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well I've never written fanfic before, but the pic on the left made me think of a short story, so I wrote my first one (or something like that), if anyone happens to like it, I'll be more than happy ☺️ if not, well, I've had fun with it 😂
"They're almost here!" I shout as I see a text popping up on my screen, toothbrush in my hand, hurrying to get ready. I check the clock quickly, it's 1:10 in the afternoon.
"They're almost here!" I shout as I see a text popping up on my screen, toothbrush in my hand, hurrying to get ready. I check the clock quickly, it's 1:10 in the afternoon.
"Huh?" he asks, while the water's running in the shower.
"G says they're here in twenty!" I shout a bit louder this time, while he steps out of the shower and wraps a tower around his waist.
"That's okay, you just get dressed and I'll take care of the rest" he smiles at me while running his fingers through his wet curls.
I finish washing my teeth while watching him in the mirror as he goes into the bedroom, opens the cabinet and grabs a brown shirt with straps on it, puts on his shorts then leaves the room.
As I catch myself smiling, I shake my head and take a minute to calm my nerves. This is all so crazy. We've been only going out for a couple of months, catching each other here and there whenever possible, but now that he has spent the last few days in town I haven't left his place at all, which he hasn't even settled into yet. There are still a couple of boxes everywhere but he leaves in two days again so he invited his friends over to check the place out this afternoon. We have spent the whole morning in bed, only to realize it was time to get ready.
I put on a little sunscreen, mascara and lip balm then go into the room to try and find a dress in my mess of a bag- I clearly wasn't prepared for staying over this long.
"Yellow or blue?" I look at him showing up both options while he grabs a couple glasses in the kitchen.
"I like the blue one" he says with a smirk and I instantly know he thinks about undressing me two nights ago when we got back from a Rufus Du Sol concert.
"Blue one it is" I smile as I tie my hair and double check if the dress is still good to wear for a second time. I join him in the kitchen.
"Music?" I ask while he's putting some snacks in bowls.
"Yes, please!" he grabs his phone, opens spotify, then slides the phone across the counter for me while turning on the bluetooth speaker. (No wonder the back of his phone is broken - I think to myself.)
I'm not really comfortable yet playing my own favorites so I just browse through the songs he recently played and put a Dylan song on.
"They're here" he says and I can see the widest smile appearing on his face while we watch as a car pulls up front. He walks to the door to open it, looking like a kid on Christmas morning. He told me how important his old friendships are for him so I know it's a big deal I'm meeting them, not counting that one time we ran into Giullian at an event in New York for a couple minutes the other night.
- - - - -
"Who wants another beer?" I ask as I get up to go into the kitchen. A couple hours have passed, while we were just laughing, listening to music and the guys sharing old stories. I slide the terrace door and walk to the fridge, and only when I turn to grab the bottle opener I realize he followed me back and is standing behind me.
"Are you having fun?" he asks with that smirk that I can't get enough of. His face is blushed, clearly tipsy. He steps one step closer, our faces almost touching.
"Yes, you?" I check, trying not to overanalyze if his friends like me or not.
He grabs my face with both hands, kisses me with his eyes closed, and nods twice. He seems so calm, so happy, and I'm glad I get to see this side of him.
We return to the poolside, I hand the beers out, and while he sits down I realize what a beautiful sunny afternoon it still is and how lovely he looks enjoying and soaking it all in.
"Guys, look here!" I tell them as I snap a pic, just making sure I'll never forget this moment. His smile says it all. ♥️
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AGELESS/BLANK/UNDER 18 BLOGS ARE NOT WELCOME TO INTERACT. PLEASE RESPECT MY RULES AND BOUNDARIES
summary: reader isn’t keen to playing the usual games between her and eddie after how she felt sunday night, and eddie can’t stand losing her attention. PICK WHAT ENDING YOU WANT AFTER.
pairing: bully!mean!perv!eddie munson x perv!fem reader
word count: 8,704 words (9,272 total words with the fluffy ending, 9,516 total words with the angsty ending)
content/warnings: swearing, SMUT MDNI (y/n is 18), bully!eddie, mean!eddie, perv!eddie, bully kink (?), dominating, breeding kink, mocking, teasing, biting, dacryphilia, groping, pet names (doll face, princess), degradation, some embarrassment, yearning, menophilia, angst :(((, feelings :(((, fluff(what? who said that?). i think that’s all pls tell me if i miss anything!
a/n: thank you for all the love :( i’m truly so surprised and grateful and just super flattered so thank you!! i hope i didn’t fuck this up by giving it crap endings sobs. i saw some were interested in a bit of a better look into eddie’s thoughts/feelings so i hope those lil parts are good! i’m considering the occasional blurb in the future about them tho so 👀 OH ALSO!! the past week or so tumblr had a bug on their app that cut off the ends of my posts >:( so I’d appreciate it if you could look back to double check you caught the full ending so you get the proper experience! okay i’m shutting up now!
part one - part two
*
You weren’t as responsive to his teasing that Monday…or, well… just about the rest of the school week so far, for that matter. You blamed your mood drop on his indifference, and the cramping that you assumed was only from this weekend. You had been sure it was just your cervix making its opinions on Eddie known, but then—after your second sugar pill of the week—you got your period Wednesday night. This culprit seemingly just as likely for that aching in your lower abdomen and back. It was welcome evidence that your birth control was working, but the appreciation for its presence didn’t last long with all the cramping and the bleeding. You hated getting your period, no matter how many older women reminded you of your “connection to Mother Nature” and “the beauty of the womb.” It’s messy and painful and almost always broke out your face.
So no you aren’t playing Eddie’s usual games—instead going silent on him or answering in an empty murmur. Part of you worries it’s going to all build up to one particularly heinous act, but he surprisingly didn’t get worse. He only bothered you with the same old stuff more frequently. By Thursday he’s pestering you constantly with his teasing, and his grabbing, and honestly? Just about every trick in his sick little book which were usually tastefully sprinkled throughout the week.
“So you’re not talking to me? Playing hard to get or somethin’?” He whispers from behind you in the lunch line. You grab a saran-wrapped cookie and put it on your tray.
“What? You on your rag or something?” Eddie scoffs in response to your ever freezing cold shoulder. He’s out in the tundra these past couple of days. You make a face and continue moving through the line.
“Come on… don’t fuck me and forget me, babe. You’ll break this ol’ cynic’s heart and I’ll never recover.” He teases with a wide smile, hand placed over his heart before it drops to settle on the small of your back and gradually travel down to cup your ass. He’s pleasantly surprised that you’re not gently nudging him away like you had the last time he attempted his usual lunchtime groping, but something feels different. He glances down as he flips up your skirt only to reveal small shorts in the same pattern of your dark, plaid skirt. Your worst nightmare is bleeding through a light-colored pair of pants or skirt, so you always wear darker clothes on your period, and you trade skirts for skorts in favor of the added coverage.
“What the fuck is this shit?” He scowls, tugging at one leg of the shorts.
“It’s called a skort. We’ve had this conversation before.” You sigh, thanking the lunch lady as she hands you your tray and eyes the metalhead trailing behind you.
She thinks he resembles an abandoned puppy who grew mean and practiced his bite and his bark just to follow after you with his tail between his legs. If she had any genuine interest in connecting with the student body she fed 5 days out of the week, she might’ve made a playful joke about you having him whipped. But she didn’t care that much.
“I don’t think we have.” He grins, wondering if you even noticed you let yourself talk to him.
“You do it every time I’m on-“ You catch yourself almost admitting you were on your period, which would certainly only pull new harassment from him, so you pretend to correct a simple mistake. “In. Every time I’m in a skort.”
He hums disapprovingly.
“Yeah, well… I…” He trails off as you simply walk away from him to your usual spot in the cafeteria. You don’t bother to stay at his table you two reached just for him to finish making some crude joke before ultimately shooing you away anyway. “Okay… or be a bitch.”
He grumbles that last bit, landing into his usual spot at the head of the table. A few of the other Hellfire members are still staring even when he clearly takes notice.
“Can I help you?” He snaps, everyone who had been staring immediately looking down at their food. He huffs, adjusting his position in the chair to get more comfortable and lets his gaze move over to your table. You’re sat so pretty it’s like your image could actually advertise such a crappy plastic chair. The way your ankles are crossed underneath you, book cracked open on the table with all of your attention on it as you sat with your body leaned into the table. Your food was hardly touched due to a pang of nausea that he was completely unaware of.
“You know if you like her maybe you shouldn’t pick on her so much.”
Eddie grimaces at the comment that’s—in his opinion—beyond a disregard for his rank at this table, icy glare on the curly haired freshman. There are panicked faces and soft muttering around the table showing he isn’t the only one taken aback by this.
“I…” the boy falters, putting the spoonful of pudding he’s about to eat back down. “I just mean if… if you like her. I dunno… you’re kinda mean to her, Eddie.”
He eats his scoop of pudding now, his bold words inspiring the wiry one that always sits next to him. Eddie’s burning glance flits over to him now that he’s speaking, his expression remaining unimpressed with etches of frustration in the shadows of his facial features.
“Yeah, which is actually totally weird cause you’re not like that at all.” The brunet speaks in a rapid ramble like usual. “Like, you took me and Dustin and Lucas under your wing cause we were new and weird and alone and stuff like that—no, I know Lucas has been ditching Hellfire for the jocks, but anyway— you’re always talking back to those asshole jocks—which is totally cool—so I don’t get why you’re not like that with her.”
“I’m sorry, I must be confused.” The man spoke with sarcastic interest, a sinister smile breaking out onto his face. “Are you two talking to me? About something that is, quite frankly, none of your business?”
The two boys look at each other, the nerves shared between them tangible. Eddie raises a brow and tilts his head when they face him again. Still silence. Mike swallows anxiously.
“Well?” He sneers, flicking some of his trail mix at them.
“Sorry, Eddie…” They say in unison as he chews slowly, staring them down. He rolls his eyes as his body slowly relaxes again in his spot and he glances at you again. You were at least breaking off pieces of your cookie now, still reading your book.
“She’s not new or weird or alone anyways. She’s always with the smart kids.” He states, before holding up a hand as his gaze returns to the pair. “Not that I’m inviting you two shitheads to stick your noses in my business.”
The freshmen, along with a few others at the table shift to look over at you. You’re still engrossed in whatever you’re reading and you looked miserable, even if you were enjoying a good book. You look tired.
“Dude, literally no one is interacting with her. There’re the Jacobson twins talking at one end—probably still fighting over what’s the right answer to the equation from algebra class (it’s zero, by the way). Then there’s Richie and Greg from advanced calculus. Some people I don’t know…” Dustin mutters that last part before continuing, “And yes technically speaking there are a few girls sitting with her, but they’re not even talking. They probably don’t even know her.“
Eddie stares him down, the conversation still on you burning away at something inside him. He doesn’t want to talk about it. He doesn’t want to talk about you or how lonely you look. He doesn’t want to talk about inviting you over. And he certainly doesn’t want to talk about how mean he is to you, cause he has no interest in trying to break down the intricacies of the crossover between bullying you and fucking you. Especially to freshmen.
“Just saying.” Dustin finally sighs in defeat, clearly getting no response from the DM sat at the head of the table. “But seriously, tugging on a girl’s pigtails cause you like her is completely grade school.”
*
Eddie had figured that having sex would change things between you two, but he imagined it changing for the better. Things like fucking you in the janitor’s closet or in the back of his van in the parking lot. Feeling you up between classes. Being so fucking mean to you all day until you were all wet and needy for him by the time that final bell rang.
He certainly didn’t imagine this.
At the start of the school week, Eddie didn’t entirely notice your lack of participation. Just that something felt… off-kilter in your interactions. It had been on Tuesday night that he realized nothing felt right because you weren’t glaring at him or shoving him away or pouting up at him. You didn’t even turn your head when an object was flicked at you, you just kept your eyes on the chalkboard.
Now he isn’t particularly well known for his critical thinking with… well… anything other than music, DND, and—subsequently—the math that came along with both hobbies. And, of course, selling drugs. So it’s somewhat understandable that poor Eds didn’t even realize what caused the imbalance for a whole day or two. Once he realized it though, it only frustrated him further. It irritated him that you weren’t playing the game, and it irritated him that it bothered him so much in the first place.
Why aren’t you snapping back at him? Why are you ignoring him, and if you even do look over: why was it always with a sad glance? Why, when he toyed with your skirt on Monday did you tilt your head to the side and quietly ask him to please leave you alone? When he saw you first thing Monday morning with circles under your eyes that were barely disguised by drug store concealer; Why, when he leaned into you as he passed you in the hall with a quiet “Something keep you up last night?” Did you only give him a passing glance with lips pressed together in what might’ve been an attempt at a small smile just to fall flat with that dull look in your eyes.
Being how he is, his game plan had been to keep bugging you constantly. Wear you down until you were finally glaring or giggling or whining, and everything could be back to the way it was. Maybe you were just suddenly playing hard to get. Being a teasing brat who would eventually have a smirk sneak out so he knew you were toying with him, and he could make you pay for it later. That smirk never quirked up your lip though. You were still such a rainy cloud drifting through the school.
The little twerp got to him at lunch today, too. He wonders now if maybe you were sick of the way he acted, and realized you want deserve someone a little less inclined to pigtail-tugging and a little more open and romantic. But why now? He thought you enjoyed it all. That’s why he wasn’t expelled already. That’s why you fucked him and called him for more. Right? Sitting in his van instead of attending the last class of the day, Eddie rubs his hands over his face and lets out a frustrated groan. He feels something crucial missing in him at the fact that he’d rather pull teeth than drop down his smug and playful demeanor even for a second and show you that he’s yours.
He noticed you were pretty when you were a sophomore, but not much else. Now in your senior year with him, god—you aren’t even pretty. You’re fucking devastating, and he knows his methods of showing affection aren’t something that will stand the test of time. You’ll grow tired and fuck it, he’d be living up to that Munson name if he has to see you with someone else—probably wind up serving time right alongside Pops after leaving some guy in the hospital. So maybe there were tweaks to be had. Even if he’s bitter and reluctant about it. (And did I mention bitter?)
Eddie pulls his hands away from his face at the faint sound of a bell, letting the side of his head fall against the window with a solid thunk as he awaits the crowds of students rushing out of the school.
*
You’re passing by others on your way out of the building, just as relieved as everyone else to be going home for the day—not that your excitement showed. It’s more of a calm relief to be heading to your room again than everyone else’s bubbly enthusiasm to make plans for the rest of the day. (When they should be getting their assignments done after all it’s not Friday yet, you think, but maybe that’s just because you evidently have no life.)
Making your way through the parking lot, a loud horn makes you jump. Your eyes wild and your heart up in your throat, you look around until you spot Eddie laying on his horn with his tongue partially sticking out off to the side. He lets up the second you lock eyes and laughs.
“Need a ride? Gotta couple of good options.”
You huff, trying to ignore his filthy innuendo and shake your head. He groans, settling his head back against the head rest of his seat while you start walking away.
“What the fuck is your problem? Jesus fucking Christ!”
You keep walking, hearing his car door open and the sound of his sneakers on the pavement. His car buzzes irritably at its door being left open while running, but he doesn’t care. You’re sure he doesn’t care about anything, really. He rests a hand on your shoulder to turn you around.
“’m just not in the mood, Eddie.” You snap the second you’re facing him.
But you’re always in the mood, he wants to argue as if that made a difference right now. He lets out a long breath that puffs out his lips as he decompresses, arm bent up to rub his hand on the back of his neck. It’s evident that he’s not used to this, and doesn’t have a clue how to go about it. You eye him in that moment, waiting for him. Waiting for something that made that ache in your chest dissipate and the hole it leaves be filled with a light warmth. Then you’re ready to give up on waiting for something that clearly wasn’t going to happen when he suddenly dips down and drapes you over his shoulder all in one fluid motion.
