#i just gotta vent sometimes

[fairy-writes]

i want to create a discord server for moots and followers but am not tech savvy whatsoever…

#i wanna connect with you guys #not just a robot pumping out oneshot after oneshot #that’s all i feel rn #sorry for the mini rant #i just gotta vent sometimes #fairy talks

[hajihiko]

Don't be mad over dumb internet things. Or, if it's inevitable, share it with someone unconcerned and then laugh about it later

#Badly disguised 'vent' rushed comic lol sometimes ppl on the internet are a Lot #Vent is in quotes bc I'm not actually venting I saw drama from a distance and thought 'wow I ain't going near that' #I'm actually doing p good! Just lacking the creative juices lol I am SO busy and I gotta finish commissions first #Hajime hinata #Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #Kuzuhina #Catch the homestuck reference #An art

[angelpuns]

Leo going through the horrors but the horrors are just that he had a shitt day and no one bothered to save him any cookies :/

#vent art #uhhh ig this needs warnings #harmful stims #sometimes ya gotta bite to regulate okay #im not saying its OKAY #im just #ugh #im too tired to bother ill delete it if someone doesn't like it #having a shitty time for no reason #sorry if its illegible biut also i dont really care rn #tw bad coping mechanisms #trolls is not the bad coping mechanism #its like the ONE good one #whet william #highly reccomend rtrolls #general tw #lemme know if it needs mopre #or if i need to delete it idk #my brai is mad fuzzy rn #somehow drawing it makes it seem even more stupid in hindsight #ah wel

[zebratimw]

Spirit animal SQH

#svsss #shang qinghua #but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but #but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee #also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but #I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg #oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left #I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something #or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird #LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm #I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either #I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself #eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it... #I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up #I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa #man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong #cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk #its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment #with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig #and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down #but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀 #irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living... #just the ol regulars yknow? #and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want? #I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what? #whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate? #so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it? #that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications #and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly #man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk

[rotbtd-edits]

/vent incoming.

This . . . is Berk. A bit trampled, and busted, and covered in ice, but it's home. It's our home. Those who attacked us are relentless and crazy. But those who stopped them? Oh, even more so! We may be small in numbers, but we stand for something bigger than anything the world can pit against us. We are the voice of peace. And bit by bit, we will change this world. - Hiccup in HTTYD2

And this here kinda summarizes why I want to pretend the 3rd movie doesn't exist, because it just undid everything the first 2 movies (and tv shows) had established before :))))

"We will show the world dragons and people can co-exist, and we've been successful in defending our homes and lifestyle! No evil tyrants will bring us down! Oh what was that? An evil dude is after us again? Welp I guess we were wrong all along, time for the dragons to skedaddle into a small hiding hole then!"

:)))))))))))))))))))

/vent end.

#random ramblings #i'm sorry but i just had to vent a bit #because I REALLY just don't like the 3rd movie #for several reasons #random rantings #tag to block if someone doesnt wanna see my vents #I usually keep these to myself but sometimes you just gotta let the bottle pop :')

[fuckyeah-bears]

you know 99% of the time i get nice, totally reasonable, polite, and frequently kind asks on bearotonin. but every now and then i get some asks that just make me wanna reply snarkily so badly lmao

#the weird shit people send me #like unsolicited 'helpful suggestions' about how to run my blog better #or 'concerns' about the way i run it or some of the photos i post #and it takes a significant amount of self control not to be snarky #because i am not allowed to break brand continuity #but like #people really gotta learn that it's not cute or helpful to come into a stranger's inbox and critique/suggest they run their blog differentl #and i get that most of these (admittedly not that many but still frequent enough) asks are probably not meant to be obnoxious #like i'm sure the person who sent them doesn't have bad intentions #and probably just doesn't realize what they're doing is irritating and a basic etiquette no no #but it's still annoying #sometimes people just gotta learn to keep their opinions to themselves #not every opinion should be shared #just being clear 99.9% of the many asks i get are totally fine and nice #but because i get a fuckload of asks the 0.1% of annoying asks i get is substantial enough to get annoying and tiresome #don't mind me im just vague post venting here as a stress relief so i don't reply snarkily on bearotonin #okay im done ranting now #please ignore me lmao #Posts about bearotonin

