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#i hope you liked my rambles dear anon <333
festivating · 4 months
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Elphie + Glinda + Liir family headcanons?? (I’m reading attrition rn and I love itttt)
Omggg happy you're liking it so far!! All of my headcanons will show up in attrition one way or another, so I'll try not to give too much away with these :)
Both Elphaba and Glinda are extremely protective of Liir, but in different ways. Elphaba will physically hurt anyone that hurts him, but Glinda takes the approach of showing Liir how to take care of himself via not looking for trouble and learning how to associate with the right people.
Liir is slow to trust others, because he's used to being picked on/bullied, but he trusts Glinda immediately. He and Elphaba take a bit longer to see eye to eye, but he trusts her blindly too.
Glinda cannot cook to save her life, since she's never had the need to cook for herself, but I like to think she can learn and does in fact try to learn so she can help Elphaba in making family meals.
Liir is not a picky eater, he will eat anything, but it's easy to tell he vastly prefers some meals over others and so Elphaba and Glinda both make an effort to learn how to make those.
I like to think Liir starts picking up both Elphaba's and Glinda's habits without them even trying to instill them on him. Like, as he grows he gets an interest in the things that matter to Elphie like Animal rights and social justice, but he also gets an eye for expensive things like Glinda lol
But because kids are never carbon copies of their parents he has his own things that he likes that Glinda and Elphaba Do Not Get. I don't know what the Ozian equivalent of an emo phase would be, but he would have one.
Activities!! When things are quiet and "normal" I like to think they enjoy spending lots of time together, whether that is going places or just staying at home. Even when he's a child both Glinda and Elphaba genuinely like talking to him.
Glinda and Liir are menaces together. Elphaba has never known a day of peace in her life, especially because when Glinda starts teasing her about anything Liir is always eager to join in.
When something scares him he usually goes to Elphaba because he thinks she's brave. When he's uncertain about something he goes to Glinda because he thinks she's wise.
That super common thing of the child waking up in the middle of the night because of a nightmare and crawling into bed with the parents? Happens a lot. Neither him nor Elphaba are cuddly people, but just being there with them can calm him.
He is easily distracted. Elphaba comes up with the weirdest games to entertain him and he takes them very seriously. "The floor is lava" is a life or death situation. Glinda doesn't get it.
Seeing who can scare Glinda and get her to scream the loudest becomes a regular activity once they start living together. Glinda still doesn't get it, but this one amuses her even if it's at the expense of her sanity.
The three of them have the wildest abandonment issues you can possibly think of, so they're pretty tight-knit. Perhaps almost to an unhealthy degree...
But to end on a fluffy note, they all love each other very much and it shows in different ways. Elphie with her protective streak, and Glinda with her willingness to rearrange her entire life to fit the two of them, and Liir with feeling safe enough to approach them for whatever he needs :)
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drunk-on-dk · 1 year
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you asked for hard thots and i can’t shake the absolute cesspit of brainrot that is vernon as your long-term-best-friend who is also your “platonic”-but-why-is-this-so-intense-why-is-he-looking-at-me-like-that date to a family wedding, in your hotel room afterwards and roasting your choice in pyjamas b4 ploughing you into the mattress😔✌🏻
anon u are so sexy for this ask ilysm <333 please tho I am EATING THIS UP, sorry it took me some time (uh oh this is NOT a drabble) but I hope you enjoy it, my dear!!! (i don't know if I did a great job making it super intense as it's a bit more lighthearted, but nonetheless, I hope it hits the mark!)
warnings: smut (minors DNI i will bite and block), some plot at the beginning, mutual pining, teasing, fem! reader but no pronouns, unprotected sex, cunnilingus (female receiving), let me know if i'm missing anything w/c: ~2.5k
"When does it end," you groan, finally peeling off those pesky heels that you've somehow managed to wear the whole wedding and falling back into the comfort of the springy hotel mattress. You're immediately curling into a little ball, hands massaging the aching balls of your feet. "This is like the millionth wedding we've been to this year."
Vernon watches you amusedly, removing his own suit jacket and discarding it onto the decorative armchair. Snorting, Vernon states the obvious, "a million weddings in one year would be impossible, Y/N."
"No shit, Sherlock," you laugh, rolling your eyes as you sit back up, already feeling your eyes falling heavy after the night you've had entertaining your family's antics. "Thanks for saving me yet again though. It's nice having a friend at these things, makes the time go by a lot faster."
A dejected sigh from Vernon goes unnoticed as you spring back up to your feet and walk to the bathroom, PJs crumpled in hand whilst you continue to ramble and rant about your family.
"But seriously, how many weddings can my family have in one year? Also, why are they so convinced we're together? I don't know how many times I have to reiterate that you are my best friend to them? They've known you for like how many years now?"
You can hear Vernon humming in agreement as you unzip your dress in the safety of the bathroom, a soft shuffling sound in the other room indicating that he is rooting through his own suitcase. You hope he doesn't hear the wavering of your voice as you mention the word 'best friend' yet again.
Admittedly, it's been slowly becoming harder to read Vernon these past few months, even though he's been your friend for as many years as you can count on two hands and then some. You had invited him to be your plus one to one of the many weddings you had to attend this year a few months ago, and ever since then you've been quelling thoughts of 'what if?'
Vernon has to suppress another snort when you emerge from the bathroom, the sudden reappearance of you in your tattered, old pajamas has him smiling crookedly in amusement.
"I'm sorry, but what are those?"
"What are what?" You look like a deer in headlights, hands dropping to your sides before taking in fistfuls of your pajama bottoms that should have been retired a long time ago. "Are you making fun of my pajamas?"
Vernon's laugh and smile are enough to make your heart feel like it's about to pound its way out of your chest, your own awkward chuckle combining with his as he approaches you.
"Y/N," he sighs, shaking his head with that ridiculous smile of his still adorning his features, eyes twinkling as he makes you spin for him. "These are ridiculous, how old are these pajamas?"
You shrug, still fisting the extremely soft material as you ponder jokingly about his question. "Maybe like 10 years. What? Do you not find Hello Kitty pajama bottoms cute?"
Vernon and you hold eye contact for a second longer until you are both bursting out into laughter.
"Cute," he ponders adoringly, pinching your arm before heading to the bathroom to change into his own pajamas. "Sure thing."
The interaction has your cheeks burning, noting the way Vernon seems to drink you in before going to change, soft eyes observing you in adoration briefly.
Yet again, you're quick to shake yourself out of it, shuffling into the hotel bed and cuddling with the heavy covers. Still, you're left to your own thoughts.
Why does he keep looking at you like that? It's that same stupid, endearing look in his eyes that seem to soften every time you come into view. It's the kind of look that makes your heart beat a little too fast for your liking. It's that kind of look that has you returning to those 'what if' thoughts.
Vernon is soon joining you in the bed, slipping under the sheets comfortably and shimmying in closer to you, utilizing your body heat as a source of warmth.
You've shared a bed with Vernon many times before, during sleepovers when you were children all the way to accompanying you in bed to make sure you were okay after a night of heavy drinking.
However, you swear with each wedding that you grow uneasier being this close in proximity to him. You are no longer able to avoid the ebbing feeling of butterflies fluttering in your lower stomach.
Vernon hums contently to himself as he relaxes deeper into the sheets and turns to face you. The soft sound of his breathing has goosebumps running down the back of your neck and you don't think you can bear to look at him, so you opt to flip around onto your side and face away from him.
You can practically feel his eyes burning a hole into the back of your head, your hair burning and ears tingling knowing that he is staring at you. It's making you feel restless, so you turn around with a hmph to face him once again.
"What," you whisper harshly, even though it's just you two in this dark, hotel room. The only bit of light is the soft, blue flickering light of the TV that Vernon refuses to turn off. "Why do you keep staring at me? You did it earlier when you picked me up for the wedding, on the dance floor, and even when I changed into my pajamas. You've been doing that too much lately."
