#i cannot w/ procrastination

[heartsoji]

Do u write for bllk

nothing published yet but a couple works in the making rn!

#i cannot w/ procrastination #i have so many ideas but no writing #sigh #and i still have so many rqs #ppl expect too much of me #like ty for submitting a rq i rly rly appreciate it but dont expect it to be finished in 2 days #like no it'll be like 2 months sorry #unless its smth rly easy in which case it'll be done a lot quicker #rqs r not first come first served for me #but still pls feel free to rq!! just no promises ill get to it right away #im no runa i can't pump out work within 10 minutes #sent from the clouds ☁️

[vynnyal]

Hunter my beloved

#Wack anatomy day #rain world #Hunter #art tag #Hey wanna RAINWORLD head canon? #Ppl be like having trouble designing hunter and all #Meanwhile I'm over here like they are DYING do you have any idea how painful that is?? #Cycle 20 they literally cannot push their body any further. Like willpower just isn't enough #In short I believe little hunter should look fierce but also very very sick #In other news I'm procrastinating on finishing my hunter run #I need to make it across all of shoreline to the uhhh... what's it called #the deepnest of rainworld #Yeah and I have 2 tries before it's game over. #Might private this at some point if the anatomy bothers me enough but w/e

[goldiipond]

HAPPY 7TH ANNIVERSARY TPN!!!!!!

i thought it would be fun to celebrate by redrawing the first full tpn piece i ever made! this series means so so much to me and im so grateful for it <3

original from february 2022 under the cut!

#skye's doodles #YAYAYAAAAAAAAA i finished this at like. almost exactly midnight last night <3 skye master of deadlines #i am so so happy w this looking at these pieces side by side just fills me w this sense of accomplishment. im proud of where my art is now #especially happy w the improvement in my colors n anatomy... n also using more funky shapes w my character designs #speaking of designs im really really happy w my designs for these guys especially emma and ray. skye faves get the latino beam <3 #the vida was still hell i vividly remember procrastinating on those bastard flowers for a week w the old one. very happy w them though <3 #anyway. im soo grateful for this community ive made some really great friends here. i love yoy #and lastly im thanking ray <3 i genuinely cannot put into words how much he has meant to me over this fixation. he is everything to me <3 #the promised neverland #tpn #yakusoku no neverland #tpn emma #tpn norman #tpn ray #tpn don #tpn gilda #tpn phil #tpn conny

[cofe-doodles]

character designs (still not sure with remus and janus')

#sanders sides #sander sides #virgil sanders #ts virgil #roman sanders #ts roman #patton sanders #ts patton #logan sanders #ts logan #remus sanders #ts remus #janus sanders #ts janus #thomas sanders #fan art #been procrastinating on posting #this was supposed to be posted three weeks ago #i cannot w myself rn #doodles #i'll be posting redraws soon #i think #depends on my mood lol

[pallases]

I GOT INNNN

#personal #the music chronicles #not as a major role or anything but. !!!! #im kind of excited to specifically be ensemble again actually… like vibing backstage mouthing all the lines and acting out the solos to #each other.. it’s fun #i am a little nervous tho bc of just how much rehearsal will be taking up my schedule and i reeeeaaally cannot afford to fuck up any classes #this particular semester or my graduation track will be ruined but. on the other hand it might help w me not procrastinating

[ellsellmesoull]

Hate when I loose the feelings and emotions that come from one of my hyperfixations and im numb to it

Now I gotta relapse and take another shot

But im so scared of all the feelings that come with it again

Hate that km so obsessed with something that has an ambiguous ending man i have actual beef with the author

If I knew it was a happy ending, I would've been more comforted rereading

But if it was a 100% happy ending, this wouldn't have hurt or stuck w me so much

#of course im talking about omniscient reader's viewpoint im so obsessed w it that it made me feel so much #and i've always shut down all negative emotions so now im in a dilemma #I wanna reread orv but I cannot bring myself to #cus I know the emotional rollercoaster id go through #and im procrastinating by oh no need to reread you already know the story #but the story only ends when the reader gives up on it and im not ready to give up but im not ready to go through it again #I wanna reread but I cant bring myself to cus im scared

[astrxealis]

on a whim and in spite of my responsibilities i have started on making a whole 9 chapter self-indulgent fic for mr. grim reaper from the hit game 'a date with death'

