#i have to say I’m proud of this one

[choco4miruku]

I just imagined Aran in this long coat that ideal boyfriends in k-drama wears and, you know, my hand kinda moved on its own.

#aran ojiro #haikyuu!! #hq #arankita #kita shinsuke #haikyuu fanart #haikyuu ships #haikyuu #i have to say I’m proud of this one #i think i’m starting to understand how to properly draw lol #anyway here’s Aran being boyfriend material

[goldensunset]

joining the war on autism on the side of the autism etc etc

#i’m never drawing again i swear (lie) (i enjoy suffering) #n harmonia #natural harmonia gropius #zekrom #pokémon #pokemon #pokemon black and white #pokémon black and white #pkmn bw #pokemon bw #my art #bw #AAHHHHGHGGGHGH blorbo. i’m very tired but like #i have to commemorate every game i play! #i would say i am this guy’s biggest fan but i’m like 13 (14?) years late to this party i know i’m not #i haven’t even put scratched the surface of blorboposting yet i’ve seen some wild and good stuff out there i gotta step up my game #hope this looks ok i was kinda rushing to get it done while it’s still february lol #(i have a self imposed rule that i have to draw at least one thing a month) #zekrom can be wildly too small to scale. as a treat. i needed it to fit in the frame LOL #i’m quite proud of this i think. we’ll see how tomorrow’s me feels! #usually i regret posting something immediately after finishing it esp when late at night but as i said i’m rushing lol #one of the first pokémon i’ve ever drawn and it’s a Complicated Legendary. goody #but like look at my boy n right #[edit: fixed a few minor issues]

[glowsticcc]

Why can't you stop time? How long before I can't call you my sweet little girl? Help me stop time, you're not allowed to be nineteen You have to stay my precious baby

🩷happy birthday lil lulah!!💜

#qsmp #art #digital art #qsmp fanart #qsmp tallulah #tallulah the egg #happy birthday to my beautiful baby girl #my daughter my sweet angel #her birthday also marks my one year anniversary in this fandom yippee #i love her so much guys that’s my baby #also so proud of the perspective on this thing like look at that #i’ll say i don’t have a favorite but i’m lying i do it’s her #happy birthday tallulah!

[ink-the-rat]

I watched like one video on how to improve art, got bored and winged it man idk

I’m gonna fight my hand to keep up this kind of attention to rendering tho 😼

Also I swear I’ll post things other than Medic I went on a rampage I apologize

#very proud of this one #I have got to stop stareing at it I’m now noticing some flaws oh god #tf2 #team fortress fanart #team fortress 2 #team fortress 2 medic #tf2 medic fanart #tf2 medic #team fortress two #team fortress #fanart #oingo boingo really helps I have got to say #I wanna make a post with all 9 mercenaries #I think thst should be my next big project

[tiny-cloud-of-flowers]

I have a question for everyone, if that’s alright:

What’s something that you’re proud of in your selfships, and why?

This is an opportunity for you to talk about it as much as you would like to, whether it’s one thing or several! Please feel free to gush about your achievements ‘til your heart’s content - I’d love to hear what people’s answers are ^-^

(Anyone is welcome to reblog this post if they want to, as long as my DNI is respected!)

#heart of the void #selfshipping #selfshipping positivity #..sort of? #reblog game #this post is okay for anyone to reblog as long as my DNI is respected! #if I may go first: I like to think I integrate my self-inserts into the story well and I’m proud of how much development a lot of them have #I enjoy developing self-inserts and figuring out how each one can fit into the story #and I also enjoy figuring out how my selfships fit into the overarching story of my F/Os’ sources as well #nobody has to interact with this post or give an answer to it if they don’t want to #but if you do want to then this is your opportunity to say as much as you want to ^-^ I’ll be eager to read it

[mossypidder]

I have more reasons but I don’t have the energy to write them right now.

But yeah, I’ve been thinking about what I’d be if I were in Faas and Enya’s universe and I thought I’d be a changeling as well for a while for many reasons, but upon further consideration I think I was wrong. So here’s the first concept art for a my avian persona.

