#i am boiling

[inquisitorius-sin-bin]

When I see AI generated fanart reaching 2000+ notes it makes me. Grrraughaghhfgghhah.

There is something about the affections an artist pours into their works, the skill and the study and the craftsmanship, the spark of a true idea and knowledge of the source material that AI CANNOT hope to replicate.

You can SEE it in a fanartists' works. The things that they love the most come to the forefront. An empasis on eyes and hands and teeth and lips and armor and muscles. There's an emotion there, a soul. Dedication. Hours spent looking over a tiny costume detail from different angles.

AI will wipe all of those details away and leave a weird, glitchy texture in their place. It's an erasure of what MAKES fanart in the first place- the fan. The emboldened, empassioned person honing their craft because of a spark of love in their hearts. A program cannot hope to generate that. All it makes are images.

#rant #i am BOILING #that is all

[in-a-galaxy-far-far-a-gay]

If I ever doubt if I’m “really trans” all I have to do is spend an afternoon with my family and feel how wrong and awful it is being called my deadname and she and young lady and girl and her

EVEN AFTER coming out to them

And to make it even better they took me to “ladies tea”

Fuck them fuck that fuck everything fuck off

#i am boiling #trans #transgender #I am fucking vibrating #nonbinary #i am filled with rage #I am not a fucking girl #sitting in my car screaming #lgbtq #lgbtqia #trans rage

[the-tired-commander]

I am back home and fuckin melting

Tomorrow I shall art fight

#not gw2 #i am boiling #my horns broke so there shall be no pictures :( #but i did get a new waistcoat! #its got glow in the dark dinosaurs on it

[aueua]

people with siblings: how do you feel about them?

#[.txt] #just. a bit curious #e: I see... thank you for the answers so far; it's interesting to hear as someone who's an only child #i suppose i should have phrased this as: if you have them - how do you feel about your siblings? #i am aware most answers can be boiled down to being complicated; even so it has been nice to hear from everyone of different circumstances #i hope that your day is well.

[lunastarseeker]

i am going to punch the next person who tries to talk to me

#starseeker rambles #vent #i am boiling #how do u deal with anger #i was never taught how because i grew up assuming that anger was the spawn of all evil #once i grew out of the tantrum phase of childhood i pushed down my anger as much as i could and i do not think that was healthy #like my mom was always yelling at my brother and i do not think that was a good environment for an autistic child/tween to develop in #my mom was a fantastic parent in almost every other way but her constant yelling definitely messed me up a bit #starseeker rambles in the tags #all that happened was my mom got a little too loud and irritated at me for accidentally injuring myself with a pen #all i wanted to do was vote fgs #dont mind me im just screaming into the void #delete later

[gideonisms]

Having friends who love the same character as you is so so so important, you know what else is underrated though? having a friend who absolutely HATES a character you have NEVER heard of. Beef with a man who is truly just some guy to you

#every day kris tells me about that man and his hard boiled egg shaped head ❤️ #ily kris keep hating ❤️ #also me with touga during the first arc. step aside tall man i am trying to see the lesbian rituals

[gerrysroots]

You know what I will defend Colin even if he IS making the tech malfunction. Fuck that spacebar up Scottish man

#babygirl i am bewitched by your boiling rage and your scottish accent. #tmagp #the magnus protocol #tmagp 3 #colin becher #coling tmagp #tina.exe #not my fault that scottish accents are so hot #justice for colin #tmagp 1 #tmagp spoilers

[raptorflower]

Hell hell hell hell hell hell on earth hell on earth hell on earth hell on earth hell hell hell hell hellllllll

#con less than a month away #and these MOTHERFUCKERS #ARE MAKING LAST MINUTE DEMANDS THAT CANNOT BE MADE THAT QUICK #ONES NOT GIVING ME FUCKING MEASUREMENTS OR DECISIONS #AND I AM EXPERIENCING EXTREME BURNOUT AND STRESS #WHEN I AM I MOVING I DONT FUCKING KNOW ANYMORE #WHATS GOING ON #STOP GIVING ME THINGS TO MAKE TO SEW TO DO TWO FUCKING WEEKS BEFORE THEYRE NEEDED #FUCK OFF #IVE MADE SO MUCH FOR YOU #STOP TAKING #PLEASE #IM BEGGING #I CANNOT GIVE ANYNORE #THERES NOTHING LEFT YOUVE TAKEN IT ALL #I HAVE NO MONEY I HAVE NO SUPPLIES STOP DEMANDING MORE #YOURE NOT EVEN ASKING #I WANT TO FUCKING SCREAM #I AM BOILING

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd) #because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

[a1sh1teruu]

KSBSKAGAJA SHE IS CHEWING SO LOUD AGAIN

#{ zerda rants 🪷 } #i am boiling #i hate that #and she sits right next to me

[warmspice]

there's a bone deep coldness within me that can only be soothed by being simmered in a stockpot for hours on end

#It's that time of the year where I want to be soup.... Boiled like a lobster..... #Void talks #Like genuinely need to be pressed like a panini put on a hot grill and then dunked in tomato soup. #I am.. So. Cold and it's coming from. Inside the house... #Gold star

[everfaye]

not to sound like an entitled bitch but if somebody doesn’t come fix my air pronto asap I’m going to commit crimes and atrocities

#Alexa play heat waves by glass animals #I am BOILING #and it’s been over a week 😭 #and maintainence is understaffed and I totes get that but unfortunately I’m raging inside

[boxheadpaint]

any recommendations for analog horror that isnt a slideshow with microsoft sam telling you DONT LOOK OUTSIDE. like something unique lately

#something i really liked was the “lost media: obscure security system” one #and its unfortunate that its the only one from that individual at the moment #im giving “nocturnal chronicles” a shot but it starts off with poorly edited footage from... metropolis. #like we just put a scary face over her and had questionable glitch effects #the boiled one was cute- not exactly the most... idk compelling analog horror but the custom art and animation #can elevate a story youve heard a million times before #i am also trying to check out hit metal 17 times but Instagram

[bluescreenoflife293]

Trying to figure out how I want to draw their silly ass

#Blue draws #fnaf art #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #fnaf ruin #security breach ruin #fnaf ruin spoilers #fnaf the entity #security breach the entity #mxes #fnaf mxes #there are so many different ways to tag this shit i am going to boil someone #I didnt really like their proportions at first but they make em mad fun to draw ngl

[ashtonsunshine]

Hello! 😊☀️

#i am boiling

[thankstothe]

#house md #james wilson #gregory house #hilson #screencap #s01e01 “pilot” #s08e02 “transplant” #WHY cant wilson say that house is a good person to the patients? #lying is never an issue to wilson so thats not it #why deflect? #a theory - deep inside wilson believes he's worse than house #and saying out loud that house is a good person would force wilson to confront that insecurity #“if he's good then what am i?” #dont mind me boiling my insides in acid nbd #hey at least house graduated from good to excellent doctor yay