“I- Eddie-!“
“I- Eddie- I-” He mimics, clearly out of habit and opens the back door to his van to plop you right on top of a random cushion nestled inside. It looks like it’s just a single couch cushion and you wonder where he got only one. Is it from an old couch that was getting tossed anyways? Did he steal it? Who steals a singular couch cushion from the seat of a sofa? And what was that stain on the corner? You’re shifting away from it as he climbs in after you, the tip of his tongue peeking out of the corner of his lips again until the door is shut and he’s settled against it with a sigh.
“Yoo-hoo.”
“What?”
He scratches his jaw as he looks over at you then points at the stain you were avoiding.
“Yoo-hoo. The drink. That’s what the stain is from.”
“Oh… okay.”
Eddie lets out a heavy sigh, his eyes going wide as he fights the urge to roll them while he stares up at the ceiling of his vehicle, and then he finally speaks up again.
“Why are you being all…” He gestures his hands out in a odd way, flopping them a bit before settling them on his legs again. He sighs, tilting his head down and looking over at you again. “I don’t fucking know… you’re not being fun this week.”
Your nostrils flare and your brow creases with a pulse of rage at his words.
“Oh I’m so sorry that I’m not playing your game, Eddie. For your information, yes—as you said so elegantly before— I’m ‘on my rag’ and don’t exactly feel like dealing with you.”
Despite the tone you’re taking with him, a grin is pulling at his face and a few laughs bubble from his chest that were almost like little amused giggles. God, he missed getting you all worked up.
“What? Never got it before?” He suddenly questions.
“I- What?”
He snickers.
“Your rag. The crimson tide. Never ridden the cotton pony before?” He’s having too much fun with this and your face is getting all hot.
“Cause I kinda doubt it. Y’know…” he gestures to your form, “The idea that you haven’t gone through puberty yet sounds fake to me, sweetheart.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Well you’ve never acted like this before so unless this is your first week of Carrie...” He hisses an inhale through his teeth.
“My condolences, but look at it this way: You’re finally a woma- hey!” He’s laughing until he’s dodging the random work boot you toss at him—the sight of him scooting away from the projectile actually getting a giggle from you.
“Those ‘r for the garage, doll. Heavy duty shit, can’t be throwing those.” He chastises as he waves the shoe at you, but there’s a weight that’s lifting from him. He got you to just sit and talk to him, and even made you laugh. Even if you’re biting the inside of your cheek now to try and refrain from giving him the satisfaction of your smile. How are things like this right now? Shouldn’t he be bending you over his knee for not acting the way he wanted you to? Shouldn’t he be angry? Shouldn’t he be making you cry?
“I’ve gotten my period before.” You state simply. Eddie puts the boot down, dropping his head back against the interior of his van as he looks at you expectantly.
“Then what? What’s with the bitching and the ignoring and the crybaby shit?” He asks bluntly, making your brow furrow again.
“And not even the good crybaby shit,” he continues in a softer tone as he makes his way over to you, “Where’s my pouty girl, huh? Where’s my brat?”
My. My. It’s making your head swirl, his words and proximity putting up a good fight against this latest impulse to be cold to him. He’s settled in front of you and pulling you forward by your hips.
“Don’t wanna talk about it…” You murmur because he should know. He should’ve automatically known the second he left your room that he fucked up when he didn’t kiss you.
“No? Do I gotta bully it out of you, baby? Should I keep up with what I’ve been doing or are you gonna keep pissing me off with that silent treatment shit if I do?”
Watching your expression, his hands settled on your hips start to massage his fingertips in small circles against your lower back. A sigh falls from your lips before you can even stop it, melting from his touch. He’s massaging that spot that’s been tied up in knots the past couple of days, and taking care of it perfectly. Just when you think he’s suddenly a completely different person he stops the movements entirely. That familiar pout that he loves pulls at your lower lip, clearly disappointed by the loss of his kneading.
“Gonna tell me?” He coos, tilting his head.
Your lips part then close again, faltering on if you should just tell him. He mimics the motion then your pout before grinning at you again. You stay quiet, a new conflict arising inside your head. Should you just tell him and move forward? Should you let him suffer until he figures it out? He deserves to suffer in your book, but who knows how long it would take for him to realize. The man has failed his senior year twice already.
“No? Okay, doll.” He’s separating himself from you now, moving to a corner of his van to start digging through some random stacks and piles there.
He’s going on about how he’d help if he could, but he guessed that won’t happen now. How if only you’d cut lil’ ol’ him a break. His theatrical and bitter words are coated in a soft tone and playful, exaggerated sighs. He’s having all the fun in the world trying to tease you until you just sigh and admit whatever your major malfunction is. It’s lighthearted in comparison to his usual teasing, but even this starts bringing the tears forward.
You hate that he doesn’t know. That it clearly didn’t mean enough for him to notice. You hate that he pulls you in all smooth and sweet to get you intoxicated on him just for him to laugh over it and leave you alone again. You hate how he’s suddenly making you feel cared for just for him to go away again cause he isn’t getting what he wants. Now you’re desperately trying to hide the fact that you’re crying as all of your feelings and aches and pains of this week rush through you.
Sure, he’s seen you cry before but it was never like this. It was teary eyes from frustration or, recently, the occasional sob from how good he made you feel. It’s never been breaking down after a hard week. It’s never sobbing because after all this time the two of you finally cracked, and you’re scared you’re the only one increasingly enchanted every passing second since that first kiss. It was never hiccuping sobs that you were doing your best to push down. Your face is burning, your sight blurry even though tears kept rolling down your cheeks. It’s like there’s a never ending supply to stream down your face and still keep your vision bleary.
“Jus’ sayin’ we could be doing something way more fun right no…w…” He trails off once he finally looks over at you.
He’s holding an unopened pack of cigarettes he had been looking for in his typical mess and pulling out his lighter, but now all his focus is on the way you’re sniffling and shaking. You’re still sat on that cushion, knees up and a hand settled over your mouth with your head turned away from him. A heart-wrenching sob just barely sneaks its way out before you choke it back down. Little huffs are escaping you in a desperate attempt to breathe without letting your need to wail break free. It feels like your lungs are on fire.
“Y/N…” Eddie says in a tender voice that you didn’t think he was even capable of. You shake your head.
“Y/n c’mon…” He tries again with a small, nervous laugh. Nervous you were serious. Nervous that he really made you so upset. Nervous to really show that he cares if he did.
“It’s okay, really-“ Your voice is higher than usual, another heavy breath puffing out before you try to drag it in again just to end up whimpering as another wave of sadness comes over you and you’re too overwhelmed to hold it in. You stay facing away from him as you cry and hiccup, trying to get it back under control.
“I just- it’s stupid, it’s n-ot that big of a deal.”
For Eddie, making you cry is all about the glossy eyes and pouty lips as you stare up at him defiantly or a sign that you need him to quit playing games and fuck you. It’s never been this… brutal. Panic continues to rise in his system, and he’s unsure of how to handle the situation. Once upon a time, he thought he treated you the way that he did because some sadistic part of him liked to always make you hurt, but it was becoming evident that he just liked the play. The banter. The shoving and the glaring and pouting and the wandering eyes. When he acted the way he always did and you didn’t respond or did so in a quiet plea for him to really stop or really cried—it made his stomach clench. The more he tried to keep it up this week the more he realized that when you weren’t playing along he just… he was just mean. Really mean. Not “you’re so awful, just fuck me already” mean, but “you’re making me miserable” mean. And fuck if he didn’t hate the way that felt.
“Is it really that bad?” He murmurs, partially surprised by his own voice when it sounded this gentle. The thin plastic around his cigarettes crinkle under his nervous hands. And he thought he needed a smoke before. “Did I hurt you? Or-or somethin’? Do you need to go to a doctor?”
“No.” You weep, still refusing to look at him and it’s killing him even if a part of him knows he would crumble if he sees how you look right now. God, he hated this. The vulnerability of caring openly and to this extent, but what else could he do? Double down on his usual behavior and kick you while you were already so down you might as well have been sinking into the pavement?
“Y/N, please-“ He tries again and you crack completely.
“It’s just not fair because I thought I wanted this, but it’s to-oo hard. You don’t care enough to stick around. Y-You don’t check in with me. You’ve pushed me around for the past two years and I’m an idiot who thought it was all lighthe-hearted deep down, a-and that you wanted me too.”
You break down into tears again until you put yourself back together just enough so it’s only the constant sniffling and your voice trembling that’s interrupting you. All Eddie can do is stare at you with big brown eyes like saucers while you babble, his brow frowning as he anxiously picks at his fingernails and the skin around them.
“A-And of course I got my fucking period cause why wouldn’t I? Cause why would I catch a break? N-N my body aches and I’m so tired and you… you couldn’t… you didn’t…”
“What?” He’s shuffling a bit closer now, lowering his face like he always did to catch your attention. He was right that seeing your face like this would cave him in, and he wishes he could be dropped into a black hole. He knew he deserved it. At the sight of your current state, he was pulling that smoke he already had his fingertips on and placing it between his lips. He lights it and inhales deeply before letting his hand drop down, cig between his fore and middle fingers, ring finger toying with a tear in his jeans.
“You…” You let out a breath before dropping your gaze to your hands in your lap, tears still slipping down your cheeks and over your jaw to wet your neck and dampen the collar of your top or drop down and land on that skort he hated. “You wouldn’t even kiss me on Sunday…”
You sound horribly deflated at the admission, and his eyes flicker all over your features before the smallest twitches of the corners of his lips start to tug them up even though his eyes hold a sad sort of infatuation within them.
“You kissed me on Friday, but not once on Sunday. And you didn’t even seem to care…” You mumble, glancing over at him once and then twice when you notice the curve of his lips. Your eyes burn with a potential for new tears. “Are you fucking smiling?”
“No—no, well, yeah. Not like that.” He huffs out an anxious laugh. “I just… you ignored me… cause I didn’t give you a kiss..?”
You scoff, lips parted and gaze furious. He is unbelievable.
“Among other things! I-I… ugh! You’re infuriating!” You announce and his brows shoot up, grin widening with interest and he brings his cigarette back to his lips.
“You… you make fun of me constantly. You fuck me and finish in me and don’t even spend time with me after. The least you can do is kiss me. Or… or…” You huff, which was becoming a theme today.
He can’t help but find you cute when you’re angry. You remind him of that temperamental pixie in that old animated Peter Pan film from the ‘50s. He used to babysit a young girl in the trailer park who watched it constantly (much to his chagrin).
“Or you don’t get to have me anymore.” You conclude, and he just keeps staring at you with wild eyes as he smokes.
Your anxieties peak and a voice in your head is screaming to get out of the damn van, even when he’s just casually puffing on a cigarette without a hint of irritation on his face. Eddie lets the cig stick to his bottom lip as his hands find your form to pull you closer to him. His right hand raises to place the smoke between his middle and forefinger, and remove it from his lips. His left hand moves to hook his thumb on your lower lip and part your mouth for him to plant an open-mouthed kiss on you as his smoke floats around you and in your mouth, his tongue hot on yours. The pamphlets your parents gave you about the dangers of cigarettes popped up in your mind as his smoke fills you. The statistics and pictures of smoker lungs mean nothing to you as he kisses you like this.
You’re more than just warming up to the smell you usually couldn’t stand, and you find yourself back where you were on Friday. Willing to take whatever he gives you. As long as he kept kissing you like this. As long as he kisses you like he plans on making you his wife while he fucks you like he’s your high school bully. The kiss is all tongues and muffled moans, your arms wrapping around his neck. You chase after his lips when he finally starts pulling away. An involuntary whimper slid from you as you look at him with heavy eyelids.
“If you want something…” He trails off in a whisper, keeping his half-lidded eyes on you even as he reaches over to tap off ash into a cheap plastic tray. His thumb and pointer finger pinch your chin to keep your focus on him. “You ask, okay? Pretty standard rules, princess.”
“But…”
“But now,” He cuts you off with a soft sigh, head tilting as he looks at you. The eye contact is becoming so intense it’s burning through you. “Now I know this is important for you, ‘kay?”
You’re surprised by this. Honestly you’re shocked by every kindness and touch of patience he provided you today. You would have never guessed Eddie Munson is even capable of such a thing. You nod with your gaze retreating downwards, toying with your hands and he chases after your stare with a tilt of his head to try and get you to look at him again, brows raised up.
“Doll?”
You wipe at the cooling streaks of tears on one cheek with your shoulder then finally look up again, and nod with more confidence this time.
“And…” He looks almost like he’s in pain for a moment before he finally continues “‘m sorry, okay?”
“…Really?” You murmur, eyes wide with shock.
“Yeah.” He huffs out a laugh. “Don’t act so surprised. I’m capable of an apology, given the right circumstances.”
You eye him, silent with hesitation and shock.
“‘N the right girl.” He murmurs with a soft voice even though he had that shit-eating grin on his face. Why is it always so charming? It’s smug and teasing, but always so endearing.
You don’t know what else to do so you just kiss him. You pull him in by his shoulders and kiss him. You kiss him like you could devour him, body and soul. His arms circle around your waist after leaving that partly-smoked cigarette in the cheap ash tray and drags you closer all while kissing you back. He’s leaning down to place you on the scratchy carpeting and hover over you. Any break for air is short-lived before you’re back on each other. Your hands tangle in the messy curls draping around your head, tugging to pull a groan from him.
“Fuck…” He sighs into the kiss, dropping his body down to put more of his weight on you. He parts from your lips despite your whiny protests and presses kisses and nips to your jaw as he works his way to your neck. His arms unfurl from around your waist so his hands can settle on your hips and let his thumbs massage into your skin. You’re pawing at his vest as he works on leaving a love bite on your pulse point below your ear, and—surprisingly—he moves away to shake the jacket-vest combo off and drop it beside you. You eye the fit of his t-shirt and it makes your mind fog up.
All your focus is on the shape of his tummy against the fabric. The way the material sticks to him and shows all the harsh angles of his toned chest. The fact that he had cut off the bottom hem of his top and when he moves the right way you can see that trail of hair on his lower stomach. The shape of his arms under the sleeves. Does he work out? Considering his lack of discipline, you couldn’t imagine him having an exercise regimen, but dear god. His arms weren’t absurdly cut, but they were still thick with enough muscle that his sleeves seem a little tight. You can see the veins of his forearms and the blown out ink on his skin. When he’s on top of you again, sucking on your neck, you let your hands drag over his back and sneak underneath his shirt. The heat of his skin and the moving musculature alone making your toes curl. You’re happy to have him on you, but you wanted that damn shirt off too. You’re grasping at the fabric and pulling it up, gasping when he bites on your neck for doing so.
“Take that shit off-“ You huff, making a smile tug at his lips.
“Using my lines now, doll?” He purrs once he’s raised up again and grasping behind his head to pull his shirt over it. You can’t even think of a smart reply, your brain short circuiting at the sight of his naked torso. Even though you enjoy it, you never really understood his urge to bite. You sure do now. You shift from laying on your back to sit up in front of him while he remains raised up on his knees. Your hands slide up his stomach, feeling the goosebumps that raise in the wake of your cold fingertips. He’s still for once and you bring your hands back down to pull on his belt, fighting against the stiff leather to slide it out of the buckle.
You’ve never given head before, mainly because the only time there was an opportunity it had been with a guy you didn’t even like that much who kept trying to push your head down while you were kissing; but you felt feverish with thoughts of Eddie’s dick down your throat. While rushing to go down on him was the last thing you had on your mind at the start of your day, after he was so sweet on you, you were desperate to taste him.
