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hm. very genuinely not feeling well. uh oh

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#flesh! flesh! flesh! flesh! #ennui collector unit zero #i love my girlfriend sam so much i need to annoy more people about her #this has to be the most emo picture of me ever taken truly its picturesque this is the shit that changed my gender and sexuality at like 11

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fuck with me FULL version

fuck with me

#flesh! flesh! flesh! flesh! #ennui collector unit zero #leave me alone about my fucked up nose and tendency to close my eyes

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URGENT

Allure needs help staying off the streets, and we need help getting money together to get a room for her. the cheapest we’ve seen so far is ≈$22 a night. we have no idea how to really organize this, and Allure still needs to agree to it, but she needs help staying safe and alive

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The freak autistic girl who rambles about her interests and has 30 billion weird kinks does exist btw, it's just that she's usually also a little fat so nobody wants to hear it.

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i want to know what you all smell like

#inactivity into suddenly active sweat #cherry djarums #and pipeline punch

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fuck with me

#flesh! flesh! flesh! flesh! #ennui collector unit zero

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btw im an emo bloomer. btw. if you see me post about self harm tell me to shut up because i simply do not need to be doing that

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idk how to tell you this @woman-gowno2234 but this note rules and i want it framed on my wall

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note from blogrunner: yes, we've definitely had a poll like this before, but enough time has passed and there's a lot more people following this blog now

#50% serious weakness murdertwink 50% wwi history

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hi everyone im back. heres knife pictures as a treat for waiting

#flesh! flesh! flesh! flesh! #ennui collector unit zero

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man. this whole thing pisses me off because like. even when people talk about staff having a history of hating trans women, that this isnt the first time, without fail black trans women are forgotten to be included again and again. im not surprised this caused such an uproar when the popular white woman gets deleted. nobody should be, its been that way like forever. some cunt in my inbox got annoyed i called rita a sex worker (lol? okay)

but i mentioned that in my post because so many black trans women have gotten removed from this site for their sex work alone, regardless of if it "broke community guidelines" or not, especially when tumblr live and the ads on this website are so fucking horny. idek what to say rn because like. this wont get as many notes as the posts talking about her will. the exploding car thing is gonna get more attention than the trans women on this site you dont actually care about listening to. ive been talking about how unfair it is to be a black tgirl on this site for years and nobody cares.

i love rita, we talked abit the other day and she's doing fine, dont get it twisted and think i hate her or some bs, she's a big fucking reason im not fucking homeless.

but part of why her deletion got to #1 trending on tumblr for multiple days in a row is that she's white

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Keep opening this app out of instinct. We apologize for the Poast.

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you’re mentally ill

get help soon

This clearly reads as, "You have an aspect to yourself that I detest and I want you to do away with it." Do you really care if we're unwell and need help? We get help. Just not the "help" you want. So stop being a coward and come off anon and tell us what you want carved off.

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I WANT NICE THINGS AND A FUTURE BUT THE WORLD IS ERASING BOTH PHYSICAL AND DIGITAL SPACES FOR ME TO EXIST IN BEFORE MY VERY EYES!!!

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probably going to move to another platform at some point. We love the communities we find here but this sucks. This place sucks

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tumblr CEO photomatt demonstrating the ancient tumblr tradition of making a self congratulatory callout post framing a vulnerable trans woman as a violent offender and yourself the victim by completely making shit up and exaggerating completely harmless comments you call "proof" into a fiction of real world violence, refuses to give any kind of concrete explicit evidence when called into question just demands to trust me bro, I mean he even makes a claim to innocence by virtue of proximity to other queers, absolutely fucking textbook, this website is a deathspiral a fucking tar pit