#i hope nothing bad happens to her 🤡

[helaenna]

HELAENA TARGARYEN HOUSE OF THE DRAGON — 1.08 "The Lord of the Tides"

#helaena targaryen #hotd #house of the dragon #hotdedit #helaenatargaryenedit #welighttheway #dailyhotdgifs #gameofthronesdaily #mine.gif #my darling angel who deserves the world #i hope nothing bad happens to her 🤡

[strongheartneteyam]

I wish I could

Pairing: Neteyam Sully x female!curvy!human reader

CW: angst, risky pregnancy issues, fluff, fingering, masturbating (female receiving), breeding kink, pregnancy kink, size kink, exophilia (extraterrestrial kink), monsterfucker

GUYS I'M SO SORRY I TOOK SO LONG TO UPDATE THIS FIC some of you already know why but to the ones who dont: my life became so chaotic, all of a sudden, that I could barely log in here. I literally spent days without logging on tumblr. I had zero time and was always exhausted. But now my life is back at the tracks (thank you God 😭) - even though it's still pretty hectic - so I was able to find time and energy to write this chapter. Hope u like it 😘👀

Not fully proofread 🤡

Chapter 7

♡

You woke up in pure bliss. Many moons had passed now, your belly had gotten even bigger, your baby had grown. You're living two dreams at once. You were a mother and mated with the one person you've always loved. The owner of your every thought and your every girl-in-love-kind-of-sigh ever since you remember. You were carrying his child inside of you, you would often feel the little baby you both created together kicking your ribs. It brought tears to your eyes. You still don't know how it came to be, how a fully hybrid baby could actually be conceived. You know very well how Neteyam and you *created* the baby, but you have no idea how you actually were able to get pregnant. If it makes any sense. You laugh to yourself.

Things had been a little hard given that your pregnancy was a risky one (interspecies relationship things...) but if you don't count the fact you were feeling so fatigued, heavy and having a bit of trouble breathing from time to time, you had been great. Nothing too much, nothing that made your life quality decrease.

You stretched yourself and got up from your mat, walking towards the space inside your home where you and Neteyam kept the food, water, cooking utensils and such, as you were dying to eat breakfast. This pregnancy was making you so hungry most of the time. It's no surprise. You're carrying a half na'vi child in your human womb. Your fragile body needed way more nutrients than the usual.

You stopped for a second and look through the entrance of your house. You smiled at the view of the Pandoran nature out there, the birds singing, the green grass, the heavy tree branches. It filled your heart with a comforting, wholesome feeling you can't even put to words.

Everything seemed so perfect. Too perfect, actually...

You were eating a piece of the meat Neteyam had hunt for the both of you at dawn, just before he went to train with Jake. You had cooked it with some herbs and a little salt, that you would always ask some human acquaintances to bring to you from the lab, when you felt a horrible, almost unbearable feeling in your belly. "Ma Eywa, what is this?" You asked yourself, heartache and anxiety covering you. "Please Great Mother, don't let anything happen to my baby. Please." You were in the verge of tears when you started to feel weak and dizzy. Everything around you looked weird and distant. Finally, you were unconscious on the floor. Thank Eywa you were sitting, not standing. The fall would have been way worse.

➳

You opened your eyes and sunlight was scorching your eyeballs. It came from the door. You were still at your home with Neytiri and Dr Evelyn looking at you, one at each side of your aching body, while you were laying down in your mat. Neytiri was the Tsahìk and Dr Evelyn was taking care of you as a medical professional since you first found out you were pregnant.

"What happened?" You ask, head aching and confused

"Oh, thank you, Great Mother!" Neytiri exclaimed "You passed out, my dear. Kiri found you laying on the floor unconscious when she went to visit you to bring you some fruits and herbs she had collected this morning."

"I was so worried, (y/n). I was afraid something very bad would happen to you or the baby. Or both of you." Kiri had tears in her big eyes and her pretty face was still recovering from the shock. Seeing that made you feel a stab in your chest. She really, really cared about you and your baby. And of course, it was her brother's baby too. She was now not only your best friend but also your sister-in-law.

"Is everything okay with my baby?" You asked, fear taking over you

"We've checked how she's doing through an ultrasound and yes, she's okay." Dr Evelyn says in a calming voice

"...She?" You ask

"Yes, it's a girl." Neytiri says, smiling at you. "You and Neteyam will give us a babygirl as a grandchild." She was smiling, referring to herself and Jake, such an honest feeling of pure happiness could be seen in the na'vi woman's yellow eyes

You smiled, your eyes gleaming with tears. You were gonna have a babygirl. You were gonna give Neteyam a little daughter.

"And there's something that we wanna tell you. Your baby looks really different as she is a hybrid. She has mixed features in her face, na'vi and human. Her nose is like Neteyam's nose and so are her eyes, but the rest of her face is more human like. She also has long slender legs, like her father. But she's still a little smaller than common na'vi babies. She has four fingers and no stripes. And she has a queue. She will be able to make tsaheylu." Dr Evelyn said, smiling

"That's... incredible. My babygirl... She will be so beautiful... She seems to be more na'vi than human, though." You laugh a bit, imagining your daughter's cute little braid and her small tendrils. "But you guys did not tell me what happened. I mean, why did I pass out? I remember feeling a terrible pain in my belly. But the baby is okay, I didn't lose her, thank Eywa. But what was happening to my body?"

Neytiri started to say: "My son is na'vi, even though he has human blood in his veins too. As he impregnated you, his na'vi DNA helped form your placenta." You felt your face burn as your mother-in-law was saying that. She was just nonchalantly saying that her son impregnated you. You didn't know if you were just too shy, if the na'vi had a way more chill perspective about these things, even more than you already were aware of, or if it was because you were the one in the spotlight right now, but you were blushing a lot, your cheeks so rosy. "Your body did not know how to react to that, as you're human. Your placenta is being seen by your body as an invasive substance, to sum it up, because of Neteyam's DNA being so different from yours. So, your belly started to hurt. But Dr Evelyn and I have already taken care of this. You don't have to worry, darling. I prayed to Eywa. I performed a healing ritual on you. You'll be fine, Ma (y/n)."

"I gave you an injection that eased your pain until it went away and eventually you woke up. You're gonna take one of these shots everytime you start feeling pain in your belly, okay? We think it will happen a few more times. Take it as soon as the pain starts. The sooner, the less risky for you and the baby. It contains chemicals and Pandoran herbs that will help your body slowly understand that it's okay for your baby's placenta to be inside you and it will also help you feel less pain." Dr Evelyn advised, holding a small glass tube in her hand filled with a greenish liquid.

Suddenly, you heard heavy hard footsteps approaching. You breathed in relief when you saw it was Neteyam. His dark braids dancing in the air as he approached the entrance of the house he built for the both of you and your child.

