#i need to scream i cant handle this

[angelstitss]

this is everyone’s friendly reminder that this is how husk reacted when angel said “if i end up broken, i won’t be his favorite toy anymore.”

i have two thoughts about this.

1. he’s just like us fr

2. im literally going to curl up in a corner and start crying HE HAD NEVER ACTED LIKE THAT BEFORE IN THE WHOLE SHOW. HIS WINGS FUCKING DROOPED AND HIS EARS PINNED BACK AND EVERYTHING IM GOING TO SCREAM 😭😭😭😭😭😭

#guys the way that every time i see this i need to find a fucking pillow to scream my lungs out in #i cant fucking handle this #i can’t fucking handle them #they are TOO FUCKING MUCH. #IM LITERALLY SOBBING RN. #hazbin hotel #huskerdust #angel dust #husk

[skitskatdacat63]

I don't think I can ever emotionally recover from these

#the inherent romance of monaco parc ferme #seriously these murdered me i really can never recover from them #screaming crying THEM!!!!!!!! THEM!!!! THEMMMMM LOOK AT THEM!!!!! #jense's hand basically covering the breadth of seb's back im normal im normal im normal im normal im normal #the gif version of this you can only see seb's face and hes very fond too sob sob and they keep holding hands while theyre talking sob sob #THE WAY SEB'S CLOSING HIS EYES ANF RESTING HIS CHIN ON JENSE'S SHOULDER AND JENSE'S SMILE ABT IT #JENSE'S FOND EXPRESSION IN THE 2ND PIC LOOK AT THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HIM WITH THOSE FOND EYES IM GONNA CRY #pictures that make me need to get up and run laps around the room bcs im seriously gonna burst into tears #2011 sebson makes me roll around in bed kicking my feet and screaming #WHO IS DOING IT LIKE THEM!!! WHO ELSE WOULD TREAT AND LOOK AT THE GUY WHO JUST BEAT HIM WITH SUCH AFFECTION!?!??!?!??! #i seriously am gonna lose it when i watch the 2011 races i think i willl actually combust i cant handle it #('pictures that automatically make me think of Solar Flare') #(these are from before that fic takes place yet are the most romantic pics ive ever seen in my life) #(solar flare!mark was so right when he told jb that he and seb look in love in literally every pic of them together) #sebson #jenson button #sebastian vettel #sv5 #jb22 #we do a little bit of f1 #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #2011 monaco gp #2011 monaco grand prix

[anotherpapercut]

working with children really will make you examine your thought processes and emotional reactions like nothing else. I've found myself being so much more thoughtful in my daily life about how I respond to my emotions and environment, as well as the reasoning behind why others behave the way they do

#yesterday i got really frustrated and overwhelmed at one point because this one little girl keeps getting really upset when she cant help me #like shell ask to help and i wont have a task (or ive run out bc shes already helped) shes capable of so i tell her that #and thank her for being thoughtful and helpful. admittedly the first time this happened i was really frustrated w her already #bc she had made a huge mess doing something i told her not to do and then didnt want to clean it up and she only came back #and asked to help because her friend had been helping me. so i was like girl. you didnt even clean up the last mess #but i also had nothing for her to do. anyway she started screaming and hid under a table so then her friend did it sith her just. because. #idk kids will see their friend freaking out and they do it too. and i understand it but my god. i dont deal well with really loud noise #and she did it again yesterday. i let her help me and then i ran out of tasks and she started crying and saying i never let her help #and for some reason there were like 6 other kids in there all wanting to help so then several of them started freaking out #and i could not handle it. i literally told my coworker like im about to cry right now lmao #and later the little girl was like wanting to hug me and talk to me and acting like nothing happened and i found myself wanting to withdraw #like i was feeling like i wanted to avoid her and not speak to her or be cold but i also knew i didnt want to treat her that way #and i took a couple minutes by myself and thought about why i felt that way‚ what the effects of that would be‚ and how the kid felt #and i really just had to remind myself that she was feeling just as many emotions as i was but that shes only had 6 years #to learn how to manage them and deal with them in a productive way. she wasnt trying to upset me. she wasnt trying to make me mad #she was just dealing with her emotions in the only way she knew how. and im an adult and if she can get over it i really need to get over it #long ass tag story sorry

[note-boom]

Higuchi and Ranpo are just such interesting author-based characters in BSD.

I know it's weird to connect the two but hear me out...

