#rotthoughts

[creativebrainrot]

your mandatory new expac

SHOUTOUT TO THE COMMANDER'S VOICE ACTORS, ALL MY HOMIES LOVE THE COMMANDER'S VOICE ACTORS !!!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️ ‼️‼️‼️

#guild wars 2 #rotthoughts

[the-desert-beast]

I know the intended purpose of utility items like Pumpkin Oil is that like in universe your character puts it on their weapon but look me in the eyes and tell me the commander wouldn't drink it to get the buff instead.

#rotthoughts #you know they would.

[deadbiomass]

All Stress is the Same Stress

In the midst of what may be the most stressful semester of my life thus far, I'm stuck with a thought. I've always heard that after experiencing trauma, all stress is the same in your body. Well, physiologically, all stress related stimulus is the same. Only it gets worse when your body is trained to act as if any stressful situation is either life or death. I have not gotten a single restful break this semester, something that most college students experience. Fortunately, most college students do not deal with the crushing stress of pursuing a degree while simultaneously battling with PTSD. Unfortunately, that leaves me in isolation. It's easy to say that no one understands and leave it at that. But it's not that simple, the people closest to me want to and try to understand. Somehow that only makes the loneliness worse as I try to express what I'm going through. I don't know how to say that everywhere I go, there's a face in the crowd that looks just like one of theirs. I don't know how to explain that I feel like I must succeed in order to feel like I'm worth anything because I have to prove to myself that they don't own me anymore. Somehow I feel as if failure equates to giving in to what's been done to me.

It's a never ending cycle of needing to do well in order to do well. If my mental health starts slipping, I worry that I'll never be good enough to achieve my goals because of how horrible my brain feels. Alternatively, if my grades start to slip, I stress more than I should, sending my mental health spiraling down right along side my grades.

How am I supposed to be the person I want to be if I can barely remember who I've been?

#04202022 #mental health #rotthought

[creativebrainrot]

got voice claim vids on the mind and if youre like me, you dont really watch movies or tv shows or maybe you just cant remember That One Guy with The One Voice so heres some good places to hear some voice acting happening

Fire Emblem from awakening to three houses has some voice acting in it and as a franchise, a shit ton of fucking characters. you can find support conversation videos for some voice clips. three houses is fully voiced. bonus of this franchise is voiced critical hit lines, incase ur lil guy is feral or a fighter. videos of those lines exist too.

Dragon Age has a bunch of great voices and theres companion banter videos on youtube. origins, II and inquisition all have fully voiced companions but II and Inquis have voiced MCs as well. hawke from II has three versions (blue, red, and purple) blue being the good kind lines, red being aggressive and violent, and purple being the Little Bastard Sarcastic lines. the inquisitor unfortunately doesnt have this same system, but there are multiple races in Inquistion with different VAs. Elven, Dwarven, Human or Qunari.

Elden Ring has some good voice actors and im sure theres gameplay videos of specific characters. i was able to find a video of Blaidd's quests to hear his voice, there might be more videos like that. Atleast- You can use listed VAs for elden ring as a starting point for more of their work or youtube video searching.

i think Genshin Impact has a decent VA library. Though i know the least about this one.

Critical Role has highlight videos you can watch and you can skim episodes to find a PC voice or NPC voice you might like. All players are professional voice actors and they seem to try and pick a new type of voice for each campaign they run. There's currently three campaigns available (2 completed, 3rd ongoing)

and if youre like me and listen to an ungodly amount of music you can always pick singers! find your favorite songs and flip through some interviews, you might like what you find! Or follow trails by finding a character you like and seeing what else the voice actor / actor has done. 👍

#just thought id share :) #have trouble keeping some ideas in my mind so lists like this help me #thought id maybe help you too 👍👍 #gw2 #creativelyrottedmind #voice claims #gw2treats #rotthoughts

[creativebrainrot]

This is, genuinely, one of the first times I've contemplated deleting or wiping an account in protest.

If I do, I will be more active on Bluesky and Cohost, maybe Inkblot as well.

I am, frankly disgusted by this site's decision to partner with an AI Data scraping company- especially Midjourney, in a desperate attempt to claw back any profit they can, rather then let the site continue to exist and eventually die out.

I find it absolutely baffling that this is directly after receiving backlash for the CEO's behavior towards Predestrogen. A trans woman who happens to be a sex worker who was unfairly banned. The CEO followed her onto twitter to straight up harass her, sharing her many other online handles. Disgusting behavior.

I was willing to stay on this hellsite and dig my heels in then but now I'm seriously considering wiping this blog clean, deleting my sideblogs, and only keeping an empty shell around to check in on my friends still here.