He seems a bit guilty, jaw falling slack as his eyes become saucer-like, yet there is still a palpable tension in his stare. "What do you mean? I'm just looking at you."
"Like that!? Who looks at someone like that!" You exclaim, one hand escaping from underneath the covers to motion to his face, the other arm now propping you up to get a better look at him.
Vernon seems to be deep in thought for a second, thick eyebrows bunching up as he takes note of your frazzled demeanor. He also takes note of the undeniable blush that can still be seen even in the dim lighting.
"Y-you-" you're stuttering idiotically at this point, tripping over your words as he continues to stare intently at you.
"Does it make you uncomfortable?" His voice is soft and raspy. It shuts you up for a second as you blink stupidly down at his painfully handsome bare face.
You're falling face first into your pillow, groaning loudly and shoving your face deeper into the plush fabric to escape the prison that his gaze has you in.
"No," you mumble loudly into the pillow. "It doesn't. I just feel weird."
He's laughing and it has you smiling like a fool into the pillow. There go those darn butterflies in your stomach again. "It makes you feel weird?"
You sit back up, this time crossing your legs and readjusting so you're not laying next to him. He's way too calm and cool for your liking, not liking the way his lips fall into a lopsided smile as he watches you adjust yourself.
"I don't know, Vernon. I don't know what I feel when you stare at me like that."
"Do you like it?" He's still unserious, but his voice is teetering between what seems like amusement and hopefulness. Your hands are subconsciously playing with the tattered hem of your pajama bottoms, and the habitual motion is enough for Vernon to grasp your hand with his.
"Maybe."
One heartbeat.
Another heartbeat.
Oh god, your ears are pounding from the way he's looking at you.
Vernon is tugging on your hand and pulling you into him, soft lips colliding with yours and knocking the wind out of you.
"Do you like this," he pulls away for a second, seeming just as breathless as you.
"Yes, I do."
"Cool," it's such a Vernon response, but in this case it's almost dizzying. With that, he's pulling you back in, lips hungrily reconnecting with yours, and both of his hands are coming up to cup your face to help guide you as he licks into your mouth.
The kiss is just as intense as his stare, almost as if Vernon is channeling all that pent-up energy into the delicate care and passion encapsulated by his lips on yours.
You feel as if you could overheat when his hands travel from your jaw all the way down to your hips, playing with the waistband of your pajamas. He grabs hold of your hips and flips you onto your back, never once disconnecting from you as he nibbles and suckles on your bottom lip.
"These," he finally breaks away, eyes roaming wildly over your features, and snapping the waistband of your bottoms against your skin. "These ridiculous things have to go."
"Please," you mewl, eyes screwed shut in need as his fingertips continue to tease at your hipbones. "Take them off, Vernon."
He's chuckling, but this time it's almost teasing, the sound making arousal burn at your core when he begins to tug at your bottoms. Your hips buck upwards to help him slip the slinky material off your body, ultimately turning Vernon's chuckle into a pained groan upon being greeted by your dripping pussy.
"Y/N," he mumbles softly, hands running up and down your thighs after discarding your bottoms. "Can I please?"
"Can you please what?" You know what he's asking, but seeing him look so desperate between your legs has you wanting to hear it directly.
"Can I taste you?"
You're nodding profusely, yelping in pleasure when he dives down between your legs, rough hands wrapping around both your thighs to keep you still as his wet tongue comes in contact with your throbbing clit.
"Fuck," you're immediately panting, his tongue working quickly as it runs firm circles around your clit. Vernon is staring up at you from between your thighs, thick eyebrows raised and dark, hungry eyes catching yours once again. "F-fuck, Vernon, you're giving me that look again."
This time he raises one brow, tongue running down your pussy and plunging teasingly into your sopping cunt. "What look?" He mumbles into your core, "taste so good, Y/N."
At this point, the warmth and pressure of his tongue has you reeling, the burning pit of arousal in your lower stomach heightening as he continues to messily eat you out. You're soon pushed over the edge, walls pulsing as Vernon continues to work his tongue from your little hole to your clit.
You're fisting a handful of his hair, feeling overstimulated way too fast after your first release, and pulling him back up. He's quick to engulf you in another kiss, the flavor of your lips and juices like ecstasy on his tongue.
He's shuffling out of his own pajama bottoms as you plea between fleeting kisses, begging to have him fill you. Vernon's innocence resurfaces for a minute as he panics, realizing there is no way he packed a condom. (He's not looking for a random hook-up at your family weddings, nor did he think this would ever actually happen, no matter how long he's pined over you.)
"Fuck, Vernon," you moan, pussy throbbing in need as Vernon continues to rut his length teasingly between your folds whilst he searches for a condom anywhere - maybe there is one in his wallet. "Just fuck me without one. I'm clean and on the pill."
"Ah," he hisses, the thought of you taking him raw making him feel like he could burst. "I'm clean too, are you sure?"
"I've never been more sure," you confirm, hands grabbing at him to pull him closer to you.
"F-Fuck, Y/N," he's obliging, his thick, leaky tip dipping in between your folds and sinking into your tight, little cunt. His body shakes as he plunges deep inside of you, hips bottoming out and getting sucked in completely by your walls.
You're shaking too, heavy breaths soothing you as you adjust to his thickness and length. He wasn't massive, but he was more than enough to deliciously stretch you out. Vernon's convinced he could bust just from the feeling of your walls fluttering and adjusting around him, staring down at you with starry eyes as your face contorts in pleasure.
Vernon suddenly feels as if he has a purpose, watching as your jaw falls slack when he experimentally pulls out just to thrust back in, immediately finding the spongey spot deep in your core.
He's addicted to your reactions, the way you look so beautiful with each precise thrust and spear of his cock inside of you. He's memorizing the way your eyes roll back and clamp shut, remembering how your pouty lips scream his name, noting how your cheeks turn a lovely shade of pink.
Vernon's come to realize he can't get enough of you. He's going to forever be hooked on everything about you, and now that he's tasted and felt your perfect pussy, you won't ever get rid of him.
This passion he feels is reflected in the way he roughly fucks you, hips snapping into yours just to pull another delightful moan from your lips. You can feel the bed rocking as he fucks even deeper into your pussy, legs wrapping tightly around his waist as you feel your impending orgasm build.
His motions slowly become sloppy, and the explicit squelching of your walls sucking him in has him groaning with each messy rut of his hips. Vernon is still keen on watching you though, wanting to see your features as you come undone beneath him.
"C'mon, Y/N," he beckons, his length continuing to fill you so perfectly as your walls flutter around him. He can feel you getting impossibly tighter, loving the way your legs keep him close as he pounds into you. "Look at me, please, let me see you."
You're listening to him, eyes opening to look back at him in the same way he's looking at you. There's that damn look again, but this time it has you falling apart for him. The way your walls spasm around his cock and the orgasmic glow of your features has him coming with you, filling you deeply with his cum as your core throbs in pleasure from the intensity of your orgasm mixing with his.
You're absolutely fucked out, the two of you breathless as Vernon reluctantly pulls out, and opts to clean you up quickly. You can't help but hide your face when he happily joins you back in bed, that same stupid look on his features that landed him here in the first place.
You're positive you'll be receiving a noise complaint from the hotel. Hopefully, none of the other wedding guests are staying around you, especially after you've been parading around with him as your "platonic" friend for the past few months (ahem, years).
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foliosriot · 7 months
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hi! pls could i request a folio fluff where folio gets back from tour and he gets super cuddly and clingy? 🫶
Back To You
pairing: nick folio x reader
warnings: none, just pure fluff
a/n: my dear beloved anon you have no idea how badly i’ve been wanting to write something like this!! so here it is for your enjoyment! i hope you like it <333
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You’ve been in the airport’s parking garage for almost an hour. Leaning against the side of the car and being bored out of your mind have been the only activities that you have occupied yourself with. It’s getting awfully annoying.
