#i had good reasons to drop him

[ralvezfanatic]

getting reminded of my ex bsf is so nice like wow im gonna go kms now ! /nsrs

#vent in tags #and rant idk #I MISS HIM #HE WAS SO NICE #I LOVED HIM #WHY AM I SO STUPID #i dont think an apology is gonna fix me cursing him out #but in my defense #i had good reasons to drop him #like many good reasons #but also #he was like #the only one who got me #and actually seemed to care abt me

[shit-people-probably-didnt-say]

Jesper: I dont want to go through things anymore that dont kill me but make me stronger

Jesper: Im strong enough

Jesper: And so SO tired

#hes a traumatised and tired boy #jesper fahey #he seems on the surface to have had the ‘easiest’ life amongst the crows but 1 trauma is not comparable and 2 thats just his comedic front #mother died #forced to hide who he was (ghrisha) #shame in not being any good at being a fabrikator because he was forced to hide #even if colms reason to insist jesper keeps it a secret is to protect him it doesnt make the shame hed feel go away #people seeing him as a failure for dropping out of uni to live in the barrel with a gambling addiction #people not taking him seriously #not confiding in him (which was his fault in soc but it took way too long for him to be forgiven by some) #i could go on #soc incorrect quotes #six of crows #soc

[captain-noir]

been slowly making my thru the vc books and i can say now, with certainty that the show is in fact superior in almost every conceivable way. i think nostalgia was clouding my judgment but apart from iwtv and tvl and maaaybe qotd....these books are fucking ridiculous

#yaz reads #yaz has thoughts #interview with the vampire #not to be mean but as a body of work they have zero structural integrity #each book is a long meandering mess of the most outlandish plot and the most contrived workaround established canon to suit her whims #she hates women. like deeply. #there's a disconnect between the character she thinks shes writing versus what ends up on the page re david talbot #the interpersonal relationships bar a few like lestat and louis and lestat and gabrielle and nicky are laughable #coz they never stay consistent. its like she's afraid of anyone actually hating lestat #even armands hate is blunted coz he's in love with him #plot points and character arcs are dropped entirely between books for no discernable reason #look i maintain book 1 and 2 are modern masterpieces esp book 1 #and book 3 is a fun romp #but the rest are wow some have nuggets of brilliance but are swallowed up the sheer absurdity of her plots .and i can do the absurd #i love the absurd but she treats it with such solemnity that it gets me out of the story again and again #there's obvs a huge following for the series as a whole and kudos to you who stuck by her but what was she on #when the plot is weak i can focus on the intra character drama and the characters are stale i can focus on the plot #when both are done abmysally!? #rolins and co had a great task ahead of them and i think they elevated the material #so good on them #and note this isnt me bashing her for her dark themes and subject matters i can handle all that and then some #vc is quite tame insofar as being dark for a gothic series #its everything else

[phant0m-l0rd]

Lee Soo-hyuk in Local Hero (2016)

#listen I started watching this series *8 months ago* for Lee Soo-hyuk alone but it's one of the very rare series I dropped partway through #cuz it just felt unoriginal and the lead actor wasn't great imo- if another actor had been in his stead I probably would've kept going tho #BUT ANYWAY #I just found these 2 gifs I made back then cuz Lee Soo-hyuk (even tho he just had a supporting role) was the only reason I was watching <3 #so might as well post them so me forcing myself through a good chunk of this series for him won't have been in vain #lee soo hyuk #local hero #neighborhood hero #ocn local hero #ocn neighborhood hero #kdrama #local hero drama #mbc tomorrow #doom at your service #my gifs #gifs

[doux-amer]

Revenant is soooo mid which is disappointing because I was looking forward to it due to the actors and writer (this isn’t a flop like Jirisan, which I gave up on after 2–3 episodes, but it’s not really good). BUT. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m suffering from “poor little meow meow middle-aged man” deficiency and Professor Yeom Haesang suffers so much. I can’t believe I was like “Oh...okay” about his casting because I’m planting my palms against his windows, peering at him in his little cage and being fed because he’s had the worst life ever and it keeps getting worse. HAESANG *____*<3

