#i almost cried thinking about it

[koishua]

yesterday was awful but my dream last night was so genuinely comforting i was heartbroken waking up like not to sound downright delusional but :') i so vividly remember hugging jay so so tightly and him being so warm and kind and loving like oml i need to get a hold of myself

#tp #we were just standing there so cozy hugging in the middle of the empty small street with just a single streetlight #and it was warm but there was a little breeze and he didnt say anything and neither did i #i'd just ran up to him in relief and he'd taken me in his arms so readily and we stayed just like that for the entirety of the dream #i can still FEEL the hug im not even joking i remember so so so vividly im actually so so lonely my god get a grip vie #this whole entire day i kept getting lost in my thoughts i kept thinking about how nice it felt #i almost cried thinking about it #i have never been really hugged affectionately like that and so softly at that #so remembering it feels like torture #who knows if i'll ever get one #the more time passes the more i feel like it's a punishment #it was the nicest feeling ever for a while but now im just trying to cope with the fact that i may as well prepare to die all alone #ill in the head weak in the heart i may never find someone who'll love me like jay does in my dreams #everyone pointing their finger at me when asked who's the most delusional girl to ever exist 🤭🤭

[gunstellations]

its sonics turn! 👅

#sonadow #shadow takes his job very seriously #do not test a guy who has a 20 step skincare routine #sonic is definitely a scruffy little thing who damn near never brushes himself #shadow will make sure!!! that he is left shiny and smelling like freshly ironed laundry instead of dirt #idk there is something so....cute about this that i have never thought about before and i think shadow despite being a hybrid is #much better at doing things like this and less bashful compared to sonic who is just a stinky guy by default #he would be grumpy but very nurturing. i think it would give him a sense of calm to bond like this #sonics of course a little taken aback at his enthusiasm but its a pleasantly welcome surprise from someone like shadow esp #idk what level the relation between them would have to have progressed to for sth like this to even happen but yknow #simply. when he licc. it makes my heart melt #i almost cried drawing this.....i love shadow.... #almost forgot to tag #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #my art

[stargirl230]

Nimona!!!

I need to go reread the book and then rewatch the movie and then-

(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)

#my art #artists on tumblr #fanart #digital art #nimona #nimona movie #oop just found a mistake #whatever #a little late to this BUT #the movie. oh my god the movie #animation? amazing #characters? amazing #symbolism? AMAZING #there’s a post about this somewhere but the way the movie portrayed touch was beautiful #i almost cried #i think when i get to rewatch alone i probably will #god its always the found family that gets me #off topic but i feel like my art has not been arting lately #which isnt a necessarily bad!! #just means i hit a plateau i guess #anyway thanks to everyone for sticking around <3

[decaffeinatedespresso]

You know what? Today was a good day.

If this is how the arc ends, then I’m happy with it. Sure, the story wasn’t perfect but that’s fine. No story will ever be perfect and I can accept a bittersweet, open ended conclusion.

Sleep well, Chayanne and Tallulah. May you have the sweetest dreams.

I’ll miss you both dearly and will eagerly wait for when you’ll both return. 💚

#just rambling #qsmp #qsmp eggs #qsmp chayanne #qsmp philza #qsmp tallulah #I’m not going to leave the fandom yet #I still have so many things to think about #but still. it was fun ride for now #I almost cried while watching the stream lmao

[theheirofthesharingan]

“Tell me, father, which to ask forgiveness for: what I am, or what I’m not?

Tell me, mother, which should I regret: what I became, or what I didn’t?”

- source

#i realized i almost never do anything with itachi and his parents so this one post is dedicated to them #the regret of killing them would have killed him before his actual death #what kind of child he was to raise a sword against his own parents? #his parents weren't even angry that he'd betrayed them at last #all the nightmares that would have followed him in which they hated him for everything and he would have no defense #who held him when he cried thinking of his mom? who comforted him when he choked on his tears thinking of his father's last words? #who was there for him when memories of his family became too much to handle and he would just collapse unable to breathe #maybe just maybe when the first symptoms of his illness showed he thought #that it was just one of his regular coughing fits that came with the onslaught of the memories of his parents #did he ever want to crawl back to sasuke and tell him how miserable he was and how much he missed their parents #where did the strength to be entirely indifferent and inhuman composure come to him #how much practice did it take? how many days? months? years? #did people around him ever suspect how much he was suffering? #all from thinking about his dead parents whom he killed #whose blood never left his tiny fingers and soaked into his flesh and blended into his own #how much misery was encapsulated into those expressionless features that never gave away even the slightest hint of pain #itachi uchiha #uchiha itachi #itachi #mikoto #mikoto uchiha #fugaku uchiha #fugaku