Periodically you’ll check your phone. Matt has been keeping you updated on flight times and how much time is left of their flight is. But the long waits between his texts are causing you unease.
About a week ago Matt had asked if you’d be willing to pick him, Bryan, and Bad Omens up from the airport once tour finished. You had happily agreed, knowing you would get to see your boyfriend after so long.
Nick would FaceTime you and tell you about each concert once it was over, no matter what time it was. You didn’t mind one bit. Most of the time you were able to stay awake and listen to him ramble about his day and the show the band had just played. Other times his voice lulled you to sleep, and you would wake the next morning to see Nick had ended the FaceTime. But he never failed to send you a good night and good morning text. He knows the time differences are difficult for you and never complains about you falling asleep on call.
(Although, he will never admit the amount of screenshots he has of you sleeping from those calls. Those are for him to giggle at and admire.)
You’ve missed Nick every day he’s been gone on tour. He hates being away from you, but he knows you have a job and responsibilities of your own that you have to take care. If those weren’t in the picture, Nick would have you tagging along on every tour Bad Omens does.
And now, you’ll finally get to see him after a couple months. It has your heart rate spiking.
Your phone vibrates in your hand, and you look down at the screen to see Matt has texted you saying that the plane just landed. Excitement is pulsing through your veins viciously.
You begin pacing the length of the car as you wait, your hands jittering from inside the pocket of your sweatshirt. Well, it’s actually Nick’s, but it’s your favorite of his. Plus, it has been the only thing you’ve wanted to wear since he left.
Another twenty minutes passes before Matt’s texting you again. He’s asking where you’re parked in the garage. You reply with shaky hands.
That's when you’re able to put your phone back in your Nick’s sweatshirt pocket. You begin bouncing on the balls of your feet anxiously, until you start hearing voices coming from the other end of the garage level you’re on. There’s a laugh that echoes against the concrete walls that you haven’t heard in person for what feels like a lifetime.
You hesitantly step around the backend of the car to see the band and Bryan and Matt walking towards you, their luggage in hand. Your eyes find Nick immediately, and your heart swells inside your chest at the sight of your boyfriend.
Noah notices you first. He waves at you with one hand, the other grasping the handle of his suitcase. You then watch him nudge Nick, who had been walking beside him. Nick looks to Noah, Noah says something to him, Nick looks in your direction. You see Nick stop walking for a moment before he's running at you full speed, his bags still in hand.
Nick has a huge smile on his face as he races for you. You don't have much time to brace for impact before he's dropping his things several yards away and barreling into you. His arms are around you in an instant, and you find yourself being lifted into the air and twirled around.
Your arms curl around his neck on instinct. Having him back with you feels like coming home.
After another spin or two, Nick finally sets you down, his hands finding their way to your face. With his palms pressed to your cheeks — his thumbs rest at the peaks of your cheekbones and his fingers grace your earlobes and the skin beneath — he leans in and kisses you. Your fingers immediately dive into his hair, tugging lightly at the strands.
Nick is kissing you like a man starved. He’s moving his lips against yours with so much passion and love that it has your back meeting the exterior of the car. You kiss him back just as fiercely until you’re feeling pleasantly lightheaded.
Sadly, Nick pulls back. You blink open your eyes, and in your peripheral vision, you can see the rest of the guys finally reaching you. You feel embarrassment sluice through you at the smirks a couple of them wear.
"Hi, baby," Nick suddenly breathes in to your mouth. He presses a few quick kisses to your lips before he leans back to properly meet your eyes.
"Hi," you greet him with a smile. You run your hands through his hair, relishing the familiar feeling between your fingers. “I missed you.”
“I missed you too.”
Nick goes to kiss you again but is stopped by someone loudly clearing their throat. You both turn to see Jolly looking at you expectantly, his eyebrows raised high. However, you don’t miss the amusement in his eyes.
“As endearing as this exchange is, we’d like to go home now,” he tells you.
You laugh anxiously but push Nick away from you anyways. He tries to step back into your space, until Matt is pulling you towards him. Matt wraps you up in a tight hug that is nearly painful, then the moment is over before you could lose consciousness.
The guys situate their bags in the trunk of the car then turn to hug you in greeting. They’re all obviously exhausted and you don’t blame them for wanting to get home so they can sleep in their own beds.
Then Nick has his arms around you once more. He has his chest pressed to your back as you’re trying to close the trunk door. You struggle for a moment before Bryan is closing it for you. You shoot him a grateful smile that he returns.
"Nicky baby, I have to drive," you say to your boyfriend with a laugh. But Nick remains shamelessly clinging to you, even as you attempt to shuffle towards the driver's side of the car.
"No, you don't," he mumbles into your hair. "Someone else can drive."
You roll your eyes with a groan. That’s true, yes, but everyone is tired and clearly running dangerously low on energy. You open your mouth to tell Nick just that as someone steps around you to get in the driver’s seat.
“Dude, what the fuck are you doing?” you question Noah. “Let me drive so you can sleep for a bit.”
Noah shakes his head as he starts the engine.
“I’d rather not be a foot within Clingy Folio, thank you,” Noah responds. He has a small smile on his face when he looks to you. “I’m gonna make Nicholas suffer instead.”
“Fuck you, Sebastian, I’m not doing that,” Nicholas tells him. “They can sit in the back by themselves and I will claim shotgun.”
On the other side of the car you can clearly see Nicholas bump Matt out of the way as he gets in to the passenger seat. He quickly closes the door and locks it while Matt playfully curses at him, a smile on both of their faces.
With Noah and Nicholas up front, then Jolly, Bryan and Matt in the second row, you’re banned to the backseat with Nick. You barely have enough time to buckle your seatbelt before Nick is squishing in next to you. His right arm squeezes between your back and the seat and he uses the other to grab your hand. You respond by resting your head against his shoulder.
Noah begins driving out of the parking garage. Nick plants a few kisses to your head before he settles his head on top of yours.
“I missed you so fucking much,” you hear Nick whisper.
“I missed you, too,” you whisper back. “You’re not allowed to leave me again.”
Nick pinches your side, and you jolt in response. You elbow him in the stomach before settling against him once more.
“You know, you always say that, babe,” Nick says with a small laugh. “But you let me leave anyways ‘cause you know I’ll always come back to you.”
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fatuismooches · 8 months
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SMOOCHES!! Hii sweetheart, I hope you’ve been doing well! ໒꒰ྀིᵔ ᵕ ᵔ ꒱ྀི১
I’m sorry if I’ve been a bit inactive with brainrots, school has been stressful and on top of it I’ve been struggling with my condition. Everything’s just been really heavy on me with how frequent I go to see doctors. And I may have a rare syndrome that may have affected why I grew so short (4’10). So yeah I’ve been re-reading a lot of your lovely fragile!reader works throughout the weeks.
But I keep thinking on just Zandik holding fragile!raeder while they ramble about their problems. It’s like their own safe haven, wheee you feel heard and protected by the only person who’s stuck by your side since childhood. :( I just wanna snuggle against his strong arms and fall asleep to the sound of his heart beat. Or just being comforted through examinations while Zandik checks to make sure your vitals aren’t deteriorating. But a little angsty thought: on one occurrence where Zandik is checking your vitals and he sees they haven’t improved but slowly decreased. Seeing that the medication you take is useless and he’ll need to batch something up quickly before you take notice or grow concerned. Also, fragile!reader going to Zandy for cuddles or inviting him into their room so they can cuddle. You put on a fake smile and brush it off as “wanting to be with your favorite boy”. But in reality you just really need comfort but don’t want to nag Zandik so frequently that you’ll just be a nuisance. Yeah just fragile!reader always feeling guilt </3 it’s how I’ve been for the past few days.
