#i can write one. as a treat. maybe--

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

LOOK AT THE BOI!!!! THEY JUST ANNOUNCED IT!!!

I KNOWWWWWWW HE'S SO CUTE I NEED HIM IN MY HOUSE. BITING HIM BITING HIM BITING HIM

#and howdy's ad was so fucking funny #top tier advertisement im Sold #i love how he straight up Lies.... #BUT ANYWAY WALLY PLUSH WALLY PLUSH #he looks so polite and sweet #illegal.... illegal!!! #i hope im able to get him! #im still not 100% sure of what my address will be in a month! #so im holding off on buying him since makeship doesnt ship out their stuff for a While after purchase #he's available for 21 days right??? #im reading the countdown correctly??? im always worried im Not! #im very bad at reading numbers & quantifying time! #i also have a (very) low level migraine so im not entirely trusting that im seeing things correctly! #but oughhhhhh if i dont get him im gonna be Devastated #rambles from the bog #maybe later ill print out the worksheet to manually write out the 10% off code #some enrichment for myself... a Treat #NOOOO WAIT FUCK I JUST PACKED MY COLORED PENCILS #god damn it. will the suffering never end. can i catch One break please #well either way ill get him. maybe. hopefully #i can spare 30 bucks i think maybe.... well i kinda cant but im gonna spend it anyway #limited wally limited wally #i think i have enough time to learn what address to send him to #a present for future me!

[nouriyx]

mixing cod and salmon can have nuclear reactions….

Alternative versions below

#the nuclear reaction is me going online can someone give me a round of applause please thank you i will treat you i swear #maybe write sth #bc this came of a scene during my brainrot #some details you may have missed is that jimmys hand is on fwhips #that is vey important #nou’s art #jimmy solidarity #fwhip #jimmy solidarity fanart #empiresshipping #empires fwhip #empires jimmy #empires season one #fwhimmy

[samarecharm]

A lack of a Hold-Up mechanic in strikers means that Zenkichi has never witnessed these kids corner and mug shadows for every little penny theyre worth. I think he would lose his mind. Hes trotting around the metaverse w teenagers that have too much experience holding shadows at gunpoint to get what they want. When did this become his life. Neko shogun throws out a snuff soul as an offering and Akira doesnt remove the gun from its face. ‘You can do better than that.’ What the hell do u mean??? Its a fucking cat! It throws another snuff soul on the ground in fear before Akira decides to finally lower the gun and let the cat run off. At least they arent killing the damn things w their backs turned.

#chattin #a game like strikers would be unable to use hold ups efficiently; its all about combos and SPEED #but thinking about him seeing them do one anyway is so funny. #‘follow my lead’ ‘um. what lead. huh. HUH-‘ #hed get over it quickly enough; these shadows are out here casting spells like ‘die in one hit’ and ‘burn in gods light’ or whatever #so he cant be very sympathetic for long. lol #on the flipside i think sophia would be ecstatic to do hold ups #its a group activity ! yay !! #and she can use the extra money to buy things from the shop :) its a win win! #i think its doubly funny bc i deviate from the gameplay rules when writing stuff #and i fully believe hold ups are done by the person who dealt the final blow #so its not just akira talking to shadows; it could be anyone #theyve all got a way with words. and whoever is matched up poorly is usually substituted by another teammate #i should maybe make a post about that actually #anyway. it would mean zenkichi and sophia occassionally interrogate shadows #and sophia is not the best but she tries #and zenkichi is REALLY good at it over the initial shock #which is funny bc his job is like. about de-escalation and dealing w the public #but from seeing him knock out two grown men in one punch; he is not good at THAT job #my man craves violence….he should be able to instill the fear of god in his targets…as a treat

[idae-len]

The Truth of Merlin

“How did you know?”

“What?” Merlin asked, turning around to face Arthur.

“How did you know that I wouldn’t kill you? I wasn’t even sure myself.”

Merlin looked wary for a moment before composing himself. “I didn’t,” was his short reply, before he turned back to the clothes he’d been putting away.

Unwilling to drop this now that he’d finally brought it up, he asked, “Then why didn’t you run?”

Merlin sighed then put down the remaining clothes, walking over to stand next to Arthur. “I will serve you until the day I die, Arthur. My magic, it is for you, always. If I cannot serve and protect you, then I would rather be run through by your sword.” Merlin had not looked at Arthur while he spoke, but now he looked up. Arthur stared into his eyes, seeing nothing but honesty and devotion. Somehow, his words didn’t make Arthur feel any better.