"Neteyam!" You exclaimed

"Yawne..." he said, looking at you with loving eyes "Are you alright? Is our baby alright?" He sounded so worried "Lo'ak reached me and told me about what happened. I came as fast as I could but, you know, the forest is very big."

He walked towards you and when he got to where you were laying, he sat on his heels.

"Yes, our baby is alright. I'm okay too. And we're expecting a girl, by the way." You looked at him smiling wide, chest filled with a genuine feeling of joy and almost euphoria

"I give you my gratitude, Great Mother." Neteyam said a prayer to Eywa, smiling in relief "I can't believe it! We're gonna have a little girl." Tears of happiness were streaming down his beautiful face, running through his dark blue stripes

Everyone in the room looked at you and Neteyam smiling. Neytiri looked in a motherly way to the both of you, her fangs showing as she smiled. Kiri was smiling widely, her brows furrowed. Dr Evelyn was smiling but showing no teeth. Every person there looked happy for you two, na'vi, human or mixed.

But nobody was happier than Neteyam and you. He kissed your forehead while putting his big hand on your pregnant bump. You felt your girl kick, a pain coming through your ribcage. Neteyam felt it too. "She kicked. Our babygirl just kicked, my yawnetu. I felt her little kick." Neteyam smiled in awe, looking at you as you smiled back at him, your heart beating fast

Neteyam looked at his mother. They smiled at each other and she put her hand on his shoulder, then, looked at your belly, in an affectionate way

"Oh, my Eywa. I'm starting to really love the idea of becoming an aunt." Kiri said, still sitting a little further from everybody "Damn, so many tears in only one place." The Omatikaya young girl said, chuckling, as she sniffed because she never stopped crying since she found you needing her help. Thank Eywa her tears were now tears of delight

A big wholesome laugh could be heard in the room after Kiri said that, coming from everyone's throat.

➳

After everyone had left, it was only you and Neteyam at your home. Jake had freed him from his Olo'eyktan training for some hours so he could stay with you after what had happened. He would only go back later in the afternoon.

"Oh, yawntutsyìp... I thought I had lost you and our baby." Neteyam said, holding your face with both his huge hands

You put your hand over his, rubbed your face on his palm and then kissed it. "You always act so tenderly towards me, my love. You're my everything. And I love the way you care so deeply for our child. I can feel your love for her pouring out of you. You're so amazing." He smiled and leaned in for a kiss, which you were already planning on giving him

Your lips touched and he held your waist tightly. Both big hands on each side of your body. You felt a shiver coming down your spine. He kept kissing you, slowly but passionately. His velvety lips so warm, wetting your lips with his saliva, setting your whole body on fire as he gave you many pecks but then slid his tongue inside your mouth, breathing deep through his nose, making you moan for him. "I wanted to die just thinking about losing my mate and my child. I'm thankful you're here. I'm so thankful our baby is still safe inside your womb." His hands moved from your waist to the sides of your belly. Neteyam kept kissing you, but, in a softer way now. "Your baby bump feels so good in my hands." He kissed your lower lip, suckling ever so slightly on it, your lip between his upper and his bottom lip.

"Teyam. Sit me down on your lap, please." You said, a knot forming in your belly

Neteyam gave you a small dirty smile and sat on the mat. He grabbed your hand and led you to sit on his lap.

"Like this, yawntutsyìp?" He asked, looking deeply into your eyes. His big amber eyes were so enchanting, so ethereal...

"Yes, my mate."

Neteyam opened your legs slowly, his hand traveling up your thigh while he kissed you. When his hand reached your pussy, moving your panties to the side, underneath your skirt, you whimpered at his lips. "What? You like this, my love? You like the way I caress your small body? Specially when my hand touches your little pussy?" He was looking at you, eyes so hungry for your body

"You get wet so easily now that you're pregnant. And your pussy feels even tighter." Neteyam says while two of his long four fingers explored your folds slowly. You moaned, biting your bottom lip. "So tight for me." He cooed. Neteyam's thumb reached your clitoris and he started to stimulate it, rubbing circles.

"Ahnnhh... feels so good, Teyam."

"Yeah, my yawntutsyìp?" You hum in confirmation "I love your little cunt. Love this swollen belly so much. Ahhh, baby... It makes me so hard. Do you wanna touch me and feel how hard I am for you?" Neteyam asks, breathing heavily

"Yes, Teyam. Please."

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Sorry for leaving you guys hot and bothered and cutting the smut in half like this 😂 please, don't hate me 🤡😇

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[cursedvibes]

"Don't interfere with Gojo's fight, you'll only be a burden" 🤡 anyways I think we all agree this was a terrible fight with a terribly executed ending. It feels like bad writing, with Gege unsealing Gojo and not knowing what to do with him having a bunch of characters waiting to progress and be developed. Just unnecessary, like what did the fight accomplish? Gojo straight up forgetting about Megumi and being like "oh nvm, i was never gonna win anywyay" just feels OOC.

One of the most anticipated fights in the whole manga and it was kinda trash. I hope the plot moves along now. Like you said, I want to see the students fighting Sukuna and Kenjaku, also give me the parent Kenjaku reveal moment with Yuji, Gege, and some KenJin flashbacks. Perhaps add in a little "Jin is actually alive". As compensation.

Also waiting on that Sukuna/Yuji fight. Please Gege let that one be good.

I don't know if it's because Gege lost passion for the story, but there would've been dozens of better options on how to do the fight besides "students sit on their ass and watch the live stream of their teacher's death". F in chat, guys! No, don't interfere, that would be too interesting and feel way too natural.

I really don't want to be this harsh, but everything since Gojo's unsealing has just been very questionable writing decisions. I like the Culling Game actually, I enjoyed it more than Shibuya, even when we were focusing on characters I didn't care as much about. It didn't have the constant threat of death I expected, but it was still good and I especially liked all the new lore and character exploration. Execution of Yuki's death was meh and there could've been done more with the fight, but it still moved me. Tsumiki turning out to be a piece of cardboard was my first real disappointment, but I could've looked past that if her and Yorozu's death would've been executed better. And after that it was just kinda...bad.

Angel agrees to unseal Gojo without explanation despite refusing to do that earlier. Backdoor has no drawbacks, Gojo is just out now. He's kinda weird post-Prison Realm and definitely different from before with changed priorities, but we don't get anything concrete about him or his time in containment that would give more depth to this. He just feels kinda detached. And then one month timeskip. I still remember when people said we would get flashbacks during the fight to explain what the characters were up to. But nope, nothing. Who knows if the main characters have an actual plan, Gojo definitely doesn't seem prepared. We get vague hints at Gojo using his time in the Prison Realm to adjust his domain, but we don't hear his perspective on that (would've been too interesting), we are just told about how he must feel by other characters. It's such basic things that could have made this fight more engaging and moving, but we barely get anything. On top of that it is stretched over 14 chapters and 4 months for no reason. Just make it hit harder from the beginning and shorten it that way. Kenjaku and Yuki were powerhouses and they didn't need this much time. Also the constant Gojover teasers got old very fast.

