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doodlevich · 3 years

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Post-11x07 thought’s let’s gooooooooooo!

First and foremost I am once again simping for Mickey because i can’t tell you how much I relate to that man. “Why the fuck are you touching me rn” I-

The breakfast scene was once again ✨everything✨ things starting out so civil and then devolving into chaos as usual + lip saying family only and Ian responding immediately hE Is FaMiLy yes go off

Frank’s sl was a goddamn roller coaster all throughout the ep, because they got me right away with him not being in the alibi but then when he was scamming I was like “oh right Frank is still Frank”. AND THEN I went right back to :’) and over all the whole thing just hits a nerve, ya know? I might cry for one million years actually

Don’t even get me started on Liam, I absolutely love that V is taking him under her wing tho ❤️

The little ways that they show Ian and Mickey being in sync are just GREAT, like the way they just know what the other one is thinking, and they’re trying to be on the same page in their own funny little ways and I just want to SCREAm

Mickey trying to smile on command when he already has the most beautiful natural smile I-

ALSO THE fact that we got a resolution to the monogamy convo was a nice touch I think actually because I think the whole “we can only sleep with other people together” thing is very Ian and Mickey somehow, and a good compromise! Good job boys 😌

no I will not accept that Mickey doesn’t like getting rimmed as canon you can’t make me

Sandy’s sl also threw me for a loop, like I figured she had a kid, but she actually had me— defending Debbie by the end of the episode???? Which was a strange sensation because I never agree with deb

KEVIN BALL I OUGHTA BEAT YOUR ASS WHy are you being so extra, lip was already having a hard time. Kev and Tommy with those bikes woah guys you’re hogging the brain cell

Speaking of Lip, when he and Tami argue like that I feel like I’m stepping in on a very private moment, which shows how excellent Jeremy and Kate’s acting is imo

Anyway back to horny husbands... WHEN THE SYNOPSIS SAID IT WAS A JOURNEY TO MAKR FRIENDS THEY MEANT A JOURNEY, “two guys are jackin’ off in the steam room, let’s go be friends with them” Mickey doesn’t quite have a handle on the whole friend thing but it’s the effort that counts

Prince is my new favorite character on the show so 🤷🏻‍♀️

“The charcuterie board is here” “MMMM PEPPERONI”—- again my love for Mickey expands ever deeper

Carl’s sl is... idk how to feel about it. Too many thoughts, gotta think about it more

POOR IAN. The way Mickey was actually sorta feelin’ himself all episode was adorable to watch tho, and then just bickering and being H U S B A N D S was the bestttt

The way the episode ended........ yikes

THE END CREDITS. What can I say that hasn’t already been said about those mfkin’ end credits. I am deceased.

Anyway it’s 3 am and I had to get all of that out before I could sleep

Now all my posts for the next few days are all queued up so, night y’all ✌🏼✨

#shameless season 11 spoilers #shameless season 11 #gallavich #mickey milkovich #ian gallagher #lip gallagher #debbie gallagher #liam gallagher #tami tamietti #carl gallagher #shameless

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grizztheexplorer · 3 years

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Umbrella academy reaction: S2 ep1:

- WAIT THEY GOT DROPPED IN DIFFERENT Y E A R S DAMN. POOR KLAUS WAS THE ONE WHO PROB SPENT THE MOST TIME ALONE TOO WITH BEN SJDJDJ

- now ik why everyone spent so many years in the 60s is bc five travelled to the furtherst year sjdjdkdjd of course no one did shit to investigate until 5 he truly carries the fucking brain cell in the group😭 and only SOMETIMES does he land it to allison sjdjdjd

- they are so fucking messy without five christ. Without him they managed to reunite but cause a fucking war/apocalypse in the process I-🧍🏽‍♀️ this 58 year old kid needs to BREATHE

- i saw someone say between vanya and five vanya wins but lets be honest here for a sec djdjdj. In that messy jump from five vanya looks like she controls her powers better and yet still can’t win against an explosion. Five can. He can win against her bc he can move thro literal time and space. And both (no one in the family i think) can’t still get to the full extent of their powers. Amazing. That said they both are clearly the most powerful. I can’t decide if the 3rd most powerful is allison or klaus. I wanna say klaus bc we don’t know all that he can do yet.