As for the songs (which was one of the main influences on why I started thinking about avians because I realized that over the last six months the majority of songs I’ve been obsessed with have bird centric undertones at the very least) you can find them here

#my art #this is the first fluid pose I’ve managed to do in a long time and I’m so proud of it #also I was drawing the headshot at co-op and multiple kids came up behind me and were like #ooo cool bird person #it was still a sketch at that point so I was happy it translated as bird #and just compliments from kids are the best ones #avian character design #character design #persona #Ava art #avariel #avian #bird humanoid #the wings and coloration are based on a female cutthroat grosbeak #because I’ve always really loved their markings- even more than the males #and upon researching into them I’d say we actually have quite a bit in common #they are usually very solitary birds #the biggest group you’ll find them in is nesting pairs #they are rather elusive #they live mostly off seeds nuts and fruits #which I relate heavily to lol #they care for their young a nearly after they’ve fledged #sometimes longer #there were other things but I can’t remember them #will add them when I remember #small artist #artists on tumblr #chibi style #digital art #young artist

[redgoldblue]

i'm. sobbing [x]

#i say this like i haven't been metaphorically sobbing since watching it two hours ago #but !! people KNEW #THIS feels so much like... validation without pandering #yeah some people are going to be surprised this isn't a sudden flip of everything that's happened before #and it's not a 'you were idiots for thinking it probably wouldn't ever happen' #but ALSO some of his family basically already knew! it's also a 'you weren't idiots for seeing it all along' #everything oliver's saying is that and god bless him for it but this is confirming the SHOW ITSELF will also say that #also i have got to assume one of the not surprised people is probably Maddie and i cannot wait #i also can't wait for Hen to find out she's gonna be so proud #911 #911 spoilers #Buck Bothered and Bewildered #Evan Buckley #Oliver Stark #mine #god I had an exam this morning and it’s almost 3am I should be exhausted #*this morning and yesterday #but the adrenaline rush. I’m still flying #as someone else said and I feel nov 5th in this chilis tonight

[the-ships-to-rule-them-all]

I don’t think people realize how all consuming October 7, the war and the rising antisemitism is to most Jews right now. I was just on a five day family trip and nearly every single conversation ended up circling back to what’s going on in Israel, across the world and at home. My mom knew Vivian Silver, an incredible peace activist thought to be held hostage and I had to sit there and watch her realize that not only was Vivian murdered at her home 38 days before but that she was likely burned if it took this long for her body to be identified. I was forced to sit there and watch my mom, my favorite woman in the world, watch her face crumple. We were sharing updates, accounts to follow, venting and releasing frustrations. It is a constant unbreakable struggle right now for me and most Jews I know to not be glued to our phones, to not pay attention. Because we’ve seen what happens when we don’t. Because we can’t afford to turn our backs on what’s going on. And there’s a deep ever present grief not only for the victims of October 7th, the innocent citizens of Gaza, the hostages and also for my own personal sense of safety and security. I am also grieving what is a shattering beyond measure of my present and future trust in people as I’ve witnessed how easily well intentioned kind hearted people have decided to say nothing, publicly or privately, or who have quickly fallen into vicious antisemitic rhetoric. I’m just sharing into the void at this point but it’s been unimaginably hard on a personal level. I’m not the same person I was when I went to bed on October 6. It’s as though I’m a shadow, made of grief and anger and tiny fractured bits of hope. Every piece of joy feels as though it’s been muted because of how quickly it fades. And even the moments that last are related to my Jewish identity somehow. I am not sure where I go from here.