But I hope you have a much better week than I have had!! And I hope it’s okay to ask, but I remember you writing something about the Harbingers having a “meeting” to figure out who’s the mysterious veiled figure who is at times seen outside the lab with Dottore. I’m not sure if you ever finished it or forgot about it you don’t have to answer this I’m so sorry.
-from your dear boo boo bear 🎐 anon ୨୧
HI 🎐 ANON MY LOVE!!! <333 Please don't worry about me or brainrots! I just want you to take care of yourself. That sounds so so stressful I couldn't even begin to imagine. I hope you're managing to get rest between all of that :( I wish i could provide you with more than my words and virtual hugs, but I sincerely hope things get better for you. *hugs* And to answer your question, I'm still working on that fic, slowly but surely! It's probably going to take a while due to school and whatnot but it'll be finished eventually. I also ended up changing the title to Latin since all my Dottore fics have that theme but I also realized how bad online translators are for Latin so right now the tentative title is "Medicus potest amare? (responsum est quod sic)" That's probably way too long so it'll might get shortened. But yeah!! I hope you enjoy it when it comes out 🎐 anon ❤️
But yes! Many of the times Dottore can't really help with your problems, since they're probably related to your illness and whatnot, but what matters to you is how he listens without interrupting or nitpicking. Whether you're on his lap or cuddling together he holds you very tightly, he unconsciously holds you like that as if you would leave him. But you don't complain since you like the security of his arms. Though if it's something within his ability to do, whether it's simple or not, his clones will get it done for you. Just to make your life even the tiniest bit easier. Examinations are never fun but Zandik being the one who does them makes them a bit more comforting :( You probably dread them a lil bit since they're just a constant reminder of your sickness but Zandik and his clones do try their best to make it as stress-free as possible for you :) which is honestly a challenge for them at first considering what they usually do but dneuwidfd they'll do anything for you, yk?
Wahh the angsty thought is unfortunately a frequent reality for Dottore... </3 No matter how much he sees it, he can never truly get used to it, there's always a sharp twinge in his chest. Though he never tells you what he sees... he doesn't want you to take on extra burdens. And ughh,,, cuddles with baby Zandy ;(( honestly his childlike innocence and smile make you feel a bit better but tbh he's still a smart boy so he can probably tell when you're lying and genuinely feeling down! Zandy will still cuddle with you of course but he will probably tell Dottore that he noticed how sad you are, and soon enough the Harbinger will be in your room again. Reminding you that you are not a nuisance. That although his methods aren't conventional, he's your husband, and he's here to help and comfort you. That you two will be together until the very end of the world.
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matan4il · 7 months
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Good morning Alice!! This might sound a bit of a ramble and long-winded, so I apologize. It's mostly that I wanted to express to some of the anons on here who asked questions how important it is as non Jewish friends we stand in front of the Jewish people to fight this antisemitism. I don't in any way mean that as condescending, but just truthfully. I also can only express my POV as an American non Jew.
But maybe I'm shaped because my ex mentor, now boss but dearest of friends, starts our morning call every day crying. She used to be able to go to Israel for her family multiple times a year. Her father passed away last year, her mother is ill, and her brothers are all there. She can't get in any more. More than that, her children are here facing a different kind of threat on college campuses. It's a nightmare. I don't speak to anyone who hasn't been directly affected or doesn't feel under threat every day. And that honestly should show you how small the Jewish population really is. That's why it's important to be loud about your support to take the burden away.
Honestly, be prepared to lose some people or say unpopular truths. If you have SM, you have to share the stories because people in the media aren't covering shit. I was blasting the story about Paul hours after it happened, and I still only see milk toast headlines from outlets that will mention it.
Also, you're probably going to be called heinous names. Trust me, you just learn to roll your eyes being called a Nazi because you criticize the squad who actually calls for the genocide of the Jewish people. The upside down world is real these days!!!
Also, there really is an answer for every argument the pro Hamas side has. If you feel like you want to be prepared, just ask Alice!! But trust me, there is always an answer!!
Just remember, we actually know what happens to the Jewish people when we don't stand for them. And the lesson wasn't that long ago. Don't let weaponization of words like racist, collective punishment, moral equivalency intimate you.
The truth is all this could end tomorrow if Hamas let the hostages go and surrendered. But they hide under children as human shields, pull out the video of the leaders saying this if someone doesn't believe you. They steal the humanitarian aid. Their leaders don't even live there. They live like literal Kings in another country.
As always, stay safe, Alice!! Have you been able to get your treatments? Have you been able to go back to the museum at all? From my understanding, almost everything is shut down because all the reservists are getting called? I hope one day we can go back to "normal" but I fear there will only be a new normal now. ❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️
My love! *hugs* You're brilliant, you know that?
I'm just gonna leave your ask up here as is, because I have nothing to add to it. <333
As for the personal stuff, thank you for asking! I am getting my treatments, I'm going to the hospital on Sunday. I'm currently suffering from a bad reaction, and I hope they have something that can be done about it. As for the museum, we do have a lot of workers who have been called in! There are basically no groups to guide, but there's still a lot of work to be done (research, for example), so a lot of people who normally guide tours are helping with some of the other stuff. Yeah, for now, it's def a weird "new normal" of trying to function with a missing limb and phantom pains...
Thank you so much for your words! I'm sending you endless love and hugs, as well as to your ex mentor and dear friend! May we all know better days soon. xoxoxox
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generalsmemories · 9 months
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Hii not a request, more a ramble bevause im insane, but just came from a stressful college day (was asked if i wanted to go home so haha…obv.) and I’m so done and well maybe it seems like a request but I’m fr curious what jingy’d do like when you’re having a panic attack.
Specifically because I don’t want to be touched during one but I feel like the assumption will be that he’d just hug you and (even tho id probs want that but LIKE THATS ME ITS HIM YOU KNOW WHAG I MEAN AAAAA) like you know (do you?)
Okay sorry I’m a mess, so when I have panic attacks I go non-verbal. (I might be autistic) And like all i do is apologise and cry and hyperventilate and id love a hug but hate it at the aame time. And I feel like he’d know yk? That like if youre not into physical touch, he won’t touch. And if you are okay with it he will…. So hed ask and id nod? BUT THEN ALSO NO BECAUSE ID CRY EVEN MORE WHICH SUCKS AAAAA.
Or: i just want him yo be real and exist and hold me because im touch starved but I also dont because then hes real and I cant do anything and i cant talk and then its all fucked up because bad communication and haha mentally ill.
Sorry if this aint your tea i jusy feel its so normal bc all my friends havw this shit so we share the most insane stories and jokes yk?
Anyways much love <333
dear god anon i hope you took a nice rest when you got home from college- rememeber to put your health first before anything else! you can't flourish or give it your all if your body is ready to collapse any second.
I recently graduated earlier this year (around may) so i can totally understand the stress, but treat yourself well and i hope you got the very much needed rest. also don't be sorry, i get you and not wanting to be touched in such a vulnerable situation. well sorta anyway, i can perfectly initiate physical touch with others, but when others try it with me it's always a 50/50 chance that i will not even let them touch me or pull away after a few seconds HAHA (friends and family alike).
but as for how jing yuan would react i'm pretty sure he would notice pretty quick - he has quite a good eye for details after all! he pays close attention to everything around him, so picking up a few habits of some people would be a piece of cake for him. but if he's unsure i'm sure he would be the type to actually test the waters, if you're able to talk under such panic attacks he would softly ask and then just stay by your side as a presence if you were to confirm his suspicions!
if you weren't able to confirm or deny anything, i think he would try first. not go straight for a hug, but place a comforting hand and test the waters ya know? and if you were to first say yes then later say no he wouldn't question it - if anything if it stresses u out more after he would just placate you with the same :3 smile he sports.