Fuck this hellsite, Fuck the CEO, Fuck the parent companies, and FUCK AI.

I have no attachment to this site as most of my friends already know me on discord and my many other social media accounts.

Would I miss the community? Yes very much so. But so many of my friends are already on Bluesky or Cohost themselves.

I have no qualms with jumping ship and I know this blog isn't "popular" so to speak but just to throw my two cents out there; Tumblr has been fucking pathetic with it's decisions in regards to to the Palestinian Genocide, Trans womens' treatment on this fucking hellsite, and now partnering with midjourney.

I am not particularly torn between leaving this site or staying until the ship sinks. I have not made a final decision.

To be clear, I find this website fucking disgusting. I don't know what I hope happens to it but I don't care to share my art here anymore. I may delete most of my own original posts here.

For now I remain, in utter contempt of the state of this site, ready to leave.

#creativelyrottedmind #rotthoughts #tumblr #fuck tumblr #fuck the ceo #fuck ai #fuck midjourney #fuck all of you. #This post may read with hopelessness but that is not the case. I have more than enough hope that Glaze & Nightshade & Watermarking your wor #can make it clear when something's been generated with AI. Can show that you despise AI. however a word of advice #Do Not Advertise Your Use of glaze or nightshade #Don't. #it puts the aim of glaze and nightshade in jeopardy. #Community and human connection will always win out I feel but only if we fight back and continue to hope and help eachother #as such i despise what tumblr has done and i am not going anywhere YET but I have my hand on the door and I am packed to leave #You can find my other accounts on bluesky cohost and pillowfort as 'creativebrainrot' #I do not give out my discord. #I may make an Inkblot account. #That's all for now. #fuck this hellsite

[creativebrainrot]

I can't access all my accounts right now being in the middle of a move, but I do have a bluesky :3

and a cohost! account.

#rotthoughts #reminder abt glaze and nightshade and ill be on this site til it dies yaddayadda but yeah

[creativebrainrot]

ive been having soooooo many gender thoughts sinc eleaveing the american south/bible belt behind like BRUH you would jot BEELIEEEVVEEEEEE HOW FUCKING STIFLING THAT GODDAMN PLACE IS i mean you WOULD cause fucking. every single southern state is not only super red right now but actively trying to kill trans people and queer people and push us back into the closet and leave us dead in the ditches with no one to speak our history and sing our songs etc but like

i saw a "hate has no place here" flag with the black lives matter symbol on it and the trans flag colors over another symbol i cant recall and almost CRIED i saw a rainbow black lives matter symbol in the window of a chinese market or resturant i dont remember and was so. heartened by it.

brother im thinking my MAJOR attachment to the "man" part of my gender was like fucking. a defense mechanism at this point cause right now im feeling even more nonbinary than ever before. i have never been a woman, but ive never felt like a man either. now, theres some fuckey alienation going on in my noggin for a variety of reasons unrelated to The Gender but like its so nice to be free of such a fucking bigoted state i actively felt unsafe there. i can actually ask myself what i want and who i am and what i want to wear or act like or sound like now. none of my goals have really changed, i still want people to see A Guy when they look at me and not some fucking. petite little lady. but the nonbinary is louder in my brain and that feels really good. i cant wait to have the resources and mental strength to seek out hrt eventually. i cant wait to be on T.

idk its nice :)

#open journal #creativelyrottedmind #rotthoughts

[creativebrainrot]

just fucken realized i had the chance to say

Hot Chingles (charr singles) In YOUR Area

and i didnt fucking say it because i thought of it AFTERWARDS

#vsartparty #rotthoughts

[creativebrainrot]

me whenever i see one of u ingame

i smell the faintest threat of containment breach

POST CANCELLED.

>:{

#gw2 #guild wars 2 #very very tempted to start whispering people i recognize #*stares at you with autistic intent* #thatd be funny i think. #but also. #i dread being annoying lol. #rotthoughts

[creativebrainrot]

im bored heres a post reminding u of my accounts idk xp yeET

- @the-desert-beast my guild wars 2 blog which is where ALL my gw2 stuff goes now 👍 original and reblogs, they dont go over here anymore

- @lunarscythe-clan my flight rising blog

- @kjk-art my art blog that i dont rlly use like i should idk just dont rlly have motivation for it since all my art is geeweetoo related and goes on thedesertbeast instead but its there and i wanna use it more xd

- an unused writing blog i dont post on and never remember the name of :)

also i have a bluesky now under creativebrainrot and im also on pillowfort, cohost! annnddd toyhouse but a lot of my stuff isnt public on TH anyway hi :3 thats all have a good day

