#hes alright i dont hate him

[danelloevee]

I would like to thank Lavender in June for giving me the opportunity to dislike a male character for getting in the way of my sapphic ship

#oh how the turntables #webtoon #webtoons #lavender in june #hes alright i dont hate him #if this were a het romance story i would probably be cheering him #and yura wouldnt be as prickly towards him #she would be plotting to get them together #BUT SHE ISNT BECAUSE THIS IS HER LOVE STORY OKAYYYY #SO YOU CAN STOP GEONWOO YOU CAN JUST GIVE UP MISTER

[reineyday]

ST fandom wank but i saw that anti post that said billy hargrove lived and died a piece of shit and it's like, did we even watch the same death scene 😭😭

you really sat down, watched el delve into his memories to see that when he was a child, his mother abandoned him and his father abused him, saw him get the tiniest bit of emotional validation ever from el, watched that small exchange fuel him enough to break the mind control of the gigantic alien creature he knew nothing about except that it possessed him to step in front of it and literally protect el, a girl he doesnt even know, with his actual life--like he actually died! taking a hit meant for el!!!--and then as billy, an 18 year old lifeguard who teaches kids how to swim and who's had an abusive father practically his entire life, lay on the floor of a mall dying from the wounds inflicted on him by a creature he knew nothing about to save a pre-teen who is a stranger to him, you saw as he apologized to his (step-)sister with his dying breath, and you're telling me that you sat there and watched that whole entire scene and thought, "well, he's still a piece of shit."

where's your compassion?????

#fandom wank #discourse #fandom discourse #rei rambles #billy hargrove #stranger things #hate him all you want but let's not forget he died doing something heroic alright? #'his arguably heroic death doesnt excuse his past actions' his death is inarguably heroic from a narrative pov #and im not trying to excuse his past actions #what gets my goat arent the people who hate him. it's the ppl who refuse to see that he was written in a nuanced way #and then act morally superior for hating him. excuse me if i understand that he's a fictional character that contributes to an overall plot #anyways sorry i try so hard not to be discourse-y on my blog #but there's smthg abt the pervasiveness of billy antis that just makes me ghfaioabdksl #i dont discourse often but if u dont like to see it i tag 'fandom wank' & 'fandom discourse' & usually also just 'discourse'

[the-acid-pear]

Yesterday I was replaying Deltarune and I was going really insane about it picking up on things I missed on my first playthrough and something that fucked me up hard was this line here

The little ellipsis at the end, almost like you can hear the regret on their voice. Voice of an ad who is realizing maybe they fucked up on this one. But it also made me think of... The possibility of this being a reaction to Spamton's actions.

Because I don't think this was an automatic thing, I feel like their drifting off was gradual. Sure, their jealousy had won them over (I'd have killed the guy or myself if I was them so I don't even blame them) but Spamton was too getting busier and busier the more famous he got, and as they say, that never stopped. He only kept getting bigger, until it all came crashing down. And when it did it was one of them who tried to go find him, after all that.

But I digress, let's focus on the original quote from my favorite sigma enby themselves, Pink Addison. There's obviously not only the regret to it, but feeling like they were abandoned too. Both parties lost a lot and the real tragedy is just how easily it could've have been avoided! Or rather, how beyond their control it was...

But I'll get off topic if I keep speaking so I'll leave it at that. The sheer tragedy that there is to everyone involved just makes me insane. Like I said in a post previous to this; you cannot trace down a good guy or a bad guy in this tale, it's just desperate people taking awful decisions and living to regret their actions.

