#he's gotta be fucking with us right?

[deancasbisexual]

jensen ackles is an enigma. you never truly know what he's thinking or feeling. everytime you think he's gonna zig, he gives you a zag. everytime you think you've figured him out, he says or does something that throws you off his trail. he's the human embodiment of "never let them know your next move."

jensen ackles you are a very confusing man. I do not understand you. and I like that about you. I think.

#idk how he has said both pro destiel things and anti destiel things #sometimes in the same panels and interviews #he confuses the hell out of me #he's gotta be fucking with us right? #destiel #jensen ackles #dean winchester #supernatural #spn #deancas

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[codacheetah]

#codacheetah #my art #isat #in stars and time #isiloop #isaloop #sifloop #isafrin #isat siffrin #isat isabeau #isat loop #isat fanart #yea that's right. IM USING HELLA TAGS. I PUT EFFORT INTO THiS ONE #cropped version under cut btw in case u want to look at their cutie faces closer #im already a little ambivalent on this somehow but im actively choosing to like it #look at these fucking sillies. perceive them. i need more people to be isiloop pilled i am deadly serious #idk what it is about siffrin and loop (and now isabeau) snoozin that makes me do digital painting #gotta get them cuddles in HIGH DEFINITION #anyways i think it would be funny silly if isabeau had one of those goofy eye masks bc loop is a walking flashbang bless their heart #siffrin does not need one. he can sleep through a hurricane and be unfazed.

[keymintt]

life doodles

#art #me #comics #my art #doodles #in regards to that last one there are mats on the floor i'm not getting slammed into like. concrete #oughgh i need to dye my hair blue again that doodle's old #but also i need to cut it hdsgklhdfl that's gonna be tonight's task #using my clippers for the first time wish me luck #i've cut my own hair before but to the effect of like. trimming a haircut to what i /actually/ wanted #went to the barber months ago like 'hey can you cut my hair' and when he was done he was like 'i gave you something more feminine!' #like! i appreciate the time you took! that's not why i came here though! i kinda want to curl up and die abt that! #he also gave me an undercut. which. i don't look /terrible/ with an undercut but imo the line between a bowl cut and an undercut is razor #fucking thin. also i asked for the length to be blended and showed pictures but who knows i could just be a dumbass for all i know #gotta do it yourself if you want it done right. queer rite of passage or smthin idfk #ANyways hope y'all are doing good

[healpimp]

My TF2 mains (and their in-game playtime)

Bonus:

#TF2sona #Own Art #TF2 #i started out as an engie main bc my first tf2ber experience was uncle dan #specifically the ninjaneer 2.0 video #and i did have fun but now i only play him out of necessity or spite #i actually. really hate playing engie JKHSKJSJDK #im decent dont get me wrong and when i get the right game i have fun #but girl i gotta either rly hate the enemy scouts or no one else on my mvm team knows how to engie #also i fucking hate using the wrangler bro #yeah yeah ooo gets a shield you can aim etc etc #but its a sentry and if that shit can shoot itself why i gotta do it #if it breaks im jsut building a new one #also im a fucking garbage soldier #but i love my soldier loadout sm that hes a main bye

[yorshie]

I am... so Done with this sketch with a captial D just release it into the wilds of tumblr maybe I'll love it after a day or so and be able to work on it again.

Edit: reference photo was a still of Henry cavill from the movie immortals, I’ve been saving it to draw leo but I haven’t quite figured out how to capture it because the pose is Henry running AND twisting and askhaskkjdlabfad-

#my tmnt art #bayverse leonardo #bayverse leo #urk pretty boi is killing me #I want ExPrEsSiOnS and he's like.... no. #sacrificing anatomy for fluidity/fluidity for anatomy be the real time big decision right now #hit 5k on my Donnie's not possessive fic and this is how I celebrate. #putting that visdev to good use I've got half the team done now I just gotta figure out dorkasaurous- i mean donnie. #donnie. sweet donnie. why the fuck is he so tall

[actual-changeling]

Focusing a bit more on their ptsd lately because I want to and I can, this is set a few weeks after they got to Jackson so still pretty early on. Completely fluffy though, promise!

-

There is nothing worse than being alone in a crowd with no one to have your back.

Ellie's hypervigilance is in absolute overdrive after Silver Lake whenever she isn't too dissociated to perceive anything at all, and leaving the house becomes a choice between constantly looking around and driving herself half insane trying to look for something, anything dangerous and gritting her teeth and pushing through it while her brain screams at her that the worst things imaginable are seconds away from happening.

