#i mean what a sentence tbh

[gifti3]

Xavier is such a sussy baka

#love and deepspace xavier #i trust him but sure loves his secrets #mans out here....doing things #listen im trying not to spoil #idk what sussy baka fully even means tbh but the sentence makes me laugh

[whatevertheweather]

Happy Sunday to those who are still in Sunday, and sorry it’s Monday to those who are not.

I’m doing that thing where I’m intermittently working on every single one of my WIPs so that all I ever actually get done is a handful of scenes I’ve fixated on with no tangible thoughts on connecting them. Which is why we’ve ended up with this, my latest document in a folder that would be overflowing with disconnected pieces of this poor fic if a digital folder was capable of overflowing.

We even have some sentences, hot off the press. This is part of a scene that takes place an undetermined amount of time after a fic I haven’t even posted, but for now:

“You don’t have to keep doing this,” Baz says quietly.

“What? Kissing you?”

Baz lifts a shoulder, he tips his head into it, flicks his eyes up with the movement, and he understands why Simon does it this way so much. Sometimes it’s easier not to say it.

Simon pulls away, his hands left on the mattress halfway through a retreat he doesn’t finish. “You don’t want me to?”

Sometimes it has to be said. “You don’t have to keep trying to make me feel better.”

I have lost all perspective and don’t know what this looks like without context, but the Fic Proper is angst, and I’ve been adding a decent bit to it, so I maybe kind of hope that it won’t live in this purgatory forever.

I am massively behind in my tags so I’m wrapping all of these up in a big blanket of my affection and apologies for not being around enough to look at all of your wonderful things: @fatalfangirl @you-remind-me-of-the-babe @moodandmist @cutestkilla @artsyunderstudy @whogaveyoupermission @confused-bi-queer @facewithoutheart @martsonmars @takitalks @bookish-bogwitch @ileadacharmedlife @ivelovedhimthroughworse​  @tea-brigade​ @aristocratic-otter​ @basiltonbutliketheherb​

#this scene (should I ever finish it) could probably stand on its own tbh #it's a little angsty and a little good #happy ending #if you know what I mean #(I don't even know what I mean I haven't gotten that far yet) #six sentence sunday #my writing

[orange-frog]

ppl up in arms about “sentence mixing being way better than AI voice generators” be so for real. theyre different things. joe biden Pills. Now. Please. and ben shapiro Im Not Gonna Get Old on the Beach are both landmark videos and pretending the second one isnt because it was made by the “scary AI” is like. come on. be serious.

#like yeaaah i guess you could argue its unethical bc ben shapiro didnt consent to having his voice made into a bank like that #but the AI is literally just doing what the sentence mixing guys are doing. just automated #so if you wanna raise an ethical issue there i think you gotta raise it with the ytpoopers as well imo #and. its ben shapiro. #be so for real! theyre different things #you ever laugh at one of those spongebob sings world is mine videos from awhile back? its the same shit #utau doesnt have an AI component to it afaik but the process is all the same #of course this isnt applied when COMPANIES are doing it for PROFIT. #but thats always been the case #all this tells me is that you have no idea how voice synthesis has been progressing over the years and have no understanding of how the #software to produce these things work. tbh xoxo #oh no i made a bad post #btw what i mean when i say theyre different things and yet say the process is the same is that the results come out sounding different #process is largely* the same i mean #like ppl dont stop making pixel art bc you can make higer fidelity digital art #same principle

[rosicheeks]

Hello my sweet soft trophy,

I see you are in sad girl hours and I am here to say that whilst I am all for you feeling your feelings, I will not let you put yourself down.

Every time you have graced us with a full face reveal it’s like a literal angel has appeared on my timeline. When you post pics of yourself it makes me start to believe in a creator because only some divine being could create something as beautiful as you.

You may be struggling to see the beauty in yourself right now but I guarantee there are people out there willing to give all their earthly possessions just to hold your hand.

These feelings will pass, my treasure, I promise.