“But why? I don’t deserve your loyalty, and I’m not worth you life, Merlin.”

“You’re the King, you’re worth my life a hundred times over.” And then Arthur needed to know. he needed to know how many times Merlin had risked himself for Arthur’s sake, how many times Merlin had been injured without him knowing, how many times he had almost died. “I’m ready now.”

Merlin raised an eyebrow. “Ready for what?”

Arthur sat at the table, gesturing for Merlin to sit in the other chair. After a moment, he did. It was silent for a minute. “Arthur?” Merlin prompted, unsure. Arthur looked up, into deep blue eyes, the prettiest blue he’d ever seen, he thought idly.

“I’m ready for you to tell me. Everything. All that you’ve done for Camelot. All that you’ve done for me.” He looked down to the table, awaiting Merlin’s response. When it didn’t come, he hazarded a glance upwards. Merlin was staring intently at him. After another moment, he nodded. “Its not all good, Arthur. I’ve done many things I’m ashamed of. You won’t like to hear it.”

“I know,” Arthur replied, “but I need to know.”

Merlin nodded. “Okay.” And so he began, from the first day he came to Camelot. They talked for hours well into the night, and then the next morning. Arthur asked many questions, they argued, and he knew they’d barely even scratched the surface. That he’d be hearing stories for years to come, as there was no way Merlin could remember everything at once. But they’d get there, and finally he knew the truth of Merlin.

#from the drafts #I'm never gonna finish it #or maybe it is finished #BBC Merlin #fanfic #merlin fanfic #I haven't written much lately #so you can all have this as a treat #not really an original concept #but one I love #merthur #writing #fanfiction #I have a document full of fanfic ideas #and this was in there #might as well post it here #hope you all enjoy :)

[anawrites3]

Yesterday I've been hit 🤛🤛 with an idea for a scene where Renegade Dick does something wrong, like a really big really serious mistake and Slade obviously needs/wants to punish him for it.

The scene is basically Dick being scared shitless, just begging and pleading for his master to have mercy while Slade drags him off to a cell

It would be fun to write, it would be some sort of writing practice too BUT I DONT HAVE TIME TO WRITE IT

#i have so much on my shoulders this week #im going to fucking cry at one point #ill get through it #ill be fine #i just need to bitch and maybe cry just a bit #seriously dont mind me #ill get my shit done by next week #and then!!! I'll write it #I'll be very happy about it #and THEN I'll start on treats for the exchange #yeah #thats the plan #we can do it let's fucking go

[fictionadventurer]

Belle's first scene as a nurse in The Artful Dodger is a masterclass in how to get every nurse in the hospital to hate your guts immediately. They should show it to new grads as an example of everything not to do.

#newsflash: your attempts at change are not going to go well #if you come in the hospital and immediately start screaming about how everyone here is terrible at their job and patients are going to die #IN FRONT OF THE PATIENTS! #and then you take charge #despite never having done this work a day in your life #and having lived a life with nothing to do except read medical journals #i don't care how right you are #treating the people beneath you as ignorant peons instead of reasonable people you can educate and work with #is a great way to get everyone to resist and undermine everything you want to do #every single one of those nurses is talking shit about the uppity witch every second they're not onscreen i can tell you that much #the only reason i'm not totally writing her off is that the scene outside shows she does care for patients #now just learn any set of social skills beyond 'pulling rank' and maybe you'll get somewhere #but for now this is a disaster in the making

[benetnvsch]

ok so,, I didn't plan on sharing this at first bc it was part of a silly warmup but once again I find it so funny that im sharing it- it is a redraw of that one catcrumb image (just look up the text but with purple) - one of The Images Ever I love it-

#CAN y'all tell finals is really getting me? #gotta write a 1k essay abt a personalized yoga routine and I just #do not wanna do it and so im drawing Kunikida instead #expect more Kunikida art I am just very distracted atm DKJDKJ- #I prommy I will get to the rest of y'all requests #:catnod: #anyway- #kite draws #kite watches bsd #bsd #bungou stray dogs #kunikida doppo #Kunikida deserves to lose her shit- as a treat #autocorrect keeps on smiting my tags leave me alone #meme #vagued in my last post I had a Kunikida piece to share and this is Not IT dw- I have a better one I mayyyy finish in a few hours? #maybes tomorrow? who knows #ALSO ?? wtf color is Kunikida's hair? I always thought it was greenish but like?? idk :< #ik it's Not Supposed to be greenish but like- #green