#luly talks #makes you wonder too like #THIS IS GOING ON THE TAGS BC IM JUMPING THE GUN TOO HARD #but after Pink says rhat they follw by saying ''even so he only got more and more successful'' and its making me FEEL something alright #that EVEN SO. like. were they expecting for him to... stop? to slow down? to give up his overwhelming fame to get them back? #there's so many things i just can't say because we know very little of the addisons and big shot era spamton #we dont even know if they were aware this is how he ended. we dont even know if Spamton tried to go back to them or if he totally refused to #it makes me sick it makes me insane i want to grab these colorful things and squish then on my palm #there's a lot of What Ifs but i think the answer wouldn't even matter because nothing could change anymore #its sososososososoooooo sad #like i see fandom woobify Spamton a lot and i HATE that sure he went thru a lot but he's a grown ass desperate man #he's not a poor uwu cinnamon roll he's insane and he's an asshole and he's a nuanced tragic character #and so are these motherfuckers!!!!!! #btw i originally had a paragraph about how mad I'd have been if i was an Addison but i ended up rewriting the whole post LMAO #anyway. yeah. it just makes me insane. #deltarune #Spamton #addisons

[dawnthefluffyduck]

Doodles while watching my dad play a game

#if you havent played twilight princess dont read the tags pls ty #last warning >:( #alright anyway #so i had to do diababa because he couldn't get the hang of the boomerang #i think it was giving him motion sickness which is completely fair #i hate the way it spins around the camera sometimes #he got really frustrated at the controls because he's not familiar enough with them to do quick events #like throwing bombs and whatnot #but he's starting to get the hang of z targeting which is what's most important #and he did the entire tutorial by himself #hell yeah dad #i got all the wolf parts bc he didnt wanna do them which is fine by me #i actually like the tear collection sequences now #it only took four seperate runs and me memorizing the tear locations for it to start growing on me the *teeensiest* bit #oh yeah this is a deltarune post #i like drawing ralsei #fluffy boy make brain go brrr #ralsei #deltarune

[tricks-n-illusions]

Mirio Blinked. Is... that a possessed stuffed Zorua?-.. Actually no, judging a situation like this might as well be tossing a rock at a glass house. It'd probably be best if he didn't use any illusions talking to the pair, though. "Oof... You all need a sewing kit? I keep one on hand incase I gotta patch up my tent."

Silas didn't seem very amused by Mirio, he gave them a quick glance before circling around and grabbing at their bag confused.

"What's your fuckin' trainer using you as a pack mule? Yeesh, Blink twice if you need help. They must be a real prick."

"I was a fancy pet too you know. Though I was much fancier than you." Silas said almost mockingly, "Did your trainer throw you away for someone better as well?" He gave a laugh. "You know one day your gifted to a trainer, next you're their fuckin' pack mule carryin' all their shit. Isn't that how it works for us Zoroarks?" Silas gave an annoyed huff before walking away.

"I don't need your pitiful charity attempt, I'll probably just go steal some shit from 𝐍𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡 and her stupid ghost." "She's always had a weird saviour complex anyway, I'm sure this would fulfil some of her stupid little 'I need to help everyone I meet' needs for the day…" "… As if I would even give that bitch the satisfaction. She doesn't fucking deserve it."

#excursioningzoroark #Silas judges your fashion sense live #im so sorry hes an ass but this is silas code for 'Eh youre alright I guess I dont hate you congrats' #excuse him name dropping his old trainer he assumes everyone knows who she is based on ... world lore #I had fun with this one C: Ty for the ask! hope I didn't mess up the design too bad! #TNI: chrono #TNI: Silas Rune #pokemon ask blog #Chapter 1: The Introduction

[kayvsworld]

everything i learn abt infinity war and engame makes me feel like i am actively hallucinating

#hi. i just spent an hour trying to understand steve's ending and i am laughing hysterically #HE WHAT. HE DID WHAT. HE WENT WHERE. WHAT #''maybe i should watch these to understand fatws/the next cap movie better'' #no false wrong faux incorrect. i was right in abstaining im allergic to time travel and i hate it thank you #very funny very very funny. why'd they do any of it. fascinating #i watched th. the. th. old cap scene old elderly cap and i do not know how to process this. real media that's real and exists #ANYWAY friendship ended with mcu avengers now avengers assemble/fatws is my best friend #jesus #kayvswords #I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND I DONT UNDERSTAND THE DIRECTION. OF IT. THE DIRECTION THEY WENT IN #also imma need to look up some stucky enjoyer opinions on this because hi. joint hatecrime movie #they killed my boy they killed that ship in a back alley. bewildering #ALSO I W. I WENT TO WATCH EXPLANATION VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE ABT IT #just confusedly typing ''captain america old endgame ending. explanation'' in my searchbar with increasing desperation #and this dude says that due to something something time travel. something something branching alternate universes #that thanos. dies in 2014 and there's a BRANCH OF THE TIMELINE #WHERE NOTHING POST CACW HAPPENED?????? #but we don't get to live there we have to live in the old steve dead tony dead nat universe. okay alright okay #anyway if i see endgame steve its on sight that mans an imposter and i dont trust him <3

