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sorry but I've gotta go on a pro-Jeff Blim rant rq. First of all, I freaking ADORE his falsetto/head voice. I think it sounds awesome and it impresses me everytime. Second of all, Tied up my Heart is my favourite TGWDLM and Monster and Men is my favourite BF song! Also, General MacNamara is my favourite Hatchetfield character! I even like Sam Sweetly a little bit. I feel like people hate on Jeff's solo songs a lot but like....y'all just cant handle extreme talent staring you right in the face /lh
On the real though, I have NO idea why people hate Tied Up My Heart sm. It's the first song that I heard from TGWDLM, and it's been my favourite ever since!
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goldenlol · 2 months
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Hey, sorry, what is wrong with darkmilk as a ship name? Is it just that chocomilk sounds better to you? /genq /lh
Like, yes, I can see how it sounds cuter, but, with a large majority of people tagging choccy milk and choco milk memes and such makes it a hassle to find what one is actually looking for. I mean, darkmilk also has that trouble with the actual existing chocolate, but, I feel like fewer people are posting about the chocolate itself compared to choco milk. Still a pain to look for because people post A LOT about selling the chocolate and such. (Instagram's got it the worst.)
I'm just a little confused about why you dislike it so much, that's all. Hope nothing came out as aggressive.
Oh dw, but yea I just think chocomilk sounds better than darkmilk, cmon guys, they make chocolatemilk.. 😔
(you kinda lost me at the end)
ykw let me go on a rant rq cause ,, but what I hate is whenever people say negative things about chocomilk and then tag it.. like no one wants to see you complaining bro I promise you that, and since darkmilk is the more popular ship name, it’s all I see. Sm hate it and I hate seeing all the damn negative things people gotta say about it
Also people who see them as “father and son” ... why? I actually don’t wanna know but how do you see this and think “yea that’s father n son” like,, alr. Just like how y’all are saying it about elderlily, like that doesn’t even need to be romantic but it is not father daughter!! Ty.
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sunseed-leaf · 11 months
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Do you ever just wanna make fanart for other people on here but then just start panicking-
aaaa please help :’)
..imma ramble rq, you don’t gotta keep reading if not interested
so i get inspired by many people, hell this blog wouldn’t be active if it weren’t for pikmin tumblr’s existence inspiring me to post my own pikmin art (again)
I love reading pikmin fanfiction! i love looking at the fanart! i love learning about all the AUs out there!..
But when i wanna make fanart for other people’s pikmin related stuff... i just get scared? like, i get all nervous and scared that they won’t like it or worried about what they might think about me-
Especially if they mentioned liking my stuff in the past or hell even followed me! like, aAAAA am i allowed to do this?????? i mean??? AA?? i don’t think i know the people here enough that they would like, idk. not think of it in the wrong way when i make art for them..
guess this is just my usual overthinking but i kinda got a feeling that i haven’t been here long enough for all of this, but i still wanna draw art of other people’s characters but i feel i need permission to do so, what do you think? ;v;
...im scared to post this lil rant alone.. aha.. well, here goes nothing!
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sailor-aviator · 5 months
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just saw Anyone But You and damn… Glen Powell pulls me back in. he’s too fine and it’s honestly unfair that we cannot be together. just needed to rant about that rq lol
Glenyth Powelltrow strikes again.
Y’all keep sending me these asks which are making me think I gotta go see the damn movie and I cannot stress enough how much I don’t want to 😭😭😭
*sighs and pulls up the Regal app*
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kiiboslostahoge · 2 years
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Cruelty
Summary: Killua bullies Gon, Alluka is confused, and Nanika betrays Killua, but not in the way you'd think.
Idk why i did this I just- I love Nanika/Alluka, and she's so underrated, and- I promise I'll write a Genshin rq soon, but just...
Lemme fangirl a bit, m'kay?
Warnings: Tickling, Killua and Gon hug in a scene,, Gon simps for nachos/j, but no cusses in sight bc Killua is a good big brother and Alluka, Nanika, and Gon are baby <3
Killua and Alluka had just returned from an incredibly long shopping spree. Wayy too long, if you asked Gon. Although he had to admit, they'd made good use of their time.
The floor was littered with bags containing almost everything the mall had to offer, from chocolate to clothes to crest toothpaste(Alluka had begun to fear for her brother's oral hygiene). The warm, cheesy nachos had really gotten Gon's attention, as he took a second to admire how appealing they looked with the perfect ratio of toppings to chips and cheddar spreaded all over.
Really, those nachos were quite the beauty, with the perfect spread and selection of toppings ensuring that the flavors could be delivered properly through the immense, flavorful cheese and perfectly textured chips, and really, those were beautiful over-
*Click!*
"Wow," Killua giggled, holding up his smartphone, "You really managed to make me look all lame and normal. How the heck does your mouth make bubble-bath foam?" Gon took a look at the smartphone, and to no one's surprise, there was a picture of him drooling at the mouth.
Wait, what??? He was drooling? The bubble bath foam was real? No way! Killua had just photoshopped it! It wasn't exactly like his best/boyfriend needed a reason to get blackmail on people, and he knew by now that even he got the same, cruel treatment! So yeah, apparently someone was surprised by the picture. At lease he knew it was just made up by Killua to find entertainment.
"Don't be mean to Gon, Big brother! I'm sure you're used to bubble-bath foam by now," Alluka mock-glared, confirming that he did drool bubble-bath foam.
No, he justified, maybe Nanika's started calling Killua big brother. She's probably in on his Photoshop gig. Whatever, at least Nanika and Alluka are standing up for me.
"Yeah Killua! Listen to your sister! Or is it sisters? Is Nanika gender-neutral? Oh no, have I been misgendering Nanika? No, someone would've corrected me. But... Have I been misgendering Kite? What is Kite's gender? What is gender and why do we care? Why do we care about anything political? Why can't we just- "
*Flick!*
"Owww... KILLUA!" Gon groaned as he rubbed the now sensitive skin on his forehead.
"Your fault for being stupid, you know! Kite and Nanika can both kick your butts, they'll have no problem telling you what they want you to call them!" Gon expected Killua's mini-rant to end there, but it did not.
"Though I've gotta admit, I'm kinda impressed. As stupid as your rant was, I got to know your vocabulary actually has words with four or more syllables! Wait, do you even know what syllables means?"
"Hmph, well..." The Hunter-Hunter paused for a second, steam coming out of his brain, "At least I can insult people without calling them old or stupid!"
"Says the idiot of a goody-two shoes using 'fiddlesticks' like it's the latest technology in insults!"
"Yeah, I'm a goody-two shoes! I'm such a goody-two shoes that I can't even maul my friends over some plain old choco-robos!"
"Take back what you said about choco-robo kun."
"It's just choco- Ah! K-Killua!" Gon felt Killua's weight on his torso. He tried to push his friend, now his boyfriend, off only to feel an iron grip on his hands.