[daydadahlias]

you can't reclaim a word that's never been used against you

#if you've never been called fat before please dont use that word #as someone who has been called fat a lot in my life in very painful ways... y'all dont get it #and i dont want people within a hundred feet of a word they dont understand the connotation/power of #im really just sad and tired of seeing non-fat people call ashton fat. because it just Keeps happening a *lot* and i just like #cannot stomach it at this point. i mean i literally see it FREQUENTLY and now ive just seen some stuff about it on my dash tonight and like #it brings me to tears literally every single time i see it. and i *never* see fat people call ashton fat ever. it is *only* non-fat people #and it's because they just simply do not understand how that word feels. and i shouldn't necessarily fault people for it BC they dont get i #but people writing feeder fics about him?? and going out of their way to describe his body in a way they never would a thin person's... #and more than that. like. he's not *fat*???? that's just not the right word. sure he HAS fat. everyone does #but calling him fat pointblank is just like... i do not see the benefit in it. he's Big. he's Muscular. but he's not *fat* #and it makes me think that you dont know any fat people. when that word has only ever been used in a derogatory manner by the majority #i mean that is NOT a neutral word. at this point in history. and if you have never experienced the harm that it can bring i just #i mean i dont know why you *want* to be using it #so yeah uh saying my bit on that bc y'all know me #im a little blabber box chatter mouth #and it's just something that i see a lot of especially on ao3 and one of the primary reasons actually that #i dont really read new fics by authors i dont know #because the way people treat ashton's body is very different than how they treat others' #and it's usually not fat people creating that content SO! #please uh consider maybe the words you're using... and how they could affect others! #ok i have a lot of homework to do tonight so im gonna. hunker down and do that #and feel Not Good about my body because if you think *ashton irwin* is *fat* then #i dont really want to know what you think about an actual fat person

[theminecraftbee]

When Wels stops speaking, Xisuma is quiet for a while.

“Isn’t that from like, twelve-step programs? I’m not sure how it’s relevant,” Xisuma says, finally.

“X,” Wels says.

“I mean, and also, I don’t even know if I believe in any kind of god. I mean, I know the universe, and it says it loves us, but beyond that, who’s to say? It’s a philosophical question, mostly. I’ve thought about it a lot before. But really, does it apply if I don’t know any higher being? Other than us, I guess. We’re higher beings. We change the universe. Gosh, that’s a lot.”

“X,” Wels says again, a little more insistently.

“And besides, isn’t it - isn’t it all just an aphorism? A... no, that’s not the right word, a... a truism! Something that says a lot but sort of means nothing? A platitude. I mean -”

“X,” Wels says again, and Xisuma stops talking. He looks down. “X, I’m worried about you, and it’s helped me before. That’s all. I’m worried. I thought you could use... I don’t know, some serenity.”

“So you told me the serenity prayer.”

“I think... I think you could use reminding that sometimes, how someone treats you, that isn’t your fault. And you couldn’t have changed it. And you need to...”

“I mean, personally -” Xisuma starts, but he stops when he sees the pained, hopeless expression on Welsknight’s face.

“I just - you won’t say the words. I’m trying to give you them,” Wels says. “I can’t say that I - it’s different with me and him, but. I just.”

“The serenity to accept that which I can’t change,” Xisuma says, after a moment.

“The strength to change what you can. The wisdom to know the difference,” Wels finishes. “Just. Think about it. It wasn’t -”

“Okay. Okay, I’ll think about it,” Xisuma says easily. “Okay.”

“Alright. And talk to us slightly more than you have been.”

“I’m being social! Or at least, as much as I ever am?”

“I know, X. Just... humor me a little. It’s not the same, but I know...”

Xisuma sighs. “Okay. I will.” He’s not sure what words will be the right ones, or if he’ll be okay when he does, but he supposes he must, if Wels is really worried about him after everything that had happened in the Evil Empire. He supposes he must.

