#i did enjoy writing this one especially

[astranauticus]

not sure if this counts as an AU but.. thinking about the Per Aspera crew as horror game bosses like.. you are wandering through a forested mountain range and you know somethings wrong because the forest shouldn't be this eerily silent, this devoid of life, and then you hear the crash of falling trees and there is a hand that is half your size glowing golden in the night and it is grabbing you and its claws are digging into your flesh and you see the spines running down the golden arm that is far too long as it lifts you over a crater in mountain, over a coiled, serpentine thing with a visage that is not of this world, and if you look closely you can see the shape of a child curled at the centre of the thing, golden hair reflecting the glow of the creature and if you listen closely you can hear her sobbing, 'Don't hurt me, I don't want to do this'. you are sailing through the astral sea when you see an ephemeral, resplendent spelljammer cutting through the starry waters and you rejoice because you have been lost on the seas for so so long, so you board the ship looking for help, supplies, anything, and you are greeted by a blue fire genasi (you wonder, do those even exist? but you can't get off the ship now because where else will you go?) and she tells you she is the captain of this ship but as far as you can tell there is no crew on board, and if she is not appearing right behind you from a trapdoor you've never noticed she is always in the engine room 'fixing the ship' even though the ship seems to be sailing perfectly fine ('Where are we going?' you ask her once and she doesn't even turn to look at you, 'Don't worry about it') and if you are ever so unlucky as to damage the ship in any way, you begin to catch flashes of red and orange out of the corner of your eye, a fire genasi wearing the woman's face who whispers at you with hollow, angry eyes 'Don't you fucking dare hurt my ship'. you are sailing through the astral sea when you see a rotting, decaying spelljammer, so badly damaged it's barely moving although you have to wonder how it's even staying afloat at all, and out of some morbid curiosity you climb on board and the deck of the ship is in no better shape than the hull, the marks of hard-fought battle - scars in the wood from sharp blades and arcane energies, stains of blood and oil splattered about - still fresh but you know time doesn't pass on the astral sea so who knows how long ago this all took place, and as you climb below decks you start to notice the writings on the walls, pieces of parchment nailed to every surface and connected with fraying, rotting threads, or words etched directly into the wood, the deep gouges barely readable, and you start to hear the creaking and clanking of rusted machinery slowly moving about and you turn a corner to see a figure standing in a room facing the wall, slowly scratching yet more of that unintelligible writing into the bones of the ship, and it turns as the rusted dented mechanite stares at you with eyes ablaze and he asks 'Who are you? Where is my crew?' as sparks of arcane lightning begins to arc through the room. you are running through a feywild forest and you know, even without the figure chasing you, that you have made a horrible mistake, you should have known better, should have been more careful, should have kept your impulses in check, and now you are being chased through an unfamiliar forest and the figure, the Hunter pursuing you knows this realm like the back of his hand, knows every tree and shrub and vine that is slithering up to grasp at your ankles, and you glance back desperately to catch any glimpse of your pursuer but there is no pursuer, he has hidden himself with some arcane trick or some innate power or just the knowledge that this realm is his home, and you hear his voice even though you cannot see him as he cries out 'You should not have hurt my family. Prepare to face the Hunter of Hundkiln'

sorry no Vhas yet maybe I'll update with one for him once we get more of his whole deal

#rolling with difficulty #asto speaks #well i lied only kyana's and finbar's really work as video game bossfights #dani's is more... horror short story? vr-la's is horror comic #bc dani's much more psychological and the environmental storytelling of vr-la's one would be pretty interesting.. probably #in hindsight vr-la's reads like it could be a magnus archive entry LMAO #contrary to whatever you may think (especially if youre in the discord) i dont actually like most horror #like i've only listened to abt ~10 episodes of tma bc it started fucking up my sleep thats how much of a wuss i am #like i dont actually *enjoy* horror but idk i had so much fun writing this. for some reason #hell i dont even enjoy *writing* most of the time #all the others are kinda based on a specific scenario like kyana's is if she never left the cenobium and suvi snapped before she did #(if you've watched/read jjk0 video game bossfight suvi is very much just orimoto rika) #vr-la's and finbar's are pretty self evident #dani's is kinda.. inspired by alfonso of the stultifera navis making this my second rwd brainworm that's just an arknights reference #captains that are cursed to haunt their empty ships plagued with has beens and could have beens #(her one is the only one absolutely not meant to be read as literal btw its a very 'that house has been empty for 40 years' kinda vibe) #found it kinda funny that dani's and vrla's start in very similar ways bc they both kinda have that i am the ship and the ship is me thing #dani's vibe in this is just more illusions and delusions and vrla's is more decaying forgotten grief #a ghost of a mechanite haunting a corpse of a ship