BUT REMEMBER ANON FROM ME PERSONALLY!
don't put yourself down like that, battling mental illness is already a struggle in itself. you're already doing plenty enough by getting by each day! and judging by how you can still joke and talk about it with your friends, you already have close people who would probably stay by your side willingly to comfort you. you're not alone, but if you ever want to drop by again in the near future and ramble you're welcome to!
i would gladly chat with you again (و •̀ ᴗ•́ )و
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twistedtalking · 5 months
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Ayoooo?!
New oc?
And she seems to be a time traveler as well??!! Dang bro I can already tell most of the lore from her character profile. Am I sensing some PMMM here?? But its just the time travel aspect thing. Anyways cool oc!!! She seems like a really sweet person. Hope we can get some more interactions with her and the twst guys soon!
Me expecting no one to care about my mc:
This cute anon: <333
Anyways, this was a very pleasant surprise! I'm glad you like her. Honestly, I wanted to ramble more about her but that might have made it too long.
Anyways, my dear Mayuu is not a time traveler that's someone else. She is but a humble gamer who's first real fandom was twst. As for Mayuu, she also has a message for you.
"Sweet. It has been a long time since anyone has called me that. I do not think I am. Not anymore. After all, I have-
But thank you. Your message, it touched my heart. I hear it not often. I shall cherish it forever."
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duckwithablog · 6 months
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Dear Duck, I hope this ask finds you in good health.
Regarding Shadow, yeah I’m definitely a sucker for grumpy characters with depth 😂. Other than Shadow, I love Rouge and Chaos. Prime is giving Rouge attention, and it makes me so happy :))
I never heard of Ian Jr until now… but my eyes has been opened now. I-I have found the enlightenment Wukong has been searching for. He’s…He’s just so silly! 🤩 Definitely blorbo quality. I must pat his head and stuff him in my pocket- Also, Knuckles is such a valid choice. You know da wae *nods* *click click click*. Lastly, I think we can both agree that Chaos needs more love. He’s just a sweetheart protecting the chao. We must protecc at all cost.
To answer your questions….I had a Sonic phase as a kid so get ready:
The only Sonic games I’ve played were Sonic the Hedgehog, Sonic Generations, Sonic and the Black Knight, and Mario + Sonic at the Olympic Winter Games. HOWEVER, I’ve watched people play all of the other games (except frontier). Out of all those games, Sonic Generations is probably my favorite. In terms of shows, Sonic X is my favorite for nostalgic reasons. I’ve only just started reading the comics.
Ngl… I could probably go all day talking about my interests 🤣.
When did you start enjoying the Sonic franchise? For me it was around 7 years ago when I actually got into it.
-🍑 anon
FINALLY GETTING AROUND TO ANSWERING THIS ASK YIPPEE
Fuck yeah, Rouge Appreciation! Good to see SEGA supportign womens rights AND womens wrongs <33
Yes... Im so glad ur finally seeing the light (Ian Jr). AND KNUCKLES <333 OUGHH HES SO SO SILLY I LOVE HIM SM!!! Chaos is honestly p underrated. Dude is a water blob, how can u not love them?
Yes, they may have genocided Knuckles's ancestors. But like. Erm. Theyre blorbo. So!!
YOOOO u fr a bonafide sonic fan!! Unfortunately, the only game ive ever played is frontiers and ive only gotten that recently,, Not sure if i mentioned that before lmao. I think I'm nearing the end of Archie Sonic, as in I'm getting close to the Super Genesis Wave aka the Reboot. Which happened bcs of... HIM.....
But whatevs!
RAHHH RAMBLE ABT UR INTERESTS TO ME ANYTIME YOU WANT!!! I LOVE HEARING PPL TALKING ABT WHAT THEY LOVE!!!! ID GLADLY LISTEN!!!!!!
7 years is a long time :00 Hmm let me try to remember... I think I got into sonic december of last year? I think? Not sure, but it's probably somewhere around that time I got into the silly blue hedgehog franchise.
SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG TO ANSWER BTW!! My christmas break is coming soon, and I'm planning to (hopefully) get this blog active again by FINALLY posting some x reader stuff!! Drop another ask if u have the time!!
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i hope u know that ur content, ur silly little rambles about cookies and general excitement, and your notes in tags whenever all of this is in my dash, it feels me with hope and warmth and it helps drive back some parts of my depression creeping up on me. kinda like a ray of light seeping through a crack through the dense dark fog in my head.
it's not to pressure u or anything, it's just to reassure u whenever those tiny angry voiced in ur head that says ur not doing things enough, that there's someone out there who is enjoying your work and your drabbles and your thoughts.
thanks for making it feel like it is worth it to stay for one more day :) <3
!!!!!! anon forgive me for answering this late but i wanted to hoard it for a bit because this is probably one of the sweetest things i've ever received ;-;;;;;
thank you so much for this my dear!!!! i'm very glad to know that this blog, with all its random thoughts and stories and me just talking, helps someone feel happier <33 it's pretty wild to think that the spur-of-the-moment blog creation has gathered such a lovely group of people, and that the stuff i make helps them smile again!!! the tiny angry voice has been a bit more prevalent lately, but people like you are the reason i can do my best to hold everything together!!!
i hope i can keep providing that little ray of light for a long time, anon <333 thank you so much, and feel free to drop in any time for anything <333
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bakuvantea · 3 years
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GOOD MORNING (or wherever you are) I CAME UP WITH SOMETHING
HOW ABOUT HEADCANONS ABOUT SJW WITH A FEM S/O THAT DOESNT TRUST HIM BECAUSE SHE CAUGHT HIM KISSING CHA HAE-IN
FEEL FREE TO IGNORE BUT REMEMBER TO HAVE A MEAL, DRINK WATER AND RELAX
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recreant
- synopsis: sung jin-woo with a fem!s/o that has doubts after seeing him kiss hunter cha hae-in
- warnings: i like angst so,,,
- audience: yep, its fem!s/o my loves, i also made them into a co-manager of jin-ho!
- a/n: hello hello dear 😎-anon, i hope you'll like it! stay healthy n drink lotsa water! eat lots too! <333 i also made a drabble, hope ya don't mind!
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> after having witnessed what happened you felt numb, it hurts but you did always have your doubts after seeing them always being with each other's company, along with your time with jin-woo slowly decreasing due to him cancelling every dates and movie nights
> it was inevitable, you try to convince yourself
> she was better, had everything you didn't
> back then you had one thing that she did not have, but alas she have also taken it now huh?
> jin-woo would embrace you, telling you it was the alcohol and nothing else
> was it really? the audacity of them both to do it inside your shared apartment
> it hurts, really
> after giving him all your heart can offer, he just decides to fck it up
> you'd see tears well up in his eyes. big bad s-rank hunter now on his knees trying to talk you into staying with him
> so, would you?
-•-
it was a slow day in the agency, you and jin-ho had already finished up the reports and other necessary documents to be sent to the hunter's association, while soo-hyun filed a day-off due to her shoots.
"(name), i am bored out of my mind," jin-ho said while slumping down his chair
you sigh, "wanna play uno 'til woo comes back?"
jin-ho then perks up, eyes gleaming with mischief, he dashed over to your cubicle all while saying, "why don't we wait for him outside the dungeon? a 'lil surprise won't hurt!"
"i mean, i guess? well then i'll clean up while you text jin-ho that we're gonna meet up with him."