Eddie’s breath is staggered as he watches you undo his jeans, his pupils all blown out. He can’t even count how many times he’s fantasized about those lips wrapped around his cock, but he knew after everything that he didn’t deserve to go first. Fuck, he wanted to, but he doesn’t deserve it. Belt open and slack and jeans undone, he grabs your hands to pin them over your head once you were pushed back onto the floor and he leans down to kiss you. One hand holds the side of your face and the other is pulling the zipper on your hip down, muttering a you first against your lips.
Before tugging at your skirt skort, Eddie pulled away again to lift your shirt off. He grew irritable for a moment with the long sleeves that fought him, tossing it aside harshly with a grumble that made you giggle. That gentle laugh was the only thing that lightened his mood again and encouraged a small smile before he continued. He kisses down your body, giving you the occasional bite. There are little things that he does along the way that make parts of you feel beautiful—parts that you either don’t pay attention to or even aren’t fond of. It’s an odd thing considering how mean he always is, but he seems to show a devotion to each and every inch of your skin that wouldn’t occur to most men. The way his hands slide along your sides as he makes his way down your chest, giving you the occasional squeeze. The way his arms slip around your midsection and bring you closer to his face with a press to the small of your back, smothering his face between your breasts still covered by a flimsy, lace bra—breathing in the scent of your skin. The way his hold relaxes as he continues down, just to squeeze you to him again when he finds a new spot he wants to smother himself in. One side of your tummy underneath your ribs. The slight rise of your lower abdomen beneath your belly button. Your hip bones.
You’re so drunk on his touch at first that it doesn’t even occur to you where this is leading until he’s already face-to-face with the center of your underwear.
“E-Eddie- no-“ You squeak out suddenly. “Not that.”
He lifts his head to eye you curiously and with surprise at the denial of getting head, lips parted in a question that you interrupt.
“I’m on my period, remember?”
Eddie half-jerks his shoulder up in a careless shrug. “Yeah, I know. So?”
“It’s just… it’s so messy and bloody. I wouldn’t even want you to eat me out right now if I was still mad at you.”
“Doll, c’mon…” He groans while pressing his face into your inner thigh—not to try and convince you to give consent cause he doesn’t care about this boundary, but rather to show how badly he wants to do this. That he doesn’t care about the mess and he doesn’t think it’s gross, in fact he found it hot. If you were sitting in his bed or in his passenger seat and got your period, his perv ass probably wouldn’t even try to remove the stain.
“I want to.” He insists, pulling away again to look up at you. “I think it would be so fucking hot. It’ll help the pain, princess.”
You consider the offer for a moment, wondering if he’s right. If he could make you feel so good that he’d reach and clear out those aches and pains that Tylenol couldn’t even touch. You still shake your head, the thought of all that blood on his tongue and the smell in his nostrils making you nervous and embarrassed. He groans again and dramatically flops into your stomach to hide his face.
“Not with your mouth.” You clarify, cheeks all rosy.
At that, he finally raises his head with a raised brow and his bangs all messy.
“Oh yeah?”
He’s sitting up now, settling back against folded legs as he raises your legs one by one to take your shoes off and toss them randomly. You tilt your head to watch one sneaker smack the back of the passenger seat, then look to the side to watch your second sneaker smack into the interior with a vibrating clunk. After taking off your shoes, your ankles are lightly settled on his shoulders and he has his hands wrapped around your calves as he tilts his head to press a kiss to the inside of one ankle. Then he’s moving to bite the inside of the opposite knee.
After that, he skips right back to your lips, your legs parted to settle on either side of him now. Eddie hooks his fingertips into the band of your underwear and pulls them down, having to begrudgingly separate enough so you can bend your knees up to your chest while he tugs them off your legs. He’s about to casually pull on the string of your tampon when you shake your head quickly and clasp your hand over your entrance.
“I’ll- I’ll do it.” You murmur and he’s (once again) groaning irritably.
He wishes you wouldn’t be so sheepish about it. He can understand the experience of your period not being the most comfortable thing in the world, but he doesn’t know what he has to do to show that he likes it. That he wants to go down on you and wipe that mess off of his face with pride, therefore not needing to look away at your insistence while you take out your tampon. Maybe it’s his pride in being a freak. Maybe it’s a slight twinge of superiority, knowing that he was one of the few guys that would even offer in the first place. Maybe it’s that breeding kink flaring up at what he saw as a glaring reminder that you could possibly get pregnant with his kid. Maybe it’s just the fact that it’s you. But he lets you do it yourself, holding in his usual attitude for the sake of your sensitivity for once, then leaning back down to kiss you the second you give the okay.
The kiss doesn’t have as much of an apologetic gentleness as the others, but it was passionate and it was hot. The heavy breathing and groping and spit; the taste of cigarettes and mint; the scratch of slight stubble and the bump of his nose against yours. Eddie shot a hand out to feel for his jacket which he promptly crams under your tailbone to raise your hips, then dips his thumbs in the band of his exposed boxers to pull his pants and boxers down. (He didn’t take them off completely per usual, but you took getting him shirtless as your win).
Eddie pulls away just enough to wrap his hand around his cock, giving it a few good tugs before leading it to your entrance. He keeps an eye on your expression, plunging into you the moment his tip slid in. The few times he’s fucked you, you were always so messy and wet and warm, but this was enough to sign his soul away. You were soaked with arousal and blood as expected, but he wasn’t prepared for how much puffier you are like this. And so fucking hot. You mewl at the sensation, a dull ache in your lower abdomen at the start, but it’s slowly dissipating. Maybe it’s the association between blood and pain, and menstruation and pain, but you genuinely thought this would hurt more than usual—you certainly weren’t betting on your heightened sensitivity. Even that first stroke slipping into you lit up your nerves.
“‘S good, right?” He asks with a cocky grin, left hand wrapped around your right thigh and his right hand sliding over your tummy and slowly massaging the area.
You almost don’t want to admit it, but you do with a nod and pouty lips that have pathetic little whimpers slipping past them. Eddie slides back out a couple inches then pushes back into you, your toes curling as a bit of blood and arousal gushes and sputters out around his base. You curse under your breath, encouraging him to proceed. He’s uncharacteristically tender, and while seeing his sweet side today was a pleasant surprise—you just wanted him to fuck you.
“Eddie-“ You breathe out.
“Hm?”
“Please just fuck me.”
His grin is devilish and his gaze is fiery. He snaps his hips forward once without wasting a second, threatening to making your eyes roll back.
“Yeah?” He leans down, his voice a condescending whisper as he stays infuriatingly still while this deep. “My baby come cryin’ cause ‘m too mean? But she still wants me to bully her little pussy?”
You whine and nod your head, his following thrusts nearly punching the breath out of your lungs. His hand rests over your pubic bone and starts rubbing at your clit as he fucks into you. Your head lolls back into the carpeting, breasts bouncing with his efforts.
“Such a good fucking slut for me. This pussy all mine?”
“Uh huh-“ You speak in a whiny moan, hips weakly pushing forward and he takes the hint.
Eddie pulls you forward by your hips and holds you close to him as he gives you breathtakingly shallow thrusts. Your eyes begin to water from the way he’s moving inside you and his thumb is brushing on your clit. His other hand parts from your hip to grip onto the center of your bra, pulling it down to free your breasts and to keep a steady grip on you by the fabric clasped around your chest.
“Eddie-” You sob, and an earth-shattering sense of relief blows through him, leaving him temporarily wrecked before settling again like a gust of wind pushing up bird feathers before they smooth out again. Finally seeing those globs of tears in your eyes in the way he loves brought that balance back, and he’s doubling his efforts. Your lips part and your back arches up off of the carpet of his van, those wet streaks leading from your eyes back into your hair just like they were on Friday.
You’re counting your blessings that you aren’t back in your bed with your parents down the hall during your make up session because even the fear of being caught wouldn’t have been able to stop the moan that gasps from your lungs when you cum around him. All the tension and hormones and yearning of this week mixing with the overpowering pleasure he’s giving you, all culminating to this very moment and making you see stars. You feel like you’ve been temporarily shoved under water, all of the sounds around you muffling—even the sound of your own breathing. Just as you’re floating back up to the surface, Eddie’s leaning down to place his lips on yours. His large hands cover both sides of your face as he’s kissing you like he means it, only letting his hands part from your cheeks to wrap around your midsection and scoop you up while he sits back.
“Fuck-” You breathe out, hands settling to cradle the back of his head. You’re sure you look as disheveled as you feel. He thinks you look incredible.
“I know right?” He teases, all smug even in this quieter tone of voice and he laughs when you smack at his arm.
He eyes you from where his face is level with your chest, watching the playful irritation melt from your expression as he starts thrusting up into you. You’re almost too overstimulated from him moving so close to your orgasm that was still pulsing in the aftershock, but fuck if this doesn’t feel too good to pause even for a moment. Eddie wraps his arms around you to finally unclasp your bra and fling it towards the front of his van, metal hooks clinking against the hard surface of his dashboard. His hands smooth over your back, groaning against your skin as he smothers himself between your breasts again, fucking up into you. You start bouncing on top of him to meet his thrusts, whimpering quietly at the fluttering still rippling through your walls. You still have that palpable pulse inside you, squeezing around him and making it incredibly difficult to not cum before he can get you to let go at least one more time.
“C’n you cum for me, doll? Gimme one more?” He finally separates from your chest to look up at you again and while you were always the one looking fucked out, when you look at him you can’t help but feel like you’re seeing him the same way. A faint shine to his doe eyes glossed over with lust, that rosy tint to his cheeks, and the swell of his pink lips. You nod, but your hips buck in disagreement when his touch is back on your clit. It’s admittedly too soon, your eyes burning with prickling tears as the pleasure jolts through you like shocks of electricity rather than rolling waves—but you certainly weren’t going to ask him to stop.
You gasp out his name, fingers gripping the hair all damp with perspiration at the nape of his neck. You feel like you’re vibrating and the cramping in your stomach nearly makes you break and ask him to stop nudging at that sensitive bud. Your nails dig into the back of his neck, hearing him groan against your skin, feeling his hot breath on your chest. The two of you are moving like the universe would simply unravel if you stopped—as if it isn’t already unraveling in this moment.
“Oh my god-“ You moan and Eddie’s sinking his teeth into your breast—partly to punctuate his claim, partly to muffle his own sounds as he unloads inside of you.
You’re trembling in his lap with soft sobs in the aftershock of probably the most heart-stopping, all-consuming orgasm you’ve ever experienced. Even the slightest touch to your flushed skin sent shocks throughout your nerves and made you cry out, so Eddie stays still.
When both of your hearing is clear again, and you swallow to bring some moisture back to your throat—you let out a small laugh. It isn’t malicious or mocking. It rose up out of pure joy and relief and (honestly) a bit of surprise at everything that’s happened. And it all happened so quickly, you aren’t sure if your memory was able to keep up. God, you hoped it was. You want to relive it every time you close your eyes at night.
Eddie’s licking his lips and pulling back to look at you, a few laughs of his own bubbling up. Like always, he isn’t quick to pull out, but he does set you back down onto the carpet and press a few kisses to your jaw. His hands are pressed into the floor on either side of your head, pulling up his upper body to look down at you. Your hair is messy around your face, and streaks of mascara are all muddled around your eyes and down your cheeks. He put all of his weight on one arm to allow his other hand to raise up and swipe at those black streaks with his thumb before settling back down to kiss you, one arm still pressed up and bent at the elbow and the other settling his forearm on the rug.
The kiss is slower, but still sloppy with exhaustion. He pulls back one more time just to smile down at your face and ends up right back to kissing you seconds later.
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The sun is setting in Hawkins and the two of you are all over each other until you realize how late it had gotten and your lips might as well have been ready to fall off. But even when you’re dropped off at home with excuses ready, he still climbed in through that bedroom window to keep kissing you once everyone in the house retired for the night.
After all, you finally left it unlocked and he couldn’t stand another week out in the cold.
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Eddie never did work up the nerve to properly ask you what you meant by that blunt reply that one Autumn day... ↓
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Batgirls #14 review...
Disclaimer: this is basically a review I did on dead app (Amino) for Batgirls #14 because yes I have an audience there surprisingly, but I'm copy and pasting it here to see if people like my reviews idk.
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Hey hey everyone, so as you know it's Cassandra's birthday, and what better to do than review a rather recent comic that came out that's all about her?
I will start this by preferencing that I haven't gotten through all of my Batgirls reviews on here yet, you all know I've really only given you my reviews of the first two issues.
It's safe to say that the book has had its fair share of controversy from time to time, as you all know from my previous blog on my problems with the series:
Though I will say that the recent issues of it have been pretty decent all around.
Not that I hated the first few issues (aside from 7 and 8, but that's a whole other can of worms to open), but I have a feeling that the book has finally found its footing as of late and is actually doing more of what I had expected from it.
And issue #14 has to be a pretty exceptional issue in my personal opinion, this issue is definitely the best one in the series so far and is probably one of the best Cass stories I have ever read. (Or seen? Idk, it's a silent issue for the most part, lol.)
And that's certainly saying something.
Now this is a silent issue, so it has no dialogue (at least not until the end but you'll see what that's all about...), meaning that the visuals are what make the issue, and well it's safe to say they got that right.
The main artist they got for this particular issue is Jonathan Case and his art is just really spectacular.
A problem with Batgirls is it does have a hard time tying down an artist, at least ever since Jorge Corona left the series, but I've never had a problem with the other artists on the series, though they had slight imperfections that would bug me even if nitpicky.
Like Neil Googe draws Cass and Steph a little bit younger than they're supposed to be and Robbi Rodriguez's movements for the characters are often too stiff for my liking.
But Case gets everything right.
Cass is drawn looking her age and the actions she takes are conveyed perfectly.
I mean what can I say the art is just gorgeous throughout the entire issue, I really hope Jonathan Case comes back to do another issue of Batgirls after this because they're just great.
Now the plot of the issue is pretty easy to explain, Cassandra is basically looking for Steph who had been kidnapped by her father in the prior issues of the series.
(This entire issue reminded me a LOT of Cassandra's stories that happened during the War Games saga, I actually plan on writing another review today on a particular comic that came out during that time.)
Cass at a point opens the letter that Steph leaves her to either see if it has a clue, or because at that point she thinks it's too late, but the letter contains a rather shocking confession
You are reading that right, Stephanie Brown quite literally admitted she has feelings for Cass.
And seeing how Cass reacted, it's possible she might return those feelings back.
Now I'm not sure if this confirms StephCass, we'll have to wait and see what happens in the upcoming issues, but yeah I hope this means what I think it means.
Now, of course I can't close out this review without mentioning the special appearance from Cassandra's dear mommy.
Yeah you had to see the full sequence because it's just 😍.
(Tumblr's image limit unfortunately prevented me from actually showing the full thing. 😭)
But yeah, all in all this is a REALLY good issue of Batgirls and I definitely recommend people pick it up even if you've had problems with the series.
It's just a passionate love letter to the character of Cassandra imo, and tbh I think this story will be remembered as one of her best for quite some time.
So, an obvious 10/10 from me. :)
Well, I hope you all enjoyed this review of Batgirls #14 from me!
As always stay tuned! Same bat-time, same bat-channel!
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I know that I have this blog as an outlet and I still have several posts in queue, but I've been coming on here less and less because I feel like there isn't a point, this is all useless like I'm just kidding myself, and in a way these posts are like rubbing themselves in my face.