[good-beanswrites]

My Lyrics for Eve's Demon Dance Tokyo! This song jumped the line of wips, I immediately fell in love with it 😂 I'm really proud of these -- it worked out well and was a blast to sing :D (Lyrics under the cut and my rambly process commentary in the tags lol)

Ah, don't you miss the home from where you came?

So many memories, feel your mind FLY FAR AWAY.

Tread-tread-tread-tread memories in tow,

INSTANT-PARADISE TOKYO.

Humans with such strange STYLE, all confusing me to no end

Jealous of them; wanna join them;

Credentials and such be damned. JUST GIVE ME (a)

SUPERMODEL TO DATE, wouldn't that be lovely?

CAMERAs are my place to be.

STYLE won't you come to me.

Ah, my voice as well has BEAUTIFUL SOUNDS, I’M LOVING IT.

You and me set side by side, I'll face you if you'll risk it.

Now I'm starving! Carefully as possible,

I'll consume you! Thorn-covered and poison-full,

Eating until I feel fed. "I'll have one of each," I said.

Grow wild! The worst follows AFTER BAD.

We'll fall down! Crashing parties that they had.

Conversations charge ahead: the turning point OF THE DEAD.

Endlessly I'm feeling coerced into everything.

Thump, thump, my heart --

Knock, Knock, my heart unlocks, love thump thump thumping like an arrow that's notched.

That dress looks so nice, does it feel too tight?

Now, you lead the way, to each command I will agree.

Do you think he's cool? Do you think he's lame?

It's all the same, let's dance BARRIER FREE.

SHOWTIME starting now, you can't allow yourself to sway.

Shed your worries and their weight, flying fast and far away.

We, the ones the world will never hold in high esteem

Never need to offer flattery, all we do is dream.

Now I’m starving! Even more voraciously

I'll consume you! Opening my arms you'll see

No one can take you from me, you're mine for eternity

Grow wild! Drinking more than I enjoy

We'll fall down! Stumbling I feel destroyed, these city nights show me I'm

A disappearing BOY.

We, the ones the world will never know or write about,

Now, to vast Pacific waters you will hear us shout... (SHAKE'N)

Please, wait a moment, Beautiful. Where is your smile from before?

Are you so sure I can't see that face anymore?

A strong PRIME MINISTER for you is what I became.

I swear to God I'll protect the country called by your name.

If we're close to Hell, never say farewell, please keep your hand holding mine.

I want to dance with you forever, won't you look me in the eye.

Now I'm starving! As ashamed as possible,

I'll consume you! Thorn-covered and poison-full,

Eating until I feel fed. "I'll have one of each," I said.

Grow wild! Gimme an ADVENTURE

We'll fall down! Crashing parties that occur.

This sleepless night, it bores me. SPICE is what it needs.

Now I’m starving! Even more voraciously

I'll consume you! Opening my arms you'll see

No one can take you from me, you're mine for eternity

Grow wild! Drinking more than I enjoy

We'll fall down! Stumbling I feel destroyed, these city nights show me I'm

A disappearing BOY.