"no no! we're gonna surprise him okay? come on, we can clean up tomorrow, let's hurry up or we won't be able to catch the boss!"
you chuckle at his antics, "okay, fine mr. manager."
and so with nothing to do, you both decided to drop by the dungeon jin-woo was currently in. the gate was an a-rank, fairly easy for someone of woo's caliber, you thought as you drove you both to the location, all while listening to jin-ho ramble about how strong his hyung is.
finally reaching your destination, you both hop off your car, no one was in sight, lest for the few kids gawking at how big the gate is.
you walk over to them, "hey there kiddos, it's real dangerous here. why don't you guys go home in exchange for these candies i have?" already taking out some lollipops from your pocket you stop when you hear one of them speak out, "there's nothing to worry about! hunter sung and hunter cha were together in that dungeon!"
you still for a moment, hunter cha was also in the gate?
"hey, took you long enough hyung!"
you turn and see jin-woo stepping out alone. you look at the kid again and ask, "are you sure you also saw hunter cha?"
the kid beams, wildly nodding his head, "yeah! they were really darn sweet too! i think they're a couple, right mi-ho? although she did leave early, dunno why tho" the other kid nods and says, "they even kissed right before entering!"
kissed? who? jin-ho and hunter cha?
you were pulled out of your thoughts after feeling two strong pair of arms wrap around your middle, holding your form close to theirs
"hey there love," you heard jin-woo say, voice just above a whisper
the kids stared at you with clear confusion on their faces, you try to smile and you stutter out a, "this will be our little secret okay boys? better get home now huh 'lil lads? go on now, here's your candy as promised! take care okay?" the kids thanked you after taking their sweets and then dashed off to who knows where, leaving you with jin-woo and jin-ho
"strange, why did those kids look like they just saw a ghost?" jin-woo says, a pout evident with the tone he used
"maybe you're just that scary hyung!"
"oh, shut it jinho"
your mind was a mess, did jin-woo really..
"hey, let's go to that newly opened bar right across the street! my friends gave it high reviews," jin-ho says, dragging you and jin-woo with him
"are you alright, love?"
love? what did he call hunter cha then..
you smile, saying, "never been better woo."
-•-
it's been weeks since that encounter with the kids, and you have noticed too many things that you normally would have considered… well, normal
you have begun to doubt jin-woo
and his 'love' for you
each 'i love you' felt so foreign
each embrace felt so cold
why did it come to this
jin-woo always had somewhere to go to in the evenings, all of a sudden hunter cha would always visit the ahjin guild and would always talk to jin-woo alone in his office
he had canceled so many of your dates
you sigh, you were out with your friends the whole day. you stare at your phone and look at the time, it's just 8:20 pm, the party was until dawn but you left early since your feet were starting to hurt from all the dancing and the loud music really started to make your head throb. taking the keys of you and woo's shared apartment, you stumble into the house muttering a slurred, "i'm back early."
you were so tired, really
the lights in the kitchen were the only lights open, assuming jin-woo was cooking something up you then walk to that direction
"hey, woo-"
you stopped
what was that? there were silent whispers, breathy voices
from whom?
you hide in the corner and peak at where the noises came from
nothing could have prepared you for what you saw
you boyfriend was kissing hunter cha
their tongues sliding into each other's caverns, small whimpers escaping hae-in
you stare at them blankly
you head was throbbing, your feet feel like giving up
you then walk in without a care, heading to the fridge to get water
the two were shocked, scrambling out of each other's embrace with jin-woo pushing hunter cha away from him
"(name)! it's not what you think! i was-"
"let's discuss this tomorrow, i'm tired woo." you stare at them both after having poured yourself a cup of ice cold water, you lift your cup up and ask, "would you like some hunter cha?"
you then stare back at jin-woo, "how about you, cheater?"
-•-
- a/n: TO BE CONTINUED!! 😎-anon please drop in the asks lmaosoaos do you want this to end up badly or to have 'em make up? your choice bubba <333 the actual headcanons will be in the next 'chapter'
you may consider leaving me a tip here :> its a big help since i'll be going to college!! - paypal.me/mariletmg (im using my moms paypal acc hdbshbds)
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starglitterz · 2 years
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THIS POST. i am on my knees quill pls 🧎‍♀️ i Demand you ramble about this RIGHT NOW /LH. I WOULD LISTEN TO THIS BRAINROT ALL DAY THAT SOUNDS VERY INTERESTING AND CUTE.
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OMFG 🦅 ANON MY BELOVED THANK YOU FOR ASKING !!!!! <333
okok so 'the (unwilling) babysitters club' starts off w dainsleif and reader fighting against abyss mages in some domain, but suddenly one of them tosses a potion into y/n's face and disappears. POOF there is like a puffy cloud of sparkly smoke and BAM suddenly y/n is a baby (like a toddler ish maybe around 1 or 2) ❗❗❗
so our dear dainsleif obv doesnt know how to deal with a baby, so he runs back to mondstadt and tries to dump them with the knights of favonius, who have no idea how to turn yn back 😭 so after some fun interactions w the mondstadt charas, yn is sent to liyue in the hopes that ningguang will be able to afford a specialist for a cure,,, after that yn is having a ton of fun with everyone in liyue when zhongli says that probably the only one who can restore yn to their original form is ei bc ei is the most powerful known archon at the time (set after the inazuma archon quests btw) SO our beloved yn is sent on the crux w beidou and kazuha back to inazuma since beidou coincidentally has some supplies to deliver to watatsumi. LOL so yn is just running rampant in inazuma before finally theyre brought to ei who removes the spell and TA DA end of story
everything is entirely platonic !! but i was very excited to write everyone dealing with a chaotic baby bc it would be so cute and wholesome :( <3 lmk what u think of the concept AKJWDKAJS ik the plot is kinda messy but this is just the gist of it ! :D
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sukirichi · 3 years
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— LOVE LETTER FROM ANON ; 💌
this is from an ask i received. i copy pasted and replied here as a text post since i can’t put “read more” on anon asks and it’s quite long hehehe. to the anon who sent me this, i give you loads of my love, thank you so much for everything !!
[ the ask ]
hi lovely,
i just read earned it and i have a couple things i’d like to say to you if you don’t mind. before i start, i completely understand if you don’t want to share this ask or even read at all which is fair. but if you do decide to read it, i know that one person such as me cannot change the decisions a writer had made such as discontinuing a series but i hope that this allows you some sense of peace or happiness towards your creation and end of earned it. i’m actually writing this is my notes before i send it to you so that’s how you know i truly mean it. buckle up baby!
i’d like to start with this; i just read and finished all the remaining chapters of earned it. i don’t know how to say this without sounding arrogant or cocky which truly isn’t my intention here, i promise so i’ll just say it as is. i swear to ever loving god, i’ve scoured the entirety of tumblr, ao3, fanfiction.net, wattpad, everything and anything, and it still isn’t very often that i find works like these, far and few between dare i say. ive looked through almost everything i could get my hands on to read in the jjk fandom and dear god, do you manage to keep on surprising me. i’ve read majority if not all your works along with following you on ao3 and tumblr, and i must say. i truly am so fucking impressed. completely and absolutely fucking floored if you will. the amount of plot twists and pure emotion you managed to put into this is only something i can dream of ever creating.
i cannot lie, it truly my hearts to think that people gave you so much shit over this to which ended in you deciding to discontinue along with your lack of interest which at least, is understandable unlike the hate. i literally cannot comprehend how people would be unhappy with the outcome so far after reading it since it was beyond fucking magnificent in my eyes. it kept me on my toes the entire time whilst never managing to bore me once and as someone with adhd, thats fucking hard to do, i’ll admit it. props to you. and as much as i want to grovel and beg for crumbs, something, anything to know about how it ends, i know that that will most likely accomplish nothing to both you and i so decided to just say this.
thank you for writing this. thank you for not only writing it but dealing with the experience of unwanted and negative criticism to the point you had to stop and discontinue it whilst also being generous and amazing enough to keep it up so other people could still read it. i really hope your proud of earned it and how it turned out so far, because if i were you, i’d be so bloody fucking proud i wouldn’t know what to do with myself.