[hal-o-ween]

Sweet Dreams <3

#my art #pokemon #galarian ponyta #digital art #hiiii everyone hello please look at my darling angel Amalthea. shes my partner pokemon in pokednd <3 #most of our pokemon went missing so Mia (my character) took our remaining pokemon to get their pictures taken in case they go missing #i did in fact draw all three of them. am going to work on doing digital versions of the other two #its all of our partner pokemons :3 ponyta. impidimp. and mankey <3 #the sketches i did for the other two are so fun i cant wait to draw them #impidimp's made my cousins all laugh so hard they almost cried #this session was so fun and we also talked afterwards about pokemon we may want on our teams in the future #and honestly my potential line up for Mia feels so good #her next pokemon she gets is very possibly going to be a bewear. absolutely out of left field choice but it works so beautifully #im also thinking good options for her would be breloom. grumpig. wyrdeer. maybe mimikyu. #grumpig and breloom are honestly the top of the list. they suit her so beautifully #wyrdeer is also really good. mimikyu would be up to roleplay #mimikyu and bewear would both play into her animal handling skill #mimikyu would also end up disguised as a sylveon #probably play that as mimikyu wanting to fit in with Mia's team since she's really nice to it and it wants her to be its trainer #bewear on the other hand would 1. work well aesthetically for her and 2. would be fantastic roleplay material what with it being a giant #aggro bear and mia is just this gentle giant who is so fucking good with pokemon so its like well. #the nice girl wants me to be nice so i wont kill you because i like her. she gives me snacks and pets me and treats me well

[comic-sans-chan]

obsessed with julian asking "what did they do to you? is it some kind of punishment device?" in the wire because my god if this man didn’t go from "this is garak my super cool spy pal who i go on secret missions with and sometimes fuck teehee but also yeah his planet’s kinda fucked up and he’s got some weird ideas but we’re working on it" to "this is garak he's my precious little angel babyman who has been horribly traumatized and brainwashed by his government but it's okay because i'm a doctor and i will fuck and suck the fascism out of him if it’s the last thing i do" in just two years. shit's wild

#i'm having a moment #again #my posts #garashir #julian that entire episode is really just ''the power of love compels you!!!!!!!'' i can't stand him #garak was blorbo from julian's shows for a hot minute there and julian was writing all kinds of woobified fanfiction about him #like i've cried a hundred times over the wire from garak's pov cuz i see it as the episode where he started to respect and love him fr fr #but for julian i think it was more of an eye-opener like. he wanted to exonerate garak of all his crimes to try to justify his crush on him #and i don't think the wire exactly proved him wrong... but i do think it revealed key details and context that he was missing before #like that garak wasn't just some underling spy he was almost the head of his organization #basically garak canonballed julian's beloved headcanons so he had to start from scratch #obsessed w garak recognizing that julian had romanticized him and being like ''ok but what if i'm just a bloodthirsty killer? what then?'' #like they went thru All That just for julian to meet tain and come back like #''Your Boss Dad Is Evil The Plan To Heal You With My Dick Is Back On'' #gold star for trying i guess but ur gonna be loved no matter what apparently

[ratislatis]

',:) Requests??? HEH. Well there's like ten million in my head but actually Rat since you've already blessed the world with yassified Sparrow, how about some yassified Lark? (I remember you mentioning that Lark is your jewelry model! I'm dying to see him!!!) 💜💜💜

I hope this is what you meant by yassified

pov you get dragged into playing mermaids with your best friend's 5 year old daughter who will not stop talking about fish

(requests are open <;3)

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #fanart #lark oak #scary marlowe #while drawing scary I kept listening to 'what was I made for' by billie eilish #yknow from the barbie movie #and I almost started crying again #not only for scary but because IVE BEEN TO THE BARBIE MOVIE TWO TIMES AND HAVE CRIED WHEN THIS SONG COMES ON BOTH TIMES #HELP #I think there is something to be said about the notion that lark could've babysat scary when she was a child #yknow the kiddads probably shared the 'it takes a village' mindset #even while trying to protect their children from themselves #I think terry and lark would've been best friends. I think they understood each other well. but probably had a lot of scuffles #I think they only had to look at each other to have a conversation #one day I will deliver on ACTUAL yassified lark baba #one day. #this is revenge for you saying 'HEH' in my askbox #also that. was a mistype. sparrow is my jewelry model #but I support twin equality #my art

[problemduetest4life]

Thinking of all the raven!Neil content I’ve consumed and how Jean and Neil are usually partners and friends in that au but in reality Jean was alone. Like he had Kevin, but not as much as Riko did. No one was sharing the same circumstances as him, no one was there to take the pain with him, no one was there to understand…