Both options are terrible, both leave her shaking and on edge, and any loud or unexpected noise makes her jump even when it is three streets down and completely unrelated to her. Going outside isn't safe, isn't fun, so she doesn't, and she is acutely aware that it's a problem she will need to solve one day, but for now her skin is stretched less tightly over her bones and the back of her neck only gives her the occasional jolt of paranoid electricity.

It doesn't even fully occur to ask someone for help when there is a movie at the theater she really wants to see that night, she thinks about it all day with a heaviness in her heart that almost has her put on her shoes and go anyway, but then the bell ringing for lunch has her almost falling out of her chair and she settles with the sour taste of defeat on her tongue. She would ask Joel to go with her, but they both know he is just as jumpy as she is, especially with her around in a closed space, and yeah it's a problem, but for now it is what it is, and she doesn't ask.

However, while she forgot about the obvious solution, Joel didn't.

That evening, Tommy comes over, which in by itself isn't surprising, that man is more at their house than at his sometimes, but he doesn't take off his shoes like he always does and waits for them in the hallway instead. She leans against his side in the greeting half-hug they tend to do, his arms around her shoulders, and the weight of it in her neck does the same thing Joel's hugs do - they absorb the panic and let it run through them into the ground, redirecting the lightning jumping across her skin. Ellie looks up at him and her face lights up before Tommy even gets the words out, putting two and two together and vibrating with excitement so bright she can't even feel stupid for not thinking about it herself.

"Ready for movie night?"

"Are you sure?"

Asking him that feels like she is stomping on a christmas present before even opening it, but her fingers are twisting in her shirt and joy is a warm, yellow sun in her chest, and she needs him to wants this as much as she does or she will feel bad for dragging him along. His hand settles on the back of her head and her gaze flicks between him and Joel, who is watching her and her only.

"Are you kidding me? Alien? Of course I'm gonna go see it, it's one of the best fucking movies ever."

There is a few seconds of silence and dizziness shoots straight into her head when she forgets to breathe, but then she falls forward and squeezes Tommy so tightly she can hear the air rushing out of him before letting go to put on her shoes. She is so focused on getting there before everyone else so they can get the best spots, planning out the quickest path to the building (although there really aren't that many options, more like three and a half possible routes), she only realizes Joel is shrugging on his jacket too when she turns to say her goodbye for the next few hours. There's a familiar tightness in his jaw, and she is pretty sure there's at least a knife somewhere on him, but his eyes are soft and she realizes that Tommy isn't just an additional anchor of security for her.

Paranoia grows all over her skin, a deep-seated itch she can never scratch enough, but Joel is right next to her and she can hear Tommy's footsteps behind her, and it is enough to keep it subdued enough for her to handle. They all silently come to the agreement to sit near the side rather than in the center, neither of them fully comfortable with being surrounded by people like that, and having space on one side, Joel on the other, and Tommy behind her makes it easy to forget about everyone else once the movie starts.

She jumps when someone accidentally kicks over a chair, and Joel gently squeezes her hand whenever she crushes his during the few times her brain tries to convince her everyone in the room is out to kill her, but they all make it through the next few hours without chewing on their panic the entire time. Tommy's quiet comments from behind her make up half the fun, and on the walk back, she paces circles around them while talking a mile a minute about a conflicting mess of a thoughts she cannot sort through in her excitement; Joel watches her just like he has been doing the entire night, and she doubts he heard a single line from the movie. The tension in his jaw has dissipated, though, and her lungs expand without resistance.

They stop right between their two homes, and for the first time since arriving in Jackson, Ellie feels almost sad to go back inside again. There's a moment of silence before she wraps herself around Tommy in another hug, her thank you a muffled whisper against his chest before she leans away, and it is hard to tell whether she is thanking him for having her back or for being family.

"Any time, sweetheart."

Both, she decides, and they all know without having to say a single word.

There is nothing worse than being alone in a crowd, but she is no longer just by herself, and although she forgets sometimes, there will always be someone to have her back now.

#alex writes tlou #the last of us #tlou #joel and ellie #ellie and tommy #miller family #ellie williams #joel miller #tommy miller #fanfic #yeah yeah this got longer than i intended same spiel as always #my brain is still being mean to me so this is both warm up and distraction #also i see ur asks i promise i just gotta find the right prompt/words in my head because i physically cannot just write something #without being happy with it #tommy loves alien and sci fi movies btw joel does NOT #but joel loves ellie and he loves seeing her happy so that is his entertainment for the night #also hypervigilance is a bitch and i wish i could logic it away but alas that is not possible #ellie and joel try their best though and tommy is like. the most well adjusted person in that family after maria and even he is still fucke #family nights ptsd edition they're all fucked up in some way but they have each other so it's okay

[imminent-danger-came]

While I do like the Eldritch MK theory, someone suggested that instead of being the reincarnation of a past enemy, MK is instead a sacrificial lamb for an enemy to come back (with him being referred to as harbinger).

