#horrible nightmare room

[goryhorroor]

put some respect on this italian gothic horror queen barbara steele's name

#an icon #a horror icon #horror #horror movies #the pit and the pendulum #black sunday #castle of blood #nightmare castle #the long hair of death #the horrible dr hitchcock #shivers #the butterfly room #the she beast #piranha #the ghost #silent scream #curse of the crimson altar #horroredit #moviesedit #filmedit #cinema #gothic horror #gothic #italian horror #barbara steele

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Piggybacking off something you said during your last stream, I also had a dream where the welcome home site updated and it was super messed up

I can’t remember the exact details but I do remember Barnaby was the focus, like there was a secret page about him and it played it off like Barnaby was some deranged maniac-

Just something I remembered after hearing you also had a creepy dream

it's comforting to know im not the only one subconsciously scared of such Things

#the contents of my wh update Nightmare were ummmmm much worse than that but yeah #nodding across a room at you in solidarity #its scary right? like the dream itself is fucked but you wake up and its like #Thank Fucking God that wasnt real lmao #rambles from the bog #man... the music that played in mine... the Warnings before it started playing... #horrible horrible stuff! poor sally is all i'll say!

[heres-to-all-that-is-mine]

I have…. Normal, sane thoughts

#purples art! #my art! #mine! #me! #John juniper #ieytd2 #you know that one specific flavour of nightmares characters who are in the show business might have in media #specifically the ones where they’re sitting in front of a live audience experiencing awful things as the audience claps and oohs and aahs #and laughs at them? eternal faceless observers? uncaring callous judgemental? #I want to inflict it upon him #he’ll be sitting in a room with the brightly lit stage and the friendly talk show host #audience hidden by the bright lights #and he’ll detail - like in any other good story where he draws from personal experience - the events of his life until now #the mistakes and horrible awful things and he does it all with a light smile and joking tone #like always. like it’s just a good story for his fans. heavily edited to not be ‘too much’ #and as he describes the horrible traumatic things the audience laughs and cheers #his paranoia laid bare for the world to see even as he loses the self assurance and charisma #in the dream they don’t stop #they won’t stop looking at him #laughing. clapping. joking #not even when he breaks down in tears #hmm #maybe I’ll write it

[bajuuuu]

Doctor who every once in a while: casually gives me long lasting trauma by introducing the weirdest horror alien known to man

Also doctor who every once in a while: haha anyways, see you next time for “the world is ending again”

#doctor who #fourteenth doctor #they did it once with the fucking clock aliens #I kid you not I once heard actual clock ticking noises in my wardrobe #like I don’t have a clock in my room #was horrifying #then they did it again with the fucking are you my mummy child #and now the horrible terrible nightmare inducing my hands are too long monsters #I swear #this thing will haunt my nightmares #that’s not even an exhaduration #this WILL haunt me

[thegreatestheaver]

Conventional nightmares are scary but I think it’s the unrealistic ones that are the most scary