#yeahhh uh don’t mind me……. just gonna *hides face and screams a little bit* #this is one of the most heartwarming asks I’ve ever received??? #not sure how to reply tbh I’m still a little speechless #you sent this a few nights ago when I was feeling the big Sad #and I’m going to get to the rest of the ask but I wanted to mention how much I appreciated the first sentence #‘I am all for you feeling your feelings’ ngl I don’t think I’ve ever heard that before and that gave me such a wave of relief #I understand what it was followed with cause I’d say the same exact thing to someone else #it’s just hard to shake sometimes when I’m in sad girl hours and I’m feeling really down #I’ve been rereading the rest of the ask and I still don’t know how to reply? #you are so sweet?????? #thank you doesn’t seem to cut it but thank you 🩷 #I’m going to write this out and put it in my special journal to look at whenever I’m feeling down #I truly don’t feel like I’m worthy of all these compliments and it’s really hard to believe anyone would even want to hold my hand for free #but I think it’s super sweet you think all of these things #and I can’t tell you how much it means to me that you took the time to type it out to send to me #thank you for warming my heart and making me smile 🥰🥰 #I’m going to hold this ask close to my heart 🩷 #ask #sweet asks #fav asks #save

[dipyronegirl]

i have once again been discriminated against for my accent

#i’m kidding it’s not discrimination at all it’s just #i live in rio de janeiro right. and we have a very specific accent that’s different from all other states #we drag our sentences (so it sounds a bit lazy??) and we pronounce our S like an X #like. take the word ‘bolas’ (balls). we say bolash while literally every other state just says bolas like the S in the word ‘say’ #anyway. our accent makes us sound like players somehow; it’s hard to explain #and the carioca (means from rio) stereotype is that we always find shortcuts to everything; to get what we want without working for it #and it’s partially true tbh #but for some reason (i have no idea why) my accent specifically is very very strong (& i only found out ab it a few weeks ago) #and it makes me sound even more of a ‘player’. i asked ppl to be honest w me ab it and they said i sound like #a drug dealer or someone ‘shady’ that works w something illegal #and like i’m lazy and don’t care ab anything and maybe don’t take things seriously #and i mean all of it is true. kind of #but it’s shit that ppl can guess all my flaws just bc of my accent #sorry im rambling i’m so annoyed by this. i’d change if i could but idk how to speak differently fr #and ab my flaws. well i know i /can/ change them but idk how. i’m trying and i hope i become less lazy and more interested in serious thing #(cause yk. my biggest flaw is that i can’t bring myself to give a fuck ab the things i should care ab like responsibilities and shit) #god i’m rambling again im just so ughhh #text #giocore #about me #language

[daughterofhecata]

Could you elaborate why you don’t like Geisterbunker? I would love to hear your thoughts.

Meine Haupt-Klagepunkte habe ich hier vor einiger Zeit schon zusammengefasst (im letzten Reblog), zusammenfassend kann man sagen, dass mich literally alles an der Datstellung der Polizei und spezifisch der Person Lisa Merryweather aufregt. Das Cotta überhaupt für so eine kurze Zeit eine Vertretung gestellt wird, ist schon unrealistisch af, und dann diese.

Ihre ganze Art ist eine Sache (sie benimmt sich imo eher wie 17 als wie 40), dann ihre Beschreibung - Stöckelschuhe und enger Rock im Dienst??? Hallo??? Dass sie ohne Waffe losrennt???

Und wie ich in einem anderen Post gesagt habe (der diesen Ask getriggert hat, nehme ich mal an?), ich bin wirklich gerne bereit, Nevis zuzuerkennen, dass er in race Fragen deutlich sensibler und differenzierter agiert als andere DDF-Autoren (I'm looking at you, Dittert, but also pretty much everyone else), aber dafür stinkt die ganze Figur Lisa Merryweather einfach nach Sexismus. Vielleicht ist sie eine bewusste "Karikatur", bewusst überzeichnet und überkandidelt, aber das ändert eben nichts daran, dass ihre femininen Attribute direkt ausdrücklich negativen Einfluss auf ihre Kompetenz haben. Und das ärgert mich.

Oder bin ich da jetzt ein bisschen sensibel?