Today, through no prompt at all, I'm suddenly hit with the reminder of how shitty it feels to be my age and having never had a close, romantic relationship with someone. It has bothered me before but I've always just shoved it down and distracted myself. But really, it truly, truly hurts.
And with the fact that I'm a Black woman, I just KNOW that there's a layer of misogynoir and racism as to why: no one wants to date a Black woman.
If a guy does date you, than she should probably prepare for some type of pain because, allegedly, Black women cannot be loved without being hurt in someway. 😒 There's also the incorrect and racist stereotypes that Black women are loud, ghetto/hood, unfaithful, and hypersexual. There's the "angry Black woman" stereotype, the "Well Fair queen" stereotype, and I've even heard that we're considered dirty. Like, literally filthy with dirt. (Which is laughable to say the least.) And the most recent one: if Black women don't have an hourglass figure, constantly has a face full of makeup, and if she isn't put together like an Instagram model 24/7 then she's unfavorable. It's crazy and weird. We're either desirable and a commodity, or we're ugly and barbaric, but we're never seen as human or as potential partners.
And just out of curiosity I quickly looked up some statistics and it's true. Black women (along with South Asian women) are more likely to still be virgins after their 20s in comparison to White women. They're MUCH more likely. And that hurts. But even among Black women themselves, being virgins isn't common. And that hurts even more.
Even as I'm typing this, I'm getting emotional and I absolutely hate it. I hate this. I hate everything.
I wish I had someone to talk to about this rather than putting out a random post into the ether of Tumblr just to get this out of my head. I have my aspirations, education, my health, and so on, but that's it. (I don't want kids.) I've tried dating apps and there's no in real life dating where I live, but even if there were, most of the men aren't the type of fish you'd want biting.
I fucking hate this and can't believe I'm crying over this. I hate this so much that if it was a bug, I'd kill it.
I don't know what to do but I also know that this isn't something that can be fixed. I just happen to be living in a time in history where humanity is still full of hate and separation.
How the fuck is this supposed to be dealt with?? I don't want to be a virgin anymore!!!! I want what everyone else has experienced; I want a loving relationship. I want what history, art, and women from all throughout time has said is such a wonderful things about being human. I hate that I'm crying over this. I hate this
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All of them answer every question fuck you
ahahaha no i respectfully deny your "fuck you" and i accept the ask and so-
i am 5'10", and i don't wish to be taller or shorter- i am the perfect height for hugs and messy hair, and yep, i like it here-
dream pet would be a mix of golden retriver and a husky called Holly and a chonky cat called Loki- yes ofcourse my future kids have names everyone should name their future pets-
ripped jeans/black pants with a Darth Vader tshirt or a Ethnic Fusion Kurta with black sneakers/artificial leather slip-ons, and if it's cold, a black jacket open obviously- and a black wristwatch i love my black wristwatch.
favourite video game was Clash of Clans and going even back, GTA Vice City and, the og- MARIIOOOO
three things/people are Oreos, Nutella and Pizza. The Holy Trinity-
"Beware me my fingers are smeared with chicken popcorn grease"
you didn't mention an opinion, @chunkybirb, so imma give my opinion on Vanilla ice cream and Nutella- ANYONE WHO HADN'T COMBINED THESE TWO COMBINE THESE TWO THEY ARE FUCKING AWESOME
im either phlegmatic or melancholic bruh idk maybe ik or maybe not
im v v v v ticklish
not an allergy, but an intense hatred for ketchup- i vomit if it gets too close to me fuck you ketchup
im heterosexual
any between tea and coffee but full milk coffee (ik, kill me), never had cocoa- but i love a chocolate or nutella milkshake
both. both is good. (cat and dog)
i would be an elf cause hell yeah, knowledge and wisdom
favourite youtuber is Samay Raina, a stand up comedian turned youtuber who is just awesome-
as i mentioned in 1., i am 5'10"
i would not change my name cause it's the coolest fucking name ever, i am Tanay, and Tanay in Hindi means Son, and my parents literally named their son Son, and hell yeah i like it
i forgot how much i weigh- last i checked it was 75 kilos, but ive gained weight since 2019 so yep, gotta walk in the mornings
yes i believe in metaphysicality cause one- it seems cool- second- me and @theclassyghost discussed a metaphysical life theory that i really really like and metaphysicality gives preservation of knowledge so i believe in spirits
SPACE. SPACE. SPACE.
im not that religious, no
pet peeves no well nah not really
nocturnal def nocturnal i sleep at 4.50 anyway hehehehe
fav constellation is Cassiopeia
fav star is Sirius tho
what the fuck are ball jointed dolls
i do have a fear of losing people that's just anxiety i guess
yep, global warming is real
never thought that much about reincarnation tbh but maybe, i do
fav movie is Spider Man : Into The SpiderVerse and Inception and The Dark Knight Rises and Revenge of The Sith and yes, for my indian gang, 3 Idiots and Gully Boy
yep i get scared v v v easily
i have had no pets but i plan to once i grow up
@chunkybirb 's blog is fucking cool awesome and *chef's kiss* a masterpiece
blue calms me. i love blue.
live in Norway cause pretty lights, snow, and less people than this overpopulated country i am in
born in Mumbai, India
v v v dark brown like it's almost black but no it's dark brown
introvert
horoscopes and zodiacs, i do read them, never believed that much tbh-
HUGS I LOVE HUGS
i really wanna visit my brother i haven't met him in a long time i really wanna play cricket w him just like old times
my sister- she's annoying but well i care for her
nah
tattoos idk bruh im okay idk may get one or may not get one
nope, smoking is ewwww *vomits*
ah my crush- she's cool [ if she exists
when the chalk doesn't write on the board but goes iiiiiieeee I HATE THAT
a sound i love is rain pitter pattering i just hhhhhh sends me into happiness
nope fatass here
nope fatass here
favourite actors have to be eddie redmayne, oscar issac and pedro pascal- and margot robbie and winona ryder in the actresses section also yes, elliot page
bruh already answered in 30.
im okayish!! spotify and tumblr, cool combo-
my hair are okay being black for me
yesterday, monday, from 6.40 to 6.50
music
uhhh naah not that i know of
well in Rick Riordan's Magnus Chase books, the sword of Frey aka Sumarbrander TALKS and demands to be called Jack, so here i am
bakwaas, music and comfy
yep, i believe in evolution
unfollow on hate and when they dm me sending nsfw pics ugh why are people like that
follow, well, i like people and they seem cool, so i follow them
fav kind of person is the one who'll sit with me for hours not even talking and just vibing to music
fav animals are beavers, doggos and cats
three fav blogs are @chunkybirb, @theclassyghost, @little-boats-on-a-lake, @aredhel-of-gondolin, @sue-me-imbadass, @alleenkaas, @my-ackerman, @brrrrrrrrrrzone
fav emoticon has to be ☹ this me seeing my stupidity outrank others
fav meme has to be Butternut is a master of psychological manipulation
INTP
Libraaa let's go
no dog, i have
black darth vader tshirt, black pants, black sneakers and black wrist watch
i have no selfies my phone has no cameras i live in eternal darkness
what the fuck are platform shoes
i, uhhh, i remember weird things like what i drew in class in 3rd while i was supposed to be doing english
lazy ass here, no front flips possible
i like birds they fly
nope i don't Iike swimming i like blankets
wrapped up in blankets reading books sounds better than both
ketchup
hyperspace travel
nope none
reading writing eating sleeping
my friend
tumblr seems cool
i have around 60-70 idk
yes i can run but why
yes they do but what's the fun in that
nope I'd fall over
sapphire let's go
koala bear or panda
sunflower or the one on a lemon tree
ketchup store
one cup of coffee is enough, tysm
read minds that sounds cool cool yeaaahh
nope never wore it a black clothes guy here BatMan
winter winter all year long
i don't know and i don't wanna try
i don't know and i don't wanna know
everyone cause they are better than me
bookstores cause bookstores any bookstores
sneakers, black onez
apparently some gas bitches mixed up to form a planet
non vegetarian but i partake meat just twice or thrice in two weeks
i don't know they don't seem like liking
naaaaaaaah
bugs ew
spiders ew
about the fact that i come off as arrogant and overconfident while in reality it's just that my communication skills suck
i can draw averagely whenever im in a mood
this thing im answering but i like answering it
uhhhhhhh brain freeze- idk bruh questions are good they give knowledge
yep, while sleeping
ahh yes calming, they are
cloudy days cause fucking cool vibes
hehehe wouldn't you like to know, weatherboy
CumuloNimbus i really like it's name yknow nimBUS
dark blue, dark blue always or black
naaaah no freckles
fav thing is when they laugh and it's just happy and we're both laughing like shitheads but who cares we're rebelling against depressing life and we laugh
both. both is good [ fruits and vegetables
sleep but i have to answer 170 questions cause @chunkybirb
sky sky sky it's my blog's header duh uh sKy
sweet and sour candy. SWEET AND SOUR CANDY.
dim lights it makes me feel cool
ahhh so here we go- Mooncalfs, Thunderbirds, Phoenixes, Sphinxes, Dragons that seem to be Space Nebulae, and more and more and more
i really feel like a boomer sometimes
i love everything about this site/app it makes me feel happy cause i like the people and the posts
uhhhhh i think too much about everything cause i just do. i like thinking
"He's dead, guys. For the sake of The Force, please watch Star Wars now he wanted to discuss it with you" actually no i would just say "A big shoutout to Garlic Bread he loved Garlic Bread"
myself cause i should be sleeping but sleep is for the weak and i am the weak and the strong i am a paradox-
that i obsess too much on things and try involving people it never works out
nope. had braces for 4 years, that beat out teeth showing smiles
i prefer computer-tv ahahahahaha
never tried them, so IDK
naaaaah not motion sickness- never travelled by sea so idk seasickness
lobed ears
yep i believe that deeds do count in life and beyond
idk bruh i don't believe in physical attraction too much- bodies are fake- mentally/metaphysically tho, im a 7
ahhhhh many many Stupid Genius, Tani, Tanu, Tanya
i still do-
i really want to talk to a therapist. converse. and discover.
im both, i am both.
10:1 is the ratio- giving 10, receiving 1
uhhh nothing just when i am right and people use the old "disrespect" argument
3, Hindi, Marathi, English
girls
uhh no i am not
my hair i love them everyone says things about my hair but i love them
knowledge vibes i give, someone tells me- and that's all i ever wanted
anyone i know tbh, my mutuals, my friends, my discord friends
ahhh no i wouldn't but i wish i was born 20 years earlier
bleh bloo, neither like nor dislike
i don't know if i have one
i don't know, haven't had physical contact in a long long long time in a galaxy far far away
the above point stands but i would like to ig
anything i write, 3 hours later, i instantly hate just idk why
anything i write
that i am normal no i am not and i am not okay hahahahaha
65-70 ish people
somewhere around-
many many many don't ask please but okay if you do ask
somewhat
uhhhhh idr exactly but i won't tell in public duh uh
mediummm hairrrr
last year lockdown i became harry potter
i don't know buddy i seriously don't know
yep i do cause knowledge i like knowledge
naaah never tried
no i definitely cannot stand on my hands or my head for more than 30 seconds
yep, im pretty sure i answered most of them correctly-
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Justice League Annual #1 (1987)
Martian Manhunter has five thousand different super powers compared with the one super power of the rest of the team (Black Canary's sonic scream. The other "super powers" are just technological accessory based).
If this comic book isn't about Martian Manhunter's addiction to Oreo cookies then what am I even doing with my life? The only reason I love Martian Manhunter is that he loves Oreo cookies and I view him as the father I never had. Whenever I had a problem growing up, I would think, "What advice would Martian Manhunter give me?" And that's why I was so fat in Junior High School because the answer was always "Eat more Oreos."
I know Martian Manhunter's eventual addiction is to "Choco's" but fuck Choco's. Fuck them like every other off-brand Oreo cookie. They fucking suck.
Speaking of things that suck, this dick isn't going to suck itself. Now picture me pointing at the comic book because I need to read it. That's how I begin reading all of my comic books. And I say it loudly so the neighbors will think, "Oh boy! That guy next door isn't a nerd at all! Total sex maniac!"
The "Hunting the Manhunter" blurb on this cover reminds me that Millennium is coming up and I think I hated that? No, no. I'm sure I loved it! There are two things I couldn't get enough of in my teen years and comic books was the second one of them.
Kord Industries has bought some property in the middle of Ultra-Nowhere, South America, and some of its employees have gone off to scout the location.
Wasn't that the episode with the shape-changing hottie who loves sucking the salt out of men? You know what I'm talking about. Also she was probably a male monster posing as a female monster. Proof of that theory is that every single episode of the first season of the original Star Trek could also have been the name of a gay bar.
Inside the abandoned research facility, the Kord employees encounter pretty much the same thing Kirk, Spock, and the other one encountered:
Vampire John Travolta! It's possible I'm misremembering the Star Trek episode.
While on monitor duty, Guy Gardner discovers that large groups of people on four different continents seem to be under the control of a single will and Batman asks Martian Manhunter, "Do you think this is League business?" What the fuck else would be, Bat-Turd?! A new Internet fad like planking or the Harlem Shuffle? I mean, it totally could be that except that the Internet doesn't really exist during this story. I mean if you want to be a pedant about it, I suppose the teenage Internet across college campuses. But nobody likes a pedant so just shut the fuck up and live in my reality while you're reading my stupid comic book review. Just take the fucking Red Pill and relax! Except don't do that because the idea of The Matrix Red Pill has been co-opted by the worst of humanity who think they're somehow the most logical and philosophical people on the planet when they're really just awful monsters rationalizing all of their mean desires.
How did people come away from reading this comic book hating Guy Gardner and not also despising Batman?
The Justice League splits up into teams of two to cover the mass hypnosis issues in Paris, Tokyo, Sydney, and Los Angeles. I'm not sure Batman knows how to balance teams because he sends Doctor Fate and Martian Manhunter together while leaving Mister Miracle with Blue Beetle. Here are my teams: Guy Gardner with Blue Beetle because Blue Beetle is effectively worthless and Guy Gardner has the most powerful weapon in the universe. Batman would go with Black Canary because her sonic scream is sort of like a bat's echo location. Martian Manhunter would go with Scott Free because they're both aliens. And Booster Gold would team up with Doctor Fate because their outfits match.
Blue Beetle and Mister Miracle head to L.A. with some, um, problematic dialogue? I think?
This is an "anal sex/everybody in Hollywood is gay" joke, right?
With newer comic books, a scan of 620 pixels (basically the width of the main column of the blog (although I think the width changed when I added the Goodreads app. I should probably fix it so the 620 pixel pictures stop bleeding off into the right-hand frame (if you're reading this on Tumblr, just ignore it. Just ignore everything since Tumblr fucked up their code and now I can't even center pictures or get the captions to sit snugly right up underneath the scans))) was usually enough to read the dialogue clearly. But with these old comics on newsprint, they're fuzzier and the font seems much smaller. Sorry about that but I won't betray my artistic integrity by scanning less than the full panel! At least not in this case is my defense against the pedants who can easily find many examples of me doing exactly that.
First Black Canary is treated like shit by Batman and now she teams up with Booster Gold who can't stop hitting on her until she reminds him she's a competent limb-breaker. This must be the kind of comics Comicsgaters wish we could return to! "Remember when women were treated as sexual objects and not one member of the Justice League was Black and constantly said, 'Booyah!'? What great times!"
Black Canary and Booster Gold become John Travolta Vampire slaves almost immediately because Batman chose the improper team pairings. It's bad enough that Batman would fail at making proper pairings but it's extra bad when Batman is being written by a writer and the writer made that choice. I mean, how do you pass up the opportunity to team Booster Gold with Doctor Fate?! They would look so fucking good together!