So far, the only authors I can remember that don't have a known ability are Aya, Higuchi, and Ranpo. Aya and Higuchi will likely get an ability (latter has been confirmed to have one, at least) while Ranpo...probably won't? Though you never know.

But the reason I bring Higuchi and Ranpo together is because the latter is an author who is heavily implied to be the son of one of his IRL counterpart's characters. And meanwhile, the former is someone who has one of the real people in her IRL counterpart's life (that is to say, BSD Higuchi's sister) brought into the manga. Yeah, Tanizaki and Akuatagawa have their sisters be based off characters, and we also have Haruno based off a Tanizaki character, plus Fitzgerald's characters in the eyes of god story arc.

But I really think that it's interesting that Ranpo is the child of his own character. And that Higuchi is I think the only one with a family member that is based on IRL Higuchi's own family situation. That we might actually have a BSD character based on a real life person that wasn't a significant writer of some sort (to my knowledge, at least).

I don't really have a point with this, but it is interesting and aghhhhhhh Asagiri I'M BEGGING you to do something with Higuchi that doesn't involve Akutagawa! There's so many things about her and I want to know!

#seriouslyyyyy #ive seen some metas about higuchi's ability being tied to one of her shorts that shows how people cant escape their childhood fates #and that would be SO cool in a manga like bsd that takes the whole doomed by the narrative and fighting against the narrative theme #and also just....her sister!! #im just obsessed okay? i want to know more about higuchi #i want to know why she kinda gives protagonist vibes when we were introduced to her #and i NEED to know her motivations and goals because forget staying in the pm for aku how did she join? #how did she climb up the ranks? #but you know i wonder how people survived without the light novels given all the hints canon gives us about the side characters #like how did they handle chuuya before fifteen and stormbringer? #how did they handle dazai before entrance exam and dark era? #what did people think about fukuzawa and ranpo before untold origins? #asjdurjthhtjdkskeh screaming and yelling because so many of the side characters need light novels #but yeah ranpo is pretty fascinating too but we got almost all his backstory now for what happened during the ada early years #and this manga is probably aya's backstory xD #anyway above is me slowly going insane thanks #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd higuchi #bsd ranpo #bsd aya #character analysis #spitting nonsense

[todayisafridaynight]

any hopes for kiwami 3? like things u wanna see added or changed stuff like that

if they dont keep kiryu's goofy walk stance and the hoof-like walk sounds i dont wanna play it

#snap chats #no one understands how much i love that from y3 and y4 its genuinely one of my favorite things about the game #oh but i guess i have to give an actual answer now. HMPH. #id scream if they revived kanda calling mine limp wristed. homophobia in 4k #OK BUT TO BE SERIOUS uhhhh i dont know. im a real simple guy i think #my only like. If This Isnt There Im Leaving deal is mine's palette and im so serious #rgg's scaring me with all the black-hair/purple-suit mine stuff as of late and i cant stress how hard ill vomit if thats in the final #HYPOTHETICAL final anyways. yk3 isnt coming out for. IDK A WHILE #i wanna say i hope they highlight daigo and mine's relationship more but i dont know how theyd do that #i really like how mine's handled in y3 as is so i dont think i want scenes injected like what they did with yk1 and nishiki #someone said a Mine Saga after the game and... hm ... sounds too unrealistic for me to hope for it #like im REALLY trying to think how they could possibly reference the rggo stories in y3 since those are EXCELLENT but #i think . MAYBE. you could reference the story where richardson calls mine as he's driving to the hospital #the only thing you'd have to exclude though is mine stopping by the bar- like JUST keep the phone conversation maybe #cause in that scene that subordinate does question mine if he can really kill daigo and i think thatd be neat. in my opinion. #yeah i dont know. in regards to rggo its hard to think of what i want without intervening things i already like about y3 #its a real head scratcher ... #a really good epilogue addition would be adapting that RGGO bit where daigo ruminates on mine. that's a fair ending for him i think #it also fulfills the need to see how daigo saw mine even if its just a little #and to non-rggo readers it could start to answer 'how does daigo feel about everything that happened' #im still so curious as to if daigo was briefed on EVERYTHING that happened but .... anyways.... #sorry all my hopes for y3 are just mine/minedai centric fLVKELKA BUT LIKE. i really am content with everything else with y3 surprisingly #idk. i want kiryu fucking up that curry in high definition tho. thats important to me #THEY HAVE TO KEEP THE QTES DURING THE RICHARDSON FIGHT ILL BE PISSED #i need the fight to be AS CAMPY and unnecessary as it was in the og. INCLUDING richardson's voice acting i need it wack as hell #is it weird i actually appreciate the Diet Building Loredumping being like. in replayable-cutscene form #i thought id prefer just One Long cutscene but im glad theres the option to skip those segments #BUT being able to get a refresher in case you missed something somehow #im running out of tags jesus christ i shouldve put this in the main text but vjALjlagj those are all my thoughts for now bYE