#i'm slowly working my way through a couple unanswered asks that have been sitting in my inbox for... a while. #whoops sorry for switching languages but i'm assuming you know german since i don't think geisterbunker exists in english #if i'm wrong just shoot me another ask and i'll translate it #please read the last sentence in christoph waltz voice. if you know what i mean. xD #anyway #drei fragezeichen #geisterbunker #ben nevis #über wenig rege ich mich so schnell auf die über geisterbunker und teufelsklippe tbh 🤷‍♂️😄 #ask #anonymous ask #kaj rambles

[searidings]

same old blues final chapter, how we feeling??? can we get a moodboard for your writing process???

#this is what it's like inside my head at all times tbh like this is a pretty accurate vibe depiction #especially the notes one like i write this shit in the middle of the night #literally wake up with lines of fic dialogue in my head at 3am #and i write them in my notes and they're usually not even complete sentences #and then the next morning i have to try and decipher what in the everloving FUCK i was getting at #like what does that mean??? cuffing???? no fucking idea #and i wrote it #indecipherable #so yeah this is the mood #things are going. they are really so much. <3 #hope you're having a great day #asks #anonymous

[seventeendeer]

I am this () close to making a sonic the hedgehog sideblog to quarantine my insane rambling in a place where people might actually be looking for it

#deerchatter #my sonic meta never gets any notes. i got more attention for talking about a giant pile of sand that one time #maybe if i put it on a sideblog people who just want to see sonic stuff and don't want to be exposed to the rest of this blog will follow. #and then maybe my long long long essays will get the standing ovations they deserve u_u #maybe not. i do love this franchise in a way a lot of other fans don't seem to like. #what do you MEAN lovingly insulting the canon every two sentences makes other fans mad ... #stop booing me i'm right !!!! #anyway probably gonna do that one of these days tbh it's one of my oldest fandoms and every few months am possessed to talk about it #again for a reaaaaally long time <3 #i'll post about it here when i've set one of up ofc

[creativebrainrot]

:/ i wish roleplaying didnt scare the fuck outta me and make me panic. like i know the people around me would probably make accommodations/ help me deal with my anxiety by being able to tap out, break character for memes, etc etc theyre all very kind n sweet but its so so frustrating. my dyslexia, social anxieties, my general social experience is just. so incompatible with ingame rp.

it makes me sad and frustrated cause i dont know how to sort out the solution, and it feels like everyone else has such interesting dynamics with eachother & eachother's ocs. i feel like i cant participate in something that looks so so fun, i hate feeling like i cant be involved. i wish logic won out over BadBrainNoises xd

#moonlitmelancholy #i mean. i dont even know what ingame rp is like. so this is DEFINITELY just me worrying i bet. #but also. #i have so much goddamn trouble thinking of words to say #in the first place #add playing a character on top of that and im fucked. #this is all specifically about having to type #typing is my nemesis #i already cant fuckin spell for shit #:/ i have trouble realizing how sentences sound before i say them out loud sometimes #its extremely frustrating and i hate it #cause i feel like i cant even do casual rp #its just a mess i dont wanna deal with tbh >:V #rotthoughts

[savrenim]

me, staring at this fic: I could attempt to write a believable 10-year-old. OR. I could lean into the fandom characterization of ‘quirk analysis genius!!!!!’ and write an entire sequence of yeah-this-is-a-math-phys-grad-student-designing-these-tests quirk testing like I so desperately want to

#staring at the sentence 'seems to not be scaling proportionally but they don't have large enough measurements #to tell if it's actually scaling logarithmically or if it's something else' #have ten year olds studied math to the degree that they know what scaling logarithmically means? #idk don't underestimate a 10-year-old with a hyperfixation tbh #am I going to write it this way anyways? #YES #my writing #aaimbp

[itspileofgoodthings]

the thing is—-it doesn’t feel impossible. It feels increasingly plausible.