Damnit, he's just too strong!
"I said, take it back. Or else," The ex-assassin threatened.
"Or else what?"
"Well, Gon, remember what happened this morning?" His best friend(boyfriend) soundded wayy too innocent. Killua was almost always smug, not innocent! Killua usually sounded about as innocent as a cat. Probably because deep down, he was one.
"Yeah I do, what ab- Wait, wait, Killua! Y-You already got revehenge fohor thahat!"
"I think my revenge wasn't good enough. I want some more."
"Hehey, wahahit aha sehecohond!"
"Wow," the Silver-haired (Gon said the hair was grey once, and he still remembered the screeching about color theory after that) teen snickered, "You're really an idiot, you know. I'm not even touching you yet and you're already giggling! Are you hallucinating my hands? The answer doesn't matter, of course, 'cause I'm about to make 'em real!"
Neither of them noticed Alluka's confused mumbling to Nanika.
"B-But, I ohonly dihid it for t-two- AHCK! Wahahait!"
"Hmm," Killua faked consideration, "Nah."
Alluka's confused mumbles increased.
"N-Nohot thehere!" He giggled, noticing Killua's hands moving inwards from his sides to his stomach.
"Gon, you're so delusional it's hilarious," He sharpened his nails ever-so-slightly and scribbled all over Gon's stomach, "See? You're even laughing at yourself!"
"NOHO FAHAIR! YOHOU NEHEVER DOHO THIHIS KIHIND OHOF STUHUFF!"
"Guys?" Alluka's confused rambles came to a halt, as she pouted, "What're you doing? I asked Nanika and she told me she was sure it wasn't dangerous, but I know she was lying!"
"Huh? Alluka, what're you- Oh. Alluka," Killua's tone shifted from confused to weirdly compassionate.
His (boy)friend got off of him and sat down beside Alluka, eyes abnormally full of compassion. Gon was confused for a second, then remembered:
Ohh...
He wanted to murder the Zoldycks. It would be cruel and careless, just like the way they treated their children. Screw the Zoldycks, minus Killua and Alluka. Screw their heads with a rusted nail.
"Alluka, it's not our training, I promise."
"It's really not? B-But, Gon's laughing wildly and begging you to not do things, j-just like..."
"That's just formality. He gets me and I get him, and neither of us feel uncomfortable afterwards. It's not like Aniki's punishments, I promise."
"Then, what are you doing to him?" The worry in Alluka's eyes had faded, but not the confusion.
"Hmm," Killua paused for a moment, seemingly conflicted, "Could you give me your hand?"
Alluka reluctantly agreed, handing over her palm. Her older brother ran a finger over it, causing her to raise an eyebrow.
"Nothing's happening, Big Brother. Did you lie to me?"
"Huh?" Killua honest-to-god shrieked, "Y-You aren't- Not even one bit?"
"Aren't what even one bit?" Poor Alluka was ignored by her older brother.
"How..." Killua grumbled, "I'm the only one in the family. Not even Kalluto!"
"... Gon, please tell me what Big Brother is talking about."
"Tickling."
"What's that?"
"Why don't you try running your finger down Killua's back?" Gon barely restrained himself from snickering.
Meanwhile, said Bestfriend/Boyfriend had finally caught on to the conversation and jumped back, grinning. Alluka, bless her poor heart, was looking from Killua to Gon with an incredible amount of confusion.
"Heh, It's not gonna be that easy, Gon. Not everyone's as much of a pushover as you."
"Killua! Just because you always get me doesn't mean I'm a pushover! It just means that you're way too strong!"
"I think it means both of those things," Killua grinned.
For the first time that day, Nanika spoke up.
"Gon, Killua's ears are really sensitive."
"Really? Score!" The green-haired hunter tried to reach his friend, who was now sitting on top of the refrigerator.
"If you want to make him stop talking, frequencies of above 50k hertz are really irritating and something only he ca- Oh. I guess that works as well."
"Nanika!" Killua mock-gasped, "How could you?"
"Sorry, Killua," Nanika actually sounded somewhat sorry, "But poor Gon won't stand a chance without help. What you were doing was like taking candy from a baby! He'll lose all his dignity and want to bury himself in a hole just like poor Mr. Leorio!"
"I'm not a bully! Gon and Leorio both deserve it for always saying embarrassing things!"
"Killua," The slightly older boy has to interrupt at this point, "As awesome as you are, the last few words I said made you blush."
"Because it's embarrassing, idiot!"
"But why?"
"Because it's not true! Why else?"
"B-But, it is true!"
"Is not! Just because I stopped killing people doesn't mean I never did!" His best fri- boyfriend spat out.
"Yeah, but you're still an awesome person!"
Meanwhile, Nanika remained on control purely put of mercy for her poor twin, who was already confused by the concepts of tickling and play-fighting.
"No I'm not! If I'm a good person, then so are the bombers! By your standards, even Piggy's a good person!"
"But you are a good person! You killed because you had to, while everyone else killed because they wanted to! The Bombers just wanted to win the game, and your Otaku brother just wants money!"
"So? I bet I've killed more than all of them combined!"
"Killua," The shadow-faced twin interrupted worriedly, "Alluka and I killed more people than you. Does that make us bad people?"
"No, it doesn't," Killua's voice instantly softened, "You were both bound by rules. If anything, you're the victims of all of the nasty people taking advantage of you."
"Okay, Killua," Nanika seemed reassured, but then she thought for a moment, "But, didn't Kikyo and Silva ask Illumi to make you do it?"
"I could've resisted way earlier than I did," he scoffed.
Gon just wanted to make this conversation end. Killua was too cool to feel this way about himself, after all. The ex-assassin had spared Ikalgo and protected him when he'd lost his Nen and saved him from the aftermath of the Nen contract and saved Zushi from those buttholes trying to pick on him and wayy more! He also wanted revenge. Wait...
That was what had gotten them in this position in the first place! Had he really gotten distracted from his quest to enact vengeance and end up with Killua thinking he wasn't awesome? He had an idea that'd help him get both. As much of his pride as he'd have to sacrifice by cheating in their fights, it didn't matter. Not in comparison to Killua's self-esteem and his need for vengeance after being bullied by his new boyfriend.
"Killua, if we're gonna talk about all of this deep stuff, can't you get off of the fridge? It feels kinda weird talking about morals and their meanings with someone sitting on a fridge."
"Oh," Said boy had apparently just remembered he was still sitting on the fridge, "Sorry. No clue why I was sitting there, the chocolate's all inside the refrigerator!"
Killua jumped off and Gon tried his best to hide his inner smugness.
Perfect.
"So, Gon, what 'morals' were you talking abo-HEY!" The Silver-haired boy found himself pinned to the floor.