Have a cat gif for reading all of that

#abby speaks #jumblr #I don’t know if anybody in the tag relates to how I’m feeling but it feels like the right place for it to go #not tagging I/p and antisemitism though this post deals with it because I don’t want to get bombarded #Jews can reblog as can followers #I’ll say it here to fend of comments; this is my personal reflection #I’ve stated several times that I believe in a Palestinian state and their rights of self determination libration and pursuit of life #I simply don’t believe that that should come at the cost of Israel’s right to exist and to Jewish safety around the globe #if that makes me a Zionist than I am a proud Zionist #I firmly believe that those taking advantage of this pain and horror to spread hate will be judged by karma #that includes the settlers in the Israeli West Bank; Netenyahu and his corrupt colition #and anyone who is ripping down and defacing posters of the hostages #Hamas is a terrorist organization that benefits no one but themselves #if you truly cared about the Palestinians you would have understood that they need to be removed and their agenda dismantled

[fennel-tea]

That Awful OTP Meme, or: my Binah/Hod manifesto

I originally posted this on twitter but while this is mostly tongue-in-cheek I actually have a lot of thoughts on these two that are generally summarized by [god DAMN I love the interplay of two people who are varying degrees of Terrible]

or just, like, a Hannigram meme.

#fennelart #project moon #binah/hod #lobotomy corporation #lobotomy corporation spoilers #the thing is that binah has never had regrets. binah has never had the time or desire to let herself have regrets #hod on the other hand is Full of them. she is someone who is trying very hard to be a good person #but is going at it from an entirely selfish direction (circa lobcorp) and just ends up completely sucking anyway #which is honestly part of her appeal to me? #i like the idea of them picking each other apart which is a thing that is extremely one sided at first because. it’s Binah #but even binah is still human albeit an extremely fucked up one and I think if hod manages to poke her head out of her own issues she could #start to see where the lines are #also she (binah) is locked in a basement and bored as shit and will take anything remotely interesting at this point #hence where I put her on the devoted scale versus indifferent #could you call it romance? #it’s not healthy in the slightest but no ship with binah involved is lmao #anyway this whole essay in the tags is mostly to say I’m proud of myself for the black damage joke lmao #periodic black damage and a -50% debuff to your stats. its the give and take you know how it is #shoutouts to the person writing binah/hod in the ao3 tag like two years ago you thoroughly infected my brain

[cupophrogs]

Really missed this comic so it’s repost #1!

Mob! Colt belongs to @thelone-copper and Mob! Home (and the whole au) is @clownsuu’s :)

#I really like the Mob Home blurb Clown gave us; where he really only shows up when one of his followers is dying #homie really Jsut says ‘nah y’ain’t done yet’ #I’m still super proud of this tbh #tiny Poopet looks so cute #Colt was so so worried :( #Poppet got turnt #really wanna redo the dialogue on this tho #but damn dialogue is hard and I’m tired #also clown I’m stealing your catchphrase #‘I have such bad artblock rn’ #/hj #seriously though #I haven’t drawn in a hot minute #and it’s killing me #Poppet spring #colt cattlemen #welcome home mob au #welcome home home #mob home #mob poppet #mob colt #repost #phresties #phrart #art #character design #welcome home oc #welcome home

[pinkgibbon]

Chuck furry :) he is a North American porcupine

#not to brag but I am a little bit of a genius for this one #bcs #better call saul #chuck mcgill #any chuck girlies in the house? #jimmy mcgill #saul goodman #weasel jimmy #my art #fanart #furry #furry art #I have been figuring out how to draw porcupine chuck for TWO MONTHS. I have to say I’m proud of my improvement u should see my earlier ones #very uncanny #porcupines already kinda look like humans….so it was hard getting that balance

[bluesadansey]

remembering on my circa 2017 booklr I used to tell people to read Gemma Doyle by describing it as trc but with an all girls boarding school / all girl group in a historical setting… I was trying to do the lord’s work she deserved tumblr fame