However, Gojo did manage to strip Sukuna off his domain and Mahoraga, so that will make things a little bit easier for the others. Sukuna can't just vaporize everyone with Malevolent Shrine anymore.

With the Kenjaku vs Gojo fight not happening, I am more confident though that we will get more focus on Kenjaku & Yuuji and explore their relationship and past. Feels like there will be more time dedicated to them, although that also depends on how Yuuji vs Sukuna goes. I am very excited for what's to come either way.

#sorry for the rant #Gege danced around Gojo's death for 4 months because they had no idea how to pull it off it's so silly #jjk spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 236 #asks

[tortellini-time]

My dnd campaign dashboard simulator

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Tbh i think people who think calinox is problematic really need to step away and being so toxic in the fanbase, adventuring has a very involved history and its really disrespectful to imply that :/

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bestie he dissolved people

🌒 waterdeepfan5 Follow

Hurtful thing to say but I’d expect nothing more from a WOSHA supporter :////

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GIRL YOU MEAN THE SAFETY REGULATIONS?

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🧜‍♀️ Vespaeisntreal919

Sorry for posting so much about Hornsblade family conspiracies lately. It turns out that I was getting mold poisoning from mire? Anyway I moved apartments and im good now. Check your walls y'all

#glad to move on from this fandom yall are TOXIC lmaoooo

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RIP hepia you would have loved moon arson

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HERITAGE POST

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How does this have less than 100k notes you could literally not avoid this post back in the 4180’s lmao

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🌄 timehater4ever Follow

People who go to taras as tourists are so cringe :/

#Like thats a god's domain, you cant go just for the shops

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I missed my wizardry test yesterday! :[[[[ Going to try to go back in time and retake it wish me luck! <333

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taras

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🐌 snailsandspells

UGHHHH my boss is the WORSTTTT, i got eldritch madness from looking at the moon and hes not even giving me sick leave

#i hate it here

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deities and gods - FINAL

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Of course these are the finalists lmao this website doesnt take anything seriously, i wish people would stop voting for these two just because of the memes and vote for one that actually does something like the mother of monsters

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Uhh dude erky timbers literally the god of dumb memes, idk what you were expecting #erkysweep

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I love the implication here that people still would have voted for the mother of monsters when she literally tried to fill several towns with bugbears 😭 like that was a pretty significant thing that happened

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And? God forbid women do anything

#why’d you have to pit two bad bitches against each otherr #anyways voting steve for my pet mimic

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Dot stans are literally so annoying. like her music is ok at best

🎸 radiohater

rip to this fallen solider o7

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⭐️ tryingmybest

Hi guys sorry I haven’t been posting lately got teleported to the benthic plane through a magic rift 💀 hoping to get my fic updated next week anyways :-) wish me luck lol

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#my dnd campaign #Spent way too long on this haha

[fairycosmos]

girl hey how are you?? any tips when you get rejected from a job you really wanted?? 🤡🤡 please send me your wisdom also hope ur doing well hows georgie give her a kiss from me xx

godddddd i'm so sorry to hear this!! the job-hunting landscape is fucking awful at the minute and i know it's extremely difficult to hold out any sort of hope when stuff like this keeps happening. i feel like whenever this has happened to me that i was always told to just kind of move on and pick myself up and while that's true to an extent it's also like ok but i'm losing my mind this is the fucking worst so i think you should allow yourself room to feel like shit over it. don't judge it or try to push it away but don't internalise it or drown in it either (e.g don't fall into the trap of thinking in absolutes such as "this is always going to keep happening" or "i've got no chance of finding a good role because that was my only shot" - it just leads to pointless despair that often isn't based on anything factual.) it's ok to cry or vent or write or scream about it, it's ok that you feel bad because something bad happened. and no it won't always be like this and yes you will have ample opportunity in the future to find another version of your dream job but recognising that right now you're in pain can be healthy and good, too. whenever i'm job-hunting i always try to get to a place where rejection just feels like a dull hit and then i move on to the next, like truly i just force myself to go in with no expectations, fuck it nothings real, trying out whatever persona i think they'll like best and then leaving it all behind me when i get the rejection email LOL. but when it's a position you deeply want, understandably, you'd need some time and space to process not getting it. i rmr what sometimes made me feel a tiny bit better was going over what i learned from the experience, even if it was just getting more comfortable in an interview setting or answering a question well, and building a plan to optimise my approach and basically give myself a better shot at the next interview based on the one i'd lost out on. i could console myself by saying at least i'm growing and at least i'm building up my interview skills and how i present myself every time i do this crap. i can say it wasn't a waste of time even if i didn't get it. if they offer feedback ask for some so you can work on whatever so-called "weak" spots they perceived if any (at the same time though seriously! do not internalise anything job people say to you as like a severe moral flaw like these people would reject an applicant for not smiling enough it's truly meaningless. but for the sake of job-hunting it's just something to keep in mind.) anyway i've noticed sometimes we feel a bit better about this sort of thing if we're able to exert some control over it, if there's some actionable steps we can take like working on our speaking skills or upgrading your CV or whatever. ultimately i think it's good to remember that there are so many different ways for your life to turn out well. the illusion of one path being the absolute key to everything you've ever wanted or dreamed of is just that, an illusion. there's endless versions of the future spanning out in front of you and you have happiness in so many of them - when it comes to friendships, jobs, dating, whatever - there's no singular right way to "be." sending you a massive hug. i know words ring hollow then you feel terrible so maybe come back to this another day if you want to. will give georgie the biggest forehead kiss from you <3 mwah xx

#anon

[lilomedjourney]

Okayyy, i Forgot To post yesterday so Here you have study pics from 11/04 and today, I’m getting there with AP, but it’s complicated and tedious so it’s hard to just sit and study.

Also, I’m having some problems with my roommate bc She can’t do anything nicely, like I have to do all the chores of the apartment but We are both in med school so She should understand that’s exhausting to do everything here and then Have to study like anything happened. I’m getting tired of it, this is the same since last year, I never thought we could get this bad. Like Leaving stuffy to get mold(??? Really?

And yeah, Today I’m really tired bc of that, and the answer of her doing nothing and me telling her to do a little thing is she gets mad 🤣🤡. What did I do in my past life to have to live like this now, she is a child, And I can’t say anything bc she would overreact and get mad at me, for telling her to be more responsible with the apartment.

Sorry for this, I’m just Tired and Really mad now 😃🌟

And, I hope I pass my exams next week bc I deserve it.

3-4/100 ❤️

#100 days of productivity #med #med school #medicine #oversharing #im so tired #med studyblr #study notes #Spotify

[monster42069]

“You won’t be saying that you hate doctors when you need life saving surgery”. Sure, I will.

