#i do this unprompted to people now

[romanticerawitch4]

#please #i do this unprompted to people now #Thursday girl #Kendall roy #mitski approved edit #tik tok #succession

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

do you ever just sit there thinking about your favorite ocs while violently shaking. god. clenches fist. They're So.

#every time a song from their Joint Playlist comes on i go fucking feral #the betrayal the refusal to Let Go the haunting the persisting love the renunciation the resentment the abandonment the resignation #the overwhelming desire to do good vs the fear of admitting you were wrong vs the two people you love most tearing each other apart #AGHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK IM SUDDENLY DEEP IN THE ORIGINAL SAUCE #five seconds i was Normal. scribbling welcome home #then One Of The Songs Came On and now im losing my fucking marbles #perceived betrayals leading to real betrayals.... #going too far and now its too late you're Committed you cant go back #he came to you thinking he could make you understand and you could work together to make things Better #and instead you ripped his heart out and left it bleeding on the floor for everyone to see #THEY MAKE ME MORE INSANE THAN LITERALLY ANYTHING #absolutely unprompted #the oc Unwellness comes and goes in waves but its the only true constant obsession with my life #god those three... my dearest darling Trio.... how old are they turning this year? #is it year eight of having them? year nine? #one of the two is for sure how long ive had My Specialest Boy Light Of My Life The Reason I Am Still Alive #the other two came after... maybe only mere months after but he was the first and he is just. i love him so fucking much #he is so so personal to me. he has a permanent place carved out in my chest #he sleeps on my ribs <3 #the other day i was reminiscing about his development over the years. his changes his different Versions #and fuck... he's really changed with me huh?? #his past selves are echoes of my own self over the years #like he is Very different from me but at the same time. i created him with little pieces of myself sewn in #we hold the same views the same beliefs. im not him and hes not me but we're Kindred yk yk #i think i need to go listen to his playlist.... how long is it now... let me check... 15 hours 13 mins... 228 songs... #my gay 5'2 powerhouse of a guy. him <3 #maybe 'them' too he's played fast and loose with gender over the years. holy shit wait #his development echoes mine... i characterized him as 'fucks with gender norms' long before i realized my own gender fuckery #god damn. i love him even more now. i didnt think that was possible. im going to cry. hes so important to me #he has been with me through my worst years... and will be with me through all the hard times to come <3

[ringneckedpheasant]

the fact that there are no locks on the doors in my house is maddening. child I don’t know has opened my door THREE fucking times in the last hour for no reason 😭 roommate’s kid started coming in my room earlier & didn’t even realize I was home & his dad told me a few days ago he’s been sneaking in here to look at the fish -_-

#pretty sure he broke my guitar too #& like. man I don’t want to get him in trouble but I’m actually really annoyed abt it right now #realizing the reason i’ve been getting so irritated every time he opens my door unprompted is that he doesn’t fucking knock first #yes he’s like 7 but people opening my door w/o knocking/asking was such a source of anxiety growing up #in the ≈20 minutes since I started typing this post this other kid made me have an anxiety attack which is So stupid #literally put a chair in front of my door because they didn’t understand/wouldn’t listen when I asked them to leave & to stop doing it

[astro-b-o-y-d]

Hey so I'm four chapters into Triangulum and I'm still kinda struggling to get any comments on them. So maybe just asking directly what parts people like so far might be the trick?

#Hayley Writes Triangulum #I dunno; I'm feeling a little discouraged #I know they're long chapters and people are probably just waiting for me to move them over to Ao3 to comment #Which is totally valid #But you know... #Doesn't exactly inspire much confidence in me /now/ #For the record; I am SO grateful for the people who do leave them unprompted <3 #It's just a little hard to stay motivated when they're so far apart

[howtomusicmajor]

(this blog is not really coming out of retirement but man it's so fun occasionally throwing a Music Thing out into the void and watching several dozen of you go ape about it)

#i do not realistically have time to take this blog out of retirement in the sense of writing unprompted content again #but y'know i'm a whole music Professional now #if people wanted to ask questions I'm down to answer

[vampirecatboy]

when your theme week fic gets reblogged by the blog that ran the theme week 😳

#stuff and things #and then gets nice comments from people who follow that blog 😭 #to think this time last year #practically to the day #i had lost like all confidence in my writing abilities thanks to unprompted criticism from (now ex)friends #it makes me so happy that people like what i write #because it's something that i love to do and work hard at #to see that love and hard work recognized is a great feeling