#why are we not talking about him more on reddit/twitter/tumblr and why are there not enough gifs and pics of him breaking down #or looking slutty in his all black ensembles complete with a turtleneck #watch as this man's life continues to deteriorate! ep. 7 and 8 provided such rich sustenance for me #a simp for ajusshideul who are miserable #he's so small and sad and he can't catch a break #yeah okay hongsae is great too and he's a cutie but LOOK AT THIS 40-YEAR-OLD MAN! #technically i wouldn't even count that as MIDDLE age middle-aged but his actor is 46 so whatever #in all seriousness revenant exasperates me a little because you can see how it can be good #especially because there's a frame of reference to base that hypothesis on: signal. lol. #signal wasn't without its flaws but the characters and relationships actually had development and the main partnerships were intense #and the tension was high throughout #revenant is the same thing every episode pretty much #the first three episodes were pretty to really good and i loved the setup #and you have kim taeri hong kyung and oh jungsae and they're great actors #but the directing and writing aren't serving them well and you can see the drop in quality from the beginning to now tbh #there's only so much they can do if they're not being given enough from both #though the little bits that are good are the reason i'm sticking around to the end lol. that and haesang i'm going to be real #like haesang and sanyoung's relationship needed to be parallel soohyun and haeyoung's in a way in terms of how much #they grow to rely on each other and care for each other but we don't really get that

[zukkaoru]

people on twitter will say the wildest most out of character things and i just have to read them with my own eyes bc there’s no good way to curate your timeline

#‘s.kk dropping their daughter off on the first day of school and d.azai crying—‘ #WHAT!!!! #please tell me what show you’re watching bc i KNOW it is not b.sd #you think those two would have a CHILD? #you think d.azai CRIES?????????? #HELLO????????? #’if d.azai put c.huuya down as a reference for a job interview c.huuya would hype him up so good’ #c.huuya would say ‘i hate that bastard’ and hang up the phone. #god bless tumblr's chronological order feed if i had to put up with twitter level garbage takes every day i would lose it 🙏 #anyway twitter block button is my best friend #i will block you for no reason. i will block you if twitter's algorithm puts your art of a character i hate on the tl i'm not kidding #hello grace here #sorry to be a hater on main but also does anyone on twitter actually understand s.kk? bc i think no

[papercutsmp3]

bro is inquisitive

#thinking of the possibilities of how it could be worse it's funny how you start to get addicted to thinking like a danmei writer #you are like anddd what if this person was (insert a guy who coughed once in chapter 15) anyways #i managed to not get many spoilers bc i hate it but i have always suspected that shi mei had a thing for cwn firstly bc i once saw a ship #tag and was like ?? well that is not uncommon as people ship shrek with chanyeol (im people) but secondly after that scene where mo ran #pinky interrogated him i was sooo 100% sure of it. but then there was nothing much so i let it go. the one mini spoiler i saw was #the enemy on pinterest who replied to a pic of a character saying it was shi mei/other name (didn't look at it) so it was why i knew #he was classically someone else. but even without that his ass was raising suspicion just for the way how blank he was #and i knew it was intentional so i kept thinking who he could be and my guess was xu shuanglin (rest in pieces poor guy) #bc i thought that both of them had the same spiritual essence or something. also the guy in the motel at the beginning who also had water #essense could only be either of them. but this is not the point bc then i was thinking that shi mei was simultaneously mo nian #bc why would he have the reason to be annoyed with mo ran to that extent. and also bc i knew there was a fire and hua binance has face burn #but mo ran chopped his head off bless his souls and good for him so how else can that be worse #he could also be that child of nangong yan who had his mother die bc of mo ran and mom he would also have a reason to try and compare #himself to mo ran in every way and hate him but why would he need to store nangong blood for mount jiao is he is nangong himself #but that would be great for disgusting points bc he would be mo ran's half brother doing all that ?? #im just taking a break from throwing up bc of his ass trying to assault cwn every chance he gets and idk anything yet #so it would be interesting to keep guessing his motives as i do not get it yet but also (procceed to throw up) #also his interactions with corpse taxian ?? god tier. taxian is in the middle of diss battle drops his mic after every sentence #the crowd (me) cheers. moving on but i really enjoy insane plot twists i wish i remembered well what i was thinking while reading tgcf #the widely known thing is that i didn't even consider that fu yao and nan feng were fengqing it's my favorite thing bc i wholeheartedly #believed the little guys just loved their generals way too much #00