Which raises a whole other question of who he is meant to be a sacrifice for.

Baby MK overall gives off the kind of vibes where he was created to be destroyed, doesn't he? I mean, why else create a "simple creature, with no past, no family, and no name". If something was just born (from a stone or not) of course it doesn't have any of those things—why specify it? You would only specify a detail like that if it was significant to why MK was created in the first place.

Which, this thought is not exclusive to Eldritch Abomination MK or to Harbinger MK, overall that feels like the implication. MK was made to be sacrificed in one way or another, whether that's to stop a past enemy, a returning one, or some other thing.

So, with MK being a sacrifice to chaos, I'm wondering why he would be given so much power. *throws dart at my idea board* Maybe he was made as some sort of ticking time bomb, created to destroy himself plus whatever threat he was meant to be a sacrifice for. *throws another dart* Or, perhaps he was created to be able to go toe to toe with whatever ends up being the embodiment of chaos!

Just to throw another dart at the wall: maybe MK was made as a counter measure to chaos itself! "There's a reason you were at the center of all these stories", that reason being to maintain balance and prevent the end of the world (of which he's done like, 4 times over now). "You don't use a weapon...you ARE a weapon!" aka MK is the ultimate weapon against literally any big bad.

Of course I'm partial to my own theory, but this is definitely a neat idea!

#just throwing shit at the wall o7 #I hope I contributed literally anything to this conversation #but you know I'm ALL about MK being a herald of Chaos. #like MK being created to be destroyed has a certain je ne sais quoi. He really is the doomed by the narrative blorbo #You also then gotta wonder then like. HOW he got all that power/what power was used to make him #Because like. Azure creating Camel Ridge sucked all of the life out of the surrounding area right #And with MK having the amount of power he does—where did that power come from #perhaps it was just similar to how Monkey King was born. But idk man MK seems to have even more power than SWK does #Maybe it was like...a combo. Using the good ol' stone egg and something else they made a fucked up dude who could fulfill whatever purpose #who knows man #asks #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk theory

[apollos-boyfriend]

"i just hope your cousin isn't the type of gay that dresses like a queer all the time" <- ABSOLUTELY INSANE SENTENCE FATHER DEAREST JUST SAID IN FRONT OF ME.

#icarus speaks #homophobia tw #no he wasn't reclaiming it he was using it as a slur 😭 #LIKE???? DUDE IM RIGHT HERE #fuck it i was gonna wear pants and like. my hannah pullover to the barbie movie #now i gotta go shopping for a cute pink skirt #i use queer bc that’s the literal translation most of the time #the more accurate impact is fag 💀 king you can’t say that

[luck-of-the-drawings]

THE BOYS ARE BACK IN TOWN (TO GET SPLATTERED) OOH MYSTERY! PANIC! DRAMA! EMOTIONS!! LOTS N LOTS OF MEAT, SCARES, AND DICK-OUT FUN! BLOOD IN THE BAYOU HAS GOT IT ALL BABY!!!

blood in the bayou would make SUUUCh a great campy horror movie, its real in my heart, so real.....