[kakyogay]

#vent #I'm alright it just happens sometimes #also thought of drawing it cause why not #don't take this like I need everything I say to be followed up with a response #that is the last thing I want #whatever may happen I just gotta remember to stay silly and don't think because thoughts bad and unkind and unrealistic :3 #anyways I'm gonna draw sunstone or something idk #maybe even work on attacks #gbye fo now :3

[smalltimidbean]

Hey Bean, you got a little- A little something- Right there- Yeah

#oc: bean #sona tag #this was vent art bc I was in a very shit mood yesterday but I looked at it again and I decided it's cool so up it goes #sometimes you just gotta draw your sona covered in an obscene amount of blood with the implication they just beat the shit out of someone #for the catharsis #I do feel better than yesterday even tho the thing that put me in such a bad mood is still an issue #there is not much I can do about it right now unfortunately #but back to silly arts I guess! #cw tags: #blood #implied violence #eye strain #just in case bc it was pretty bright when I was drawing #but all the blood is much pinker and softer on my other screen now that I am posting but still

[thedreadvampy]

wish it was possible to Not Have Watched Something Yet on this website without getting the entire thing shown to you in GIFs before you even know it exists long enough to filter for it 💀

#red said #look man i know this is the Posting Entire Movies As Gifs website #but like. I'm on here to talk about media criticism and vent my feelings #not to have literally every plot point of a show i like but am not enthusiastic enough about to watch the moment it comes out spoiled #I'm not deeply spoiler sensitive but sometimes I'm a bit like. jesus imagine if i could find out major twists in a show by WATCHING THE SHOW #instead of Accidentally Opening Tumblr For 0.5 Seconds To Be Met By Someone Reblogging 20 Consecutive Gifsets Of The Twist #it's not like. something people are Doing Wrong. but it is annoying. #it was the same with everything everywhere all at once i almost didn't watch it bc i had seen like Every Scene on here #and that would have been a shame bc it is my very favourite film #but also i often end up watching stuff GRUMPILY SOON bc i an like 'gotta watch this before there's no new info in the show' #and i don't LIKE that actually! i want to watch things on my own terms not in a race with Tumblr gifs! #like these aren't even things I'm deeply passionate about bc those i think to avoid. just like. #sometimes there's stuff i LIKE but plan to GET AROUND TO

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the problem with not having any new fics to read bc they havent been posted yet is that when Invisible Tigers Are Hunting You, there is no distraction

#this Baseless Fear that sometimes strikes me #reminding me of my mortality and making believe it is deeply immediate despite how illogical it is #Is Getting Real Fuckin Old! #i gotta grip onto the reminder that i am Only Twenty. i have my whole life ahead of me probably. #there is Time. things will get better. someday i will Accomplish Things. #i will turn around and wish i could visit past (current) me and say It Does Get Better And You Will Not Only Exist But Live. I Love You. #but for tonight i feel very small and scared #and i am using the company of videos and stories to soothe the Invisible Tigers #i think i will.... reread some fics.... perhaps... #i havent reread stamps yet.... ill go do that #get my laughingstock crumbs #ill put on birdsong in the bg #im borrowing my friends lovely headphones. i Need some of my own. earbuds just dont do it anymore #especially since theyre noise canceling. Yummy #theyre helping immensely i think #absolutely unprompted #sorry for once again Venting on Main #i am very tired and have no other outlet <3 #its 4 am. i have to get up in 7 hours. i am still too terrified to sleep #but its okay its Fine this night will Pass #thats half the fear but all the same. there are Good Things in my future. i have hope theyre there. theyre waiting for me. #ill figure it out Ill Figure It Out. #we all will! #we'll all get there. someday before the end.