my friends often tell me i overstep my boundaries and i really hope i aren’t doing that with this but i just really, truly, wanted to express my genuine appreciation and thanks towards your writing and towards you as a writer that puts out content, not to mention for free!!!!, for people like me. i also don’t want to seem as if i’m glorifying earned above all your other works, because that’s not what i mean. your writing is just… just fucking chefs kiss. sorry, my brains starting to run out of words at this point but oh my god. thank you for letting me experience the experience of earned it even though there was no proper end. i’d rather have that than nothing at all. and maybe i misread this entire thing, maybe you are goddamn proud of your work, which you fuckinf should be considering the pure quality it is. once again, chefs kiss!!
i just… i don’t know what to say anymore. your writing, quite literally, has made me completely fucking breathless in a good way of course. anyways, i hope this wasn’t too much of a ramble and at least managed to make you smile or something. have a lovely day sweetheart!!!! <333 :*)
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OMG ANON PLS FORGIVE ME IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME DAYS TO RESPOND TO, I DIDN’T WANT TO GIVE YOU A HALF ASSED RESPONSE SO I WAITED TO GET MY MENTAL ENERGY BACK TO A HUNDRED PERCENT SO I CAN SEND BACK MORE LOVE TO YOU WHOLEHEARTEDLY !! FIRST OF ALL UHM… 
you really made me speechless with this one, you have no idea. I’ve lost count of the times I’ve reread this and teared up a little bit because you know… I’m so shocked like I really have no idea what I did to receive such a sweet message because I’m just writing silly fanfics when I’m feeling it yknow? Or at least that’s what it seems like because it turns out I have a huge impact on others and I’m able to make people happy like I’ll never EVER get used to that feeling and I mean that in a good way !! Like I’m in a constant state of disbelief that people are this affected by my content and I’m just… 
I’m so thankful truly PLEASE can I give you a hug I’m so happy sobs sobs sobs
also baby, thank you sm for this again AAAAHH. I’m not sure if you really mean ‘Earned It’ the mafia! gojo series or ‘Reckless’ the CEO gojo series though ?? Both are discontinued but Earned It was discontinued bcos my dumbass killed Naoya there and he was my favorite so I lost the motivation and it was all my fault SOBBSSS. as for Reckless though, yeah I’d say it was mostly the hate I got for it that demotivated me into continuing it :// but if this ask is meant for Earned It, then yes thank you so much for the kind words as well, though I didn’t really receive hate for it so no worries !!
and aaah anon im…I’m at a loss for words lmao but the part where you said where you would be proud if you wrote it, that’s really…LIKE IDK it just hit me bcos oftentimes I look at something I poured my heart into, but then I’d have days where I’d be like YIKES that wasn’t a good one. its so easy to forget the effort we put into something when we’re affected by external factors. and yeah even though I really don’t want to continue either series anymore, thank you for leaving me the important note of being proud of myself <33 
although the series (earned it) wasn’t really something I’d properly executed and planned for, I do remember being passionate over it and feeling truly excited to update. even if it didn’t end out the way I wanted it to, it’s still something I poured my heart on and that’s magnificent on its own, so I’ll be prouder of myself from now on <33
no worries bb you are not overstepping any boundaries at all !! believe me when I say this ask truly do means a lot to me – more than you’ll ever know. messages like these are what keeps me going, as feedback is important to writers, but most of all it’s the genuine support and sincerity that gets to me. 
I’m truly humbled and grateful right now. thank you for this again and again and again.
THIS MADE ME MORE THAN SMILE !! there’s a lot of things I’m struggling with even if I don’t publicly express it, but messages like these will always have a special place in my heart. I’m sincerely grateful for everything, and I’ll continue writing here and sharing my works!! It’s supportive people like you that make these moments worthwhile. I’ll never forget this message anon AAAAH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU THANK YOU YOU HAVE AN EVEN BETTER DAY OR NIGHT, you have me weak in the knees for this
OKAY BRB SOBBING IN HAPPINESS
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magnumx-opus · 3 years
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hiya !! music student anon here (ig I’ll call myself that for now? but feel free to assign me another name xD) i feel like I’ve been sending you a lot of asks lately so i can’t apologise enough if I’m being annoying aaaaa!! but anyway, i was having a super bad day today but i ended up scrolling back to your catboy mozart drawing and it rlly made me smile 🥺 aha so I’m here to say thank you for doing what you do !!! and making people happy !!! your posts always improve my (and I’m sure everyone else’s too) days 🥺💖 I hope that you’re well yourself, and if you’re not then here’s a cute yt video i saw that made me think of you hehe (https://youtu.be/pLxm6os-bck)✨ ALL my love x 💖💖💖
AHHH MY DEAR YOU ARE ALWAYS WELCOME TO MY ASK BOX!!! You can ramble to me or talk about whatever you like, I find it enjoyable to listen to you and get to respond :)) also I love the name music student anon I will stick with that 😌👌💞 very self explanatory but quite fitting HAGAHAHHA
I'm so glad my art brightened your day like that 😭😭💞💞 feeling so fulfilled!!!
if something like that ever happens to you again you're welcome to vent to me :) if its personal, I can always answer privately too!! I'm always here for u no matter what you need <333
I JUST WATCHED THE VIDEO AND AAAAAAA MOZART WOULD BE SO PROUD!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!! it actually reminded me that I plan on learning Turkish March on the piano this October because I decided to be catboy Mozart for halloween this year KSJSKJDKDJDKDJD if I can save up the money, that is 😩 kinda broke atm but hopefully all goes well, I have like 8 months left to prep anyway. Until then, I'm learning a Beethoven Sonata and mMMMM IT IS SO MUCH FUN TO PLAY I am vv excited to have it complete although I just got it from my teacher a couple days ago so it won't be done for quite awhile KAAJAKJSJD
Omg sorry for rambling back at you I'm sorry if that was so out of nowhere??? Anyways yes dear remember my ask box is always open for you :) I hope you're doing well 💞💞💞💞
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inkykeiji · 3 years
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Okay I know I said I would be gone for a lil bit and I will be because uni work really is dragging but I had to pop back and just check up on how you’re doing 💕
I know you’re not doing amazing right now and I wish I could just remove all those bad feelings and shit because you deserve the best - I know I have said this many times but I will continue saying it forever but you have helped me in so many ways idek how to express to you how much I care about you and your well-being (it sounds a bit silly because we’re just strangers on the internet but I just needed to tell you) 💖
Life can just be terrible but also incredible at the same time and there are so many good things and you are one of the many good things in life - idk if this sounds weird or strange but you just make my life better, I wake up and check your blog just to see how things are and in the back of my mind I just hope that you’re doing okay, wishing you the best from across the sea - I am feeling very mushy and I like to see good things happening to people who deserve it so I wish you so much goodness <3 I admire you so much and I have so much gratitude, I am low-key crying typing this because I was in a shitty situation and then I found your blog and it was such an amazing safe space to be and has helped in more ways than I can even describe <3
Okay I have tried my best here to express my thoughts and shit but yet again I am rambling - I mainly wanted you to know that I have so much love and thanks for you, idk if I’m being silly still but I just needed to let you know and I hope this at least makes you smile <3 I will finish this rlly long anon now by sending you all the love and hugs in the world <333-🍯
aw honey bb hi <33
it does not sound silly at all, and i want you to know that i am SO incredibly flattered and honoured to hear that i (and/or my work) has helped you so immensely!!!! that is such a special thing to be told and i hold your words near and dear to my heart forever. i’m at a bit of a loss for words because i can’t explain how treasured this is to me??? like, how much it means to me to hear that. i know i’ve said this before but all i have ever, ever wanted to do is help others through my work, even if it’s just a teeny tiny bit, even if it’s just for a few hours, even if it’s only one person, it’s worth it. so to hear you say this brings tears to my eyes, because it means my goal has already been achieved. i hope to help more <3 i’m taking this directly from my response to another very precious anon (because the post had been deleted once i knew they had seen it) but:
i write for me, because it comforts me, because it’s my art and my life and my love, and i share it online, because i hope it will help someone else; whether it brings them a little comfort or a little entertainment. as i’ve gotten older, i’ve come to realize just how important so-called ‘low-brow’/escapist art is. sometimes, that’s all we have. for a LONG time, that was all i had. so if i can create little worlds and stories where both i AND others can escape to, even if it’s only for a few hours, i want to do it.