#jrwi bitb #jrwi bitb spoilers #jrwi fanart #cw blood #cw gore #cw body horror #EHEHEE YKNOW WHAT I LOVE ABT POSTING ART ON TUMBLR.... #I GET TO TAAALK N TALK N TALK YIPPEEE I LOVE TALKIN ABOUT MY ART!! espeeecially WHEN I THINK ALOT ABT IT #SO this is older. i actually drew this right around the time episode 2 came out. but i WAS kinda stupid slow about it #SOO its a lil old and i dont remember aaall the immediate feelings i had about this episode #OHH MY GOD THIS WAS THE EP WHERE THEY FOUND OUT WHAT THE MAP LOOKS LIKE RIGHT??? #DUDE I REMEMBER BEING SO GENUINELY FUCKIN C A U G H T BY THAT LIKE WHAT??? WHAT??? IT LOOKS LIKE A WHUT??? HUHN???? NHU???????? #OOH ohoh okay okay THE BARRIER right. have yall ever seen annihilation? that kickass movie with that weird dimension? just look it up #in the movie theres a Wall that separates them from the fucked up dimension. its glossy and strange just like a bubble. SOUND FAMILIAR HMMM #THATS what i imagine the wall looked like. gotta draw that at somepoint. i also used that texture for the background color. do ya see it? #i remember when i was first watching it. i thought that maybe it was actually worse outside #like they finally get past the barrier and its the same everywhere else. like the entire earth is already taken.sighh.... #CAN I JUST SAY I LOVE KIAN STONE BTW. AINT NO ONE ELSE HAD THER DICK OUT AS MUCH AS THIS KING. HONESTLY IM A KIAN APOLOGIST #KIAN STONE HAS DONE NOTHING WRONG EVER. HE FOLLOWS HIS HEART AND THE MUSIC DUUUDEE!!!!! HIS HEART AND THE MUSIC ARE ONE DUUUUDEEE!!!! #ILL HAVE MORE THINGS TO SCREAM ABT KIAN WHEN I POST MY EP 3 DOODLE PAGE. OKAY. IM NOT SOBBING LOUDLY. I LOVE N SUPPORT KIAN #AND RAAAND oh raaaand he loves his momma.... n his momma loves him.... hes suuuuch a sad lil disaster of a man.... #i wanna nurse him back to health like an injured little animal #wtf who said that #anyway ROLAN MY SMARTEST BOY IN THE WORLD #I remember listening to the first episode (right at midnight as i was sleeping) n thinkin #dawww rolans so baby :)) hes so baby girl n small and pathetic #and then i saw the official art of him n im like NO WAY #HE LOOKS WAY TOO COOL IN THAT how could this little man ever be that cool AND BOOY DOES IT PROVE ME WRONG. HOLY SHIT. ROLAN. BEAST OF A MAN #OKAAYAY teehee ill share more thoughts later. if u read this far tell me ALL ur thoughts abt bitb ep 2 #kk bye guys ill see u within the next rotatiion mwah mwah love u guys baaaiiiii. please survive for me.

[pinkyjulien]

Mitch Anderson | 256/?? 🚬

#Cyberpunk 2077 #Mitch Anderson #Aldecaldos #Screenshot #Gif #TEEHEE YEAH I used to make Gif too 😳👉👈 this an old set #I should get back to it- I mean... I been doing some but these are NSFT ghfhgf #ALSO ALSO... Lemme scream about the way CP77 animates the characters's eyes #cause it makes them look so damn realistic?? Y'know? It gotta be one of the hardest thing to get right #those movements- eyes don't exactly move smoothly y'know like we look at things by 'jumping' to them its not Smooth #AND THEY GOT IT SO RIGHT #every single micro expressions fucking Send me #I've spent HOURS sitting looking at Mitch during every scenes he's in ghfhgfhhgf #I'm obsessed- you can tell his brain is full ghfhgfh full of thoughts #god I love him so much 🤡🤏

[wildflowercryptid]

i finally played through the galar chapter of the villain arc in pokémas and it was pretty alright, it at least made me feel kinda vindicated about my stance on rose being a redeemable villain. i will say that i think the chapter would've been stronger if (01) bede was present & played a core role in the plot and (02) oleana switched sides to help rose see that he can't save the future if he keeps going down the same path & tries to do it alone.

#honestly i'm kinda surprised that oleana didn't defect from rose's side bc i feel like it was building towards that? #ya know w/ her immediate distrust of giovanni and the expression she makes when leon points out the issues w/ rose's methods #i feel like her leaving his side would've made things more interesting and impactful #like when even your ride or die peaces out on you you know you've fucked up and need to rethink things #i also feel like it'd reinforce the idea that rose also cares for oleana a lil better too #as for bede i just think they deserve some proper closure when it comes to their relationship w/ rose #gotta clarify that just bc i think rose is redeemable doesn't mean i excuse all of his actions #he's definitely someone who uses others to further his goals and ends up hurting a lot of ppl bc of his methods #but i also feel like he does has the capacity to atone for the shitty things he's done and do right by the ppl he's hurt ya know? #okay i really need to go to bed now especially if i wanna get up at 9 #pokemon #pokemas #mj.txt