#sorry the other day I was thinking about if Jean had any happy memories of Kevin and almost cried #like that’s his only friend #but what if he has no good memories of his only friend!! #jean moreau #the sunshine court #tsc #aftg #neil josten #raven!neil

[shima-draws]

Thinks about how the Straw Hats were separated for 2 whole ass years and how much they must have missed each other and explodes

#One Piece #Straw Hat Pirates #Listen to me. 2 years is a LONG fucking time #I can’t even imagine how much they wanted to see each other again #Especially the rest of the crew wanting to see Luffy #Bc they wanted to go to him and see him right away after hearing about Ace!! #AND THEN THEY HAD TO WAIT AN ENTIRE TWO YEARS TO GO SEE HIM #SCREAMS INTO A PILLOW #I’m also thinking about everyone’s close friends within the crew and how much they miss that companionship #Like Usopp and Nami. Franky and Usopp. Zoro and Chopper. UGHHHHH. #When Usopp and Nami met again I almost CRIED NAMI WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE HIM #When the found family comes back together after a long period of time....that GETS me bro #Shima speaks

[irl-magicalgirl]

🇵🇸 DRAWFEE CHARITY STREAM FOR PALESTINE ON FEB 24TH! 🇵🇸

Saturday, February 24th from 3PM - 6PM ET on Twitch at https://www.twitch.tv/drawfeeshow

#alt id has already been added to both images #Palestine #PCRF #palestine children's relief fund #drawfee #I hope that whatever goal they set ends up being doubled like with the trans charity stream last summer 🩷 #they don't use their official drawfee tumblr and i know a lot of people (like me) do not use Twitter or Insta #so I'm hoping this can help notify more people #god. I almost cried when i saw the discord announcement because i was just thinking about them doing a stream for the PCRF last night

[hatsunevitu]

you know that jewpacabra episode s16e4? that moment when kyle couldn’t sleep knowing cartman is out there, miserable and probably in danger? so he got up in the middle of the night and went looking for cartman to help him get home and make sure he’s safe and then he even literally tucked him in?

so i was making a parallel and i thought of that one post-covid cartman, broke, unhappy, homeless and pathetic, and kyle who gets home after his meeting with the old friends, and suddenly he can’t sleep, thinking constantly about cartman who had a chance to have a good life but lost it… so he gets up in the middle of the night once again, like in his childhood, and forces cartman to go with him to kyle’s place, making sure he’s safe and warm. he doesn’t know why he did it, but seeing cartman at his worst makes him feel like the things are so… wrong? so his first thought is to help and save and give him hope and…

i want a happy end for them both :(

#south park #sp #eric cartman #kyman #sp kyman #kyle x cartman #kyle broflovski #cartman x kyle #kyman headcanon #they both deserve better ending #and i think kyle wouldn’t let cartman just. be like this. #btw i have my own thoughts about cartman’s future in this au but im not sure if someone is interested #and then they just sit at kyle’s kitchen and remember old days #and cartman actually almost cries because well. its kyle.

[uncanny-tranny]

Like obviously the whole "they're just doing [x] for attention!" is completely asinine because humans are social creatures who need attention to some capacity, but also... in your narrative, does everybody do things specifically for your attention? When somebody does something drastic or shocking, is it not because they're desperate for help but just because they crave your attention specifically? Does the sun rise and set at your command as well?

#mental health #i get why people say that but it does come across like you're taking somebody's real struggles and almost whining about how... #...they're trying to steal your attention and cheat their way into your heart #and that the act of wanting attention would be a heinous act that you must insert yourself in to fix #like i see this behaviour as genuinely selfish most of the time - taking somebody's cries for help and making it about you essentially #i was listening to my dad tell a story about how somebody's *daughter* had made an attempt and everybody was talking about how... #...she had done it for attention. how fucking cruel. how fucking selfish... #...i couldn't imagine hearing people be that impertinent over my *daughter's* life #honestly that boils my blood as an *outsider* and i truly hope the family is healing #suicide tw #self harm tw #sh tw #(just for implication in the post) #ask to tag (genuine) #just hate the culture of '[they're] doing it for attention lulz' that is still popularized #which is part of the reason the tone is snappy/snarky. i think i've earned the right to be angry at how people interact with... #...this stuff and how it's doing nothing good for anybody

[papple]

For @thelunarsystemwrites' superhero au!