#the conventional ones I have are ones where people try to kill me or I kill people or do other bad things to them #or other bad things happen to me that could happen irl. but euhgh #I had such a weird nightmare #I WSS like ? on a weird ship thing with extended and being gay was like. not allowed but. I was gay anyways #and I hid it pretty well until like. suddenly at a huge fancy family dinner like? I was hashtag exposed and I tried to be like no please noo #but they were like TO THE HELL DIMENSION WITH YOU!!!! and I got sent to … s dark room with a stage and.. prom decorations? #there were other people and stuff and people onstage preforming the same thing over and over but I sat in the back bc I was pissed #also I was a borzoi. important detail😭 I remeber it because I always had to swish my tail off the chairs so I didn’t sit on it #anyways I was pissed as fuck. hal was there (the person not the character) and I was maaaaaad and it for some reason and I feel kinda bad #glitch was telling me yea ur in hell with (PEOPLE WHO DID REALLY HORRIBLE AWFUL THINGS. like. really bad.) and I was like awesome. kys #and it was like OK. don’t be like that let’s go sit at the chairs up high by the stage. and we sat on the same chair all squished 😭 #everyone also had a small pack of plastic dinosaur beads that are. identical to ones that I have. and he talked to me as I fiddled with them #I was reallyyy scared because there were fucking. really dangerous people also apparently I was supposed to rot here forever.eventually hal- #-got up to strech and so did I and I sat back down ready for him to sit with me and he was like no. and I was like :? and it was like. the #the house. then glitch pointed to a small plastic house in the room like the ones for kids to play with outside and I was like oh :( #cos I thought he was leaving me and I got really sad because he was like. the only #good thing there. but it was like no. come #and I didn’t hear and I kept moping and he was like COME WITH. and I was like omg it’s talking to me. YAYYY!!! #I got up wirh my borozi paws to go follow glitch into the house then I woke up because someone called me just now😭😭😭 #and I’m not gonna sleep again. it’s nearly 2pm. woof. #anyways that was horrible it was worse than the time I had a dream I killed someone and was a wsnted fugitive #I think hal was there cos I was thinking abt him right before I EME went to sleep and when I think of ppl before I sleep they often are in- #-my dreams #ok I need to get up and do stuff now. auhh #hollowspeak

[bunnihearted]

🌌🗯️

#ughhhh i had a very very unpleasant nightmare and now i just feel awful :< #it was like all dreams super weird and made no sense. like i was in this GIANT obnormous building and was in the elevator #and suddenly i was in a large room where u like went to be accpted to get a job there??? #someone told me to change my outfit so this room could get accepted bc it was too revealing #then a man - the big shot - came in and the leader of the room introduced us one by lne #but when it came to me he asked the two of us to introduce ourselves #but when it got to me he said 'now it's eden's turn' & i was like haha im eden but u already know that ;3 #he just forcefully moved the convo along and asked me (and no one else) 3 questions #the last one was like 'if u werent here (at work) where would u be?' i hesitated for a moment and he said that if i hesitate too long #it doesnt look good. 'i'll give u one last chance. if u werent at work you would still be here in this place. with your family. #'we will be your family now. that's your answer. do you want to be part of this family?' #it all had an eerie tone to it but i just said 'yes i do. i really want to be part of the family' #and whoosh i was accepted and 'hired' to the very mysterious omnious building (the building was like miles long and big. like an entire city #anyway... this was just odd but then the thing that fucked me up for today #i dreamt of my two old 'friends' first there were just many moments where we talked and did things etc #but then came a part where // tw for SA // i was raped and then.... #they both chose to leave me and abandon me after #like they in the middle of the night made sure to bring me home. they werent completely heartless haha.... #and i in the nightmare felt safe. like i thought i could count on them #then the next day they were gone and they had also unfollowed and blocked me on all the apps #hmmm... yeah so both of those two things were just so horrible to dream about #and now i just feel like.. yeah. checks out. that's very similar to reality skskks :')) #i feel so lonely and like.. unworthy of care or love or support. ugh not a nice dream to start the day

[vaguely-concerned]

sometimes I think about the fact that synox is the only person who calls blue by his given name and have unnameable emotions about it. big 'the only people who call me that are synox and my mother' vibes for me personally tbh

#campaign star wars #commander synox #minister blue #his computer system also calls him adnau but other than that everyone calls him blue or are firmly on last name basis #I feel like it's heavily implied in his little breakdown speech in the finale that blue is a nickname he's given *himself* #as a sort of 'the cooler me!' gambit #'Could show up someone; could be Blue; I wouldn't be... the guy being laughed at' #(chances that blue was relentlessly bullied in fancy boarding school nightmare scenario: very nearly 100% lol) #well okay listen. if zero calls him blue consistently that's what his name is now. it's as simple as that #synox. I love you. I think of you. you might be irredeemable but I don't care you're the funniest bitch in this room #zero does not seem to like synox very much at any point but I think blue does in his weird horrible little way #I just. think about that. rare aava and blue handshake moment

[robotic-maid]

How things are going again… update I guess? Still can’t figure out how to read more on mobile. I’m just typing this out so it can leave my head.