waaah please honey bb that is so fucking sweet i am literally crying too hahaha i just... it’s very comforting to know that you’re in someone’s thoughts, you know?? please know that you are in mine, as well <3 i don’t think it sounds weird at all!!! and i am once again beyond humbled by your kind, compassionate words. thank you so much for all of your love <3 i appreciate it more than i can describe!!
again, you are not in any way being silly and i entirely understand where you’re coming from. moreover, i want to express my own gratitude towards YOU, for being here with me, for genuinely caring about me and sending me love, for supporting my work and leaving such lovely feedback; all of it means so so so much to me and i do not take any of it for granted!!!!
thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing this with me, honeybun <3 it is so so special and i will truly cherish it forever!! <333 i’m sorry it took me a few days to get to this, but please know that while i was gathering the mental strength to answer longer asks, i re-read yours many, many times and it never fails to bring a smile to my face. i love you so much!!!!!!! good luck on all ur uni work sweetpea i’m rooting for you!!! <333
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mimimarilynlove · 6 years
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So what do you think of Coup De Grace?
I’m really enjoying the album so far!! I love it and actually imo it’s his best work to date? (I’ve only listened to the full thing as a whole like, a couple of times and mostly I’m still listening to the songs in small batches ahaha~ but yeah I just take things slower I guess) I love the variety he’s giving us with the tracks, also the fact he’s really pushing his vocal range on this one. I’ve always loved his voice (just, there’s something very comfortable and endearing to the quality of it? both his speaking and singing voice, but yeah I wasn’t really expecting to hear a range that went from the soft whispering verses on Shavambacu to Wrong Side of Life, you know what I mean?) so yeah him exploring the depths of his vocals makes me incredibly happy :’)  
Tbh I’m a little surprised with how… the theme/subject is entirely about the breakup, haha but yeah there we go, that’s what he meant referencing Adele XDD Uhm, in this regard it’s quite different from the previous two, but ykw I love how honest he’s been lyrically, the way he writes in general; I consider myself a pretty emotional person, so naturally I find Miles’ way of expressing his feelings more relatable (= how raw/direct he delivers everything). He’s not afraid to show his vulnerability and it’s absolutely one of things I adore most about him.I do think he improved with writing the verses? Obviously the way he emphasize the main lines/keywords in the chorus is characteristically his sound, I’d say you can definitely tell the difference between the songs on this one to the previous two. Killing the Joke and Shavambacu stands out a lot to me atm bcs they’re very stylistically HIM, and there’s better structure to his composition and that makes me really proud. Haha the only thing I’d say tho is that it’ll take me a bit longer to process the album as a whole? Because the different dynamics/vibes of the tracks on it,,, it’s kinda hard to compare the individual songs so I can’t really rank them yet XDDD
I know there’s some mix responses on songs like Cry On My Guitar, for him not being “original” enough with the material/sound he’s giving us? Personally, I think it’s just the kind of artist and musician Miles wants to be? For me it’s just like being inspired by the artists I admire and wanting to create because of them. I mean, this is a little controversial to talk about but, I don’t see it problematic necessarily because Miles has always been open about his musical influences; he literally talks about his idols like Marc Bolan, Bowie and the Beatles all. the. time. (same thing for COTT and DFWYA, we all know he’s a biiig fan of Oasis and Weller and all the artists he grew up listening to) so yeah… I find it pretty sweet that he’s still acknowledging their sound, because at the end of the day, these were the things that got him excited about making music in the first place. I don’t think every artist have to go for something completely *new* or *unique*, but Miles definitely do have his /own/ sound in all the material he’s given us, be it his own writing or collaborations or even covers. 
Oh yeah, also I’m curious about people’s thoughts on Silverscreen and Cold Light of the Day? I haven’t seen a lot of comments on these and also Something to Rely On but personally I’m very fond of them. Maybe it’s because they remind me of an earlier indie sound they’ve (him and his previous collaborators) had before when they were younger; specifically Silverscreen really reminds me of some of the songs from The Little Flames/Rascals hehe. It’s quite lovely and endearing he’s going back to that (well, kinda) and again that’s just something I didn’t expect before the album came out :3
Anyhow hehe sorry for the ramble but I’m really happy to answer your ask!! Feel free to let me know your thoughts on the record as well \^O^/ thanks again dear and I hope you have a great day
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wernerherzogs · 6 years
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Uhhh, it's been... about 84 years. More or less. No but honestly, since I'm getting Olde I have no concept of time and it just seems to be f*cking with me and I honestly can't tell. Should I worry yet? It's maybe been like two-ish years already? Dear lord. All I know is that I somehow managed to escape this hellsite for most of that time and my head thought that everything was Too Damn Difficult and Things Were Very Much A Lot so off I went, without even realizing it. Whoooops.
(i’m putting the rest behind the cut so i don’t spam everyone too much I HOPE IT WORKS RIP sorry if it doesn’t on mobile don’t kill me)
“And now I somehow stumbled back onto here and even tho I was majorly embarrassed about it I managed to dredge together whatever courage I have (with the immeasurable help of "certified river goblinTM") and decided to let you know I'm not, in fact, dead in a ditch even though I completely disappeared. ALSO, I'm maybe stupidly happy that you even remembered who I am, honestly. And now I feel like rambling, dear lord why is writing so difficult for me... Especially with this limited space.” 
“*Rambling continues* Anyhoo, replying to things is still Hard for me, time wants to mess with me and I'm now starting my master's degree at uni. AND I HAVE ADOPTED A DOG!! He's gorgeous and two years old and black with preeeetty pretty brown/yellow-ish eyes. Thought you would appreciate this info. How has the world been for you all this time? Plenty of dogs and good fics and interesting convos I hope? p.s Please drag Edison, please. p.p.s. SPACES MY EFFING GOD. It still kills me. - Nameless Anon”
well first of all: not that i didn’t miss you but I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT YOU HAD GOT AWAY FROM THIS HELLSITE ONLY TO COME BACK LATER???? YOU WERE ALREADY FREE, BUT U CAME BACK...... OH (N)ANON!!!!! like i’m so happy to hear from you (and OFC THAT I REMEMBERED YOU DUH), but!!!!!!!! i just rly hope that tumblr doesn’t ever suck the life out of you again, rip. PLEASE run away again if it ever feels like it’s becoming Too Much again!!! how i wish that were me, tbh.
ANYWAY. i /am/ glad to hear you’re Alive out there and apparently THRIVING??? CONGRATS ON THAT MASTER’S PROGRAM!!! good luck with that!!! i finished mine earlier this year and WOW DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO BE OUT OF SCHOOL FOREVER. so i’m just sending u ALL THE VIBES, i hope it goes smoothly for you.
and the fact that you adopted a dog??? easily the GREATEST thing i’ve heard this week so far indeed. :’) SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!! AND HIM!!!! WHAT A WONDERFUL FAMILY YOU GUYS ARE. pls give him THE BIGGEST KISS from me.
i’m sending you ALL THE LOVE. if you /do/ stay here for a while, don’t be a stranger!!! say hello from time to time at least!!!! (but don’t feel pressured to do so! i totally Get how difficult it is to muster up the Replying Energy sometimes, so pls remember that you’re never on any deadline w/ me about that. take your time.) KISSES
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