[bougiebutchbitch]

house is my babygirl

buggy is my specialest little subby guy

gojo is my bitch

I hope this makes sense to everyone

#buggy and gojo are also both babygirl but in subtly different ways #house is the ultimate brat #gojo is bratty but also a total princess #buggy ....isn't quite as bratty???? he's just a little dude trying to survive #and sometimes you gotta suck a dick to survive #and he'll have great fun while he's down there!! #good for him!!!!! good for him! #I headcanon that he legit wants mushy romantic vanilla stuff + lots of kissies with shanks #but shoots himself in the foot at every opportunity #and will let shanks fuck him but only in a rough kinky way in the hopes he won't have to acknowledge the depth of his romantic feelings :3 #all while denying that he likes shanks at all and claiming he's just using him for his own enjoyment #ugh he's such a fucked up little guy. my fucked up little guy. #then angrily spends the rest of the night smacking his head off the wall when shanks is gone because #ughhhh he wanted to snog him so baddddddddddd forever #meanwhile shanks thinks buggy just wants 0 strings casual sex and he's disappointed and miserable and going along with it #only because it's a chance to be near him but is seriously thinking about calling a halt because it's Too Much Emotionally #like he's used to being a pump & dump kinda dude who's freewheeling around the grand line #but for the first time he kinda wants something more but buggy obviously DOESN't #right??? RIGHT?????????? #:bites them and shakes them vigorously: RAHHHHHH

[wizardnuke]

you can take the caleb out of the volstrucker program but you can't take the volstrucker program out of the caleb.the point of it all

#ill write the whole thing later. gotta do that assignmence. but for now #he is never getting away from it. he never really meant to . professor at soltryce ffucking academy? are you kidding mee? #caleb handshake beau. willingly walking into the organizations that hurt them . it's kind of different for them . but kind of not because. #well. soltryce/the assembly fucked caleb up real bad. the cobalt soul should never have taken beau and it took a long time for her to #get support/have those wrongs righted. not the same scale but like. waagh . you know. anyway. the way that they knew that they #were never getting out of there and getting out was never the point.hhhbbbh. the other meta isnt fully about that . the other meta is #campaign era caleb behavior and volstrucker behaviors. different but not. he is never getting out and he never meant to #caleb weaponizing his training both against the assembly and essek. beau weaponizing her training against the cobalt soul (via rightfully #speaking out abt the circumstances that brought her there) and using that Search For Justice to rightfully call people out. and quietly #gather info . which caleb also does. #fjord the charismatic (persuasive and friendly) face of the party and caleb who knows how to play a part and beau who knows how to #keep watch. and remember. #charisma stats r craazy . beau's is lower than i thought but it's a wis thing actually . the way wis and cha are intertwined from an rp #standpoint.. the way those three bounce off each other but also like specifically beau and caleb the dynamic duo

[veone]

the anons are making assumptions which i'm confused about, but than again i am just all over the place sometimes so i get it. i have never said i was above "drama" can't consider this last thing as drama honestly considering the topic and disgust i am feeling, oh and being petty and mean. its just reserved for one person and associates cause i enabled some bullshit with him being a depressed loser. now i just say whatever on my blog and deal with it like an adult. its good to suffer consequences for yapping.

#i am a flawed person and i want to mostly correct some of that and be alot more certain in my decisions #got my depression treated so that's a step in the right direction. but yeah i don't like him #i'm always gone take the opportunity to point out some shit and be a bitch like was the broke comments needed no #i honestly just don't want to get anyone i fuck with involved in some shit because of that lil shit and his inability to understand #he not a child getting bullied for being brown and queer and a little different cause brain chemicals #and i'm gonna say this i don't like how some people use their identity to just be shitty people like nigga no #your giving the peeps a bad name #but yeah nah i'm 24 and black women with a very messy fam like no i am not above drama it just depends on what the hell the topic is and if #i care like come on one thing i am not is a hypocrite and oddly i feel the need to speak all the time like i can't help it #i gotta give context to everything its stupid

[captnpunk]

me: i am sad about worlds '24, i'm gonna focus on baseball & come back to this in a few months

shoma: u fool. here's a sledgehammer to the emotional solar plexus.

me: [agonized howl]

#announcing you're retiring right after i sat through a 6 hour double header my GOD #[through tears] i thought i had so many more seasons with you! you're only TWENTY FUCKING SIX!!!!!!! I HATE FIGURE SKATINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG #awful awful awful #.txt #[puts on some go-to crying tracks and starts hardcore lamenting] #fuck. #the volume of posts you will see over the coming days is a lot but i gotta fucking scream somewhere #fuck!! he was my favorite from the first moment i saw him skate and he's been my favorite every moment since #FUCK. fuck. god. fuck. fuck. fuck. #i was looking forward to next season. i always look forward to seeing him skate. FUCK. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. god. fuck. #like for context: my favorite baseball player didn't retire until he was THIRTY NINE #i'm used to having more TIME!!