#nights are really hard for me #mornings are also really hard for me #I think my jobs burning me out #and I haven’t been able to sleep very well much at all #I’ve only been getting 3-5 hours if I’m lucky because my nightmares are really bad so I usually just stay awake #I mean I have to get up at 4am anyway so what’s the point #do you know how it feels to be in pain but you can’t cry because your body’s grown so used to it? #so it feels like crying because it’s Wednesday again #which I can’t justify because tommorrow is Thursday and that is your new normal #your new normal is working so hard you don’t have the time to see your dog and your cars ac is out and you spend all your money on the room #you sleep in 15 minutes away from the office you are stuck at more than 11hoirs a day #you ask your job to adjust your schedule and they say they can’t without cutting your hours and you need the money to survive #it’s too much #but feeling this way or not feeling this way won’t make a difference because the only other options will make your living situation harder #I’m so tired but I don’t have any better options right now so I have to keep waking up and working #I feel horrible spending time with me friends because I get tired after an hour and I worry that I’ve become #too flaky or something #I can’t stay up late and I’m already stressed out so I just can’t keep up with everyone and I don’t want to be a drain #I wish my heart would just stop some times #my meds stop me from hurting myself or crying or sleeping too long but these feelings always come to me when I wake up #I’m disappointed I woke up again #I don’t want to keep doing this I don’t know how long I can keep going #my body is breaking down like my car is breaking down #I don’t want to keep doing this I need more than a day off work a week I want to see my dog I don’t want to be poor but I don’t want to #wake up just to spend all day in an office getting yelled at while my coworkers come in and leave before me #I know I can do this I know I need to keep doing this I know there’s nothing better for me than this #I shouldn’t say these horrible things out loud because they’ll just wear me down faster #there’s nothing that will help me I need to help myself #this is en endurance test and I need to keep it up because if I fail I will lose so much more than I have #I wish I could cry I wish I could break down and scream but what would be the point? it won’t help it won’t fix anything m

[langernameohnebedeutung]

horrors/horrors being turned into banality/banality being the real horror is such a fascinating dance to me, don't make me explain, round and round they go.

#ok ok I will try. take some horrifying horrible monster that haunts a village and torments the people. It feeds on dreams and nightmares. #pretty scary! #now - for the sequel you COULD make it buffer and more cruel and whatever. Or add more of them or something. Easy-peasy. #but the real next step of horror would be...to see its limbs and legs wrapped in cellophane and sold at the butcher's and no one comments. #oh oh I know: think of the Destroyer in Borderlands 1. Ancient creature guarding the mysterious vault and only appearing every 100 years #now adding more and more vaults and creatures...it's okay (looking at you Borderlands 3) but the real horror? #that was seeing its eye harvested and used as a weapon in the Pre-Sequel. The real horror is no longer this strange bizarre creature #but the act of sacrilege that is reducing it to its parts as a tool #BUT THEN if you have a banal setting - then the horror lies in the banality gaining its own life. #working in a storage job and being sent to retrieve something and realising the storage rooms never end and realising you've never left #the internet as a hivemind. years and years of living in an apartment complex and hearing steps and noises - #until you realise you've never SEEN any of your neighbours. and you start to pay attention and the only signs of life are the house itself. #the fly-realising-it-is-sitting-in-the-venus-fly-trap-ness of it all #and the jaws are closing around you. #the horror of the untamable being tamable vs the horror of the tamable taming you. #is this something? am I saying something?

[mabith]

The real reason I need to be able to communicate with my cat is to explain to her that no, you can't sit on my lap as usual because I fell and totally fucked my right leg now and I cannot even have a blanket on that leg.

#she's so annoyed with me but you know what cat you didn't even check on me when I fell #and we were in the same room and I was making horrible noises #so give me a break #bedtime is going to be a nightmare

[knickynoo]

Story time: Volunteered earlier today to help some friends blow up and tie a ton of balloons for a balloon arch they're putting together for an event. Did like a hundred of them (using an electric air pump) and all was going well. The floor was covered in balloons. Was starting to look like a successful endeavor.