[wat-dha-fak]

in an army where everyone can wear just a ring, be it emblem or bond, the one who gets to wear two because of the pact one sure is powerful

anyways c💍ngrats to my avatar

#my art #fire emblem #fire emblem: engage #alfred fire emblem #(please avoid the next tags since it's just me going bananas over the convo if you plan to s-rank him) #i had this idea times ago while my brain was under the magical effects of still being awake at 2am and theine #and i actually finished it yesterday night! #the reason i am posting it today is because yesterday night i also unlocked his pact ring convo and... . i. #i did hear it was adorable but OH MY GOD I DIDNT EXPECT IT THIS MUCH?? #the firenese tradition of embroided clothes... alear probably putting the ring on him after asking to see his hand... #the one-sided formality finally dropping at the very end of it when alfred says the actual name instead of 'divine one/divine dragon'.... #(well. at least in the written line he says that.) #i cannot stop thimnking about it it was so so good oougghughghghh.... #(and the music!! god the pact ring theme is so good i wish i could i listen it from the music reminisce menu 😭) #(the only alternative would be replaying alfred's pact ring convo but I Aint Doin That my heart cannot take it)

[vulturevanity]

The people who complain about Natsuki DDLC's grumpiness wouldn't survive watching a single Haruhi episode

#been thinking about the show post-binge and I actually really like Haruhi's toxicity and why it developed #she's exactly what would happen if a 7-year old had a mid-life crisis #of course she's angry at everything. she's still a hormonal teen who thinks she's insignificant and wants to change that #normal teen angst #it just so happens that she also has literal godlike powers and people have to walk on eggshells around her so she won't blow up reality #which is why she can't be called out for her horrible behaviour #and why it's such a shock to her when Kyon gets so mad he tries to punch her #she cannot conceive of him not going along with her. that's unthinkable. he always complained but he was her most reliable follower #she's a horrible person because no one ever confronted her about it. that's all #and sometimes she managed to do something nice and every time people thanked her for it she was like “??????” #she's so used to being served unconditionally that she doesn't recognize the joy of being actually rewarded for her actions #i fucking love haruhi man. i would hate her if she was real but she's such a good unlikeable character #the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya #meanwhile Natsuki is lashing out due to being an abuse victim and basically drops the act pretty fast in both acts #i also like Natsuki but for different reasons #she doesn't recognize just how badly her situation has warped her #she's hurt and curling up into herself and biting every hand that comes close because she doesn't know if it'll hurt her this time too #and sometimes she hurts others and spirals into self-hatred and “why am i like this? ehy is this so hard? am i the problem?” #it's so sad #doki doki literature club

[akkivee]

FACTS HAYAMA-SAN!!!!!!!! SO TRUE YOU ARE SO RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