#I do think that was an oversimplification of both but. Not totally off base there are some similar char tropes used I’m proud of past me for #the attempt. Also I think I’m going to start advocating for Diviners in that way now that trc fandom is apparently quite miserable post GW #you like gay people doing dream magic? you like witchcraft and ghosts and strong ensemble casts? #you like an ambitious abuse survivor getting a healing arc with learning to control magic/psychic abilities as a metaphor? you like four #book series where the first three books rock and the last book which is named king + corvid is a bit underwhelm who said that? #a positive point in diviners favor is Ling x Wei Mei >>>> RonanKavinsky. Generally find the take on dream magic in diviners more compelling #(although LingHenry + RonanHennessy both being mlm wlw duos who are the dreamers is kinda fun) #anyway. This is not actually a fair comparison because Ling is my fav or at least top two w Theta of the leads and I love Ronan but he is m #least favorite of the trc leads of which there are four all of whom I love so it says nothing bad about him. But it does put me as an #outlier re: fandom priorities.. #on the flip side while I love diviners dynamics sadly I don’t think they ever come anywhere close to Gangsey levels of extreme codependency #so I can not care quite as much…. #from what I remember the girls in Gemma Doyle are a lot more codependent good for them. Would have to reread to compare codependency levels #Ling and Theta are both my favorite in diviners in the same way Blue and Adam are my favorite in trc and Abed and Annie are both my fav for #community. basically one char who I love and overidentify with (Ling/Blue/Abed) and one char I love who in many ways I’m not like #but in a handful of very niche specific ways I also relate quite a bit. And am fascinated with (Theta/Adam/Annie) #s speaks #very off topic from my initial point which was you should read Libba Bray’s books #and in both cases I have a second and a half tier fav (Evie/Gansey/Britta) who I love fictionally but if I was trapped in a room w them I’d #kill myself. with the white blonde women I’d also want to make out w them debatable if that makes it better or worse #but like. I could not stand listening to them speak for that long I know this #Gansey might just die a third time by my hands…

[givemeallyourpenny]

In their paired ending Constance and Jeritza settled down in Nuvelle and we’d in their rosegarden

In their paired ending Petra and Hubert settle down in Nuvelle, do you think they also wed in the rose garden?

I like to think that all of the black eagles wed in the rose garden, in fact they all had their weddings at the same time!

#fe3h #constance von nuvelle #jeritza von hrym #petra macneary #hubert von vestra #black eagles #other pairings I got #yuri and balthus: is it gay to be feared years after your deaths with the homies #Felix and Leonie: they were also the band at this giant wedding #Dorothea and Sylvain: I’m having trouble thinking of something funny to say about them give me a second #i just think they're neat #Ferdinand and Manuela: she’s everything he’s just ferdi #Linhardt and Bernadetta: they’re those college professors that always respond right away when you email them at odd hours #Constance and Jerry: that’s a very sharp rose careful it could puncture #Caspar and Ashe: my sons are fairy tale heroes good for them so proud #one was my mvp and the other was my dancer #Hubert and Petra: puncture the hull of an empire class battle cruiser because it’s so sharp #Edelgard and Lysithea: and they lived happily ever after and I’m probably going to sob about it later I’m so happy #Byleth and Mercedes: their wedding speech was all about how much her dad sucks #and now there’s only one gay ending I need to see

[doctorweebmd]

I was thinking about this the other day and wondering why it’s become so much less fun to write for BNHA and I think it’s because… I’ve written too much?

Like being a one-off author was fine and fun and novel and people were so cool and supportive, but now I’ve got multiple long fics and people have started treating me like someone that “creates content” rather than someone who is writing for fun. And I’ve shot myself in the foot by continuing to write long-fic and putting my heart and soul into them and it’s like never enough, people just expect more and more and more and I want to keep giving and keep doing better but no matter what I write it’s just not ENOUGH

And like… this started a little after I finished Zero Sum Game but like… people have started forming “opinions” that they share openly about “me” - I can’t stand going into fandom space and seeing people say they can’t read anything I write, or they don’t like me as an author, openly ranking my works, saying xyz is overrated or mention me by name in shipping discourse or send me hate mail or update requests or just straight up telling me they’re not going to read what I write anymore… and these people don’t know me!!! I’m just an empty space to them!!! Just a machine that pumps out thousands on thousands of words to just look at an forget about instantly!!!!!!!!

