#i feel delusional

[noassparetime]

one more time .

leon kennedy x fem﹗ reader .

warnings : smut﹐ p in v﹐ unprotected sex﹐  creampie . praise kink . dominant leon .

summary : smut and barely a plot . i love ada irl dont hate me .

word count : 1820

NO MINORS UNDER THE CUT . THANK YOU .

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leon kennedy . the pretty boy rookie cop turned special us agent . you ' d heard the stories about him and claire redfield surviving raccoon city﹐ and you ' d be lying if you said you weren 't impressed . your track record was just as impressive﹐ having pulled of multiple missions the military refused to take on .

which is exactly why you were the perfect one to be teamed up with him . he was cold﹐ sometimes rude and mostly shut off﹐ not that you minded . you preferred his silence over any other partner you ' ve had in the past .

it was simpler with him﹐ never having to make small talk﹐ never having to come up with smart answers to cocky questions﹐ just a simple nod﹐ a few instruction sentences and a glance would be enough communication to last you hours .

it was a slow night on the mission﹐ so the two of you mutually decided that a drink couldn ' t hurt . you and the blind man headed over to a little place down the street﹐ a chuckle falling from his lips upon reading the name﹐ Scott ' s Tavern . you ' d be lying if you said you weren ' t attrscted to him﹐ he was handsome﹐ strong and knew what he wanted . from what you had been told﹐ his history with women had been less than good﹐ ada wong ' s name popped up a couple of times . god how you hated that woman . she had been the reason one of your missions went south﹐ sabotaging you around every corner﹐ and even betraying you in the end . you were bitter about the subject – but then again﹐ you had every right to be .

leon ' s hand rested on the small of your back as he led you to a table﹐ taking the initiative to glare at all the men giving you disgusting looks . the place wasn ' t exactly the four seasons﹐ but it had alcohol and that was enough . like a perfect gentleman﹐ leon pulled your chair out for you﹐ pushing it back in gently as you sat down . you thanked him quietly as he took his own seat﹐ a waitress making her way to your table .

you didn ' t like the way she looked at him﹐ her eyelids fluttering﹐ laughing at all his horrible jokes that in reality barely constituted as such . you rolled your eyes as she walked away with your orders﹐ swaying her hips ever so slightly .

❛ someone ' s jealous . ❜ his voice broke the silence﹐ his eyes staring into your soul .

❛ i ' m not jealous . ❜ you scoffed﹐ crossing your arms over your chest . your eyes met his﹐ a lump forming in your throat . ❛ why are you looking at me like that﹖❜

❛ like what﹐ [Y/N]﹖ ❜ the agent questioned﹐ feigning cluelessness . his hands were on the table﹐ his fingers intertwined .

❛ never mind . ❜ you dismissed the subject﹐ the waitress making her way back to your table﹐ placing your drinks in front of you . she tried flirting with him again﹐ but he didn ' t seem to give her the time of day .

a few drinks and a few hours later﹐ your confidence grew﹐ you ' d questioned him about his time in raccoon city﹐ his relationship with claire and the one you were most curious about﹐ ada wong . leon had begged you to just drop the subject﹐ yet you insisted . you wanted information on her﹐ something you could use to inevitably be the cause of her downfall .

❛ [ Y/N ]﹐ i ' m warning you . ❜ he spoke sternly .

❛ oh﹐ come on﹐ leon . loosen up a bit . this is the first break we ' ve had in a while . i ' m just trying to have some fun .❜ you groaned﹐ setting your glass on the table . ❛ besides﹐ you ' re way too good for her anyway . ❜

his gaze shifted from the table to you﹐ brows furrowing in confusion as he tried to make sense of your words .

❛ what﹖❜ he questioned﹐ not wanting to believe it .

❛ come on﹐ let ' s face it﹐ she betrayed you﹐ left you﹐ twice . that isn ' t fair . she broke your heart and made you think she was dead – ❜ your words were cut off by his lips crashing into yours . before you could react﹐ your body instinctively reacted to his﹐ kissing back hungrily as your fingers entangled in his hair .

his hands found your face as he pulled away from you﹐ blue hues staring you down .

❛ you talk too much﹐ you know that right﹖❜ he asked﹐ a lught chuckle audible in his tone .

❛ i ' ve been told﹐ but you have one hell of a way to shut me up . ❜ you giggled . your eyes wandered down his body﹐ his black shirt clinging to his figure . fuck he was a sight to behold . his bulge was clearly visible through his jeans﹐ thus sparking the bright idea to tease him and see where it went .

your hand rested on his thigh﹐ slowly inching its way upwards﹐ your eyes reconnecting with his﹐ not daring to look away . his body stiffened﹐ making you wonder how many women have ever taken charge with him before . his hand wrapped around your wrist﹐ gently raising it off his leg . you withdrew immediately .