"Yeah, that was actually just a trick to get you off of the fridge. Sorry," He wasn't sorry, not one bit. This was all well-deserved.
"B-But, why?" Killua paused in thought for a moment, before finally coming to a realization, "Oh."
He was expecting Killua to be angry, but instead, he got a completely different response!
"I've got to admit, you won this round. But that doesn't mean you'll win the Match," Just as his partner for a few days said that, abnormally large muscles pushed him off, only to freeze in place. Killua stared confusedly for a second, only for Nanika to speak up, holding up her arm to reveal a shadow. Said shadow extended all the way to Killua's arms, effectively rendering them useless.
"Sorry, but Gon does have a point. You keep bullying him and you never let him get you back. You even took a picture of him drooling over nachos!"
"But, How did you..."
"Alluka and I talked long enough for her to accept three requests. Her wish was for me to do anything I wanted that was simple enough to keep the requests at level 1," Instead of an innocent Nanika-like expression, she made a cat-face like Killua's.
Gon felt a chill down his spine as a vision of a male Killua and a female Killua hunched protectively over two stashes of choco-robos filled his mind(Yes, they both had cat-ears and tails).
"Hmph. Go ahead," Killua activated his electrokinesis, sticking his tongue out.
"I've grown used to the feeling, so it won't tickle. You haven't. So, how do you plan on getting me now?"
"I've noticed that your electricity functions differently from actual electricity. Due to your Nen, it isn't affected by regular water! Otherwise, your sweat would've killed you off."
"Yeah, and how's that gonna- Gon, Don't you da- AHAHA GOHON, THAHAT TIHIHICKLES!"
"Now you know how it feels, Killua," he got his tongue off of the ex-assassin's ribs just to stick it out.
Truth be told, Gon wasn't going to be using his tongue. That was just too unfair. Instead, he just wanted Killua to loosen up on his electrokinesis. Considering the lack of electricity of his (boy)friend's skin, it was working.
He quickly moved to run his left index finger over the albino's ear before bringing it and his right hand down to Killua's stomach.
"Eep- Gohon!"
"Yeah?"
"Dohon't!"
"I already told you, you need to know how it feels!" Gon said, narrowly dodging a kick from his friend.
"Noho Ihi dohon't!"
"Why?"
"Behecahauhuse- uhuh, Yohou stahartehed ihit!"
"Ehh? This time you started it!" Because Killua's untrue words made Gon angry, he decided to flutter his fingers over his friend's ribs. It worked everytime and he came up with the idea himself, because he was just really smart like that.
"Ihi wohohuldn't knohow whahat ihit mehehant ihif ihit wahasn't fohor yahoo! Soho yohou staharted ahall ohof thihis- AHAH GOHON! IHIT TIHICKLES!" Gon was unable to stand the fact that his boyfriend was right, and therefore decided to just give Killua a raspberry to the ribs to shut him up. It always came with the bonus of hearing his angelic laughter, too! Besides, he'd had his fill of vengeance for now anyways.
"Yeah, well, I don't wanna hear you pretend you aren't awesome either, Killua!"
Just like that, Killua's blush spread all the way down to his neck, as his embarrassment allowed him to do nothing but groan while desperately trying to hide his face from Gon. Feeling bad, the amber-eyed boy decided to pause the tickling for a bit.
"Killua, are you alright?"
Nothing, just a weird muffled sound. 'Sutopmdiut', what did that mean anyway?
"What did you say? And... now that I think about it," Gon paused his own statement, "Woahhh, your face is even redder up close!"
Killua groaned, "I said, Shut up, idiot. What was the point of that anyways? You already got me back."
"Well, you're too awesome to feel bad about yourself, Killua! So," Gon did some puppy eyes and a pout to make Killua listen to his next words, "Stop pretending that you aren't awesome, please!"
"I-I'm really n-not all that spec- Mph! Gon!" The hunter-hunter took the chance to hug his new boyfriend.
"You're really special, Killua! And you're so cool, and smart, and strong and-"
Gon felt Killua's arms wrap around his own shoulders, despite their immobilized state. Killua just stared confusedly at Nanika, who just grinned and held up her own smartphone.
"Aww, you two look sooo cute together!" She gushed, "But, I've gotta say: You're both so competitive! Was godspeed really necessary for a tickle fight?"
"Oh, You don't know the half of it," Killua said, "One time, I edited a Wikipedia page to win an argument with Gon that I was wrong about."
"Oh, come on!"
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thegenderfluidace · 6 months
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hi starshine! how're you doing?
I gotta rant about a manga I was reading rq
so, the manga is called The Gender of Mona Lisa
and it plays in a world where everyone starts without gender and then chooses between male and female when they're 12
but the main character, Hinase, still hasn't chosen even tho they're 17, but they're relatively comfortable just living without a gender
kinda like that concept, but then they make Hinase choose
I haven't read the whole manga yet, but I saw that there's 2 endings, one where Hinase becomes a girl and one where Hinase becomes a boy
and it just makes my enby heart very sad
ahem, anyways
what are you up to?
Hi sweet tea
:0
Can’t believe they won’t just let em be enby smh
Let em be gender
Embrace mushroom and have like 20,000+ genders
Should’ve started a gender uprising, screw the binary
Literally just about to go into work .-.