And I recorded a little draft! Now listen. I'm really bad at singing. My mic was being annoying. However, I always get frustrated when I can't tell how translyrics are supposed to sound, and wanted to put it all together. It's meant more as rhythm reference than a nice performance 😅

#eve #demon dance tokyo #lyrics #woooo ive been working really hard on these and its so nice to see it all come together :D #im really happy with them!! #i know thats not the recognizable thumbnail pic but i like that lil lady... dances i do while vibing to this song... #i was so excited how all the english words and repetition sections fit in! #i think the only change i made was singing 'some spice' because i didnt want to sound like i was mocking him - but i do love singing it #the way he does with like three syllables #the knock knock line gave me hell but i think it works alright 😂 i just couldnt grasp the rhythm #i had 'thorns are sharp' first but that was too much of a mouthful -- i think 'thorn-covered' feels easier to say #there was another translation i was looking at that compared that line to feeling like a party crasher and i really liked that image #i kinda wanted to keep it just 'im starving' because i hate random filler words but also the four syllables is so important to the original #once again these are open for anyone to use 👀👀👀 #pleeeaase dont make my ugly recording in vain -- id love to hear your take on it :3

[todayisafridaynight]

Kiryu's trying so hard to be a good dad for all of his kids while Kazama very clearly only favored Kiryu. Do I think this was an intentional writing decision? Probably not but it's interesting

intentional or not, its a good perspective and helps explain why kiryu Is Like That. especially if we want to look at the case of nishiki who was given too much power before he was ready to handle it (and around the same age as daigo too if not a little younger), kiryu wants to make sure daigo doesnt similarly crumble under that pressure that nishiki did. we know nishiki's death haunts him for at least five games after the fact- it's no wonder he's so hyperfocused on making sure it doesn't happen again

the problem lies in that, just like kazama to nishiki, kiryu was the reason why daigo got that much power in such a short amount of time anyway. we know he acknowledges this, which is probably why he tries so hard for the tojo despite wanting to distance himself from the yakuza world. kazama did the bare minimum- if anything- for nishiki. and while we know kiryu respected kazama immensely, i want to hope over the years he's realized that leaving a young man in a powerful position unprepared isn't a good idea, esp after mine rubbed salt in the wound and called him out for abandoning the tojo- ergo daigo, so now he especially feels like he has to make it up to him.

if he couldn't help nishiki, then the next best thing he can do is help someone he considers his son- as if trying to right the wrong kazama did and be a better father, whether he can admit or not to kazama failing to take care of nishiki

but the follow up problem to THAT is he's neglecting his other kids when he does go to help. it wouldnt be a problem if RGG remembered the ryudo family and they could watch the kids while he's gone or something, but since they don't we just have to assume haruka's unfortunately been left to act as big sister to all these kids, and THAT has undoubtedly bred a great burden of feeling responsible when she's only a kid. it's really unfortunate that while kiryu apologizes to daigo repeatedly, he never apologizes to haruka for leaving her alone and in charge so many times (i actually thought kiryu's letter in Y6 was supposed to go to haruka at first). it's made her feel as though she has to take care of everyone and she has to be the strong one for the family when kiryu's away, and because of that we get problems like Y5 and Y6

in all of this, and in a terrible twist of irony, in trying to prevent one of his loved ones from enduring a similar fate as nishiki, he's now jeopardizing his relationship with his other kids- he's now unintentionally putting haruka on the back burner because he's so traumatized over what happened to his brother. he might have prevented another nishiki situation, but haruka had to be collateral as a result

#snap chats #of couse it wasnt just kazama giving power to nishiki that was the problem he was obvi dealing with his sister too #but we get what im saying right #honestly i hadnt even considered all of this until you pointed it out anon and im really glad you did #it really helped shine a light and explain things to me #again i dont think kiryus doing these things with bad faith- hes doing it for the exact opposite actually #he's just so wrapped up on preventing the past from happening again he's not focused on everything else around him #like poor haruka i feel so bad for her but i also cant hate kiryu because i know hes trying #again its a complicated situation no one's 'evil' here- irresponsible and neglectful sure #but it's not like kiryu's happy to punt haruka to the side to catch a flight to tokyo #like again kiryu please daigo's a grown man he's gona fumble the bag a bit but please trust him #i know after Y4 it's hard to do that but trust him #honestly he seemed to be alright until majima 'died' in Y5 THEN he felt like he actually had to do something #oughhh kiryu i love you.. i love how messy you are #but haruka makes me so sad she reminds me of my brother sometimes #love how Y4 and Y6 is like. Hi Kiryu You Ready To Suffer The Consequences Of Your Actions #but yeah theres my monthly Kiryu Is A Dad ramble of the month thanks for indulging me