#this is vee speaking #when the merch dropped for this event i thought the wall scrolls were nice because wow takeuchi-san in pink!!!!!!! stupendous!!!!!!! #but what would i do with a takeuchi wall scroll lol #and then hayama-san graced us with his infinite wisdom 😌 and wore the wall scroll 😌 talented 😌 brilliant 😌 incredible 😌 amazing 😌 sho— #lol takeuchi-san’s program cost a little bit so i haven’t watched the part with ishiya-san yet #but the part with hayama-san was very entertaining lol they are on the same wavelength in the strangest ways lmao #i need to rewatch it again since i let it play while i was working but takeuchi-san’s opening video lol #had him listing 30 things he liked about hayama-san (spoiler he did not do 30 LOL) #for number two he said that hayama-san was cute (✔️) and it’s a little unfair he’s cute because he’s also a bully (✔️) #but he’s cute so he winds up not minding at all i think was the rather long reason and the commenters went ‘so he’s an M senpai………..’ #‘hayama is his S kouhai huh’ also said the commenters and were proven right when hayama-san forced him to march around the perimeter LOL #i shouldn’t have made this a tag vomit post there’s actually a lot i wish to say lol #one part i thought was interesting was hayama-san’s first impressions of takeuchi-san #he said he thought he looked really cool…………… and then the highball happened lmao (takeuchi-san is bad with alcohol lol) #what i thought was interesting tho was apparently ishiya-san thought he looked scary when he first saw him #and i am of a similar mindset actually lol like i look back at bat’s debut pics from the 4th live and think ‘DAMN he looks intense’ lmao #he’s softening with age and it’s delightful to see lmao 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 #like i’m apologising in advance for this statement but take-san now has a fun very handsome guy next door vibe #take-san 4 years ago looked like the bro that would have you faded in his lap from drinks he hand fed you slow and called you ‘good’ LOL #hayama-san and sakakihara-san were calling him papa from the beginning for a REASON LOL #c: seiyuu stuff

[daydreamerdrew]

Whiz Comics (1940) #47

#two important things here #first is Billy’s backstory being presented as him growing up in an orphanage #the original backstory from Whiz Comics issue 2 had him homeless after being kicked out by an abusive uncle that stole his inheritance #but the idea of him being raised in an orphanage isn’t new to here #in Mary’s first appearance in Captain Marvel Adventures issue 18 we see that she traded places with the dead baby of a wealthy woman #after their caretaker learned that Billy and Mary’s parents had died with the reasoning that at least she would get a good upbringing #while Billy would be sent to an orphanage #but the backstory that Billy was raised by an abusive uncle that kicked him out when his inheritance came in wasn’t dropped #later in Captain Marvel Adventures issue 88 there was a story that elaborated on what Billy’s life was like with his uncle #I just think this all is interesting #the second important thing is that Billy doesn’t know his birthday but says he can’t be more than 14 years old here #in the character writing guildlines for Fawcett characters from 1942 it’s said that Billy’s age shouldn’t ever be stated #so that readers can imagine him how they want #but for the purposes of the writers they imagined him as having been 12 when his stories started and about 14 by then #and so should be written with the reactions and characteristics of a 14 year old #meaning that they’d imagined that he’d aged 2 years in 2 years time #this issue was published in 1943 #and I imagine at that point they realized that didn’t want him to grow up anymore #fawcett comics #billy batson #sterling morris #my posts #comic panels

[honeyviscera]

i am ready to kill

#i no longer want to drop out of engg bc anger. is a very good motivator for me. #i had to listen to a dudebro this morning saying with a straight fucking face that the reason there arent many women in engineering #is because there is a fundamental neurological difference between women and men #that makes women more emotional and arts inclined #and that men are naturally more scientific and therefore women have a 'female brain' and are naturally dumber #WHEN I TELL YOU I WANTED TO TEAR HIM APART WITH MY FUCKING TEETH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #BRO SAYING THIS TO MY FACE AT 8 IN THE MORNING #I WANTED TO KILL!!!! #and then more guys in this class piped up to support this point #i was ready to kill almost everyone in that room. #how fucking braindead ARE you people #so anyways because spite is an excellent motivator for me i will NOT be changing my major. fuck all of you fucking fuckers. #caps #ocean.mp3 #OH YEAH and then my prof (bless him) was like 'well statistically women actually get higher averages than men. what do you think of that.' #and then another fucking guy was like 'since more women are in the arts those are artificially inflated statistics' #BITING AND RIPPING AND KILLING YOU!!!!