[boxwinebaddie]

I’m so dang proud of you, dude. That is all I had to say.

thank you, my friend. ;-; <3

that really, really means a lot to me...because idk, i really do think i work hard and try my best? legitimately? and i also used to always put my writing before my mental health, but i'm finding that when i do that, the quality of my work actually suffers a lot more than it succeeds and i, as a real life person, suffer for the sake of my work.

plus, this is feels a huge period of healing/transformation for me, i feel like i'm finally being kind to myself and words cannot express how much i appreciate all the support and love i have received throughout this tumultuous and crazy process from all of you.

you are my angels.

so thank you again <3 i've been seriously disheartened and reeling from how aggressive and weird that anon was with my agency. getting these votes of confidence helps validate my decision.

-uncle nina, seriously humbled by all of your kind heart(s)

#my dear my darling #thank you so much #i felt really selfish for making the choice to stop and stay on here and take my time...especially after getting push back smh #which again!!! you people are fucking crazy!!! making me feel bad for discontinuing my own work is bonkers get a life #but no doing this just feels safer and i feel happier doing this #i feel bad bc my posts take a while but also writing in smaller batches and not putting myself through hell has been nice #i know this is all kind of confusing and discombobulated but thank you guys for being here and supporting me regardless #i hope this is still fun for you because i really just want to keep everyone happy...but not be inauthentic to myself anymore #i'm enjoying being the content creator that i want to be vs the content creator everyone else wants me to be #for one of the first times since first writing pep and then dropping rm ( which did make me happy after pep ) #i feel really and truly happy #so idk i love you thank u this made my day #i'm finishing up a big scott lore ask i just want to edit it so it doesn't sound crazy and i hope its out today #i trust the info or rather the sinwhoremation will be interesting

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: January 11

"It's Still Rock and Roll to Me" by Billy Joel

#song of the day #so late today. the sun'll be up pretty soon #I was very busy watching Duncan play Spyro and letting my brain thump around on spin cycle #I haven't written anything worth looking twice at since i was so sick in December and it's been worrying me a bit #but if my full day's preoccupation is anything to judge by I will be writing again quite soon #just in time too I did see Del tagged me in a WIP Wednesday. maybe by next Wednesday I will have progressed a work to share #anyway this is today's song because I'm trying to make sure I remember to get a copy of it #it played on the radio and Duncan and Lily and I all got to sing along (always so good to sing with my siblings) #and there were plenty of songs we sang all together (lots of Adele. good shit) but this one I don't have and I really enjoy singing #and every now and then (especially around the family) it plays and I think 'oh shit! I still need to get a copy of that onto my computer!' #and so far I've forgotten every time #but this time I'm making a particular note! I will remember it! if not this weekend then at the very very latest at the end of this year #when I make a big playlist of all the Songs of the Day and I hit Jan 11th and my search pulls up empty and I curse myself for a fool again #dear future-Alexis: you are welcome for the reminder!

[brisquad-unit-4402]

san ni ichi let’s rock

thank you all for 321 followers, and the support you’ve shown me as a writer

#sani number!!! #i feel like i don’t deserve this bc i’m so behind on posting and requests but! #i’m hoping each of my followers at least enjoyed something i did and i’m clinging to that. thanks for enjoying me. i enjoy your company too #i don’t mean to be corny especially at this hour but amazing things have happened to me because of this silly little x reader blog #and i have so much love for every single reply like view on any of my posts. reblogs have all of my love you knooooow #i’m very grateful that this blog rejuvenated my love for writing connected me to so many beautiful friends regained my confidence as- #-a writer and then some i never knew i had #even if i’m insecure and slow and shaky there’s only one way to go from here!! #unit 4402 reporting

[lovesickeros]

This is a little out of the blue, but I genuinely really enjoy hearing your tsaritsa lore and character breakdowns. She's hasn't been someone I'm terribly invested in getting to know as a character, but reading your thoughts on her has really piqued my interest. I've never considered what being the goddess of love could mean I guess