[revenantghost]

Boy I hate to whip out the block button, but man it's nice to have it when you need it

#Sometimes u gotta draw a line with negativity and scary things u know #Had a really rough day and was Shook by some things I saw and man #I would like a break ): #Just venting because I'm going insane lmao #Yadda yadda

[bunnihearted]

🍽️😔🎻

#soo blah blah need to vent again abt my health issue situation 💀 #yuh so like im so sick nd tired of whats going on. nd not being able to just eat whatever i feel like whenever #it's emotionall draining tbh. im always thinking abt what i could maybe try nd im always like ohh gotta make sure the portion is small etc #it's annoying me sm bc i can def feel the effects of me not getting the right nd enough nutrients nd vitamins etc etc #i get dizzy nd my vision is hazy sometimes. nd im like forgetful bc the other the when i walked home i kept getting lost nd had to walk back #nd forth several times nd i was like ?!?!? what?! i've lived here for 25yrs nd now i just cannot for the life of me rmbr the way #also i am so weak in my body. like carrying even a small amound or books nd groceries nd walking for 30min makes me exhausted #my legs are actually shaking when i get back home nd every step feels like im walking in cement #plus i just wanna be able to go to the gym nd build muscle. but if i dont get enough protein in me i cant build muscles T-T #what else... yeah also i do miss food bc of comfort. like my coffee + chcolate everyday makes me genuinely happy lmao #but i just want the food situation to be normal bc even w veggies im like oh no that is too gas building that is too hard to digest etc etc #it's mentally gruelling to not know how tf to get all the important nutrients!! i def have several deficiences lmao :(( #im so over it. but theres nothing i can do. i wish i could just not think abt it 24/7 tho #also. im the thinnest i've ever been BUT. i am constantly bloated so i look fkn pregnant. so i cant even enjoy looking the skinnier

[lilybug-02]

1 am type things...

Man i'm always second guessing my Deltarune comic. I love it to death, but sometimes I think about how its gonna end... and then I swish it in my brain like water and it slightly changes. And then there's the prospect of Chapter 3 and whatever definitely coming out before I finish... and then I think about if i actually like Deltarune at all for some reason??? and then i think about how odd my art has changed over the course of it. and then i think what I'm gonna do after i finish... because I've been doing this stupid comic way OVER a year.

....But i'm not giving up on it. That I know...

Okay im gonna go pass out now

#bread #deltarune chara timeline #vent #talking about feelings #i would maybe draw these feelings but im way too tuckered out for that #sometimes you just gotta type #sorry u guys are my comic venting blog now -w-

[poems-of-a-lover]

i want a dude to love me as a guy, not as a trans guy. does this makes sense.

#ugh. whatever. #i need to just. i wish i was cis so bad. #seeing cis gay guys on screen being in love is! so! so upsetting sometimes! i want t4t mlm to be more normal in media! pls! #i dont wanna keep feeling awful bc i keep seeing cis dudes on screen and wishing that was me #ugh. ugh. #i gotta stop talking i gotta stop doing this to myself im gonna ruin myself like this #kinda vent ig???

[agerefandom]

little work/sick complaint post :(

ughhh my boss is doing this thing where she can't directly tell me that I'm not allowed to call in sick but she's just making sure I'm Very Aware of how inconvenient it is and how she "knows that it's not fun but no one else can do it" and I'm like dude I am so sick I can't do it and it would be so irresponsible for me to go to my front desk job with covid even if i'm wearing a mask and I know I'll do it in a couple days because I need the money but I feel bad about it and I wish she wasn't asking me to and I literally don't think I'm safe to drive with this fever??

I feel silly for the amount of rage this is causing me but also I don't think I'm wrong to feel angry??

#vent post #tw illness #covid mention #gotta be grumpy sometimes #i just need a lil anger validation

[rexscanonwife]

I listen to a fleetwood mac song holding back tears and then 10 minutes later I'm cry LAUGHING at a tiktok compilation of someone's friend farting in their sleep 😂😂

#jane journals #silly #the duality of man #and no this is not a vent!! im fine i prommy #sometimes fleetwood mac just HITS you know?? #any of yall heard that one live version of silver spring ; w ; #oh also shrek has been on in the bg bcs the adhd is strong tonight #i gotta go bed bro #gotta get up earlies for work