I very much don’t wanna tho T^T
Long shift so I have a lunch but I didn’t pack anything cause brain said nah so I’ve either gotta go out into the mall to get something or just not eat…… I think I’ll choose the second option
I don’t wanna go out into the world and exist
That just makes me tired, which I already am because I kept waking up
Ughhhhabhdjsjdjdj, mkay I really gotta go into work now :/
Would love to hear about your day and all that still tho just can’t reply cause w o r k
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arandomaquarius · 8 months
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ADHD Rant rq
Gotta love that everyone hates me when I’m off my meds but my meds make me feel like shit but the dosage isn’t even strong enough but I can’t have a higher dose cuz my body can’t handle it but I have no coping mechanisms without my meds but they make me feel nauseous all the time no matter what and they cause more problems than they’re worth but my mom micromanages my medication so I have to take it because I’m the responsible one of my family and I have to be “normal” but I’m not FUCKING NORMAL and it’s like I can’t complain at all because everyone has it worse or I bring down the mood and no one wants me to be sad so I can’t be upset but I hate that I live in a world where my disability isn’t taken as seriously as others and no one will listen to the fact that like people with autism think differently I think differently and people are telling me that if I don’t want to do something I don’t have to do that something but everything inside me is telling me that if I don’t do the thing that something bad will happen but idk what and-
I JUST WANT TO STOP FEELING AWFUL EVERY DAY. I WANT TO DECIDE HOW TO MANAGE MY ADHD. I WANT PEOPLE TO NOT HATE ME FOR BEING ME. I WANT MY ADHD TO NOT BE SO BAD FOR EVERYONE. I WANT TO NOT HAVE TO BE “NORMAL”
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amer-trash · 8 months
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He’s so cute omfg 😭🤭💕
I just wanted to rant for a little bit but like before that:
Guys- I got me a boyfriend 😭😋👍
I haven’t talked about him on here and it was actually like a kinda whole thing but like I just wanted to rant about him rq cause he was hella cute today 😭
So we’re kinda like long distance kinda thing (I won’t get into it lol) but like basically we haven’t seen each other in a while and he’s gonna come to my volleyball game so we’re both kinda excited cause we’ll see each other after so long
and he was just so impatient about waiting 2 days to see me 😭 and it was so cute cause he was like admitting he was hella impatient too
anyways he’s just a cute adorable sweetheart and I posted a story of like a photo dump of me in makeup and like doing my hair and he kept on replying to it hella cute 🤭
he literally makes my heart melt, like dude really makes me feel like a little girl (I fr be kicking my feet back and forth when we message and like my face hurts from smiling so much 😋🤭🤭)
But that was it 😋 just wanted to rant about my little cutie cause I gotta tell someone abt him :)))
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cayatelynn · 3 years
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my friends and I have been pretty pissed at ‘acquaintances’ of ours because they 1. hosted a holloween party in their cramped college apartment 2. invited MANY people 3. made a halloween party flyer and posted everything on social media and 4. one of the people who went KNEW they were positive for COVID and went anyway, making someone else go positive and exposing many more people
they’re currently being investigated and it’s so funny because they’re adamantly refusing to apologize or even acknowledge they made a mistake, and have instead cut off and alienated the people who they think reported them (which good for them, they should have reported) and they have been acting like the victims on twitter specifically and last night I just HAD IT and commented on her recent victim post and her sister tried to come at me with a very bad argument that pretty much stated they did in fact throw a party so they had to remove it and they both blocked me and the picture of the aftermath is just SO DAMN FUNNY
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helsaiwa · 4 years
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//Hello! I was just curious to ask if you rp with OC's? if not I fully understand uwu but I was just curious!
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           aggressively bursts through the door OCS YOU SAY???? OCS?!?!?!?! listen pls throw me oc bbies i love ocs with my whole entire heart. 75% of my blogs on tumblr has been ocs I LOVE THEM !!!! as long as there is some general info abt them and such I will absolutely write with ocs :>
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cardshcrp · 5 years
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aritamargarita · 4 years
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ATTITUDE || 004
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hello! you have arrived back to attitude. i swear i have so much fun writing them because i have had a crush on so many. man i swear this whole roster is just a group of dorks….
i like to think at times that the style [name] has is really 2000’s esque but this is reader/you we talking about so this is all to YOUR imagination. as always i want you to be immersed.
lemme stop before i rant...enjoy lmao. (•̀ᴗ•́)و
will be updating the cover thingy with a new graphic!
more rq’s on the way as always. a bitch is just tired good lord it’s 6 am
this only ends lowkey short because im tired as hell..
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You thanked the doctor for his help. He reminded you to take it easy, and don’t overdo it when you’re involved in matches. Or else, you’d re-injure your nose and be out of commission for quite a while.You didn’t want that as the Invasion was at its peak.
Exiting and heading towards your locker room to prepare for the very next match of the night. Jeff Hardy & X-Pac vs. RVD & Kidman. You’d have to change clothes as your old attire was stained. You wondered how you’d do your hair this time.
To be frank, you were kinda tired of intervening.
Of course, you had run into Jeff again on the way back. And before you could go your separate ways (after you spouted apologies left and right..), he spoke up.
“Oh, hey. [Name], right?” He asks to confirm, and you nod.
“Yes. Are you ready for tonight?” You ask, giving a small smile. He seemed to have relaxed a little.
“Yeah. I’m glad I ran into ya’, actually.” He says. “I wanted to know if you wanted to do this spot?”
You become more curious now. Crossing your arms, you looked at him. “And that is….?”
“It’s nothing much, I just want you to kinda...” He pauses, but then continued. “Can you pull me off the top rope? Nothin’ too hard.”
You blink. You were truly anticipating something more. Was that all he had in mind or did he just slightly underestimate you..?
“Yes. I can do that.” You agree, nodding your head. “Gotta get going. As you must know, I kinda got messed up.” You coyly smile, and Jeff returns it. You two give your goodbyes and you head toward your locker room.
SMACK!DOWN; 8:45 PM
In front of you, you noticed two blonde men who were up in arms about something you couldn’t care less about. Something about an angle? They were in your way, actually. Then again, you could’ve sworn you heard the faint sounds of a kazoo. The two bantered back and forth before noticing you try to weave out of there.
“Hey, hold on, ma’am, ma’am.” One man stopped you, and your eye twitched in agitation. “No worries, after the show we’ll most definitely give you an autograph. We know you’re one of our loyal fans.”
In confusion, you looked at him. “No, hold on, I—” You were interrupted by the other wearing goggles.
“Yeah. I’m sure it’d be an honor to have something signed by yours truly, Christian. You see this, Edge? She’s totally digging us!”
In complete irritation, you sigh. “Do I know you guys?” You ask, eyeing the both of them. You’ve never seen them around before, and you damn sure weren’t taking their autograph. At any other moment this would have been funny to you, and you would have laughed it off, but you had places to be! Hopefully, they weren’t purposefully trying to waste your time.
Christian shook his head in dismay. “Hey, I think we’ve got a hater here.”
The ‘Edge’ guy went into thought. “No, no...wait a second man,” He held out an arm in front of Christian, seemingly holding him back. “That’s that [Name] chick. The one’s who nose got whacked.”
“Seriously? She looks pretty tiny.” He replies, and you think the both of them forgot about you right in front of them quickly. Also, you weren’t tiny! You were supposedly at an average height….what a low blow.
You completely facepalm. These two were acting just like clowns. But you really couldn’t be mad for too long, they must have been goofy in nature. You couldn’t really fight the small smile off your face.
There was something you’ve also noticed lately. It was like blondes were swarming you from left to right, it was crazy. From Stacy, to Jericho, to Torrie, to Trish, and now them? Not only that, but it was like you were a magnet for everyone in general. People were really interested in you. What kind of fuckery is this?! At the end of the day, you were simply just being you.
You hadn’t realized that you were staring off into space until Edge noticed you were.
“You alright? Looks like you just saw a ghost or something.” He asked concerned, and gave a look to Christian, who returned the same amount of concern.
“Never better.” You waved them off. “Sorry if I came off a little rude. The rumors are true. I’m [Name], and my nose did get whacked.” You inform. “Nice to meet you two. I’m actually from WCW, so it’s probably not wise to talk to me.” You joke, and of course, they had a laugh at what you said.