guys do you think he plays splatoon

#kickspost #okay but the city bg turned out KINDA GOOD??? #was crying about it almost as much as i cried about the jacket erm #yes the shoes are not rendered LOOK AWAY!!! #guys i was in so much pain trying to think up a good color scheme #might tweak this some more #no but fr i was gonna just use the solid/blank bg bc i hated!! drawing the city! didnt rlly put much effort in it and you can tell #but it lacked oomph so i revisited the city attempt and THANK STARS I DID #did you guys know the jacket brainwashed me bc when i worked on the warmers they ended up looking like plastic amen 🙏 #also yes thats not a real gun :) #he uses paint! #OKAY OKAY IM DONE (im not pls ask me about him im gripping the bars of my cage) #paperjam #vigilante paperjam #utmv #undertale au #utmv superhero au #papple art #yes the gun is also unrendered do NOT ask

[purble-gaymer]

autistic soldier in his late teens is doing about as well as you’d expect (based on this post from earlier)

#kirby #kirby right back at ya #meta knight #sir falspar #sir dragato #sir arthur #galaxy soldier army #rhyn's art #i'm in the first strider section of hl2 right now and i am. this is so annoying #striders are so cool but i think i might hate them #anyway that last one about ravioli is just me. last time there was really good ravioli in the caf i almost cried #of course ao3 survived the destruction of humanity

[royboyfanpage]

Hello I really like your page. It's nice to see so much great Roy content and thoughts!

I was wondering your thoughts and opinions on Roy's relationship with Mia.

!! You're too sweet, tysm!

As for the ask:

Short answer? That's his little sister.

Long answer?

I'll be honest, I haven't seen all that many interactions between them in canon. I do have my own thoughts and feelings about them but, upon looking through some comics I've read, I haven't found many where they're actually talking. I have managed to find panels which show they *have* talked and have a good relationship in canon, but I've only seen them actually interact a few times and have definitely read more content with her and Connor, so if you have any reading recs I'd appreciate that :)

Because of this, my point is gonna be a lot more based on symbols and my own interpretation than actual sources, so some of my opinions may be disputed by canon content.

To start with, Roy's fiercely protective of Mia. Even from the beginning, he expressed his dislike of the thought of Mia becoming Speedy-

-because he knows first-hand just how detrimental that role can be to a child's mental health. Speedy, to him, meant a lot of bad things. I have a whole lotta thoughts on how the original sidekicks, particularly Roy and Dick, view becoming sidekicks, but I'll try and summarise. To Roy, Speedy meant losing any chance of a normal life. Keep in mind Roy was 13 when he became Speedy- he absolutely was not old enough to decide what he wanted to do with the rest of his life, and yet once you're *in* the hero business it's extremely difficult to leave.

And when Ollie first tells Roy that he's gonna make Mia Speedy, Roy's reaction is essentially that.

He's angry at Ollie for making Mia become Speedy, not because of "It's my name", it's not, Roy hasn't been Speedy in years at this point. He's angry because that is a seventeen year old who Ollie wants to throw in there, a seventeen year old who'll be making the choice to, in his eyes, throw away the rest of her life before she can even vote. And Roy's absolutely right about the world being different- Roy's teen years were spent in the gold and silver ages which were definitely a lot less dangerous than the 00s. And I think there's definitely an element in that fear of "look what being Speedy did to me" in Roy's fears. While it's likely Roy was an adult by the time Snowbirds happened, considering the amount of drugs he had experience with and the different connections he'd built it's safe to say that Roy was already an addict by the time he was Mia's age. But what I don't think Roy understands is that Speedy isn't that for her. She's already gone through the shit Roy's scared of her going through and more, having been a child prostitute and meth user by the time she was fifteen. To Mia, Roy isn't a cautionary tale but rather an inspiration- someone who'd gone through a similar situation to her and come out the other end.

After this, their relationship definitely progressed. Roy comes to trust Mia and her identity as Speedy, as well as letting her have things (that he kinda shouldn't have had in the first place, but all vigilantes are criminals it came free with the independent delivery of justice) that could help her as Speedy-

-and trusting her with Lian who he's always been fiercly protective over

And their relationship in the few times I have seen them together is incredibly sweet, with Mia reassuring Roy that he's a good dad and that it's not his fault that life gets in the way of his time with Lian.

So yeah. I really hope that they get to interact in the ongoing series because the Speedys should absolutely talk more. I think that Roy naturally has a great instinct with younger heroes, and he's absolutely someone Mia respects and looks up to.

Anyway I think Roy should take Mia and Connor to a theme park for sibling bonding time <3

#roy harper #arsenal #red arrow #mia dearden #speedy #sorry this took a while to answer! i didn't have much time to spend looking for panels most of today #tw drugs #tw child abuse #also i had to go to RoA again to get one the panels and almost cried #i will never talk about RoA because that comic makes me cry just thinking about it