For starters, similar to “man-haters” and their experiences with men, I have PTSD from repetitive medical and psychiatric abuse and mistreatment. No shit, logically it doesn’t add up to generalize all doctors as horrible. I’m venting from a place that hasn’t been healed and rage at injustices still happening, using my own language that it’s fine if you don’t understand or know what I’m referencing, but I’m aware of this.

I hate the healthcare system, and doctors are their mascots. Man haters usually hate the patriarchy for the trauma it’s allowed men to give them. They hate men by extension of the patriarchy as if to say, “Men are what the patriarchy is based around and who are held free of consequences and responsibility because of it. Men are the mascots of the patriarchy”. Unless they’re sexist on top of the PTSD, they’ll recognize that it’s a social issue that they’re being harsh on from trauma and rage and that anyone born male isn’t inherently dangerous. The misogynistic men were raised in a patriarchal society, but that doesn’t excuse or justify rape, abuse, femicide, and kicking women down to climb higher.

The same for doctors. They’re a product of a fucked up healthcare system and the light of that system shines mostly onto them. So, yeah. I have medical/psychiatric PTSD. I’m not going to trust them even if I’m aware that good doctors, just like good men, exist. I’m going to be on edge because the knowledge of good doctors existing doesn’t work in the present when you don’t have any around you and have only met dangerous ones.

Secondly, but most importantly, life-saving surgeries and treatments were incorrectly used on people in my family, killed my sister, and dangerous mistakes were made with me that there’s almost no excuse to have made while in ER rooms, and those workers had zero excuse— which was maybe why I wasn’t told about it and found out after I was released. Unless they’re so bad at being ER workers that they simply forgot 🤪😋 to tell a 22 year old that I started to have a heart attack and showed signs of organ failure! Silly mistake on their end.

Nurses either are exceptionally bold or don’t realize that patients can hear them gossiping at the reception desk. I have heard 2 nurses/techs say that I was better off dead when I was a teenager because they thought I was still drugged in the room they were leaning against for their little conversation on how they’d disown their child if they harmed themselves so selfishly like I had(My mother snapped from stress and told me to kill myself. That’s why she did not answer her phone nor show up at the hospital when I was being transferred, but sure since y’all know-it-all).

It’s like how my father scoffs and says, “Who would you call if you were raped?”(🤡 he’s gotta be in denial about how much of a pig he is) when I make a comment about not trusting the sherif. I wouldn’t call them because the times that law enforcement were involved were traumatizing with no positive outcome.

The doctors in hospitals who asked about it did nothing about it either besides write it in my files that I have a history of sexual abuse— ignoring that it was ongoing and probably needed some legal or social work support. The only focus brought towards that was using it to say why I must be LGBT+/GNC. Just like with the law enforcement, it was weaponized against a child and used to further focus on sexualizing said gay child.

No. I wouldn’t have my trust in a doctor to save my life because my experiences with healthcare workers are eerily similar to law enforcement. And many of them are cruel and petty alike law enforcement while on the clock.

I’d have to hope and pray that I survive whatever they’re doing to me and that it doesn’t permanently harm me because they got distracted by other orders or didn’t want to use expensive equipment or didn’t want to admit they have no experience with something a diff specialist needs to be called in for or don’t think someone like me should exist in an ideal society,…

Or their version of what sounds exactly like the “Poor me, forced into insanity and murder because I had no choice but to look after this failure of a burdensome human everyday or kill them!” caregiver burnout murder case defenses, as if caregiver burnout itself by caregivers of highest level needs disabled people justifies abuse or murder. It does not! You can quit being a carer before you decide to abuse or kill the disabled human you’re caring for! Just like you can divorce your wife instead of abusing and killing her! Seriously, what the fuck? 😀 Ahaha. I understand pride is a problem, but what the fuck? Just like these cases, you can and should quit being a healthcare worker or put it on hold indefinitely if you start acting abusive or selfish on the job.

I was in hospitals more than school growing up. People used to argue with my parents about how they were letting strangers raise me. It’s not like I became physically disabled a few years ago and entered the world of doctors to see a few new horrors. I was raised in that system.

You think they did a good job? This is how the end result of people educated in child psychology and pediatrics talking to a child more than any other demographic should be? It’s a bit off base imo to come at me for what’s seen as hysteric and insane takes on doctors when they told me who to be. They and my mother chose what I ate, what pills I took, what I was allowed to say, what I was allowed to believe, who I could be friends with if I dared speak to anyone, how much time outside I was allowed to get,…

Do people think I was born a snakey and insensitive bastard? I spent my life so far metaphorically figuring out puzzles to locks on doors that kept getting more difficult every time I managed to open them in rooms without windows. Then I saw that I was just in a damn hallway with my mother that lead me right into an identical room owned by doctors. Over and over again. That’s been my growing up. None of my doctors gave a single damn about my health or the abuse I had been through.

I won’t trust a doctor. I’d have no other options of who to turn to. Letting someone die is illegal, so as soon as you lose consciousness, doctors can legally treat you even if you said no— but it’s like making a deal with someone who could be the Devil and not knowing what will happen.

I love doctors. I respect their work, and the concept of healthcare is important to me. Doctors are usually my favorite characters in anything. They were my only idea of who I felt OK looking up to and basing my ideals on.

I don’t trust them nor their workers and connections and tools anymore at the same time, and I think that’s fair to say, especially right now, as an adult trying to heal out of everything they’ve told me about myself. I don’t think it contradicts to say that the concept of working-healthcare practices in place is admirable to me while the real, corrupt industry it’s turned into is Hell.

When I hear the word, “mother”. My first thought is my biological mother. Then memories of psychologists and therapists come to mind all the same. If you say “father”, my first thought is my biological father. Then memories of psychiatrists and techs. I think, for myself, I at least have a better idea than anyone else on my experiences with healthcare workers.

Healthcare workers traumatizing me and killing people in my family doesn’t mean they didn’t save or majorly better the QOL of someone else. Personal bias or better treatment of who they like. State regulations. Cultural differences. The existence of doctors who are doing everything in their power to hold the pillar up while their coworkers long let it go in defeatism, propaganda and erasure in education, socioeconomic stress, stress from higher-ups in control of funding, or whom never really cared and prioritized lives in the first place.

“That’s just how it is”/“Theres nothing in my power to do” is something both my parents and therapists have said to me while looking downcast and defeated when I’ve questioned why they hurt me, themselves, others, or let it happen with others.

A lot of people have heard that from adults as children and were pissed or hurt every time. “Life is unfair, get over it”. That mindset. That language and standby on violence that goes with it. The refusal to stand up for a child asking for Justice.

Full offense at every person who has said that while on the job or to a child when I say this….How much of a fucking coward do you have to be to look at someone smaller than you and injured from people on equal footing with you and say that? If you really think you aren’t being a POS coward, say it louder while looking the kid in the eyes, and don’t apologize or sound apologetic along with it. Do you give a fuck or not? Does it bother you or not? Do you have issue being associated with that or not?