Anyway, all this to say I've been really enjoying your tsaritsa/fatui hype :) it's contagious

THIS IS SO GOOD TO HEAR i love going into deep dive breakdowns of characters especially ones who don't really have a lot of content, because it provides wiggle room for a lot of interpretations. not that i can blame you for not being too invested in her, considering we've never actually seen her, and only hear about from a few sources (venti, who doens't really say much, and childe + arle who also technically dont say much in the grand scheme of things but understanding their characters to see how it changes their view of the tsaritsa and where it overlaps is a good chunk of it)

so its my job to do what hoyo doesn't and hype the hell out of her /j. ive been writing her since i joined sagau around when it first started snowballing into popularity i dont think i could leave if i tried

#asks #Anonymous #not a fic #the tsaritsa is one of my faves and frankly the fatui as a whole. top 3 faves is something like tsaritsa arle&furi and bina #its the harsh contrast of “goddess of love” and tsaritsa that just. chefs kiss. i keep saying it but its true. #a lot of harbingers core themes are about love too like okayyyyy im listening. im seated. #the goddess of love also being the cryo archon. being in snezhnaya. the coldest nation yet and will prob have the dragonspine mechanic.. #i think its shown especially with arlecchino and her entire story. i wont say much bc. yknow. spoilers. its been like 2 days since release #bc while arlecchino is better then the old knave she is not a good “father”. i mean shes still raising child soldiers. knowingly. #and i do not think she “loves” them. i think she CARES about them. but she does not love them. #she is the cold unfeeling “father”. that is her role. it is her purpose. she refuses to be like the old knave in that manner #she will not pretend to love them to make them loyal. she will not put up a facade of kindness to make them listen #but i also find it interesting that after arle took over at some point “mother” was attributed to the tsaritsa #i cant recall where the line is from atm but its such an interesting bit that says so much #all children of the house of the hearth are children of the tsaritsa and thus. “mother”. #looks at the wall of text in tags ah fuck i did it again. SHUT IT DOWN #someday i wont get distracted and write an essay in tags. today is not that day!!! #glad u enjoy my ramblings though its fun 2 write and nice 2 know ppl like them :]

[blue-mood-blue]

Every so often I feel like I need to grab myself by the shoulders, lean in real close, and remind myself that before the creative things I do are for anyone else, they’re for me.

Especially fanfic. I should look forward to what I write! It should be exactly what I want it to be, even if that’s weird, or niche, or following themes and ideas that I’ve already beaten to death with a stick! They should be incredibly and wonderfully self-indulgent! I should love writing them, I should love re-visiting them, because that means their value doesn’t rely on anyone else - just me.

If someone else loves them too, then that is a wonderful gift - that is the reason for sharing them! But they are shared because they’re mine. And yours, for your own endeavors! Let’s unabashedly write what we love, just because with as much work as it is, we deserve to love the creative process.

#writing #this might seem like an obvious idea #but sometimes I DO need the reminder #especially when I fall into the trap of people pleasing #or wondering why no one seems interested #or wondering if people aren’t reading because I did a bad job #no!!! #it’s what *I* wanted it to be!! #if I enjoyed writing it and reading it then it’s WORTH IT #even if it’s not perfect #and if I allow myself that freedom I will write more because I’ll WANT to #sometimes it’s so important for your fics to be exclusively for you!!

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

me rewatching parts of the show to mull over cassidy's dynamic with pericles, head in my hands: cassidy. i love you. be less racist

#sdmi #scooby doo: mystery incorporated #cassidy williams #SDMItag #on a watsonian level i get how it happened and it is Some Yikes but adds layers to the situation #on a doylist level oh my fucking god it is so uncomfortable to have to write meta about how 'so yeah the black woman is like #super fantasy racist. it's an understated but major part of her character and her trauma; and is Important to the dynamics surrounding her #and the character she's racist at the most; especially given how much the narrative doesn't think anything about the racism *is* racism #also the fantasy group she's racist at are a bunch of animal sidekicks who she is explicitly grouped in with' #it's not subtle or only directed at pericles either she straight up calls scooby an 'it' and threatens to put him down #she's flawed in ways the narrative does intend and doesn't; and i enjoy expanding on that #she's from an infamously dysfunctional group of morally dubious sad bastards and she deserves better than being left out of that damn it #but why. Whyyyyyyyyyyy. out of all the flaws they could have given her did this have to be one of them. when will the trope die #sighs. anyway back to being fucked up about how cruel it was of ricky to push her into the role of 'hey why don't you be pericles this time' #dyn: so nice to meet you; angel