[cleromancy]

making up* the perfect robin for dickbats n then just. yoinking him away and giving him to bruce. hmmm. Sucks

*importing from a non-canon timeline story but the adaptation choices 100% set him up to be robin for dick ykwi FUCKING mean

#always conflicted bc. i never wanted dick to be batman forever obviously. #but ummmmmmmmm. sometimes. a little. as a treat #and he has to hate it the whole time except for damian pretty much. #(I Also Think the effect that would start having on damian as he started getting old enough to realize it #would be really interesting!!! like this is the most important thing in the world to me but it makes my favorite person miserable. #like i dont... delve into that in lbof bc damians not one of the pov characters buuuut in the as yet unpublished sequel #you do start seeing some of what that means 4 their relationship... hueheuehe) #and. lol. i only know the broad strokes of what dcs been doing with damian since the reboot but what ive heard i really havent liked. #and i absolutely have not heard anything that makes me reconsider my stance that narratively speaking damian makes no intuitive sense as+ #bruces robin. smh #also while im complaining about like. the reboot taking away the existing structure that had been set up for damian as a character to play+ #off of. #colin would have been SUCH a good supporting character for damian... he was in SIX ISSUES but the freakin. potential!!!! #everyone who writes damian with a hero bff with a nothing personality: it doesn't have to be like this. take my hand #dc #like specifically damian was this traumatized displaced abused child and the similarities and differences btwn him and colin aka abuse & #the way that damian latched onto him so fast n kept trying to impress him which like. alright damian was trying pretty hard to impress+ #everybody at the time. hes the baby tryhard we know this. #BUT. LIKE. him seeing someone his age and not immediately wanting to write them off as a simpleton or whatever yk... like #was significant particularly bc colin Did think he was cool without yk. the relationship dynamic devolving into fawning or whatever #but like to HAVE the contrast btwn them their backgrounds their motives & demeanors but you still had damian recognizing that smth about+ #them is The Same. ugh #whagever its fine. its fine. i have to do everything mysellf aroumd here but its fine.

[t4tdanvis]

‘Well would you like me to make him…not hate you?’ ‘GENE DO FUCKING NOT’

gene is trying his best and dante knows that. however that does not make him seem any less annoying and unhelpful

#❄.txt #ask box #dante ends up locking himself in his room for like. a week #at first laurance is like 'whatever i dont want to talk to him anyways. he can go fuck himself and die idc' #two days pass and laurance is like '... ok is he gonna come back out soon. im not worried this is just. very weird' #because hes done this before but only for like. a day max #two more days pass and laurance is like 'ok this is getting worrying is he alright??' #at this point gene has already panicked and broken in through the window. dante refuses to talk to him and just kinda sits in his arms for #bit while gene tries to figure out how to fix things. after a couple hours gene leaves bc he has to go back to the nether #by the time dante has been locked in his room for a week laurance is like 'ok i fucking HATE him but also hes. still a human being. does #he have water and food in there?? is he even alive??? oh god i dont want to think about that' #dante has just been lying on the floor the entire time barely moving. laurance gets garroth to break open the door and the two of them drag #him out of his room because he is literally Dying Of Dehydration

[gazelessmenagerie]

“be honest...Would you kill your own father?” -Broly

send me "be honest..." with a question your muse has been dying to ask mine and they'll answer truthfully.

Not once had he been asked about his father until that point.

The snap of his head was already an egregious display of his answer, expression caught in a moment of surprise with how his eye widened enough to be noticeable over his shoulder. His mouth remained a thin line, the loose coagulation of whatever thoughts he had been running through in what chores and tasks that needed to be done on that day fell into a disquieted silence as his body stalled to a grinding halt amid its journey to the water basin carved by his own might several weeks prior.

What had brought about such a senseless question by some whelp lucky enough to encounter him while the midday sun was blazing hot was a question in its own right.

