of just jokes! The creators just wanted to make ppl love the show before they made the gay characters actually have personalities, so they couldn’t get cancelled prematurely! HA SUCKERS!!

FFUck okay i think i got it all out of me?? Idk feel free to ask again in like a month maybe more shit will have accumulated in my brain

#thanks for the serotonin!#no seriously #THANK YOU #i needed that so bad #welcome home #welcome home opposite au #welcome home au #eddie dear #frank frankly #sally starlet #howdy pillar #julie joyful #barnaby b beagle #poppy partridge #Wally darling #welcome home arg #welcome home puppet show #welcome home puppet arg

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forestofsprites · 7 months

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i don't know what tracy chapman threaded so delicately into fast car but jesus fucking christ it will never Not hit. it will never simply play. it will never simply be on. it's always a full experience

#ignore these tags even #i've been trying to coax a sob session out of myself for two weeks #bc fuck i needed to and complex trauma inhibiting healthy expression of emotion etc etc #but nothing was working. nothing #put my emotions playlist on and sat in the window and the MOMENT fast car came on it was fucking visceral #instant full body sobs i was down for ten minutes #i needed that so fucking badly #tracy never fails me #fuck man #i needed that so bad #i've been so fucked up #thank god for fast car #the sobbing was good btw cathartic . awful messy as catharsis always is #lot of shit happened this past month and god it keeps coming #crying is good. everyone cry forever we do it for such good reasons #thoughts

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elliottsrandomthoughts · 3 days

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SHOUTOUT TO MY BEST FRIENDS FOR BEING SO FUCKING AMAZING

I LOVE YALL SO MUCH MWAH

#especially Eva and Sparrow rn #I know I said it already and yall will likely never see this but thank you thank you thank you for letting me just yap and yap during lunch #i needed that so bad #probably a bit more than you thought #I cried in front of yall today #and I never cry in front of people the way I did

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bjurnberg · 3 months

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Went on a walk with my friend and their dog today and it was perfect.

The weather was just warm enough after two months of cold and ice, the sun on my skin made me feel like a cat in a sunbeam, the air smelled like moss and mud and river, and in one spot like the caramelized edge of a marshmallow when a campfire wafted our way.

We walked slowly and enjoyed the scenery and took pictures as we talked. The dog stopped many times to get every possible scent out of a shrub or tree.

After an hour and a half of being surrounded by nature I felt something click inside me. Like I was done recalibrating. My heart and mind both sighed in peace. I’m happy again. Even if just for today, in this false spring. I feel good.

I love where I live. That I can go outside and see all this

#I feel good #work didn’t suck today and I wasn’t overwhelmed #then I got the absolutely perfect walk with my friend #perfect weather in a stunning park with a person I love #my soul hit that reset button #I needed that so bad #now I’m exhausted and I’m gonna sleep so good #walk in the park #getting through that seasonal depression #getting sunshine and people time #bjurnberg

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waitineedaname · 1 year

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nothing better than the naps you take while sick

#i generally don't take naps bc it takes me a long time to fall asleep and i get bored #but i was just sitting here playing zelda and suddenly was like if i don't take a nap right now i'll die #and i curled up in the middle of my bed (nowhere near the pillows) and slept for over an hour #i feel so much better #i still feel Bad because i have a stomach virus or something #but i barely got more than two hours of sleep at a time last night #i needed that so bad

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emily-rambles · 10 months

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cumming with specific people even if it’s not in person and only over the phone just hits different

#i needed that so bad #god that was so fucking good i could cry about it #i won’t but i could

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dronningnure · 11 months

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Mfw supervisor sends feedback on the report and says "good job" about the longest chapter i wrote

#i needed that so bad #my mvp #personal #JUST A FEW DAYS LEFT

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ssamorganhotchner · 1 year

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My sweet girl, you know I’m always with you. If I could, I’d bundle you up in blankets and in my arms until you felt okay again. Place on your favourite series (criminal minds/dharma and greg 👀) with the occasional shoulder rub (I’m pretty good at those) and the occasional kiss (because you’re so beautiful and all mine) But since I’m not unfortunately, I’m sending you all my love. I hope you’re warm and cosy, with a tea and something that makes you happy. You’re so precious to me angel, take care of yourself always ❤

-Yours, Hotch

STOP IT I AM BAWLING

BAWLING

😭

Nothing I say is ever going to come close to how this made me feel 🥺😭

#I don’t think you realize how bad I needed to hear that #I was okay until the end #and then I lost it #I can’t even see the screen to type right 😭#I needed that so bad #so so bad #and I will reread this forever 🥺😣#thank you to whoever sent this #thank you so much 😭#aaron hotchner #criminal minds #morgan answers!!!#anon ❤️

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sunnibits · 2 years

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WE FINALLY GOT A LEIA OBI WAN HUG HOWEVER BRIEF THANK THE FUCKING LORD

#IM HAPPY NOW #I NEEDED THAT SO BAD #kenobi spoilers

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mybreadsmybutters · 3 months

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when i was a kid i wanted to be a famous youtuber like dan and phil so that people would gay ship me with my irl best friend and we would be sooo weirded out by it and laugh and make videos joking about it but secretly it would make her realize her repressed gay crush on me and i'd help her through her gay crisis and then we would have a sickeningly sweet sappy romance and read fanfiction about ourselves together... anyways just found out she's married to a guy in the mafia now so i probably don't have a chance

#dan and phil fanfiction changed me #come into my lady door #and teen me saw that and went “i need to be that so fuckan bad”#i wanted to be dan but now that im a mature adult i understand that phil is better. phil guy 5ever nowadays #do i tag this as dan and phil. i still dont know tumblr site tagging norms and im like a year in now #dan and phil #dnp #phan

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youre-dreaming-302 · 3 months

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