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: March 15

“Over Yet" by Hayley Williams

#song of the day #very exciting to have one of my brothers tell me entirely unprompted that he's enjoying the current playlist #a very big win #I spent most of my work day today doing what I've been thinking of as 'evil rubber-ducking' #where the IT guys throw me the especially Difficult faculty members--the ones who can't be helped because they won't listen-- #and I trick them into actually talking me through what they're doing so we can find the problem and fix it #(eternally amazed by people who request help and then refuse it. you called me bud. you submitted a service request ticket on purpose. #oh you can't do your job without connecting to the vpn? that's great we can't fix it until you tell us what's fucking stopping you) #mostly this 'tricking' takes the form of me being a sweet young butter-wouldn't-melt Southern girl in over my head with mean IT guys #bless them (derogatory) these folks who won't let IT even attempt to start working through the 'have you tried' scripts #because they know they're getting something wrong but are too angry-embarrassed to admit they don't know what #are still delighted to mansplain the idea of a remote connection to me #--that's not fair. I shouldn't mischaracterize them it's mostly not mansplaining. #the two today were yankee-splaining me. city-splaining maybe. #what would a hick like me (y'all is one person. all y'all or some'a y'all for multiple people) possibly know about enterprise networks-- #anyway they were using the wrong login credentials and were so sure of themselves they'd never even tried the other set just to see #bless. their. hearts. #(IT owes me so many little favors like this now. the latest database tweak I asked for got done live while I described it to them) #anyway anyway! love the chorus on this song #'to get out of your head yes break a sweat / baby tell yourself it ain't over yet' #makes me move my head every time

[faehrys]

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#since today was a little weird idk.. i just wanna make it clear that i do truly love all of dtkq+ and all i’m here for is to support them #and love vlog about them and make my silly little posts and jokes #and if you don’t like me or the things i blog about i am kindly asking you to just unfollow/ block and move on #i also sometimes unfollow people and it is not always with bad intentions i just don’t always wanna see things that make me upset #in other news i’ve been thinking about moving blogs because i truly want my experience on here to be as positive as possible #and i feel like because i have a lot of followers now and anons send me hate unprompted that’s not always possible #i’m very attached to this blog though so we’ll see #anyways lots of love and please try to be kind because we are all dealing with our own shit and this should be our silly little escape to #talk about some silly little guys

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

alright im gonna need 5-6 business days to Absorb all of that and the maybe-implications

#sitting in a corner and staring at the wall #excuuuuuse me ex-fucking-scuse me #MCFUCKIN MCPARDON MCME. #ohohoho we're starting to slide into the horror aspect now aint we folks #damn what did i say in the scribble i dropped today huh? that i cant wait for things to turn south? that i hope it disturbs me? #that i cant wait for the puppets to lose their minds? #its beginning! the dodgeball lightly grazed my shoulder! #anyway sally hon are you okay. you do not sound okay. i hope you're not okay. #homebogging #absolutely unprompted #IM!!! NERVOUS!!! IN THE BEST OF WAYS!!!! #im gonna be walking through the store in a Daze tomorrow #cant wait to haul more wood so i can do something mindless while my brain chews rabidly on this update #EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU CLOWN & THE PEOPLE WHO WORK ON IT WITH THEM #everyone's doing the most and i need to lie down #screams. screams and wails and cackles so so Evilly #THERE'S SOMETHING IN THE WOODS <3<3<3<3

[kimmkitsuragi]

this is truly so stupid why are charli and rina fighting (presumably) because of a trashy man... and more importantly why is charli burning bridges because of him

#if rina gets blacklisted because of this stupid ass man i swearrrrrr i will start killing people... #i mean sure we dont know what exactly is going on but lmao it feels kinda obvious what is causing this problem #and i say 'fighting' but truly it's just charli acting weird all by herself like. girl what r u even doing #unprompted... #normally i dont care about celeb 'drama' btw but. as i said if more and more people will start to pull this shit #it will start to look less like drama and more like rina getting outcasted and blacklisted for SPEAKING THE TRUTH... #so :/// #not tagging this w their names for now i dont want weirdos defending that man on my askbox or something lmao #🗒 #okay tagging it months later hope it will be ok. for archive purposes #charli xcx #rina sawayama

[ungalobrando]

Leaving the kink community genuinely was one of the best decisions I ever made and I seriously admire anyone who can handle the pressure

#any content that you create for fun? yeah sorry pal your inbox is full of rude shit from now on #you create art? no no you don‘t get feedback or even a reblog but you get OMG CAN YOU MAKE X and OMG YOU NEED TO MAKE Y #if people are even friendly enough to do it McDonald’s order style #‚can i get‘ is still better than ‚now do x‘ or ‚how about y‘ #plus the amount of people who sent me their irl stories unprompted was yikes #and let‘s not forget those people who try to guilt you into giving them free stuff when you offer commissions

[violetclarity]

gotta love the feature of depression that's like, can't tell if people in my life are actually being annoying or if I'm not handling things well and therefore overreacting to things that would normally not bother me!