Where do people get off honestly. Is it like this everywhere or is it just BNHA? Is it because it’s so popular that the community has broken down completely? Sincerely what the fuck how can anyone treat writers like this…

#literally got a comment like yesterday saying ‘I’m so disappointed this hasn’t been updated in a year! I need it’ #…fuck you actually? #I realize fics take 1-2 days to read #but all of this has taken hundreds of hours and YEARS to write #but sorry I don’t have the specific thing that you want to readily consume I guess #I am! not! a! content! creator! #nobody pays me! I get nothing out of this! why are people treating me like not a person! #and it’s just more and more frustrating seeing other writers mention stuff like this too #I realize I’m just venting now but whatever #like i feel like I built something over the past few years that I’m so proud of #but sometimes I want to burn it ALL to the ground #it’s not that deep #it’s just… I put too much of myself into this #which honestly is mostly my own fault #ANYWAY. that’s a big part as to why I’m jumping ship for now #I’d rather have fun and write whatever and have no one give a shit #than to give my heart and soul to a community that chews me up and spits me out #…. sorry I’m being so dramatic #the amazing wonderful kind people that have stayed around for these 3.5 years who still say kind words to me I love you so much #as always the negativity is the vast minority but that’s what hits the hardest I guess #I mean honestly I don’t care and will continue to write and do whatever I want #but wanted to reflect on my frustrations and make sense of it #.

[soloavengers]

This is ser Dane, dubbed the Black Knight.

He’s a mysterious genius pawn, who retains his ability to travel through the rift despite being, by all appearances, bestowed and human. He wields a sword as dark as night, and it’s rumored that the sword is his true master (or absurdly, that his Arisen is trapped in it.) Pawns treat him as an anomaly, and most advise their Arisen to steer clear of him. However no Arisen has ever regretted hiring Dane, for he’s an excellent and clever fighter. Still they cannot deny that he’s quite odd for a pawn, like a man stuck in an awkward place between pawn and human.

#dragon’s dogma 2 x marvel comics #ehehehe #dd2 #marvel’s black knight #dane whitman #can’t say i’m hyperfixated on a fantasy game or book if i don’t throw this cursed loser princess in here #in case you’re wondering: he’s just human. not a bestowed pawn. the ebony blade is of Darkness like the rift #so he can travel through the rift #he doesn’t mind living as a pawn. and working under arisen. because it’s helpful and a good thing to do #and he’s super curious about other worlds and having the time of his life #when the voices aren’t bothering him at least #i’m actually… proud of how he looks? also it’s very satisfying to get the height and weight the Same aa the wiki rkshdjwjdw #i will somehow make him hirable one day <3 my only kindhearted boyo #idk if anyone cares about this i just do it for my own enjoyment #that being said about him being Not a pawn. the sword IS his master #i will connect him to the Evil in dd2 #the sword is sometimes covered by the same gooey black substance transformed dragonsplague’d pawns turn seem to be made of

[the-darklings]

I can’t even put into words how beautiful the last part of TIBYIM was! Your writing has been incredible throughout and I feel so lucky to have read your work ❤️ My heart is melting at the ending, however bittersweet it feels to be completed

Thank you, it’s been real y’all. I’m so glad you’re all enjoying the finale so far. Seeing the reactions flowing in is inflating my heart three sizes.

#it’s like one of those weird things where it doesn’t quite feel real yet lmao #tbh maybe because i never really put a hard full stop on it. #the door is closed but not locked. some windows are open etc y’know? #it won’t be the last time i write these characters i know that much #(hotd au alone tho NaNo is starting in a few days so that might be slow coming) #it’s just hard to say whether there’ll ever be another full length story #i’m so proud I finished it (only second fic i ever have) #time to rest but I’m so going to be editing this and printing a copy for personal use (emphasis on personal) #(and someone is working on a bound copy too!!!) #time to put this bad boy on my shelves #asks #fic: today i bury you in me