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #haha... so quickly did i finish the game and all endings and achievements..... #started at 3 am on a school day :)) damn. #so i have a lot of thoughts and things to say but writing is tiring so i will just say. fuck me. fuck hell. fuck all. oh god. #...so i have a big thing for white-haired fictional guys w/ red hair. at the top of my head i can think of two vampires and one grim reaper! #haha. oops. #then there is an angel... a ghoul... and idk what the fuck to call him but he isn't a normal guy. #and there's more. but. i cannot recall at the moment. uh. anyway! #wowed tbh bcs this game got me my inspiration to write for myself back....... and also to write for others. and also to write in general. #even as i yet procrastinate on something i am actually required to write! two of those #actually so uhm haha rip!!!!! but it's fun at least. writing :3 #i like having a sense of dread creeping up on me bcs when i have nothing needed to do i feel empty... gotta improve that..... #idk what game to play now tho. sigh. haven't played undertale in a bit even as i am trying to finish it and idk where i left off <//3 #omori... i am just Scared..... but will finish that alongside undertale! #currently playing persona 4 golden actually but bit tiring going through my routine of having to use my dad's laptop bcs i own a macbook he #owns a whole ass gaming windows laptop so. yeah. uhh genshin is on to grinding again so i'm sick of that. uhhh. #ffxiv..!!! i am avoiding it rn for the sake of my sanity bcs i love that game too much. in a good healthy way but also it takes up #everything i have in me so i have to. prepare for it. oops. #the recent news tho... i am trying not to perceive so i don't go insane..... #oh. i could read books. but i want to make a bunch of notes and uh that is Something indeed! bcs i am currently reading classics + #nonfiction ... science or philosophical books..... and there's rereading pjo. :)) fun

[biibini]

modern!mizu headcannons

a/n: my brain has been nothing but her so it’s ab time i write ab her. i’ve read a bunch of modern!mizu headcannons ab her but i need more !! it becomes a drabble at the end but my girl deserves peace and happiness pls

i’ve read a lot of hc w her in uni so i’ll prob stick to the similar things ive read + more

modern!mizu would def be in university studying mechanical engineering

ik this is specific but pls hear me out it fits bc shes a smartie & her adopted dad (master eiji) was a very technical person when she was growing up

she’s also in uni due to an engineering scholarship

modern!mizu is usually at the gym if it wasn’t for classes and fixing her bike

yes she has a motorcycle. i stand by this hc and many others who share similar ideas.

prob a kawasaki ninja but decked out w her own alternations

modern!mizu is a gym rat but is too stubborn to admit it, esp after taigen pointed it out once

likes to go in the early morning for the peace and quiet

she typically goes in for cardio and weights to keep her healthy and in shape but has dabbled in calisthenics before

taigen used to fence w her before he got into other sports such as basketball

(random thought but he just looks like he would play basketball player)

modern!mizu is very smart… but has a slight huge problem with procrastination

akemi has tried many studying techniques with mizu but it ends up her procrastinating and finishing alone

she prefers studying alone in the library or at her desk, until you came along

(ill elaborate on mizu & reader another time)

modern!mizu cannot cook for shit i’m sorry

she can kinda chef it up but it’s taken her a while she nearly burnt the kitchen and has repeatedly turned on the fire alarm and now ringo has ptsd

usually ringo will cook something or help her cook

speaking of ringo

her and ringo are roommates in off-campus housing 2 bed 2 bath

at first, dad eiji was a bit hesitant since he was helping mizu move in but warmed up to ringo once he cooked them dinner (his mom’s soba recipe)

mizu swears she saw a tear roll down her dad’s cheek that day

modern!mizu usually dresses more casually and comfy but still likes her dark blues

not to self indulge but she would like the baggy acubi look that she can move in

(i know this is so inaccurate of others’ headcannons but pls the baggy button up + slingbag combo would go crazy)

ik she got a uniqlo drawstring sling bag

or just any sporty crossbody sling bag

hear me out pls

it’s easier to get on and balance on her motorcycle with comfy clothes and a secure bag

on mizu’s and ringo’s move-in “anniversary” (as ringo like to call it), he got her a lil keychain for her bag with a jingle on it as a joke to her initial move-in gift to him: a bell for being so silent

modern!mizu usually keeps to herself and her friends

after her ex bf m*k*o (yes im censoring his name he doesnt deserve to be typed out) , she’s very cautious of who to trust

thankfully, ringo, akemi, and taigan (as much of an ass as he is) has taught her to open up and be okay with who she is

but there are days when she prefers to be alone and sticking to her own business in peace and quiet

headphones on locked in 🎧

modern!mizu likes to wind down before bed with some chamomile or lavender tea

her temper used to control her feelings, especially when she was much younger

having a small routine at night keeps her calm & well rested

eiji initially started this routine after their long days of welding in the backyard