Because you all were behind the scenes, you chatted about the show among various other things. You had more matches to run in on possibly, and yet you had a change of heart. The two were truly hilarious, and you could spare a couple minutes for them. It was a little inconvenient and annoying for you because you really wanted to sit down for a minute and possibly talk more.
You had slowly begun to enjoy this, and you really didn’t have any more doubts about coming into this company. It was like a wildcard inside a grab bag. You never know what you’ll get.
“Know what?” Edge says, and you look at him. “Maybe if you ever sign with the WWF, you could help us out. Slide us some chairs.”
You didn’t object to that idea, giving a small smile. Having a good stable on your back would be wonderful. “Do you know what? I think I’d like that.” This would just boost the ego you didn’t have yet.
After you parted and left, they stopped you.
....They gave you your very own kazoo as a ‘goodbye’ gift.
You sorta hope you would see them again.
SMACK!DOWN; 9:00PM
Changing into your fresh set of new clothes, you checked over yourself in the mirror, turning around and making sure that all was good.
“Wow! From bloody nose to looking good!” A voice chimes. You turn around to see Stacy once more, a grin on her face. “You look...better.” She complimented.
Giving a solemn nod, you smile back. “Thank you.”
Stacy came over and you thought she was going to hug you, but instead she fixed her hair.
Classic Stacy. You gave a small giggle.
“I’ll catch up with you later, Ms. Keibler.” You joke and head out.
The match went on and boiled on. You quickly ran down the ramp just in time. Jeff was setting up for his iconic Swanton Bomb, but you yanked his leg down causing him to miss Kidman completely as he was off of his game. The crowd was filled with a ‘OooOo…’ in disbelief and concern for the superstar who had hit the mat hard.
It let Rob hit his Five Star on him, and all the while you walked around the ring clapping with a smile on your face. Crowd wasn’t too happy with you either..
As soon as X-Pac was distracted, Kidman hit a deadly move, securing the pinfall and winning the match.
You didn’t get in the ring, but you jumped in place, clapping even more and heading backstage again.
Things like this filled you with so much adrenaline.
SMACK!DOWN; 9:12PM
You packed all of your stuff up. It was time to head back to the hotel. You were super duper tired from the card of today. So damn sluggish.
Least you were filled in that you were in actuality, done for the night. You’d cry if you had anymore matches.
Torrie had offered to take you back. You were sharing hotel rooms anyhow. It was sweet of her to do so.
“Hey.” A voice calls, and you twirl on your heel to see…
Him.
Chris Jericho, again.
“It’s like you’re following me or something,” You smugly say. “What do you want now?”
You just had to find something to dislike about him. His face was stupid. His ponytail was stupid. He’s just stupid.
“I’m kinda shocked you don’t really remember me.” He simply says.
“Remember? Huh?” You ask. This time, Jericho was the one smiling.
“I was in WCW too, you know.” He says, and you shifted your bag, curiously piqued. Maybe that’s why his name was quite familiar.
“Really now? How come I’ve never really heard of you?”
“I’m sure we were in different time frames. Sort of.” He shrugged. You might’ve needed to look into this more.
He still irritated you though.
“Right. Well—“ You were interrupted by a woman’s voice.
“Hey! [Name], I’m ready to go now.” It was Torrie, also known as your saving grace.
You slowly smile towards Jericho. “Nice speaking to you, goodbye.”
He waved. “Bye, [Name].”
Later on, Torrie parked in the parking lot of the hotel. On the way back, you two stopped for food at a late night restaurant, and you were pretty sure that woman wouldn’t let you get sleep unless you did cheesy sleepover stuff together. She was pretty traditional like that. She knew how to give you your space though and waited until you agreed tiredly.
Swiping the room card, you politely held open the door for her. She entered in and you closed it, setting the lock.
At an impossible speed, you dashed to your bed, landing face first in the cool sheets.
You were exhausted. But you were right, Torrie would probably not let up. “What do you have for me?” You suddenly say.
“I know you’re pretty tired.” Torrie says, settling in her own bed. “So...I’m gonna let you rest, but tomorrow we have a lot to do.”
“I’m sure. Goodnight.” You say, piling up covers over you.
“Have a good rest.~”
Tomorrow would officially be a new day.
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tylerwritez · 3 years
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Tuesday, june 22 2021
I've noticed I'm getting "the shiverys" or "the twitchy" a lot today. Like every time I FEEL something I take a moment to violently tic.... every time I think about certain things I tic.... good things, bad things, things from an hour ago and things from years ago. Tic, tic, tic.
Also, I have... some stuff to explain. Its really no big deal, but you know me: I'll freak out about it anyway. Basically I dissed my friend (rightfully so) around the time that we had just met cos they did something that threw me off.
He saw it in my phone... NOW. it's not RELEVANT anymore and I've since redacted that criticism...and now I gotta explain it to him anwyays. Oh well. I'm good at this stuff. I can get myself outta any situation. I dont even know why I'm talking like this tho... it's not a "Situation" it's just smthn I gotta explain rq.
Oh, today's song recommendation is Spirit Crusher by Death. I'm a huge Death fan...
Also! I gotta study... for my replacement exam. How stressful. Its about photosynthesis, but like, it's not simple. We went DEEP inside those fucking leaves.
One sec, lemme hook up my IV tube
Not an ACTUAL IV tube... just my headphones. But since I'm so #emo, it might as well be a fucking IV tube with the way that I cant live without it.
Its 3:08 and I'm walking home now. I was upset last night but me and Star have made up now lol... it was thAt easy. I'm so defective, making shit hard when it doesnt need to be.
It's so hot out damn. Idk. I had school today, so I had Bio class... I ACTUALLY PAID ATTENTION for once. I had lunch with Star and her friend group, and I honestly kinda feel like they're MY friends now too, even just a little bit.
Actually, I used to rant about feeling lonely like all the time but now I have so many friends it's crazy they all keep inviting me places and it's like people WANT ME AROUND... idk. It makes me happy.
Today I gotta ask if tommroow after school I can go to Bee's house to watch Supernatural (famous homoerotic ghost show)
I should also add songs to Erin's spotify playlist for our picnic saturday which I still need permission to go to.
I gotta ask for Wednesday after school to watch Insidious with Jay  which is apparently really good
Also hes the friend that I gotta explain stuff to... the DrAmA... the ThEaTrE....
Update my dad said yes to hanging out with Bee but first I'm gonna miss school to fix my broken brackets on my braces
Also turns out the house I THOUGHT we were moving into has substantial damage from shifting so... we aRENT moving there.
In case you didn't know, shifting is when like the house that's been built literally SHIFTS like it moves around.
Anwyays Jay just texted me... I'm gonna change into shorts since it's hot, set up my study area,.... and respond to him.
The time is 3:22 p.m.
Wish me. Luck.
Luck is plentiful! As it so often is in my risky, risky life.
I play my cards right. It's a learnt skill.
But also there wasnt much to explain since it passed already and was tiny anywyas.