- im happy hazel looks old like he lived a life with agnes. Really hope thats the case. THAT SAID WHY DO THIS KID ALWAYS GET LIKE A WEEK TO GET EVERYONE’S SHIT TOGEYHER AND SAFE THE WORLD GIVE HIM AT LEAST A MONTH FUCK

- hazel :((((( hazel no :((((( at least he lived a good life and 20 years with agnes i hate it here :(

- now why tf did he leave the briefcase hazel clearly gave it to u for a reason. Five is great now but i really hope he gains more control of his powers. He tires quickly but idk if thats due to age regression. I want everyone to gain control and expand more their powers, but i just think, specially as they all time travelled, five is the key one rn.

- this family truly fucked with this man’s mind omg sjfjjddj i hope he gets an explination or compensation at the end of the season🌚💀

- i mean im glad diego is getting therapy bc they all need it, but this man can easily kill them all why is he trapped there shdjdj

- WHY HE RISKING HIS SANITY OVER KENNEDY DIEGO PLS U DONT OWN SHIT TO THAT WHITE MAN AJDJDJJD

- “I don’t run with a pack” sir u are useless without ur family and quite literally trapped in an asylum pls take that shit back rn sjdjdjdj

- diego sir what part of altering the timeline created a new apocalypse did u not understand 💀

- five is such an asshole lmaoooo. I get it tho he cant stop kennedy without risking the apocalypse so diego needs to get it together. Once again the feral child holds the brain cell😌

- as i said before what got me to start the show was an edit youtube vid of s2. So ik vanya gets with the mom. Carl doesn’t seen bad tho, i hope he sucks so I don’t feel bad over the wife leaving with the son part.

- ben and klaus have arguably the most sibling relationship bc they always together. That said they both threw low shots at each other i got hurt bc i love them both sjdjdjd. Might hurt me bc im an only child so i dont get the fights as much.

- BEN YOU ASSHOLE LMAOOOOOOO. They really are in my top 3 jsjdjd my top 3 is actually them, allison, and five. Ik it doesn’t make numerical sense but i just love them all

- wait she still has a soft spot for luther i am in pain sjdjdjdj i dont even ship them that much at all but like they just didn’t even have CLOSURE

- now why did the girls get a happy life and the boys all be sad :/ luther and diego specially going thro it im sad :(

- now luther tested my patience last season but he is one of the most sensitive ones why did they give the sad lonely life to him :(

- listen good for vanya but this white woman in the 60s,,,,,, how do we know she isn’t racist👀 idc if she is gay until i hear what side she is on in regards to racism. This show won’t have me trusting a white woman in the 60s no matter how nicely she treats vanya.

- i will genuinely not trust that white woman ever if they don’t make her address racism. Like ik she is supposed to be good and all but like literally... is the 60s. We got Allison literally organizing protests for the civils rights movement. C e r o trust on any white person who isn’t from the future/the family

- that said, diego has it fucked omg.

- now why does five have to get everyone’s shit together in every season. Next season they better have their shit together since the beginning. Or at least be more self aware im tired of five having to convince them of the apocalypse every damn timeeee.

- on that note, im glad luther has friends. Idk if he has relationships with the girls but he is so soft that i doubt it im just glad he has grown friends sjdjdjd

#the umbrella academy #gonna start making lil vids actually and posting them here afterwards #absolutely no one cares but i need to scream #to the void

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semercury · 4 years

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my brain cells are unionizing and these are our list of demands:

first priority of course is to finish publishing amcait. i decided to combine two chapters near the end since one was super short, which brings me down to 11 more chapters that need to be published. i’m about halfway through. i also figure this is a good way to get into the swing of things again, since it’s writing related but not like, heavy duty writing.