Batman and Guy Gardner (you know how you can tell Hal Jordan is the real Green Lantern? Because people will say "Green Lantern" when discussing him instead of "Hal Jordan") wind up in Tokyo where Doctor Light is all, "Hello, boys! I'm a vampire now!" Then she blinds the fuck out of them because Batman forgot to put on his Bat-sunglasses.
Batman steals this move from Doctor Light in the next regular issue.
Doctor Light kisses Batman and he's all, "Yeah, yeah. Okay. Okay. I get it. Being a vampire is pretty awesome. No wonder writers write vampire versions of me every other year or so."
I don't think the editors briefed Willingham on what Beetle's Bug can and can't do.
Beetle lands at Kord West and is immediately swamped by John Travolta Vampire's thralls. So he does the thing he does in nearly every comic book except the one where Maxwell Lord shoots him in the head: he runs away. But he doesn't run fast enough and winds up possessed aboard the Bug with Mister Miracle. The story hints that Miracle gets possessed just after the scene changes but he's Scott Free, the world's greatest escape artist! I would guess he'd be the one to save everybody else but judging from the cover, it's Martian Manhunter who keeps from getting possessed.
In Australia, Doctor Fate wades into a group of infected people because he's a gigantic arrogant prick. He's all, "I'm a frickin' Lord of Order, assholes! I know a spell that can get to the root of this problem!" And then the Vampire John Travolta is all, "I'll kill Kent Nelson if you don't leave his body." And Doctor Fate is all, "Well, J'onn, I've gotta go! Nice hanging out with you! Ta ta!" Which leaves Martian Manhunter as the only person left on Earth who isn't infected (or at least the only person left who is in this story). I bet that's pretty lonely. But Martian Manhunter is used to being lonely. I wonder if he's capable of making his right hand into a female martian so he can fuck it?
Martian Manhunter has no idea what he's dealing with so he puts on Doctor Fate's helmet to gain all of the other powers that he didn't already have without it. But only for a few seconds because Superman would never be able to get an erection again if he found out Martian Manhunter had all of his powers and could also do magic. J'onn wears the helmet just long enough to learn what Doctor Fate learned about the contagion: it's a sentient cell! It's smart cancer! And I guess Vampire John Travolta was Patient Zero. Now J'onn just has to figure out how to fight Smart Cancer. I don't even know how he'll defeat it because I just looked up Smart Cancer in the Who's Who to read about its weaknesses and wouldn't you know it? There's no entry for Smart Cancer! Maybe it was in an update that I don't own. Like that version of Who's Who that was just loose pages to stick in a binder! I have that one too but it's possible I just didn't buy all of the expansion packs.
Martian Manhunter heads to the source of the contagion to meet Smart Cancer head on. What he finds is a boss from Castlevania.
When you have thousands of people at your disposal, is the most effective way to use them shoving them together into one giant person?
The first thing Smart Cancer's Granfaloon does is try to smash J'onn with its people fist. In effect, it's smashing a dozen people head first into the ground so that dirt sprays up all over the place. So I guess a dozen or so people are now dead, right? It's not like Smart Cancer gave them invulnerability to massive head wounds.
I think this panel is the one where all the Justice League editors through their hands up in resignation and sighed, "I guess the Justice League is ridiculous now."
Martian Manhunter realizes, like me, how fucking stupid Smart Cancer is to put all of its people in one gigantic people-shaped basket. Since all the minds are linked, he realizes he can throw the Fate helmet on one of the people and Doctor Fate can possess Smart Cancer. It works but only for a limited amount of time. Doctor Fate can't hold that many people under his sway. But Doctor Fate does know who can control Smart Cancer: the martian! He can shapeshift his cells into some kind of prison or something. I don't know. It was explained in the most basic medical and scientific terms but they were still beyond my attention span. In the end, Martian Manhunter contained the Smart Cancer in him and that's where it lives now? Oh, and speaking of "the end," check out this clever and titillating final panel:
"Why's it gotta be the ass of the only woman on the team?" I say while pulling my pants down.
Justice League Annual #1 Rating: What?! I don't rate annuals! I mean, maybe sometimes I rate annuals. This one was okay. It was sort of interesting but I was disappointed that Vampire John Travolta wasn't the actual enemy. I hope Smart Cancer fights its way out of J'onn and makes another appearance later.
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The MFackenthal Show and @maxattack-powell!
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Hello all! Welcome back to the MFackenthal Show! I am so glad that you are here today. If you’re new to the show, I encourage you to go here to find past episodes. There are only a few.
The MFackenthal Show has officially been green lit for more episodes! We used to only be able to afford to run the show every once in a while, but the people have spoken - they want to see the show more often! The funding came through and we hope to give the people what they want! Do you want to be on the show? Do you have someone that you want to see on the show? If so - reblog or comment or send a message to let MFackenthal know! We’ll see what we can do! We have this show and two others lined up for you!
I could not be more excited to bring you this next guest. She has been with the fandom for quite a while. She was one of the first people I started communicating with on a regular basis. She has talked me up, supported me from the beginning and though she hasn’t written much lately - when she does drop a chapter - it’s long and it’s worth it! Please welcome to the stage @maxattack-powell!!!!! (Insert Cheering here!)
(Megs greets Max with a hug - which means that Megs essentially runs and leaps into Max’s arms. Max is fairly tall and Megs is barely 5′3″)
Megs: Max, I am so happy that you are here! Can you believe that you’re here today?
Max: Haha, yes - I can. But I am honored to be here.
Megs: Max, sit with me. For those in the audience who may not know you, tell us about when and why you joined the fandom.
Max: Yanno, I always made my best guess at this before, but I knew you were going to ask me this - so I looked it up. Did you know that now there’s this Official Tumblr blog called @memories, and it knows down to the minute when someone joined? Let me go check it… *digs through the blogs posts* Okay, it was apparently 07/31/2017 at 1:17:15 PM, which means it must have been on the weekend because of the time of day haha.
As for why ... hmm, well… I found the Choices app one day, when it only had like… three series I think! Anyone else remember that time?
Megs: I do! Because I was playing Hollywood University I think I downloaded choices the day the app came out.
Max: Awh! Well, I fell in love with The Freshman Series. Mostly because of Chris Powell and Zack Zilberg, and a long time ago I was in another fandom that had tons of fan fiction/art… so I googled “Choices Chris Powell” and any other combination I could think of looking for possible fanfiction. The fandom was almost non existent at the time. There was actually one person, who has long since left the fandom due to fandom dramas - we all know the kinds I’m talking about - but a few others had started posting their works as well… and I got hooked. Eventually I felt the bug to write how I felt TF should play out as well, and here I am *looks back at the “joined tumblr timestamp”* uhh… 20ish months ago! Haha!!
Megs: LOL, when you put it that way it doesn’t sound like that long ago ... lets call a spade a spade - that was almost 2 years ago! That’s amazing! You have to have seen so much in this fandom! What is it that keeps you around?
Max: There are so many awesome people in this fandom, in this world we’ve all created for our pixelated loves lol. Soooo many creative minds to follow and enjoy. The content people share, original or repost… it’s great.
... Unfortunately it is also a double edge sword ... the drama, the jealousy, the rumors, the hate, etc. I’ve sadly seen far too much and it comes in so many forms… it’s unnecessary.
Megs: I couldn’t agree more! If you could tell the fandom one thing - what would it be?
Max: It would be that we’re all here because we want to have a good time. No one came here to get ridiculed, to be scrutinized or chastised for their opinions, their likes or dislikes. Real life has enough of that going on. We are all individuals - if you want to be treated nicely, fairly, etc. you must also do the same to others. There is no reason someone must agree with you or anyone else. Live and let live. Embrace our differences as it makes us who we are. Most of the issues I see stem from a simple difference in opinion. That is ridiculous. Everyone’s entitled to their own thoughts. We must build each other up, not tear one another down. No one here owes anyone anything, now go have some fun.
(The room stands up in applause!)
Megs: You should definitely stand up and take a bow, Max!
(Max does just as Megs suggests - but she also makes Megs stand up and do the same. Laughing, they both sit back down.)
Awh, Max ... okay, let’s get back to you. We know that you’d fight anyone for the position of The Chris Powell Appreciation/Fan Club. And for those who don’t know, Max has been retelling the full The Freshman series, interweaving dialogue and plot from PB but also adding much of her own content. MC and Chris get a backstory. Chris gets best friends from back home. What is your favorite piece that you have written?
Max: Oh geez hahaha. Um… can I just say The Freshman Chronicles as a whole? I’ve written for different fandoms, and I have original WIPs but I’ll stick to the Choices fandom for this answer. I’ve put a lot of time into TFC. Tons of additional story work, research on characters and their backgrounds, PBs and my own OCs. You should see my file folder setup haha. It’s crazy… I have so many docs, pictures and gifs. Most organized by location (Hartfeld, Boston, New Haven, Cherryfield, etc.), then by character… and on some I get more detailed and split them by emotion and situation.
Megs: By what again?
Max: Emotion and Situation ... Yeah. I warned you it was crazy! *laughs* TFC was the reason I joined tumblr really. Instead of staying a Nonny and only reading others posted works. I wanted to comment, like and reblog what I enjoyed, while I also worked on my own contribution to the fandom. I had a vision for Chris and MC that had more than the game could give, and I wanted to see if i was still any good at writing since it had been years and years… it’s funny to see how different my current posts are from my first over a year ago. Makes me want to go update a few because they could use a little help *awkward laugh*
Megs: I’m sure we can all relate to that! Hmmm ... I’m starting to get a feel for this, I think, but what is your writing process?
Max: Lots of planning, mostly in my head. When I feel like I have a decent concept I might type out some notes or work it into my outline (another crazy thing I have going for TFC because it’s so big haha). But usually, once I hatch out a basic plan on where I’m going… I just start typing. Keeping the general plot and main points I want to hit in mind, I simply start typing… keeping it as organic as possible. It usually works out well.
Megs: Do you have any advice for other writers?
Max: First, and most importantly… do it because you enjoy it. Don’t do it for likes, reblogs, popularity, etc. If you’re having a good time dreaming things up and typing them out, that’s what’s important. The rest is just an extra bonus. Also, don’t give up. It’s easy to become discouraged, frustrated, distracted and more… but remember - your creative cells can’t be running all the time. They need to rest just like your body. Take breaks… go read, play games, hang out with friends/family, watch a movie… whatever. Just do something to help you relax, to reset and you’ll very probably find inspiration and/or motivation to continue. Remember, this is for fun. *wink and finger guns*
Megs: So what do you do for fun?
Max: I actually have a few things I do regularly. A big one is making costumes/props for conventions, small productions, etc. I also train and show horses. I do the same with my dogs, but more for competitions and not really any shows. I’ve always drawn, sculpted, painted since I was old enough to hold things with my hands… and about a year ago I started learning how to do it digitally as well. I run (not at all for fun haha) and play hockey (totally for fun), follow comics and watch anime. I've restored houses, cars and old furniture. I like to read as much as I can - that’s an important one. I also play video games. Something I’ve done since I was young… I've even competed, and won, a few gaming tournaments.
Megs: You don’t know how to be bored do you?
Max: LOL, Megs. Yeah, um, so there’s a “few” *makes air quotes* of my never ending list of interests haha. Gives me a lot to talk about with people, eh?
Megs: Not that I can understand how you’d have time for this ... but what do you do to help pay for your many activities?
Max: Oh like, my job? Well that can be a simple answer… like “I work in software” but the more interesting way to say it is I use my MBA, experience in business, the financial industry and technology to improve and stabilize my customers environment through technological solutions that fit their specific needs. *presses lips together* I solve problems by designing solutions. Bored yet? Hahaha.
Megs: No! That sounds wonderful! Who doesn’t want their stuff to be designed better? Any chance you could start working for tumblr? Some of us have a few complaints ... tags ... mobile losing our work ...
Max: I’m not sure they could pay me enough to help them with all of their problems! But, tumblr, feel free to send me an offer!
Megs: Seriously - send her a 6 figure offer!
Max: Okay, Megs, well now I have a question for you.
Megs: Uhhhh, Max, that’s not exactly how this is supposed to go.
Max: Yeah, don’t care. Your fans need to know ... Hoooow do you find the time to read and review so much?! And I know that’s just in this fandom. I know you read books and you may read for other fandoms!? Seriously, it’s awesome. We need to clock your page flipping speed haha.
Megs: *blushes* Oh my gosh, you have to stop! Here’s the key to how I do it ... I wake up at 5:30am and read for about 30 minutes. Then I workout and start my day. I read in line at the grocery stores. I read on my breaks at work.
Max: Oh my gosh - you’re such a nerd and I love that! Okay, nerd, what is your favorite thing to do, besides reading all the things of course?
Megs: This show, of course! And, of course, getting people to do silly things on this show with me. For instance - with as athletic as you are, I hear you can’t jump?
Max: Megs, shhhhh. You told me you weren’t going to bring that up.
Megs: I did no such thing! (Meg says while laughing) I said I might not bring it up.
Max: Uh huh.
(Kris Kross’s “Jump” starts playing in the studio)
Megs: Come on - show me what you’ve got!
(Megs starts “singing” along and jumping along with the song. Max stays seated. Megs finally pulls Max up into a standing position. Max plays along and “jumps” next to Megs - getting no air at all.)
Oh, come on Max - put some real strength in to it. Jump! Jump! Jump!
(Max jumps and gets the smallest amount of air time.)
Max: *laughing* Megs - I’m tall! I don’t need to jump to reach things!
Megs: *laughing* That must be nice. I got good at this type of jumping because I had to learn to jump up and gently grab things from the grocery so I didn’t knock everything down.
*continuing to jump around the audience - getting everyone to join her* And that’s all for the show today today, folks! Thank you for watching!! Have a great night!
#The Mfackenthal Show#With @maxattack-powell#Official show number 3#But the 4th interview#Ellen has nothing on me#Oh who are we kidding#I wish I were half as cool as Ellen#She gets paid to do this#I do this for free#But I love it!
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How do you generally write your replies to asks or threads or rp stuff? On the Tumblr app or on your computer? I'm thinking about making myself two or three rp tumblr blogs (I'd like one for Stephen King's Carrie, another one for Marvel's Morbius and maybe a third one for Wonder Woman) but I don't have a computer atm and I wonder how comfortable it would be to rp using the phone app only/how good it would look. This is an amazing Vision blog btw!
{out of equations} I actually do a healthy balance of both. At night when I’m relaxing at home and watching TV or whatever, I vastly prefer the computer. I type faster when on the computer and it’s just physically easier. But then when I’m out and about, sitting in a restaurant or a doctor’s office or somewhere where I’m just waiting for a while not doing much, I’ll whip out my phone and work on replies there. As far as the actual writing, aside from it being easier for me to type on a computer vs. a phone, it’s really not better or worse to do either. But as far as the Tumblr site is concerned, there are honestly good and bad aspects to both ways of using it.
The app is really a pain as far as formatting. Now, sure, you can do things like adding colored text a lot easier on the phone and without requiring actual coding, but you can’t use a blog theme or really complex text formatting because it just simplifies everything. There are a lot of bugs on the Tumblr app that make using the phone completely obnoxious to me. For example, if you place a title on your text post on the computer, it will remain at the top no matter how many times the thread is reblogged or the reblogs are deleted from it. But if you so it on the phone, for whatever reason it will downgrade the title to a heading that will then disappear when you inevitably trim the reblogs off the thread. I have no idea if there even is a way to make titles that actually function as titles on the phone, but maybe there is?