' He's already dead. ' Was what he wanted to say but instead, another set of words replaced what his brain thought, sliding through the dried canals of that beating organ. Memories of the past were all it was comprised of, trudging through the veins that were long since abandoned as the harsh reality of surviving through hardship after harship coalesced into a single droplet. Paragus was the only man he knew for the majority of his life up until his death. He was only man who raised him and dared to love him in the ways only a father would love a son still so small and clinging close. Stories spoke of how their mighty race once once, filling naive eyes with hope to one day be reunited with a pocket of Saiyans that might yet still exist somewhere with him as the next reigning king. Rebuilding their civilization, destroying their enemies, it was what any Saiyan child could want but those times of frivolous dreams fell to ruin as the years came by and the magnitude of Broly's own power easily devoured like a ravenous ecplise over his father.

His father taught him how to survive, watched him with a keen eye and was mindful to not neglect the intellect that Broly held behind the piercing visage of his eyes. Tactics of combat, diplomacy of political frivolities were skills given and honed through his father's grand plans of seating his son on that lofty throne that lay in the realm of a dream. Threading words coaxed by their constant nomadic lifestyle of venturing from one planet to another became a necessary facet of survival to evade the radar of the same reigning empire that destroyed their race. To be smarter than one's pursuers, remain low to the ground like a stalking predator and attack when the moment was right. Nearly everything that Broly knew could be traced directly to his father...

He fought when he was of age, learned everything he could be taught when it came to destroying his enemies. The blood he spat and spilled, the amount of times his bones fractured and broke, the burning hatred felt for those who looked to claim both of their lives for what they are. Anger was the only way to survive, the only way a Saiyan is to be to attain greater power. It couldn't be counted on both hands the amount of times the Legendary Saiyan felt he might've died while growing up in facing off against stronger opponents for one reason or another. He needed to adapt quickly and with greater power, pushed forth by his father as they went from living as exiles to taking over villages, towns, cities.. and entire planets.

Everything he did had been to make the man who raised him proud.

" ... I don't know. " He spoke softly under his breath, easy to miss as much as the small glimpse of what might've been a small shred of regret.

And yet he killed his own father in cold blood during an outraging rampage.

It was deserved.

It was the product of years of control and ordering him around, forcing him to obey every damned command.

' I'm sorry son, but you'll die with his planet as well. '

' " Where do YOU think you're Going... Dad? " '

' " Broly..! I was.. preparing the ship for us to leave together. "

' " In a ship made for One? " '

Convoluted emotions were a disgrace to his Saiyan blood. The love of a mere child knowing nothing more than what his father did to ensure survival. He was the only Saiyan left for what felt to be years upon years. He loved him. And it only made the betrayal all the worse that the fleeting moment of tenderness that collected in that dewdrop resting over those dried canals evaporated with the contrived, twisted half-truths that could never be a clear cut answer. Both sides were true in that he hadn't wanted to kill him in a small, desparing corner but the hatred and vileness spoke a larger voice as its half of the truth spoke a simple fact on the matter as though he were only commenting on the weather.

" I already killed him. "

#|| Tag: Answered #particlecreator #|| Gazing over the Abyss of Stars { Broly } #( ohhh that was juicy. thank you. ) #( suffice to say. its a VERY controversial topic for my portrayal aflsdjg ) #( just bc I think on how hard was it to live basically in harsh environments while most likely being hunted by people after the geno/cide ) #(of the saiyans. i mean they were wiped out but there had to be some stragglers ) #( I can imagine the guy has some very extreme feelings over his dad but he doesn't say shit cause lmfao ) #( its just so damn twisted I dont think even he knows how to begin processing that than to default ) #( to being angry and hateful like he was raised/learned how to be bc its just easier ) #( than to say he might actually feel regret about killing him or that it hurt to be betrayed by the man he loved ) #( as a boy; as a son would to the only father he knew. ) #( like hell??? idk. its just fascinating to me how paragus cared for his kid and even after losing an eye albeit not the same as before ) #( and knowing his own son is a monster that he unfortunately created and had to control through his own means. ) #( he still tried to treat him with some love but its still a fearful kind. ) #( and idk it just makes my heart hurt and makes it 10000x more convoluted and messy for a guy who ) #( can't process his own emotions to shove it all down as deep as he can and pretend everythings alright. ) #( -slaps broly's ass- this bastard can fit so much trauma and emotional dissonance

[irascible-iridescent]

When ppl say that there is no stories about friendship I can't help but wonder what do they mean? There are lots and lots cartoons for kids and teens about well, friendship! Its the main point of almost all stories there. I don't like watching movies so I dunno if there are a lot of movies about friendship nowadays but I have watched old films about it. Like yeah it will always have some romance too for main characters or for the background characters bc if your story has like 10+ adult ppl most of them would look for relationship for the sake of building a family or sex. But also if you can excuse how the women are drawn you can just read/watch one piece and like NOBODY has any romance or sex there even though there are like billions of adult pirates.