XD so I've made up with the whole goddamn world by now.
Its 6:31, we saw 1 house. Only one. Its kinda hot out but I'm gonna bike now since we just had supper. I finally finished my homework... I just have to finish one mixed media piece as my final project for art!
Friday is my replacement. On photosynthesis and cell resp. We know this. But what I didn't mention, or I dont THINK I did, is that if I finish my art project before then I have the second block FREE!!! Me, Star, and her friend
A are planning to leave for second block and maybe get mint chocolate chip ice cream!
Also I might eat her out XD
Anyways idk. I hope I can bike tonight to call Jay.
I keep accidentally using people's real names here then having to correct it... I dont know how much i care about MY identity being discovered... but to have my friends doxxed would suck.
Man I feel bad abt saying fuck star last night cos we made up....
Wait we r looking at another house? Idk I'm in the car still waiting to go home
Oh wait no now we r goin home
Its 6:39... I hope I still have time.
I went biking, called Jay. Went home. Idk, friendly conversation... we talked more tonight and I also talked to my other friend A. Jay is... I LOVE HIM?? SO MUCH??? I feel so happy. Talking to him thinking about him seeing his STUPID FUCKING FACE JESUS. his eyes alone... I could stare at his face all day probably. I want to kiss him... hOLD HIS HAND... omg... huG HIM!!! Eofjwpxjwie he's so sweet like I can't even... and I'm proabably not good enough for him like. Wtf. Hes easily a 10. And I dont rate things outta 10. How tf do I end up with HIM? Doing stuff, as friends. Like wHAT. I guess I got lucky XD. He says he loves my personality and I'm hot XD ofc I dont see it myself. But like. JESUS CHRIST he could proabably easily pull whOever. XD me?
Whatever though. As long as we r together and stuff. I LOVE HIM A LOT. he said he loved me. Every time he says that it makes me so overly happy.
Maybe I'm just sappy and stuff.... whatever. I think it would be nice to be hugged by him.
Yeah I'm cheesy.
I'm sorta tired now so maybe I'm not writing the best.
I just keep thinkinf about love. Love is a muscle of evil suggestion. But how evil can it really be? I am just a human being and that is all. Everything else is applied. I am just a human being with soemthing in my heart that pulls me all over the place. Love is this strange thing because I'm fucked up and to be able to love without that fucked up part of me, without the damage... is this complicated, hard thing to do and I can NEVER tell if I'm doing it right but I know I'm DOING IT. I know I FEEL LOVE. And soemtimes it's such an intense thing like when you go to surf on a wave at the beach with ur belly but u hit it wrong and it's so big and overwhelming it washes over you and PULLS you down to the bottom and smushes your face into the sand and YOU CANT BREATHE jesus Christ it's like that.
Or maybe I just want to experience love as it should be felt.
Obviously all of my problems surrounding this Damage could be easily fixed if I went to therapy but. there are reasons I can't.
I LOVE a lot. Too much for my own good. Enough to hurt me, get me into trouble, etc etc but also... enough to liberate me. I LOVE. I love Jay. So much. LIKE. MY BRAIN ORBITS AROUND HIM CONSTANTLY THINKING OF HIM AND PRAISING HIM AND MWUAH HE IS SO LOVELY I BOW BEFORE HIM...
I think as much as I love, a lot of the times I tend to focus even more on BEING loved.
If I am told I am loved, and shOwN I am loved... it is one of the most powerful things. Especially since I was literally emotionally neglected in childhood... yeah. I feel like I'm always trying to fill that hole.
Not EVERY feeling I have is for that reaosn but sometimes, if you tell me you love me, show me you love me, hug me,... I'll like start crying,,, that's the childhood emotional neglect kicking in. If you call me #smol and #cute and say I look young and fragile which happens more often than you'd think XD, I know I'm not supposed to like that shit, so I act like I dont....but I do. Which is PROBABLY ALSO THE CEN 🤪  like whatever lol
Anwyays I'm fucked up
You see how quickly things become complicated in my mind?
Convoluted? Is that the word?
Whatever. I OVERCOMPLICATE THINGS COS I OVERTHINK THEM BECAUSE I'm LITERALLY MENTALLY ILL IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. I'm not joking. I obviously have unresolved undiagnosed "issues"
I do Suspect things, though.
I can make a list
Maybe I shouldn't.
Maybe I will.
I shouldnt.
Whatever.
I used to hate when people brought up my self harm. I would actually panic. I still self harm but now? Now I'm fine with anyone  talking about it as long as it's not an adult who can get me into trouble/force me into therapy over it. Because really? I kinda like having it mentioned. It's kinda validating and it's like hey... people can see that I'm sick.
I dont do it so people talk to me about it though. Dont get me wrong. If I did, I'd go vertically on the arms, not for suicide but so it healed and people would ask XD.
My scars are actually VERY hidden... cos I never intended for ANYONE to see. But for those who DO see them,,,, it's nice soemtimes to have people express concern.
I dont wanna be PITIED or anything, but idk I just think to myself "wow, they're CONCERNED... about ME... they arent angry or mean... they didnt yell at me or threaten me... they respect my autonomy and privacy...
And they CARE ABOUT ME..." and it makes me cry.
That's also the CEN.
I dont know. I just like when people express genuine concern. Even if they see and then just ask if I'm okay. That's all it takes cos then I go wow.
Its validating and irs lovely because finally people care... FINALLY PEOPLE CARE. FINALLY I GET SOME EMPATHY OR SYMPATHY AND NO ANGER.
Even just having them brought up tells me its noticeable enough
My brain does this thing where it thinks nothing bad that's ever happened to me was Bad Enough for me to be upset about.
And I dont know... its nice sometimes to be told shit like "omg that looks so bad" or to see that people who do see my cuts are somewhat shocked or revolted... it's nice because I go... "hey, it was bad enough for them..."
Or to have people comment on them with concern. Just ANYTHINT WHERE PEOPLE NOTICE IT AND ARENT ASSHOLES ABOUT IT IS VALIDATING.
Because I'm not used to that...
Because CEN
I'm. The worst perosn on the fucking planet.
I should kill myself.
I suddenly actually feel so self hating I do want to kill myself... oh god.
I ruin everything. Everything. Everything. Everything. What have I done. Like. Why. Oh god.
I'm just remembering when Star said my kindness seemed like an act. And how I've been called out for seeming fake like 2 other times.
DO I SEEM FAKE???? I DONT EVER PUT ON ACTS OF KINDESS.... CONCIOUSLY? but the very idea that I could be perceived that way...
Should I like not try to be nice or some shit?
Jesus christ she hurts my feelings even now when it was a long time ago.
But I cant blame her. I can't blame anyone for how i feel except my parents because they left me with fucking. Heart nerve damage or some shit.
I'm tired and now I'm sad too. Goodnight guys.