[motorcycleboy9]

you have no clue what kind of horrifying crime ideas I have in my mind after spending my afternoon in a house with 4 children

#i can't possibly handle it when there's more than one kid in a house #in summer i gotta grab the only property i owe and go live in a tent on the streets #if one of them starts cryibg i want just to shoot them all #for the context they're all 3-7 yo and im the only teen kid this is fucking stressing #each weekend day i wake up accompanied by screaming right behind my door #i need an anti barking device but for kids #cant wait to move out of my aunt's house but the other way I'm homeless #in summer i gotta grab the only property i own and go live in a tent on the streets #nickyapping

[buriesitsteeth]

I was having a good day today for the first time since like…august and then someone said something and I’ve spiralled into anxiety grip ‘imworriedimworriedimworriedimworried’ brain and I’ve spoiled my night fr

#I’m just exhausted of existing this way #I’ve asked for advice and everyone tells me I need therapy or a doctor or something but I can’t make myself book an appointment #I need someone to *care* enough to help me do it but there’s no one who’s bothered and that just fucks me up more #*more #I physically can’t ask for help. I fill out the web form and then delete it before I send it. I start the conversation and then cant explain #how I feel or what help I need or I downplay it or joke my way out of it #and none of it is on purpose I just can’t ask for help #never have been able to #even when I was at school if I didn’t understand something I’d just…sit there and not understand instead of asking for help #idk I just #it’s like barriers come down in my brain that say NO SHARING NO #if I’m mid convo trying to talk about my feelings my tongue physically cannot handle the words #it feels like it swells up or something and I can’t get the words out or make the noise to talk and it sucks #I do agree yes talking therapy might be good for me but again like #where do I go? How do I find the right person to listen who will hear me out? how do I afford it? why would anyone want to listen to me? #thorn screams into the void

[daisyishedwig]

I was literally spinning around my kitchen giggling and twirling my hair listening to the latest episode and I can't wait for the official drop to come tomorrow because I need y'all to hear this. (I do have a tendency to do this with most episodes of woe.begone but this one was a particular joy to listen to)

Very spoilery screaming in the tags below.

#woe.begone #personal #woe.begone spoilers #hearing Ty's voice for the first time in so long had me absolutely screaming #literally ran into the living room to scream 'my boy is alive!!!' at my partner #who knows very little about woe.begone #and then had to do the same when august showed up #but also ohmygod august iterations???? #it feels so wrong and i don't like it #ive asjusted to edgar having iterations but August is supposed to be removed enough from base and their shenanigans #that iterations of him existing together feels so so wrong #also edgar and sly scheming to get their big mikey bear back #literally dead on the floor #i cant handle the cuteness of that #i love these full cast episodes #they're just always so well done and the cast fit together so well #now the only thing i need is to hear Matt's voice and the world will be right again #but also... the question still remains because i just need to know #who the fuck helped mike with his fourth challenge????

[goldenhypen]

finally watched the sacrifice mv and the bite me recording behind and omg when i say this is the giddiest i’ve been this whole month djdndj

#ew i don’t think i like that word #but anyways :D #SCREAMING #CUZ HELLO ????? #wow #the decision to film this mv w these hair colours #i am LOVING IT #AND THE CHOREO !!!!! #I NEED THE PERFORMANCES AND DANCE PRACTICE IMMEDIATELY !!!!! #AND THE OUTFITS AND THE VISUALS PLEASE #AND OMG THE RECORDING OF BITE DJSNDJDJ #YALL I FELL IN LOVE W SUNOOS VOICE AGAIN HELP #AND HEESEUNG ALL ROUNDER FRFR #SO PROUD OF HIM #OH BOY AND THEN JAKE #DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED #HE WAS SO CUTE I WAS SOBBING INTO MY HANDS MY WHOLE FAMILY WAS LOOKING AT ME LIKE I WAS CRAZY #HES SO CUTE YALL I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE #no cuz i had to actually take like seven whole breaks while watching that entire video 😭 #it was too much for me to handle #along w their heavenly vocals ??? #yeah it was too many emotions at once #i wAS NOT OKAY #ok that’s enough ranting for me #how did y’all like the mv and/or recording video? :D #em speaks