she can’t cook but give her a teapot and tea leaves, she will make it right

(ok im done imagining her life lets get to the good stuff)

modern!mizu loves little touches

whether it’s holding u by ur hand or shoulder or waist, her hand will always be there

her main love language is physical touch

the more comfortable she gets with u, the longer she’ll leave her hand on u

whenever u and her are out at a party or gathering, u implemented the secret squeeze if either one of u wants to get out

u haven’t used it before but mizu did a few times

it was when she just wanted to be closer to u in the comfort of her own bed

modern!mizu enjoys shopping w u

she kind of knows her style: comfy and light

but she never explored how to pair clothes together until u showed her some basic pairing

when she first met akemi, she was uncomfortable with more feminine styles and shopping for going-out tops with her

it mainly stems from just not knowing a lot of trends and seeing a wide range of items

she got accustomed the items but seeing u have fun trying new tops

totally not sneaking into the changing room and stealing a few kisses many kisses

modern!mizu also enjoys holding ur things for u

she won’t say it explicitly but she is silently expressive ab it

u need someone to hold ur drink while u fix ur shoes? she got it. need someone to hold ur bag while u go to the bathroom? she got it.

need someone to get a glass of water even though ur all comfy in bed? she will get it (for a price aka some extra cuddles & kisses)

she’s also the type of put ur hand behind ur back when ur in a crowd

ok thats all for now but hope u enjoyed ♡

#mizu x reader #mizu bes #bes mizu #mizu blue eye samurai #blue eye samurai #blue eye samurai mizu #modern au #mizu x you #mizu x y/n #mizu headcanons #mizu #headcanon #modern au fic #modern au mizu #blue eye samurai modern au #modern au blue eye samurai #modern mizu x reader

[metamatar]

i understand that this might be a sensitive topic for you with your experiences of psychiatry, but your post on ‘not being able to do things even when you know how to do them and know that they’ll be good’ really resonates with me as a person w/ adhd. you might be struggling with executive dysfunction?

anon i resent the characterisation that my opposition to psychiatry is borne out of sensitivity, i was never hospitalized (luckily) i merely do not respect the intellectual bankruptcy on display. and even if it was, for my comrades whose rejection of psychiatric diagnosis is personal and borne out of its violence, their rejection is not out of some kind of cowardice to confront, bc they lived it.

in the depression spectrum, they explain this kind of thing with anhedonia and fatigue to explain why you can't do things. in the bipolar spectrum they explain it in your manic phase with impulsivity and delusionality. in the anxiety spectrum with avoidance. the figure of the imagined neurotypical who is free from "executive dysfunction" is false, people struggle to do lots of things they think they should they characterise it as procrastination or lack of discipline constantly. the weightloss industry is real and preys exactly on that.

this rush for an explanation that is not well supported physiologically as psychiatry pretends, that focuses on at its core explanations (innate, permanent, alienated from the human experience) that are solved by tools that simply improve productivity (why do you think wall street abuses stimulants) is fundamentally an illustration of the intellectual bankruptcy on display. in specific, the adhd diagnosis itself functioned as a tool to discipline problem children in school – as though an inability to sit still and focus in the worlds most boring pedagogical settings is a sign of a disorder.

perhaps your adhd diagnosis means a lot to you! i cannot in good conscience pretend it will be comforting to me.

#i do think i should get on the good drugs tho #asks #anon #anti psychiatry

[sipsteainanxiety]

okay sooooo while procrastinating on my responsibilities i decided to make a giant list of the bkg/reader fics i've read (so far) on ao3. here's a link to the tumblr fic rec list i made a while ago too lol. please keep in mind that not all of these works are sfw!! i will label the nsfw-containing ones ofc but, as always, be cautious!

note: these are all LONG FICS. as in i sorted the bkg/reader tag on ao3 by word count and kept going until i hit works with abt 5k words. i might continue to add onto this list as i read more LOL idk

be still, just for me by WitchofWriting. this is THE bkg isekai fic tht i'm sure everyone has read lol. contains nsfw. there's also tedium in blue (mermaid bkg). i think that was one of the first bkg fics ive ever read and it will always be special to me LOL

of snowscapes & explosions by sugarbun. tbh i haven't finished this yet but from what i did read it's good!! canon compliant

other by Deadite. also haven't finished this one yet but it's a kind of coraline au!! interesting stuff tbh

enouement by LadysDaze. i read this fic a looooong time ago so i can't rmb much but it was p interesting! it's a choose your own ending type fic. there's also memento mori (fantasy fic w good worldbuilding tbh), entangle, expecting the unexpected (pregnancy/family fic), star-crossed (fantasy), blood bond (vampire bkg) and its sequel blood union tht i haven't read yet sdjfdfkg