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gonuclear · 4 years
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i’m just....i just gotta rant about the tournament of power rq.
this is, by far, my most hated arc of dbs. hell, dragon ball as a whole. watching this arc has felt absolutely endless, especially considering two episodes’ worth of fighting happens in one minute within the show. 
and it’s not even all good. i could’ve gone my entire life without seeing four episodes (or was it more?) of various people from universe 7 fighting the “maidens” from 2. i couldn’t care less about minor characters from universes i’ve never seen and will never see again. (and no, it doesn’t enhance the story in the slightest.) 
fights in dragon ball are fun because they’re at least somewhat evenly matched. no matter how many times goku or vegeta says the person they’re fighting is unstoppable, they always end up winning by some massive powerup or stroke of luck in the end. but in the tournament of power we spend the better part of the arc watching these exact characters get beat up by characters we’re (for some reason) supposed to give a shit about. it’s not fun seeing your favorite character, the one you’ve been watching for tens of hundreds of episodes, get the shit beat out of them by a “villain” who isn’t even well-written.
there are tons of anime cliches in dragon ball. always have been. but i don’t want to sit and watch the villain’s backstory and be able to recite it before i’ve even watched it. i don’t want to be able to predict how the fights are going to end because i’ve seen them already but far better done. 
i will admit i enjoyed watching the fight with kefla and goku. to be honest it was probably my favorite fight in the arc, almost solely because it was one of the few fights that could actually hold my interest. i actually cared about what was going on in the fight, far more than i cared about any of the other ones that came before or after it (with a slight exception for the fight between vegeta and jiren where he got royal blue). 
don’t get me wrong, i thoroughly enjoy ultra instinct and i think it’s a pretty cool skill for goku to have (even if it feels like a bit of an ass pull), but i didn’t need to wade through 31 fucking episodes for him to master it. i am fully aware that it always takes a while for goku to hit a new form/power level/what-have-you, but 31 episodes of filler fights and half-assed characters it absolutely absurd. 
there are some things i like about the tournament of power (it’s mostly whis’s commentary), but i just can’t ever see myself seriously revisiting it for more than a few clips about ultra instinct and royal blue. it’s one of the most drawn out arcs of an anime i’ve ever watched, and in the end it didn’t even feel like it was worth it. 
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welcome!! can i please get some uhhhhh pining/confession hcs for ichiro, doppo, and dice? 👀
HEY GUYS IT’S BEEN A HOT MINUTE i should be able to update more frequently now!! work b like kickin my ass + i’ve been replying for uni so uwu owo i’m back now alSO oh..THIS RQ WAS LIKE MADE FOR ME!! they’re all good dudes ughh dw i’ll send them all the love
Ichiro
-oh this poor kid. he has no clue what to do, it sort of hit him out of nowhere one day; that he realised he really REALLY liked you, like a lot!! more than a friend (i think ichiro is the type of person who would only really fall for someone he considers a friend first, so u gotta be his friend before u can suck his dick ok)
-he can’t stop thinking about you, especially when he’s reading those light novels of his. he can’t help picturing the two of you in the same situations as the main love interests and he keeps!! blushing and having to stop reading because it makes his heart so soft but he’s so embarrassed 
-every time he sees you he can feel his heart sort of..squeeze or ache in some way, he finds it hard to hold back his feelings because he’s usually so honest and affectionate but he really doesn’t want to ruin your friendship.
-jiro and saburo notice he’s been acting differently recently, he’s been a little more easily distracted and he seems especially jumpy when you come around…honestly they can probably tell what’s up, i think they’d try to get you two alone but they simultaneously facepalm when ichiro still says nothing and just keeps staring at you when you’re not looking (sometimes you notice but you don’t think much of it)
-he would probably imagine some different romantic confession scenario each night. before he goes to sleep he lies there and he imagines various (impossible) ways his confession to you would go. it’s all really cliche but he’s having the time of his life before he goes to sleep and probably dreams about it too
-bruh ichiro is so whipped like.,he’d drop anything to help you if you needed it. he’s such a sweetie and even you notice he’s been doing more to help than usual lately. please remind him to take care of himself, i feel like he needs someone to do that for him sometimes
-it takes time, a lot of longing glances at you and he probably even sighs wistfully while reading manga, but eventually he’ll gather up the courage to tell you how he feels. he’s planned some impossibly elaborate scenario, but one day when you guys are just hanging out on one of his days off playing video games or something (GOD I WISH THAT WERE ME…THIS BITCH Y/N IS OUT HERE LIVING THEIR BEST LIFE) he just sorta..lets it slip that he really likes you. 
-he would definitely only ever say it in person. he thinks that doing it via message/text is sort of an easy way out and what sort of person would he be if he did that?? he’s gotta gather up the courage just like his favourite main characters have done so many times!!
-so he’d tell you, and if you accept him he’d be SO HAPPY i think he’d almost cry. he’d give you the biggest, softest hug ever and you’d probably have to tell him to stop squeezing so hard but!!! aah!! he’s so so happy that you return his feelings and he doesn’t even care that you guys technically wasted time with all the moments he couldn’t bring himself to say anything
-and as a zombie kills him in minecraft in the background, ichiro can feel that ache in his chest finally subside as he leans in to give you a big ol smooch right on the lips (mwah ily too ichiro)
Daisu
-ok. this one made me a little emo ngl
-when dice finds out he has feelings for you, he really doesn’t know what else to do. there’s evidence that he actually doesn’t think that highly of himself (..im lookin at you hypmic manga + stella lyric video), so he would probably be content to be around you in any way, even if it isn’t romantic, because he’s just so happy and kind of astounded you want to be around him as much as you do at all
-he isn’t very obviously like this, though, it’s just thoughts he has sometimes so you don’t notice anything, but they’re still there. he doesn’t think you’d want to date someone like him, after all, he’s a bit of a screw-up, right?(NO HE ISNT..DICE IS BABEY) he’s only 20, and yet he’s already made so many bad decisions…
-and he finds himself enjoying your company even more than usual, he really does love you so much and he isn’t used to feeling this way! his chest hurts when he thinks about you, and he just sees your hand and wants to hoLD IT SO BADLY but he can’t bring himself to say anything
-he’s always been a little clingy towards people who are kind to him, but you notice he’s been like that even more than usual. he doesn’t even beg money from you like usual, he’s just…there, a lot. not that you mind, in fact you welcome his company, you just notice that difference
-he stays with you a lot, and you guys still have just as much fun together as you always did! he’s great to be around, he’s really lighthearted even if he gets riled up easily, and maybe you start to notice this light, fluttery feeling when he’s around too..but you brush it off as just general enjoyment of his presence
-it’s one day, after he’s had a particular lucky streak down at the slot machines, that he feels that wave of dopamine hit and just rushes to your place, excited at all his winnings, and accidentally-on-purpose (he’s aware of what he’s doing, he just can’t really control his mouth lol) tells you how he feels in a big rush of excitement (probably like “AND I THINK I WON CAUSE I’VE BEEN AROUND YOU A LOT!! YOU’RE LIKE MY LUCKY CHARM!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH Y/N!!”