Then, the popping started.

It was just one or two at first. Okay. The sound of popping balloons is literally one of my least favorite auditory experiences on the planet, but I could deal with it.

Another popped. Then another. And I don't know if it was static electricity or because it was warm in the room or what, but suddenly there was a violent chain reaction of balloons popping left and right. The entire room was a minefield of exploding balloons--just one after the other. Latex was flying all over the place. The sound was deafening. It was my nightmare.

I will not be volunteering to work with balloons again any time soon.

#not fandom #but what good is a blog if i can't occassionally post little stories? #it sounds funny but it was HORRIBLE #like just picture a very small room filled with 100 balloons and about half of them pop in the span of 5 minutes #nightmare. A NIGHTMARE

[whentherewerebicycles]

got up at six this morning and spent the first three hours of the day unpacking the last of the boxes and setting up the dayroom. it still needs a ton of work—a second coat of paint for the accent wall, priming and painting the other walls, fixing the broken standing desk, replacing the lights, figuring out where bookshelves will go, maybe putting curtains up, etc etc—but it looks sooo much better than it did before.

hmm okay what do I want to do with the day. my friend mary is coming over for lunch + house tour around noon-ish, then my dad arrives tonight with my car and all my plants (!!). I think I might paint from 9-10:30ish, then clean up/shower/get ready 11-12ish. I want to do a second coat of white on the stairwell wall (you can still see the Awful Pink seeping through the first coat… shudder!!). then I might stop and assess how I’m feeling. I could probably pretty easily prime the dayroom walls today if I wanted but I just got that room in order and can’t decide if I’m up for making a big mess again yet. maybe I’ll just prime that wall around the big window since it’s not a lot of surface area and I can cover up that swatch. mm ok yeah feels like a painting morning let’s get to it.

#I can’t decide if I should do an accent wall only or paint the whole room in that color #what do y’all think #i do love the blue green sooo much #ignore the terrible paint job lol that wall has been a nightmare #it’s super textured so way more difficult than a typical wall to roll #and it had that awful fleshy pink beige underneath plus the horrible yellow plus the other blues I swatched plus the primer #we’re getting there 😅

[angededesespoir]

Been having dreams that have my mom in them lately. Some have been nightmares, others I place in a ‘nightmare-adjacent’ category. Those ones are mundane, but there are aspects of them (mainly her being there) that trigger me. There’s a part of myself that registers she’s not supposed to be there and there’s like… a tension within me in the dream, the anxiety bubbling, like if I were awake.

There’s…. A guilt that comes with that. A judgment. Like I shouldn’t have an adverse reaction, because she’s my mother and I should wholeheartedly love her and besides- she’s dead. It’s all in the past.

But the past persists. It digs in and won’t let go and I am still there, a prisoner.

And it’s sad that so much happened that her memory wounds me still.

#me #I have a lot of thoughts and feelings but time to bottle that back up #anyway- had a horrible nightmare recently of going to an amusement park with my parents and then a fire surrounded the park a d we had #to flee #and then I had a mundane dream where my mom was asking dad something and I was leaving the room scared that at any second a fight would #start. I saw a stack of bottles of a drink that’s a trigger for me. and then a kitten meowed as it tries to escape the room. #the cat was the only good part of the dream. #my dreams #my health #my mom #anxiety #trauma #mother mention #negative #death mention

[honeyboyfelix]