[gxlden-angels]

I know there's a common thing of "christians are christians because they haven't actually read the bible" but I actually grew up being told to read the entire bible once a year once I learned to read. I even had a NIV kids' one with a checklist that had you read a certain amount per day. I only ever read my daily amount when forced to by my youth group or family members that did read the whole thing once per year and even then I usually faked it until they left me alone

#and yes my family did believe the conspiracy that NIV bibles were deleting verses since they knew kids would read it over KJV #and they'd grow up reading said bible without learning all of Jesus's miracles or something #turns out #said verses were not missing but put into footnotes since they might not have actually been in the original writings #a lot of my older family dropped out of school p early #so the bible was one of the few things they could readily get and read #and they knew someone would teach them if they couldn't read a part of it #my grandfather was the first to graduate highschool and he was the 13th child out of 14 who lived #my father was first to graduate from college #my mom was the first to finish medical school #so I got super lucky to have family around me that valued education like that #tho they started to get very extreme after that and pushed me towards more and more academic things until I was ready to yeet myself #so reading the bible had a special place in my family both from the fundamentalist standpoint and from an academic standpoint #they were poor black folk in rural NJ GA and FL so #not much to do but have babies do manual labor and go to church especially back then #for a while my family's churches were even anti-ipad bibles #until they learned they could have the audio playing so the older folks that couldn't read all that well #either from lack of education or declining eye site #n e ways I hope y'all enjoyed my ramblings about intersectionality and bible reading #I did attempt it once but got super uncomfortable reading about sex and stuff like that in middle school #and started having terrible intrusive thoughts so I stopped #I also recognize that it's a Jewish tradition to read the entire Torah once a year I believe #And it resets either during Yom Kippur or Rosh Hashanah #my jewish found fam can correct me on that later #but I get wanting to read your holy book to make sure you know what's up and refresh your knowledge #idk maybe I'll write an undergraduate thesis about how the bible comforts black americans as a concept rather than a religion #ex christian #religious trauma

[levbolton]

My stats made me realised that people actually do not like my writing, and again i can’t force people to like it, but the realisation made writing unpleasant

#i might write more bcs i still have some blp ideas i need to get rid off and one specific fanfic for another fandom i would like to write #anyway seeing the difference between hits and kudos and word count is just #idk makes something i enjoy #become disagreeable #especially that i don’t understand where’s the problem #anyway #when someone comes to tell me they liked something i just cant trust them #especially that they dont leave me a comment?????? did you really like it?????? #i’ve had a few people say that and i never ever saw their username on my ao3 #again anyway pls dont hate me for venting #i just wish i could do better

[flovverworks]

(person back from ship tags) the way its literally why the hell is nero the bus driver all of a suddenly in every other work is SO funny to me. nero universally loved no wonder ure going thro hell in pt2

#stardust speaking ! #which better chara to add to ur silly misuaki comic with the silliest akira of all time than nero turner to react to everything #theres this one artist who draws these rly cute tiny daily wizard happenings things and the way they draw nero around oz & mithra especiall #is SO funny. op u get the comedy #theres this one nero/akira where neros basically asking them out on a date under the guise of foretunetelling and its ssooo cute LOL #neroaki is unreal ill nvr forget egg event. unreal that that exists #nero is so good my stomach hurts hes SO much. the writing for him does NOT chill #he would not enjoy being around gran #WHICJ i genuinly think is so cool #theres some akifi works that r like. on REPEAT in my mind too. especially the one where theyre in japan n akira takes him to the sea during #autumn or whatever. cuz. his mana area...and that ALRDY is such a oh op u get it but THEN they have akira talking #n figaro joking it sounds like a proposal or whatever -> akira pauses. gets flustered. walks past him -> figaro pauses. gets flustered #OP U GEEEEEEEET ITTTTTTTT #srry for not talking about new works its just cuz theres a few thats SO ingrained in my brain now #did i talk about this here #i heavily prefer akira-><-<-<-(whoever im into them with atm) when it comes to fanwork #i think those r my fav ones #ok thats all #i talk about these things sometimes while very aware that i think Realistically id nvr portray anything happening during that yr #i actually have a lot to say on that topic cuz even in fanworks im way more partial to things that are either #aus or set after or Yearning or unclear. vs the ones where its very 'we r dating' LMFAO #ok NOW im done srry this akira portrayal was so funny i went :] and went here