[salon-maiden-anabel]

finished another rewatch of the utena musicals this week i feel like biting off my legs then going to watch the series a 5th time or whatever the rewatch count is at now

#talk tag #musical wakaba and shiori are little beasts in my brain at all times #wakaba makes me wanna scream but more then normal over her #and musical shiori is a toxic frog thats delivering nuerotoxin directly into my brain and making me scream and yell and cry #she makes me ill in a good way im obsessed. idk how to explain the difference to anime shiori but like #im already obsessed with shiori as a character and need to study her like a small bird . musical shiori is walking into my house with #a molotov and a smile on her face. also way more sapphic and homophobic somehow #idk i cant explain it well theres just smtn in the water. I adore everything wrong with her #people yelling they want toxic yuri could not handle her

[ahdriking]

Me, during all hours of the night and day: KHAE TEEEEEEEER, KHAE MI TEEEEEEEEEEER

#i cant get this fucking SONG OUT OF MY HEAD #thats literally all i know tho so itll literally #be me sitting in front of my computer and then randomly screaming at the top of my lungs #KHAE TEEEEEER #my wife needs some valium #she cant handle this anymore #kinnporsche #jeff satur

[aziraphalesbookkeeper]

HOW CAN I GO TO SLEEP WHEN THE PERFECT AU JUST DROPPED

#i need EVERYONE to go read the varigo night in the woods au RIGHT NOW #i cant handle this #i want to scream but i cannot say ANYTHING for fear of spoilers #oh my god #varigo #gayleafpool thank you for blessing us #i have predictions and i'm already crying #vat7k #varigo fic rec

[thisgodwontforgiveyou]

every time i post about a kpop album being good halfway through the rest of the songs are terrible so im doing that on purpose to the fromis 9 album right now to save myself

#im pulling the cord on the side of the bus so hard im screaming and kicking and punching the driver #i cant handle this right now i need offffff

[imaybeabear]

No you don't understand I love Boromir with my whole entire heart and nothing is ever going to change that

#i love every single member of the fellowship so so much but boromir is just so dear to me i cant handle it #he is just so delightfully heartbreakingly human #'you will take the ring to sauron! you will betray us all!' and he was right! #i wonder if frodo ever thought about that #about how the ring took him over so similarly to how it took boromir and boromirs warnings about his betrayal and then he did betray them #even if he never meant to even if it wasnt his fault he still gave in and all he can think about on the journey back to a home he doesnt #think he deserves anymore is boromir screaming that this is what he would do what he would be all along and im crYING MY POOR BOYS #sorry to make this boromir post about frodo but you know how it be #anyway. boromir. right. #boromir fightig to his last breath with everything he has to defend merry and pippin his friends and failing but his courage till mattering #boromir dying in his friends arms terrified and still wanting to help #boromir failing and failing and failing over and over again but still being brave and loving and strong #succumbing to the ring but dying for his friends #dying loving his friends and his brother and his father and his people and he was so so brave even with all his flaws and i am sobBING FUCK #i think i might need yo chill with the wine a bit #but the point still stands! #i love boromir! #lotr #lord of the rings #boromir #💛💛 my absolute beloved #💛💛 my most beloved

[yeetbean]

i dont think im actually going to be getting any sleep

#everything has gone to hell in a handbasket. i cant relax. i cant turn my brain off. ive kinda just been sitting in silent dread #i cant handle it. i had therapy wed but i desperately need it. i dont know how anything is going to turn out #it feels like a disaster in slow motion #i need a therapy dump so im not just holding it. or overwhelming others with it. its just gotta go. gotta scream #anyways fuck everything forever. all i wanted was a tie dye shirt.

[yun-fangz]

oh no... i think i need to write a lifeguard ateez fic 🤒 OR A SWIMMER ONE

#[🪐].venus talk #if you zoom in you can hear me screaming #WHY WOULD THEY DO THIS TO US #i cant handle anymore #didnt jongho say he was at the pool yesterday???? #anyway #might have to write it #no i need to write it actually #ateez fanfic