#meeting someone I mean #meeting my husband #part of me knows he’s out there #and that I’ll meet him when it’s right #God’s plan! #i can almost feel it though. not in terms of specifics or getting overly attached to some imaginary version #but I know and believe and trust that it could happen #(a confusingly worded sentence) #like underneath all the insecurities and sadness and worry of being 26 almost 27 #i know I am a lot of a woman (positive) #i know I am interesting and layered and complex and funny #and it’s just most men won’t want that #but it feels very likely that one WILL #that there is someone out there who will be delighted by my intensity and inability to shut up about myself #and impressed by my brain and protective of my heart #and in need of me and my love #the older I get the more likely it feels tbh #like. it’s a mark of reality #of course I don’t know the future and can’t predict it #it’s all in God’s hands and I am glad about that but I guess what I’m saying is that I trust that intuition and I see no reason to not #cynicism about romance is of course tempting but it’s also very stupid #and fundamentally contrary to how reality and love both work #the more specific I am. the more I live my life with my whole heart and try to do my best #my many failings and meltdowns aside #the closer I know I am to finding what is meant for me #which. i guess could NOT be a husband. but I feel like it is #it’s fine either way! because God knows what I need #but yeah #anyway I am glad replies are turned off #my musings about my (not real) romantic journeys always prompts a lot of discussion

[aaronwarner]

A deep breath moves through him like a sigh, and then he blinks as though coming out of a fog. When he looks at me again, his eyes are bright, like green glass in the sun. A man’s eyes shouldn’t be that expressive. It makes a woman forget to keep up her defenses. “Stells,” he whispers, “where have you been all my life?” A lump rises in my throat. “Drifting.” The corner of his lip quirks. “Well, stop. Don’t drift away.” “Okay.” It’s a croak of sound, my chest too tight for more. His expression twists and becomes pained. “You wouldn’t be so quick to agree if you really knew what I was thinking.”

fall (vip #3) by kristen callihan - [3/5]

#vipedit #achilleius #yinnezha #litedit #nalitedit #adultlitedit #reading-valkyrie #fall #vip series #vip #kristen callihan #ps edits #* #stella grey #jax blackwood #vipedits #i high key hope the ppl that haven't read this book and come accross this are excitedly wondering #what happens after that last sentence #EVERYONE GO read this series because of this book it is WORTH IT #i mean tbh the wholes series is worth it but THIS BOOK ugh

[bluesunsdusk]

--// I should have probably added a summary of what the omnic underground actually is rather than just more backstory... ))

#ooc #ah well #let's just go with the once sentence summary of: A decentralized underground omnic emancipation force #very deep i know #not like it's just what I wrote Null Sector as before OW2 happened and I disowned it or anything + decentralized #+ ripped off the big wartime directive and invading cities bandage I suppose which means it's more covert now #I guess it gained more chill compared to what it had before in that uh they didn't invade london that's about it it's mostly unchanged #they are still mostly focused on helping more overlooked unit models but they now are more chill with others as well #it's good to have more factions than just shambali and null sector #tbh they'll work with both to varying degrees and for different purposes #all the underground faction leaders will come together like the pirates in pirates of the Caribbean and be like ''what now?''

[wyvernne]

i get a lot of questions about how i plan fics and this is the absolute extent of it

#i’m not sure how i end up with finished fics tbh #i cut off scenes mid sentence and leave it for future me to figure out 💀 #this is what i mean when i say i write what i want lol #if i get bored i’m like ehhh anyway and just stop writing LMAO

[evanthefunky]

I aspire to write something that has dialog where people stammer and backtrack and forget words and use the wrong word and pronounce things wrong and look like fools and then try again and maybe mess up a few times before theyre actually able to say what they want to say but are loved and forgiven by the person they're speaking to and the audience btw

#i know i love watching media (movies n tv shows) but sometimes theres just a disconnect in how people talk. #and i know not everyone stammers and backtracks and makes silly sounds when their tongue moves too fast for their brains! #and i know the more takes of a scene the more money youre spending! sometimes maybe just let your actors fuck up #and then keep going!!!!! stammering is ok!!!!! its not unusual!!!! #this is the rep i need and want ok. #i have begun to stammer and backtrack a little more this year bc i realized its a thing i try and mask/cover but nah dude #people can wait for a minute while i try and figure out what im trying to say. yeah i make silly sounds when im buffering. no one has #said anything about it. #let actors stammer and backtrack and mispronounce things and say the wrong words. for me. and everyone else who does this. #yanno what i mean. #anywho #<3 #also i mean loved as in the kind of love/affection one has for a stranger #god bless the greeks #and their 7ish words for different kinds of love #fuck google docs tbh and 'oh but thats not correct grammar' im not a perfect person dumbass #'incorrect sentence structure' fuck off and go die in a hole on fucking jupiter.