[fridayiminlcve]

seeing u slowly become a taylor swift hater is the biggest character development in the history of this planet not going to lie to you fam

😭😭😭😭 thank you ig

#asks #anon #not gonna lie to you fam i appreciate you sending this ask but also please do not describe me as a tswift hater #i used to love her at some point. as you probably know but i have deeply moved on from her i feel #like her songs are nice but they are just. not something i would typically enjoy anymore #and also despite having swiftie mutuals even if i enjoyed her music i would strongly detach myself from the fanbase #not on tumblr not really just in general. fans theyre so invasive and give me the ick especially thr hardcore ones #and her music is deep if u read into the lyrics and she does know how to write a song but also. this online thing where people worship her #is um. in bad taste like a while back on pinterest i saw a meme which went “listening to these artists is indie cottagecore lesbian culture #and instead of like clairo who you would expect somehwere in that list. she was there #bitch you mesn the world no.2 singer after the weeknd??? swifties online are insane #i do disagree with her on quite some points also like her political silence and environment and i can admire her as a singer songwriter #but its like how far can you go. you have the influence. she did that equality act petition in 2019 so we can see that #i would not call her overrated as i believe her music is generally fine but its not revolutionary by any means #she didnt bring anything new and unheard of to the pop genre except like wiping your insta page before a release #this was completely unneccesary sorry. but yeah i wouldnt call myself a hater but i dont like her much either #this was completely unwarranted you dont need to read this

[lungthief]

i’m so sorry to those of you who enjoy this book but i am Struggling my way thru if we were villains

#like. Maybe it’s just bc im an actor who goes to acting school and so like. reading about acting is the LAST thing I want to do #but it is so hard to care about these characters. and im unfortunately incredibly familiar with caesar so nothing is like. new #i think i just spend too much time w shakespeare to actually enjoy it. bc i know that the school is supposed to be framed like a cult or w/e #but people doing the shakespeare reference thing. there ARE people who do that. And they are fucking annoying. i know because im one of them #i dont do it as often as they do but i do know what it’s like to have a convo where ppl are constantly throwing around shakespeare #and it gets tiresome. and is tiresome to read #like i feel like My shakespeare references are balanced by the other references i make. but i guess u cant have that here bc it’s a #Shakespeare Cult #but again. Tiresome #also i just Do Not feel as invested in these characters as i did w like…secret history. this seems like watered down secret history #i think I just don’t like reading about live theatre. i think it’s a really tough thing to write compellingly #especially to people who Do It #okay rant over im still not finished and i still really want to like it. like really really Want To im just Struggling #shut up riley

[lonesomedotmp3]

oh I love feeling somewhat hopeful and excited about academia again :( I just have to get through this hellish year and then next year should be so much better. KNOCK ON WOOD.

#tbh my term is basically over i just have to write fourish essays and then do an exam #but it's so hard to get the motivation to do them i just feel so far behind after Everything that went down #and I'm sleeping ok now (KNOCK. ON. FUCKING. WOOD. ) but what happened with it fully did wreck me #and i went from actually being pretty ahead of everything i had to do to being way behinf #**behind #and btw i asked for an extension and she was like yeah I'll check and get back to you. and then never responded #and it doesn't even go toward our grade. so that essay isn't getting fucking written lol #especially when i have one due worth 80% like be serious... #<- it's worse too because the 20% assignment was due in. you'll never guess when. february. so you can guess how that went #oh and i STILL haven't gotten my shitty february essay back from that professor i emailed either!!! girl HELLO #anyway. hope u enjoyed that tour to my terrible academic life #the thing is. and i don't know if this is worse. when i actually do do the work even when it's last minute etc i do well #like if i just crack down for a day i can get a first in whatever essay. but lately i just can't do it. because of the illnesses. #but it's fiiiiine i have a month and I'll write them and they'll be good and it'll be fine. knock on wood. 😐 #**YEAR. not term. my term IS over. and then i have my third one next month. I'm sure you don't care about this #but i like accuracy.