misery business by siegmunde. OHHHMYYGODDD this fic. i was obsessed with it omg. i cannot even explain how insane it made me. has nsfw at end

cruel world by lydiasgrace. idt i finished this one but i do like villain reader LOL

like ghosts in snow by Jupiters_Witch. genuinely i think this fic ruined me /pos. vampire au & does contain nsfw things!! mind the tags

surrender (whenever you're ready) by OfMermaids (hi merms!!). THIS FIC. CHANGED MY LIFE!!! literally anything by merms is sososo good. i want to eat them all whole. on loop in my head 24/7!! contains nsfw btw. there's also the widening sky (mermaid bkg tht made me sad for days) and on my way (to you).

white curtains by arsonphobic. tbh i havent finished this one too but its got an older (by a yr) reader whom i liked! canon compliant i think

our love at sunset by LittleSponge. horizon zero dawn au. very well done imo. ending made me cry LOL (in a good way). contains nsfw

uncharted by NyxRedfoxWinchester. reader's quirk in this is soooo fucking cool to me. i read it a while ago so i dont rmb a lot but like i rmb the quirk and bkg LMFAO.

zigzags by hokshi. i can't rmb this fic all too well either but ik i liked it LOL. contains nsfw!!

newsflash, asshole (i kinda love you) by YukiRiikus_Reading_Room. fake dating au!! idt it contains nsfw but it has some steamy parts

i melt with you by art_deco_deity. i am so sad this fic hasn't been updated in a hot min bc its genuinely got fantastic bkg characterization!!!

garden of lungs by 0weCrew. ive read so many hanahaki aus that they've blurred together but this was v good!

exiles by BookWormOnAString. i'm currently reading this one actually! fantasy au with dragon kiri!!

how're your hands? by Spazztastic. another fic i read a long time ago. it's canon compliant i blv but i rly liked the reader tbh

body switch up by Fandomness_randommess. a body swap au if the title wasn't obvious enough LOL. it was interesting reading how both reader and bkg dealt with their predicament here pfft

husband for hire by btp. also currently reading this!! stardew au! there's also boîte de pandore. v good shit

gemini syndrome by opal_vortex. LMAOOOO this was such a fun read ngl. masked singer au!! will contain nsfw

mistletoe by WhenSarahSmiles. this is a UA christmas/new year's booklet that is sooooo well done tbh. i love bkg in it. super cute

and you take me the way i am by willowser (hi will!!). pro hero bkg in this >>>>> he is so AHHHH!! makes me insane. very well written!! contains slight nsfw.

bar tool by thunderhead. LMAO this is like a bar and band au combined?? i loooveeee bkg in this and his interactions with reader pfft. contains nsfw

sugar scorched by restwellsoon. culinary au!! bkg is like gordan ramset ngl LMAOO its rly cute imo and very detailed wrt the cooking things from what i rmb. idt it has nsfw

war paint by andypantsx3. i love how andie writes bkg tbh. he makes me wanna beat him up. there's also statistically significant, and cover shot (through the heart). all of them contain nsfw!!

learning your love language by hokshi. the author has the tag 'when ur love language is getting punched in the face' on this fic and honestly? LMAOOO so true for bkg. contains nsfw!!

oil paintings and late night jam sessions by insanityrunsinthe_family. this was also one of the first bkg fics i've ever read and it is so so so good. it's college au bkg and i looovee every part of it.

the phoenix by orphan_account. i'm so sad this fic was dropped but its plot is genuinely so interesting to me. it's more aizawa/reader tho tbh.

sleeping in the garden by Petrichorium (hi loriii<3). i will ALWAYS plug this fic. single dad bkg au!! sososo fcking good, trust. will contain nsfw

jealousy, jealousy by lytters. i think i rbed this on tumblr already but its such a fun read tbh LOL.

fathoms below by 32Q27. i'd started reading this and didn't get to finish bc life. mermaid au!!

a fractured flame by Magicow12. fantasy au!! very entertaining from what i rmb! contains nsfw

breath of a dragon by free_deku. i rec'd this before but im doing it again bc it's that good omg. fantasy & reincarnation au. contains nsfw!!

bakugô wants a ride. by Bragi. LMAO contrary to the title i dont think it has nsfw pfft. mechanic reader tht bkg's crushin on!!

turning page by rhydonium. THIS IS ALSO SOO GOOD omg i almost forgot abt it. god bkg!!!! i literally cannot describe how good it is.