#are my friends oversharing without asking and using me as an unpaid therapist #or am I just unable to handle any outside complaints/negativity at this moment no matter how valid #a question I ask myself daily #sometimes it's pretty obvious like I told one of my coworkers today that I was in a car accident this weekend #(it was a fender bender and I am fine) #and her next sentence was about how tired she was etc. until she circled back to asking me about the accident #(you'll notice she has been downgraded from friend to coworker bc she does this shit all. the. fucking. time.) #another friend texted me unprompted about her car issues #and when I responded to commiserate and also told her about the accident #she was surprised that I'd been going fast enough that I was in pain from it #(again I am fine. just sore.) #like in that case I probably shouldn't be pissed that she texted me about her car issues out of the blue #bc we had already talked about it and I do want to be kept up to date on my friends' lives? #this is the story of me at almost 29 realizing that I've let a bunch of my friendships devolve into #me being a receptacle for other people's problems and complaints at all times #and now I don't know how to set boundaries or get myself out of this situation #especially since this is the pattern I've developed with like...most of my friends #it's super cool I don't hate it at all #ask people if they have capacity before you bitch about your life #also if anyone has the lead on a cute cottage in the void where I could just exist and not have to speak to anyone #or have any responsibilities whatsoever #for like a week or two #PLEASE lmk #a bitch needs an actual break

[hearties-circus]

My brother bought me? Pyjamas and these are really comfy actually I like these I now have a 2nd pair of shorts

#gamer txt. #i saw bought with uncertainty cause my mum just said they were from my brother #so i dont know if they were for him and just too big so theyre mine now or if he bought them for me #cause these arent either our sizes #and while yeah 2xl Is closer to my xl and doesn't rule out him buying these for himself people go a size up alot for pjs #so he mighta picked these up thinking they were xl and then realised they were 2xl #or he just bought me pyjamas for some reason completely unprompted? #but i mean i do appreciate it like a said- 2nd pair of shorts and theyre very roomy

[aroacehanzawa]

i see nakata seigi from the case files of jeweler richard is competing against kim dokja for most unreliable narrator of all time whilst narrating about a guy they are deeply in love with

#nakata seigi: 'i spend every single page talking about how hot my boss is but that has nothing to do with anything.' #'i have a crush on a girl who coincidentally has the same interests as my boss. i will get a girlfriend and get married because that's what #normal people do. even though i just talked wistfully about my high school friend and said it would be weird if we met again if he was #married now. and then pretended not to understand how that would be a weird thing to say about a friend. #anyway when i was in school i wanted to marry this guy.' #SEIGI?????????? HOLD UP #HE JUST DROPS THAT LAST BIT OUT OF NOWHERE #completely UNPROMPTED his internal monologue was basically like oh yeah if what i said could be misunderstood that's because it's #not actually a misunderstanding really #??????????????? #i hate this guy he acts like a Generic Light Novel Protag with no personality with a superficial crush on his female classmate while being #equally superficially obsessed with his boss's appearance but i'm starting to think i don't know this guy AT ALL

[vampacidic]

hi sage!!!! pls talk about rei sakuma. thank you (say whatever!!! i would like to hear about your blorbo ♡)

oh good lord have you opened the flood gates of hell

hm. well i first got attached to rei circa mid july of 2020 (sage how do you remember the date so specifically? fuck if i know dude). i had originally been really attached to kanata (i still am. i love her) and roughly put: i was struggling with realizing i'm autistic (i thought it was adhd and that every autist in the world was being dramatic because "everyone does that" as it turns out, they don't) at the time and rei just kinda fuckin. i don't know. made it fall into place if that makes sense.

like rei just hit me as a character who just so strongly reminded me of myself. there's a lot of personal stuff there i could get into but to give the spark notes of it: i have always largely been attached as a "gifted kid who had so much going for them!" that i'd be treated as an adult and expected to just. solve adult problems. and to see a character who had also been levied with that and had just kinda fucking given up entirely really echoed the shit i was going through. so like. that's kinda what drew me to him i think. also i thought he was silly

well here's my favorite lore tidbits in ties to me at least. rei is inadvertently what got me to study japanese (1: enstars TLs are hard to find and i'm incredibly lazy and hate asking for help so about a year ago i was like fuck it! and now i'm learning it and 2: i liked his use of multiple 1st person pronouns in easter). my girlfriend and i actually bonded over enstars (rei + kaoru in particular) so he inadvertently got us together. the fact he can play violin got me really impassioned about my music studies for about a month