Another annoying thing about using the phone (and this is more recent, so maybe it’s an actual bug that’ll be fixed as opposed to just a stupid update) is that when I tell the phone to delete all reblogs from a thread, it will appear to have done that, but the it will leave the first reblog that was there at the top. So this results in the reblog having like... a post you don’t want randomly still up there and then your reblog? Which... makes things really confusing if you’re trying to keep track of the thread’s story? I don’t know how to fix that one either.
Also... when switching from Tumblr app/mobile to the Tumblr site on a computer, I still sometimes am unable to edit or even open my posts because it will say “Oops! This appears to have been edited in the mobile version. Please use the app.” Or something like that. Such a pain.
The other thing is... they appear to have taken away the ability to save an ask answer for later on the Tumblr mobile app? I used to be able to start answering and then just save my response in my drafts if I have to close the app and I’m not done yet. Now there’s no option to do that. I really hate that, it came in handy. You can do it on the computer while holding down Ctrl +Alt while actively in an ask text window and replying to it. If you hold down those keys, the options to either “Safe as Draft” or “Queue” will appear at the bottom right as buttons. So yeah, a definite advantage over mobile.
Also, in the case of “read more” links, those breaks in the post where writers can cut off their super long mega posts with a link to the full version so that people don’t have to scroll through a wall of text on their dash? Yeah, those don’t work on mobile, heh. Well okay, no, they work.... but you don’t have the option of using them on mobile. So if someone has set one up on the computer, it will function in mobile, but people who are mobile only don’t have the option of using “read more” links.
The biggest problem with mobile is that people with complex themes for their blogs or even ones like mine that are Tumblr simple, haha, can have info pages set up as links you can click to go to more information, and those don’t even show up on mobile. Even if people send you the urls, when you click on them they will only go to their main blog and not to the pages. So that means you won’t be able to view any muse or mun info or any rules pages set up that way. That doesn’t mean you can’t ask someone to kindly post or send you the information, but that makes it kinda hard for blogs with passwords or muns that won’t even talk to you until you’ve read their stuff.
However... not everything on the Tumblr app is worse than on the computer. On the computer... there are various forms of gif files that function as gifs on other sites and in graphic editing programs, but will not open on Tumblr. For example, I’ve noticed that gifs saved as text map or .txt files and gifs with urls ending in .gifv instead of .gif will not open on Tumblr. Whether you cut and paste the url or you open it from a file on your computer, they just won’t work. The gif will blip away and an “error loading gif” error message will appear. I’ve gotten around this somewhat but simply editing the file extension back to .gif, but that only works sometimes, and I have not found a way to open gifs saved in text map formats. So this makes it really annoying when trying to add reaction gifs. On the app, though...... I seem to be able to post just about any gif I want. So that is a definite plus.
Also, if you want colored text on the computer, you have to code for it, and honestly, I’ve forgotten how to do any of that, haha. Even if you set it up on your phone and then open the post on a computer, the computer version will wipe out all formatting and coloring that you did. Super annoying.
There are also a lot of bugs on the website that are not present in mobile, such as links not going where they should (how many times have I clicked on my blog’s activity feed only to be sent to my dash, ugh), and random spaces being added in the middle of my text posts that I didn’t place there? o_O
So... I guess I would say that functionally speaking I prefer the computer version, but there is a lot to be said for the portability of the phone and being able to work on stuff whenever you have five minutes. I should also mention that I have the Android version of the Tumblr app, so... I don’t know if maybe the iPhone version is different or better or worse. But I do know people who are 100% on the computer version, 100% on some kind of mobile version, or people like me who switch back and forth, and we all seem to be finding our ways just fine, so I think whatever version you choose, you’ll acclimate to that and adjust your style and habits accordingly.
I hope this was helpful! (^-^)/ (Also thank you so much, I’m glad you like this blog! Vision is such a sweetie, isn’t he? XD)
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simself tag
i was tagged by the amazing @surreysimmer and @dawsim thank u lovelies :3
im not sure who has done it and i think im kinda late on the bandwagon so if you want to do it feel free to say i tagged you xo
traits: foodie, goofball, lazy [and i included my doggo bc he is my son]
You have to make a simself and put whatever you wish there, traits, anything about you. After the keep reading thingy are +100 questions I found that you can answer if you want, but you don’t have to. i’ll put it below :]
What is your full name? abbiegaile
What is your nickname? abbie, ab, abz, fannyanne [lol dont ask pls] and my last name
Birthday? december 28th binch it’s comin soon
What is your favorite book series? oof idk maybe lord of the rings and tmi
Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? maybe im too skeptical
Who is your favorite author? idk oops
What is your favorite radio station? um idk maybe capital fm or smooth radio
What is your favorite flavor of anything? coffee yum
What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? cool, amazing, ‘wow’ (also its bugging me that this font size is bigger idk how to fix it im not that tech savvy)
What is your current favorite song? i honestly couldnt choose
What is your favorite word? lol idk maybe like pipette or something
What was the last song you listened to? gold dust
What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? oof i have a lot - big mouth, south park, game of thrones and outlander
What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? i love me some rom-coms like idk maybe 10 things i hate about you
Do you play video games? yup - maybe a little too much
What is your biggest fear? the unknown (so pretty much everything lol)
What is your best quality, in your opinion? idk maybe that im approachable?
What is your worst quality, in your opinion? i over-analyse situations a lot
Do you like cats or dogs better? dogs 100 percent
What is your favorite season? either autumn or winter
Are you in a relationship? yes <3
What is something you miss from your childhood? lol this is dark and deep but not having to worry about things like i do now
Who is your best friend? my boyfriend
What is your eye color? blue
What is your hair color? it’s technically blonde n im naturally blonde but it’s gotten dark over the years so my roots are brown but i have blonde highlights and this was a complicated answer to such a simple question wow
Who is someone you love? my family, my dog n my boyfriend
Who is someone you trust? my boyfriend
Who is someone you think about often? um
Are you currently excited about/for something? christmas tbh
What is your biggest obsession? i have way too many obsessions i look at something for more than 5 seconds and im obsessed its unhealthy
What was your favorite TV show as a child? bear in the big blue house as a little kid shout out to that fkin og show
Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? boyfriend lol
Are you superstitious? boy do i
Do you have any unusual phobias? i guess i have a phobia of bellybuttons lol
Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? behind definitely
What is your favorite hobby? reading
What was the last book you read? the help by kathryn stockett
What was the last movie you watched? um idek i havent watched one in so long
What musical instruments do you play, if any? lol i wish
What is your favorite animal? polar bears
What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? i can’t choose just 5 its impossible
What superpower do you wish you had? teleportation
When and where do you feel most at peace? in my room lying down in bed reading
What makes you smile? a lot of things
What sports do you play, if any? lol no
What is your favorite drink? caramel frappe from mcdonalds yum
When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? hm idk maybe a card if that counts for my sister
Are you afraid of heights? nah
What is your biggest pet peeve? when ppl scratch the carpet with their nails lol
Have you ever been to a concert? yes
Are you vegan/vegetarian? no
When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? a singer
What fictional world would you like to live in? id love to live anywhere in middle-earth but most likely the shire *_*
What is something you worry about? everything
Are you scared of the dark? no
Do you like to sing? yh
Have you ever skipped school? yeah...too much
What is your favorite place on the planet? my room or tokyo
Where would you like to live? somewhere peaceful
Do you have any pets? a dog called brandy
Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? a night owl def
Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? sunsets
Do you know how to drive? no
Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? earbuds r more comfortable but i prefer headphones
Have you ever had braces? no
What is your favorite genre of music? indie chill
Who is your hero? my mom
Do you read comic books? rarely
What makes you the most angry? horrible people
Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? real book
What is your favorite subject in school? psychology
Do you have any siblings? an older bro n an older sis
What was the last thing you bought? mcdonalds lmfao
How tall are you? 5′8
Can you cook? no
What are three things that you love? my fam/dog/boyfriend, cuddling up in a warm blanket on a cold night and peace
What are three things that you hate? horrible people, my anxiety and um idk
Do you have more female friends or more male friends? idk i think equal
What is your sexual orientation? i dont rlly like putting labels onto things
Where do you currently live? england
Who was the last person you texted? friend
When was the last time you cried? yesterday
Who is your favorite YouTuber? david dobrik, pewdiepie, um i also have a fkin love for like study youtubers
Do you like to take selfies? nah
What is your favorite app? idk lol i dont rlly have one
What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? ..
What is your favorite foreign accent? australian most likely
What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? tokyo
What is your favorite number? 2
Can you juggle? no
Are you religious? nope
Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? space but they both scare the shit out of me
Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? no way
Are you allergic to anything? no
Can you curl your tongue? yes
Can you wiggle your ears? no
How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? if im wrong i admit it
Do you prefer the forest or the beach? forest
What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? to just ‘do more of what makes you happy’ and that it’s ok to feel bad emotions it’s just important to control them
Are you a good liar? nah
What is your Hogwarts House? hufflepuff
Do you talk to yourself? yeah
Are you an introvert or an extrovert? introvert
Do you keep a journal/diary? i do if my anxiety is hella strong i like to let it all out
Do you believe in second chances? depends on context
If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? probs hand it in
Do you believe that people are capable of change? depends on context
Are you ticklish? a little
Have you ever been on a plane? no
Do you have any piercings? ears
What fictional character do you wish was real? hmm idk maybe jamie fraser from outlander
Do you have any tattoos? no
What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? to stop caring about what other ppl think of me
Do you believe in karma? sort of
Do you wear glasses or contacts? i should bc im short sighted but i cba
Do you want children? yes but not until im a lot older
Who is the smartest person you know? my boyfriend
What is your most embarrassing memory? um
Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? yes
What color are most of you clothes? black
Do you like adventures? yes if im not being lazy lol
Have you ever been on TV? dont think i have
How old are you? 18
What is your favorite quote? dont have one im boring
Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? savory
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Just got into a huge argument with my husband about Tumblr
So I don’t HATE Tumblr. I’m just not impressed with how they’ve handled things, for quite awhile actually. My side of the argument was that:
Tumblr claims to be user friendly and now “family friendly” when that was never what the site was advertised to be, I mean even in the Google app store the app is advertised as 17+ Mature.
Tumblr wants to rid the platform of content that is harmful and unsafe for user consumption, yet the way things are going pages dedicated to kittens and vegan recipes are being wiped out while a mass of pedophile and white supremacy pages are still going strong.
I understand implementing any kind of new update will have its series of bugs to work out, but this shit has been going on for years! YEARS! Pornbots attacking peoples original posts, pedophiles hiding in plain view claiming to be LGBT and racist Nazi fuckers just marching all over the damn place.
An automated system is never going to find this content because half the time it isn’t tagged, and because of tags, people who have used them properly to warn of things like NSFW content or even just trigger warnings are being reprimanded.
We as users implemented trigger warning tags to protect ourselves, our followers and our mutuals. No one wants to see content that is harmful to their psyche. WE CREATED A SCREENING PROCESS ALL ON OUR OWN.
And Tumblr is exploiting our safe zones and tags now to destroy long time users.
My husbands side of the argument was:
We are faceless users, we do not pay to be here. Why should a large corporation listen to us? At this point, there are so many complaints that it is virtually white noise to Tumblr staff. They are free to implement any guidelines they wish. After all this site belongs to the company, NOT US.
He compared it to saying “What if you just went into Walmart one day and started cussing out the employee’s because they didn’t sell pornography there.”
They have no control over what the company chooses to sell, and complaining to the technical staff won’t change anything BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO POWER TO CHANGE IT.
I understand where he’s coming from and my response to him was this:
I understand that Tumblr as a company is free to do whatever they want with this website, but you can’t claim to be user friendly if you don’t listen to 90% of your users. You can’t just ignore a rampant issue for years and then when Apple says “Dude your app is full of dicks in children and fucking Nazi warfare, get out of our play store.” So they ban ALL ADULT CONTENT and think that’s gonna solve the fucking problem.
I love Tumblr, I love all the wonderful people I’ve had the opportunity to get to know and become close to, the artists, the creators and the experience and knowledge I’ve gained not only about my own fan works but about myself.
There has to be a better way to deal with the real issues here.
I understand the corporate side of it, for sure, but punishing your users for your own lack of action is wrong. Plain and fucking simple.
And back to my husbands point “If you don’t like what they’ve done, STOP USING THE WEBSITE, as long as users stay the corporation makes money.” and he’s right, but I’m not leaving. I know staying contributes to Tumblr getting its way and many of us are going to have to jump ship at some time because we will be flagged over and over again until we are just deactivated. But I can’t go, Not so much for the content, but for all the people I would never get to connect with in any other way.
It’s sad and it makes me sick to my stomach. I just wish there was some other way to bring this shit show out of the fucking hole it’s fallen into.
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Get to know me tag
I was tagged by bb @simduction Wooo! Thanks! ♥♥♥
I tag: whoever wants to do it. :)
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Sharrie
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? … Berry
3. BIRTHDAY? May 16th
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? Anything by Robert Patterson
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? Both!
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? See above heh
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? My Welcome to Nightvale podcasts.
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? Mint or Strawberry
9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? Awesome.
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? Anything from my Weird Al collection. Too many to choose.
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? Well in the berry world it would be Fudge heh...
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? Attack of the Radioactive Hamsters from a planet nears Mars.
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? Ozark
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? Love Actually ♥
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? Too many.
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? It depends on the day. I have a highly active imagination and it creates great scenarios for me daily.
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? I’m kind.
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? I’m as stubborn as they get.
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? Cats!
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Summer all the way.
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? Married almost 13 years.
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? Lack of crushing reality.
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? We aren’t very close anymore.
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? Green / Hazel
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? Purple (darkest blonde before you would call it brown)
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? My family.
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? My hubby
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? Merlot and Lacey XDD
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? My wedding anniversary!
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? The Sims followed closely by yoga.
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? Care Bears
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? My hubby.
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? No.
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? Spiders is not very unusual, but one time for an entire year I had a phobia I would suffer an allergic reaction and die...
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? In front.
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? Yoga and watching Netflix with the hubs.
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? All the way through would be Five Nights at Freddy’s The Fourth Closet.
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Some random cheesy Hallmark Channel movie
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? Clarinet / Bass Clarinet
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? Koalas
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? Too many to count
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? Fly
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? Snuggled up in my bed ♥
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? My family ♥
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? None.
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? Green Tea Latte
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? In high school?
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? Somewhat.
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? Radio Commercials
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? Yes
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? No
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? A Mermaid
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? Sugar Valley
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? The safety of my family
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? No
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? All the time and terribly off key
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? Yes
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? My room
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? Cardiff Ca.
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? A cat
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? Night Owl
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? Sunsets
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? Yes
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? Headphones.
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? Yes and I might need them again
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? Parody >.>
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? My Mom
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? yes
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? When people continue to bug me about something I have explicitly said no to
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? Real books
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? Music
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? I am an only child
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? Hamburger and Fresno peppers
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5′6.
75. CAN YOU COOK? Yes but do I? No.
76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? My son, My Hubby, My Folks.
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? I try not to use that word
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? female
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? I’m more romantic than sexual tbh but I guess you would say Bi - romantic
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? USA
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? My hubby (lets play a game and see how any times he gets mentioned here lol)
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? A few days ago.
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? GT Live
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? Yes
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? tumblr
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? The greatest people I know.
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? Australian *wink*
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? Hawaii
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 27
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? No
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? Nope
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OF THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? Deep Ocean is terrifying.
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? God No.
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? Gluten well intolerant but lets not split hairs.
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? Yes
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? Yes
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? I apologize if I need to.
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? Beach woooo!