Just like my parents, the same with doctors. Nothing is more frightening than someone in power over you who is unpredictable and goes back and forth between what they say and how they act. Especially when they hold unhealthy attitudes or are outright abusive.

#… #drs rlly will tell themselves that there’s a huge boom in paranoid and difficult disrespectful patients and be like ‘nothing to do w/ us’ #as if healthcare stability isn’t like. the pillar of society doing ok #nah everyone is hysteric and junkies who wanna make their lives and work sooooo much harder and annoying and gross 🤮 #***long ptsd posting u know how it is ahahaha Dr appt days med days ooooh man #but LOL how people think I wouldn’t have any idea of how doctors think and feel….do you know who my ‘friends’ were growing up? fuck off. #idk how many therapy sessions meant for me were spent on drs tangenting about their job like ok but I’m 15 and idk why I want to die so

[figonas]

Hey Kaitlyn!

A question... what's Nonna the Ninth about? I've been seeing you + one more person on my dash posting about it, and I am intrigued, but I also don't know anything about it...🤡

my time has come..

(**I am so sorry this is long it really got away from me and ate up a literal hour of my time on the clock at work**)

Okay so Nona the Ninth is book #3 in Tamsyn Muir’s Locked Tomb book series. It is preceded by Gideon the Ninth #1 and Harrow the Ninth #2

Trying to describe anything about this series without,

Giving away a spoiler

Making it sound completely batshit insane or

Making it sound like run of the mill sci-fi

is impossible but god damn I’m gonna try.

Gideon the Ninth is book #1 in the series. If I had to describe it in a way that would (I hope) convince everyone to read it, I would say:

A buff, ginger, goth-jock, lesbian disaster travels with her arch nemesis, a tiny, super goth, lesbian bone witch to explore a haunted laboratory in space. Shit pops off in a big way. Gideon has a terrible, horrible, not so good, very bad day on what should be a fun space vacation.

A more well rounded and informative explanation is listed under the cut.

GtN centers around Gideon Nav, an orphaned, indentured serf of the Ninth House, who absolutely hates the Ninth House and everyone in it. She wants nothing more than to get away from the Ninth and join the Cohort (aka the military). When her latest escape attempt is thwarted she is offered a deal, a real legitimate chance of escape. There’s one problem, if she wants off the Ninth she has to partner with her arch nemesis, the Reverend Daughter Harrowhark Nonagesimus Heir of the Ninth House finest necromancer of her generation. Harrow and the other house heirs have been called to Canaan House to serve the Emperor and become Lyctors (basically necromantic demi-gods). To escape her life on the Ninth, Gideon will have to act as Harrow’s sworn sword and protector while Harrow discovers the secrets to lyctorhood. However, as soon as the pair arrive at Canaan House things start to go awry and tensions rise between the heirs of the various houses.

Harrow the Ninth is book # 2. Trying to describe Harrow the Ninth in a similar, yet spoiler free fashion is like rolling down a grassy hill covered in land mines. So I will not even attempt other than to say;

Local lesbian discovers feelings, immediately represses them.

HtN follows up on the events of book 1 HOWEVER, this is intentionally the most confusing book you’ve ever read. You will spend the whole entire time going “what the fuck is going on” and wondering if you actually even read Gideon the Ninth or if you just dreamt you did. As I said this is intentional and it all comes together in Act 5 I promise. If you finish it and you’re still confused, good. Tamsyn Muir has said that Gideon & Harrow are the two books asking all the questions and Nona & Alecto are the two book’s answering the questions so you will still be confused at the end because you’re working with only 1/2 the information.

As far as Nona the Ninth….I’ve thought of nothing else for a calendar month. I feel like a literal representation of the Charlie Day conspiracy theory meme with all my theories and postulating about what’s going to happen in Alecto.

The Locked Tomb is a masterpiece. Not because Tamsyn Muir is an incredible writer (she is), or because the story is complex and intricately woven together (it is), but because the experience of reading The Locked Tomb is like nothing else I’ve ever experienced.

Somehow the lines;

“The First House was no longer a beautiful and empty shell, buffeted by the erosion of time. Now it seemed more like the blocked-up labyrinths beneath the Ninth House, kept sealed in case something became restless.”

and

“Put it in the hole, Griddle.”

“That’s what she said,” said Gideon

exist cohesively, not just in the same book, but literally 1 paragraph away from each other. Muir has the ability to write beautifully and integrate a kind of humor you can only cultivate and enjoy with long years of internet exposure. There’s a homestuck reference, god makes a dad joke, none pizza with left beef makes an appearance, a blink and you’ll miss it mean girls reference.

tl:dr If you like complex interpersonal relationships, women with a dubious sense of morality, skull face paint, necromancy, characters with 1 brain cell, characters with no brain cells, an entire series with only 1 man who deserves respect, the aesthetic of Catholicism without any of the bigotry, repressed feelings, back alley surgery, enemies to co-workers who hate each other arcs, possession, or necrophelia (I’m joking ((mostly)), read The Locked Tomb. It’s truly wonderful and it will rip your entire heart and soul out of your body, use them for double dutch, then throw them off the nearest cliff.

#the locked tomb #gideon the ninth #harrow the ninth #nona the ninth #gideon nav #harrowhark nonagesimus #book recs #please read these books they’re amazing #nothing that I’ve described here does the series justice I promise you

[raventrigonsdaughter]

Ooook so i got that definitive edition twd games and hm... yeah its pretty nice very well written, at least if we ignore that our choices dont really change shit... im ending season 3 now and yeah while javier is a good character i didnt give two fucks about any of it other than when clementine was involved, it was also the first time choices seem to matter but not javier, just clementine's, i hope the last one is better.

Season 1? Amazing history, amazing ending, despite not having a change in what happens in the end the game play actually feels different with your choices (see if u cut lee's arm off or not)

Season 2 was... a disaster honestly... it was AMAZING story wise for Clementine's development as a character AT LEAST IN THAT SEASON it goes out the window in season 3 if u played her as being nice. But they might have as well just released it as a animated movie because absolutely nothing u do changes what happens in the end, which was just frustrating to the point my chosen save game for the third season was the one i killed both jane and kenny because, well, nothing changes at all so what difference does it make

Season 3... im going to be honest, while i didnt finish i feel like they should have kept it as its own thing instead of using clementine as plot device... literally... i love javier but as a whole all the others feel flat as characters unlike the season 2 crew and while i liked javier i didnt give a fuck about him in the moments clementine was there also if season 2 was bad enough about your choices not really mattering season 3 is way worse, only clementine's flashbacks matter and even then what im getting is that it still doesnt change shit for the final result. As a whole this was the weakest season til now

I really hope the last season is better🤡

#the walking dead games #Clementine my beloved #my baby #AJ too

[inquisitorius-sin-bin]

This book is so good it's ruining me.