i’m hoping to finish a few wips i don’t think i’ll share beyond a few friends just for more warm up practice, but after that:

i want to write more of Sarah’s Part Five Post Canon Cinematic Universe (Frequently Featuring F*goTr*sh), starting with expanding “the friends i’ve had to bury...” into three parts, one part for each character. i also want to create a series for my post canon au stories, bc i do have a lot of specific ideas, and they are all connected, but in that like. broken snapshot way i tend to write oneshots. i will link both the gen series and the ft series, but keep them separate, bc i have several gen ideas, and of course more ft ideas, and these are all connected and take place within the same post canon au, but i’ll keep them separate series, so people who only want gen or hate a ship that literally only like four people know about can read those, and people who want shippy goodness can get purely that. but that is all with the understanding that they are connected in a loose way.

after expanding that, there’s a few other stories for that au that i want to write, including ft actual first kiss, a certain someone finally reuniting with the group and having to find out his friends are dead, and actual t with a gun. (a certain vent fic about a certain character and my certain hc with him takes place in this au, but idk if i’m publishing that one bc it just feels... personal).

i know outside of that, there are at least two gt fics i want to write, possibly three, but that third one is more niche and might get long, and i don’t want to make long fic commitments rn until i know i’m over being crazy.

one of the warm up ones i mentioned is something i want to eventually publish, but just that one, and it’s a stand alone thing about a dynamic i want to explore.

after all of that, i want to work on ft/gt hanahaki story, which will have to be multi chaptered, but i can’t see it going over 20 or 30k depending on how much i feel like writing. i’m def going to need to outline, but i have lots of ideas for that.

and then after that, i’ll be looking into my long idea’s folder in my brain, bc there’s still school au, ft band au, vampire hunter au, ft coffee shop au, ft teachers au, the gt g-b high school au wip that i semi included in the gt fics up above in my mind, gt unplanned [redacted] angst fic, the [redacted five times] au that people might get mad at me for and is dark but i don’t think that’s why ppl would be mad tbh, zombie au... i def feel like there’s more but...

and that’s just for one fandom. i can think of at least three other fandoms i have wips/first chapters/concepts for fics for that i might pick up. and there’s original stuff too.

anyway. that’s my plan for now.

#stuff sarah says #to write #i really need to stress how fragile i am rn with this #my brain tells me terrible things all day every day and it's hard to fight back a lot of the time #bc it isn't just ''you're worthless and unlovable and everything you do is stupid''#it's quite literally ''if you're happy at all or not actively suffering then people you love will die''#it is absolutely terrifying to me and isn't something that is easy for me to get over because it becomes one of those #''okay yeah probably not true or logical. but am i willing to accept the consequences if it is real?'' things #and that's in addition to my fear that i'll now be hated by everyone for being happy at all and for trying to better myself #that is a very deep fear i have and one that goes way back due to attitudes i encountered growing up and during teen years #all i ask is that you bear with me. i can already tell you i'm going to slide backwards and freak out multiple times a week #i know i'm frustrating. i'm very sorry i'm like this. i simply ask for your patience as i try to sort out my brain #i'm not looking for pity or even encouragement #i'm just asking for your patience

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smartcookie727 · 4 years

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Fanfic Writer Meme

Tagged by: @xambedo 💕💕💕

Tagging: @whereisthefood123, @theolddarkmachine, @snowmadien

Ao3 name: smartcookie727 (also on FFnet...I’m not terribly imaginative once I land on something)

Fandoms: Fairy Tail, Voltron Legendary Defender, Boku no Hero Academia, Eden’s Zero, MXTX Novels (TGCF, MDZS, SVSSS), and now Haikyuu!! as of my binge last weekend

Number of fics: About 30 distinct ones (and at least as many in my drafts I gotta have like 15k at minimum in drafts rn as I explore multi ideas) all on tumblr, AO3, and FFnet

1. Fic you spent the most time on: Probably “Precious Time” (my one and only Jerza fic so far). I’m pretty sure that one was in the oven for at least like 3-5 months. I wrote it for my twinsie Carly and wanted everything to be like absolutely on point cause she wanted some Jerza and I wanted to write them well. That or “Malibu Kisses” (the last fic I published wow almost a year ago) I swear I rewrote that like 3x before I landed on the version I kept over a period of maybe 5-6 months. It’s ridiculously detailed and literally the longest oneshot I’ve ever written at a whopping wet and wild 7k adventure of feels.