#hermitcraft #welsknight #xisuma #religious mentions #(if there's a better tag for that let me know) #a bee fic #there is some VERY oblique references made to abuse here but you already have to know what i'm talking about to understand #anyway. welsknight was telling xisuma a prayer here my mother told me once while i was in a panic spiral #it... didn't really help. but the principle of 'so change what you can' stuck with me #even if i think that's maybe not what the principle is meant to be. #so this is me thinking about some of those emotions #one day i will write the longer fic about xisuma dealing with all of this. one day. #anyway to make this clear what's happening here is that welsknight is worried about how xisuma is handling how ex treated him in season 8.

[jutsuuu]

girl help I’m experiencing

#weird addendum but pls don’t reblog my vent posts??? why would you even want to???? #everything has been So Much lately and I wasn’t gonna vent but then I remembered this is my blog and I can do what I want #one of my best friends left the country last week and he’ll be gone for like two years and I’m so sad without him around #I mean he’s been messaging me every day since he left but it’s still hard not having him here yknow? #and I’m moving into his place but it requires a lot of work before I can so I’m always exhausted #and my joints have all but given out on me completely so I’m always covered in KT tape and braces #which doesn’t gel very well with moving furniture and heavy boxes #and I have no money so I need to be job searching but I can’t do that until I move. BUT I NEED MONEY TO MOVE #on top of that my grandpa died and there’s so much family drama involving that it’s unreal #and weirdly the thing I’ve recently felt bad about is I’ve been neglecting my self imposed Fandom Duties #maybe not fandom specifically but like. creative duties #I want to write fic. I want to draw. I want to read and comment on other people’s stuff #I also really want to do more of my non fandom writing because I want to get something published this year. but i got no good idea aaack #or early next year #and I’ve just had like. no time at all to do any of it and the time I have had I’ve been too drained to do it #ughghghghghghggh #I think today I will drink and try to write something. as a treat. #after I go on a reblog spree to bury this because emotions are very embarrassing #anyway how are you?

[capaldiera]

i started reading this fucking out of character thick of it fanfic like a week ago bc even tho i could tell from first glance it was going to be ooc i was just curious and it sounded kind of funny slash tragic. (how are you tagging grief child death domestic violence attempted suicide on a ttoi fic hello?) and i dooo like complaining And for the most part if it weren't supposed to be about those guys it would just be pretty good so im not Regretting it? but i didn't realise how many stories were in the series and im probably 150k words in. and not much more than halfway through

#and it doesnt even have sex scenes. fml #me.txt #iam also so fed up with writing that seems to romanticise women prioritising men andtheir emotions over their own personal safety/ wellbeing #like im not saying you cant Depict that but maybe lets unpack that. and not treat it as if it's just that woman's inherent personality #rather than a something shes been Taught to do #though while we're on the subject actually i dont think the way nicola is written is in character either #like i focus on malcolm bc its more egregious but nicola is not.. shes not putting her kids before herself like that. #i know losing one of them might make a difference but its not even presented like it's bc of that. its just oh im writing a woman well her #priority must be her kids! well no she is a bad mum and doesnt really like her kids so #but that didnt stand out to me so much until i started rewatching s3. #i was more like ah yes. famously anti-racist feminist ally malcom tucker who easily goes not just hours but months at a time without saying #anything homophobic and uses the occasional ableist turn of phrase in his mind but usually keeps it to himself. #i mean i can definitely understand not wanting to comr up with and write realistic malcolm tucker dialogue. i wouldnt want to. #but well the whole thing is a bit he wouldnt fucking say or do any of that #but again. i could see that clearly from the description and walked in eyes open #its good tho its given me a lot to think about at work.

[girlthingdecay]

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#i kind of want to kill myself. im so disconnected from anything. i have no original thought. everything is scripted #everything is just put together pieces from things ive heard elsewhere and i do not have a single original thought #everyone can see that im masks all the way down and everyone can see that i am nothing underneath and even that is a stolen way of saying it #i have no way of making nothing palatable but i am simply nothing. invite me over and ill try to adapt to you and write a new script based #off new media but if you make me truly comfortable and somehow manage to unplug my behavior then youll be rewarded with me just sitting #beside you on the floor and staring at whatever media you show me without speaking much and only occasionally seeking further warmth from #you #i vocalized it to someone close recently but im a nothing void and i wish people all acted in exactly the way i wanted regardless #i have selfish fantasies about people just doing everything to make everything easy for me and if i were a god i would be an entirely #selfish one #if the right people would go and stay as i please even though im a nothing void and dont deserve them around #if they would all do whatever i needed like gave me cuddles or sex or affirmation or money or treats #if life was one long cycle of being the most treated god by everyone then maybe i could be something i dont know #maybe something could be manifested into me #everyone already projects an idea onto me so maybe a collective idea held by all with a great deal of love would make whatever they say of #me true and maybe then id exist fully #until then oh well #though in reality im just sanitizing a bit. having others fully as puppets serving me isnt something that i want because i think itll “fix” #me by any measures and id likely only grow far more sadistic and selfish but i wish for that world because i could live in perfect comfort #i could do anything i wanted and have anything i wanted and nobody would stop me #sorry this is just like. a long rambling in tags. i should shut up now