#personal #if you want to recommend me something nice to watch comment it or drop me a message #but for the love of everything good pls dont recommend me school drama like I cant watch it anymore #i would prefer to watch more media about adults rn #I can make some exceptions like Hanako kun was really creepy like it looks like rom com for the teens in school but its actually horror #or Utena I started watching it and its crazy at the 1st episode already I want to learn more #but yeah I would like books or movies or tv shows about adults #I would like to watch something like Friends but good #like do u get what I mean? if it was Friends but it was actually really good and less THAT and like more GOOD #I really loved this tv show when I was learning English tho it was perfect for it but like they did so many bad choices for this story #i hate every story about Rachel's love life like its unbearable at this point you should just stop dating and forget about it and live #also they gradually made Ross into the most vile and evil man that could possibly exist and everyone was okay with it bc he is Monika's bro #they didn't need to make him into a monster asshole jerk like he could be just a nerd guy who is clumsy it would be alright #also they should have never made any story lines about Rachel and Ross like they are the worst couple that has ever existed on the tv #its the new level of abysmal I dream about how it would be cool if they have never had any relationship at all #this story would be like 999% better IMMEDIATELY but oh well

[oatbugs]

i can feel every single nerve and organ and bone inside my body. an exercise in emptiness: what will the next thought in your head be?

#i feel like im going insane . went in the psych department w my friend again i decided to stop hating it for no reason except that its not #maths . why the fuck dont you study ? because the module name starts with a PS ? i need to love it without #feeling shame for myself . i feel like im gonna get into trouble with my university for prying open locked automatic doors at 1 AM but its #alright (that building is haunted anyway). its not about him but it is but it really isnt its about everything it means its about the way i #cant cry for myself the way i used to its the sadness and happiness and that im turning 20 soon and im going a little insane but im shocked #that i still have friends i love im shocked that i am loved im shocked that i dont feel disgusted thinking about him yet #(and ill look for a man to turn me into a hare just like you did when you did what you did) #when alt j 3ww said . f5 f6 f6 f5 f5 #i constantly feel like my chest is about to explode and i have no idea why its a physical pain its great and also horrible #id like to rip out my ribcage and put a bird and some flowers inside it id like to rip out my sternum and pierce the thoughts with it #4 43 AM i have an exam about brains i stared at a vintage photo of a brain pinned and labelled i learned the names and positions of sulci #im learning about magic (action potentials) and gates inside your brain and every day i learn how hard your body tries to keep you alive #(his lips turn sharp when he smiles) (choking on flowers and music and fear) (feel every feeling inside my throat feel metal at the back #of my head) (i miss your hard edges i miss your bone marrow) #hypothesis : perhaps if i put my lips on someone elses lips and i dont let go of them for a few hours ill be okay #needle (sharp like the spice in what i made you) shooting 5 mg of haldol straight into the hypothalamus . gave myself a concussion and #since that night my head has been blooming . the violin today felt like liquid gold . moderato - spiritoso - the bow turned my heart inside #out . id like to scream and i have no idea why but one day i will turn my vertebrae into a bouquet of flowers for you all. #yesterday my boy with the beautiful hair looked at me and held me tight enough that i heard his heartbeat (or maybe it was mine) #for a second or two and i wish i could lean on him for this except his heart has been crushed by the mathematician discerning eyes #for a while and a half . #dyed your hair red i dyed your hair brown youre on my bed and your hand touches my hand and every day i am amazed by the way your mind #turns my guts and my heart inside out #for a second or two and i wish i could lean on his bony shoulders for this except his lungs have filled with water #for a while and a half . dyed your hair red i dyed your hair brown youre on my bed i stare at the grace of her hands you are evidence #that angels and pomegranate seeds and create the economist of our dreams . game theory and good actions by any other name . #she makes the sound the sea makes knee deep in the north sea