-you’re like “uhh..ok what?? bruh moment” as he keeps going, then he realises what he said and COMPLETELY STOPS, he’s speechless for a good few seconds, before he turns pretty red and starts pacing around the room ranting about how it wasn’t supposed to go like that!!! he wasn’t supposed to say anything because there’s no way you’d wanna be with someone like him!!
-and then you go over to him to calm him down, take his hand in yours and assure him that actually, you do want to be with him. you tell him you’ve liked him for a while now too, but you’d only figured it out recently, and he’s just so shocked that his brain stops working for a moment and he looks like “…” but as a person
-and then he gets the biggest, cheesiest dice-grin on his face and gives you a BIG BIG BONE-CRUSHING HUG, spins you around, and says he loves you over and over while you laugh and cry simultaneously because you think he’s about to snap your spine
-after that’s over, you tell him that he shouldn’t think of himself as trash or anything; sure he’s like the definition of bad decisions, but you don’t care because he’s an honest, kind person whose company you genuinely enjoy, and even if he gambled all his clothes and everything else he owns away, you’d still wanna be with him because you feel the same, you love him
-he’s so happy! he feels luckier than he ever has in his entire life, his day has gone so well and he has the best sleep (by your side, ofc) he’s had in a long time
Doppo
-a nervous wreck..you think he’s bad normally?? he’s 100 times worse now that he’s realised he likes you in a romantic way
-he’s REALLY OBVIOUS!! poor man :^( he stutters while he’s talking to you (more than usual), he blushes BRIGHT RED when asking you anything, he’s fidgeting SO MUCH like his hands are shaking (knees weak palms sweaty mom’s spaghetti), and sometimes he can’t even bring himself to greet you when he sees you because he’s just too afraid of screwing up and making you hate him (as if you could ever..doppo is amazing)
-everyone within a mile radius can tell how he feels. hifumi almost tells you himself before doppo smacks him straight across the face and tells him to shut the hell his mouth before apologizing profusely to you and dragging mr hifoomi away for a severe talking to about Social Boundaries (then apologizes for giving him the smack and pats him on the head. i love their friendship)
-he’d go out of his way to see you at least once a day, even if he can’t always bring himself to talk to you and even if it means he gets home a little later than usual. he feels horribly creepy just watching you, but his heart is fluttering so much and his chest is aching so badly he can’t do much more than that, no matter how much he wants to go over to you
-he will NEVER confess purposely. his self esteem is so cripplingly low he’s convinced you don’t even like him that much anyway, let alone return his feelings, and he thinks him confessing would just make you despise him, so he never says anything and just remains stuck in this horrible loop
-one day, however, he’s had the shittiest day in a while (at least, it stands out compared to others), and you invite him over for dinner (it’s been a while, after all!). he thinks, why not? how could this day get any worse? at least he’ll get to see you, even if he makes a big fool of himself and you end up hating him. at least it’ll all be over in one day
-you’re actually a little nervous yourself. you really like doppo, and you had plans to say something to him yourself this evening. you didn’t want to give him a nervous breakdown, however, so you had this whole thing planned out where you’d give him the most relaxing dinner possible so he’d at least be in a relatively normal state of mind so you could tell him your feelings
-well!! spoiler alert, it doesn’t end up like that. doppo, more anxious than usual, keeps slipping over his words and keeps muttering under his breath, and you can only seem to calm him for a max of 5 minutes at a time before he’s at it again. you manage to get through dinner fine, in fact it’s really pleasant, but after that he doesn’t know what to do and ends up biting his nails on your couch while you tidy up
-he says it accidentally. he didn’t mean for you to hear it, but he says that he loves you and you almost drop the plate you’re holding in shock because!! no way! he feels the same? and you turn around and he’s got this absolutely devastated look on his face because he’s convinced he’s just ruined your entire relationship
-you rush over to him before he can start apologizing and self-deprecating again (he gets a few out before you reach him) and you pull him up off the couch and into your arms because boy does he look like he needs a hug right now. you stroke his hair and reassure him that you feel the same! in fact, you were planning on confessing to him yourself at some point tonight, but he beat you to it! you congratulate him on being brave enough to say it aloud, even if it was an accident
-doppo’s in shock. he doesn’t know what to say, but he loves the feeling of your hand stroking his hair and leans into it, unable to believe his luck. he probably starts crying as soon as his emotions catch up to him because he’s SO RELIEVED, that was so stressful for him, and he’s not sure if he’s felt this happy in a long time
-he calls hifumi and tells him he’ll be out for the night, before he decides to stay over at your place for the night (screw work, he’ll call in sick) and maybe talk to you about nice things while he falls asleep. he’s wanted this for so long and you’re more than happy to have him over to talk things out properly (and also try to lift his spirits a little. poor man needs a break)
-and now u guys r dating and it’s wholesome and pleASE GIVE HIM ALL UR LOVE HE NEEDS IT!! 
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ayzrules · 4 years
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oc creation tag game! pt. 2
rules: describe ocs that you think your friends would write (in any universe!) and tag them! bonus-list things that influenced your decisions
part 1. i personally blame @artless-whimsy​ for making me have to split this up because i tried to do one for her but it turned into a rant about how excellent her son was and i had to take a step back for a sec rq bc i was emotionally compromised
@carelessmidnight ‘don’t call me angel’ tbh; a bad bitch through-and-through. very femme fatale; does what she wants, the consequences be damned, but has a softer side that occasionally shines through. inspo: rune (amnd), kehlani (rua), literally every single urstyle set you’ve ever made
@digidream stubborn girls who get shit done, all while sporting killer glares. playful boys who’d rather flirt with you than actually be productive - or, you know, take responsibility for their actions. inspo: all ur damn r+j sets, matty (dr), solana and matteo from BOOTS, which u gotta finish and publish asap so i can hype u up to all my friends from nova :p
@kzombi3 ‘cute. but psycho. but cute.’ rebels most certainly without a cause, except for the thrill of the fight. partiers. very ambiguous moral compass, but willing to follow their own heart. inspo: sol (rua), a bit of daze from rosefell, ryn (wrc), gemmon (< spelling? owf)
@artless-whimsy my son and daughter-in-laws, tbh. shy repressed girls who aren’t afraid to get bitey (we stan), or bitey girls who aren’t ashamed of being bitey. somehow able to get annoying repressed trolls and mai “i do not want a lover. i have different priorities, you understand” mei to love them by just being so goddamn EXCELLENT. all badass, in their own ways. inspo: my godchildren aka the anderses (wrc)
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