[tg-pilled]

Tokyo Ghoul Mean Girls AU

This is just my headcanons of how I think everything would go down in Mean Girls! This is in reference to the new Mean Girls and not the old one btw!!

Coach Carr - Yoshimura (since he taught the younger ghouls how ghouls work??)

Principal - Arima

Ms. Norbury - Akira Mado

Cady - Kaneki

Aaron Samuels - Hide

Janis - Touka (she ends up with Yoriko TRUST ‼️)

Damien - Ayato

Regina George - Nishiki

Karen - There's not anyone stupid enough to be Karen but if I had to pick then it'd be Itori since she's friends with Uta (I'm sorry girl in this AU I'd make you smarter I pinky promise)

Gretchen - Uta

Shane Oman - Renji

Kevin - Eto (instead of math it'd be a literature club instead and they'd compete over...literature???)

#tokyo ghoul #mean girls #mean girls au #tokyo ghoul au #WIP idea for a fanfiction maybe?? i think it'd be fun #again im sorry to itori but no one else fits there #she'll be treated better in my fanfiction if i do write one #sorry for being insane and seeing tokyo ghoul in everything #i scrapped rize being regina george #she can be like kaneki's dead sister or smthn idk #sorry rize

[tasmanianstripes]

Maybe it's the result of my main fandom for the majority of my life being one where canon just genuinely doesn't exist, where there are so many different canons and literally any sort of interpretation of a single character is correct and can range from a moronic maniac with a chainsaw to a depressed old asshole boss, but

Literally who gives a fuck about canon?

Especially when the character is practically a blank slate or if it's an AU

Like, I'm sorry, but if you're butthurt about a mischaracterisation of a fictional character in an Alternative Universe then I don't think you understand what an AU is

#thylacines can talk #Maybe that's the reason I do not have the same violent reaction to mischaracterisation 99% of fandom spaces seems to have #I genuinely think that getting butthurt over somebody not writing a fictional character exactly how they appear in canon is the stupidest #most juvenile pet peeve you could ever have. Literally WHY do you care so much? It's words on a screen. Calm down. #I think it's only a problem when you believe that it's canon or try to shove your own interpretation of a character or AUs onto everybody #else. Otherwise...literally who cares? Somebody else treating characters like dolls is not hurting me. I'm not about to get legitimately #annoyed over fictional characters in a children's cat book. Unless it's like. Bigoted. But then I criticise the person's beliefs not a #goddammed characterisation of a fictional character. #In the fandom I was in most of my life a trigger-happy clown with a chainsaw canon and an old deppressed asshole boss were seen as the same #character and only had like. One design detail in common. And literally nobody batted an eye. You could write a dynamic between two #characters being incredibly hateful and toxic and somebody else could write them as old friends or an old married couple and both of these #interpretations would be equally canon. A single guy could have two wildly different personalities and backstories and he'd still be #treated like the same character as long as the two looked vaguely similar physically wise. Sure there were interpretations of characters #that were more popular than others but literally the only people who would treat one specific interpretation as canon and shove that #interpretation onto everybody else would be people who came from different kinds of fandoms and let me tell you. They were annoying as fuck #So coming from that kind of fandom into more generic mainstream fandoms feels like such a culture shock. Genuinely cannot comprehend why #people care so much. #'oh this character is so far from canon they might as well make an oc' okay...cool...and? #Maybe they don't want to make an oc?? I mean come on. It's fictional characters. You're an adult. It's not a fucking English class #People don't come to fandoms to study book literacy they come here to have fun. Literally WHO CARES if somebody's interpretation of a #character has only name and looks common with the canon version. WHO CARES. ITS WORDS ON THE SCREEN. Who are they hurting if they're just #making AUs in their own corner and not shoving it in anyone's face? #Idk I just see a characterisation I don't agree with and just go oh. Kinda weird but go off. And move on. #This got longer than I meant it to but whatever #I mean if you have that pet peeve but aren't an asshole about it. It's also whatever. That opinion also doesn't hurt anybody. It's only #people who act so butthurt about it and shit on other people having fun that I have a problem with. If you put it on your own blog and #criticise that sort of content in your own space instead of coming to somebody and going 'hey. I don't like what you're doing'. Then I #couldn't care less. Again. That's kinda weird but go off #It's kind of like. I like horror but I dont care if you dont like horror and talk about it in your own space. But I'm gonna care if you #go up to horror fans and go 'hey I think horror sucks' or 'I dont like horror so you shouldn't either'.