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

throwback to when someone got mad and blocked me for ranting in the tags of their post abt how making stede nice to izzy for the sake of steddyhands or stizzy content is ooc (which is totally fair, i didnt have to go off on their post, i probably shoud've just left them alone) but like

this is the HARMLESS thing i get mad abt. this is literally me being annoyed and petty over something stupid. i rant abt it bc it's nice to rant abt something the fandom does that annoys me but isn't like, actually a big deal. i dont ship stizzy or steddyhands or anything so it's not like i'm looking for in-character fics abt those ships and getting mad i cant find them. i'm not dying on this hill, i'm just standing on it yelling for a while until i get bored

#txt #mine #og #ofmd fandom crit #stede bonnet #izzy hands #steddyhands #stizzy #the real problem i have with stizzy content is i just dont care about it at all. #if ur gonna do it tho i feel like u should do stede justice?? #like a GENUINE enemies to lovers not ''stede decides to pamper izzy for no reason even tho he hates izzy so fucking much'' #however. my real problem with steddyhands content is the fics that make ed more violent/abusive than he is in canon #and also all the fics that brush off ed's trauma for the sake of coddling and babying izzy #like oh we're ignoring the protagonist of color to focus on the feelings of the white antagonist?? lmao alright. i see you. #and i DO talk abt these things. ive talked abt them a LOT #but it's nice sometimes to just. focus on and be mad abt something stupid #stede bonnet is a bITCH and he HATES IZZY HANDS #if u make him nice to izzy right off the bat im like Who The Fuck Are You And What Have You Done To Stede Bonnet #this is a personal pet peeve i dont think this is problematic or anything it just mildly annoys me. which is FINE!!! #ppl like different things it does not actually matter if i think u have bad taste. u probably think i have bad taste! it's Literally Fine.

[spatio-rift]

i still dont know why they had feis dad try to justify himself like "well if el dorado found out abt ur powers youd have been in danger and i would have lost my position of power in the government so i Had to abandon you to protect us both 😇" like am i supposed to sympathize....? shouldnt his love for his kid be more important than his job. i dont think they should be on equal levels lol

#like girl nice way to show you didnt love your kid enough to ditch the people who want him dead & continue protecting him #n caring for him as a parent #why was he so confident fei would be alright alone... he was like 7 or something #BROS SO BAD AT BEING A DAD HE EVEN HAD TO BRING HIS DEAD WIFES TEENAGE SELF INTO IT #i dont think the writers want u to hate him and i acknowledge that. BUT I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #inzm

[voidcoretxt]

if the world was a good place this wouldve been the c!dream team ending

#like in general i think it wouldve been cool if cdreams plan went to shit and it was this sort of wake up call for him #except actually ''waking up'' wouldve just make him Worse than he ever was #but this time with some self hatered ! so at some point he contacts cgogs and csapnap again and they basically tell him this #and never speak to him again #this kindaa makes him go uh . uokay fuck shit balls ummm this isnt good . and it pushes him towards Being Normal . For Fucks Sake #cpunz stays loyal to him throughout all of this until cdream tells him to fucking stop . become normal too Please im in love with u #and then he goes into self imposed exile yippee ^_^ to parallel ctommys exile lol #NOW . for this to work cdream wouldve actually been this way from the begging #which i dont think is true he genuinely was pretty alright at the beginning of the server #bit of a control freak but who give a shit cwilbur is literally inventing xenophobia against americans theres worse things happening rn #umm anyway this isnt even that good cdream would need to be a very different character for this to work i think #i love him not for what he actually was in canon but for what couldve been </3 okay ? okay . the potential was there but i hate the finale #which By The Wayi still havent watched . and never will #AHH shit lmanburg was against all non-europeans not just americans My Bad . tho ig most of them were american so my poin still stands #voidcore.txt