2. Fic you spent the least time on: Probably “Tears” (my first Bixanna fic) I think I wrote that in like an hour after watching my friend play a horror game and was the one time I ever took prompts cause I was too afraid to go to sleep even after at least 2 Disney movies. It’s soft and fluffy and my dear friend Kelly wanted some Bixanna and I just ran wild with it.

3. Longest fic: Oneshot: “Malibu Kisses” at 7k, Series: “Forever Mine” at 15-20k depending on if I ever uploaded like one extra fic for it.

4. Shortest fic: “Stay”, “To All the Stars in Her Eyes” and “Desperate Words” are the only ones I have under 1k lmaoooo

5. Most hits: “Forever Mine” series at 7.5k views on FFnet. It was literally my “every day of lovefest” fic

6. Most kudos: “Hiccups” on AO3 (my one and only Nalu fic so far where I did a modern AU and somehow predicted events from the last chapter of the series) with 110 kudos or “Stamina” on FFnet (which was my loooong smexy gajevy fic) with 97 favs. It’s interesting how the numbers for different ships differ on both sites.

7. Most comment threads: “Burn” on AO3. The Sheith fandom is definitely the most vocal and persistent about writing comments or reviews about my fics on either of those websites. And that one was a crazy hot indulgent mess.

8. Fave fic you wrote: I don’t think I have a favorite? All the ideas I love a lot right now are from multis that are still cooking. But know if the fic gets published, it means I really enjoyed it. Otherwise it would just happily sit in my drafts as a few paragraphs and a silly title!

9. Fic you want to rewrite/expand on: I still wanna go back to “Starfarers” and give my Eden’s Zero flavored Gajevy the rest of their story. There’s at least half a prequel in....you guessed it! my drafts.

10. Share a bit of your WIP or share a story idea that you’re planning:

With a grunt, he regained his footing and stumbled out the door and down the hall, straight to the nearest restroom. Locking it behind him, Shiro slid down to the ground and buried his head in the crook of his elbows.

Fantastic crashes were starting to become something of a brand for him, and it needed to stop. That or he needed to switch his studies to film and put this universal constant to good use. Leaning his head back, he rested against the door. Probably not the smartest thing to do; he’d taken microbiology on a dare his junior year and could list a few too many species of microorganisms that were likely there. Well, it wasn’t the first less than intelligent decision he’d made that day--he’d probably fucked up whatever small chance he’d had with lane three, bolting like that--so what did he care about a few rogue micrococci.

Carefully, Shiro counted his breathing until his pulse slowed. At least he could still do something properly. What had he been thinking? Jumping into a pool, giving a stranger CPR, headbutting him then ghosting. Shiro was pretty sure he didn’t have a single working brain cell left. That had to be it. Maybe he could get the doctors to change his meds; this had to be attributed to some sort of chemical crossfire.

You’ve been on these meds just fine for months, idiot. You know chemicals. There’s a framed paper above your desk that says you do. Whatever decrease in brain cell functionality you have has more to do with the chemicals inspired by deep purple eyes and soft lips rather than your pills.

Shiro groaned. They had been so soft. Softer than he’d even imagined. Shiro had wanted to kiss them until he forgot what it felt like to breathe. However, he was a whole 6’3” of strange man with a robotic arm, and breathlessness like that required both parties’ consent. Still. He’d remember the feeling of it for a long time. Heat started to climb into his cheeks again. Shiro slapped it away. Walking over to the sink, he splashed water on his face. He needed to cool down. No one needed to know how inspiring the encounter had been.

#ask meme #clearly I have a very self indulgent gym/college/science nerds sheith AU in the works #I'm real excited about that one #most of the other WIPs for other ships are still in my stream of consciousness outline style I do #but rest assured there is something brewing for all my bbys #this one just had like real words and punctuation and shit #also plz blame Vicci and Carly cause I'm on the HQ train now #just spent a good few hours having a heart to heart with the AO3 tag

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