[leenesomewhatdraws]

Novembmas, Day 16: Trade / Receiding Hairline !

Granitas are the best, what can I say <3

Transcription: (1) [E] "Ooh can I have some of your granita ?" / (2) [I] "Sure, try it"

(3) [E] "Thanks, here, you can have some of my ice cream in exchange"

(The stuff under their eyes is tear tracks lol)

Transcription:

First image: (After being back from getting eeby-deebied) (E) "Lmaoo you're bald" / [arrow pointing Ingo moving his right hand to touch his hair] (E) "!"

Second image: (E) "..." / (E) "Nooooo-"

"Receiding hairline" idea explanation under the cut

Sooo, I assume that lots of people will get the sibling culture I'm referencing in the "Receiding hairline" submission but anyway- just to be safe- :

Inspired by something I did to my youngest sister when I first got acne. At the time she made comments about it that could have brought down people sensible about it.

I don't remember being hurt by them, mostly because she was young, but I didn't want her to say the same to our other siblings (who would start to have acne soon) and have them take it more to heart.

So, I'd touch my forehead/face, then touch hers before saying "Okay, now you'll also get it" as a way to say,, like,,, "Sure but it's not something you can control on the spot, and since you have to go through it, it's kinder not to make remarks/jokes like that"

That ans I also wanted to pretend like I cursed her lol

I dunno honestly 😅 but anywau, basically : Ingo cursed Emmet with the baldness inevitability curse(tm) lol

#alternative ending to Trade: One of them proceeds to take a huge portion of the other's treat after he agreed #cue cain instincts kick in and maybe a pokemon battle ensues #apologies for any mistakes/misspelling its late here and im tired #need to finish prompt 17 later today #i dont know how to write their dialogues in character 😭 #but with what i got so far for day 17 i hope i can get better at it c: #submas #novembmas #submas november #blankshippers dni #leene's art tag

[gu6chan]

thinking about what rubs me so wrong about the writing of furiae really felt like "woman who really only has control over her own mind and fantasies, hardly unable to do anything than what's expected as her both as a goddess and a woman" and how the way the staff viewed the writing of furiae as "woman who can't do anything"

I feel like Tadashi really summed it up good in this passage here

#gu6chan's musings #drakengard #furiae Drakengard #hot take i suppose but it makes so much sense looking at woman later in the series that their writing isn't based in anything actually HUMAN #so much as 'subversive of ORDINARY woman' without consideration of where any of that is routed #kainé; A2; Zero; etc. CLAIM to be subversive - 'what other jrpg woman has masculine-like violence and swears a lot' #but they're all surmountably treated as jackoff material at the end of the day; regardless of how 'progressive' their narrative treats them #that women's 'worth' by the series creators is really only seen in how 'subversive' they can be while still being comfortably appealing #and the only one whose main point of terror and tragedy LIES in the terror of being forced into submission; objectified and being unable to #do anything for herself because of that is viewed as 'plain' and 'annoying' and 'boring' makes a lot of sense and it's so..... #the moment it comes to that being treated as a subject of terror and discomfort on the behalf of the people DOING it it becomes an issue #otherwise they just slap a 'oh she's INDEPENDENT and sticks up for herself which is better than a LOT of women but that's all in a way that' #'she looks and acts in a baddy way where *I* can still feel comfortable objectifying and jacking off to her at the end of the day' #anyways many thoughts I'm taking a shower #maybe ill ramble about how they got seere wrong next too lmao