[judyalvqrez]

the way people are once again removing all the nuance and moral greyness and complexity out of the last of us, but especially joel miller’s character is kinda concerning lol

#i told myself i wasn't gonna get into the discourse but i was reading through some of the posts and comments in the tlou tag and... oof #like i get it i could write whole essays about my feelings on this story and its characters and the ending ect. #but a lot of people are already getting annoyingly defensive of every single one of joel’s actions #literally stripping him of all of the flaws and complexities and moral greyness that make him such a great character #why are yall turning him into a clean cut selfless hero that did everything right like that's so boring #what’s most frustrating is how people are completely ignoring ellie’s perspective in all of this #some even just pushing her entire character aside in favor of joel #only bringing her or her trauma up when they’re trying to justify something joel did #and treating her like an accessory to his character when you should be reflecting how his actions are gonna affect HER #i hate to break it to yall but if you bring this highly romanticized version of joel into the next season #yall are NOT gonna have a good time #it happened once and it will happen again and i know the inevitable backlash is gonna be twice as bad this time that’s why im concerned #anyway those are just my two cents that no one asked for if you see me posting any type of discourse again pls shoot me lol #and please don't think i'm a joel hater either those people are just as annoying they're just in the minority i think especially on tumblr #why can't we just enjoy joel for the morally grey complex and honestly fucked up and tragic man that he is #it's like joel defender this joel hater that let's just be joel enjoyers #or joel lovers that'd be me because i love him with all my heart 🥺 #especially hbo joel like his characterization was so good he just hits different and honestly i prefer him over game joel #and i do enjoy the occasional ''joel is innocent/did nothing wrong' memes/jokes i think they're hilarious and ultimately harmless #(also the joel/abby memes but that's another story sjafhksaf) #this was more about the people writing almost whole ass dissertations or actively starting arguments in their fervent need to defend joel #okay im done lol #lucy rants #i tried to keep this little rant as spoiler free as possible because there's no way in hell im tagging this asjfknsa this was more for me #if you read this whole thing through the end: hi i hope your day was good and if it wasn't i hope it's great tomorrow :)

[frosteee-variation]

i love writing things to show to friends and throwing in so many little details that nobody notices so that i can point them out later and either make the entire story worse or better depending on the context, it’s so so so fun it’s my favorite pastime ever

#I do this in almost everything I write it’s so fun #like whether it’s references or like #like if it’s particularly angsty especially #those little bits of fridge horror it’s so fun to me #like like one time I did this story where it was the middle of the night in an arcade right. and the antagonist’s main gimmick was like. #illusions. fucking with people’s heads and all that. #so when they happened I’d shift the text slightly towards his hue #since I gave each character different colors to their dialogue and narration #and nobody noticed until I pointed that out and other bits of hidden text and it was so fucked up and I enjoyed every second #symbolism’s also really fun but #writing #woo!!!! #frost talks

[castielmacleod]

I do hate 8x22 with my whole heart but god I LOVE Crowley’s speech near the end. Pop off king

#Like I know I’ve said I don’t like how far down the villain pipeline they pushed Crowley in this season. That’s still true #(Mostly due to his treatment of Kevin Linda and Channing which was especially inordinately cruel imo and racist writing but even in general) #And I mean poor Sarah because she absolutely did not deserve that #But oh man that was DELICIOUSLY evil. Like flat out I see it I enjoy it etc #This is one of the last smart things they let Crowley do. The whole scheme of his to get salmondean to back off #I unironically love it. It’s the perfect way to devastate them and the fact that they CAN’T stop him is sooo good #To paraphrase the immortal words of Billie thee reaper it’s always nice to see a Winchester not get what he wants #I just enjoy seeing Dean so fucking clueless and I mean the fact that they listened to Crowley go on and on through the phone #And the hex bag was IN THE PHONE lol. I won’t give Dabb much but fuck I’ll give him that one #It’s just too satisfying. Again sorry Sarah 😭😭 #And also what Crowley was saying IN said speech. He was literally right btw. He knew right where to hit them and it’s brutal #And then salmondean were only able to stop him by pretending to surrender #They had no fucking way to save Jody at ALL they had to rely on Crowley being good on his word. And Crowley is ALWAYS good on his word #On his head be it. #My posts