Wow I love Iskat I hope nothing else bad happens to her 🤡🤡🤡 <- me, knowing EXACTLY what happens to her

#rotrb #inquisitor: rise of the red blade #rise of the red blade

[cobycobsy2k]

CobyCobs Tag Game

Hey guys! I hope you're doing well, I'm officially back from my break, honestly I felt really bad blogging for personal reasons, but hey, here I am to start again here on tumblr with a tag game!💕🥰

1.- Could you summarize the content of your Tumblr?

My content regularly varies (I think that's my big problem), but if I could sum it up it would be Simblr, 2000s, Random Stuff and Other Games

2.-What inspired you to upload content?

The first thing I did when I entered Tumblr was to search for things about Simblr, and there I found the fabulous @simstralia, I swear guys, I am very fascinated by seeing Simstralia's blogs, their photographs and their way of telling stories seem super cute and interesting! I also usually get a lot of inspiration from my favorite youtubers Cukizilla, Jaiden Animations, Let me explain studios, Danna Alquati, La Divaza, Civer and others haha 💕💗

3.- Would you change your content in the future?

Not at the moment, but I am thinking of dedicating myself entirely to abandoning simblr and uploading content related to Stardew Valley and South Park in the future.

4.- Do you have in mind some blogs that you want to do?

If haha ​​I have several among them they would be: A blog of the Vmas (By the way, are you going to see the vmas this year? Honestly, I prefer to wait for the grammys, since there is nothing interesting, unless something happens) , The blog of the custom universities I'm doing, the blog of my Alpinloch custom hood and possibly an outfit Lookbook.

5.-A song that reminds you a lot of something

Back To December by Taylor Swift, this song reminds me a lot of my trip to Cotopaxi (Because I listened to that song almost all day haha)

Hey Soul Sister by Train (If I remember correctly), it reminds me a lot of when I was a little kid and I went to the boy scouts, I literally still love that song and I still remember the lyrics

6.- Some song you listen to when you blog

Roman Holiday by Nicki Minaj

Don't let me be the last to know by Britney Spears

Traitor by Olivia Rodrigo

Montero by lil nas X

Matilda by Harry Styles

7.- Biggest dream?

To be famous, honestly I want to make music (And I'm even working on it) but there is a little problem: The music industry is very fucked up nowadays, if you want to be a singer you need to be attractive or already be an influencer (This shows a lot how little amount of talent there is some "celebrities" have, and this is very noticeable here in Latin America), So for the moment I will continue improving everything and maybe I will publish some demos here 😅🤡

8.- If you could collaborate with any other blog, who would it be?

I would like to collaborate with @sims-for-semi @simstralia, @simstate, @simsdada (My bestie), @ophelianigmosz (my other bestie), @twoleafsimmer (A friend who is worth gold, her art is great and fabulous), @themeasureofasim @unanimouslalablah @andrisims and @jawusa (A friend who I appreciate very much) 🥺❤

9.- Have you had a fight with someone?

No, but I have met people who are a bit hypocritical, who speak wonders about other people but are not even able to support them or speak ill of them behind their back... Which makes me very sad, since I admired those people a lot... . 🙄😤🙁

10.- Characters from a series you love

Butters Stotch, Kenny McCormick, Kyle Broflovski and Pip Pirrup from South Park

Katara and Toph from Avatar  

(THEY´RE SO CUTEEEE!!)

11.- Would you feel cringe if you saw your tumblr in 10 years?

No, what's more, I would use my tumblr to tell my children: "This is what I used to do when I was a teenager and I had nothing to do haha"

12.- If you could travel in time, where would you go and what would you do?

Obviously I would travel to the 2000s, to be more specific to 2001 and I would become friends with Britney Spears, I would tell her everything that will happen to her in the future. I would also travel to the 70s or 80s to meet Freddy Mercury or even Michael Jackson

13.-Frustrated dreams

Having long hair (but my mom always tells me to cut it whenever my hair is a little long), dress like in High School Musical, be emo, have a myspace, have a collection of something and above all... Last for at least one year in a relationship

14.- What do you want to be when you are an adult?

If I don't become famous, I would dedicate myself to learning several languages ​​and become a private teacher, I would also study philosophy or just study programming (To make games)

And well, this has been my Tag Game haha, I hope you want to play it and have a lot of fun!!🤩💗

I'm going to tag @andrisims , @ophelianigmosz , @simsdada , @simstralia , @simstate , @sims-for-semi

#cobycobs tag game #cobycobs is back!

[morningstargirl666]

alicia, my beloved! would you do me a great favour and answer some of these?

🤡🛒🌌🎶🙋‍♀️💖🤗🧠 (tell me about our boy klaus)

(also i 100% rbed that post in hopes that it'll give me an excuse to pester all my writer friends with questions, mission accomplished! 😈)

🤡 - What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

Ella, bestie - there's so many. I mean not all of them are laugh-out-loud funny, but they always bring a little smile to my face. I think Caroline pushes Klaus into a pool in Into Eternity? That's a good one. But I think most the more funny exchanges happen in The Big Bad Wolf. Somehow that fic turned into crack along the way and honestly it ran away from me. My OCs are just really fun to write. Probably the scene that made me laugh the most in that, was the bacon scene. With the lunar cycles. And then later on Klaus throwing Kol's phone out the car window because he caught him texting Rebekah about the new information. Scenes with Titus, Klaus' horse, and Sam's raven Loki also hit the top spots. Sorry, I just can't choose one.

🛒 - What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.

Found family. Or a sense of family or brotherhood in general. I have no idea why. It's just too wholesome to leave out. Also probably an element of spookiness and horror, because I'm edgy like that, and I like my settings/characters a little dark, a little violent.

✨ - Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉

Okay so there's no constellation emoji on the original ask list so I'm assuming you meant this one? I don't know, maybe I'm just blind but I can't find it.

So. A compliment.

Will you accept 'I write good'? Lmao I don't know.

🎶 - Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

I actually have a few playlists on youtube that I set aside for writing. My brain is really sense-minded, so like when I put that music on it knows it's time to write. I've got a klaroline playlist, which are basically klaroline music vids, and also playlists for my fics. And then sometimes I just freestyle, listen to anything that comes on. I need to share the songs I listen to for TBBW at some point cause they are amazing. Here Come the Wolves by Lola Blanc screams Chapter 1. And then I Know Your Secrets by Tommee Profitt (feat. Liv Ash) is definitely Chapter 12. I remember listening to Running With The Wolves by Aurora for Chapter 13 a lot.

🙋‍♀️ - Do any irl people know you write fanfic?

Yes. Sort of. A close friend knows. Though I have not shared my ao3 name nor my fics and do not intend to lol.

💖 - What made you start writing? 