i am having,,, many dnd thoughts tonight

#dm: yeah your characters are going into about a month of downtime basically #me whos wanted to talk to basically everyone in the group about different things but weve been b u s y: 😳😳😳 oh? #since weve all talked together we have: #had horrible moon cursed nightmares about our traumatic pasts #fought a hoard of demons and been saved by the vision of a deva related to our holy quest were on #our half orc ansestral barbarian specifically has been having nightmares about being an elf killing orc ancestors of hers #<- our party is 5 elves/half elves.... including the barbarian whos half orc half elf #we pulled from the deck of many things and got a knight #immedietly threw that knight into the most stressful ass dungeon rip elliot youre still alive but i bet youre very confused #had to go thru every single room of the dungeon before we found the last room cause were cowards and kept avoiding the doors to go thru #every room was themed after a different betrayer god #we have 2 drow an orc and a pallid elf so none of us... particularly like the betrayers.... at all #somehow my tiefling half drow avoided all betrayer drama... somehow #the rest were not so lucky #also i did freak out in the vecna room nothing like an evil lich to scare your wizard #the half orc was having an especially traumatizing time and our full drow... has an arms of the betrayer now #so theres that #im nervous about that one cause thats super fucking not great #but anyway thats all happened in 4 days in game :/ #and weve talked about none of it #so im just... rotating my wizard in my mind... thinkin about what convos i need to have #especially with MY new knight... who i know nothing about but was very helpful in the dungeon 🥰

[pierog]

life is all about friends i think. and quitting your horrible job

#:] #ONE MORE WEEK OF POO JOB!!!!!!! #been filling up with hangs and road trip adventures and boogies and feels like im learning to appreciate wot matters again #saddest moment earlier this year was listening to my fav song on the bus and realising I felt nothing #poo job is so overwhelming it’s been obscuring everything i love #i get a little bit more normaler with every day which brings me closer to never having to work in news ever again lol #literally had a horrid nightmare about journalists the other night. never do journalism ever it’s unnatural and horrid #personal #imagine moving to a new city and sitting alone in a room all day reading every horrible thing which has ever happened for 8 hours every day #getting death threats from 6am til 9pm and the hours are so irregular you can’t ever commit to anything other than awful news job #it’s been AWFUL #future me: never regret leaving this job pls never look back on it with rose tinted glasses #nightmare 6 months goodbye forever #i’ll miss my coworkers tho they’re crackup

[ribcageteeth]

10 characters 10 fandoms 10 characters

@aceofvase tagged me, hooray!

Ghostface (Billy Loomis/Stu Macher) (Scream)

Atem/Yami Yugi (Yugioh)

Eowyn (Lord of the Rings)

Guybrush Threepwood (Monkey Island)

Piccolo (Dragon Ball Z)

Ash Williams (The Evil Dead)

Sophie Hatter (Howl’s Moving Castle)

Simon the Ice King (Adventure Time)

Percival Fredrickstein von Musel Klossowski de Rolo III (Critical Role)

Griffith (Berserk)

I don’t know what that says about me, but I’m sure it’s a lot. I’ll tag @theonyxranger @krispykrememossnuts @primrosey and @spooksohana, but no pressure.

#june did some explanations so i’m gonna do that too! #1: ok so when I was a little kid i had a nightmare that there was a monster trying to break down the door to my room and it was terrifying #BUT when the door broke it was Ghostface on the other side and it immediately took me out of it. i was like ‘oh. that’s just Ghostface.’ #‘He isn’t scary he just falls down a lot and makes does silly voices on the phone. That’s not a monster that’s my friend Ghostface’ #and ever since then he’s been my friend Ghostface #2: Atem is my ultimate comfort character. something about being the other half of a pair and learning who you are through your friends #3: we love a bad bitch who breaks a prophecy by loophole. I love that she’s a regular person and she manages through sheer determination #4: speaking of being Just Some Guy. Guybrush is the smartest idiot i know and i love that #5: big green husband love of my life ( ꈍᴗꈍ) but also Scary Man Takes Care Of Kid is a trope I love #6: hes a genius he’s a war criminal he’s a scoundrel he’s a hero he has one braincell and a chainsaw hand what more do you want. he’s trans #7: book Sophie has one of my favorite magical powers: it works because you say it works #she also takes absolutely no shit and keeps the curse up herself because she likes the freedom of being old #8: look i have a lot of feelings about the Ice King and they’re way too complicated to leave in the tags of this post #9: finally a toxic revenge narrative that doesn’t condemn the revenge and it’s so early on that the rest of his arc is just healing #10: look. what do you want me to say. i can’t defend that one. horrible awful nasty garbage man. i love him so much. i hope he dies. #tag game