❛ i ' m sorry – ❜ you spoke﹐ looking down in embarrassment . his fingers caught your chin﹐ lifting your face to look at him again .

❛ bathroom﹐ now . ❜ he tugged you out of your seat﹐ leading you to the back of the building .

as soon as the door shut behind you﹐ your chest connected with the wall﹐ leon ' s hand on your hip﹐ the other already working on the button of your jeans .

❛ you have no idea how long i ' ve waited for this [ Y/N ] . ❜ he spoke as he shoved your pants and panties down﹐ leaving you bare in front of him .

leon knelt down﹐ spreading you open to get a good look at that perfect pussy of yours . jesus christ﹐ what he wouldn ' t give to take his time with you﹐ but there would be another opportunity for that .

slowly﹐ leon sunk a finger into your cunt﹐ feeling its warmth wrap around him﹐ a moan slipping from your lips . he was mesmerised by how responsive you were to him﹐ how your body reacted to his touch .

❛ that good﹐ baby﹖❜ he cooed as he stood up﹐ his finger pumping in and out of you at a torturous pace .

❛ ye – mhm. . . ❜ you nodded﹐ your eyes shut﹐ taking in the moment﹐ but you needed more . you needed him . ❛ leon﹐ please. . . ❜ you begged﹐ needing to feel more .

without a word﹐ his finger slid from your core﹐ immediately tugging at his belt﹐ his pants dropped seconds later . the blond stroked his length as he stepped closer to you﹐ aligning himself with your entrance .

your hands were pressed to the cold wall as you mentally prepared yourself to be split apart by the great leon kennedy .

❛ deep breath﹐ sweetheart . ❜ he whispered into your ear as he pushed in slowly .

leon took his time﹐ seething into you﹐ feeling every crevice of your cunt . a moan clawed its way up your throat as he filled you up and split you apart so easily . he wrapped an arm around your waist﹐ pulling you into him as he started thrusting . slow movements followed as he rolled his hips﹐ reaching deeper than anyone ever had before .

soon enough﹐ his pace picked up and his thrusts became heavier and harder . cervix kisses teased you closer and closer to insanity as he slammed into you . his lips latched onto your neck﹐ marking you as his own .

your small hands gripped onto his arm as a string of moans and profanities fell from your swollen lips﹐ lips he would give anything to see wrapped around cock as he slid down your pretty little throat .

❛ fuck﹐ baby . you sound so fucking good . ❜ he moaned into your ear﹐ praising your actions﹐ encouraging you to be more vocal .

your moans got louder and louder as you neared your climax﹐ prompting leon to clasp his hand over your mouth . the way your body fit so perfectly in his comforted you in a way you never knew you needed .

soon enough﹐ your walls tightened around his shaft﹐ the knot in your stomach growing tighter as he pounded into you . your nails dug into his skin﹐ leaving angry red marks in their wake .

❛ leon﹐ please . . . ❜ you said﹐ barely a whisper﹐ the only thing you got from him was a grunt﹐ you took it as a yes .

once your orgasm hit﹐ your vision blurred as your legs shook﹐ your grip on his arm tightening as you pressed your hips into his . a throaty moan fell from his lips as your cunt practically sucked his cock in﹐ threatening to never let go .

with one last thrust﹐ leon hit his peak﹐ his seed flooding your womb﹐ leaving you breathless as the warmth spread . leon picked you up gently﹐ turning you around so his back was against the wall .

the man slid down﹐ cradling you gently as he held you﹐ comforting you as you both came down from your highs . your head rested on his shoulder﹐ in turn﹐ his rested upon yours .

❛ i should ramble more often. . . ❜

#leon kennedy x reader #leon kennedy #re4 leon #re4 remake #resident evil 4 remake #leon kennedy smut #help idk whats going on anymore #i feel delusional #hope you enjoy #my friend made me write this #youre welcome WG

[chemical-cactus]

being an mcr5 truther is insane i am just like the cult in parks and rec. Nothing happened on the last day of summer that doesn’t mean mcr5 isn’t happening it’s just moved to 10/25! when nothing happens 10/25 another date will appear. When does it end

#mcr #mcr5 #i feel delusional #but it is coming we know this for actual. #im so impatient

[mako-neexu]

average holy grail war be like

#fate series #i feel delusional

[glitterparpaing]

ok dip queer related headcanons bc im tired of doing all the gay work around here and i need my delusions to be recognized