I actually can't remember when I didn't write in some shape or form. I've been writing since I was a small kid, in like primary school. Probably Year 4? Maybe even Year 3? I would have been like 7 maybe. I basically remember watching the movie of Roald Dahl's James and the Giant Peach, and little kid me thought, oh I want to write a book! And so I started writing a book called the Dragon and the Peach. I think the plot involved a dragon called Sapphira, who like goes on this quest and eats a magical peach that makes her strong and powerful so she can defeat the villain. That story eventually evolved into a different, more complex plot as I got older, with more characters and backstories. By Year 6 I wanted to be a writer when I grew up. And then in my teens I found fanfiction and well, here I am, ten years later, still writing fanfiction lol. Nothing really made me start writing. I guess Dahl's books inspired me originally, I really loved them as a kid, but nothing made me do it. No one pushed me to do it, or said I'd be good at it. For me writing has always been a calling. I really had no choice but answer.

🤗 - What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?

Read. Write. That's it. Read as much as you can, because that's the finest teacher of how to write. Literally. You'll find whatever genres and tropes you prefer to read will start popping up in your writing without even realising it. And when you do write, keep writing, even when you get writer's block - even if its 200 words per day or 200 words after weeks of nothing, at least its no longer a blank page. Write while figuring out how to plot, how to characterise, how to build up tension. Don't be ashamed of stuff you wrote a year ago because it sucks - it doesn't suck, you've just improved since then and now you can write better. It's a victory, not a defeat. And don't write for anyone else but yourself. Like I said before, writing is a calling. It's bleeding words onto a page because you have to get it out or you'll go crazy. You are your first reader. So write for you.

🧠 - Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favourite headcanon for them.

So. Klausy. Neeklous. Our boy Klaus. What headcanons do I have for him, hmm? 🤔

[I'm trying to think of one I haven't told you, it's a challenge]

Okay I have one. Not sure if I've included this in a fic yet, but a headcanon I love is that Klaus steals artwork from galleries and museums for kicks and replaces them with copies he painted before the originals are noticed as missing. The galleries and museums around the world have yet to catch on. He thinks its funny. Compulsion gets boring after the first few centuries, after all.

#asks #✨ella✨ #morningstar writes #fanfiction #ps: klaus and kol once stole an art piece while drunk #and promptly got arrested #they were too drunk to compel the authorities to let them go so elijah had to bail them out #klaus and kol never live it down #tvdu #headcanons

[smiletina]

“I care about you still”. Lmfao, ok. You care about me still so much that you never even check in or anything since that was said, you just talk to new bitches on a chat room game till 2am and have phone sex with them 🥴. Don’t people at work depend on you still? 🤡🤡🤡🤡. Remember when you stayed late talking to “N” about his issues and I told you that I’ve been depressed too and you told me not to tell you because it’s not something you tell your significant other and you told me to get professional help instead? Lol, great that you can talk to other people but not to me about my own battles then swept it under the rug like nothing happened. & you have the audacity to question me about why I was so hesitant to introduce you to my family/friends? Because one, they know you as the guy who left me for another girl the first time. I protected you as much as I could without introducing you because that would’ve been a hell of an experience. My friends didn’t care to meet you because they kept telling me that you’d cheat all over again and said they couldn’t hold their tongue if they were around you. My mother would’ve given you hell and back if I brought you to meet her because she said to me she’ll meet you in June if we could’ve made it to two years since she knew you “would’ve changed” in that amount of time. My friends who have known me since I was in kindergarten felt so bad for me because they know my heart and know how much I care and love you. You don’t understand that you had met me when I was so young and you were already 10 yrs older so you don’t understand how much that hurts my heart that I spent most of my 20’s with you and waiting for you because all I wanted was you. My bleeding from what I thought was my period in January wasn’t my period, it was implantation bleeding. My hCG tests were positive when I was admitted for broken heart syndrome and that’s how I found out. But you wanted nothing to do with me without even trying to understand me and understand what you did to me before that led up to everything. I will forever have to carry the guilt of this with me and you don’t even know because you never cared to check in with me, more so, you never cared to return my phone call that night you were busy chatting it up. I hope the baby’s spirit haunts you and not me because I knew I couldn’t do it alone. I found that out and it was what broke me enough to let go of my education that I’ve worked so hard for over the years. It doesn’t even matter anymore what I am or what I’ll ever be. NOBODY ELSE would’ve stuck by your side like I have even if you did them dirty like how you did me the first time and they wouldn’t have stuck around with the allegations. I don’t even have a home anymore, I don’t even live with my family now. Now I’m just cold and distant with everyone but at least I know that I’m a good person and I wouldn’t ever hurt anyone the way you hurt me, I wouldn’t ever cheat on a person that I claim to love or cheat at all. At the end of the day, you’re the one looking into the mirror and having to live with yourself and the pain you’ve caused me. Not like you care about the pain I carry with me that you have put in my heart or me in general. Everyday I wake up and I feel fucking miserable. I don’t even want to be alive. I woke up today to put makeup on and put on my fake smile for the world for a fucking job interview.

[aylinaliens]

I'm over here like...what happened to EAW??? I'm not *mad* at the episodes 13 and 14 per se. I've seen too many dramas to know that the last half the series is always a Rollercoaster so tbh it didn't surprise me that there would be lots of miscommunication and someone in the hospital. What *is* frustrating me is that it seems they cut a lot out. I personally still love the series, but I'm disappointed with the weird choppy emotional feel of episode 14 in particular. I have a feeling they're going to shove a lot of cut out scenes in the last 2 episodes. I also don't think EAW will end tragically like apparently 2125 did?? (I didn't watch it lol. I mostly watch sageuk and have only recently gotten back to modern ones because of EAW) I just...don't get that feeling. Idk if it's just me? But I feel like things will be resolved. I'm mostly scared about *how* especially since 2 episodes isn't a lot of time. I'm scared it will feel rushed...

LOL SORRY FOR THROWING THIS IN YOIR INBOX but you seem like a chill person to vent kdrama frustrations with 😅

NOT ME REPLYING ALMOST A WEEK LATER 😭 bestie i really was trying to emotionally recover from the last episode

you can vent and rant ALL you want i promise next time i’ll actually reply faster cjwjcjjejx 

no you are so so right!! the whole cutting scenes is ANNOYING. season 2 is confirmed BUT I believe the last two episodes were shot way before that was announced so they probably didn’t have that in mind. we were so traumatized by 2521 that now every time something bad happens we immediately think the worst. i just hope that rather than focusing on the cases a lot they will spend more time on other things. yes this is about youngwoo being an attorney but is it not about her personal life too?? don’t throw everything in the last or second to last episode

i’m truly a clown for thinking that 90% of the conflicts will be solved in ep 15 so that ep 16 can just nothing but fluff…that ain’t gonna happen 🤡

#go ahead and continue to throw your thoughts in my inbox jsjxjsj #extraordinary attorney woo #kdrama #eaw #kay watches eaw

[ask-hannah-blog]

Yo, Pretzel again! 🥨🤡

First of all, thanks a ton for the info on the estrogen! I was getting kinda scared in regards to some of my... growth. I guess that explains some things. I'm lucky you were there because with the way things were going, I think I would have stolen your right to be called "Honkers" lol

It's not too bad, at least. Always wanted a big butt and aside from the sound effects and the bumping into stuff, it's been alright so far. Well, okay, I've been kinda gassy these past few days, but I've also been eating like crap. So I'm sure the toots and burps are just passing through. At least I hope😬😵‍💫😣

Shame about the estrogen, but I get the feeling that he flu will do the transitioning for me anyhow. I guess I was just hoping my transition could still be something I took control of instead of the flu. Ah, well...