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? Remember to breathe
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? Terrible
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? Hufflepuff
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? Yes lol
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? Ambivert
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? No but I should
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? It depends.
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? See if I could find the owner and if not turn it in.
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? Yes, but it’s not easy and it can take literal decades for it to happen. So be patient of move on.
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? Too Ticklish
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? Yes.
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? Ears and bellybutton, but after my son was born I haven’t put another back in.
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? Merlot and Lacey rofl
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? Yes.
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? Getting on that plane.
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? Absolutely
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? Glasses
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? I have a son and that’s all I want thank you.
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? Someone from my dark past lol
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? No comment
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? Unfortunately Yes.
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? Grey. I’ve tried to add in more purple but its mainly grey.
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? Kinda depends on the adventure.
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? Yes.
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 37
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? Be Softer With You
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? Sweets!!
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GET TO KNOW ME TAG
Rules: Post a picture of your simself with your traits and answer the questions so your followers can get to know you better!
I was tagged by the lovely @surreysimmer, @racingllama + @storylegacysims! Thank you so much bbs. ♡
I tag @pixeloasis, @simsiecakes + @gottacatchemallsims.
This has literally been sitting in my drafts halfway finished for the past week. Tbh I completely forgot about it until @storylegacysims tagged me this morning. 🙈
Anywhooo, this is my simself. I’ve given her the geek, goofball + foodie traits. (Truthfully, glutton would probably be more accurate but your simself is supposed to be a better, more ideal version of yourself, right?)
Questions below the cut ↴
1. What is your name?
Kayla
2. What is your nickname?
My family calls me Katy / Katy bug, for some reason.
3. Birthday?
June 17, 1994
4. What is your favorite book series?
Harry Potter, duh.
5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts?
Yes
6. Who is your favorite author?
J.K. Rowling, duh.
7. What is your favorite radio station?
Octane, Pop2K, and PopRocks on Sirius XM.
8. What is your favorite flavor of anything?
Chocolate, banana, or pumpkin.
9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful?
Lovely, wonderful, superb, idk all are viable options.
10. What is your current favorite song?
I honestly don’t even know.
11. What is your favorite word?
TUFT
12. What was the last song you listened to?
Misery Business by Paramore (I have my beloved throwback playlist playing.)
13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch?
Boy Meets World - I firmly believe that the world would be a much better place if everyone had Mr. Feeny as a teacher.
14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down?
Harry Potter or pretty much any Disney / Pixar movie.
15. Do you play video games?
Way too much, if I’m being honest.
16. What is your biggest fear?
Being alone, rejection, socializing, tight / crowded spaces, etc. I’m a big scaredy cat, okay. Leave me alone.
17. What is your best quality, in your opinion?
I’m hilarious. I’m incredibly caring and loyal.
18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion?
My crippling anxiety.
9. Do you like cats or dogs better?
DOGS but cats are nice too.
20. What is your favorite season?
Fall - I sweat less and all the bugs die.
21. Are you in a relationship?
N O P E
22. What is something you miss from your childhood?
Innocence, being naive to how terrible the world actually is.
23. Who is your best friend?
Hannah ♡
24. What is your eye color?
Green
25. What is your hair color?
Auburn
26. Who is someone you love?
My dog
27. Who is someone you trust?
Hannah
28. Who is someone you think about often?
My sims
29. Are you currently excited about/for something?
CHRISTMAS
30. What is your biggest obsession?
The Sims, probably.
31. What was your favorite TV show as a child?
Boy Meets World
32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone?
Aaron and Joe, I suppose.
33. Are you superstitious?
Nope
34. Do you have any unusual phobias?
Fun fact, butterflies cause me a lot of anxiety for some reason. Conveniently, I found this out while in a one of those butterfly sanctuaries at the zoo.
35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it?
Behind. I’m quite literally the least photogenic person ever.
36. What is your favorite hobby?
Playing video games, eating, sleeping. Do those count?
37. What was the last book you read?
I... actually don’t know?
38. What was the last movie you watched?
Crimes of Grindelwald.....
39. What musical instruments do you play, if any?
I mean, not to brag or anything but I played the recorder in fourth grade~
40. What is your favorite animal?
SLOTHS
41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow?
You can’t make me choose.
42. What superpower do you wish you had?
Teleportation
43. When and where do you feel most at peace?
When I’m with Hannah tbh.
44. What makes you smile?
Making other people smile / laugh.
45. What sports do you play, if any?
Sports hurt.
46. What is your favorite drink?
Sweet tea
47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody?
I have no idea.
48. Are you afraid of heights?
My fear of heights is directly correlated with my probability of falling.
49. What is your biggest pet peeve?
People who are rude to food service / retail employees.
50. Have you ever been to a concert?
Yes
51. Are you vegan/vegetarian?
I could never.
52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up?
Teacher
53. What fictional world would you like to live in?
Stars Hollow
54. What is something you worry about?
Literally everything.
55. Are you scared of the dark?
Sometimes, it depends.
56. Do you like to sing?
Like to, yes. Am I any good? Not at all.
57. Have you ever skipped school?
Yes
58. What is your favorite place on the planet?
Wherever my friends are.
59. Where would you like to live?
I care less about where exactly and more about having the people I love near me.
60. Do you have any pets?
Yes, one doggo named Neville.
61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl?
NIGHT OWL
62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better?
Sunsets
63. Do you know how to drive?
Yes
64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones?
Earbuds - headphones make my ears feel claustrophobic.
65. Have you ever had braces?
Nope
66. What is your favorite genre of music?
Early to mid 2000′s punk~ I never outgrew my emo phase, sorry mom.
67. Who is your hero?
My mom
68. Do you read comic books?
No
69. What makes you the most angry?
Seeing those I love get hurt / taken advantage of.
70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book?
I prefer the experience of a real book but I do appreciate the convenience of an electronic device.
71. What is your favorite subject in school?
Psychology
72. Do you have any siblings?
One brother + one sister
73. What was the last thing you bought?
Christmas presents!
74. How tall are you?
5′4
75. Can you cook?
I mean, I can follow a recipe sometimes.
76. What are three things that you love?
My mom, my friends, and my dog.
77. What are three things that you hate?
Tomatoes, socks, and loud noises.
78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends?
Well, I guess more male friends, with a ratio of 2:1. (I only have three friends lol.) Unless we’re also counting internet friends, then the females far outnumber the males.
79. What is your sexual orientation?
Straight
80. Where do you currently live?
Southern Illinois
81. Who was the last person you texted?
Hannah
82. When was the last time you cried?
Probably yesterday over something stupid. I cry a lot lol.
83. Who is your favorite YouTuber?
Jenna Marbles
84. Do you like to take selfies?
Not really, no.
85. What is your favorite app?
DISCORD
86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like?
Mom - decent. Dad - non-existent.
87. What is your favorite foreign accent?
All of them. Accents are so cute OMG.
88. What is a place that you've never been to, but you want to visit?
Japan
89. What is your favorite number?
2
90. Can you juggle?
Lol no.
91. Are you religious?
Yes
92. Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting?
SPACE
93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil?
Not at all
94. Are you allergic to anything?
Deathly allergic to sulfa - the doctors almost killed me when I was a baby.
95. Can you curl your tongue?
Yes
96. Can you wiggle your ears?
Nope
97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something?
This is complicated because I doubt myself a LOT but I’m also incredibly stubborn.
98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach?
Beach
99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you?
On the last day of my senior year, my history teacher left us with two words of advice before we departed: 1) never tattoo your face, and 2) don’t give your kids a stupid name. It still makes me laugh whenever I think about it.
100. Are you a good liar?
NO
101. What is your Hogwarts House?
HUFFLEPUFF ♡
102. Do you talk to yourself?
Pfft she and I have full-blown conversations sometimes~
103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
More accurately, I would consider myself an ambivert.
104. Do you keep a journal/diary?
I’ve never been able to keep up with one.
105. Do you believe in second chances?
I do, and it kicks me in the ass more often than not.
106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do?
Try to return it.
107. Do you believe that people are capable of change?
Yes, but the person must be willing to change.
108. Are you ticklish?
Yes
109. Have you ever been on a plane?
Once, when I was five.
110. Do you have any piercings?
Nope
111. What fictional character do you wish was real?
CatDog, I have so many questions~
112. Do you have any tattoos?
No
113. What is the best decision that you've made in your life so far?
To love myself
114. Do you believe in karma?
I don’t know, maybe.
115. Do you wear glasses or contacts?
Glasses - I’ve never worn contacts.
116. Do you want children?
Eventually, yes...
117. Who is the smartest person you know?
Aaron’s a pretty smart dude, I suppose.
118. What is your most embarrassing memory?
My existence in and of itself is embarrassing tbh.
119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter?
Many, many times. I stay up for 48+ hours sometimes~
120. What color are most of you clothes?
I own a lot of blue apparently.
121. Do you like adventures?
Yes, as long as they don’t involve any strenuous activity.
122. Have you ever been on TV?
Not that I know of.
123. How old are you?
24
124. What is your favorite movie quote?
I honestly don’t know.
125. Sweet or savory?
SAVORY
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Get To Know Me Tag
1. What is your full name? Jennifer T Lee
2. What is your nickname? Jenny
3. What is your zodiac sign? Leo
4. What is your favorite book series? I read one that was called Tiger’s Curse or something like that but that series was pretty lit
5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? Yes to ghosts - eh to aliens
6. Who is your favorite author? idk if I have one, maybe Dostoevsky
7. What is your favorite radio station? Don’t listen
8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? Mint or Blue Raspberry
9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? Beautiful
10. What is your current favorite song? The Only by Sasha Sloan
11. What is your favorite word? Shit
12. What was the last song you listened to? Secret Love Song, Pt. II by Little Mix
13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Criminal Minds and Gilmore Girls
14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Perks of Being a Wallflower or Bad Moms
15. Do you play video games? I don’t have the stuff for it
16. What is your biggest fear? Never being happy
17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? I’m empathetic
18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? I’m stubborn as hell
19. Do you like cats or dogs better? Dogs
20. What is your favorite season? Winter
21. Are you in a relationship? Lmao cute, no I’m not
22. What is something you miss from your childhood? Ignorance
23. Who is your best friend? Malorie
24. What is your eye color? Blue/Grey
25. What is your hair color? Red (natural)
26. Who is someone you love? Other best friend Abby
27. Who is someone you trust? My parents
28. Who is someone you think about often? My dog Dash who died last year
29. Are you currently excited about/for something? I was just accepted into a field school and I was offered a really cool position for art
30. What is your biggest obsession? Music
31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? Bear In The Big Blue House
32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? No one oof
33. Are you superstitious? Uh kinda but not really idk
34. Do you have any unusual phobias? Bugs, esp beetles and centipedes
35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Behind
36. What is your favorite hobby? Art
37. What was the last book you read? Gorillas in the Mist
38. What was the last movie you watched? Fifty Shades Darker lmao
39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? Bass Guitar, Euphonium, and Piano
40. What is your favorite animal? Wolf
41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? @calumspeachy @calumthmas @h0tsos @irwinvalentines @empathycth
42. What superpower do you wish you had? Fly or be invisible
43. When and where do you feel most at peace? When I’m asleep
44. What makes you smile? 5sos, Netflix, friends, anthropology
45. What sports do you play, if any? None
46. What is your favorite drink? Coffee and tea
47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? Over a year ago
48. Are you afraid of heights? Not really
49. What is your biggest pet peeve? Privileged men.
50. Have you ever been to a concert? Yeet
51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? No
52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? Wildlife biologist
53. What fictional world would you like to live in? Idk I guess To All The Boys
54. What is something you worry about? Being good enough
55. Are you scared of the dark? No
56. Do you like to sing? Ye
57. Have you ever skipped school? Yeah lol
58. What is your favorite place on the planet? My bed, asleep
59. Where would you like to live? Hawaii or England or smthn
60. Do you have any pets? Yeah: 2 geckos named Linda and Timothy, 1 fish named Suzan, 2 snails (w fish) named Jamison and Freeda, 1 cat named Hazy who is a dick, and 1 dog named Dory who is the love of my life
61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? Night owl
62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunsets
63. Do you know how to drive? Ye
64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? Headphones
65. Have you ever had braces? Yeah
66. What is your favorite genre of music? Rock
67. Who is your hero? Halsey
68. Do you read comic books? Nope
69. What makes you the most angry? Privileged dumbasses
70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Book
71. What is your favorite subject in school? Anthropology
72. Do you have any siblings? Yeah, one older half brother
73. What was the last thing you bought? Food at the grocery store
74. How tall are you? 5′5
75. Can you cook? Ye
76. What are three things that you love? Music, art,
77. What are three things that you hate? Rude people, PDA and haters.
78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? Female
79. What is your sexual orientation? Straight
80. Where do you currently live? CO
81. Who was the last person you texted? Malorie
82. When was the last time you cried? Last night
83. Who is your favorite YouTuber? Dan Howell
84. Do you like to take selfies? Eh
85. What is your favorite app? Tumblr or Insta
86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? Good, we’re usually good lol
87. What is your favorite foreign accent? Aussie
88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? Australia
89. What is your favorite number? Don’t have one
90. Can you juggle? Nope
91. Are you religious? Nah
92. Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? Ocean
93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? Lol no
94. Are you allergic to anything? Nope
95. Can you curl your tongue? Yeah?????
96. Can you wiggle your ears? Yeah
97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? Depends on who I was debating with
98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? Both
99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? “You have to start somewhere, right?”
100. Are you a good liar? To a stranger, yeah
101. What is your Hogwarts House? Slytherin
102. Do you talk to yourself? Yeah lol
103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Introvert
104. Do you keep a journal/diary? No
105. Do you believe in second chances? Depends
106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Give it to the police
107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? Some are
108. Are you ticklish? Yeah
109. Have you ever been on a plane? Yup
110. Do you have any piercings? No
111. What fictional character do you wish was real? Peter Kavinsky
112. Do you have any tattoos? Yeah, like 6 or something
113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? To change my major to a double in Anthropology and Interdisciplinary Liberal Arts
114. Do you believe in karma? Yes
115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? Contacts during the day, glasses in the evening
116. Do you want children? No lol
117. Who is the smartest person you know? My parents maybe idk
118. What is your most embarrassing memory? idk there’s a lot
119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? Yupppp
120. What colour are most of your clothes? Black or earthy tones
121. Do you like adventures? Yeet
122. Have you ever been on TV? Nope
123. How old are you? 19
124. What is your favorite quote? "Stop saying ‘I wish,’ and start saying ‘I will.’”
125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? Savory
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*insert darth vader screaming no* tumblr really doesn't like me sending asks to my favorite blogs, why does it keep happening!? Please don't feel bad, its an annoying bug that happens, I am now tempted to just start typing my replies in my notes app so I don't lose them and resend if anything jdjsjs
But its is!! Like I feel all sorts of excitement knowing its my first full comeback with those 8 beans omg like the teasers had me HYPED, I was loving the Halloween vibes but make it much earlier. The styling is perfection, so mv drops and ngl it left me feeling a bit unsure because I loved everything about the song like chorus was hands down my favorites and the raps were nice but the rest made me a bit unsure but you're talking to a sticker by nct fan so I can handle noise shiz. I had a feeling it would be like RTL by seventeen where it needed to grow and once I replayed maniac like 5 times, I was hooked by the 3rd listening and was "omg how could I hate this genius song!?" Because listening with my fancy headphones you can pick up the details more better plus reading the lyrics makes everything tie together like a bow ya know? The dance...dreamy LET ME TALK ABOUT THE DANCE!! (I am a fan of good dances hfhshs) the opening with minho on his back which then we move towards jeongin and the lil dino stompping moves and hans entire section and boom the chorus with the birds tweeting (which im sure is very intentional? Very Saturday morning cartoon vibes where you see a cartoon be hit on the head) and drill sound like chan legit said "support your hardware stores kids" xD I love the finger movements of the chorus where the twist it like a screw but their fingers are just, like bent to be like Frankenstein screws if that makes sense? And then it just goes wild with minho ending the song bznshd. So yeah maniac is a perfect title track, smh at my friend for not liking it *sigh* but oohh favorite track!? Dreamy that's hard to pick! I personally enjoyed all of the songs? None of them were skips to me, the album sounds great as you said, loving the emo vibes (which idk if I can say but I saw your selfie on thy other blog and uhh emo queen vibes yes!!) But if I had to pick today, I may have to say venom? Idk the spider like aesthetics in the chorus where it sounds like a spider walking is very much in the same vibe as hoshi's spider where it sounds like water dripping down the spiderweb hehehehe. I loved the vocal and rap unit songs like chef kiss stuff right there! Lonely st. Is if I wanna feel the feels and freeze gives me like old school vibes? Or at least to me of songs I remember being played at my school dances so feels nostalgic in a way?