NEVILLE

first off i like to think of him as gay and not bi, bc sure he had a crush on florence and an evil gf but like i, too, pretended i had a crush on florence bc she’s gorgeous but i just liked her like i liked lady gaga (and for the evil gf part..... idk it just makes sense)

but he could be bi!!! i don’t have anything against it i just hc him as gay

is used to being made fun of for his allergies and very autistic traits and thought for decades that his homosexuality was just the same weird ol stuff, something that society tolerates as long as he finds a way to hide it

catherine somehow ends up telling him about it and he denies it until she puts him straight in front of the facts

doesn’t want to admit it bc f*ck no he already has too many personal issues

hopeless romantic, once he gets over it

thinks it would be easier to flirt with men bc he is truly attracted to them but he is EVEN MORE OF A MESS if it’s even possible

CATHERINE

she is 10000% a pure ally she LOVES queer ppl

i don’t think she’s queer herself tho??? there’s a good chance she tried it but i think she just loves men too much

she watches drag race and her favorites are the weird queens, try changing my mind on this one JUST TRY

she helps organize the st-marie pride parade every year and gives water bottles and hugs to every kid she can get her hands on (with consent of course)

a huge mother figure for all queer kids on the island (maybe i am projecting a bit on this one but like. am i wrong?)

MARLON

at first he was one of the bros so he wasn’t really open to it :/

it went away!! i like to think he also got a trans gf at some point

definitely straight but an ally!

wants to show supports but has no idea how (example: going up to a lesbian and saying stuff like "so like.... women amirite?? what do u like in women? personally i looove their hips")

not into politics but if a queer friend tells him to search information on something he will do it 100% no questions asked if it can make them more comfortable

NAOMI

wlw she/they queen

aren’t all naomi’s she/they queens anyway

very calm but will absolutely riot if necessary

maybe a lesbian?? i haven’t yet decided (and idk if she has a canon bf in the series i don’t remember)

FLORENCE

bisexual and i’m not sorry

has only dated men her whole life and is TIRED

loves to educate those around her but wishes people would LEARN by themselves instead sometimes (was probably annoyed by marlon at some point)

has a whole other queer life back in paris

DWAYNE

i feel like he is bi-curious like rn he likes women but u know i don’t think he necessarily shyed away from novelty back in his 20s

by novelty of course i mean men

i don’t. i don’t have much else to add lol im just gay and have daddy issues so like....... yeah

this is it for now, i don’t know the other characters as much as i do them but maybe i’ll do others!!

#death in paradise #dip #queer headcanons #mine #i feel SO WEIRD for doing that omg #like booooh look at that gay loser #trying to justify his rarepair by desperately sticking queer hc’s on a low-quality absolutely straight show #i feel delusional #but oh well don’t we all amirite #anyway sorry friends

[sunnytastic]

me frantically analyzing the breadcrumbs rcg throws at us to prove that macdennis is endgame

#i'm currently writing a unnecessarily long and detailed analysis about how macdennis is going to become canon in the next season or two #and this is how i feel rn #i feel delusional #rcg better not make me look like a fool #mac mcdonald #dennis reynolds #macdennis #macden #charlie kelly #pepe silvia #iasip #its always sunny #it's always sunny in philadelphia

[regalis]

I'm going to end up having a crush on this guy am I not ....😐🫣

#oh girl ..... #we hooked up ONCE #that too unsuccessfully rip #and he's NICE and texts me random stuff thru the day 😩😩😩 #godddd #reva.spks #i feel delusional

[curiouskaden]

9-1-1 6x04 spoilers ahead!! :)

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Okay part of me still can't imagine Buck following through with the sperm donor thing, and like although there's a lot of theories like Buck's medical history becoming an issue I feel like the only way Buck could find it in himself to be in a place where he feels confident following through with this (whether it actually does happen in the end or not) is by realizing that even though it's his biological kid he's giving up in a sense, he already has a kid in his life he considers his own.

#911 season 6 #911 #buddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #911 on fox #911 season 6 spoilers #idk does this make sense #i already put this on twitter but i figured id share with 911 tumblr too <3 #tbh i have no idea how this sl is really gonna play out but i feel like it wont end well #guess we'll see #i feel delusional #IDK maybe he'll finally realize what he wants #mr 'yes to possibilities' needs to open his eyes and realize he's had a couch all along

[neeedlderain]

Why on EARTH am I freaking out abt a GREEN MARKER? Does this mean byler endgame??