Main reason I'm sending an update is because of a definite clown life update from yesterday.

I was getting some groceries, being the anxious bundle of nerves. I usually am in public (not super clowny, I know...) and just stared down at my phone, waiting my turn with the cashier. The woman in front of me was wearing a cute pair of heels, nothing too crazy, close toed and everything. I took a closer look at them and expected my next thought to be something like: "Wow, nice shoes!"

Instead, what popped into my head was: "That's some hot toe cleavage!"

Toe cleavage?!?!?!!? What the fuck is toe cleavage?!!!!??! And why was I slobbering over seeing some stranger's toes???? As she walked in front of me I kept trying to catch a glance at the back of her heel in hopes I would get a peek at her soles when she took a step. What the fuck. I tried to focus back on my phone and noticed the camera app was open. Don't need to tell you what happened there.

I hadn't had a single sexual thought about feet my whole life. Not one. Never found feet to be a turn-on. Then again, neither did swallowing dildos like they were trick swords.

This stuff is freaking crazy! I wanted to apologize so badly, but I didn't want to freak her out, and truthfully, I didn't want her to see my huge dumb teeth...

I guess that's how it starts. First, I'm drooling over whatever toe cleavage is, and then eventually, I'm licking my own toes clean in utter ecstasy.

#Clownlife, Woop woop....

Hope you're having a better time than me, Hannah.

much love ❤️ ✌️💝👋💜

Pretzel! What are we going to do? 🥨

😩

I’m right there with you. Someone, I’m unfortunately think Daisy must have let one of my bimbo clients in on my new… sigh… fetish. She spent half the session rubbing her feet, and pink high heels complain about how “they’re all hurty I wish someone would wub them…”

I was barely able to stop myself from going “Yahooooooooo!” And diving in!

My brain is just telling me “you’re a perverted cartoon now, act like it.”

BUT as sexy as that foot clevage might be, ya gotta delete that picture. Even if we’re losing our minds we have to remember not to involve people that aren’t consenting to it. That’s what seperates us from the villians.

…

My hand just typed out “Send me the pic before you do!” Nice to know I can’t trust my hands now.

We gotta meet up girl, I NEED to smell those pretzel toes and dip them in cheese!

Nope nope, not me, not that.

What I meant to say you have my sympathy for going this alone, and I’m sorry it took the control you felt over your transition from you. I don’t know how anyone feels in control of any of this shit.

And I don’t know where this Honkers stuff is coming from. I am still flat as a board lol.

Anyway, love hearing from you. Best of luck, I’m not sure how many of these I have left in me.

#transformation #mind control #ask blog #hypnosis #clowntf #clown girl #clown #feet

[mosviqu]

huge engene yes true no lies were detected in ur statement!! they do be sounding like slam poetry but i love it ngl.-. DONT EVEN START DUDE I DONT THINK BELIFT WILL REMOVE IT CUZ THEY PROBABLY THOUGHT THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN BUT BOY WAS I PISSED WAKING UP TO KENGENES SENDING A TRUCK OR EHATEVER AND THEN SEEING THE SUNGTAROOKIES NEWS WAS THE WORST MORNING I HAD IN A WHILE LITERALLY DIDNT GO ON SOCIAL MEDIA FOR THAT DAY I WAS SO UPSET so yeah i saw it lmao😃 if i really try to i kind of see it but i would have never thought about it ngl but now i love it even more🤭 it do be screaming camp rock vibes!! and i'm so glad u like the album🥳😭

i hope zbone wont do noise music cuz i will be pissed oh god;-; SO TRUE BRING THE CUTE ONES BACK PLS!! idk if u talked about it or heard about them but the new hybe boy group does have happy vibes with no noise music but somehow i'm just so not vibing with it.-. i'm trying my best to do so cuz we have 3(!!!!) 03liners in there lmao

i think my minecraft addiction shows here as well but i would be so happy to find that out lmao i think i would probably have the same reaction when i found out giselle made lps videos when she was younger (although idk if that was actually her) i so understand the wilbur brain rot!! YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND WAS A CULTURAL RESET IM HAPPY HE LIKED IT

no cuz same i stared at the video for a while💀 i think seventeen atp will just remind me of u cuz i saw dino pink hair and i also immediately thought of u upon seeing him!! it would be so great if they did the tiktok part of it atleast wahhhh

I COULD NEVER DO A BRITISH ACCENT AND THAT MAKES ME SO SAD but im glad u are living the best british life in ur head sometimes lmao😌 we will see but it will stay like this for a while till i figure out something more okay lmao (liebestraum anon💕💗💞)

AHAHAH nothing bad with slam poetry At. All. 😌😌 ngl i do get where youre coming from, they must have expected this reaction. I am honestly glad they kept it despite the trucks and all 😭 but are those fans not embarrassed. like bestie......get a life 😭😭😭😭 dont even mention sungtaro tho bc i am still mad and heartbroken over this 🤠 they really debuted them....for no reason..? oh lord. im burning the SM building down as we speak!

LITERALLY like noise music had its era but i think we can put it behind us now.....please.... like some of the 4th gen debuts are a whole CIRCUS 😭😭 AND I DID TALK BAOUT BOYNEXTDOOR ACTUALLY AHAHA i listened to one of their songs and i actually vibed with it so hard ive been waiting for a fresh concept. THREE 03 LINERS ARE U KIDDING ME now if this doesnt lure me into stanning 💔

GISELLE DID WHAT NOW ???? I DIDNT KNOW ABOUT THAT 😭😭😭😭😭 iconic. sO iconic. Your new boyfriend was a cultural reset but i remember my brother showing it to me before i knew of wilbur and lovejoy and i was like what the actual FUCK is this.

jihoon had us masmerized 🤡🤡 omgomg thats so sweet actually 🥺 svt are one of my ults hhh i recently got back super into them hhh also dino reminding u of me as he should!! boyfriend ❤😌 still waiting for treasure super challenge altho i think we are not getting it 😔 at least i got cix seunghun version to ease the pain💔

NO BC ME NEITHER my account is like the weirdest mix of everything bc i taught myself english pretty much,, so my source of accent is whatever media im obsessed with in that moment 😭😭😭 but my british accent sounds very bad thats why it always stays in my head only❤