So there was a mini rambling of how much I liked the album and comeback cx a wild one indeed timing wise but a good one still! It really doesn't feel like almost a year because everything feels longer but at the same time with how active I am in this fandom, everything is happening so fast I cannot keep up haha. Yet look at how much these beans have achieved like I may not be a long stay but boy do I feel proud, insert the Regina George mom bopping while recording meme right here that is me with skz. I loves them as cheesy as that sounds.
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its very interesting to answer this since you said i follow you now 👀 (i wont go trying to figure it out dw thats alays up to you i just love that i found you on accident lol) but yes ok lets dive into this one!
OH whats funny is i felt the same with rtl not because of the song but bro i hate the mv. so much (like the quality and coloring and stuff) that i also didnt like the song at first because of it, but since i stopped watching that lq mv i love it a lot lol, sometimes songs are just like that you have to really give it a full listen. i think (at least for me) im so hyped on the idea of a comeback sometimes my brain doesnt actually register the song well the first time i hear it cause im just all !!!!! inside (plus im usually like oh oh thats one shot for ___ to gif hehe through my first watch thru the cc brain rot is very real) and what you siad about the lyrics, even though ive LOVED every skz song that ive heard, i do always try my best to wait and read the lyrics before im like yes its a REALLY good song because you never know the song could be really poorly written, and some of us would have no idea lmao but at this point i do just outright trust 3racha and woozi to write amazing lyrics lol
THE DANCE god ok if theres another place i need to smash svt and skz together its always the dancing, im always DYING for choreo videos. the maniac choreo is SOOOOO good! and like lee minho is literally one of the most amazing dancers of all time, especially in kpop im not even a little surprised at his amount ofcenter time in this one, like the better the choreo the more i expect center minho because he just goes so hard and so perfect every dance!! and god yeah at the end where he just releases all of his stored energy to look absolutely CRAZYYYY is the best, like in everything skz does i am absolutely looking at chris all of the time except dancing like im sorry chris but minho is right there pls move i need to see exactly how the dance was meant to be done lmao.
i also definitely agree about venom the spiderweb sounds are SO cool, chris REALLY outdid himself with the “noise” aspect of their album this time. like he’s REALLLLLLy leaning into that “insult” and making the most amazing results out of it. i love that skz just does not care, and are like if youre going to insult us we’re going to get so much material out of this thanks :D its king behavior lmao
i hope we get some choreo for the other oddinary songs, like during tour or something because im dying to see what they do (especially with venom)
alsoooo how did you like darl+ing??? i think its really pretty, not my favorite thing svt has done. but i didnt expect something out of this world for their english song, and its not really getting promoted so im happy with what we got, i feel like english track are generally kind of throw way songs to groups, even if theyre really good lol BUT it does make me so excited for their comeback next month! im DYING to see what they do with this concept, im sure you saw im v excited about it lol
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My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Team Johto
After many months of waiting, I finally had the chance to post my Johto team! I posted my Kanto team last January and forgot to post another follow-up but yay!
My team consists of Cyndaquil, Ledian, Noctowl, Corsola, Piloswine, and Bellossom. I'll be breaking down each Pokemon why I picked them.
Cyndaquil
There's no doubt that Cyndaquil would be chosen because Cyndaquil is my favorite Pokemon! It was my 2nd starter after Totodile which, I accidentally released on my first try of Pokemon Gold. After my 2nd try playing Pokemon Gold, I got a shiny female Cyndaquil. It was my last shiny in the main game.
Ledian
After beating Bugsy to get my 2nd badge in Johto, I fell in love with bug-type Pokemon. Ledian became my favorite bug-type since then.
Noctowl
On my first try playing Pokemon Gold, I accidentally released my Feraligatr in Ecruteak city. I panicked and lost hope but kept playing. I then trained my Hoothoot after being defeated by a Noctowl in the lighthouse and came marvelous after.
Corsola
I didn't catch Corsola in the game. I fell in love with this Pokemon because of Misty. The animation of Corsola every time it battles was astounding!
Piloswine
One of my favorite Johto Pokemon next to Cyndaquil, and even more when I found out it could evolve to Mamoswine in the Sinnoh region. A huggable and strong ice-type Pokemon.
Bellossom
I remembered Bellossom was part of the 'teaser' 2nd generation Pokemon. When I first saw the teaser Pokemon, I thought Bellossom was a 'fakemon' because of its colors. From hate to love. I managed to get one after getting a sunstone in the bug-catching competition in the park!
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#4
Mermay
For many years, I have owned different kinds of Android phones and tablets. Even though I used Apple before it never occurred to me to buy an iPad. But because of some videos here on Instagram and YouTube, I have finally visited an Apple store last March. I have tried several iPads on display, and I was mindblown how fast and accurate the tablets I tested. Finally, last April, I have bought my first iPad 8th generation, and Apple pencil. It was worth it!
At first, I was having a hard time using the different tools on the app but with many amounts of time watching tutorials by Lucas Peinador (YouTube) and @mitchleeuwe, I finally finished my artwork!
Thank you for all the helpful videos and tips. Please do follow them!
Now, I am happy to present to you all my first creation on Procreate and to celebrate this month's theme, Mermay. Here's Huntail and Gorebyss, as mermaids!
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16 notes • Posted 2021-05-28 10:01:26 GMT
#3
25 Years
Advanced Happy Pokemon day, trainers!
For my second post this year, it would be my starters through the years! It consisted of Pikachu, Bulbasaur, Totodile, Treecko, Piplup, Oshawott, Froakie, Rowlett, and Sobble.
I am happy that @Pokemon kept me inspired and motivated. Now and then whether it was a small change- from having a curry dex to getting your first ribbon in a Pokemon contest, they were all exciting to me. As an adult, the excitement faded off a bit because of the realization of how jaded the world is, but Pokemon kept my enthusiasm burning.
From my first game, Pokemon Gold, getting my Totodile and releasing it accidentally to Pokemon Sword's Sobble perfectly trained with lots of curry love from me.
Happy 25 years of Team Kanto, Johto, Hoenn, Sinnoh, Unova, Kalos, Alola, and Galar! Cheers to more exciting regions! Hopefully somewhere in Asia-Pacific~ :D
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20 notes • Posted 2021-02-25 23:01:21 GMT
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Happy Odaiba Day
It was 24 years ago when Taichi and the other Digi-destined first took a step into the Digital World to save humankind. Together with their trustful partners and powerful crests, it was their duty to protect the digital world and the human world at peace.
Aww, I feel so old but happy because I have experienced the thrill and excitement to have watched the episodes where Agumon digivolved to Greymon, and Koshiro's Tentomon beat Vademon when it digivolved to MegaKabuterimon (AlturKabuterimon). If only I could go back and watch the first episode, I would do it.
I honestly never knew until last year that Odaiba Day is celebrated annually as Digimon's anniversary. This year, I made sure I won't miss this special day.
I challenged myself if I would be a Digimon Tamer/Digi-Destined, who would be my partner, and what kind of Tamer/Digi-Destined am I?
I decided to have Betamon as my partner, and it would digivolve into Seadramon!
Betamon has been my favorite Digimon outside the protagonists - Tentomon, Terriermon, and Ankylomon (guess what crest I like the most?). I made my outfit as comfortable as it could be because we would be traveling and saving the world at the same time.
I am scared of the water especially the deep part but, with Betamon turning to Seadramon, I would be safe and enjoy the exploration.
After training hard, Betamon could also digivolve to MegaSeadramon. Betamon could only do this advanced evolution if it's an important matter then, who knows if Betamon could reach as high as a mega evolution.
I hope you like my rendition of Betamon!
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26 notes • Posted 2021-08-26 17:01:34 GMT
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Solar Opposites
I recently finished an animated series created by the same genius minds of Rick & Morty, called Solar Opposites. I fell into the rabbit hole instantly because of the storyline and how unique the characters were. Right now, I like Yumyulack! If I have a shrink ray of some sort, I would be using it too! Especially to those people who are rude to servers haha!
Plus the second storyline in the series! I almost forgot to mention The Wall. I love it!
I never enjoyed gore before, even if it's animation because I have a fear of blood specifically on the screens (if there's such a thing). But in this series, they made it 'lighter'; like in Rick & Morty, there's a reason why there were deaths not just for the sake to scare you.
I hope you like my version of the Solar Opposites.
I made the Pupa, Robin's Egg blue because I wanted the group to have a free Xbox haha!
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I feel like I am I up and then down a lot lately. The ups seem like they last for a moment when it’s a day or two maximum. The downs drag out for days or weeks. It’s like I’m scared to be happy. Hell I admit I am kind of scared to be happy but I don’t go around trying to sabotage myself nor do I believe that you can be happy one hundred percent of the time. I’ve also felt like lately my anxiety has shot through the roof for no reason at all. I don’t know what’s triggering it so I can’t really work to eliminate those triggers or talk about it. I feel like I’m speeding towards a brick wall at full speed with no brakes when it hits because I have no solution to prevent it. I get anxiety in situations I shouldn’t like around friends or Nicholas. Those are people I feel like anxiety should be the farthest thing from my mind. Unless I’m talking about something from another part of my day or week in which case I could see it spiking back up. But the other day, I have no rhyme or reason as to why I completely broke down with Nick. 9 times out of 10 I’m the happiest when I’m with him. That one out of ten is when he’s being frustrating or I’m just tired and over the day. I wanna talk to him but at the same time I’m scared. I hate being vulnerable or feeling as if I’m being forced to talk about my feelings. I wish I could talk to him as freely as I did Cole back in college. I miss Cole so much but I wasn’t the one that decided to cut me out of their life. I know I’m mad at myself for gaining all that weight I lost back. But I have no motivation and I’m always tired. Two weeks ago I feel asleep mid-conversation with nick that isn’t me. I felt bad for doing that, and I was more exhausted yesterday from walking my ass off than I would have been from work. I feel like I get more hungry and tired from just sitting on my ass all day at work than I do working my retail job where I can move a lot a lot more. How does that even make sense it frustrates me. I feel like I get frustrated or upset too easily sometimes. For example I got upset (well it hurt my feelings...) when nick deleted all these random selfies I took on his phone. I did it to be funny, and I’d love if he ever did that but I won’t hold my breath since he hates pictures which bugs me. But you couldn’t have kept at least one? Was it a line that you fed me when you told me I looked pretty Friday night when I had to point out I only had mascara on? Yes that’s where my mind goes when I think about why he deleted them. I think the world of him, and I don’t know if he thinks the same about me. I know I can be overly affectionate or not affectionate at all. I think part of that stems from me being told by an ex that I was too affectionate. Now I think I associate that with clingy. But as I type this I wonder if I need to be closer to the clingy side than I am now? Because I don’t have to be all in his business twenty four seven nor do I care if he’s got friends and family to spend time with. But what I do have issues with is when I feel like the second choice or I’m being annoying. I also hate when I feel like I can’t spend time with but he’s got time to all kinds of stuff with friends during the week. I do wanna see him and spend more time with him than I do. I wish we could text more than we do. I won’t complain that we have evolved into talking almost nightly. I hate talking on the phone but I do it since he’d rather do that. It hurt my feelings that I thought I’d found a solution to our dinner debate and him always picking where with the “cup of grub” idea. Which got shot down real quick and followed by a “sorry”. To which I really wanted to be like are you really?!?! 🙄 And trying to find a movie to watch is even worse. He usually always picks and I usually have no desire to watch. The one time I could take advantage of picking I didn’t care and he got frustrated. And I finally did and I watched maybe five minutes before I knocked out. I get there’s a bajillion choices between on demand, Netflix and amazon but when you wiz through them and only stop on stuff you wanna watch and I don’t have my glasses or contacts it takes me a minute to focus. I like scary movies and I wish he’d watch them with me... hell half the time my chicken self would be buried in his shoulder. He’s watched the shining, that’s gotta be pretty creepy it’s STEVEN FRICKIN KING. I haven’t seen that. What even. Sometimes I’d rather not watch anything I’d rather just spend time together or play a game. Sitting here now I wonder if I just let these little things add up and then it just erupts inside of me. Because it’s the picture thing, the dinner debate fix nix, the movie thing and then as I think the fact that from my stand point it’s almost as if I don’t exist to anyone in his life other than his mom. Everyone in my life knows of him in some capacity. I have dreams, they’re unique but to tell me they’re weird and I shouldn’t remember them hurts my feelings. Example of one I told him about for reasons that I’ll leave between me and him because he’d probably kill me if I told anyone why. So I had this dream, where apparently the slavey navy was selling dale Earnhardt tshirts. I of course had purchased one, wore it to work, and my one manager was like I can't well buy you another shirt that one is just... (like she thought his face was creepy) but in my dream it looked like the images on the shirt moved it went from his face to him driving into the garage... not hitting a wall and dying or anything weird. But he didn’t tell me the one I had Saturday morning was weird.. it was one where I dreamed about him going down stairs and doing something. He’d left his door open and one of his moms friends walks in (mind you I haven’t met them) and goes well well well what is this? And I acted like I was still asleep because I’m weird and I don’t like to talk to people I don’t know alone (plus I sleep in next to nothing at his house). So me acting like I’m asleep almost deters her, she starts going through my bag and I’m like excuse you?! To which he goes moms friends are nice. I being chicken shit leave out the details of the other part where his mom tells me that I’m like family?! The longest conversation we’ve had was the night I stayed over because we had a water leak and had to shut the water off. And what did we talk about the water leak they’ve apparently got and how we both hoped they got fixed/found. I from day one have been intimidated by her but I also think she’s a badass. Because I’ve made statements like I don’t want her to hate me or think I’m some two bit floosy. We’ve never really been formally introduced but she’s the only parent I’ve ever met. Since I didn’t date til college and the serious relationship I had was with a guy in the army so his parents were across country it was never a worry. And I’ve only really causally dated since. Don’t ask what me and nick are because I haven’t got a clue. I know what I’d like it to be or become. I know I don’t talk to anyone else nor do I want to. I know I’ve told myself I’d continue as long as I was happy with the situation. I learned with John 🙄🙄 that constantly bringing it up doesn’t help, or at least with him it made it worse. Only for me to be the one getting used and him cheating on a girlfriend who came along after me with me. And even after almost a year of no communication he thinks it’s ok to hit me up. Ah no. I’m over your shady cheating ass, and I constantly debate on telling your girlfriend what you’re doing to her. Maybe I should say something... maybe I shouldn’t hell I don’t know. I don’t feel like I know most of the time, which annoys me.
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