[waterberry-strawmelon]

it really sucks when the creator(s) of something you really like clearly have some unchecked biases that leak into their work, cuz you know they’d probably try and correct their behavior if they had it pointed out to them, but they’re just so oblivious that some little comments drop here and there that just brilliantly showcase how entrenched they are in their sphere of privilege to recognize it

#This is about Anthony burch saying some lowkey sexist things in dungeons and daddies every now and then #It’s gotten to the point that I’d literally rather there be fewer female characters in the story just so I don’t have to hear him #absolutely butcher a female character #All the dungeons and daddies crew are just so incredibly cisgender and it SHOWS. #But him especially for some reason? Like he’s got a lot of gender dimorphism I don’t think he realizes #Or maybe he does realize it—i don’t know him! #But either way sometimes he’ll make the female NPC’s act certain ways and it’s just. Fucking weird? #He’s not transphobic and he’s not outright misogynistic #But there are just some comments every now and then that give me the feeling he thinks of men and women as very separate #Tho probably not intentionally or anything. Just fucking sucks dude. #Like—when I think about men his age my first thought is the mcelroys. And in their dnd podcasts they don’t ever say some of this shit lmfao #So like I know it’s not just in my head #AND i know not all cis men are like this. He can and should be doing better #So it makes it hard to listen to certain episodes. #He’ll recognize and joke about certain narrative things like ‘oh no I just had a woman literally do all the work for you. What have I done’ #But he doesn’t seem so good at playing female NPC’s like fucking normal people. #Like in the episode I just listened to he’s having a female NPC have a crush on one of the main characters #And that’s not in and of itself bad! #But he describes it as: ‘she does this thing that Ive seen girls do when they like someone where their mouth drops open a little bit and #they seem shocked for a second but then—‘ and I had to pump the brakes on that one!!! Like—how did this like make it into the episode?? #How did this go thru like 2 layers of editing and everyone was like ‘yes :))). This is a normal way to describe this.’ #Like. He’s not some fuckin incel who doesn’t interact with women! He’s fucking MARRIED and his partner is non-binary and he #is friends with women!!! AND one of the lead editors is a trans woman so I’m just. Completely flabbergasted. #To her credit I think Beth said something like ‘um okay? Bro I make faces like that at like EVERYONE’ but then a bunch of the other #hosts joined in and jokingly said ‘oooooooooooh~~’ like preschoolers saying ‘you’ve gotta crush!’ or some shit #And idk. Sometimes this stuff just feels fuckin WEIRD DAWG. #This is not to dissuade anyone from listening to the show; I just think there’s some annoying shit sometimes. #dungeons and dads #I just used that tag bc thats how I organize my blog; so if this ends up in the main tags please dont yell at me over a personal vent post #i just wanted to scream into the void and see if I’m not alone in this. But I’m not up for a debate about this or anything haha!

[todayisafridaynight]

Today at trivia: learned a baby hedgehog is called a hoglet. You've many hedgehog themed shenanigans here and I thought you'd like to know if you didn't already 💕

YEAAAHHHH LIL HOGLETS !!!!!! an UPMOST important fact to know...

