#once i grew out of the tantrum phase of childhood i pushed down my anger as much as i could and i do not think that was healthy

[lunastarseeker]

i am going to punch the next person who tries to talk to me

#starseeker rambles #vent #i am boiling #how do u deal with anger #i was never taught how because i grew up assuming that anger was the spawn of all evil #once i grew out of the tantrum phase of childhood i pushed down my anger as much as i could and i do not think that was healthy #like my mom was always yelling at my brother and i do not think that was a good environment for an autistic child/tween to develop in #my mom was a fantastic parent in almost every other way but her constant yelling definitely messed me up a bit #starseeker rambles in the tags #all that happened was my mom got a little too loud and irritated at me for accidentally injuring myself with a pen #all i wanted to do was vote fgs #dont mind me im just screaming into the void #delete later