#creativelyrottedmind #rotthoughts #i dont. do this as much as maybe i should for people who followed THIS blog for gw2 #and now only get blasted with Post That Brainedcell Activate & Hyperfixation posting

[creativebrainrot]

this picrew went around a while ago and i so desperately want to turn this little guye into an early 2000s-esque sparkledog type of snake fursona at some point

#picrew #creativelyrottedmind #rotthoughts #HES SO CUTE LOOK AT HIMB. i need to turn this lil guye into an oc at so e point isw2g

[creativebrainrot]

Life update + a thank you

On october 7th, my dad signed the contract to sell our house. The closing date is November 5th. We've been trying to sell our house since January, after our mutual abuser passed away. We've encountered nothing but road block, after road block, after road block. Some of you might remember that we were in such a dire position, I made a donation post or two, as we genuinely couldn't afford bills or food at the time. Unfortunately, all the things we wanted to use those donations for fell through; The car's repair expenses were too high, and we weren't confident that the car wouldn't just become another money sink, more debt, on our shoulders. So we spent the donated money on groceries and bills. If it weren't for this community, and for my friends, we may very well be homeless right now, instead of safe enough to sell our house. The donated money from this community and my friends was enough to safeguard us from the worst of those first three months. My dad got in contact with the neighbors and a very very generous woman has been feeding us and helping whereever else she can. We both have bikes now, because of her.

I would call this year the "objectively worst year" of my life. I've never had to genuinely consider what would happen if I went houseless. But it's not THE worst year of my life. I genuinely wouldn't have gotten through this year if not for the kindness my friends and GW2blr as a whole have shown me, so thank you. I don't know where my dad and I would be if not for all of you who spread that donation post. Thank you. I originally wanted to grab everyone's account PFP & Usernames, who reblogged or liked the donation post, but I deleted it awhile ago, and before deleting I realized how monumental the task of painting or editing a huge thank you letter like that would be. So, I hope this suffices. NOW, I can finally say, that we will be moving soon, and mean it. I'm scared, to be honest, but that's mostly because I've been in a depressive episode the past two weeks. I'll get better. This will be fun, and one of the most freeing things I've ever experienced. I know it.

To end on a high note; Thank you. Every last one of you. For the support, for the charity, for the kindness, for everything. Before November 2022, I felt so alone and unloved. I have a community now, talking to people doesn't scare me anymore. DM'ing people doesn't scare me as much anymore. I have friends now, close friends that I value a lot. And I can't wait to share the future with you, however that might be. Thank you.

#rotthoughts #creativelyrottedmind #personal #open journal #theres a few specific friends I should directly say thank you too but right now thats Too Much #so i hope that they in particular see this and know that they are part of the reason this year wasnt #as horrible as it couldve been #thank you guys #shoutout to sleidog & company you motherfuckers have been a gigantic positive impact on me #yknow what fuck it #thank you beanswithbones littlemysteryartist silvesi straywyvern #sleidog shroomlet mabaki the-dot and lynxfrost13 #ILY all platonicly you are beautiful and i am kissing you on your foreheads #yall make me laugh and feel cared about. you have no idea how important each of you is to me in ur own unique ways. #thank you #alright enough with the sappyness now. you are now obligated to think about one of my ocs fat pairs of badonkers if you read this far #my gfit to you. good bye. i will see you later when i reblog something 18 times in a row

[creativebrainrot]

very bisexual of me for my NA and EU mains to look like this

#creativelyrottedmind #gw2 #oc: maelgwyn (he/him) #oc: dawnborn daphne (she/any) #also catch me accidentally getting the BEST screenshot of gwynnie i have EVER taken #daphne is in her leveling gear because her dyes are cute #and shes not 80 yet lul #so no transmutes for her yet #ocposting #rotthoughts

[creativebrainrot]

i need more horny for men mutuals. i need more insane gay men mutuals....

#where are they hiding #i would be one if my stupid fucking macbook would quit trying to die for five seconds #rotthoughts #I WILL be one when i can paint everyday and game whenever i want again xd

[creativebrainrot]

fightin for my fuckin life out here on eu

#gw2 #oc: maelgwyn (he/any) #rotthoughts

[creativebrainrot]

i hope everyone who follows me is having a grand holiday time

if youre like me and prefer to disappear during the holidays, i am grabbing you by the scruff and affectionately placing you next to my fireplace, where i will make delicious stew and bake warm soft fluffy bread for us. its okay to not feel it this year or any year. its okay if youve never liked the holidays. and its valid to not want to hear about any of them.

may we have warm and happy, normal days this season.

#creativelyrottedmind #rotthoughts #i cant even be in my favorite discord servers right now cause it hurts too much