#snap chats #class ended early since we were just introducing ourselves but i still managed to have the most annoying night oh my god #first my professor accidentally shook my bad hand and i didnt tell him it was A Bad Hand #people usually tell me i have a really good handshake but now my handshake look AWFUL like im sorry prof my hand has cysts in it #awful first impression and those are big to me.. #it gets worse though cause i went to get eggs and detergent and my card declined For Some Reason??? #the only strange thing i did lately was get gas LMAO I DONT ??? UNDERSTAND. #i mean i got my shit with another card i have but i didnt get the receipt the first time since i thought it was in the bag #but no it gets worse cause i cant even get into my dorm building cause for some reason my id card just. does not open that door #IT OPENS MY DORM ROOM BUT NOT THE BUILDING DOOR and then i couldnt find the housing department room #so i have to email them tonight. to fix my stupid card ig. #but no so i ran back out to ask the clerk if he still had my receipt and He Didnt. Fair Nuff so he just gave me a rough estimate #which is SOOO fun so heres to hoping i didnt underpay my credit card. overpay Ill Live itll prob just be a few cents more #AND THEN I HAD TO DO THE AWKWARD THING WHERE I SIGNAL TO THE DESK CLERK TO LET ME IN. AGAIN #but yeah... AND THEN I HAVE CLASS AT 8AM on god i might just skip since i want to drop the class anyway #but thats also MAD disrespectful.. ill just hope class ends early idk.. #so yeah. terrible night. it WILL get worse. #maybe ill make eggs.... not like i can buy food. i mean i CAN but ugh i hate doing credit card payment that shit so extra #and to top it off as i was leaving the store Again some mate was liek 'excuse me sir- oh im sorry excuse me ma'am' #MY GUY I AM WEARING A SUIT AND A FACE MASK AND I HAVE SHORT HAIR STYLED LIKE A DEBATE CLUB MEMBER #YOU WERE RIGHT THE FIRST TIME I PROMISE LMAO kms. fr. #ok im done ranting SORRY. thank you for the reminder baby hedgehogs got cute as hell names.. #im gonna try to think of old people to feel better...

[urgeforgoing]

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#it’s jarring to me how many people on here lack understanding when it comes to addiction #I saw a few posts regarding jamie king being at the eras tour and not being in the vip tent b/c she ‘betrayed’ taylor #comparing her to karlie… but like then listing the reason they’re no longer close is that Jamie is struggling with addiction #if that is true I’m sure taylor had to put some much needed distance between them but it’s not a betrayal/same as a bad falling out #taylor is the godmother to her children and I’m sure she’s actually very upset her friend is hurting #it also looks like they ARE still friends or at least care about each other because Jamie has only said good things about Taylor #as recent as 2022 so maybe like fuck off #addiction is a real and tragic mental health issue we should not say shit like ‘Taylor dropped her because she’s a gross drug abuser’ #same thing when people made fun of matty for his drug addiction???? like so many more things you can come for him for

[regular-lord-reckoner]

well, in some good news i think i salvaged my hair and it turns out the provider i hate doing charts for more than goddamn anything has decided she no longer needs my services, lol

i'm free!!!

#it's just two providers again and referrals #it used to take HOURS to do those charts #and literally for no other reason than this provider needs to feel powerful #she's just known for doing this kind of thing like you can be doing the best job ever #do everything exactly the way she asks #and yet she'll find something that you are just doing horrendously wrong!!! #and she's bitching to my manager every other day about something i didn't do that should have been done!!!!! #all while refusing to use my name #she calls me 'the scribe' #she knows full and goddamn well who i am and what my name is she just needs me to know my place #which is also why she'll never communicate with me directly or just tell me what she wants #but goes running to our manager to whine and cry #which just kills me because one of the other providers i do charts for is also known to be pretty tough #he'll complain at the drop of a hat if something's even slightly not the way he wants it #and has no bones whatsoever about voicing his dissatisfaction over something #and yet in all the time i've done his charts he's only ever asked me to call him once #and it was just to ask me to start putting in something extra that i hadn't been trained to #but other than that everything was perfect! #and as far as i know he's never had a bad word to say about me or the job i'm doing so like....mmkay #and all my managers know too that this is bs and that i do good work #literally whenever one of my managers has to deal with this shit you can tell she's exasperated by this provider #and sometimes we'll be on the phone with each other combing through a chart and both of us are like #'yeah i can't for the life of me figure out what the fuck she's talking about' #so.....yeah #very very very happy to not have to do charts for her anymore #good riddance!!! #:3