#once again too shy to tag the authors but ily all #shay's treasure hoard #<- use that tag for fics i've rbed tht i liked too #i dunno i was umm bored ig #i usually read fics once and then go back to it years later once ive forgotten what happened in them #this is my sign to reread a lot of these tbh #memory like a goldfish #fr tho going thru the bkg tag made me realize how many fics i havent read yet #have 2 get back on it

[calliopesdiary]

Fallin’ for Ya (pt 2!)

sirius black x danceteacher!reader

summary; romance blossoms between you and (whom you would never admit) your favorite student's brother (he has custody over her) after she tells you all about what he tells her Uncle Remmy.

warnings; sirius black has an adorable little sister, reader is a dance teacher, shy sirius black, romance

a/n; i’ve been so busy and totally procrastinating this story so it’s so short but the date will be so worth it

read part one here!!

“she cannot go around telling her teacher that, Rem. it’s embarassing.” Sirius stated simply, pacing around his room in a quiet panic. “for you, it’s amusing to me.” Remus chuckled, sipping on his tea lightly and watching Sirius’ face turn to a frown.

“i can’t take her to class anymore.” Sirius opened his phone and started to type up a message. “Stop, maybe she likes you back—“ Remus started. “you aren’t about to tell me that,” Sirius scoffed, slamming his phone on the table beside him. “i’ll take her to class, you’ll be okay.” Remus patted his back reassuringly.

The next days in classes were a doozy. Luna rushed around and told you everything about her brothers obsession with you. that he made someone named Lily hunt down your instagram and wanted your snapchat. that he really liked what perfume you wore. that he loved how your nails were nearly always different every time he saw you.

“Mrs. Y/n?” Luna ran up to you with a giant smile on her face.

“Yes, Luna?” You responded, cleansing your hands with some hand sanitizer. “My brother is here to pick me up!!” She jumped, twirling around. “Fun, what are you excited for?” You chuckled, meeting his eyes across the classroom. “He wants to ask you out~” She taunted. “I’m so sorry she is out of her mind—“ He got cut off by your pretty face, how gorgeous it was shut him up. “It’s fine, she’s adorable, you know.” You smiled sweetly. “W-well… I kinda do think you’re—“ Sirius started, “And he wants to ask you out and marry you!” Luna finished. “does he?” You asked teasingly, looking at a flushed Sirius. “E-Erm.. I wouldn’t be opposed?” He nervously rubbed the back of his neck. “I’m off Thursday.” You shrugged, scribbling down your number onto a sticky note and handing it to him. “Coffee?” He asked. “Absolutely, i need it after dealing with these kids.” He laughed at your joke. “See you then, love.” He picked Luna up and carried her out of the classroom.

“so pretty…” you thought.

PART THREE SOONER THEN PART TWO CAME!!

#marauders era #remus lupin #fem!reader #sirius black #james potter #marauders #fanfiction #shy sirius black #calentines cards

[pinkysberg]

sum of my john marston autism headcanons yippee

went non verbal a lot as a kid (ive said before i imagine him communicating through acts of aggression, be it verbal or physical. he's a traumatized kid, so he just wants people to leave him be but can't quite say as much, so he just hisses and growls or swats and hits).

still struggles with going semi/non verbal as an adult but tends to isolate or turn to drinking in these instances.

genuinely cannot tell when someone is making fun of him a lot of the time.

even if he could, he wouldn't really care anyway.

whittles sticks as stimming.

has pretty effective pattern recognition and can frequently tell when things are going to go wrong

however ive also diagnosed him with co-morbid adhd so he's frequently dealing with choice/analysis' paralysis and despite seeing things going wrong, he cannot figure out how to circumvent that issue with all the variables at play and just allows the situation to blow up in his face.

also clearly struggles w volume control at times

avoidance procrastination. when things are overwhelming he ignores it and tries to stave off doing something about it. like taking responsibility for jack. (who also has autism of course)

never understands when is an appropriate time to joke or utilize sarcasm. (this is hardly a hc)

has always kept his hair shaggy bc he does not like the sensory experience of haircuts.

also has a sensory aversion to water and this made teaching him to swim impossible.

it also makes bathing him impossible.

leans a lot on alcohol to manage symptoms in his early adulthood

resting angy face

not a headcanon, i just think the way he talks to NPCs especially in RDR2 is so autistic. just scream SIR!!!! at them.

i also think about his first interaction with evelyn miller when he's like "I'm a writer" and john couldn't give less of a fuck until he says his name and johns like. oh i know u !!!!

anyway feel free to add. he's everything 2 me

#am i projecting? #maybe a little #but i am ALSO correct #mine #john marston #cw // alcohol