my favorite lore bits in general? i looove his dynamic with 2wink. i adore sad grandpa and his overactive kids (+ brother dynamics here. how the aois look completely just like. get along fine get along great!! from the outside when in actuality they have a dynamic not. horribly far from the sakumas. less overtly violent but still very 'younger brother feels overshadowed by the older, and older brother is sometimes kind of a prick'). i absolutely adoreeeee his dynamic with kaoru in crossroads. i love the dichotomy between rei, as someone who's spent his entire life as being "gifted" and bearing the ugly burden of it, getting told off by kaoru, someone's who's "normal." like i love how they're both opposites of each other yet both just as disillusioned with the world in 2nd year. i could go crazy talking about kaorei Ok anyway. i love how ultimately rei is still kind despite what he says about himself. he might whine and insist he's a "dark demon of the night" or something but i feel like that comes from his guilt of feeling like he's unable to just. solve everyone's problems. that's how he lost the war!! he tried so hard to save everyone that he ultimately couldn't save anyone + destroyed his own relationships in the process. i love how the way he's "selfish" is by standing up for himself and saying he's not going to just fix everyone's problems for them anymore. and i like how his conflict with koga reflects this; it's not that koga is dumb or anything, but that he's staring at rei with rose tinted glasses. he sees rei as an idol (arguably, he's just as bad as those who demand rei fix their problems) first and foremost and can't understand why rei would just stop being his idol. god. undead dynamic. i feel like his dynamic with ritsu is also fucking crazy. and i think ritsu is right not to just point blank forgive him tbh. enstars is great cause you can see how both of them are just hurting the other by acting the way they do but how they're both so similar + stubborn they'll refuse to admit it. and how rei says that even if ritsu hates him he's still his big brother?? good lord. i'm a sucker for older siblings in media (checks out! i am an older sibling)

outside of the serious stuff, rei is also great cause he looooves acting like he's stupid. he loves to pretend he doesn't have 8 different master plans rotating in his brain at any given time. he loved pulling the "ohh i wouldn't know i'm just stupid 🥺" card and it's fucking crazy. there's something wrong with his brain. he genuinely knows how to help people form his past experiences but doesn't want to become so over relied on again that he constantly plays the "ohhh i am just so old and my bones are so creaky :( my genuinely helpful advice was just a fluke!" card ALL THE TIME. i think it's funny how he loves to tease people. act all haughty and then be like "haha wouldn't it be funny if you sucked on my boob." it's fun because he's just like. still a Guy beneath his 8 levels of demon hell. he's just very silly. i like that he skips class all the time to sleep, too.

and like (slaps the top of oddballs) these guys can fit SO much found family. you're telling me 5 guys who have consistently been outed from their peer groups for "weird" interests/abilities/family shenanigans finally meet up in high school, get stuck in a weird trauma hell for a year, and they're NOT going to have a weirdly strong bond of trust that it's something to fear? good lord. they make me feel crazy. i love that they ultimately end up making a home for themselves and they remain close friends after the fact (hell, if i remember right they were friends even before eichi did eichi things. he's just kinda what cemented them and really knit them together). i love natsume and his 2 sets of parents

good lord. i could probably say more but i've been typing this for an hour and a half! whoops! thank you for asking me about him though :) i have many thoughts. as you can tell. also look at this funny video i have

#sage talks #like i REALLY really talk guys. boy do i #i haven't had an autism dump like this in AGES this was great. thank you leo #god. tired now though #ask #leo ask #sorry for the unprompted sage lore dump at the beginning #i like to keep information on myself sparse here but rei is one of those characters i uh. tied myself heavily too. whoops #so like. it's kind of a package deal #if that. makes sense. oops #hm. not tagging this with enstars. i don't want people to find it it's embarrassing #if this gets rbs you guys can tag it with whatever idc

[bat-connoisseur]

not to reveal I'm a actual person and not just some Thing on the internet or anything but. Today was a-level results day and i got into the uni I wanted to and just. ough. weight off of my shoulders lads. hell yeah.

#gonna be doing zoology. gonna be a scientist and shit. hell yeah. #also i am still just a Thing on the internet but also i exist in reality too #i duno people make posts like this all the time but i just. it feels weird to make em myself ohhh look at this looser talking about himself #dshksdk no thats not my worry it just feels weird to say unprompted. #anyways there's ya Crypt update for da day. not gonna have any affect for now uni doesnt start for a little while #but!! hell yeah.