#I FEEL DELUSIONAL #byler #stranger things #SOMEONE TELL ME IM NOT CRAZY #mike wheeler i know what you are #lgbt #it better say #crazy together #on there #istg byler is endgame trust me im the third duffer brother

[1989taylorsversion]

A weird and feral part of me is thinking Blank Space (Taylor's Version) might randomly come out tonight as well. Help me.

#i feel delusional

[lotus-pear]

hngghh domestic......

#screaming crying throwing up sliding down the wall soft skk makes me so feel so warm and giddy #listen i love their canon dynamic but a hopeless part of me wants them to fall in love and pursue a tranquil domestic life #free from the burdens of their jobs and their past (<- i am delusional this will never happen) #A GIRL CAN DREAM #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

[biioniic-biiohazard]

i feel crazy.. hello and welcome to the section of staying up at weird times where system member want to speedrun reblog gayposts about their 500 boyfriends realtime

#i feel delusional #gay people in my walls.. #proxxtalx

[cosmosnout]

The real reason Oda had to get rid of her was not for plot convenience, but bc she would have kicked everyone’s ass. (Source: trust me bro)

#Art block auggh but must draw pretty lady aauugghh #also fr thought you mean to tell me this lady with the D. in her name wasn’t out here being an absolute menace #like I feel like she and Roger had to be in the same wavelength of fuckass crazy like cmon now #Rouge and Roger backstory when? (I am delusional) #also her being portrayed as this saintly dead mother figure feels very strange to me. boo to women being killed for plot convenience🍅🍅 #also I really tried to draw her similar to how I draw ace bc he is literally a mammas boy #copy and paste of his mom with his dads hair #AGGGHH I NEED MORE OF HERR #AND IF I CANT HAVE MORE I WILL MAKE MORE💥💥 #art #digital art #my art #fanart #drawing #digital illustration #one piece #portgas d ace #portgas d rouge #rouge #op #one piece fanart

[greenglittergg]

I'm lost

What is it called when you want to get better, but you keep doubting there's something wrong in the first place?

Is it all my fault? Have I not been trying hard enough?

It seems like I have not been trying hard enough, but at the same time trying doesn't feel like an option.

Everytime I try, it ends horribly. Something keeps pushing me away from it. Everytime I try, I'm filled with utter terror.

But is it all in my head? Am I doing this on purpose to avoid taking responsibility for my life? This is where my doubts that there's something wrong come from.

At the same time, I don't even know how to get better. I feel exiled from every area of life. It's like no place wants to take me. Everything feels either wrong, scary, and distressing, or very difficult and taxing. I want to go somewhere, but I don't know where to go.

It seems like I've stopped trying, because of how draining and terrifying it is. Maybe I have found comfort in detaching myself from everything and letting my days and nights slip past me, preferring to leave my pages empty rather than write a bad/sad story, which is bad/sad in itself.

But I think I'm beginning to take back control and start to put myself on a path to get better. Honestly, I get this feeling once in a while, but I end up realising it's an illusion and that I keep spiralling out of reality instead of getting better every single time. This time feels different, though.

Even as I'm writing this, I feel like I'm faking it. It really feels like I'm writing fiction; like nothing is really wrong and I'm making it all up.

What is all of this called?

#Lost #Confused #Anxiety #Ocd #Ptsd #I feel delusional #I feel incompetent #Fear #Maybe laziness #Overprotectiveness #Loss of passion #Loss of goals #Loss of desires #Loss of identity #Am i crazy #Am i reliable #Overthinking

[ryllen]

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#🤭 #wh at's wrong with being sebek ?? there's nothing wrong with me he said yea nothing wrong nothing wrong at all #twst #twisted wonderland #sebek zigvolt #twst baby #twst yuu #twst mc #fanart #i cancel the post from this morning bcs i feel like it's ooc for him to say beautiful with the delusional memory i can't confirm yet #look at him getting into a fight and find refugee in his daughter

[the-boy-meets-evil]

some days i really wish someone had never introduced me to ateez. or that i had resisted harder when mingi was on hiatus. because idk that i survive the halazia era.

#i can't even look at him anymore #i feel delusional

[homkamiro]

"Love, huh?"

#i'm a big believer that scout was screamed at or punished by all the people around him because of his annoyance #brothers dates the mercs and etc #he's used to negative feedback and therefore feels really uncomfortable when he gets to be complimented or said nice things #his annoying behaviour is like some sort of defense mechanism #tho he likes to feel special to sniper. a lot #i know it's incredibly OOC but god just let me be delusional a bit. what's a girl to do #team fortress 2 #team fortress 2 fanart #team fortress 2 comic #tf2 #tf2 fanart #tf2 comic #tf2 sniper #tf2 scout #sniperscout #speeding bullet